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Collection « Slavica-Reprints • 

dirigee par Jacques Catteau, Georges Nivat 

et Vladimir Dimitrijevic 



9te KRHra OTneiaTaira bt> 1922 r. bi> 
THnorpa<j>iH Heckendorff, Berlin SO 26 

flJIfl KHHrOHS^aTejIbCTBa «reJlHKOHT>». 



AH4PEA B-fcAblft 

3AnHCKH 

q y 4 a k a 

TOMT> nEPBblfi 



EDITIONS L'AGE D'HOMME 
LAUSANNE 1973 

KHMrOH34ATEAbCTBO 
TEAHKOH'b 
MOCKBA/BEPAHHTj 
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BM'BCTO IIPEAHOJIOBia 

9 n o n e a ecxB cepia mhoh 3a;iyMaHHHX'B tomobi, 
KOTopne HanHiny a, no Bcefi: BipoaTHOcra, bi> pa/vfe 
jtbtb; «3anncKH h y j[ a k a — npeaacjiOBie — npo- 
jiofb Kt TOMaMt: bi. Heft 6epeica jihihb H3«aoiH TeMa, 
KOTopaa KOHKpeTHO jihhib OTieKaHHTca cepiefi poMa- 
hobi; 0TCK)Aa a6cTpaKTHOcn> h HeyfloCo^HTaeMOCTB 
«n p o ji o r a»; Ti>wb He MeHie Bt oCmen KOHneimiH a 
ciHTaio HeoCxo^HMHM'b ero. 3;vbcb cjrBflyeTB oroBopHTB- 
ca. Tepoa nponora «fl»; aiorb «fl», hjih are «5I» He 
Hiffeerb JKe HHKaicoro KacaHia m> «fl» aBTopa; aBropt 
«npojiora» AH/i;peH BijiKfi; repofi npojiora — JleoHHfli 
Jle^aHoU; 9thm^ Bee cKa3aHo: JIeoHHjp> JleflaHOH — He 
AHflpeft BinHH. 

AHflpefl B-bjihe 
BepaHHT., 2 flHEapa 1922 ro«a. 



HA XOJIM-B 

fl CTOflJTb Ha JIOCaCTOMt XOJIlffk; Ha^O MHOft pO30B'B- 

jia pyiffla; 3ap"fejiH h3t> 3ejieHH KpnraH flOMHrneieB; T&m> 
— flopHax-B; T&wt KpaatHCTO ctbhn 6pocajm fb 3apro 
nepeirany; TaifB Bhpcb no^b ropfiaTbiM-B moctomte. 06- 
pHBajTb, KJioKona, CioiocTpyn; paBHHHa TaHyjiacB 3a 
hhmi; pacnaxHyjica OT^erjiHBO BCOflyxb; h CHHie rpe6- 
hh 9jiB3aca npop"fe3ajiHCb aBCTBeHHo; 6yxajia nyniKa ot- 
Ty«a. 

.Usa ro^a Bopnajra rpoMasai Ha HacB MipoBaa boh- 
Ha; B03AyniHHe CBixH jiyHHJTb npocB'BmaiomiH B03- 
flyxb; 3apBJio: 3ejieHOBaToe He6o Ka3ajiocb cTeiuiaH- 
HHirb; JiHjiOBO-SarpflHHe kjiohba JierfejiH; chhhjihcb ok- 

peCTHOCTH; 6pH3HyjIH 3Bi3flH; OCTaHOBHJICa H — aojiro 

CMOTp'iwrb npeflb co6oh; 3Hajn>, hto — KaHy OTCK)/i;a; 
MeHH npH3HBajiH; Kaifb Majioe 3epHBnnK0, jspnm.ewb 6hjtb 
cchmaTbca a kb HeHacHTHyro MOJiOTHjiKy bohhh. 

yxBaTHjica 3a HajuiHHy pyKy; h BecB npHHrncB Kb 

H9JIJIH. 

Bb njianj-B, pa3JieTaK>in,eMca 6'bjioch'BJKhhmh 
CKoia^KaMH, fb etjioH CBoeft n a h a m a, bi> jiencoH Ty- 

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hhicb cb jkcjitoh ctojiok), nepenoacaHHofl cepeopaHoft 
Htabio, nrpaa KyspaMH, OHa npHKOCHyjiacb ki> njieiy 

CBOHM-b JIH^IHKOMV, H nOB'BHJIO OTb JiaHHTb ee pO30BHMl> 

B03AyxoM , B; h (poctpopHiecKH acHbie flBa ea rjia3a, Jia- 
cicaaca chhjih cb uena. ooojiOHKy mok>, KaKT> jierqa&myK) 
ujieHO^Ky KajibKOMaHH, coe^HHaacb cb flyinoio; ho 
ocTpHfl ckop6h cHi/iaJiH Mean: Moa HajuiH ocTaHeTca, 
a ace Spocaiocb b'b npocTpaHCTBa, rpeMamia nopoxo&rb, 
nojiHHa KonoTH, nojiHHa 3anaxoB^ kpobh; mh He jkhjih 
cb HejuiH B'b pasjiyidb; h rope, h pa^ocrb ;vbjihjih mh 
bm'bct'b; h necTpna CTpaHH Spocajmcb Ha Hacb — orb 
npn6epe3KiH Caxapu ao . . . ropi KpyroSoKoa HopBerin; 
orb ropH30HTa BCTaBajii) K)?khhh Kpecrb; 3a cnHHofl 
onycKajiacb CoJibmaa Me.UB'fe/niHa; Borb — pa3Jiyia- 
K>cb a Cb Hajin; a OHJTb, Kant cjiinoa, 6^3^ Hea. 

Yacb TeMHijio; TycKH&irb npaneTaiomiH BOSAyxi; 
h sBisAOOKoe He6o, Ka3aJiocb, ca/iHJiocb Ha,m> HaMH; 
nporjia/nibie rjiaHnn octhjm; h rpeoHH 9jib3aca, Kaicb 
bi> njiam.'b, sanaxHyjraca m> B03Ayx , B; jiaaaa CHniiaa 
nyniKa. 

Tyrb HajuiH MeHa nOBepHyjia; Ha/Cb KynaMH B'b /m- 
inamnxTb nepecHnaroiHHX'b CnecTKii TeMH'feiomHX'b Hede- 
caxT>, co3p"BBajiH cHH'BJomeft chjioh — j\m Kynojia; flsa 
raraHxa, Kpyrjiact — H35> TeMHiiomHX'b BHcefl, pacmn- 
Phjihcb jianHCJia3ypaMH: orb orpoMHHX'b MaccHBOBT> Ta- 
JKejiaro flyoa, rpaHHMaro (popMaMH. 

rtepecBHeHie pyvb, njiocKOCTefi, o6pa3yK)m;Hx , b 
MomHHe rpaHHHKH — B'b xopti xopajioBt, noioimix'b 
KpncTajuiaMH aepeBa, H rpa#an,ia flepeBaHHbix'b TOHOB'b, 

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0Tpa60TaHHHXl> MHOJKeCTBOM* OCTpHXT, CTaMe30KT> . . . 

— botb-botb: IoaHHOBO 3flaHie. Ha 3ap4 9th rpaHHHH 
ipopMH, noKpHTHa BOCKOMt, JierKO nepjiaMyTpnjiHCb, 
a Kynojia, BtipocTaa Bb hhxt>, roBopmiH H'faKH'BHniia 
pi^H h3te> jierKHxt He6ecHHxi> otjihbobt>; nepHtjiH h 
bxo/uj, h OKHa 6eroHHHxi> noAHoacift — cnjiouiHHMi Jia- 

GHpHHTOM'b KOJIOHHaTHX'b XOflOB'b; H — 6e3KOJIOHHHX'b 

nycTOTb. 

IoaHHOBO 3flaHie Ohjio m> jrfecaxi.; Ha tojiojioohh 
nopTaji'b Haxjiody^HJin nprb, h jiica npocTynajra iy- 
SObhihho (popiiH, HanoioiHaiomia flOnOTOnHHa 6pOHH 

yMepiHHX'B JKHBOTHHX'b. 

BecHOio, 3hmok) h jtbtomt> — Ha CHpocTH, bt> mapi, 
bi, npoxjiaft'fe, noflt -bakhmh cipijiaMH rpoMKaro co,hh- 
na, Bi cnpHX'B SHcepHHKaxt flOJK/ja, Bt xpycTajiaxt ro- 
jiojieflHirj), bt> cHiatHHRaxi, m> KpyraMOfi BiTpaMH nn- 
jih, Ha njiomartKaxi, BHyipn KpyraorpaHHaro 3ajia, Haffb 
nararpaHHOH kojiohhok — bhcoko — rpoM03^acB Ha 
oiicaxb nnpaMH^oK) ainHKH, 3a6npaacb Ha hhxt>, ci> 
Phckomi> pyxHyiB, cjioMaBt ceC-fe meio, ho oTAaBaact Ka- 

npH3aMT> CTpeMHTeJILHHXl) JIHHiH, CHfflfiaa Cb HHXt toji- 

craa menKH, Bpisaaca Bi rjiy6b aepeBaHHOH, cBHca- 
romefl MaccH Ha naTb^ecarb caHTHMeTpoBT) h Cojiie, ne- 

penpOKHHyBHIHCb, CBtCHBHIHCb BHESI) TOJIOBOH, a TO BH- 

TaHyBniHCb h e,n,Ba flocTaBaa pyKaMH ^o M^cTa paGora, 
to CH/ia, to jieata — nojiaKH, (ppaHny3H, HiBeftHapHH, 
HopBesKHH, rojuiaH^bi, CpHTaHHjH, repMaHii;H h pyccKie, 
aceHH hxt>, cecTpn hxtj (bt> GapxaTHHxt nepeMa3aHHHXT> 
KypTKaxt, bt> 3aniTonaHHHX'B naffrajioHax-b, bt> noflOT- 

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KHyTHXt Koe-KaKi. iiponHJieHHHxt JooHeiiKaxt, cb 3a- 
kphthmh uiap<paMH piaMH on> flepeBHHHO^ nuJiH) — mh 
paGoTajiH, y/iapaa naTHipyHTOBkto'B mojiotkomb no or- 
poMHOfi daMesKi, ;yia 6e3onacHOCTH KpinKo npHBa- 

3aHHOH K1> KHCTH pyKH. 

JJfi bohhn eme ccNnajiHCB necipne roBopu fleBaT- 
Ha/wara HauiH EBponn: h pa3HocHJio no^t Kynojioirb 
rpoMKoe 3xo 3a/i;opH h cnopn, noKptrrHe CTyKoraeH mo- 

JIOTKOB'b H KpHKJIHBHMH CKpHnaMH OTOHBaeMHXB Hje- 

noKT>; ho K3-b cnopoBt, caM03a6BeHia, BHaBJiajiHCB ot- 

HeTJIHBO (J)0pMH paCTymHXB KpHCTaJIJIOBt, rpaHHMHXi, 

H3BHJIHCTHX1) 3M-BH h yrjiacTtix'B hb'Btob'b, conpaaceH- 
hhxt. bt> pasStrB, cb MicTa copBaHHHx-b ct-bhi; nenaTB 

MOIHH, OKpiniUH, BiTEHJiaCB H'BJKH'BHIHHMH niCHflMH; 
CK0JIBK0 IIOpHBOB'b BKOJIOHeHO BT> 3TH KpyTHMHfl (pop- 
MaMH CTfeHH! 

BoHCTHHy, rjia^a Ha hhxi>, mojkho 6hjio cKa3aTB: 

«BOT£ — JIH)60BB». 



JJjrajica rysrb. IIocpe;uiH'B npocTpaHCTBa, hoa'b K,y- 
nojiOMi> — ffferb, Ha Jiicaxt, bhcoko Hap> 3eMJieio, ckjio- 
hhcb k-b KanirrejiH, cMOxp'EJi'b a, SHBaJio: — 

— jiei-BJiH Siji-BHinia m,eiiKH m> pNflaromeMT. 
ryfli CTaMe30KT>: HanpaBO, HajrkBo; h — bhhbb; Hana- 
AajiH cTaMe3KH Ha MomHHa Maccn rpaHHMaro flepeBa; 

h a, 3apHBaacB ciaMe3K0H fb npoflOJiSHHy (popMH, 
a — syniaji-b: HaMt He.ocHJiHTB pa60TH: cpy6HTB, npopy.- 
6htb, 0Tpy6HTB 8to Bee; h croajia BOKpyrB — 

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mojibb Hapiiifi — aHrjiificKaro, pyccKaro, niBea- 
cKaro, nojiBCKaro, bi> BH3rB xjiecTaBuraxb y,iapoBS>; 
Tanpuica corSeHHHft paooTHHicb cb opbbhomb Ha 

CnHH-fe; BHpHCOBHBaJIHCL H3b CTOJlGa, no^HHiiaeMOft 

nujiH yrjiacTHa rpaHH; h /i3HHKajia o^eHt nacTO 
cTaMe3Ka, yflapHBnracb Kpyio o rB03^>, nepejiaMN- 
Baact nonojiaMi; a cnycKajica bb tohhjibh»; aH- 
TponocotpcKia «aifH h ffBByuiKH, cb nepeMa3aHHU- 

MH B-b KepOCHffB pyKaMH, 6paJIHCI> MH-B OTTaiHBaTb 

cjiomb; a onaTB no/piHMajica HaBepx-b, htooh npH- 
H.fcjiHTbca kb (popMi; h cHOBa: 

— «CHecH ary njiocKOCTb; fla ooroposKH'Be — He 3a- 
pyfin ...» 

— «TyxB boti. BpfeaTBca ao inecra caHTHMerpoBB». 

— «Tyn> jiHHia cxoahpb Ha Htrb ...» 

— «IIojiTopa caHTHMeTpa — botb Tyrt ...» — 

— Ka3ajio- 
ca uh% to> Bee nponmoe MHHOBajio 6e3CJTBflHo; TaitB 
r#B-TO npn nepefe/i'B H3* XpHCTiamH yMep* nHcaTejib; 
H«JIeoHH^'bJIe^aHOH» Tpyn* 6njioro; moh rpyirB 
xopoHHJiH bt, Poccin: HBaHOBb, ByjiraKOBT,, Eep- 
flaeKb, BajibMOH-rb, MepeatKQBCKiH; He ohjio hhkot- 
M — HerepSypra, Mockbh; to — 6am, cowb, orb koto- 
paro a npocbmajica bi> BecejiyB injienoTHK) mojiotkob'b 
(bb mjienoTH» mojiotkokb otb co3Aama Mipa); tbophjih 
mbi Mip-b, BHCBKaa rpaHHMHa KanHTejiH BcejieHHOfi: 
CaTypHb, Mapcb, JOnHTepTb, MepKypifl, BeHepy. 



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BoHCTHHy: CpaTCTBO HapOflOBt OKpinjio bt> jkhbomi. 
rpoMHxaHBH pafiOTH; Hafli> rpo3HHMi> noTonoMt, 3ajiHB- 
niHirb EBpony, mh 6hjeh BepniHHdto Apapara bt> tb ahh; 

— 3Ha», eCJIH 6H EST) KOBHerOBT>, KpyTHMHXl> BOJIHaMH, 

npHHecca 6h toki> rojiyCett, oht> BepHyjica 6h HSt.^op- 

HEXa Cb BHOH MaCJIHIHOK) BlvrBbK). 

H noMHB: mh ci> HajuiH ctohjih Ha ckjioh'b; a acajn> 
pyKy H9jmh; h HajMH OTB'BTHJia menoxoMi. mh-b: 

— «Th — ot)6h. He 3a6yfflb». 

H noKaaajia rjia3aMH Ha 3flame. 3,naHie 3aHaB'BCH- 

JIOCB TBHHMH. 

Bt 6 , BJiocH , BJKHOM'b miamii, sa^HMHEb nairapoc- 
koh, 6-BJKajia, KaKi> <yrpyHOHKa H9jmh b% KyflpaBua a6- 
jiohh, Kt oroHeHKaMT>; h oroHe^KH hohijih BnpaBO, cjtb- 
sa otb HacL; Tasn> npoJKHBajn> niTenHepi.. Boht. cb^- 
THTca cb4tb bt> ero KOMHarfe; bjtbbo — Hannb somhk'b, 
npHctomiH noffb aGaoHH. Mh nposcHBajiH KaKi>-pa3i> 
npoxHB'B ElTeHHepa; cb HameH Teppacn, 6HBajio, mh 

CMOTpHMi: BOffb — IIlTeHHepT) npOXOAHTb. 

Ha nepeKpecTK-B aoporB — totb ace Bee cnjiyarb; 
HepHoyctnt 6p»Hen. bi> KOTejudi, rop6oHOCHH, h,hhhh- 
hhh, Kypa cnrapeTKy, cTOHn>, yKpHBaact bt> t-bhh; 
TaMt Bcer^a kto-to ecrb; kto-to 6poflirn> hosb OKHaMH 
flOKTopa HIiezHepa; h — no-ffb HamHMH OKHaMH. 

MeacayHapoAHHe chhpkh, KaKib kjioiih, nacb c-Ccb- 
jm: MeaK^yHapo^Hoe oCmecTBO bi> ro^H bohhh — npe- 
CTynjieHie. IoaHHOBO 3#ame — niKOJia mnioHOBr>. 



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KOMHATA 

Barb — Moa KOMHaTa: HeMOflaHH, CyMara; jibskhtb 
He/i,onHcaHHHit «Kothk'b JIeTaeBi,»; apxHTeKTOHHKa 
<ppa3H ero arjiarajiact hb rpaflaniH) KpyroBoro flBHSRe- 
ma; apxHTeKTOHHKa affect TaKOBa, hto KapraHKH, wia- 
raacL rapjiaHflaMH (ppasTb, mnnyTt Kpyri. nofli. hcbhah- 

MbMb KynOJIOMT), BHpaCTaKIUHMT. H3T> 3Hr3aroBi>; HO 

(popMa npninjia mh* noffb Kynojioifb 3ftama; nepecfene- 
Hie rpaHeli, H3c*HeHHHxt (popMi BonjioTHJioch bt> cjio- 
BecHyio 3BpHTMiio; noa^ KynojioM-b IoaHHOBa 3aaHia 
HaaHinaJica HeoecHHMH B-fcrpaMH a; qj&Cb uena. oBJiaK- 

HHJIH SOmaaMH CJIOBeCHOCTH: «KOTHKOM'b». BOTb — 

oht>: a He bt. Poccin ero; fljia 9Toro HyacHO jiasypHoe He- 
do KaMnaHbH. 

IIpocHJKHBajrb 3fl$cb ]\o 3apH a; h — acerb 8JieK- 
TpHHecTBo; 3Haio: no 9TOMy noBoay pacnycKajracb He- 
jitaHe wiyxH epe^b atHTejieft ^opHaxa: nofl03p , BBajiH 

H&Wb MaJieHtKlH flOMHICb, HTO Offb nOAaeTb CB'BTOBHe 
CHrHaJIH. fl, MyH'HMHH HeyKJIOHHOH 6e3COHHHH,eH, OT- 

KpHBajrb ajieKTpH^ecTBO B-b jura naca hohh h npHHHMaji- 
ca 3a «KoTHKa»; bhhhckh, HyatHtia mh* ana paooTH — 
BOTb-BOTb OHH: BtfflHCKH, ecjin 6h HXt o6pa6oTaTb,. co- 
CTaBHJiH-6'b KHHry; ho hxt> Ha/1,0 6pocHTb: nepeBO- 

3HTB 3a COOOH H6JIb3a HXTb. 

H 3Haio: bt> 6yMaraxt, Kb HaGpocKax'b 1 mohxt. o^ 
MeHa (yfeKajiH mh cb Hajum wb JlyraHO) Konajincb 
aca/yina pyKii; HrocnopHiBtKOTeJiKi B-fepo- 

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HTHO npOCOBHBaJTb HOCB Bt MOH BHIIHCKH, flaJKe Fb CTH- 

xh (a CyMarn Haniejit bt> 6e3nopa/],K'B) ; BpoSpawaio ro- 
ca^y «nniHKa», He noHaBinard BbinHcorcb. «HInHK , b» 
6hjti> H'BMen.'b, (ppaHH,y3 , b hjih . . . «6pH3n>». 9th bh- 
nncKH a 3anpaTHBajii bi, apKaro HB^Ta 6yMarn; tomh- 
jihcl 6ea% apocTH — HajijiH h a, nepeMoraa inecTHa/ma- 
thh M-Bcao.'B o6jrB3Jibia rpa3Hopbi5fria KpacKH 060B; nxt 
3aKpHJii> a jiasypHOft raaHii,eBHflHOB 6yMaroii; Kb npo- 
p43H BCTaBHjn, nypnypoBHil raaHeirb; Tara. moh rpaaHO- 
pHatifl, AOManiHift o^art npeBparanca Kb npeKpacHyio 
H3pa3D,oByio KOMHaTy; Ha cmjiax-b pa36pocajrb a rpafla- 
uiio BceB03MoacHHxi> n;B'BTOB'b, noflSnpaa 6yMarn, m-b- 
Haa n.B'BTa, oneptaie KOMHara 6hjio TeKy^HMt, Kaicb 

(ppa3H, KOTOpHa — Kb «KOTHK/B»; BT> KOMHaTB BCe DO- 

sob-bjio h nocjii — Bee pflijio; h rojiyooe, h jKejrroe, h 
0/pi0T0HH0-jia3ypHoe nporoHajioct no crBHaMi: car- 
Ha,nH3HpoBaji , b a HBiraMH — flymeBHOMy Mipy 
bo mh^ (HenpaB^a-JiH, 9to Bee MaTepiajn> #jih o6bhh6- 
Hia MeHa Kb HinioHaJK'B?). 

Moa KOMHaTKa: neuoflfrHhi, CyMarn; h Hbjmh, MeHa 
OTnpaBjiaiomaa Ha BOHHy?Bi. 9tott> Benep^, m, nocjii/i;- 
Hifi, Ka3aJiocb: orb H9jijih KH/jaiocb bt> npocTpaHCTBa a, 
nojiHHa flHMa h rpoxora. 

IIomhk), hto Hacb nocBTHJia Kb tott> Benepfc MasaMi. 
n.n.IL, pa3JiHBaBHiaa Mope KpoBaBHX'b (pOHTaHOKb or- 
rpoMHOio KHCTbio, xiori, K.ynojioM'b 3ftama; npaxo/puia 
crosa MOJio/iaa niBeHnapra,, xyflosKHHHa Tome, Kb 9Kcrpa- 
BaraHTHOMi, KpecTbaHCKOM-b kocttom-b a la BnjibrejibM'b 
Tejuib, B-b SespyKaBKi h bt. 6-BJieHbKOH nianoHKt, Kaitb 

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BonjiomeHie MOJio/ipro 3aflopa, Gb kotophmt. xyaoJKHHKH, 
iioaTH Bpaac/iyiomHX'b CTpaHB, 3ffBCB, nofli> KynojioMt 
3^aHia 6paTCKH o6HajiHCB, nepeKHBaa bt> ayni'B HeBH- 
hochmoctb OTpHBa orb po/pmn; He JierKO Chjio nam. He 
yBjienbca npH3HBaMH kb Cohh-b; h BHCTpaflajra mh My- 
iirreJiBHo dpaTCTBo; CpaTCTBO OKpinjio: h Kyncwia 6h- 
pi030Baro 3flaHia coe/pnrajiH Haas y3aMH. 

IIOMHK), KaKt Be^epoM'L mh coSnpajiHCB bt> orpoM- 
hoh crojiapHi; cpe/p MamnirB jtbcohhjibhhx'b, cpe^H 
odpyfiKOBi, ofirecoB'b, CHffBjm mh, OKaBmHCB, Ha moih,- 
hhxb o6py6Kaxt; KpyrOMt no/mHMajraca nojiyBHmep- 
6jieHHHa daMe3KaMH cpopMH, nam, tojiobh ^onoTon- 

HNXB 3KHBOTHHXI>; ClOfla npHXO^HJn. flOKTOp'B IIlTeH- 

Hept: HHTaTB cboh jieKnin HaMB. 

Mh y3HaBajiH o6b yflHBHTejiBHHXB cooTHonieHiax'b 
(MesK/iy jiHHien opHaMeHTajiBHaro TBopnecTBa, jiHHien 

MHCJIH H JIHHiet 6BMmeH BB HaCB KpOBH; COOTHOUieHie 

MeatB KpyraMH KpoBOoCpainema {6om>nmwb, Majorat 
KpyroMB) h OTHomeHieMi 30/uaKaJiBHaro Kpyra h Kpyra 
njiaHerHaro kb Cojihhj; npoxo/puiH npe^B HaMH rpa/i,a- 
n,iH eymnx'b h HHKorfla He 6uBnmx'b HCKyccTKb; h pac- 
xo^hjihcb mh, *ito6h en, yTpa co6npaTBca onaTB, n 
onaTB, h onaTB: ocymecTBHTB Kpyra HCKyccrBB HHKor- 
m eme irpe3K,a;e He GHBiimx'B. OcymecrBHTB cBiTOnncB 
BHp'feaaeMHX'b CTeKOJiB h BbphtmIk), HCKyqcTBO H3o6pa- 
jKema 3Byica cjiOBa flBHaceHieM'B, ocymecTBHTB oto 
crpaHHoe, b-b Mipi He SHBinee BHfiHBame H3B flepeBa 
(popMi, hh Ha hto He noxoaeHXB. 

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H HajiJiH, CHBajio, MeHK no^Berta m> rpaHHHMi> Mac- 
caMt, noKa3HBaJia, KaKt cecTpa, pocTHraromaa 3aK0Hbi 
MHCTepin jiHHin bt> croji'BTiHX'b BpeMeHH; h ea ocJitaH- 
TejibHHft Bsrjia/vb nocpe/i.HH'B pa3i>HTaro cep/nja, bo mh-b 
saatHrajib Moe cep^ne; h a, Beet oxBaTCHHHH HecKa3aH- 
hoh jik)6oblk) m, HajiJia, no^HHBuiH CTaMe3Ky, TaK'b ]iy- 
Majrb o Heft: 

— «H y3Hajrb Teda! . .» 

— «Th — coiujia MH"fe rat B03^yxa! . .» 

— «Th ocBirajia mh^. 

— «Th — Moe mecTBie B'b ropH». 

— «ComecTBie Ztyxa bo mh^. . .» 

— «B% seHb, Kor/ia th noKHHenib Meria: a — na^y. 
He noKHHt, He 3a6y#b, jiiooh, iiomhh ...» 

H boti> — noKH,n;ajn> ee a: He xorijia OHa co mhoh 

"BXaTb. 

IIomhk): Bt tote Be^epib npaaiJia aceHa onoiHBinaro 
MopreHinTepHa; npHHiejrb cb Heft h B., HJieHb A. 0., 
npefli. KOTopHM-b Ob noHTeHieMt ciuioHaiocb a; nepe^o 
mhoh) ero oCjihk'b; h ecjni 6h bh 3axor%jiH yBH/vfeTb ym- 
Tejia, Meftcrepa BKxapra, — b% ciopTyKfe.. bt> nepHOft 
nijian'fe cb nojiaMH, HHTaiomaro MopreHuiTepHa B'b no- 
■naxT) h Bejiymaro deck^n o ^ocToeBCKOMt h Hnnnie, 
to — nofesKaftTe bt> IIlBeftHapiro, Bb JJopHax-b: bh mwb 
ero BCTpiTHTe: ne^arora Hst-noffb HiopeHCepra; npe,^ 
My/tpocTbD, npe/P) no/i.BHroM'b jkh3Hh ero, npHHa/peaea- 
maro K i> Hanin «6 o hi eft», CKJiOHaro koji^hh; bt> MHHy- 
THyHHHia OHt no/ytepHeajiiv MeHfl 3/vkcb;a,£>HBajio,npo- 

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cHSKHBajrb cb hhmv, CacoBaa, rycTaa, cnenta rpyooBa- 
raa pt^b mh* 3By*iajia npoHH3aHHOH rjiy6HHOio; Ka3a- 
jiocb, caoBa ero — He6o; naBH* ro-JiyoHfl, ohh npocRBO- 
3hjih mh* 6e3/iH0H; h HajiHBajiHca chjioh orpoMHHa ohh 
ero, Kor^a om>, o6T>acHaa mh* $pH/;pHxa HtaniHe, nepe- 
CHpaJTB TeKCTB EBaHrejiia orb IoaHHa; a aBCTBemio bh- 
Kbm> nepeso mhoh — He K. 9Kxaprb. H h-bskho jnoOHJTb 
a ero. Ho nocfememe «h * m h, e m t>» MeHa, BipoaxHO, 

OTM^THJIH CHIHHKH; H «6 p K) H e T "B Bt K T e JI K £» 

9to BHfl*Jit; npHoaBHJica — nyHKTi. o6BHHeHia: h ■fi- 
ll en. Kin HinioH-b, rpa3HHH «6ouib», nocferajn. 
MeHa, pyccKaro, HaKaHyH* arbism na po/pray. 



EEPHT) 



B% noMtcTHTejiBHOli 3ajrfe aHrjiiiicKaro KOHcyjibCT- 
Ba, MHJiaa /i,aMa jno6e3Haro bhjib, «ajia mh-b as TOBaptf- 
in,eMb no OrpOMH^HHieH npocTHH-B, Ha KOTOpOH MH /I.OJI- 
WHH 6hjih paonHcaTBca: Tyrc> 6hjih MejiBHaftiuia rpa- 
(pH, 3anojiHHBi, Koxopna, mh c^aBaJiH OTien, auraHHa- 
vaxb, kto mh;h — ro/i,a, ipippH, a/tpeca, saTH, (paMH- 
jiiH aanecrpfejiH Ha aTOM-B jmcrfc; noi«My-ro nojuKem. 
HanojiHHTB rpacpH, He oTHOcamieca Kb HaaroameMy no- 
jwrnemiD Bb Mip*, KaKb-To: kto TaKOft moh OTenb, moh 
MaTb, Kor/ia yMepb oren>, KaKOBa ao aceHHTbOH (paMH- 
jiia MaTepH;cJiOBOM-b,To6HJii. (popMyjiapb fljra Bnnca- 

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Hia 3kh3hh; fiiajia Tyrb rpaipa: 6 koem> npeCHBamH b^ 
BpasK/iyioiHHX'b CTpaHaxb; orM'BTHjrb, hto Ohjii> hebb 
BepjiHH'B (Hec^acTHHfi, h:to flfejiaJTb a? Cchjikok) Ha 
BepjiHH'b a Binicajii) ce6a bi> cnncKH mnioHOBb). 

JIhcth yHecjin: HarjioBaTHft iHHOBHHK'b cb yamst- 
Kaira XonMca — Bflpyrb BHinejrb: — OKHHyBniH Hacr. 
Henpia3HeHH0, npojierBJib mhmo Hacb — xjioimyBb #Be- 
pBK), h flporayjiH ctbhh, uaicb oy^ro 6hjte> BHCTp'fejrb; 
pa3Ba3H , BHinift mecrb npeflCTaBHTejra AmjiiH 6hjtb oie- 
BHflHo HanpaBJieH-b no HarneMy a/i;pecy: mh noKaaajiHCb 
sjiok'Bhmh ((popMyjiapt yjnraajn>); nepBHfi nyHKTb: 
jkhtb Bib HlBeHnapiH no/i;o3pHTejibHo; nyHKTb btopoh: 

nOfl03pHTeJIBHO npOKHBaTb, 3%i,Gb, BT> HtMei^KOH niBen- 

napin; Tperin: em,e nofl03pirrejrbH4e jkhtb na,wb 6jiH3b 
Basejia (Baaejib — rpamma, 9jiB3aca); ^erBepTHH: Bb 
namawaTH KHJioMerpaxt otb mei, ynnpajica m> IIlBefl- 
napiro 3ana#HHH (ppoHTb. H TaKb flajiie, flajrBe. 

MeHa ocbhhjio BnepBHe, hto 3ffBCb, m> 3tomt> koh- 
cyjiBCTB'B, coCcTBeHHO roBopa, mh npecTynHHKH (6paT- 

CTBO, JHOOOBb, HeJIOB'BHHOCTB, BCB Jiy^fflia lyBCTBa fly- 

niH — ninioHaatt h HSMtea); KaKb flo6jiecTHHfl npefl- 
CTaBHTejiB Poccin, 6wn> flOJiateHi. a y6HTb, npmneflina- 
ro kt> HaMi, a a flpyacecKn cb hhmte> rOBOpmrb. 

Ho pa3MHinjieHia npepBajincb ; HarjrBromift Xojimct., 
cmpHBt ABepB, noBejiHrejiBHo BH3BajrL TOBapHma; no- 
Hajrb: «fl o n p o c t>» Hanajica. noaBjieme Hame bi> aH- 
raificKoe KOHeyjibcrBO 3a pasp'BnieHieM'b nairb BepHyTb- 
ca bb Poccho, KaKb npn3BaHHHXb Ha BoeHHyro anyacdy, 
odn^H'BHniHMb oCpasoM-b odepHyjtocb Ha Hacb; h hhhob- 

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HHKB nOCOJIBCTBa OCM'BJIHJICa, HacB, flSKeHTeJIBMe- 

hobi, nocTaBHTt Ha paBHyro flocKy cb inniOHaMH; 
Mep3Koe hto-to; TaHyjiHCB MHHyra; yace npoTemiH noji- 
iaca; He B03Bpam,ajicfl TOBapHin.'B. 3a flBepBio nopon no/i;- 
HHMaJIHCb HaxajiBHHe BHKpHRH h Heroflyjomiii B03rJiaCB 
TOBapnma, npoTecroBaBimH; a as/jajiB; orBopajiaca 
flBepB h Bouiejit leJiOB'BK'b, HanoMHHaioii],ifl no noKpoio 
KOcnoMa h uiJianH — THmriHaro ie3yHTa. Ohb, cbbihh 
HanpoTHBB MeHa, •bjib rjia3aMH MeHa; h — yjiuoajica 
n;HHHHecKH; Bee jinnp ero, HenpnjiHHHo ycraBacB bt> Me- 
Ha, roBopajio: «Th noftMaHB» . . . Bt> mocmb i e 3 y h t "b 
nporjia^HBajiH hitphxh mh-b 3HaKOMNx , B KoniMapoB'B; h 
Mfffe noKa3ajiocB: cxoay a cb y.Ma; bcb nperpa^H 
pacnaJincB; a — OaycrB; npeso mhoio — JleMyp-b. 
H totb npncTynB 6ojtb3HH, BOTopoii cTpaflajrB a, MeHa 

OXBaTHJTB. 

He OTBajiHJica — h^tb, h'btb — moh TaaceJiHH koih- 
Mapi. OTB Mena. 

MomerB ontb, a cjiynaflHO, bo CHt, iiOBCTpinajicfl 
cb repMaHCKHMB areHTOMi.? Bo cni, saKjironHJiB floro- 
BopiE. o npo^aacB OTenecTBa? 

Ooitb? 

CHa bo ch'b He SHBaerb: h Tpeoyerrca — Mo6HJiH3a- 
uia bcbx*b 003HaTejiBHHX r b chjtb; ho a bc4 cboh «chh» 
npocnnajiB yace ro/iB (Chjio BpeMa, Kor#a a bo «ch , b» 
yM^JiB Co/ipcTBOBaTB) ; aBHo: hhhobhhkb, gaB'B.ayioiHiH 
ninioHaaceM'b m> repMamn, 6ujii> oKKyjiBTHCTOM'B, KaKt 

BCaKiH C03HaTejIBHBIH «CHIHHK'B». IIpOB'B.HaBIHH MO- 

en 6e3C03HaTejiBH0CTH, owb co mhoh noBCTp*BHajica, yB- 

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jieKt MeHa, «c n a iu, a r o», Kb' ynpaBjieiiie TeHepajibHO- 
AcTpajiBHaro Hlraoa, HSBjieieb H3b ziyiim Moefl Bee, hto 
eMy ohjio HysKHO, no/i;cyHyjrb mM bt> flyniy «acTpajib- 
Hoe» 30jioTO,HeB , fecoMoe h HanojiHHJit Bee Moe cymecrBo 
sbohkhmi) 3B0H0M , b nepesKHBamft MHpt h 6 p a t - 
ctb4 HapoAOB'b: a Chjii naccmpHCTOM'b; 
nepeBe^a Ha aHraiftcKia Abwhtj cjiobo «naKci>», nojiy- 
HaeMi mh: naicocTbH naccHcpHcrb 3HaHHTb: n a k o- 

CTHHKb. 

51, npocHnaacb, kohchho, He BcnoMHHjn> o coctohb- 
uieMca noAKyni; BcnoMHHJTb o Heitb aHrjiHHaHHffb, 3a- 
BiflyiomiH KOHTpb-pa3KBAKOft — Bt acTpaji'fe; h coo6- 
ihhjh> Ky^a cjiiflyeri). Ob toh nopn bo/ibophjih 3a mhofo 
o h h cBoft Ha/i;3opb; h (parypa no,a;o6Haa i e 3 y h t y,co- 
upoBoatflaoia MeHa: Bt noi3flaxb, Ha npocnercrax'b Ty- 
MaHHaro Ba3ejia, BepHa, IJropHxa; nocHJiajm 3a mhoh 
Kb jieflHHKaMT. /i;o3HpaBinaro ropua; ero a BCTp'BHaJi'b 
BHxo/i,aHi;HM'b 03^ m&jiH yTecoB-b, bi> TaBepHi HaropHoft 
/tepeBHH; cTapajica ohi> jjaib mh^ noHaTb, hto ero ooMa- 

HyTb HtTb BO3M03KHOCTH; OHT> MH£ nOftMHrHBaJTb: 

— «^a, w, Aa. . . Bh H3T. /JopHaxa. . . npoKHBaere 
okojio H'BMeii.KOH rpaHHHN. . . bt> naxHasna™ KimoMeT- 
paxi, OTb (ppoHra. . .» 

B'b rOpO^aXI.: HeHSMfolHHH OpjOHerb B'b KOTeJIICB 

nocejiajica Ha30HJiHB0 y MeHa 3a ctbhoio; asyMajrb^TO 
9to Bee Kaaterca mh4, ho Bee CTaJio noHaTHHM'b 

3/cfeCB, Kb KOHCyjIbCTB'B. TOTI, KTO BCfe 9TH nOCJTB,H- 

Hie ro^H ynopHinine coCHpajrb 060 mh^ HeoC'baTHHX'b 
pa3M , BpoB , b floccbe, noffracoBaBHiH B'b hhxi. <paKTH, 

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nonyTHo 3aBe3t 9th (parcm c K) a a; axbcb to bote noA- 
atH^ajiH o h h; conpoBOKAaTb mchh bt> AHraiio. 

IlepeatHBaHifl H3i> poitaHOBb TioHCMaHca h Ctphha- 
6epra BApyrb oxBamnn mskh. kb KOM(popTa6ejiBHOMT> no- 
MimeHin ROHcyjiLCTBa; a He ycwhm, um> oTAaTbca: 
Borb rpoxoTHO pacnaxHyaacb Jierynaa ABepb; HeroAy- 
kjihih, fijii/pinU TOBapHm-b, ci> APO^ameft ryCoit, no- 
aBHJica bt> ABepax^; 3a ciihhoh ero Bbipocb «XojiMCb»; 
He flaJTb BpeMeHH ooM-BHaTbca cjiOBaMH Cb TOBapHmeMi.; 

Cb HHSfb 3aTBOpHJIHCb MH. 

KpaTOK-B Aonpoci.: oHt cboamch jihhil m> Tpe6o- 
Bamio npHBe3TH paAt GyMarb orb HiBeHn,apcKOH nojiH- 
H,iH; Kb TOH-B ero Sum cyxocrb, cb Koropoft AonpanraBa- 

KTTb 6e3Ha/ie3KHHXi npeCTyilHHKOB'b, npHTOBOpeHHHXT. 

Kb pascTpfejiy; co mhoh o6paia,aoiHca Tarcb, Syffro a — 
6Hjrb He a, a KaKaa-TO 6oM6a, KOTopyio cji-fe/iyerb yroH- 
neHH'BHiHHMb cnocoSoMb pa3paAHTb; hjih: CyATO Kb acT- 
pajibHoe tbjio BBejiH «repMaHHHi>» — pofl-b 'BAiaHinaro 
BemecTBa, pa3Jiararoni,aro bc& BoeHHHe njiaHH cok>3Hh- 
kokb; a npeBparajica bi> onacHaro pa3HOCHTeJia «rep- 
MaHH3Ma»; cowjio «repMaHCTBO» Moe noAC03Ha- 
Hie: «He 6um, raniOHOM-b*, rbm> xyate: a 6Hjrb — 

«CBepX'b HiniOHOM r b». 

IIo OTHoraeHiK m> TOBapHiuy, Karat a y3Hajib ii03A- 
hM npHMtoHJiH ohh hhoh MexoA^ Teppopa; BOTb KpaT- 
KiJt orpHBOKT. Aianora: 

— «Hto ate bh A'kJra™ b6jih3h Ba3ejia, Bb CKyn- 
homi) uiBeftD;apcKOM'b cejrfe y rpaHHHH 9jib3aca?» 

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CKa3a/n>: apaOoTajit bi IoaHHOBOMt 
3/i;aHiH — 6hjio 6e3yMie (IoaHHOBo 3/jaH.ie H3i>-3a 6e- 

TOHHHX'b (pyH/iaMeHTOBt H M H " (kllTajIOCH (pOpTOM'b, 

ycTpoeHHHMi. cHia;HKaMH Ha HiMenKia ^hbhi); TOBa- 
pHmib OTBiTHJii) (h to 6hjio npaBflOH): 

— «Pa6oTajrB bt> «BH6jiioTeK , B». 

— «IIo KaKOMy Bonpocy?» 

— «IIo PeHeccaHcy». . . 

— «KaKoe ace OTHOineHie axo HMierrb Kt npotpecciH 
Bainefi?» 

— «H CpocHJi'b npo<pecciio». . . 

— «Hy, Ha hto ate bh hchjih? . .» 

— «^aBajii ypoKH». 

— «Hero?» 

— «PyccKaro a3HKa». 

— «IIOTpyflHTeC& CKa3aTB, KOMy HMeHHO?» 

— «J]fiTH.m> no,n^aHHOH pyocKOH». 

— «3a t i'BM'b ace vswb, pyccKHM-b, — ypoKH pyccKaro 

H3HKa?» 

— «KaKi> sa^iMi.? A — pyccnaa jnrrepaTypa!» 

— «Hy #&, nojioatHMi). OaMHJiia ,naMH?» 
ToBapnmi) ynoMaHyjrb Tyrc> (pasauriH), oCHKHOBeH- 

HyH) fljia eBpeeKb: Ha «6epn>». 

— «OHa — HiMKa, — BCKpHiajit TopacecTByromiH 
Xojimcb, — bh jmere!» 

— «Ka»& CM-Bere bh! . .» 

— «Bi> TaKOira cjiyHai noTpy#HTecb npeflCTaBHTt 
6yMary niBeHHapcKoft nojnmiH, hto, bo nepBHx-b, TaKaa- 
to — pyocnaa no^aHaa; bo btophxi>, hto 3a ypoKH bh 

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nojiynajiH no ctojilko-to; b^. TpeTbHX'b, npeflCTaBKre 6y- 
Mary ott. ynpaBjiajomaro BnomoTeKOfl Baaejia, ito bh 
pa6oTajiH HMeHHo no PeHeccaHcy — TOiy;a-TO». 

Botl kohhhk'b /tfajiora; ohl pacTHHyjica Ha copoKb 

MHHyTB. 

Kaira. onjieBaHHHe, mh bhxoshjih ua% KOHcyjibCTBa. 

Bm^cto Toro, tjtoCu fexaTB m> Poccno, aojijkhh 6h- 
jih mh B03BpaTHTLca oopaTHO. Ka3aJiOGa: Bee paBHO, no- 
nafleMca hm^ bt> pyKn; He npocTO, a yTOHHeHH'BHinHM'b 
o6pa30M , B; h «cbo6o,hoh» HaM-b oyflerb jihhib (pop- 
Ma ocoCaa iintkh; He ctohtb CpocaTb MeHa bi. tkplmu 
(ecTB a/p.); B^niaTB Toace He ctohtb — no/nuiMeTca pyc- 
cKaa npecca; h — nopaaceHnbi B03pa#yK)Tca; h^tb: 
«6pioHeT , B B"B KOTejiKi)) Moasen. co> jierK0CTB» 
nepeKHHyTB 3a ooprb napoxo^a MeHa; HanpHM'fep'b: bt> 
nepefeffB jsp BepreHa; ecjin ate 3ffBCb He yflacrca, eme 
ocraHerca: HopBeria; BpeMeHH mhoto; 6htb Moacerrb,— 
nponycrart bt> Pocciro; Biflb 3HaK>rb ohh (orb cfeflo- 
Bjiacaro capa.MeHa co3epn,aK)iH,aro mi, CBoero KaoHneTa 
b-b acTpajibHHa t p y 6 h,h — no (pnjiepa bkjhohh- 

TeJIbHO), — 3HaK)Tb OHH: JKeOTB3HOflOp05KHbIX'b MOCTOE'b 

a He CTaHy B3pbiBaTb. 

Ha B0K3ajrB ch^htb i e 3 y h t ^noflatHflaromiH H acb; 
ohi onarb TaKH, KaKi> h TaM-b m> noM-kmeHiH KOHcyjib- 
CTBa, cHfla HanpoTHBb MeHa, — npHHaaca mh* no#MHrH- 
BaTb: 

— «A, th — nonajica». 

— «Tenepb OTnpaBJiaenibca k% HaMfc*. 

— «0 TeSi no3a6oTHMca». 

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— «Th, Hero #o6paro, aaHHfaeuib bt> Poccin nyC- 
jihihhh jieKHJH o nopa/XKaxt BpirraHiH; naKocTHHKb, 
rpasHHii mnioH'b, cjiyra «6onrMl»: tn,th — pa3py- 
uiHjii> Bcfe cooopH, Tonnji-b KHTneHepa». 

H flOJiro eme, cpe^H yjini^-b Mockbh, OBjia/ijkBajia 
H/i,ea, BHymeHHaa k'bm'b-to. 



:<0 H H>: 



Ha npoTameHiH M'BcaH.eBb, npocbinaacb Bt yroTiiofi 
nocTejiH Bb MocKBt (MesK/iy jieKuiH, cthxobi>, «n oih- 
t a t e ji e h» h noaso-KOHijepTOBb, cpeftb tojikobts o 
tomtj, hto uepKOBHNH coGopi> o^eHb HyaceHb, hto CTa- 
pen;i> HHKHTa, CBameHHHK'b <3>jiopeHCK,ift, apTHcrB ^leoo- 
TaeBi), Hrparomiii ApjieKHHa bb «9KCTa3H0M , b TeaTpfe 
— aBJiema anoKajranTHHecKOM BasKHOCTH) — /ly&tajrb 
061. AHrjiiH: HtiOKecTJi'B, TaBpi, JIoH,a;oH r B h koh- 
cyjibCTB'fe Bb BepHi, r^i, OT/i,aBaa OTnerb ceCi, 3a- 
nojmajrB Bb jihcth, noABepraacb BK3aMeHy y 6jiaropo/i;- 

H'BHHIHX'b COpOBt, HinHKOBb H. . . OTBpaTHTeJIbHHXb 

npoxo/piMHeBb; a Xojimch bcbxi> CTpaH-b h HaposoBT>, 
Ha saBipeHLa moh o ce&h, hto a. . . TaKb ceSi. . . HHie- 
ro ceo^fe. . . cymecTByio HopMajitHo, hto ftaKe. . . Hanpo- 
thb-b — wb Poccin HMiro npereHsiro a Ha HSBicxHyio 
flojiio BHHMaHia^ — Ha BaBipeHia 8th— HlepjiOKH, hhih- 

KH, 0(pHIi;epH, HHHOBHHKH TpeXT. MHHHCTepCTBb npocBt- 
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meHH'MHiefi AHrjiiH, nojiHCMeHH, JKaH^apMH, npoxo- 
JKie h cjiynaftHHe coSeafe/pniKH no BaroHy OKHAHBajin 
ymmojKaioinHM'b BBrjia/ioMt MeHa h npe^JiarajiH Tanie 
Boupocbi, hto CTaHOBHJiocB OTHeT.uHBo: ]\fln bhj\j 6epy 
6HJiei"B B'b XpHCTianiio: a Oepy cefrfe jk e ji t h h 6 h- 
jt e t i Ha CBofio/iy cn/vfeHia B r b kohk'b aHrjiiHCKOtt 

TIOptMH. 

IIpocBinaflCB B't yioTHOH nocrejra wb Mockb'b, 6h- 
CTpo BCKaKHBa,nB a h, 6pocaa Bonpocn b% mockobckIh 
ctbhbi, flpoacajit otb ncnyra: 

— «He areHrt jih th bt> caMOifb /vbjtb?)) 

— «3Khbh na,wb Bt H r feMen,Kolt HlBeiiuapiH*. . . 

— «CjTyniaa nyniKH 9<nb3aca». t . 

— «Tbi — arenTt». . . 

— «Te6 r B HaMeKajiH na 9to B'b TyMaHHO-MpaHH'feio- 
meM-i, PaBpi; bt, TyMaHHO-MpaHH'BioiHeM'b JIoh;],oh'b». . . 

— «03apaa Bee ne6o JieTaiomefi craeH npoaceKTO- 
poBT>, — B'b He6'B HCKajiH Teoa, coBepnraioiniiM'b rrapy- 
3tbi Ha^i JIoH/joHOM'b Bt «T a y 6 ■&»; noAi> BOfloii ncKa- 
jih Te6a, m^tko n, r BJiani,HM'b mhhoio bi> npoO'Braioiniii 
iia BO.TTiiax'b napoxo^HK/B «raKOHt», iyvfe, TOMacB TBOii 
ABOttiiHiaj, onepniHca Ha ooprb, BcnoMHHa.n'b cboio Hbji- 
.jih; th caiwb B'b ce6a h/bjihjit, Tor/ja, pa3pbiBaa cboio 
6iorpa(piio N° 2, npoTeKaromeii y Te6a B'b noftco3HaHiH». 

Biorpatpia? 

H 3anojiHH,ii'b .necaTb past B'b nepefe/yb jihcto pa- 
j\owb n.Hcpp'b, ycTaHaBjiHBaKHiHX'b ro^ h achb Moero 
noaBjieHia Ha cbt/tb; a-ro Bee — 3<peMepHbia flara; bto- 
poft 6iorpa4)iH,noA.nHHHOii.ii'BTi. bt> 3thxt> /i.aTax'bjaSio- 

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rpacpia nepraa yKpHBaerb 3epH0 i&noB-BHecKOH jkh3- 

HH MOeB (3T0 B'BflOMO CHHJHKaMB) KpanaMH MejIKHXt 

co6HTifi, CKpuBaionjHXB pyxb ^ejiOBiKa. 

Pa3BHTie CiorpatpHHecKoft jihhhocth — jiojkb: ohh- 
cyenb oho odjierame kojkhbixb hokpobobb; o KasKflOM-B 
mh MoateMi. cKa3aTb: botb ob?b k»hi>, botb yace npo(5H- 
BaerrcH BB HeMi> 6opo/i;a, 6opofla noc'B.n.'BJia. Ohb — 
yMepi>; ycTaHOBjieme 6iorpa(pin He aa/yfeBaerB a#pa ne- 

JIOB'BieCKiOH 3KH3HH (onHTB-TaKH: 3HaK)l*B OHH 9TOTB 

(paKTb); Kpyn> MopajiBHNXB BJiiamn, Cbttb jkh3hh — 
rjiacart: botb ohb k>hb, bote yace npooHBaerca m> mm> 
fiopofla, botb yjKe nocB/vkjia OHa, botb ohb yMept; xa- 
paKTepHCTHKa «kojkhbixb» Bjiiamft MeHa He orccpoerB 
HHKaKt, nocHjiaromHMB MHHy bb MeHa castaro; ho ot- 
Kpoerb: npn nepefefli no BepreHa, Kant h bob, a no;ny- 

MHBaJIB O B03M05KHOCTH norpy3HTLCa Kb XOJIO/lHOe ftHO; 

bh He 3Haere 9Toro: «cbiihiikh» — snaron.. 

IIpeflCTaBHTejiH rocy^apcTBeHHaro nopa/ijca bcbx-b 
CTpaHi. h Hapo/jOBB? Ho «rocysapcTBO» — anpaHB, 3a 
ROTopHMt ohh cxopoHHHH yacacHyjo TaftHy cbok), «ro- 
cyAapcTBeHHHH areHTB» — 6e3CHjn>H , BHniaa MapiOHer- 
Ka,Koropaa He no/i;o3p , BBae , rb, KOHe^Ho, KOMy OHa cjiy- 
jkhtb, KaKB. . . HamyM'BBiniH Ror^a-To A3e<pB; ohb — 
Ha^yTaa B03,a;yxoMB Kyiuia, Ha/iyraa — hmh; «ohh», 
HajiyBaa jnosen, 6e3co3HaTejiBHO npeaaHHHXB hmb, He- 
peat hhxi, BH^yBaiorb Bt HCTopi© rocynapcTBeHHHXB 
oTHomeHiH cMepHH: mhpobhxb KaxacrpoipB — bohh-b, 
«6oji , B3HeH»; «oxpaHKa» HeBH/piMHXB Chihhkobb — 3a 
cnHHOH y oxpaHHaro OT^'fejieHia EBponn; h noaBHCB 

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T0JIBK0 JIHHHOCTB, — OHH nOCTapaDTCH HaOIOJKHTB HE 

Hee CBoe 3Jioe kjichmo: rocyppcTBeHHaro npe- 
CTynHHKa. Bo mh^ ecTt nOA03pime: nponcniecT- 
Bia, oHBinia co mhoh h cb Hejum, He no^aioTCH y^eiy; 
HeBipoaTHaH cKa3Ka ecTB jkh3hb Hanrnxt cTpaHCTBin; 
W, MOJiHia nyxa Ha,^ HaMH CBepKHyna; ohhbto BHfffe- 
jih: h — nocrapaiOTCfl onoponnTB MeHH; tojibko BBinpa- 

MHCB fl, OCBOSO^HCB OTB CBOHXB He/lOCTaTKOBB, KOTOpBI- 

mh 3apa3HflH oh h, a 6h moi*b 6ntb onaceH*B hxb fl^Jiy: 
o6e30nacHTB ce6a otb mohxb B03po3KfleHiH hmb Ha/jo; h 
— ycTpaHHTB HaBcer^a; onopoiHTB vlwl Ha/ip MeHH: ro- 
cyflapcTBeHHBiMB npecTynjteHieMB. 

Ecjih me bb 6e3C03HaTe,!iBH0MB coctohhIh cHa no- 
BCTpigaJica a cb 6e3C03HaTeJiBHHMB cocTOHHieM-B CHa 
npe/i;cTaBHTe,iia cHCKa bb TepMaHiH, to 9Ta Bcrp'BHa 
no/i;cTpoeHa: KaKHM-h HHCy^B repoMB, hjib capoMB — 

KaKB 3HaTB, npOJKHBaKHUHMB MOJKeTB 6HTB, BB CBOeMB 
3aMK-fe BB HIOTJiaH/liH H MeHH He BHflaBHIHMB, HO He- 

comh-bhho OTMiTHBHiHMB mmtb Moero B03poa£/i;eHia; no 
flpositaHiK) CTpijiKH ceftcMorpa(pa, hmt, nocTaBJieHHaro 
Ty^a; Tan, (bb acrpajii) nocTOBjieHbi annapaTH, no- 
floOHHe MHHaMB: nocTaBJieHH tokb, hto e^Ba ,/iyina bh- 
HbipHeTB H3B noBceflHeBHaro CHa h pacKpoerrca, KaKB 
h.b'btokb, no HanpaBJieHiio k-b cBfey: KaKB. . . — bh- 
CTptjiHTB MHHa; h capi., cooCihhtb, Ky#a CJiiflyeTB, 
hto po^Hjica «Mjia/i;eHen;B». 

Tor/i;a: noaBJiaioTca npeflCTaBurejiH Me3K/iyHapo,n;- 
Haro CHCKa (bb MeatflyHapo/iHoe gjopo CHCKa HaBipHoe 
BxoflHTB no npeACTaBHTeJiK bcbxb CTpairb, h pa3BiflKa 

31 



h K0HTpi>-pa3B , i./i;Ka, BCTpiHaaca iyrb, SjraroflyniHO pa- 
CoTaKT'b BMicrfe); MesK/iyHapo/piHe chiuhkh BipoaTHO 
fljia BH^a saB^ywrb npe/uipiafieM'B: repa, MOCBe hjih 
capa; TaK'b CBopH areHTOB'b, KaKi> cboph 6op3Hxi>, Ha- 
npaBjiaroTca oHcrpo no cb^jkhmI) cJiBflaMij; o/nm, BHJie- 

TBBHIH H3T> TfejieCHHXt COCTaBOB'b, KaKt B^ABMa^apHC- 

Kaert no npocTpaHCTBaMt symeBHaro Mipa, cTpfejiaa 
OTpaBJieHHoft noxoTbio (nocfem;aK)T r b Bacs cxpainHHe, 
jiroSocTpaoTHHe chh. . .); a spyraa — pa3HCKHBaen> 06- 
peneHHaro Ha (pH3H i iecK0M'b njiaH^jn — cTaBHTt KanKa- 
hh (BCTpinaere b% nofe/vfe meimi,HHy bh, h OHa Bacb 
CTapaeTca coCjkishhtb); bh — noflaTjiHBH (6e3C03Hame 
Barae nponirraHO aflOMT> jieTaioiHeH CTan, cTpinaioineH 
a^aMH); okojio Bacb— coraaflaTaft: CproneTt bt. 
k t e ji k , b. Oht> flOHOCHTB Ha Bacb: nojiHueHCKifi Hafl- 
aopt ycTaHOBJieH'b 3a BaMH: yjiHKH — no^oopaHH. 

KTO-HH6yflL coBepniaerb Hacnjiie Haffh MajiojrBT- 
Heft fliBO^KOH (coBepniaeTb Hacnjiie caTaHHCTb, Bacb 
ry6am;iH): bh qyBCTByeTe b-b 3to BpeMa noTpe6HOCTt: 
noHTH, noryjiaTB (noHyjK/perrb Bacb CHiHHKi B'b acr- 
paji'fe); BHxo/pre; h — kb 6e30THerH0H tock-b bh djiyat- 
flaere no npocneKTaMB TyMaHHaro ropofta; saMtaaeTe 
bh, hto 6 p 10 h e t -b bi. KOTejiK-fe 3a6jiy3K,najn> 
BCJii^T) 3a BaMH; crapaerecB bh yfiiataTB ort Hero 
(aTOTi> JKecTb ■ — sKecrb pyKH, OTpacaromift nayKa Cb 
nn^sKaKa — coBepmeHHO ecTecTBeHb) ; ye/nmaeTeoB 
bh «h CTapHft napicb (r^ 3a ftecaTB MHHyrb nepe^ 

9THMT>, BB KyCTaXt, CaiUHHeTB H3HaCHJI0BaJl'b flilBOH- 

Ky); MOJKere /i,a?Ke ycjiHinaTb bh /^TCKifl npoH3HT&JiB- 
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HNH KpiOMb: BH — CntuiHTe Ha KpHKl>; H3b KyCTOBl) BH- 

CiraioTB Ha Bacb ncwraneficKie: bbi — apecTOBaHH; no- 
flosptaie Kb raycHOMt nocTymcfe — Ha Bact Tarorkerc.. 
Bb Te^eHie TpexHefffejibHaro nyxeiHecTBia H3i> 
DlBeHHapiH Bb IleTporpaffb B03Bpam,ajica a Kb &mm> 
6ojrB3HeHHHMb MHCJiflMi; bt> Mockb4, npocbmaacb B"b 
y»THOH nocTejrH, a /lyMaJTb o tom'b ate; a BcuaKHBaJib; 
h 6pocaa Bonpocn Bt MOCKOBCKia ctbhh, ftpoacajib: 

— «He npecTynHHK'B jih th?» 

— «Efe HaCHJIbHHKb JIH TH?» 

— «He jieraJi'b jih Haffb JlonppROWb Kb «T a y- 

6 ■&» TH?» 

Ho flo6po^yHiHHa criaHH — MOjraajiH; h cojiHei- 
hhh Jiyrb npojierajib Ha MeHa H3i> OKHa, Becejia; a ot- 
KpHBajTb jiHCTt ra3erH: Bt ra3erfe — xBajimra MeHa; a 
uiejrB Kb tooth: m, rocTax-b MeHa cjiyniajni vb Heno/i;- 
A'BJibHHMi. BHHMameMb; iiiejrb Ha ROHn;epTb — m> co- 
npoBoaifleHiH «6y6HOBHXtBajieTOB'b»; cBameH- 
HHK'b OjiopeHCKift flapnjTb cboio nponoB , B#b, a apTHcrb 
HefiOTaeFb, nrpaiomiH ApjieKHHa Bb aK<yra3HOM , b reaT- 
pb, — 6e3b BcaKOH npeflB3aT0CTH pa3roBapHBajrb, Ha- 
noMHHaa o&b oSupix-b SeJibriftcKHX'b 3HaK0MHXb — JJe- 
cTpa h A«-rpy; tojimko bote: He nonajrb Ha nepKOBHHfi: 
co6opT>; h. . . He BHopaffb m> mhhhctph (3HaKOMbie — 

6HJTH MHHHCTpaMH). 

.ZJojiro noTOM'b cpeflH yjinnj-b, Kb Kpyry osKHBJieH- 
HHXb Cecfeffb, pa3MbnnjieHie o coBepmeHHOMb npe^a- 
TejibCTBi yrHerreuio h Myrajio; ito-to cTapajica Ha- 

HOMHHTb; aHaJIH3HpOBaJIb CBOH BCTP'BHH — Kb DlBeH- 
3 33 



Hapin, Bi Bejibria, b'b IHBen,iH, bt> AHiyiin; BK]i$m> ot- 
neTjfflBo: hhctb a syinon; jinxopa/jKa 6qjtb3Hh Moefi 
npoxo^HJia; h c 3 p a Ha yjini^axi — He Chjio; paa'b-TaKH 

— BCTp-BTHJTb: Ha HpOCJiaBCKOM'b BOK3aJI'fe; CHffBJTb 
OH1 3a CTOJIHKOM'b Ha^ KypHHOH KOTJieTKOH; yBH- 

jtfrwb MeHa, oht> nHrajica noflMHniBaTb; mhcjichho pac- 
xoxorajica Ha 9to: h noflOiataBiniH HOCHJTbmHKb Bpy- 
nmrb aHrJiH^iaHHHy JKeJiTHH OHjierb: ybamaMi, OHt b'b 
ApxaHrejiBCK'b. 



H9JIJIH 



Bt TyMaHHHfi B3SHxaK)in,iH se^ept, npHJKaBiiiHCL 
wb noflynntfi BaroHa, a flyMajn> o Hsjijih (a paflOBaJica, 
^to ee a yBHaty eme): h oHa B03HHiuia xaKaa ate, Kaiw> 
Bcer.ua — cBiTJioBOJiocaa; h — ct> noflCTpHaceHHNMH 
KyapaMH, naflaroiHHMH Ha oojilihoh MyjKCKOfl jio6i>,ne- 
pepi3aeMHH npoflOjiLHOH mopihhhoh; ;ura rna3a, jiynH- 
cthxi> h /i.oepHX'b, MarHHJiH ea HeyKJioHHyro ayMy ie- 
■na; KaK/b oca, Bt 6 , b,jk>mt> njiaTMECB, HairoMHHaromeM-B 
TyHHKy, hjih. . . noflpacHHKi.; OHa — Karcb MOHanieKT>; 
cKB03Haa h jierKaa cTOJia, SKejirojiHMOHHaa, nepeno- 
acaHHaa cepeopaHOH Htabio, 6ub&jio, jierito pa3jieraer- 
ca Bt cojiHbiniK'B, Kor^a, — bt> moch JiencoH cojiosteHHOH 
nuian-B h cb naimpocKOH bo pTy — jierKoit-jierKOH no- 
xo^koh 6'bmMTb no tpohhhk'b OHa, Meacb ropt — Ty^a; 

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BB&pTb, no HanpaBjiemro Kb Kynojiy; Bnepe^H, bha^jih- 
acb Ha cojihij'b, Ha apiooH h nienqymeH 3ejieHH ^epHHMt 

CBOHMTb CIOpTyKOM'L, MOJIOflOK) TaKOK) IlOXOflKOH Cnfe- 

iHHira. flOKTopt niTefiHept: Kb IoaHHOBy 3^aHiio; mh — 
ofiiraeMi) ero, itooh Bo-BpeMa oiyrHTbca noflb Kyno- 
jiOMt: cpeflH CTpyaceKt h menoicb: h, B3rpoM03,zuiBHiHCb 
Ha Kyne^Ky nnpaMMflofi nocTaBJieHHHX'b am.HKOB'b, OKa- 
3aTBca KaKi. paaB nojp> /tyros apxHTpaBa; noffb HaMH 

— rpoMa^HHft npoBani., nepepB3aHHHfi ^epeBaHHoft ko- 
jiohhok; Kpyrt h3-b flBfaiafluaTH oneHb MaccHBHHX'b 
KonoHBTb, nocBain.eHHHX'b njiaHerajTb, no^beMjierrb Jier- 
ko B03JieTa»miii Kynoon>; patkyrajiH mh Ha^ kojiohhoh 
«K)rarrepa», Haffb apxHrpaBOM^, Ko^opHft fljia KpaTKO- 
CTH Ha3HBajiH «K)nHTepoMi>» ; mh cninrnMi. Ha «K)nH- 
Tepb»; HaM^ Ha#o TaMi eme Koe-HTO noflHHCTHTb; h — 
BHnpaMHTb jihhik) imockocth; BHaeMt: no inaTKHMi. 
MOCTKaM-b npHnoflHMaercfl cKopo (pnrypa, cniinamaa 
nepe^i HaMH Ha xojimt.; ocTaHOBHBHiHCb npe,zp> HaMH 

H BCKHHyBIHH OHCTpO neHCH9, flOKTOpt HlTeHHepb OKH- 

B&rb opjiHHHM'b, jieTaromHM'b B3opoMi> pfeHyio pafioTy; 

H H9JIJIH MOa, OOCKOHHB'b Cb nnpaMH^H 03^ HH1,HE0BT>, 

6y^enb cnpanmBaTb sorcropa HTO-HHdyflb — o njiocRO- 
CTaxB apxHTpaBa; Tor,n;a, B3aBnra Fb pyKH omo^eHHHH 
yrojib, nponepTHBT, jayfe jihhIh, Gnorpo cxBaTHB'b JieHTb- 
MOTHB'b BHp , fe3aeMHX'b rpaHen: 

— «Boi"b Tyrb caHTHMerpa Ha .apa. . . Tyrb CHaTb. . . 
xyrb — npH6aBHTb». . . H, noMaxaBHin npHB'BTCTBeHHO 

MaJieHbKOK), TOHHO flaMCKOH, pyKOH, flOKTOp-b HlTeHHep'b 

— npoftflerb; hto6h bctp-bthtb ero TaMb, nofl'b Kyno- 

3* 35 



aoirb, h nonpocHTB yKa3aHift, KacaiornHxca paooTH, — 
cufenfflM-b: npaMO kt> Kynojiy; TaifB, Bnepe^a, yCiraa 

OTB HaCb MOJIOflOK) nOXO/OiOH, Kaifcb MaJIBHHKB, Hecerca 

k-b IoaHHOBy 3flaHix): IUreHHepB. A Hajura — boji- 
HyeTca. 

Mh% OHa — iohhA aHrejTB: ckbo3hoh, hchhh, coji- 
K&JXH&; h — JiiofioBajica a H3flajin en; mh^ Ka3ajrocB: 

OHa — nOCBHTHTeJIBHHfi B-BCTHHK'B KaKHXB-TO 3a6H- 

TbECb MHcrepifi; bottb-botb OHa, 6jiH3Kaa, onepnracB Ha 
njieio, meKoia mitb jihik) cb4tjiobojiocoh rojiOBKOH — 
drfeflHTB, KaKi. pyKa moh cniniHO bhboptti. kphbbw 
yaopH pncyeMOft fliarpaMMBi; h — Bflpyrt: cboiimt. tot- 
hhmb ABHacemeifB pyKH MHi yKaJKerB OHa: 

— «H He TaKi>». 

— «Tpn flynm ApncTorejia ryrB He B'fepHO npoHep- 
neHH». . . 

H9JUIH — MHCJiHTejiB; BonpocH Teopia 3HaHia npo- 
HHi^aerB, nrpaa, orroHeHHHH jioohk-b ea; ona BifBmH- 
Baerca bo bcb moh mbicjih; MeHH — nonpaBjiaerb; cb 
Hcropiefl: (pHJiococpiH MaJio 3HaK0Ma OHa; ho HHraerr.: 
IIjiyTapxa, BjiaaeeHHaro ABrycrHHa, nrryffiHpyeTB Jleo- 
Hapso-fla-BHHHH h — IIlTeHHepa, oCjia^aa yroHieHHOH 
npoHHijaioineH mhcjibio; apxHTeKTOHHKa Hamnx-B mbi- 
cjmTeJiBHBrxB jihhIh npomBonojKMKHa #o KpattHOCTH; 
TepMHHH OojiBKejiBTa, JIacKa h KaHTa — MHi 6jih3Kh; 
h — HenoHarna «Ars Magna» PaHMOHja (3anyTaJica 
bb Hen: KOMMeHTapin ^atopsaHO BpyHo He noMorjm): 
Hajura — njiaBaeo-B, tohho pHOKa, m> yroHHeHHOH rpa- 

(pHK-B CXOJiaCTHHeCKOH MHCJIH — KaKOrO-HHOyflB Aoejia- 
36 



pa; a npo6oBajn> eft ooBacnaTB HopMaTHBHSMTb hummih 
PHKKepTa: 

— «3Haenib, Bee 9to h nponje h Jierie cKaaaTB* — 
OTB^Hajia OHa. «IIocmotph». . . npmiajiacB cb Kapaflfla- 
hihkom'b pHCOBaTb nocrpoeme PHKKepTa: BejiHKOjrfen- 
Haa cxeita npH6aBHJiacL Bt ea tojictomb ajiBOoMte: naT- 
HawaTHrpaMMa, HanHcamiaa esHHHMTb hitphxom'b. 

Ectb ajiBCoifb y Hen: 3apncoBaHH bt> HeMi> xpe- 
yrojiBHHKH, 3B"B3ffH h rpaHHHKH, nepeKpy^eHHue b-b 
cnHpaJin; 6HBajiH nepioflN: Hajurn, aaopaBinHCB Ha Kpe- 
coio, BinepHHBajia bott. TaKia (pHrypu, rjiOTaa Kptn- 
qaftinift, flyuiHCTHft h port ofiJKHratomift iaft; h — 3a- 
KycHBajia Shckbhthkomt.; bt> Hero/pBamH a Ha Hee na- 
naflajn., — Taiipiji'B npoHb, HafipacHBajit nnam-b Ha Hee 
(ero cniHjia caMa — OHa hihtb MacTepHH,a); OHa nopaata- 
jia yTOHieHHOft rpauieft: noMHK) ee a Ha JitraeMi. ayat- 
k-b; BHroHaa'B ee bt> ropn; h Hi.ua, tohho HexoTa; cKopo, 
yBH^iBi. hb'btok'b Ha^b otb'Bcom'b, OHa o6i)aBJiajia: ero 
to h h^tb bt> Hameft KOMHarfe. H — cb pa3raoHBHiHMca 

JIHHHROMT), yXBaTHBHIHCB 3a KopeHB CTajIBHOft, MycKy- 

jihctoh pyKoft, HaHHHajia KapaSKaibca BBepxt, no3a- 
CbiBt neHTarpaMMH; a — bt> yjKacB cTacKHBajn. Ifojura; 
OHa He npoTHBHjiacB. 

JX&, y HajiJffl — cTajibHaa pyKa; rpaHHpoBajiBHHifB 
urrpHXOM'b Ha CBepKaiomeH MiflHOft flOCK^ BHpisaerb 
OHa yroHHeHHHH pncyHOKB, HanoMHHa»mift mh1j rpa- 
BiopH PeMfipaHffra; h bt> nOBe/jemH ee bcb pteuieHia bh- 
rpaBHpoBaHH, HerKH, acHH; cb t^x-b nopi>, Kara, cb Heft 

37 



BCTpfrrHjica, BHtaraaa aui3Hb OTneKaHHjiacb: onpefl'B- 
jihjich Mofl cthjil, KaKib nncaTe.{ia. 

HajuiH nponuiacL no uewb HeneHMb nrrpHxoMb. 

Bb Heft — pi^aftmee co^eraHie MyacecTBeHHOft, 
repoHiecKofi bojih cb H'fejKH'Bftniei) MarKOCTbio, noftofia- 
romeft JKeHin.HH'B; h bo BHiniHOCTH EfoajiH MeHa nopa- 
JKaerb: to — TOHKift MOHameKb, Becb cojiHegHHft h — 
ycTpeMjieHHHft; to — (pea: Hes'BJiaMH m> npeacme ro^H 
caxbm OHa Ha AHBaHi, h — ofiBucaa TamejiHMH jioko- 
HaMH, cl njiyroBaTO-HasMeHHOfi yjiHOKOft npHOJiyinHBa- 

JiaCb KT> «M O JI O T b 6 "fe DO C JI M 4» MOCROBCKHXb 

flpy3efl, He yflocyacHBimixca paarjia/niTb ee. 

A «MOJiOTb6oft no cojiom , b» nposBajin mh 
npa3flHyro epyH^y paaroBopoBb Bb Mockb-b, orb koto- 
poft 6'fekajiH mh Bb BeJibrijo. 



MOOKBA 



HajIJIH CB'BTHrb,KaEb COJIHeHHHH CB^Tb; TpHfflaTb 

jtbtb mohxT) aea^HHx*b HCKamft CBepniHJiocb Bb KBa/i,pa- 
rfe, oHepneHHHMb mh^ ApoaTOM-b, npeHHCTeHKOft; TaM-b 
pa3cejiHjincb ^aBHO Hy^aKH; h — oojrrajra: ro^a; Bb HXb 
oTKpHTHe pth 3ajrB3ajiH C'fecaTa; cTpa/tajiH orb 9Toro 

OTpaHHHMH (pOpMaMH HepBHHXb 60JI'B3Heft, oojrraa 

noflBHrt h o TaHHCTFB onHTa; h — npHHHMaa: to 
nopniio CpoMa, to nopniro boakh; a jkhjtb cpe/pi nnxb, 
KaKb ohh, noKa Hajum He BHpsaJia. 

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H — OTJierfeorb npoiiBUieHHHH KBa/i,parB; ctaa 
cTpaHt nojierfejia Ha nacb; poft HapoflORB Hac-B bctp-b- 
thjtb; 3aKaTH, Mopa h hbbtn ocnnajiH HacB fijiecKaMH, 
nteoft h hbbtom'b; h — Biajia cojmeHHHM'B Bosflyxom, 
H9JMH; My3en npomjiH nepetfB Hasm; bt> CHnHJiiH bh- 

POCB BOCMHHeCKiH Mipib W.3J, C.IIHCTaiOHIHX'b KaMyiHKOKB 

necTpon.B'frrHOH M03aHKH; IncycB, cHHeCjiemymift, h3"b 
MoHpeajia, npocTepca k-b HaMt CBfrraMH McraaHHecKHX'B 
pH3T>; OTKpHBaeuiB, 6HBaJio, raasa: nojiycoH'B; Megerc. 
3aiiHHKH ocwiHue Ha H3pa3iijOBHe wihhubi: «TyHHCb!» H 
«npp» — pa3flaerca oTKy^a-TO: 64jiorjiaBHH apa6T> no- 
HyKaert ocjia; mbi cnfanHM'B 3aTeparbca fb apa6cKHx^ 
ToproBbix'b KBapraJiax'B: ope/p> poa CypHycoFB okbo- 
3aTB po30BaTHa naTHa apaCoicB, chh'biot'b njiaiHH, ko- 
jiaxaeTca: MaBpHTaHCKift Tiop6aHT>; h — nepo eBponeft- 
kh; HinpoKHMH naHTaaoHaMH nojiocaTHTca nerpTi; 3eJie- 
HOBaTHa, KpacHHa, atejiraa xytpjin 3aniapKaiOTB kb ne- 
pexoflHRax'b. 

H9JMH, CKJIOHflCB Ha/1,0 MHOH, m,eKOia CBOHMTb JIO- 
KiOHOM'B, nOOBaiD,aeTB MeHH B^ yrOHHeHHOCTH MaBpH- 

TaHCKaro CTHjia; HaMt roTHKa ahhictb ro^aMH; h — 
botb: ywb BCTarorb: KpyaceBHOH cofiopi, CTpacGypra, 
KeJiBHCKifi Go6opi>, OaffB-CTeipaffB. IlyTeHiecTBOBaTB 

CB KfejIJIH — BOCTOprB. 

A — ErnnerB? 

Ha ocjiHKax'B mh; 3eJieH-feK)rB npocrpaHCTBa; h — 
npaHtie 3anaxH OflypMaHHJiH HacB; Ha ncwiax'B — Kpy- 
Toporie SyfiBOjiH; naTHa (peraaxoB'B; h *iepHBia ctbhn 
AepeBHH; 3a Heft BCTp^HarorB: rpo6HHHH HerBepTOft h 

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naTOft fliiHacTiH; nnpaMH^a nenn; Top^ara, HaGiraroTb 
necKH; no3ap[ — nHpaMH^Ka; rpo0HHu,a Koraa-TO no- 
iHBmaro Th, CepaneyMt; atapb aynnrrb, SjiHCTaen. h 
cymarb; Kycoieb miaMeHOCHaro He6a: on% — KyooBHfl, 
Ky6oBHft; rjia3i> njianerb 6jiecKOMi>; Mipn KpacHopu- 
atnx^ pe«pJieKCOBT> M&JibKaioTb; necKH nepeM^HHHBH; 
no^B HoraMH npoTaHyrb KycoKi> KOJieHKopoBO-HepHHX'b 

3acartHTt MeHa b-b tomhkh Macnepo bb nponHJieH- 
HOM'b Kanp'B.oTHCKHBaTb cbh3h Meatt (pjiopoft CmnuriH 
h IlajiecTHHH — 3a0ora aceHN Moeft; m> hhcthxi> bo- 
CToprax'B no3HaHia mh; mhmo Gtrymia GyKBN raacarb, 
B03HHKaefn> HaM-b cjiobo: 

— «Bh at^HTe MeH«». 

H noflCMaTpHBaji'b HcnHTyromia B3opb, ofipameH- 
hhh ko Mirk «BHftHinb: HCTHHa, npoSiraa no crpa- 
iiaMt, ^eKaHHTt KpeMHHCTbie 3HaKH Ha cKanax'b npapo- 
]\u; OHa — MOjreajiHBa; yM^H ate nponecrb ee; mh sojuk- 
hh npoCHpaTbca ct> onacHOCTbio jkh3hh BepniHHaMH 
KpaTepa, ito6h yMfeb HH3BepraTbca m> oroHb, Kaiw. 
HH3Beprca Ty^a Qune^oKm,, coeflHHHBiuiftca cb orHen- 
hhmh cTHxiaMH Mipa; h — BHTe^b, KaKT> JiaBa, H3i> Kpa- 
Tepa; OKaMeH'BTb, KaKi) cKajia. . . Xo^euib hcthhh 3 t o- 
ro no/tBHra?» TaK-b — roBopmrb mh^ B3rjia^ Hbjijth; 

OTB'feTHJI'b — 6631 CJIOBO Ha Hei"0. 

3Haio, HajuiH moh He raodnjia Mockbh; Bca cho- 
poBKa ea He no/jxoflHjia k% TasKejiOMy 6HTy; OHa He jho- 
Gnjia Kyn^HX-b, osKHflaromHXTb, ito6h jiaKen, nepepa- 
aceHHHH, Kb 6'BJiHX'b nepHaTKaxb.HM-b noftajrb p a r y. . . 

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H3i. MOCKOBCKHx-b nHcaieJieft: nepBaro copTa; He 
HpaBHJiocb Bt Heft coieTaHBe TypreHeBCKoft fffeByniKH' 
cb 9HraH3HpoBaHHoft ateHmHHoft; npepa4>a9JiHCTCKoii 
KapTHHKOft, KOTopyro BH^'feTL npiarao, cHHTajm ee. IIom- 

HK B3PHBH flyXOBHHXT. HCKanift, KOTOpHe FHaJIH HO CTpa- 

nmi>, H^eaMt; yjiHdKoft orpoMHaro HanpasKema vrwb- 
THjia HajiJiH Ha TaftHy HCKaHift mohxi>; a yBest ee; h 
no wbpb Toro, Karcb Temia Haina 5KH3Hb, npe^o mhoh 
pacKpHBajiacb orpoMHaa nepcneKTHBa BCBxt HpaB- 

CTBeHHHX'b yCTpeMJieHift, HCnO.)IHeHHHXb B3pHBaMH, — 

Kb Hsjijih; bob nepBHe ro,a;H CKHTaHift no 3ana#y cb 
HaajiH yno^o6jiaro a iTemio moiuhoh chctcmn no3Ha- 
Hift; BnepBHe yBH^BJit a pocKonra ; Boatbaro Mipa; mh 

SKHJIH Bt MOCKB* — BH* KyjIBTypH, KOHiaa CJIOBa 

rpa/Qrm,eMT> — sa bo#koh; MeHa noBepHyjia Ha nponi- 
jioe H9jijih; ym]yhm>: ropjiacrae ^HMorapn a m> Heirb; 
h — cxBarajica 3a Kmim; OHa u.'fejiOBajia MeHa, roeopa: 

«He 3a6yAi>»- 

Yrjiyfijiaaacb ^yxoBHaa 3kh3hb; Haneprajiocb rpa- 
Aym.ee — Bb Mnra, K.or,n;a mh croajiH npeflt CtpHHKCOM'b, 
Kor^a Cb nnpaMHfflH ymijifksw. 30oiOTOKapia cyMepKH na- 
flarorb Haflb JlHBiftcKOft IlycTHHeft; h BcnHXHBajrb m> 
HauiHX'b pyKaxib Crhtoh Oim no/i^ TaaceJiHMH cBO/i;aMH 
rpooa rocnortHa; h y CBain,eHHOft CKajiH, Ha Koropoft 
npHHecb ABpaaMB HcaaKa, KaKb acepTBy (bt> Meiera 
OMapa), flaBaJin 06*™: OHTb JKepTBOft nyTH. IlepeAT. 
TpodoMb rocnojpHM'b BfeHHaJTb Hacb: He nont. 

Bo3BpaTHJincb rat cxpaHCTBia mh. Abb peflaitniH 
Ton. ace pe/i.aKTop'b ocB'BflOMjiajica pyKonncH (kto-to 

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Chjtb flcwiJKeH'b ^ocTaBHTB ee); BOceMb MtcaijeBB TOMy 
Haaafl'L, m, OKraSpeBCKie ahh, Rorsa a, y^pyHeHHNft mo- 
pajiLHOfi ycTajiocTBH), pBajica arcioAa Ha B03Ayxi>, b-b 
peflaKnin roBopajiocB o to$ me cmTbi; 3a to BpeMa 
MejiBKHyjm: HTajiia, AippHKa, IlajiecTHHa; xorfejioca 

1TO-TO nOB'fe^aTb O Mip4, Kb KOTOpOMB MH 3KHJIH; MeHa 

— o6opBajiH: 

— «^a, ji,a. . . Tojibko botb. . . npHMiiame k"b da- 
TBi He 3a(5y#BTe». . . 

H BcnoMHHjib B3rjiflAi> Hsjijih: 

— «Omotph, He 3a6yflB». . . 
H eMy a otb'bth.jib: 

— «BepH MeHa, H9JIJIH». 

Mh — BBipBajiHCb; a, no MHteiio peflaKiopa, 
B^pyrb norjiyniffb (BCTp-kna cb Hbjijih MeHa nory- 
dnjia). 



JIBHH'b 



Botb — Basejib; botb — bo^h, 3ejieHHa, pefiHCKia; 

ftOMHKH, KyCTHKH, XOJIMHKH, p03CBinH lepeDHHaTHXB 

KpBiinB, npocTynaiomHX'B xpjmwb, opaHmeBHMB hkb- 

TOM"B, 3ap , BK>IHHM'B BB B03/iyX'B; MHHTCa CTpeMHTeJIBHO 

nofe^B, MeHa B03Bpam,aa ^omoh, b-b mhjihh JJopHaxB; 
em,e ^Boe cyTOKB npo6y^y a cb H9jijih. 

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H nOMHKK CHfl'BJrb Ha B0K3aJTB BB TOMHTeJIbHOM'b 

oatHflaHiH nofefta — bt> ^opHax'B; h— BcnoMHHJTB a 
TeKynyro «H3Hb; h— -TeKynia mhcjih MeHa yHOCHJiH bt, 
HopBeriio; h — B03HHKaJiH mh* bb naMara: JlbaH-b, 
XpncTiaHia. 

TyTb npoBejiH noA'b jiyiaMH HopBesKCKHx-b 3aKa- 
tob-b mh BaatHHe flHH, — Hast (piop/iaMH, ABepb Ha 6aJi- 
kohihkt., fla OKHa — 6pocajiH npocTpaHCTBa BOflBI Kb 
^epeanyp-b ocB^meHHyio KOMHaiy; BneHaTJTBHie, hto 
OHa— tojibko JioflKa, He noKHflaJio m6hh; mh* Kaaajiocb: 
Ha flByxB nepeBH3aHHHX'b jrosKax-b H3T> nocorcb ycTpo- 
hjih nojn>; Ha nojn. CpocnjiH — ctojihkh, Kpecjia; Ha 
KpecJiax-b cHfffejm (<rt HoraMH): c* yrpa h ao Be^iepa, 
norpyataacb to Kb flyMH, to bt> cxeMH,necTpaiirie mho- 
atecTBOMi. B'b 6e3nopaaK , fe aeacam;HXT> jihctobt.; Asa OKHa 
fla cTeKJiaHHaa ftBept kb Haray KOMHaTy HanojiHajiHCB 
npocTpaHCTBaMH 6HpK»30Baro B03Ayxa; mhhjiocb: He3aM- 
KHyTOH cTopoHOH 3aHepnHOTB Hama BOMHaTa B03Ayxy, 
Bca onpoKHHerca (He ycnieM-B BcupHHaTB); h — ony- 
THMCa Kb hchhxb npocTpaHCTBax'b. 

HopBeWCKHMI) 3aKaTaMB, OTpaCHBaiOIUHMB OKpecT- ' 

hocth, a y#HBJiajica; cnoKotaaa acHOCTb npecymecT- 
Baajia (piopflbi; h — .nam TaHyjiHCB B03«yiHHO; h — ac- 
HOJianoe oCjkiko bhcjio; jiHMOHHHa nojiocn npojiHBa- 
jiHCb h& BJiarfe, TyMaHacb; h — rawra. 

BbiBajio, 3aKyTaBHiHCb Kb njiamB, npoiepH'BBiHH 
bcbmI) aopncoMB nepHaro KanrouiOHa h npuraa ct KaM- 
Ha Ha KaMeHB, aceHa Moa, Hajum, 6i>mwrb kt> acHbnrb 
BOAaiTb — npHCJiymHBaTBca Kt pa3roBopy ncnyraH- 

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hhxi, orpyetieKT., iuiemymiix'b bt> Kamia; h, KMypacb 
orb CB^Ta, — cjifcflHM'b 3a MeflyaaMH; BcnuxHBaeTb He- 
B'fepo.HTHHfl 3aKaTi>; h — He x<rcerb noracHyrb. 

Pa6ora Haflb mhcjibio, KOTopofl OTflajiHCb mh bt> 

JlbflH-fe, npOflOJIJKHJiaCb Kb JIHHiH MHCJIH, HaHepTaHHOfi 

Bb w&csmfrxb; mhmo necjiHCb ropo#a: MroHxeirb, Ba- 
3ejib, $Hii;Hay; a— HaraiHBaJiH rpaflaitfH rajuiepefl h 
My3eeB-b; cypoBHft rpjoHeBajibflB, JlyKa KpaHax-b, 6m- 
CTaioin;iH KpacicaMH ^ropepb h MJiaTpnin TojibCeftHT,— 
ynoirrejibHO mapium HeBbipa3HMyK) MHCJib CBoen na- 
jihtph; njiaicajio TeMHofi jia3ypHofi crpyeft OHpBajib/t- 
iirreTCKoe 03epo; IIlTeHHepr, 6pocajib fb Hacb Kunamie 
KypcH; roTHiecKifi cTHjib KpyaceBijib HaM-b H3b Crpac- 
6ypra; h — nponiyM'fejiH Ha/^ IHiyTrapflOM'b cochh kb 
h^momb ^erepoioxi; m% TejibCHHrtpopca h KeJibHa 
OTKpHjiacb: «B h c o k a a T h t a» ; Maxima rox. J3pe3- 
fleHa rjiaHyjia, 6pbi3Hyjrb Bepjnnn,; XpHcriama, Jlbam. 
— oJKHflajiH. nepeM-BHajiHCb nrfecTa; HenepeM'BHiHBHft 
ueirrpb ocTaBajicfl — pa&yra Ha^b mhchbio; h — mhcih- 
jih mhcjih ce6a; h — KHnijia Bb hhxi, Efejura; h — ya- 
HaBajiH Apyrb flpyra — ,npyn> Kb flpyrfe; h — npoHima- 
jih Apyn. flpyra #0 /pia; MHCJie-ofipaan Hbjijih npe^cTa- 
BHJiHCb: nocBii];aBniHMH cymecTBaMH flynra; a KbajibCo- 
Mfe y HajiJiH HameJiB HapHCOBaHHHMH MHGne-o6pa3H 
KH3HH Moeft; botb — paciDiacra.HHHH rojiyfib hsb cBt- 
ia; h — imcarpaMMa; h — Kpujiba 6e3-b raaKb; h — Kpn- 
■naTHfi KpncTaJUTB; h — opHaMeHTb cnnpajiefr (6ieHie 
9(pHpHaro rkjia); h — naiua (ara ropjio — Tpaajib), de- 
reMorb (hjih — neneHb); h — 3wbv. (khihkh); 3Haro a, 

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HTO pHCyHKH JIHHIB CHMBOJIBI pHTMOIVB SKHB'MlIiarO HM- 

nyjn>ca, nepepE3aBmaro Hacb cTpyen mhcjih. 

CaAHJica Bb pa3Jianoe Kpecao iia maiKoft TeppacicB, 
TopHamen Haffb cocHaMH, TOJimaMH EaMHa h njiecKann 
(pbop^a; cocpeAOTOHHBaji'b bojik» Kb BHHMaHiio; qyBCTBa 
h HMnyjiBOH mhcjib npinraMaJia Bb ce6a; h, noKptrroe 

pHTMaMH MHCJIH, He CJIHHiajIO KOCHOCTH OpraHOBt — T'B- 

jio Moe: Bee bo mh'b OTJieTajio npe3b nepeirb — Bb orpoM- 

HOCTH KOCMOCa, WHBOnepaaca pHTMaMH, KaKb KpHJiaMH 

(pacnojioaeeme aHrejibCKHXb ephoiih, HXb (popMa, hh- 
cjio, — aBpHTMH^Ho); a 6hjtl MHoroKpHJiieMtinpaAajiH 
hckph imi, rjia3i>, conparaaca; npaacero hckpb mh'b 
TBopnjiHca o6pa3H: pacnmiaeMHH rojiyob nab cBfea, 
6e3rjraBHH KpHJiBa, KpHJiaTHfi KpHcrajMb, saBHBaacb 
cirapajiaMH, pa3BHBaJiHCB cnnpajiaMH (h — nojno6Hjn> 
a opHaMeHTb cnnpajieH Kb ajibCoM* y H3jijih) ; o^Haac- 
#H cJioatHjica mh'b 3HaK%: TpeyrojibHHKb warb mojihih, 
nocTaBJieHHHH Ha cb^tjiMihih KpHcmjiJib, paacbina- 
rom;iH kocmoch 6jiecKa: h «oko» — BHyTpH. 

Btotb 3HaKb bh yBH^HTe b-b khhfb y JfeoBa BeMe. 

06pa3OBaJiHCb bo mh'b, KaKb. . . cnnpajib: moh jiy- 
mh; 3aKHHb Bb axoTb MHrb cbojo rojioBy a, He orrBHOKb 
jiasypn a BHffBJib 6h Bb HeSi, a rpo3HHH h nepHHH npo- 
jiomt., pa3pHBaiomiH xojio,o,OMb tbjio; npojioiib — 
MeHa BcacHBajib (a yMnpajib Bb eaceflHeBHHXb Myie- 
Hiaxb) ; 6njib oh-b— oTBepcrieMb BbnpaBflyBemefl, 
npioTKpHTyio mh'b: craHOBHJica OHb cHHeio c<pepoii 
(chhdk) ctpepy Biiocji'BflCTBiH BHflHBajn>: Bb tom-b ace 
ajiBCoMi — y Hbjijih; THHyjia MeHa — ckbo3b MeHa; 

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wd'b oeoa caMaro H3Jiera.ui. a KHnifiiejrb bt> jkh3hh; h — 
fffejiajioa c $ e p o i), MHorooHHro rpa/iymefi Ha n,eHTpi>, 
Haxo.ua m> HeMt /i;po?Kam;yK) KOSKytoio; to^ho KocTOHKa 
cogHaro nepcHKa 6hjio mh^ Moe rfejio; 6egi> kojkh, pa3- 

JIHTHH BO BCeM'b, — SOftiaRt. 

3o/i;iaKajiBHHfl cxeMH b% ajibSoMfc y H3jijih MeHa 
yGisKflajm, hto Hania p a 6 o t a Bejia Hact eflHHHM'b ny- 
Teirb. 

BcTaBajia Teppaca c% BepxyniKOH cochh; noBopa- 
HHBajit ranoBy Hsjijih; h BHfl'Bji'b ee: tctcho CTpyHOHKa, 
b-b d'BJieHBKOM'b njiaTLKH;*, ci> 6jiecTKaMH vnaz'b, pa3- 

pHBaKmHMH BCe JIHH.0 H JIUOmHMH aCHOCTb 3ft0p0Bb3 

Ha BecL ee oSjihk'b, — cMiajiacB mh^ pa,nocTHo; B3aB- 
hihcb 3a pyKH, mh HiJiH Ha nporyjiKy; rjia^-BTbca bt> 
njiecKaHie CTpyeneKb (pbop^a; wrB/tHTt 3a Mesy3aMH. 

PoeMT> CKB03HHX'B 3B'B3flO-n , ieJI]i coqeTaJiHct hb o/i,- 
Hy mh cHCTeMy BceJieHHOii; h, paacraBaacb, JierBJiH Ha- 
3Slrt>: Kb. . . Kynojiajrb rBJibHHX'b xpaMOBi.; mh B^flajra: 
npH3BaHH mh nopaooTaTb Ha,p> xpaMaMH rfejia; mh 
npH3BaHH: BHpfeaTB Kb ^epeBt lyBCTBeHHHX'b hm- 
nyjiBooBt BejiHKOJi'fenHHa KanHTejiH KaHOHOBb co3Ha- 
TejiBHOlt jkh3hh; a 3HaK», hto H9JIJIH, 6HBaa bo xpaM-B 

MOeML, HaflO MHOK) paOOTaJia TaJKejIOB'BCH'BHHIHM'b M0- 

jiotkomi. h cTaMe3KOio; BHp-Bsajia B'b MoeMt cymecTB'B 
— BocnoMHHaHia o flopoKaeHHOH cTpaHi, rat koto- 

PHXT. CJIOJKHJICa BnOCJTBflCTBiH «Kothk , b JleTa- 

e b b». 

Kor^a mh noTOMi, 3apa60Tajra (b-b /JopHax-fe) Haffb 
flepeBaHHOK) (popMOft nopTajiOBB IoaHHOBa 3/i;aHia, — bo- 

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opyJKemioft CTaMe3K0ii cpi3aa flyiHHCTHa menKH, ot- 
leTJiHBo naxHymia to MHH^ajieM'L, a to agjioKOMT. (on. 
npHcyTGTBia bt> ^epeBi 'apoMaTHHHNXT. 9<pHpoBT>), a 
B,npyn> y3HaBajn> no rpaflanin rpaHeii — rpaflaniH pHT- 
mobi. kocmhhcckoh mhcjih; CTpaHy jKHBOMHCJiia a 
ysHaBajit: IoaHHOBO 3 a a h i e creuio mh^ o6pa30MT> 
(peopeTH^ecKHXT. nyTeniecTBifi; h onjiOTHeHieMb 
MHCJieJieTOBi.,cjiaraK)n],HX'B tbjio flyxoBHoii KyjibTypu. 
IoaHHOBO 3^aHie BHp , B3aeTca H3T> flepeBaHHHXT. Mac- 

CHBOBT., TTOCt. H30HTH BT. BNIHHHy apXHTpaBOMT. K a H 0- 

hobt. co3HaTeJiBHOfi 3kh3hh; nyTb Hauieft 

HCTHHH BNpfeaHT. BT. (pOpMaXT.; JHOOHJIH MH KynOJTb, 

nocTpoeHHHfi H3T. HepenHHbi HopBeaccKaro KaMHa; no^b 
chtwkhhmt. noKpoBOMT. pa36pocaHT> 'Siurb oht. HeflajieKO 
orb BepreHa; mh ero bh.jx'bjih bt> i^ijitHHXT. MaccHBaxT., 
noKpirraxT. nypnypoBHMi. moxomt.. 

BaroHt HamT. fiTWKajir. kt> jieflHHKaMt; rpeSeHHa- 
Taa JiHHia nHKOBb cBepitajia ocKOjiKaMH; btvhjih B03fly- 
xh bt> jiHu;a; Jia3ypHHe KaMHH no^KHHyjiHCb kt. jibflaMT. 

— BT. OdTBnHTeJIbHOMT. He64; H ^Bepb OTBOpHJiaCb: B0- 

uiJia OHa — Ta, kto CToajia Ha rpaHaxT. .nyxoBHaro Mipa, 
3Bajia 3a 0060ft: Ta HMeHHO, o KOTopoft CKa3aTb a 
cyMTiio, 6htt. Moacerb, jihhib bt. SypymeMT.; h, ciaa iuia- 
3aMH, MHTi cr> Hbjijih cKa3ajia: 

— «^a, H6ceHT> repoeBr. cbohxt. Gpocajir. bt. npo- 
nacTb; oht. — CojiHna He 3HajiT>. 

Mh rjia^-fejiH BTpoeMT. Ha nypnypoBHft moxt. h Ha 
KaMHH; y3Hajia noTOMT., tto y^HTeJib pinrnjiT.: H3t> na- 
3ypHo-3eJieHaro KaMHa nocTpoHTb ,pa Kynojia IoaHHOBa 

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Qpjmia; nepeJKHBame syxoBHaro knra otm&thjiocb, 3a- 
nenaTJi'BjiocL; h — noTpacaerb cep/wa: Cb BOcxHmem- 
em> co3epa;aK)rb HBMtaqHBHH, 'rdHHO Mope, OTrfeHOKB 
HopBeatCKaro KaMHa Ha Kynojiij 3/iaHia, 

CTpaHHO OTMiTHJIHCb 9TH JieTjnrie MHrn; HHXB 

He cyMiio cKa3aTL HHiero; 9th MHrn npoflomKajincb. . . 
bb /JopHaxi; ropHHH nepeatHBaHia CTajm repHo- 
bhmh; Bee HanajiocB ct. XpncTiamH, noBesa Hepest 
BepreffB (qepe3t ropti) kl pacnaTiio: bb flopHax'fe! 

Ho 3th TepHin npHHHMaeM-b; h He KOHHeHa cKa30i- 
HocTB cTpaHCTBifl; Haini> nyTt — Bnepe^H. 

#0 bohhh em,e HyBCTBOBaji-b a, mo HacB cb Hsjijih 
BHCJiiaEHBaionb: nocjrfe orpoMHHxi> .ayxoBHBixB codnriH, 
coBepniHBniHxca cb HaMH; o hhx*b roBopHTB oneHL Tpyfl- 
ho; e#Ba noHHMaio a hxb; noflroTOBjiajmcB ohh Hfejioft 
jkhbhbio: ohh HanajiHCb enje bi TyjrbCKOH ry6epHin; 
6hjtb eme KHOHien a; noBTopajmcB bb ycHJieHHOH cre- 
neHH: bb BpjoocejPB, b% Beprerfi, bb JleHirnHrfe, m> 
JJopHax'B. 

Meatfly «MHraMH» TyjiBCKOH ryoepHia h noBro- 
peHieMB bt> Beprefffe hx-b — npoTemio flecaTB n$>Tb. 



IIAMHPTj: KPbimA OB-BTA 



Ob 1899 ro,na no 1906 ro^B npoatHBajiB a bb mrfe- 
Hin: bb TyjiBCROH ryCepmH; fleBaTBK) creKJiorjiaaHMH 

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,v 



#. 



OKHaMH CTapHfi, KOpHIHeBHft ROWb H3b nOflb KpOHb TO- 

no-neft rmRhm, bt> flajiH npocrpaHCTBa, Cb Cyrpa; a 6y- 
ropb o6pHBajica kt> cepeSpaHOii, hhctoS piHemdj, no- 
jiy3aKpHToa ojibxobhmh KynaMH; uh$> Ka3ajiacb Teppa- 
ca CTapHHHaro flOMa bhcoko-bhcoko-bhcoko npHnoflfia- 
TOfl; a ajuiea nuia bt. 6oKb orb Hee; BHcoKOBepxia jihuh 
uiyMijiH; — Haflt JKejirHMi, neco^KOMb Meiajiacb pac- 
kh^hcto; nepneH/pncyjiapHO Kh ajuicfe ropfiaTO Ctaajia 
#opoJKKa Ha xojiMb; h, pa3jiBHraa cyKH H3Ji0MaBiuHxca 
aGjiOHb, cb Hea nona^aJiH bt> o&hhphhh KBaflparb, 06- 
pa30BaHHHft Ch TpeXt CTOpOffb cepeCpncTHMH TOnOJIfl- 
mh; Meac/iy hhmh ioh-bjih 3ejreHbia afijiOHbKH; Bepxb ate 
KBaflpaTa, B36i>vsaoji4& no nojioroMy* cKjioHy, oocaateHb 
6um> tojibko-hto: Tonoae^KaMH; npHno/tHMajin Bep- 
ihhhkh no^b ne6o nienna TonojiCTKH; h Tyrt pa3flaBa«iH- 
ca JienerH, Tpenerama h b3/i;oxh; h — oSpHBajica Hanib 
caffb y3K0fi, BHpHTOfl, floaK^eBoio KaHaBOK; 3a Hen, ne- 
nocpeACTBeHHo CBepxy, r^i ropGnjica ck-uoik., npnCjiH- 
acaa bcio jihhIk) roprooHTa (Ea3ajiocb, hto OHb 6um> 
raaraxi) Bb copoKa orb KaHaBbi), Me/raacb, Stoajia yca- 

THMb HaJIHBHCTHM'b KOJIOCOMb pOJKb; B6Cb Cyropb HiyM- 

ho cHnajica, 3ajiHBaacb KOJiocbaMH h Kaieb 6y/i,T0 CTe- 
Kaa m> KaHaBy B3B0JiH0BaHHHMT> niyMOMb; a Ha^-b npo- 
cTpancTBaMH pan (Henocpe/ijCTBeHHo pa/joMb, niaraxi 
Bb copoKa orb KaHaBH) rjiafl'fejiH 3aicaTbi; SyrpncTaa 

MtCTHOCTb Bb OOMaHHHBOM'b MOpOK/B HpHfijIHJKaJia 3a- 

pio; 3a KaHaBoli rjia^ijia Ha Hacb Heo6baTftocTb. 

IlepeasHBaHia Tyrb noflbiMajiHCb bo mhIj; HaHHHa- 
JiHCb bo MHi KaKb 6h arpbi; a flyMaJib, tto TaM-b, 3a Ka- 

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Hasoft, KosraajiacB Hdopia; ctohjio nepenpHrayTB ie- 
pe3B KpyTyio KaHaBy h KaHyn> bq pjkh, npooHpaacB no 
Hen ejie bh^hoio TponKoio, — Bee 3aTepaeT«i — bt> 30jio- 
tb, b-b 6jiecK/B h bb xaocfe 9THXB CyniyromiixB BOJIffB; 
6yfly a — bitb HCTopiH; 6y^y a — b^b npHCTaHnm,a, 
BHi eaceAHeBHHX'b 3aHHTift, de3B rfejia, oxBaieHHHH niy- 

MaMH BtlHOCTH, H — B03HeCeHHEIH BB HeB'fepoaTHOCTb 
6e3yMHO OTKpNTHX'B C03HaHift, H63HaeMHXB 6JIH3KHHMH. 

3Hajn> a: no,n;HHMaaca BBepxt, nonary a Ha bhc- 
myio TO^Ky nojioraro cmiOHa, r/vk OTOBCiojiy otkpoiotch 
niHpn, npocTopH, npocTpaHCTBa, Bos/iyiimocTH, o6jiaKH; 
no^B Horn TyTB onycKaroTca 3eMjni; h — He6o 3/1,'bob 
na^aerB; 6y#y a, HeooMB oxBa^eHHHfl, BinHHa h bojib- 
hbih — crroaTB; pa3Hrpaerca jkh3hb odjiaKOBBix-b rpo- 
MaflB BK.pyn> MeHa; ecjin mh^ o6epHyrBca Ha3afl"B, to 
yBHacy h m-bcto, OTKy^a a BHinejrB (ycaflb6y); oho — 
noflB HoraMH; h orb Hea mh'B bhshh: tojibko kohhhkh 
jihitb (a ycaflBoa CToajia bhcoko-bhcoko HaffB p-BiKoft). 

CnycKaaca Bt npoTHBonojioatHyio cTopoHy otb 
nnaTO, npHxo^HJTB a Kb /praaHHiHM'B ocKajiairB cra- 
Phhhoh OBpaatHOH cHCTeMH, crpHraaromeH nnoAOHOCHyio 
3eMjiK» h rpo3HO nojraymeft Ha HacB; Kpyro3opbi caHMa- 
jihcb no Mipi Toro, KaKi a, npBiraa no pa3MOHHain> 
bhh3"b, yrayfijiajica; h He6o ony/ia KaaaJiocB ninpoKOK) 
ihwibk) MeacB Kpyn>, Ha kotophxb CKaKann, nrpaa c-h 
BiTpaMH, — TaTapHHKH, nepronojioxH, nojiHHH; s^tcB 
Hteorsa nepe^HTaji^ IHoneHrayepa; a onycicajica Ty^a, 
nepep-Bsaa cjioh Ji-Bca, gjioh tjiehh — flo py^odypHxt 

JKejTB3HCTHXB KaMeHHHX'B TJIH&B (BeJIHHHHOK) Cb ap- 
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6y3i>), BHMamHBaiomHX'b BOAOTeKi); Cnjio BJiaJKHO h xo- 
jio#ho. Ctoh no cepeflHH'fe n ji a t o, a ne BHffBjrb ©Spa- 
rest; KaKTb B30pb, no paBHHHaMT> TeKJIH MOH MHCJIH B"b 

pa36 , ferax'B Hcropin; CTJiaJiHCb ohh Ha/i;o mhoh. Bcb 
«C H M (p H i H» B03HHKajIH — OTdOfla, H3b aToro htb- 

CTa: bi> ji a 3 y p h Heoeeb, bt> myMHOwB 3 ji o t £ para 
(a BnocjrBflCTBiH Hannoajica h «IIenejiT>» — oTcro^a). 

«Cepe6paHHH Kojiofle3b» 6iun> npoflaH'b: ho h3M"B- 
HHJica orb 3Toro cthjib mohx^ KHHri>; apxHTeKTOHHKa, 
(ppa3H Taatejiaro «roJiy6a» saMtenjia jierynie apaOec- 
kh «C n m <p h i n». 

OcTaHaBJiHBaiocb He cjiyHaftHO Ha onHcamn aToro 
MicTa; 00 BTopofl Moeft 6iorpa(pieHa HaB-BKH otcio- 

3a CBa3ajICa; B03HHKJIH 3A"BCb HMeHHO BCB HCTOIHHKH 

3HaHift; npiOTRpHBajiHCb: Kanrb, PnKKeprb; npo,a;yMbi- 
Baji-b a 3/VBCb «C h m b ji h 3 m !>» ; npHxo/pun. «3 a p a- 
t y c t p.a» ko mrfe: nocBamaTb Kb cboh TafiHH. Ka3ajio- 
ca: He b% paBHHHaxb Poccin B/ojxaio a B03,nyxb; «II a- 
m h p %» — Kpunia CBfea — mh^ cjiyacnrb noflHOKb- 
em>; GbEorb Tyrb CTpyn: HCTOKOBb apincKon KyjibTypbi; 
h hmi> npioCmaiocb; Ka3ajiocb: OBparb, yrpoacaioiniH 
HaMb, ecTb ofipHB'b, ynaseme, rnSejib apiftcKOfi KyjibTy- 
pn; h — Kb rjiy6oiaHniiH OBparb oatecToneHHo a copa- 
CHBajii KaMHH, npHCjiyniHBaacb, KaKb ohh y^apajuicb 
KaMeHHcroe. . . sho BO^OTeita; a cCpacbiBajrb KaMHH 60- 
paca Cb BocTOKOMTb (ciefeeTecb?). . . nppoK» a nyB- 
CTBOBaji'b, hto HacTajia nopa — opocHTb Bee; h 6e3b 
raanKH u&b noiiy yKpaflKon Staajib no floposKK'B, Kb 
njio^OBOMy easy, nepecBKajn KBasparb adJiOHOKb, ne- 

4* 51 



penpHrHBaJit *iepe3b Kpyryio KaHaBy; h — yrjiy6HB- 
uiHca Bt poKb, ftOCTHrajit a n ji«a*:r o: ocMOTp'BTb Kpyro- 
3opn; no HFETy He6ecb, no OTrBHKaM'b cBepmaBiuHxca 
h^mo coShtIh pacKH^aHHHXi) Tyn-b, y3HaBa«ii'B a: 
Bpan — 6jih30ki>; yate mi, o b p a r a nbiTaeTca ohi. 
upHno^HHTbca Ha Haas; onycKaJica Tor/ia a Ob n ji a t o 
k'b Ha/iOBpa?KHOMy Bepxy; h — copacHBaji'b KaMeHb 3a 
KaMHeMt: na /nro BOflOTCKa; Moe KaH/i;H/;aTCKoe coHHHe- 
Hie «O0i> OBparaxw (nocMtoTecb onaTL!) o6yc- 
jiOBJieHO MHoroji'BTHeio Moeio Hrporo: oopbCoio ci> b p a- 
r a m h, TaamHMHca Bb OBparaxw; cTaTBa CojiOBLeBa 
(KaKt KameTca «B p a r b cb b c t k a») nrpajia He 

MaJiyK) pOJIb B% 9TOMl> BHOopi; B'b CTpaHHOH CTaTb'B 

onHcyeTca: pocrb OBparoBi. B'b CaMapcKofl ryOepmn, h 
ABHateHte necKOBt orb BOCTOKa Ha 3ana/p> (B'b cbh3h cb 
pa3MHBaHLeMi> OBparoBi); CTaTba oCpHBaerca: yKasaHi- 
ewb Ha 6y^nH3Mi> h BOCTorcb. 

MOH HrpH Ka3aJIHCh MH"B B'BqHHMH; 3}S,i>Gh HCXO- 

/niJTb a bi> chmbojihk'B JKecTOBt, Ka3aBHiHxca Heo6xo^H- 
mhmh mh-b; B'b 9THXT) Hrpaxi> BCTaBaJiH raaBH'BHiHia JIH- 
TepaTypHHa TeMbi; h, pasyMieTca, 6hjih crporoio Tafi- 

HOH OHH; MHi TaHHCTBeHHOfi pO/pHOH CJiyJKHT'b n ji a T 

3a yca/i,b6oH; h — crpoft TOnojibKOB-b: Ha^b Kpyroro Ka- 
HaBOio; Jienenb hxs> bhhtho pa3CKa3HBajrb: codbmax'b 
BpeMeHH, ne OTHOcamnxca jihhho K'b MoeU, orpaHHneH 
hoh, 3KH3HH; a HyBCTBOBaorb 3/vbcb: BpeMeHa HajieTaJiH 
Ha Hainy yca/i;b6y BfepaMH co6bmfi; h — He6oMi>; m> 
nowb m'Bct'b, r/ffe a omymajii) CBoe «a», Hcge3Jio oho; 
Bh ero M-Bcrfe Gbui'b chhIh npojierb HenpHcymaro He6a 

52 



cpeflfc ofijiaicb flymeBHocTH; to, hto BCTaBajio onj^a bo 

MHt, He OTHOCHJIOCB HH ICE «H», HH Kt AyHTB; TOnOJIBKH 

jieneTaJia; h ecra 6h ynjiOTHHTt 9th jieneTH, mojkho 6h 
Chjio ycjiHmaTb: 

— «Th — see: Th h B-BTept, h TpaBH, h wbcsuxb». 

— «H MHCJIH Mipt, H Mip"b». . . 

— «Th — ©ch: MipoBOft». 

— «TH — B03JII06jieHHHH». . . 

— «H^ti> HH^ero, hto He Th». 

— «Te6a H'BTb: pacTBopeH'B h paai.'BfleHi b^ o6^- 

HTiHX'L B^HHOCTH». 

POKOBOH 6e30TB r BTHOH TaHHOH H3B pJKH nOAHMaJI- 

ca: npoponecKiH cmhcji-b Moefi jihhhocth; njiaKajiB otb 
h^jkhocth a, coflporaacb orb yacaca TaHiibi, ito a ecMb 
E^HHCTBeHHHfl; bb jieneTaxT> tohojih kb He6y npoTarn- 
Baji'b pyKH; h cepn^-nojiyM'fecan.t nyTB BH/pioft nojioc- 
koh KHOHHJica: ckjiohhjich; h — npHroHHJica saKarb, 
yna^aa rycTOH JieonapflOBOft iHKypofi (marax'b Bt copo- 
Ka OTb MeHa) Ha/p> noiOKaMH HienHymeH Pskh, y KaHa- 
bh, Tfffe Bee oGpHBaJiocb (HcxopiH — He 6hoio); ctpokh 

MOH B03HHKaJIH — OTCIOfla: 

Ha^o mhok) HedecB BOflonaflt, 
Bi^HO rpycTHOft cna/iaa bojihoh, 
He 3aMoei"b K'b duuioMy B03Bparb. 
HaBceiyja npocKB03HB , b cTapHHOft. 

CTapmia — OTKpHBajiacB: a HyBcTBOBaffb, ito 
BnepBHe poac/iarocB, ito Micro posKfleHia — k p h hi a 
cBfiia: IlaMHp'b! 

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H CKB03b 3081 HenpepNBHHXb BiiKOBb 
HTO-TO CHOBa KOCHyjIOCb M6HH; 

Totb ate rpycTH0-3aAyM^HBHtt 30bi>: 
«06i.aBHCb — 3au;*BJiyK) Te6a». 

Mh^b Ka3ajiocb: orb acecTOBt mohxt, Bb oth moth 
3aBHcarb: h cjnh6u moh, h — Hcrropia Mipa; Bee to npo- 
TeKajro He m> mhcjih: bt> flOMHwriH; h — ynajpa bt> hb-b- 

TH, a JHOOOBbK) K0 BC'BM'b HCXOflHJTb FB 3TH MHrH; 3HaK0- 

MHa AyinH jnoaett bt. HXb HeaBjieHHOMb oOjihicb, BceoCi)- 
acHaiomeM'B, — bh^'Bji'l; h — 3Hajn>, hto npn bctp"B- 
iaxb cnoBaMH He BH^aMt vim, TatoH, oraeTJiHBO bhah- 

MOH. 

IlepeJKHBaHBaMH bthmh pa3p r BHia.nHCb: nepeacHBa- 
Hba nnjiKOH jho6bh — Kb «a» bi> ceCi («Th — ecn» 6ea- 
ycjiOBHo jihiub b-b Ayxi: TaMi) — paBeHCTBo; CpaTCTBO 
ate — 3Khct>, Ha 3eMjr£), noHajib BHaTHO, tto «Ecce ho- 
mo) OHHCaffb 6HJTB OpHflpHXOMb HKHHie, KaKt (paKTT. 

6HTia; npoflojiaceme (paKTa 3aKpHro orb Hmnne; oho 
— TOJibKO Bt ateMiyri caesHoifb jibCbh h 
BocTopra («H — Bce»); Co^^HcaTBoio Hninue 
He cTajrb: MOJKerb 6uTb CTaHen, HMb: m> cbohx'b 6y^y- 

IH,HXb CTpaHCTBiaXb OHb. 

IlepeatHBaHieMb «cjie3i»» yMarcajiacb MHHyTa rap- 
MOHin; Tyrb nepenpiirHBaJi'b a npe3b KpyTyio KaHaBy, 
nepeMoraa HCTopiio; h — BcxoflHJib Ha BepuiHHy 
njiaTo; hto-to MarKoe-MarKoe noacTynajio H3i> Kpac- 
Haro B03/tyxa: 

— «3&W MeHH». 
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Kto «OHb»? ^bohjich (Bnocji4ACTBiH, bt> BepreH-fe, 
noHajTb — kto «Oht>»); moh atecTH Bb nojiaxb, Becb hxt> 

^HBTb He 6HJTB CXOfleffb Ch H,epKOBHHMb, H ^yMajit He 

pa3T>: «Ohi>» — AhthxphctI). H Bee ace Euy roBopHjn.: 
«Kto 6h hh 6Hjn. — H^y 3a To6oh». H — B03Bpainajica 
Ha3aflb; 3a cuhhoh noTyxajiH 3aKaTH; rayMijiH kojio- 
cba; h — BHpocTajiH OTKy^a-To cHH3y BepmHHH pacKH- 
^hcthx!) jihiit>; nepenpHTHBaJTb nepeai. KaHaBy (oopaT- 
ho): h yrniOTHJuiT. 6e3BpeMeHHOoib bo Bpe- 
MeHHocTB, nepeBO^a a3Hia> neneroKb (tob:ojilkobt>) 
Bb cboh mngjih; orpoMHiHHiiH Mipr>, npHKpHBaa 3a6o- 

TaMH ^H3 MOH MHCJIH, CJKHMaJIb MH^ flO TOHKH BTOpyiO 

AMcTBHTejibHOCTb; h HH^iero, KpoM/fe papcTHTaft- 
h h He lyBCTBOBajit a; ho <rrapajica Ka3aTbca yrpio- 

MHMb. 

y r p K) m h e JiioflH Taarb MHoro pa/iocTen. 

IlepeSKHBaHia JI'BTHHXb 3aKaT0Bb BO MB 1 !! BH3HBa- 

jih: HHHi) cjiyacCbi; cnpaBjiajrb jnrrypriH m> nojiaxT>; h 
on> HHXb to nomjiH TeMH 6ojrke no3^HHXi> «CHM(p0HiH»; 

OH-B MH-B npHHIJIH OT"b «H e V 0» (HO H HXT> HCKa3HJTb). 

Kto Shjit. «0 h t>», KaKb 3apo,a,HiHb bo mh* oCHTaBniifl? - 
— «OHb — «fl» (cb oojibffloft 6yKBH), acHByiH.ee Bb 
«a». 

Bt> 3TH TO/tH BHHMaTejIbHO a HSyHHJIb BCB OTrBHKH 

aaKaTOBi.; Ha nojiOTHax-b xyflOJKHHKOB'b CesoiHHOoiHO a 
yKa3HBajn> ro,n;b HanHcaHia axb, ecjm BH^iJib 3 a- 

KaTb, H306pa3KeHHHH Ha HHXb, noTOMy ito a 3HaJTb, 

hto Bi) ro/tax-b HSMtaajiHCb 3aKaTH: flo 1900 ro^a cb , b- 

THJIH OflHH; nOCJI'B — BCJIHXHyjIH HOBLie. PyflOJIblpb 

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HlTetaepT) otm-bthjii. aBJieHie sto; h — HeirecreftMCKifi 
Arpnnna yKa3HBajn> eme Bt XVI B$>wi>, ^to cb 1900 ro- 
m mh BcxynHSTL: Bt HHyio anoxy; 

EeHaCjiK^ajit h3t> ncwieii bt> to,hh iohocth: 30- 
Phmh; nocn'B noracHJin mh* 3opa; ohk 3acB-BmiiH — 
H3I. BepreHa; cb «m h r a», Kor^a no , B3flOK'b C'BJKajrfc bi. 
ropn; h rpeSeHnaTaa jiHHia hhkobi. cBepKajia ocKOJiKa- 
mh; Biana B03AyxH bt> Jinna; JiasypHHe KaMHH, Bno- 
cjiiACTBin npHHeceHHHe IIlTeftHepoM'b Ha Kynojia Io- 
aHHOBa3pHia, npoTSHyjincfc, noKpHrae nypnyp- 

HHMt MOXOMT., Kb CTpeMHTejIBHHM'B JIL^aMt; a MH Ch 

HajuiH CMOTpijiH Ha JKeHHpiHy; JKeHHjHHa yjinoajiacti 
TeMHOCHHHMH B3opaMH; onpaBJiajia nHHiHMniie bojio- 
ch DtBtoa ji y 1 e it, roBopHJia OHa, hto mh Cojrana He 
BHaeMi; a BcnoMHHjrb — flajieicie «MHrH», nepeJKHTHe 
Korfla-TO. 



BOCXOJJbl 3APH HEBOCinB^niArO COJIHIJA 



Ecjih-6h lyBCTBOBaTb «MHr», pa3i.e/ptHeHHHe 
Apyre. on. flpyra ro,n,aMH ,h Hpe3i> ro^a ooMCHHromie 
ce6a, to mh MHOroe 6h hohjmh; Hame rpaflymee, upa- 
flynHCL JJyxom, Kb HaMt bi. /iymy, cBepuiaeTca eme 3a- 
SOJiro no cpoKa: 3afloJiro no depreHCKHx-b o6pa- 
sobi. skhjih bo MHi 9th o6pa3H: «MiiraMH» khocth, ne- 

peJKHTHMH BO pjKH — nOffB HanaBHIHMt 3aKaT0MI>. H 
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I 



rojioci>: «Th KflH Mena» — onjtb HenpeJiosKeHt; flo- 
jK/iaaca ero; 3to oh^ pa3CKa3ajiT> 060 sorfe: noBepHyjrb 
Ha ce6a caMaro. 

9tott> Tojioci bo MHt noflHMaJica m> nojiaxi.. 

«OhI», BnOCJTBflCTBiH, BHOiaJH) MH^B H9JIJIH. Offb BCJIT. 

5 Haci> Bt ErHnera: ko C(pHHK,cy; OTTy/i,a — ko Tpo6y 

' Tocno/tHK); h 9toti> rojioct pa3,a,ajica H3t rojioca HlTeft- 

■j Hepa (m> KejibH'k, Ha jieKHia, 03arjiaBJieHH0H Ha a<pH- 

j uiaxt: «Xphctoct> h Hami> b^kt^). 9tott> rojioet bo 

imfe noflHMaJica Bi BarOHi, KOiyja, nojiiiHft cnacT&a h 
| paflOCTH cjiea-B, dncTpo BNG-BKajTb a Ha iraoma/pty Ba- 

roHa, Bnepaacb r,na3aMH b% na3ypH0-3ejieHHe KaMHH, 
I noKpHTHe MxoM*b, Meacfly XpHCTiaHieft h ocji'fenHTejiL- 

hhmi. BepreHOMt. B,npyri> B3,n;pofHy.)i'b: h — noflHajrt 
' rjia3a; a yBHfl'fejib CToaBinaro Ha njroma^K'B BaroHa, co- 

J cfeflHaro Ob HaniHMt, yiHTe.ua, — b-b Mart, Korjja To- 

| JIOCB BO MHt MOHMTb SpeHHHMt rOJIOCOM'b BHaTHO BO MH^ 

npoH3Hecb: 
! — «BpeMeHa — HcnojiHaiOTca». 

I CTpOrHJTL, OT^eTJIHBHMl., HesaSHBaeMHMT. B3I\Jia- 

i nowb — Bb ynopt Ha MeHa, nocMOTp'kjrb Pyflojiupt _ 

; DlTeHHept; rpeMeHbe jierBBHinxT) BaroHOBi., nepecfeKa- 

j ronjHX'b jieAHHKH, CjiecKH co-mina h KaMHH — cjihjiocb 

1 9to Bee Bt o/iHH'b roaocb, H3JIHTHH ^3% CTporaro, rpycr- 

1 Haro, H'fejKHaro, Bi^Haro B3rjia/i,a: 
1 ' — «yjKe BpeMeHa — HcnojraaioTca* . 

j Ha njiomaflK/B BaroHa, cocfeflHaro cb HaMH — hh- 

kto He CToajrt: a yBHfl'feffB jihhib CTeiuia, QjiHCTaBinia 

' cojiHH.eMi.; jict'bjih mh k^b BepreHy. . . 

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KaKt oiraca*n> mh-b jihik) Moero flopororo yqHT&na? 

HeyjiOBHMo oho, KaKt. . . jieCecHHft npocTopt; to 
oho — CTapHHa, H3CBHeiiHaa hctko MopnrnHaMH; yr- 
jiyojreHia, cmiaflKH mopih,hhi> nepeHepqeHH rBHaMH, 
H3T> KOTopHxt rjiH^arb jjjs& BHHMaTejiLHHxij rjia3a, 
cnocoCHMxt to cJKaThca so tohkh, a to, pacniHpaaca, 
BHfipocHTb cHom> oCjEHraKHnHXTb symy oraefl; a 
cpaBHHJit 6h hxt> jiHHit vb dpHjiJiiaHTaMH (6yfl- 
to, cjieraa Ha Bact, ppb sBisflH pacnrapaioTca bt> 
cojrana); ho — oojmna HCHe3Hyn>: ocTaHyTca ,pa 
BHHMaTejiBHHXT, HepHHX'b 3paiKa; a jump? Ee3(5o- 
po;i;oe, neTKoe, raepfloe, KaaceTca H3flajiH npHHaft- 
JieacamHMT), kohchho ace, AeBaTHaflnaTHJi'BTHeMy Majib- 
iHKy, a He Myacy; h ott> Hero pa3JieraioTca tokh 
hcbhahmnxt, BHxpefi h 6ypi>, coTpacaK)m,Hxt Bacr>; 6e3- 
npe^'BJitHOMy h-btt. BHpaacema; h MaTeaaiocTB jmna — 
tojilko bt> Bac-b, ecjiH bh ero BHflirre, nepeaeHBaa flyraeB- 
hhh pa3Jiafft: oho thhib h noKoft; nycTb oho, noraa- 
A'bbhih Ha Bacb, coBepniaerb Ha/i> Baraeft aymeBHOH ko- 
choctbk) ffBHCTBia,HanoMHHa»ni;ia B3pHBH 6om6h;b3Ph- 
BaeTca bt> Baob r ji y 6 h h a, paHa bt> mcb Bamy BH/p- 
moctb; B3rjiafl'B, *rro BacB bctp-bthtb, ropHTL 3a npe^'B- 
JiaMH lejioB'BHecKHX'b npeflCTaBjieHitt; yataoeHt bt> 6e3- 
CMepTHocTH oht>, oopHBaa bt> Baci «A H 0», OTKpHBaa BT. 
BacT> «6e3^Hy». 

H BM'fec'rB ct> rhwb to jihijo BHpaacaeri. noTOKH 
BocToproB^ cTpaflaHia; 6pHjiJiiaHTN — rjia3a — ipi 
cjie3H, o6pain;eHHHa He Ha Baci>, a otb Baci> — m> cbom 
co6cTBeHHyio rjiy6HHy; ocB'BTJieHHHirB CTpaflaHieirB Mi- 

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pa nocMOTparb Ha Baob PyAOJib(pi IIlTefiHep'b; tott. 
B3raa^ ne 3a6yseTe; h3t> Hero noflHMaerca rojioct: 

— «H PaAOCTH Bauiett hhkto He othh- 
ueTh y Bact». 

Ha jihd;'b qtowb BnncaHH TaftHbi: noajrBflHHX'b cy- 
fleoi. h nocji'BflHHX'b Kyjibrypb; ho CMtonpiMCH BHfl'fejrb 

H 9TO JIHH.0 — ffBTCKH MarKHMb, npOCTHMT. H flOCTyn- 

hhmte>; h — pacHFBJia, KERb po3a, yjiHSKa, Ha cacaTHXb 
ycTaxi.. 

HeonncyeMOH BaacHOCTH juiH nepesKHJiH mh bt> Bep- 
refffe; hxt» KOCHycb iepe3b flecarb jihihb jtbtb: h — 
renepB a MOjray; a 6um> BHXBaneH'b H3b oCEraiaro tb- 
jta; 6htb Moaten., nepeatHjn> a ceoa, coBepmaionpM'b 
ffBHCTBia MipoBHa (bi> AaJieKHX'B MOHXb BonjiomeHiax-b, 
Kor^a jiioah nepecTaHyn., Karcb jmo,hh, h — OTiioniema 
fijiaatHaro oyflerb, Karcb o6pameHie BHCOKaro By/yoj: 
Kb BHCOKOMy By/mi). 

Ka3ajioca: orb eJKe/ipeBHHXb nocTynitOFb 3aBH- 
CHTb Hcropia; Meoio^H jkh3hh TeKJiH, KaKb o6pa/;H, bo 
mh*; eate^HeBHHa bctp'Bhh Ka3ajiHCb nepcTaMH; ropfe- - 
jih orpoMHbie nratppbi Ha Bceifb: h creKOJibHHMH raaHHa- 
mh depreHCKHXb OKOHb, h cTaeft 3aKaT0B-b; crapHHHoe 
npiOTKpbmajiocb bo BceMb; h He KaMHH, a ropHHe Kpa- 
jkh IlaMHpa — yace nonnpajn.; 6bijrb a BCBMb, hto a bh- 
Kbji-b: B^TpaMH, ^epeBbaMH, M , Bcaii;eMT>; h, 3ajiHBaacb 
cjie3aMH, crapajica a *ito-to Tanoe cicadaTb MoeH Ma- 
jieHbKoz HajuiH, ho HajiJiH menTajia HcnyraHHo iotb: 

— «3aTancb. . . h mojtih». . . 

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Mh, Taaca, MOJinajiH. 

rioTOMi), Bt KoneHrareH'fe (nepeixajiH mbi Bb Ko- 
neHrareHt), a BCTp'BTHjrb OflHasftflH Ha jsmufh HHmaro; 
ocTaHOBHBinHCb nepe^T> hhmt>, 6hjit> oxBa^eHb npajra- 
BOMb jikobh nepeflb 9toh ySoroio 3kh3hbk>. 

H — iraaKajTb (He 3Haio o Heifb); h pa3flaBajracb 
wiOBa mh-b H3T. KpacHaro B03,aiyxa: 

— «H — 9T0 Th». 

Bb 9th ]\fm a noftMajn> Ha ceGi B3rjiasb yiHTejia: 
B3rjia/i,i> MHi cKa3ajib: 

— «OcTaHOBHCb: OTCTyna. . . IIpesKfleBpeMeHHO». 
OrporocTB npo^JiacB: RB'h 3b , B3/i;h H3JierfenH H3i> 

B3opa Bb MeHa; Bb to MrHOBeme B3MaxaMH MaJieHbKHXb 
pyira /toKTopb IIlTeHHep'B, npoH^a mhmo HacB, HacB 
npHBircTBOBaJi'b cl H9jijih. 

Bb Basejii, m> Jleflimnrfe, Bb r 3, P H a,x , B _ Bee no- 

BTOpajIOCB. 

H Baaejib ctohti. npe^,o mhoh, Kaicb 3HaK.0Meub; 
sflicb Bb ypHi noKOHTca npaxt 6JiH3Kit mh-b: XpHcri- 
amb MopreHHiTepHb s/vbcb Chjtb npe^fflb cosKJEeniro; 
pyKy nojsajib a eMy; h — Ha nosKaTie pyKH OHb otb-b- 
THjib mh^ B3rjia/i;0Mb, KOToparo ]\o CHXt nopb He Mory 
a 3adHTb; noBCTpi^ajiHCB mh Bb JleflmmrB, Ha Kypcfe 
jieKniii, pa3o6jiaHaiOH],HXb TaftHy TpaaJia; h — Bb ro- 
po/vfe, rfli nojiynnjiH CBoe nocBameHie Bi jeh3hb Ph- 
xapflb Baraep'B h TeTe (bo BpeMa 6ojtb3hh) ; 6um> MH'fe 
MopreHHrrepffB — CTapmift 6parb, coe/nnieHHHH co 
mhok jiroCoBbi) m> yiHTejiio. 

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Orojio JleftmjHra a nocBTHJTB h Toro, hto npHmejit 
ko mh-b pa^ocTHHt b-bctbio o cojihh.'B (bt> noiaxT., b-b 
roflH khocth) : Opn^pHxa HHinne. 

— «He «a», a Xpuciocb bo mh^ «H». . . 

9to 3HaHie ecTb MaTeMaraKa hoboh /lyum: B'b Heft 
3anyTaJica HHinne. 

Kor^a OTHOCHJi'B a hb'Bth Ha Mornjiy ero h npn- 
najit, Jio6H3aa xojio/piHe KaMHH, noiyBCTBOBaJi'b hbct- 
BeHHo: KOHyct h c t o p i h oti. MeHa o t b a- 
jihjich; a CTajn. — Ecce Homo; ho Tyri. ace nonyB- 
CTBOBajn>: HeBipoaTHoe CojiHH,e Bh MeHa onyeKajioct; 
a mofb 6h cKa3aTL m> s-totb mhfb, hto a — CB^Tt 
BceMyMipy;a 3K&m>, hto He «£[» b% ceSi — CBirb, 

HO XpHCTOCb BO MH^ — CB'BT'B BCeMy Mipy. 

BnepBHe bo mh^ bo BecB pocrb Ha/vb HCTopieB 

BCTaJTB HejIOBiKt BT> TO MrHOBeHBe; fit 9TH flHH npOH30- 

uifla 6e3c,noBecHaa BCTpina Moa cb MopreHniTepHOM'B; 
BOHCTHHy: 3 b i> 3 fl h HOBaro y t p a ropa-rb — Ha^b 
sapeio BToporo IIpHHiecTBia. 

IlepeJKHBaHia Ha MorHjrB y HniHHe bo mh-b 0Tpa3H- 
oihcb npncTynaMH HeBipoaTHOfi SojiteHH: no^b Ba3e- 
JieM-B, b-b /JopHax-fe, a 6e3ponoTHO hxt> bhhochji'b. 

XpacTiaHia nepest Bepremb Bejia kt> yB'BHHaHiio 
Moen CiflHOfi, Cojibhoh tojiobbi: B'BHHOM'b TepHiii. 

Mh-b JX o p h a x % CTajib «Dorn»'OM , b. 



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nHCATEJIb H HEJIOB'BK'b 

HyBCTByro HefloyMtaie inraTejia; h — noflcrapH- 
T&JibHHfi B3rjra,p>, Ha ceda ycrpeMJieHHHH; h, raaBHOe, 
He Mory HHnero B03pa3HTb. 

3Haio, 3Haio, HHraTeJib mh-b cKamerb, npoiTH 6ea- 
nopa^oHHO HarpoMOJKfleHHbia (ppa3H: 

— «Hto 3Ke 3to naKoe bh Haifb npeftnaraere? 8to 
— hh noBkcTb, hh sasKe flHeBHHK'b, a Kaitie-TO He cbs- 
3aHHHe KycoHKH BOcnoMHHaHiH h — nepenpHrn. . .» 

Bee — TaKi>. . . 

noKymenie pa3CKa3aTb o coobrriH, oHBineirb co 
mhoh — noKymeme crb «HeropHMH cpeflCTBa- 
m h»; ho «h e r o a h h a c p e fl c t b a» Bcerfla noflCTH- 
jiaiorb noAoSpaHHHH flJia neiaTH pa3CKa3b. 

Sflicb coCHTie BHyTpeHHefi BaatHOCTH oChkhobch- 
ho KJia/i,eTca b-b ocHOBy poMaHa; codbrrie BHyrpeHHeft 
BasKHOCTH He yKJiapiBaerca Bb CKmerb; apxHTeKTOHH- 
Ka (padyjiH, apxnTeKTOHHKa crana odHKHOBeHHO ooct- 
pyrHBaerb no^ocHOBy cromera, KOTopaa ecrb cBam,eH- 
Hoe nepeKHBaHbe flyinn; orb Hero nonasaerb KJioHeKb; 
a «p o m a h i>» npenoflHOCHTca; KpHTHKa nmerb «H#eio», 
BHTacKHBaerb ee He orryfla, r^fe cKpHm OHa. 

fl HanoMHM HuraTejiK), hto BejiHKia jqmm Co<poK- 
jia. npHHiJiH H3i> MHCTepin; nx-b n,eHTpu — «c 6 h t i a 
BHyTpeHHeHBa>KHOCTH», npoHcxoflam,ie c% no- 
TpaceHHOft flynion; ho HCTopia flpaMbi noKaaHBaer-b, 
KaKt Hjienaxca nepBOHanajibHHe HMnyjibCH ^paMH, bh- 

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BtTpHBaa COKpOBeHHHe CMHCJIH CBOH H poHflaa nom- 

ji-fefiniie (papcn; Hcropia bo3hhkhob6hbh TeaTpa otb 
^paMH so (papca — Hcropia B03HHKHOBema jiK>6oro po- 
MaHa Bt flyrai y iracaTejia. 

Egjih h^t-b y nncaTejia Toft TaHHCTBemiOH tohkh, 
cmtysa, KaKi> napb, noflHHMaeTca JiyieHcnycKame mh- 
ea, to OHi) He imcaTejiB, xoTa 6li CToajia npe^t HaMH 
orpoMHaa cepia BejiHROJTBnHNX'B poMaHOB-B ero; ecjin 
ace owb 3aKptoHTB He cioaterb, a jihhib ixra,y poac^e- 
Hia crosKera, HenpoH3BOJibHo nojioateHHy» b^ ocHOBy 
croatera, — nepefli HHTaTeJieMt npod-BryTB jthhib «He- 
roflHEia cpeflCTBa»: oSphbkh, HasieKH, noTyrn, HCK&Hia; 
hh OTToneHHOH <ppa3H, hh h^jibhocth oopa3a He Hmirre 
bh fb Hnxt; KOCHoa3HHie orneHaTJi'BeTca " Ha cTpaHH- 
uax-b ero ^HeBHHKa; HacB 3anMyrB He npeAMerti c»ate- 
ra, a — BHpameHie aBTopcKaxo Jinna, Hmymaro cKa- 
3aTi>ca; h — He Morymaro OTBicKaTB HHKaKHX'B Btipa- 
JKeHin. 

TaKT> — BcaKift poMaHt: nrpa b% npaTKH cb iHTa- 
xejieMt ohi>; a 3HaneHie apxirreKTOHHKH, <ppa3H — bt. 
oahostb: OTBecTH rjiaai. HHTaT&jra otb cBameHHaro - 
nyHKTa: posKflema Maea. 



HA3HAHEHIE 9T0r0 £HEBHHKA 



HaSHaieHie 9Toro ^HeBHHKa — copBaTb Macny at ce- 
6a, KaKb cb nncaTejia; h — pa3CKa3aTB o <x6% HeJiOB'fe- 

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k$>, o/praJK/pj Ha b^ki, noTpaceHHOMt; noftroTOBjiajiocb 
bck) jkh3hb noTpaceme. H — pa3pa3Hjiocb O^HaatflH 
yaeacHifiinHMt ByjiKaHHiecKHiTB B3pHBOM r b. 

IIpeflynpejKAaioni.HX'L tojihkobI) a He cjiHHiaoiv, 
B'fepH'BH — nonycnHinaji^ hx^ a, He noHHMaa peajiLHO- 
cth HXt cBameHHaro fliHCTBia Ha coCBiTia 3KH3HH Moen; 

BHCKaJKHCL a HHX'B — H OHH nOKa3aJIHCL 6H CKa3K0H. 

fl hxt> Cpajit, KaKi> croacerB, ,a;jia cbohxi> (paHTacrHHec- 
khx'b noBicTea (pasyM'Serca, cooTB'BTCTBeHHO npH6n- 
paa, rotppapya o6^>a,30Wb, cmn&Wb, — npncoHHHaa Kb 
co6w£ia.wb, Chbihhm'E) co mhoh, h cofiHTia, He StiBniia 
HHKorfla). 

JlerKOMHCJieHHoe OTHomeHie Kt oBoei* coGctbchoh 

JKH3HH 3BHJIOCL OTCKfla. 

Moa 3KH3HB nocxeneHHo mh^e craJia nncaTejiB- 
ckhm'b MaTepiajioMi; h a Morb 6h ro^a, H3cyniaa ce6a, 

KaKT) JTHMOHT), HepnaTB MH6H H3T. pOflHHKa MOeH SKH3- 

hh, 3a Hnxi nojiy^aTB roHopapT>; h — cnoKOHH'BHHiHM'b 
o6^a,30Wb coBepraeHCTBOBaTB cboh pn(pMH h phtmh; 
hctophkh jiHTepaTypHaro cTHJia Bnocji'B.ncTBiH 3aHa- 
jihcb 6h Hasojiro mohmh cTpaHnnasoi. 

H botb — He xony. 

OSpHBaio ce6a caMaro, KaKt nncaTejia: 

— «CTOH-Ka th: HaCaJiOBajica th, ycTpanBaa (po- 
KycH cb (ppa30ft». 

— «T]\$> TBoa CBain,eHHaa TO^Ka?» 

— ((HirB ee: nepjiaMyrpoBOH HHCTpyKnieE (ppa- 
3H 3aK.pH,jn> th Jiynn, CjiemyDiie H3T> Hee Te64 kb 
flymy*. • ■ 

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— «TaK , b paaopBH cbok» <ppa3y: nainn, Kaicb. . . 
canoatHHK^». 

IlHiny, RaKt oanosKHHK'b. 

nem> iraiiiy? He noiiHMaio ein,e. 

IlHray o cBameHHOM-b MrnoBemH, nepeBepHyBineM'b 
Ha fbkh bcb npeKHia npe^cTaBjieHia o skh3hh; KaKt 
Cy^TO 6h 6oM6a ynajia bj> menu; Moa npeauiaa jihh- 
hoctb — pasopBaHa; a ockojikh ee roopBanH rpyHTH ot- 
HomeHift ci, JiroflbMH; 6nnb Bcefi 3KH3HH — hhoh. 

IIpoHCTeKaiomia oTcro^a nocjrBflCTBia ( b -b HHxt a 
atHBy #0 CHXt nopi>) eme mh^ He noHambi; 6e3CBa3- 
hoctb Tenema skh3hh, KaKaa-TO aopaicaflaSpa — «ji •&- 
ca» ftna nocTpoHKH oes-b caMofl nOcTpoHKH — npecjii- 
jiyiOTb ci> toh nopH moh ahh; ,n;a„ a 3Haio: npHBbriKH h 
HaBbiKH, BoenHTaHie, rpy/in (pajibiHHBHx'b npoiHTaH- 
Hbix'b H-BKorfla KHHrb 3acTaBJiaiOTb MeHa na3HBaTb 06- 

CTaK)H],ia npOHCUieCTBia BHTBepSKeHHHMH H HeB'BpHBIMH 
HMeHaMH. 

HIpH<pT*b, npn noMom,H Koroparo a qirrajrb KHHry 
JKH3HH, pa3CHnaHT>; 6escBa3HHa oyKBH ero mh^ wiara- 
jOTb TenepL epyH^y; hobhh HipncpTt hoboh a36yKH bh- 
jiHjica; h OTA'fejibHHa 6jtkbh ero Bflpyrt ynajin bi> cyMa- 
rany CTapHx-b, co3/i,aBniH npn HTeHia nnuppoB-b rpy- 
Ciftniia onenaTKH. 

H 3Haio, hto po3Cbinb uipHcpTOB'b csejia c*b yMa 
HHHHie; coihotb 6h cb yMa; ho He cofl/iy ct> yMa, noro- 
My hto bo mh^ pa3BHjiacb npeflnpiHMiHBocTb 6hctpo 
npo^HTHBaTb epyH,a;y, npoHcxoflamyio orb CMime- 
Hia HipntpTOFb, h — roBopHTb cjeCt: 

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— «,ZJa, — a 3Haio, ito HOBaa HCTHHa Htaor/iia mh^ 
npoptaeTca; wrfe/tym. Tepn'BJiH.Bp cmotp^tb Ha ee bh- 
xojK/teHie mi> npoCHTHX'b Cpemefi OTJKHBinaro Mipa». . . 

TaK-b, bh^s Ha arfeHitfi H3o6pa3Keme rfeHeBoro nop- 
Ta, cooSpasKaeM'b mh, ito 3Ta rfeHb npHHa/yieKirrb 
tojibko HaMt: HaniH najibijH wiaraiOTb ee; TaM. a 3Haio: 
paooTa n&Kb uipnipTaMH BHnpaBHTB 3ptaie; a — npon- 
Ty npaBHJiBHO: HanenaTJitaLe coohtIh ^yxoBHHxt Ha 

3KH3HB. 

H — d. yMa He coftfly. 



YCTOH 
IIoTpaceHie nepeBepHyjio bo mh^ npeflcxaBJieHia 

O&B HCTHHaX'b 3KH3HH. 

YCTOH 06HHHOH /VfeHCTBHTejIbHOCTH flJIH MeH3 — 

epyHfla; a ycTOH rpaflymaro — HeoneTJiHBO bh^hh: 3a- 
nHJieHH ein,e KJiyoaMH tojibko-hto oNBmaro B3pHBa ohh; 
eme nbMb paajierBBnieHca no^BH ctohit. npe/1,0 mhoio; 
h npocTynaK>m;ie ftyxoBHNe KOHTypH, onHJieHHHe OCTaT- 
KaMH 3KH3HH, npeacraiiH, Kaici. pa^i> napa^oKcoBt, He- 
ji'hram'B, HeB'kpoaTH'BHHJHX'b coBnafleHin h — yflHBH- 
TejibHNX'b cwiyiaeB-b, kotophmh ocHnaen. cy/i;b6a; Ta 
cy^b6a Tenept — a; ,a,a, mhIj OT^aHH bt. pyKH noBOflba 
KOHeit, yBJieKaiomHX'b KOJieaHHny fltecTBHrejibHOCTH; 

H-BTb B03HHHH Bi Hell: fl 06pa3yK> ffBHCTBHTeJIbHOCTb 

m> whcrh, pa3pymeHHOM'b B3pHBaMH. 

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OraJio 6htl norpyacaio ceoa bi nepB03flaHHbie xa- 
och h onacHBaio MaTepiajiH co3Hama; bt> MoeMt 6htb 
;jynieBHOMi, HSftijiia CTapua H3HOCHJiHCb; a hobhxi> H3- 

ffBJliH H31> B3rjia^OB'B, nOHHTift, CKWReTOBt, othctjihbo 
06pa3OBaHHHXl> HyBCTBTb eiH,e HtTb. 

TaMi>, r^i HCKpeHeHi. a, Kai«> nncaTejib, HHTaTejib 
yBH^HTb Tenepb jianib ciuioumiaa «h e r o # h h a 
cpejCTBa»; ciHTaerb HaB-fepHoe JiHiiib «HeroftHHMH 
cpeflCTBaMH» npoaBJieHia pyccKoii fltocTBHTeJibHOCTH, 
KOTopyio oht> ynpa3AHBJTb (ynpaaAHHB'b b% tmTb. . . 
Pocciio!); h Bb AHeBHHK-B OBoeM-b a npeajiaraio BHHMa- 
Hbio ^ica /(Jia nocTpoftKH»; «nocTpoftKH» 
(poMam. HJib noBicra) Hrferb b% Heifb. 

He CKpoio: Mory flo cnx-b nop-b ooMEHyrb a HHTaTe- 
Jia; h — B-b npeKHeMi, cthjiIj npeno;i,HecTH eMy yroHie- 
Hia KOHTpanyHKTOBi. mi, oGpaaoB-b h KpacHso OTfl'B- 
JiaHHHX'b (ppa3i>; ho Hiraero He y3Haer'b o no,a;jiHHHO 

6bIBHieM'b CO MHOK) KdTb STHXt Xy/K)3KeCTBeHHHX'b H3A'B- 

Jiift; Moa noB-BCTb He^aBHaro nponiJiaro ecTb KycTapHbm 
My3efl 113% pa3CTaBJieHHUx , b no nopa^pcy h phtmomt. 
6jiHCTaK)mHX'b (ppa3i>, npe#CTaBJiaioin,HXb co6oh: nfe- 
TyniKa, 6 9 6 h, CapbimHio h OBeiKy; boti «k y 3 h e u, 'b 
H Me^Btps, BOTb II b e p p o. . . 

H He CKpoio: 6HTb Moaterb a 3aBrpa ate CHOBa npn- 

MyCb 3a CTapHHHOe yKpHBaTejlbCTBO HCTHHbl, KOTOpbLM-b 
TaKT> 3aHaTH HCKOHH yTOHHeHH'BHfflie CTHJJHCTH EBpO- 

nn; ho xoTb pa3i> MHi ^HTaT&jno KpHKHyTb: opysie Ha- 
nieH pafioTti — Hanii uipncprb — .uoacb h (pajibuib: ohi 
— pa36Hrb flfln MeHa. 

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Moa HCTHHa — bh3j nncaTejiBCKOH ctpepu; Mory a 
KOCHyTBca ee — oahhmb cnocoopM'B: bnCpochtb H3B ce- 

6a BB BHfffe nOB^CTH 9T0TB CTpaHHNH ^eBHHK'b MOerO 

cocToaHia co3HaHia, npeoHBaiomaro bb He#oyM , BHBH h 
He yMtomaro He/i;oyM , BHBe BHpa3HTB oCbihhhmh cpeft- 
cTBaMH nncaTejiBCKoft TexHHKH. 

Bb HarpoMoacfleHiH «HeroflH , feHiHHXB cpe/i- 

C T B B» H «JI i C B T>» BM"BCTO 3flama nOB'BCTH — HO- 
BH3Ha MOefi nOFBCTH; a — HHCaT&IIB - CTHJIHCTB — 

noaBJiaiocB npesB BaMH canojKHHKOMB cthjih; h a, 
«ctojib y m -fe K) m i ft» nepeJKHBaHBa syniH ofijiaraTB 

pHTMOMB. CJIOBB, npeflCTaiO npeflB BaMH BB 6 e 3 p H T - 
MHICB 3THXB KJIOIKOB'b: TO — KJIOHKH MOeft COOCTBeH- 
HOH 5KH3HH, KOTopaa B30pBaHa. 

Cootma, ynpa3^HHBinia npe#B BaMH nHcaTejiBCKifl 

JIHKB, He CO BCBMH 6HBaK>TB; H nyCTB a 06HfleHH*BHHliH 

nejiOB'BKB; p,ho a — neJioB'BK'b; npotpeccioHajiB- 
HHe jiHTepaTopH — nacTO He JiiOflH mh. 
3Haio 3to no npeauieMy onHTy a. 



JIEOHHtfb JIEJJflHOtf 

IlapaAOKcajiBHOCTH Moero cocToaHia co3HaHia mh* 
pncyioTB MeHa napaflOKcajiBHO ctohihhmb bb aMctbh- 
TejiBHOCTH; h a ayMaio: 

— «Botb yflHBHJiHCB 6h jno/pr, MeHa o6craK)ni,ie, 
ecjiH 6h a noKa3aJiB hmb KyconeitB ce6a». . . 

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3HaK0MHe OCHKHOBeHHO ycep^HO BHHCKHBaiOTB 

npe^MCTH o6meHBa co mhok; «npeflMeTH» — Kaitaa- 
HH6yflb KyjibTypHaa TCMa: npofiJieMH HCTopin, (pHJioco- 
(pin cmna, hjil mhcthkh; 9to — «noHTeHHHa Te- 
m h»; h a yirfeK) «n o h t e h h o» KacaTBca «n o h t e h- 
hhii» npeflMeTOBt; «noHTeHHHa oTHomeHia» 
HeaaMiTHO cjiaraioTca MeHcay Haim; cipoHTca bhjdi- 
moctb «noHTeHHifimefi jkh3hh», bt> KOTopyio 
a norpyffieH"b, KaieB flfeaTejiB onpe^fejieHHOft anoxn; h 
3axoTH a, Kaicb fliaTejiB, yBiKOB^HTb ce6a sna anoxn, 
mh'b ctohjio 6h oTflaTBca cnoKOHHOMy yrjiy6jieHiro mhoh 
see 3aTpoHyTHx , b TeMt, npH3HaHHHxi. Bi> Hacroamee 
BpeMa «n 6 h t e h h h m h t e Ma m h». 

TaKOBHMH aBJiaroTca: (pHJioco<pia h ncHxojioria 
TBopqecTBa, noaTHHecKift phtmi., cjioBecHaa HHcrpyMen- 
TOBBa, HCTopia h reopia CHMBOJiH3Ma; a 3Haro: OTflaftca 
Bcenj'fcjio jno6oft rob 3aTpoHyTBix , B TeMTb, — Hepesfc h-b- 
ckojibko jtbtb HaneiaTaJTb 6u a hojihob'bchbih KHp- 
nwrb cnen,iajiBHHxi H3CJi , tflOBaHia; h^ckojibko Hann- 
caHHHXB KHpnHHelt, — h botb a, aKafleMHKB, onoiHBaio: 
a — b-b cJiaB*. 

y MeHa ecTB flpyroe eme, BaoiysKHBaromee yBame- 
Hie, «profession de foi»: a — noarb, poMaHHCTB; poita- 

HH MOH XOTB KpyTHe H TpyflHNe flJia jnoCHTejIBCKHXl. 

HTeHtft, ho — noHxeHHHe no pasM-kpasTb h TeMaM-b; ot- 
nero 6h inrfj He HanncaTB h eme, h em,e BsaBi. nonreH- 
Hyio Teiiy («Poccia», «BocTOK'BHjnr3ana,H'b»). 
MorB 6h Chtb spaMaTyproMt a, BOo6in,e, moit. 6h a 
HanncaTB eme h^ckojibko noarHHecKHX'b KHHrB, mo- 

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MeTb 6urb, ou;'feHeHHHxi>; h flame — nepeBe/ieHHHXb; 
Moacen. ontb, Koe-nro a H3"b 3Toro Bcero.Hanmny. 

H a Mon> 6h 6htb npocpeccopoM-b (Giojiorin hjih. . . 
xHMin) ; o&nacrH MHKpo6iojiorHiecKOH T6xhhkh ^o CHXt 
nopi. aaHHMaio'rb MeHa. Ho a 3Haro, ito 3Haio: m> o6jra- 
cth, 17$ onfeiKa Jiio^eft coBepinaeTca no npocpecciaurb 
avb, — yCtaajii) a otb coCcrBeHHHxi., Haaroamnxb 
npocpeccin: cthjib coHarb, MHi 3ByHamHXb, noacajiyfi 

6H OHJI'b OpHPHHajILHM pOMaHOFB, HanHCaHHNXt mhoio; 
CTHJ1B He C03AaHHHX r b MHOK) nOJIOTeffb, — MHt B'feflOM'b; 

Chjii pfe^HKOMi a no TBep^OMy aMepnKaHCKOMy Ay6y; 
h b% 3Tom> 3aHaTin npoBejit — ro,n,b; flawe ,pa3b a no- 
najib, HeB3HaHaH, m> My3biicaHTN: nrpaji-b Ha BTOpoMb 
6apa6aH'B (BOo6me 3aHHMaerB MeHa pojib TypenKaro 6a- 
pa6aHa m> opKecrpfc: 3js,-hch mojkho CKa3aTbca; h — bh- 
pa3HTb cbom aymy He xyace, H$,m> m> noB'BCTH). 

Moa Hacroamaa fliarajibHOCTb jihuib cJiyiaHHOCTb 
^opoKHaro npoHcmecTBia, mepTBoft KOToparo a najn>; 
npoH3oniJia KMopncTHHecKaa nepTyp6ania nyTeft Moeft 
WH3HH: qejioB'BKa ompaBHjiH m> IleTepCypra., cHa6flHB , B 
aflpecaMH h cojiHjqrBnniHMH peROMeHflaniaMH, a no #o- 
caAHOH onjioniHocTH cfejrb om> He Bb tott. BOBce no- 
■b3^b; h — nonajrb B-B HhjkhIh HoBropo^b; no floporfe 
JKe 6Hjn, oooKpaaeH'b; cjiyqaftHO pacToproBaBininca 
cnHHKaMH, offb 0Ka3ajtca BJiafl'B.iibn.eM'b cojiHflHaro ffh- 
Jia, yMijio BeayinHM'b ero. 

Tans, h a: a — cjiyiatoHH nncaTejib. 

«IIoiTeHHHa» OTHonieHia Ha noiBi «noH- 

T e H H H X "b» JIHTepaTypHHX'b 3aHariH MOHX-b MHt CWB- 
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uihh; ohh — (pHKuia; a no3BOJiaio pa3BHTbca eft, KaKi> 
eft yro/pio; neiaxaio KHHra h 3acBfla» bt> komhc- 
c i a x i>, SyflTO 6h a — jnrrepaTop'b, h oy^ro 6h jmTepa- 
Typa Moa — Moa «toik a». (IIoHeMy ate He My3HKa, He 
6iojioria, He KOMMepnia, He piaboa, He BTopoft 6a- 
pa6ani,, HeJiHTaBp h?). 

Orroro, BtpoaTHO, B-b MoeMib noBeflemH jiHTepaTopa 
h ecTb HTO-TO, nofliacb 3acTaBjiaK>m,ee «npo(pecciOHa- 
jiob^» jiioSHMaro /vijia Ha MeHa 03HpaTbca; MHOrie MH-B 
6oaTca flOB'fepHTbca; a Kaatycb nepeMtaqHBHMi, xaMe- 
jieoHOM'b, HeBipHHSTb; orroro-TO-H SpaTba-nHcaTejra 3a- 
lacxyio HSMipHBaioTb mok) A^aTeabHOCTb noA03p*Ba- 

KmHMb OKOM"b: 

— «H r Brb, He 6paTCKoe m> uewby>. 

^a, a Bpan. «npo(peccioHaJibHaro dpai- 
ctb a»; ho a. Mory 6htb «TOBapinn,eM'b»; noHHTia «TOBa- 
pHmecTBa» h «6paTCTBa» — noHaria HecoH3M , BpHMHa. 

JX&, na — cneiuajiHCTb: ho Moa cnen,iajn>HOCTB He 
OTpa3Hjiacb bt> Moeft cneH,iajibHOCTH. 

Moa cneniaJibHOCTb — H3CJiiflOBaTb B03HHKHOBeme 
cneniajibHOCTeft; noTeHHiajibHO «a» — Bee, h aKTHBHO 

— HH^TO. 

IIoTeHii,iajibHoe «Bce» Moeft skh3hh mh-b rojito ocTa- 
jiocb He BCKpHTHirb; a He pa3i> cb yflHBJi«Hiein> ocra- 
HaBjiHBajica nepep> KaKoio-TO tohkoA m> pymi,, h Ha- 

ejIMflaJTb, KaKt H3T> 3T0H HeBCKpHBHieftca TOHKH flyHIH, 
TOIHO MOJIHiH, MHt GjIHCTaJIH B03M03KHOCTH 6HTb TBlfB 

yro^Ho; bo3MO»hocth MHoroo6pa3H , BftiHHX , b JKH3Heft 
BOTaBajTH: bo mh*. 

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OcymecTBjieHHaa moh jkh3hb — jkh3hb nacaxejia 

— jihhib o/ipa m?b B03MOJKHOcreH, TaKaa-ate, KaiCB apy- 
ria; h orroro, hto a bh/^jtb #pyfia bo3mojkhocth ana 
ce6a, a kb ce6%, KaiCB kb nHcaTejuo, othochjich pasck- 
aHHO, HexOTa, cb rostopoMt; HHor.ua — c-b aBHOH 3Jio- 
ctbh); MejiBiaftinia coSBrria Moen HejiOB^ecKoft jihiho- 
cth OTBjreRajin Haaojiro Mma otb flojira: neHB KHHrn 
(a nercB hxb kb flocraioHHOft Mtp-B, ho, npaaHaiocB, 
mofb 6h neiB hxb Bib yflBoeHHOM'B TeMrfi 6e&b ymepoa 
AJia hxb coflepacama) ; roji;a a npoBejrB, He HaneiaTaB- 
niH hh esHHaro TOMa, Ha^B p'&raemeM'B jihihhxb BajwrB. 

Ka3ajiocB smi: leJiOBiKai h^tb bt> h e ji o b "fe- 
lt i; h Bee, ito Ha3HBaeMB mh «h e ji o b i h e c k h m t>», 
o6HHMaerB jihhib nacTHOCTH, qeproHKH, cneHiajiBHOOTH 
lejiOB'feHecKOH jkh3hh; « t iejioB , feKa» kb cefii omy- 

maJTB a TOH TOHKOK), H3B KOTOpOH 6jIHCTaJIH MHOr006- 

pa3ia HejiOBiHecKHX-B jkh3hch mohxb (jihhib cjiyian- 
ho H36pajn> a (Wiy); omymajTB a b-b ceG* cTOJiKHOBeme 
MHornxB jnoaen; MHororojiocaa craa — moh /ibohhhkh, 
tpohhhkh! — nepeKpH^ajia bo mh'b cneniajiBHOCTB noa- 
Ta, nncaTejia, TeoperaKa; HCKajrB a rapMOHin Heocyme- 
CTBJieHHHX'B B03MoajHocTeft; h npHxoflHjrB k-b npeacTaB- 
jieHiro «iejioBtKa», Koroparo whrb bb 'tojiob'bk'b; 

MH BCB «H e JI B £ K H» (JIHHIB CB MaJieHBKOH 6yKBBl) 

— (pyTJiapH Bro, OflHoro. 

HHCTHHKTHBHOe JKeJiaHie CpOCHTB 60M6y B'B (pyT- 

jiapt HejiOB^Ka, Bib «(pyTjiapHHa» khhth nncaTe- 
Jieft, bb «(pyTJiapHHa» KHHra ce6a caMoro, — nporoBO- 

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Ahjio, ftOJiJKHO 6htb, bo mh^ Bne^aTJitaie, CyflTO a — ne- 

peMfeiHHBT., H3MtoeH^; «nncaTejiH» no^03pfeBajiH MeHa. 

SI hmt> B&.m> 3aroBapHBajn> 3y6n; He oyfly^H B"b 

COCTOflHiH BCKpHTB CBOeft nOflJIHHHOH T01KH,fl CTaJIt 

3aroBapHBaTb 3y6a cedt caMOMy. 

Tyrb MeHa h nocTHrjiH cepte3HHa 3aTpyflHema fl 
Moefi BHyrpeHHeft jkh3hh. 

Cefii caMOMy nonepera. cBoen jkh3hh a BCTaJn>, 
KaKi. nHcaTejiL, Bxoflflmifi: m, H3BicTHyio Mo^y. 

«JIeoHHj% JIeflHHOH» (moh nHcaTejiBCKifi: 
nceBflOHHMTb) npeBparajica hot t-bhh bi> MeHa caMoro; 
noBTopHjiacB cKa30HKa AHfl,epceHa OTiHa; cyfletfHHa 

CJTB/I,CTBiH T^HI Ha^T> OOCTOflTeJIBCTBaMH MOefi COOCT- 

BeHHOH 5KH3HH, ea THpaHia, cnepBa yrpoacajia tk»pbmoh: 
saKJiicmHieM'b m> (pyTJiap?., a noTOMi. h jiHinemeM'b 

5KH3HH. 

Co CTHOHyrHMH 3y6aMH a BHfl'fejn), EaKt «JIeo- 

H H fl Tb JI e ft a H H», CTOJIB pa/iyniHO BOCnpHHaTHH 

ce6a yBaacaiomHM'B oCiH.ecTBOM'b, OKJieBerHBaerb MeHa, 
h — oTCTpaHaerb otb jkh3hh; ohi> TacKaen. MeHa 3a co- 
6ojo, rojio^Haro, Humaro, sacTaBjiaert jioacHTBca no^t 
Horn ceC-fe, Ha TopatecTBeHHHX'b, jiHrepaTypHuxt co6- 
pamax-b BHCTynaern> cb p-imMH h a^pecaMH; oraHMa- 
em> "bjsj orb M©Ha; npoTaHH tojibko pyny 3a nmneft, h 

— «JI e o h h ^ i> JI e a a h o h» ct y/HffiirrejxbHOH atecro- 

KOCTBK) CpOCHTb nO^t-HOni HeyTOJieHHHSTb, rOOIOftHHM'b 

— MeHH. 

rojioct moh — HejiOB'BHecKiH rojiocb — craji'b ro- 
jiocoMt tbhh: 6e3rjiacHO a port pacKpHBajii> no/i^ Hora- 

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mh y t "6 h h, yKpaBiiiett moh rojiocb; «noHTeHHHa 

JIHHHOCTH», paCTOHaK)IU,ifl KOMnJIHMeiJTH «THpaHy», 

MeHa y6HBaBnieMy, He oGpaujajiH BHHMania Ha MeHa; a 
— CTajrB (pHKuieft, OKJieBeTaHHOft jiirreparypHOK) tbhbio, 

nOJIb30BaBHieHCH M H M H pyKaMH, HOraMH H rOJIOCOM'B 

fljia noaBjiema cBoero Ha no^MOCTKaxi nyGjiH^HOft 
apeHH. 

SaMHCJiHjit eft MecTb. 

IIO OTHOHieHiH) Kb nOHTeHHHM'b XBajIHTeJiaMl «T"B- 

hh» oTJiarajica bo Mfffe npocro fliaBOJibCKift miaHb: CBep- 
rHyB"b «rBHB», noaBHTbca npe#b hhmh Bb cBoejrb co6- 

CTBeHHOMb, lejIOB'BHeCKOM'b BHflt, H y^HBHTb HX1> C06- 

paHie «Heno i iTeHHocTbK)» cbohx'b cTpeMJieHift, MaHep'b, 
BKycoBi), cTHjieft, yBH, HapyinaiomHX'b Tpa^HniOHHoe 
OfliiaHie «JI e fl a h o r o» — CKpoeHHHft xoponxo, flJiHH- 
HOnOJIHft ciopTyieb. 

IIo OTHOHiemio kt> «JI e # a h o m y» Tor^a a npe/i;- 
npHHan'b cypoByio srikpy: jiHTepaTypHyioHecTb aciapaJi- 
ca OTHHTb y nHcaTe.ua B3pHBaMH 6ojih h 3 ji o c t H,no- 
poft eMy nopTHBuiHMH JurrepaTypHHft asHK'b (aTO a npo- 
6npaacb yKpa/pioio, m> BejiHKOJTBnHyio c(pepy ero 6jia- 
ropoAHo OTToneHHHX'b (ppast, nepecraBjiajn> oth <ppa3H 

H BKpaHBaJTb Bt HHXT> npOCTO yjIHHHHa CJIOBeiKH). 

no MHtaijO KpHTHKOBT>, CTaJTb «JI e H H fl t JI e- 

pHoto OT/iiaBaTbca nojieMHKi caMaro HH3Karo copTa, 
ero HefloaroftHoft; h bt> noBeflemH «JIe^aHoro» no#*iacb 
npocTynajra lepra, Hapyniaromia B&nHiie ero crajia h 
TeMt: ero bh^bjih nbaHbttrb. 

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To a, H3BHBaacB bi> HeMt, pBajrb ^octohhctbo no- 

9TH^eCK0fi n03H. 

HaKOHeu^i, a piniMJica Ha KpaftHK)K> M^py: yopaTb 
ero BOBce; 9Ta KpafiHaa Mipa cnepBa npHHaaa hckphb- 

JieHHNH (pOpMH B0 MH ^ : 3HaK) SBCTBeHHO, ^TO OHT> — 

napa3H*rb, *ito Seat jkh3hh Moefl cymecrBOBaTb oht, He 
Moaterr., piHrajTb a ceoa jinniHTb jkh3Hh; h — 3THM r b 
nocTynKoiirB npHKOHHHTb rHycHMiiiee cymecTBOBame 
«naan;a» h «KJioyHa» leJiOB'feHecK.HX'b ycrpeMJiemH 

MOHXT>. 

Morten. 6htb, 3thmt> 6h a h kohhhjtb, ecjin 6h He 
noaBJieHie «cTpaHHOfi 3b43ah» Ha Moeifb ropH30HTB, 
3acTaBHBmeH MeHa opocHTB Bee, ^to o6cTajio MeHa; h 

— HTTH 3a «3Bi3flOK)». 

He cTpaHHO jih: «JIeoHH,n'b JIeAflHOH», ooHapyjKHB- 
niift CHJiy bt> 6opi6 , B ct Moeft BOJieft, Tyn> Kaia>-TO 
cmhei., KaKt Ha^yTaa B03/tyxoMT> Kyiuia, H3Mopm,HJica, 
cnjiiomHJica, nepexo/ja h3t& TpexMipHaro cocToaHia bt> 
SByxM^pHoe, KaK*b noflooaer-b npHJiHHHOH h He 3a6HB- 
uielt ce6a njiocKOH tbhh, TeMHijit; h — noicopHO Jierb- 
noffb Horn mh-b, Korfla CTaffb a BOHCTHHy «(yrpaHHH- 

KOM-b)), ffl6CTByiOIU,HM1> 3a 3B'B3AOK) CBOeKK BBfefla npH- 

Bejia MeHa kt> acJiaMi>; TaMt, b% «ac,nax , B», MjiafleHeuTb 
jremajTb. 

CooNTie HeonHcyeMOfl; BaKHOcra saiuiioHajioca m, 

TOWb, KaKHMl. 06p&30Wb H y6"BflHJICa, HTO 9TOTB «MJia- 

fleHen?>» ecrb «a», Moe, — «t o h k a» Moa, #o Koropoa ko- 
cHyTbca He Morb a; bo im% HejiOB'BK'B, pojpuica Tenepb 

75 



icjiob-bkb. Bhjib owb, npaBAai MJia/neHueMB em,e, ho 
a HHHB T iHJica cb hhmb, a jnodHJiB ero. 
H ero hhkomjt He OT^aMt. 

fl — CTaJTB «H» (CB fiOJIBHIOH 6yKBH). 

A «JIeOHHfl'b JIeflflHOH», BOflBOpHBUliftca 

npo^iHo bb cajioHaxt Mockbh, kb MoeMy BeJiHBOMy cia- 
ctbk) dBMB odBaBjieHB npeAaBHiHMca 6peflHain> h hcto- 
ihhbhihm'b CBoe flapoBame (a BnocorBflCTBiH bhobb noa- 
myrHjiB Ha^ npoBHsaaMH jiHxepaTypHOH cthjihcthkh, 
HanncaBi He otb HMeHH «JIesaHoro», orb ceda bb cth- 
jtb dapoKRo: ohh ee npHHajiH). 

H TenepB ydnpaio crHjiHCTHKy, h — odMBjiaio 
BaMB bcbmi>: othhh'B a craHy nncaTB, KaKB. . . canoac- 

HHKB, «HerOSHBIMH CpeflCTBaMH» He OTroro, hto a BB 

CpeflHax-B mohxb HCTomHjn. aapoBaHie, a orroro, mo 
«AapoBaHie», KOTopoe TTHTe bh — (pajiBiiiB, odtiiHaa 
(paJiBmB; 9toh (pajiBHiBK) ceda mh ofiMaHHBaeMB h 3aK- 

pHBaeiTB B03M03KHOCTB B'b 066*6 CTaTB JIMfflbMH: yfiHBa- 

ewb Mjiaaeima eb cedi, tohho bohhh Hpo^a. 8thmb 
bohhomt., raaBraHMi) Mjra,n;eHn,a, dBun. a. Oc.irBnHTe.aB- 
Hoe BH^BHie Ha nyra co sb-bbsoh Mena odparajio: h a 
yxoaty orb BacB — HHniHHe, chjibhhc h dorarae Mepi- 
Benn odpeneHHoft na rndejib flMcTBHTejiBHOCTH, m> iio- 
Bopo3K,a;eHHHMB nod'BraMi rpa^ymefi BecHH; He Oapn- 
cen, a MHTapn bh^bjih cb-btb; He naTpHnin B&jmROjrBn- 
hoh KyjiBTypn, — a iepHB BBmecaa cBoeft KpoBiro «cia- 
H0BJieHie» xpncriaHCTBa. 

IIojiiodHTe Hacb HepHHMH: He Tor^a, Koraa kb dyay- 

IHeMB BNB'BTBHMB MBI Ha nOBepXHOCTb 36MJIH BftUHKO- 
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jrfmHue xpaMH KyjiBTypn: mwnoCHTe HacB — bb KaTa- 
KOM&aX'B, Kb 6e3$OpMeHHOCTH, BocnpHHHMammHxi. He 
KynbTypy h cthjih, ho. . . cosepuaromiiXB 6e3t eflHnaro 
cjiOBa Bn^'BHie Bora jKhboto, cxo^amee ia> HaMB. 



flBA «a» 

B0CX0atfl€Hie HOBOH SBfeflN H MCTTH «MJiafleHD;'B» 

HacB BHpBajiH cb HsjijiH n&b npeatHeH, rycron antocipe- 
pu; h OKasajnicB: nepepoacfleHieirt HameH BHyrpeHHefi 
jkh3hh; cooNTia' nepeposKftema 8K»ro, ecjiH hsm'bph- 
BaTb Hxt m> MejiKHx-b aTOMaxt pacnnjieHHaro npomjia- 
ro, oCpaayroTi OTHeTJiHBO npn cjioacemn bhobb 9Thxb 

aTOMOB-B: HeBipOHTH^HHliH MH0B. 

3apHC0BaTB He bo3mojkho ero; tojibko THcanaMH 
npo9Ki^ifi, MHorooOpasBeM-B noflxoflOB-B — HecoBepnieH- 

HO,HeaB&TBeHHO BHHepTHTCH rpyHTB C 6 H T i fl, Ha KO- 

TopBni h npejparaio a BCTaTB, KaitB Ha noiBy; ho cb 9toh 
noiBH OTKpoerca: npaBflao6yAymeMi>. 

^ Bropoe npmnecTBie naiajiocB. 

9toh npaBflon h Chji-b a HcnojiHeH'B, oTHeTJiHBO He 
co3HaBaa ee; oGpaaoBajia OHa bi> jsywb Moefi TOHKy, ot- 
TajiKHBaiornyK) otb ce6a bcb noiTeHHHe bh#h 3a- 
HaTift flaa nosflepataHia 6jiaroycTpoeHHOH skhshh, ko- 

TOpaa 6e3B03BpaTHO npOXOftHTB; BO B3pHBaX-B, B'B KaTa- 

CTpocpax-B h bb nomapaxB pa3BajiHTca cxapaa hch3hb; 

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9th «B3pHBH» yate coBepmaioTca Bt rkxi,, Rio ceoa Ha- 
HHHaem> roTOBHTb ki coSbrriaM'b Hoboh 3noxH, koto- 
pofi, Kaicb CkwnmeM'b, ocBimeHN Hanra flyniH. 

Bh"b Hacb — eme cfepaa, BHxpeM-b KpyraMaa, nbuib 
(nepefft jmBmwb — H3-b TyHH noTHHerb Bflpyn. B'fcrep'b: 
h — KpyraTCH nnjieBHe CMep^H; mh — k% hxt> 30h , b). 

H Ra% Hee, 3T0ft nHJiH, npnnoAHajiHCb Ha MrHOBe- 
Hbe — Hbjijih h a noTOM'b cHOBa yna,uH; mh sHaeMi p a 3- 
m 4 p h c o 6 h t i ft: h HacToam,ee Haine, acejiaiomee ot- 
BeprBTbca on> MHccin, injiern. cbohxt. npH3paicoBt: h 
rocnopHi bi KOTejiK*, BHCHjiaeMHfl capoM-b, 
CTapaerca OKJieBeTaTb moh ^ficrBia. 

CaMoe 6HTie Moe ecrb HenpHJiHHH'BHimH kphko, ne- 
pe.a.'b acH3HbK>, yace oopeneHHOH Ha raCejib; h ottoto-to 
a cTpameH'b, a BjiacTeHt He cTpaxoM'b h BJiacTMO, a — 
nojiHofi 6e3noMomHOCTbK>; nenaTb BipHaro 3HaHia, bh- 
HeceHHaa, Kaitb BocnoMHHame o CTpaHHOMi. coSbrriH, 
GHBHieM'b co mhok), — HaB-fepHoe npocTynaerb, flia 
h h x -b, kslkt, 6h a hh ynajrb. 

OTToro-TO ohh HeHaBHflarb MeHa: 3a 6e3noMom,- 
HOCTb; h 3a to, ^to MeHa Heooxo/piMO ySnxb (conpoTHB- 
jiaTbca He CTaHy a) ; HXt Menn — KjieBera h HH(peKn,ia 
MOHx-b cocToaHiH co3HaHia a^aMH, pa3JiaraiomHMH mh* 
flyiuy; moh Me^b — 6e33ain,HTHOCTb; h — rnoHy flyraoio 
Moefl; ho a rn6Hy, Jiiooa. 

Haiajrb a cb oiracama nocBmeHia KOHcyjibCTBa, 

r/VB CHffBJTb, BeCb OXBaieHHHH CTpaHHOH 60JTB3HbK) CBO- 

eft: h — npo/pjijKHjrb Borb h^mi; ho, ito6h CTaJia no- 
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Hffraa dcwifeHb, Ha^o BHHKHyrb m> npmiHBH 3/i;opoBba, 
KOTopHMH upeHcnojiHHjiocb Bee cynjecTBo: ao bohhh; 

B^b fXWlfeHb — TOJIbKO CJltflCTBie 3KH3HeHHOH CHJIH, 

MeHH npoHH3aBinell (a onjia cnycnuiacb bo Bee cyme- 
ctbo). 

IIepe/1,0 mhok) Boexo^HTb Moa HecpaBHeHHafl Haji- 
jih, KaK"b sB-BB^OHKa yTpa, npeAB03B , Biii,afl aBjieme 
Cojmua; ho aBjieme H9jijih — noAroTOBJiajioca atroHbio 
Moeft; CKa3aTb cTpaimo: a HyBCTBOBaji'b H9jijih, Kor^a 
6hji1) peGeHKOMb (Mesn^ HaMH Jieaarrb flecarb jrBTb); 
em,e MajibHHKOM'b, HexHpexji'BTHHM'b, nopoio a HyBCTBO- 
BaJra: HiatHOCTb h 30b%; 6yflTO TenoiHe arpajia jijthh; 
8to HajuiH, eme Hepo3K/i;eHHaa, onycKajiacb Ha 3eMJiio; 
h — 3aMHuiJiaa njiaffb jkh3hh cBoen, yBH/i,ajia o t t y p, a 
MeHa, nocHjiajia ko mh* cboh jiynHKH; jiyHHKH rp'BJiH. 

BnOCJI'B/I.CTBiH, Ji'BTb Hepe3t ^BaAD,aTb, MH BCTpfe- 

THjiHCb, mh y3HajiH Apyrb APyra: Hauuiii; h oiroro TOJib- 
ko HajuiH Morjia MeHa BHBecTH H3b no/piojiba, m, koto- 
poe 3acaAHjn> «JI e fl a h o h», pacnojiomHBuiiHca Ha/jo 
mhoio b% BgjHpe.ji'BnHOH AynieBHoit KBaprapt, rfffe OHb, 
Harapaa napKern, na,j[T> tojioboio Moeio CTy^ajrb Ka6jiy- 
KaMH. Hto6h mh-b onncaTb y3ejn> ipaKTOFb, anaraio- 
ihhx'b HeB'fepoaTHOCTH 6HTia, h — cji^nHTejibHHfi 
n.eH'rp'b Meatfly HaMH («m jia,neHH.a» bo mhIj), BHacy 
a — mhIj npHfleTca onaTb OTCTynHTb h npoBecTH Bepe- 
Hmj;y ro'b Jifcrb, oCpaayioiHHX'b nbeflecTajn.: /pa a P y- 

rOHMOeHSKH3HH. 

Pa3Hrpaerca jih «H» bo mh-b B"b huh* flaHHOM-b mo- 
eMi. BonjiomeHiH, hjih «H», Tenepb acHoe mh-b, — tojib- 

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ko «fl» BonjiomeHifi rpaflym.HX'b, hkbhexioho cica- 
aceTca, — aroro a He 3Haro; ho 3Ha» 03H0: a — yitep- 
niaa oooaoHKa flJia «H»; a — (pyraapi. HeJiOFfctca; h 
9TOMy HeaoBfey csiymwrb 6y«y a; hto, cjiyiHTca cb 
Moeft oCojiohkoh? BipH'fee Bcero, hto norHOHerb OHa; 
bi, HacToameM-b ohh He no3BOJiarb bckopmhtb mh-b 
«MJiafleHn,a» (ycjioBia HcropHHecKOH 3KH3HH em;e He co- 
sp^him #Jia 9Toro); h noTOMy: omjmaK) ce6a a npTOin>, 
noflCTaBjiaeMHMi) no/13, jmW cyflbdbi — /yia 3ain,HTH 

CBaTHHb. 

H ce6a omymaio KopaBHifb, M030jnicTHM , b rao- 
MOM-b, HcnojmeHHHM'b h€hhctotbi h nopona, nepeffb KO- 
TopHirb nocTaBHJiH namy, HanojiHeHHyro sparon.'BHHHM'b 
BHHOM'b; Bee Moe Ha3HaHeHie, Moatem. Curb, oeropoacHO 
noflHaTb Ha/p. ooooh ^paron,'BHHy» wny; h so cBameH- 
Haro M^CTa ee flOHecra, nepesarb ee ptmapaM'b; 
o/nro BpeMa a B-BpHjrb, hto a — y^ocTOiocb: IIpHHacTia; 
OTb npiraain,eHia 9Toro 3aKHnHTb Moa KpoBb; Moacerb 
dHTb Bca Soji'fesHb — bi. nepeirfsmeHiH co3HaHia, 
on. nosco3HaTeJibHo CH'feflaioineH mhcjih, hto em;e 3fl-BCb 
Ha 3eMJTB, npeoCpaateme coBepiHHTca, h a, IlapcHtpajib, 
HCKymiH) CBO© CTpanfflyio aMcpopiacoBy pany. 
IIpoHcmecTBia moh HanoMKHaroTb mh^ annsoffb H3i. Jie- 
reHflu: a npHHara cjiynaHHO Ha MoH-b-CajibBarb; h yace 
ooBepniHjrb KomyHCTBO (y6Hjn> Jieoesa); pbm;apH Moh^- 
CajibBaTa MeHa yflajrajra HacnjibHO mi* CBameHHaro Mi- 
cro. Bce-TaKH m> dyaymeMi. (Hepe3i> flBa hjih Tpn bo- 
njiomema) cocTOHTca Moe nocBameme: b^ pbmapH! 



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BocnoMHHama o cBameHH'MinHX'b MHraxT> mohxt> 
(XpucTiaHia, BepreHT> h /JopnaxT.) — mht> iania: Hecy 
ee; bt> lanii — «Mjia,a;eHei],T>»; a npesKHaa 5KH3Hb — 06- 
JierfcBiiiifi hfbtokt.; HajiHBaerca bt> HacToameMT. bt> 
hcmt. njioflt; Moa skh3hb bt> HaaroameMT. — KopaBtia 
KopocTH: o6oJiOHKa JKHBMniaro cbmchh: jranib nocjrfe 
cMeprH Moefi H3T> pacTpecKaHHHxt CTBopoKt cyxolt 060- 

JIOHKH (H3b TT>Jia) B'B «MipH» noCTiSKHTB flJIHHHHH cre- 

6ejn>; h JiHCTba Ha HeMb 6yflyn> nark HSMipeHieMT. npe- 
CHBama Moero bt> ccpepaxi,: CojrHna, JTyHH h Mepicypia: 
cre6ejiB BNKHHeTT> lanieiKy; mht> OKaaceTca na- 
nieiKoft MarepHHCKiH nonpoBT. Moero BonjiomeHia bt> 
6j][jm,ewb; a H3T> HaineHKH pa3BepHeTca EBkiKKi 
(hjih 3KH3Hb Moa Bb 6y,nyiiieMT>); pacH,BiTy a He sflicb 
(a — OTHFkjn,) ; ho a B'BHqHK'b n,BT>TKarojiy6oro 
B'B ce6T> yjKe 3Haio; oht> — TpaajiB; a ero, HaflT. coooh 
npHno^HaKb, noHecy. 

npokeniecTBia nepeMT>in;eHba co3HaHia, npoHcxo/i,a- 
m,ia co mhok) noBcrosy, bo mht> OT^aioTca, Kant npoHH- 
naromie Jiynn crpaHHOH jkh3hh; to jkh3hb Moa B'B 6y- 
AymeMT.; bott> ee to no^acb nepeHomy a bt> coCbrria 
3toh jkh3hh Moefi; a noporo npHnHCHBaio cedi coBep- 
HieHcTBa, Koropna npHHafljre3Kai*B HejiOB'BK.y; to em. 
ocKBepHeHie Haum. 

IIocjrB Eaac^aro nepeMimeHba co3HaHia, nowrfe 
KajK^oft ohih6kh bt> yMfaiiH OTMeaceBaTb «a*> otb «H»— 
Hana/i.aerb KjiHHr3opT>, hjih C9pr>, HeH3Bf>cTHHH #0- 

nOflJIHHHO MHT> BT, CBOeMT. BpeMeHHOMT, 06jIHKT> (MO- 

acen> 6HTb, — oht. BJiafl'BJieirb KOTraflSKa bt. IHoTJiaHfliH, 
6 81 



a MOJKen. 6htb — npiopi. noiTeHHMnieii ie3yHT- 
CKoft KojuieriH): ho ero 3Haio q xopoino — t a m i>: b% 
^yuieBHO-^yxoBHHXi. npocTpaHCTBaxTb; m> cboh nponi- 
jine roflH ero nonbrraJica OT^erjiHBO a H3o6pa3HTb b-b 
«nerep6ypr*»; offb een> — AnojuioHb AnojuiOHOBH^rb 
AdJieyxoKb, H3BicrH'BHHiia CropoKpaT-b; «6iopoKparB» 
Hanajrb mcthtb 3a nonbrncy flaTb jihk'b ero Mipy; owb 
Bcro^y TacKajica 3a mhok), nopoft pa3JiHBaa raeTymyio 
aTMOc<pepy tockh bt. Haumxi. KOMHaTaxt; H9jijih 3&wh- 
THJia 9to; oflHaac/tH cKa3ajia niyTJiHBO OHa (sto 6hjio 
saBHO, no^ napnateMi.): 

— «A 3Haenib jih, Haira nopa yfesKaTb; a 3aMfeH- 
jia B'b KOMHaTaxt HainHX'b ona-rb Tsoero «6ropoKpaTa». 

BHa*on» ero a oTqerjiHBO (bte> ikwihhhom'b bha*) 
— nepe/vb oxxo/jOMb ko CHy; h mh* dpocmica o6pa3T>: 
KpoBaBaa, KpacHaa KOMHaTa; nocpe,zpnrB Hea, Becb ot- 
fltaaHHraft HepHHMi), cToajit aHaJion; a Ha HeMi B03Jie- 
acajia crapHHHaa KHHra; Ha^b khhtoh cmioHaaca bb 
njiaMeHHOH MaHTiH h bt> oeperfe, cToajrb — OWb, moh 
Bpan.: a y3Hajrb ero MepTBbia yum, orpoMHHH, aeejrrB- 
romifl jio6te> h npoBajin xojio;p'BHiimx'b rjia^b; jhooohht- 
ho, hto bi> 9to ate BpeMa 3a OKHaMH mh ycjibiniaJiH Cb 
HajiJiH niyMi B&Tpa (rpo3a HaHHHaJiacb) ; em,e Jiio6onbrr- 
Hie: BCKpnKHyjia H9jmih; Kb HeS npurHyjia, sannmaB-b, 
Ha nocrejib: o6HarjrBBHiaa MHnib. 

H'BCKOJibKO aHeft ^OHHMaJffl Hacb mhhih; MbiHiaTa 
nepenooi3ajiH no KOMHarfe, ocB-BmeHHbie cojiHbmiKOM'b. 

Ho HenpocTHTejibHO a OTBJieicarocb: mh^ HaflO Bep- 
HyTbca; a cfejit yace m> flopHaxcKifi nofert'b; nepezT, 

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MFHOBeme flOJiaceH'B a oockothtb; h — oiyTHTBca ne- 
peat ropSaraMt xojimomt>, cBepxy #0HH3y rycTO 3apoc- 

IHHMB 3eJieHHMH BHmHHMH; H31>-3a BHUieHL, orryrta a 

AOJia?«H'B v 6Hjn> CHOBa yBH/i,*Tb: ^sa Kynojia 3,naHia. 



CHOBA BTj JJOPHAX-B 



J\om& He 6hjio HajiJiH. H 3HajiB, r^i oHa; h a kb 
Heft noeiJEajTb — Ty^a, KBepxy: Ha xojimi>; no floporfe, 
cnyoKaacB cb xcwisia mils. HaBCTpfeiy nonajiHCB spy- 

3Ba^M(WIO^He .HIOflH B^ HIHpOKOnOJIHXB, 3aJIOMJieHHHXB 

mjianaxB, o/vfrrHe m> CapxaTHBia paoonia KyprEH h bb 
KopoTKie naHTaJiOHH: Bora B»%; oh-b — rojuiaH/ienB; 
h oh-b coHHHaerB npeKpacHyio My3BiKy; botb — J\ »**; 
ohte> — HopBeacenB, xyflOJKHHKB; h totb, h flpyrofi, ocra- 
hobhbihh MeHa, BocKJiimajiH: 

— «KaKB, B »•» , He ytxajm bh? Hjih He OTny- 

CTHJIH?» 
t 

06ohmb npninjiocB pa3CKa3aTB npoHCHiecTBin bb 

KOHCyjIBCTB'fe: 

— «B03MyTHTeJIBHO, THyCHO, UHHHHHO. . . B^B BH 

— pyccKift noTOaHHHft: *rro ate mojiihtb Banie KOHcyJiB- 
ctbo? IIoHeMy ^onycKaeTB oho?» ... 

H noaeajiB jihihb nflenaMH; h — noStaajiB otb 

HHXB BBepXl). 

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nona^ajiHCL HaBCTpl^y uni, ,p,mbi h CapnniHH; bb 

JI'feTHHX'B, JieneHynijHXi TyHHKaX'BJ H paSHQHFkTHHH CTO- 

jih otb hhxT) pa3JieTajiHCB no BljTpy; y 9toh — jiHJioBaa; 
h CJii/pio-poaoBaa — y toh; cHOBa mhIjj Ha MrHOBeme 
aaAepjKaBuiHCB, npHiujiocB nepe^aTB Heyflany, nocTHr- 

niyK) BT> KOHCyJIBCTBt. 

HoKpacH'BBiiiH, mhccl M **» (MOJio,naa nB^Tymaa 
CapHuiHa &b po30BOH CTOJii), cEa3ajia: 

— «Ecjih B&wb, monsieur B ¥ % HysKHO hto jihoo, a 
/pa Bacb nocTapaK)ci>». . . 

Ho a SiataJTb BBepx^, noTOMy hto a 3Hajn>, hto h 

II ,% H /J **.» KaKT. MHCCb M ,% yJKe K0H1HJIH, B'fepOflT- 

ho, AHeBHyio paGoTy; h BipoaTH'fee Bcero, hto a BCTpi- 
ny mok) HeHarjia^Hyio Hojijih H/iyni,efl somoh; Meatfly 
tbmI), mh^ xorfejiocL ee HenpeMtaHo 3acTHrHyTL spac- 
njioxt: bo BHyTpeHHocTH noprajia; BHXBaTHBi, mojiotoki 
h cTaMe3Ky nst MajieHtKHxt pynercb ee, npHKOCHyTBca 
kt> paoorib; nocjrB niycHaro ;nia MH'fe xot^jiocb: 6eapyu- 
ho CTynaTB cpe/pi menoKB, Be^a ftepeBaHHyio njiocKOCTB 
raraHTCKOfl H30rHyToB (popMBi, Eoropyio noflroroBJiajTB 
a fljia H9Jijm Bee 9to nocjii^Hee BpeMa. 

Botb yate — Ha xojiidj; ocFBm,eHHHH kochmh Jiy- 
HaMH 3aKaTa, raraHTCKiii nopTajiB, BHCTynaa no^B K.y- 
nojioMT>, posob'bji'b nepjiaMyTpoBo-atejiTOio, KpyTOJioCoio 

(pOpMOK), BHflHOK) 3a H'fedtOJIBKO KHJIOMeTpOB'B OTCIOfla; 
9T0TB CTpaHHHlt nOpTaJII. nOflHHMaJICa OB IHHpOKOH, 6e- 

tohhoh njiomaflKH /praaHiiiaro cfeparo HBiTa; mh4 3ia- 

JIH, KaKT) CTpaHHHa flHpH, H OKHa, H BXO/HJ B"B IoaHHOBO 

3^aHie; 9th noorkflHie coctohjih rot pafla 6eT0HHHX r b 
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KOJIOHOKT>, HanOMHHaKmHX'B KOJIOCCaJILHHe 3j6u orpoM- 

Haro, nepHOK) nacTbio pa3taTaro, pra; nepBHft aTasKT. 
ohjit. SeTOHHHfl; o6pa30Bajrb oht> iuiomaflicy; ci> Hee to 
botb h no/iHajiaca .nepeBaHHaa Macca, rpaHeHaa (popMa- 
mh, oopajsya ^Ba Kpyra, Bxo^anpix'b spyrb bt> flpyra; 
a JiHHia coeAHHeHia KynojioBi o6pa30Bajia B03flyiHHHH 
h nerKifi 3Hr3an>; Ta MaHepa, ct> KOTopoio Kynojia ocB^a- 
jih Ha 3AaHie, Snjia Hy^oMt CTpoHT&nbHHXT. flpcmaze- 
Hiii: o6t> 9tomt> imca-nn bt> HiBeHnapcKHXb 5KypHaJiaxT>. 

yjKt a cpe^fc npHBH^Haro JiaoHpHHTa yrjiOBt, ko- 

CaROKb, KOpHAOpOB-b H KOMHaTb OeTOHHHX-b npO- 

CTpaHCTBt, BH3HBaH)m;HX'b Kaac^HH pa3i> BOcnoMHHaHie 
o 3a6HTHxi> MHCTepiax^, coBepinHBHiHxca H'BKOr/i.a; Ha- 
xo/ja £e6a 3/vbcb, b^ 9thxt> KOMHaTaxt, th He Bipmnb, 
j^to /BHfi,a;a OTC»sa Hapymy, ogyrauibca th: cpeflb JiaHA- 
fflafpTOBt XX B^Ea b^ niBeHii;apiH; KaJKerca: KaKi cro- 
^a th nonajrb? IIpe,zi;cTaBjiHK)Tca aBCTBeHHo: ^HHaftniie 
KopHflopn, yraH, KOcaKH, nyvvL apoKb (h Bee H3t SeroHa) 

CBOHMT> COHeTaHieMl) HB'BTOB'b (HepHO-C'fepHX'b) CyTb BH- 

flOJifijiHHH coKpoBeHHaro noA3eMHaro xpaMa; BOTb-BOTb 
th yBH,pmib: HaBCTp'Bqy CjiecHyrb (paitejiBi; h noaBar- 
ca nTimerojioBHe MyaraHHH ub 3Ke3JiaMH — BecTH Teoa: 
K-b nocBamemro. 

Ho nonaBniH Ha ji'kcTHHu.y, no/umpaeMyio KaMen- 

HOHOrHMH IMIHOaMH flOnOTOnHHXT, (pOpMT) 3KH3HH, B36'B- 

SKaBHiH orry^a HaBepxt bt> Kpyranfi 3ajn> (bt> ofijiacTb 
^epeBa) — Bee HSMiHajiocb: h BnenaTJi'BHie, hto bt> He- 
KaJieKOMT, th npoHiJiOMi., bt> oy/iymeM-b HeJiOB'kiecTBa: 

OXBaTHBajIO CTpeMHTeJTbHO. 

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yjice a npoStaajTB 9to Bee: h bott> a — b-b kojioc- 
cajibHOMt nopia.n'B, 3arpoM03K/i£HHOM'b jrfecaMH; OTKy- 
Aa-TO CBepxy nocHnaJiHCb menKH; o^Ha yro^Hjia mh4 wl 
jio&b, no/plans) rojiOBy Bsepxt: 

— «H9jijih, Ha,n,iiH.» 

OrKysa-TO CBepxy Meat's flOCOK*b h CpeBeHb npocy- 
HyjiacL ToponjiHBO rojiOBKa; h — saciriiajiaca paflocTHo: 

H3JIJIH Moa. 

IIo npncTaBJieHHOft KBepxy pacmaTaHHOft jtbcthh- 
1$ craJTb a B36npaTBca HaBepx-b; mh aroajra no#b 
(popMaMn; h — yjraoajiHCb apyrb spyry; b-b orpoMHHa 
npopfen okoh-b cmotp'bjih OKpeciHocTH; h — pacnax- 
Hyjica oTieTJiHBO Boa/iyx'b; h cHHie rpeoHH Bjn>3aca cmo- 
TpijiH OTTysa; T&wb — oyxajia nyniKa. 



IOAHHOBO 3MHIE 

H ctok> nocpejncrB orpoMHaro Kpyrjiaro 3ajia; h 
npoHnnaa Taacejiyio romHy jiicoBt, npeflCTaBjiaio ce&h 

3TOTB 3aJTb, KaKHMT. 6j]ifiTb OWb BHrJiafl'BTB HO OKOHHa- 
HiH HOCTpOHKH. 

IIpeACTaBbTe ^erapHaflii.aTb rpaHHNX'b h MoniHHX'b 
KtwioHHTb (btb nonepeHHHK'fe Kaatflaa — 3aHHMaerrb He 
MeH-fee nojiyropa MeTpa); KOjiOHHafla oOxo^htb npo- 

CTpaHCTBO OTHeTJIHBHM'b KpyrOMfc; aCCHMeTpH^HO CTO- 

KPb naTHrpaHHHKi> kojiohhh, Ha inecrarpaHHHK'B ijoko- 
jia; Bcfe HeTHpHa/ni;aTb D,oKOJieH, KaKi> kojiohhh H3i> pp- 



peBa; h OTHOineHie yraoB-b naTHrpaHHHKOB'B kb raecTH- 
rpaHHHKaMi> nepeMtaaerca BcaKiH pa3i>; no OTHonieHiio 
kt> hokojiio accHMeTpniHa KOJiOHHa, KaKi 6u o6pa3ya 
KanpH3H , MiHift c/ibhtl; cyMMa cflBiiroKb cjiaraen. rap- 
MOHiio; KaaKerca — Kpyrt H3"b kojiohh , b 3aBeprfejica; h 
xoHerca yxBaTHTBca pyKOH 3a HTO-HHoy/tb; rojiOBOKpy- 
jKeme Hanaflaerb BtJieTaioiniHX'b crBHaxib orb Bne- 
HaTJi"BHia naacKH kojiohh^; nbejiecTajiH kojiohh-b 
npnxoTjiHBo H3cineHH; nepeMtaaerca Testa opHasteHTa 
(popsm; TaKt: bcb KanirrejiH — MiHarort opHaneHrb; 
opHaMeHTH — 6e3croateTHH; HeH3^acHHMaa npejiecTB 
hx-b Bh aTOMi>; ohh o6pa3yKTb rpasanin cTpaHHHXt 
KpHCTajmoBi), KpHcrajiJioBHSHHX'L pacTemH h naiirb; ne- 
pec^KaioTca no/fb yrjiasoi nxt iuiocrocth. 

flBCTBeHHO, nemo pacnajiHCB leTHpHawaTB cTpoft- 
HHxt rHraHTOBT. Ha flBa noayKpyatia (no ceMH kojiohht, 
Bt KajK#OM , b); h Kaat^aa napa Mtaaere. opHaMeHTt: 
ce^MHK^H MiHaKTca opHaMeHTajrbHHa jiHHiH; h cea- 
mhkah MiHaerca caMoe KanecTBO ^epeBa: oeMb nFBTOKb 
— ceMb nopo^t: fit-JiNK 6yKB, iyTB JKejn"BK)iaiH aceHB, 
KpoBaBaa BimiHa, OTHerjiHBO 6pOH30BHH flyot, TeMHHft - 
Ba3t, 6iwiH& KJieHt, nepjiaMyTpoBO-H'BJKHHe tohh 6e- 
pe3H. 

H onnpaacB Ha Hnxi., Ha pa3MaiiiHCTOitb mark Kpy- 
thxi h kochxi. nojiyflyasifi — nocTpoeHa: BejraKOjrBn- 
Haa (paHracTHKa apxHTpaBOB-b, npbiry*fflX'b h rpaHHHXi>, 
coejniHaionpx'b cb KynoJioso>; MHororpame hxt> o6pa3y- 
ctb bo mh^ (pyry Baxa; npocroH jieflTMOTHB'b Ha^b ko- 
jiOHHaMH Sfcjiaro 6yica — rpaHHTca, cjiojehhtcb, bm'b- 

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htch; nonapHO B3JierfejiH rpaHeHHa apxHTpaBHbia (pop- 
mh: Meatfly KOJioHHaMH bhiiihh h fly 6a; h — flajrfee, fla- 
jrfee: Meatfly 6epe3oa h mieHOMb *-~. HeBipoaTHHa aioat- 
hocth Bee Toro ate npocroro MOTHBa: Tarcb TeMa b^b Bapi- 
aniaxt ocymecTBjiaerb ceoa: HCTeHemeM'b (popM'b; toh- 

HO CTBHH, cpHBaaca CL whOTb, HaHHHaKHTb KHflaTBCa 

no bcbm'b HanpaBJieHiaM'B; nepenpyaouiHCb, 3axoflHJiH 
Ha flyraxt nxt MycKyjin; n ji a c k a kojiohhi, h jieTame 
CThwb — KpyatHTb rojioBy HaM-b; ct HiMt He cnpaBHJi- 
ca reHiajibHHfi Pofl9Hi, aj\,i,cb flocTHniyTO bt> apxHTeu- 
TypHOM'B 3aflaHin; hm6hho: HBjieHa (popMa m> flBHatemn. 

H orroro to, BCTynaa bt> npocxpaHCTBo orpoMHaro 
3ajia, Koroparo noaii — nofli> yrjiOMi>, HaiHHaerb Ka- 
3aTBCa, tto ctbhh paaopBaHbi; HeH3M'BpHMOCTH OTOB- 
crofly rjiaflarc> ipeat paapHBH. 

To — 3pHTejiLHHft 3aonE>; nepecfeKaeTca Kpyrb ero 
cb MeHbnieH OKpyatHOCTbK) cn,eHH, KOTopaa, Kaicb h 3pn- 
TeJiBHHH 3ajn>, cocroHTb: mrb atHBHXT> nojiyKpyatifi ko- 
jiohh-b (no mecTH kojiohhi b*b Kaatflon) ; rpaflanja flepe- 
Ba Bflicb oeperca m> oopaTHOM'b nopaflK/B; opHaMeHTaJiB- 

HHH MOTHBt KanHTeJieH hhoE; H — oojrfee paCKHflaJIHCa 

Bt rpaHHocTaxi. apxHTpaBHHa (popMbi: ohh npHTeita- 
rorb, cnjiCTaaca Kb H30in,peHba KpHCTajiJiOBt Kb npo- 
CTepnienca neHTarpaMM"B, HanoMHHaroineH HejioB'BKa, 
pacKHflHBaioni;aro ab-b pyKn; h noflb Hero Tenepb, 6e3T> 
MeHa yate bhcbkjih flepeBaHHyro cTaTyro: 3flBCb ctohtb 
caMt XpHCTOcb, HBCBHeHHHfl H3i> flepeBa. 

OcTaHOBHBniHCb nocepeflHH'B Kpyrjiiromeft 3aJiH, 
yBHflHre bh, Korfla BcraBHTca CTemia: H3i>-3a kojiohh'b 

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npOHHI^aiOTT) ee 0T0BCK),ay I^B^THHe, HeB-fepHHe CBtTOlII, 

nponycKaeMHe pa^aMH OKOHHHXb Tymmixom, — H3b 
o^eHb TOJicraro inrfiTHoro cxeioia: (piojieTOBaro, ap- 
KO-KpacHaro, po30Baro, 3ejieiraro, CHHaro; Bb areKjrB 
Bpfeamj jniHiH nocBamema; aTa cB-BTonncb (to- 
ecTb atHBonncb Ha cTemi'fe) o6pa3yen> HcicyccTBO, H30- 
CptTeHHoe niTeflHepoMTb; apKO-KpacHHe, CHHie h 3ejie- 
HHe 6jihkh, KOJieonaca jiaryrb Ha rpaHHHe nanyKpyra 
kojiohhi>; 6yam> ^HeM'B paajrHBaTbca 3ffBcb Kpaco^HHft 
nojiycyMpaKi, cBepKaa 3Hr3araMH npopfeeft cB^Ta; h 
apxHTpaBHHa (popMH, h KynojrB, yTOHyrL Bb Mepuaio- 
m,em> KpacoHHOMTb KpyateBi nojiycyMepoKb; Be^epoMb, 
npa aaeKTpHiecKOM'b cb'BT'B noracaxca creicjia; h 
BcnHXHyrb rnraHTCKia apxHTpaBHHa (popMH; hbciihx- 
Hen> KpoBaBaa, KpacHaa KpacKa H3i k y n o ji a: 
TaMi>, B-b dypHHx-b BHcax'b, H3i> yparaHOBt oraeH — 
9 ji o r h m h TBoparb: CBferc. h 3ByKb. 

fl ctok) noopeflHH'B orpoMHaro^ Kpyrjiaro 3ajia h oo- 
3epnax) bob (popMH: boh^ — «Mapcb», bohtb — «K)nH- 
Tepi>» (kojiohhh h apxHTpaBH nocBain,eHH 3j&cb njia- 
HGTaisrb; mh, pfe^HKH, Ha3HBajiH HXb nonpocTy — 
«Mapc*b», «OaTypH , b», «CojiHHe»; h — rOBopHJin Apyrb 
APyry: «Ha neM-b bh pa6oTaeTe?» — «Ha K)nirrep'B»); h 
«DifflTep , b» h «Mapct» — apxirrpaBH, KOTopne floopo- 

COB-BCTHO MH BHpfcsajIH XlOJffr pyKOBOflCTBOMb JK6HH MO- 

en Hamra; Ha «MapcB» mh HanajiH Hauiy pafioiy no fte- 
peBy; noMHio: Kor^a-TO pa3JianHa, apxatpaBHHa (pop- 
MH, KaKt sonoTonHHe Hocoporar, doajiH eme Ha aevuii, 
— nofl'b HaB'BcoM'b capaeBt; mh uijioe JiiiTO, ub yipa ji 

89 



flfl Beiepa B3rpoM03flHBinHCB Ha wirb, BHOHBami H3B 
hhxb H30in;peHHHa njiocKOCTH: «Mapci>» h «K)nHTepT>» 
mh BHpisajiH HenocpeflCTBeHHo npefl'b ofrBaBJienieM-B 
bohhh; 9th (popMH Ha ajihhhhxb, TaatejiHXB ninaxB 
6hjih B3AepHyTH KBepxy, yKpinjieHH HaflB KOJiOHHaira; 
oceHB BoeHHaro ro^a paooTajiH mh Ha^B HapyatHHMH, 

HaflOKOHHHMH (pOpMaMH; 3HMy ate, B3rpOM03#HBUIHCB 

noffB Kynojrb h oGjiinHBmH Ham-B «MapcB», sopfeajiH 
ero; bck) BecHy h Bee jtbto 1915 ro,na — OKaHHHBajm 
«K)nHTep , B»; «DimTepT>» h «MapcB» — - HaniH (popMH; 
jno&no hxb, KaKB MajiMx-B A'feTea cbohxb; bth (popMH, 
KaRB 3HaTB, — He yBHJKy a dojiie: ecjm yBHaty, — yBH- 
aty bt> hhoh oficTaHOBK'B; yBHaty hxt> cHH3y: He no^HH- 

MyCB BHOBB nOflB KynOJTB. 

npomaftTe ate «<popMH», bb kotophh a bkojiothjii. 
qacTB mo«h jkhoth: Tenept OHa — TawB, bhcoko-bh- 
coko-bhcoko; nacTB flymn Moen BHme mbhh caMaro! 

KaKB ate MoraH axo Bee mh co3#aTB? H He 3Haro. H 
3Haro HaBipHoe: ecjiH 6h HacB npeflynpeatflajiH sapa- 

H'fce, HTO MH 'BfleMB BHpfeHBaTB HMeHHO 9TH OrpOMHHa 

(popMH, mh He npifoajiH-fi^ kb /JopHax-B; noKa3aJiocB 
6h npocTO 6e3yMieMB npHHHMaTBca 3a Taatejioe fliuio; 

MH "BXaJIH BB ^OpHaXB, HTOOH 6HTB T&Wb nOJie3HHMH ) He 

npeACTaBjiaa ceSi, Hi>wb ace hmchho; mh-b KaaajiocB, 

HTO eCJIH-6H HOpyHHJIH MH* nOJpieTaTB TOJIBKO memoi, 

h to a c^nrajiB 6h ce6a o^eHB cnacTJiHBHMB. KaKB ate 

CJiyiHJIOCB, HTO MH 9TO BCe BHpfeaJIH? 

IIpi'BxajiH bb TtopHaxi) mh nepBaro (peBpajia 1914 
ro,na; Bee nepBoe BpeMa topthjih h Kpacnjoi njiaHH; no- 

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tomb, yace bi> Maprk (Hac-b 6hjio em,e nejioB'BK'b #Ba,n- 
n,aTL iiflTL: nowrfe cb'kxajiHCb cothh paooTHHKOBB), Hacb 
coopajiH bi> nojiyoTCTpoeHHOMt noM^meHiH H3t CeroHa: 
npeflB KanHTeatHOK) (popMoio; HlTefiHepb, BoopyacHB- 
iuhcb CTaMe3KOK» h HaGraoflaa MOAeJibKy H3i> ranca, 
CTajiB 6ncTpo EHp-BSHBaTB CaTypHOBy Kamrrejib, flaBaa 
Ham> o&BHCHeHifl: mh, coopaBHiHca KyHKOH, cjA^hjih 
BHHMaTejibHO 3a nrrpHXOM-B ero ocTpofi cTaMe3KH; TaKie 
ceaHCH He pa3i> noKropaJiHCb; BnocjrBflCTBiH mh pa36n- 
jihcb Ha Ky^KH; o6pa30Bajiocb HeTHpHaflnaTb Kyiercb 
H3i Hact (no TiHCJiy KanHTejien); 3a KaacAOH npncMaT- 
pHBaJTb pii3HHK , b-xyflcwKHHK*b (HJieffb Hamero 06m,ecT- 
Ba); 6hctpo ocbomhcb mh; Hepest M'Bean.'b, bt> anpfc- 
jii,, mh 6hjih pa36irrH Ha HOBHs rpynnH; h BH6pajiH py- 
KOBOflHrejieH; Kaacflaa rpynna B3ajia apxHTpaBt; HaMB 
flocrajiacb flyooBaa Macca flora «Mapca»; Hact 6hjio qer- 
Bepo: a, Hojijih, eecrpa ea, Myara> cecTpn; pyKOBO.pra'e- 
Jiem, apxHTpaBa Ha3HaqHjm H9jijih; oHa — npoB'Bpajia 
paooTy, OHa BHincjiajia, Kauoe KOjraraecTBO caHTHMer- 
poBB ^yooBaro flepeBa Hyauao ocTaBHTBjKaKoe K0jra*iecT- 
bo — cHaTb; /i;oktopt> IIlTeHHep'b, cjrBfla 3a paooTOH, non- 
th eateflHeBHO Hac^ bcbx'b oSxo^hjib; OHb onep^HBajii 
nJiocKOCTH yrjieM^; h odBacHajrb Bee, hto HyacHO. 

HanajibCTBa ate He ohjio. IoaHHOBo 3/i,aHie CTpo- 
hjiocb aHapxHHecKHMB npHHHHnoMi.: 6wn> opKecrp-b 
HHCTpyMeHTOB'b; h 6HJTB — flHpnatep'b; yKa3aHia ftaBa- 
jiHCb, KaK-b HMnyjibck, Kaicb nocBameHie Kb njiaHH pa- 
6oth, ho BHnojiHeHie 6hjio — cbooo^ho. 

IoaHHOBo SflaHie ydtaflaerb MeHa B"b tomb, kb 

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HeMt H COMHiBaJICH BCK) JKH3Hb": BT> KOJIJieKTHBHOMt 

CTpoirrejiBCTB'B; KOJiJieKTHBHoe TBop'iecTBO ocymecTBH- 
jio IoaHHOBO 3saHie. 

Mh paGoTajiH cb /i;eBHTH #;o /u^taa/inaTH; pobho bi 
ABiHawaTB BeoejiHMH TOJinaMH mh onycKajnicb Kb nm- 
THHi, no/fb xojim-b, r/vfe roroBHJica BKycHHit oCiffb; no- 
cjtb mh OTflHxajiH ;i;o flByxi> bi> WHBOTeHHHX'b 6ecfeflax , b, 
h B*b cMixi nopoio hjih ace 3a6HpajiHCb Bt rycTyio Tpa- 
By; a b"b flBa naca bijih Ha xojimt>; flajrBe, npopaoOTaBuiH 
npH6jiH3HTejii>HO /iBa naca, hijih nHTb KO<pe;cb naTH ro 
ceMH Ob nojiOBHHOft onait mh pa60Tajra; nocjrfe — hijih 
yacHHaTb; no cyOfxyraM'b h BOCKpeceHbHMT) b^ capai ih- 
TaJTb PyAOJibtpi) IIlTeHHept HaMt JieKHiH: ho OHBajra 
nepio^H, Korsa om> HHTajit KamflHH B&z&pb. 

IIo BenepaMi) Ha^iHHajiaca HOBaa 3kh3hi>: peneTH- 
niH «9bphtmih» h aBpHTMHiecKHxt nocTaHOBOKt; jqim- 
HHa paSoTHHHH, oCjieKaacb bt> Jier^afimia TyHHKH, H30- 
6pamajiH jkh3hb 3Byica — bi> flBHacemn; penenmiH «9b- 
Phtmih» lepe^oBajiHCH cb penerHH;iaMH opiceoTpa h xo- 
pa; rycraa, npeKpacHaa, cTpaHHaa, ho h3bh-b HenoHaT- 

H3JI JKH3Hb. 

H Haflo Bceit btoh jkhshmo CjiHCTajra bte> 3opro 6h- 
pro30BHe, acHHe Kynoaa; Ha mix-h rjia^a, a nyBCTBO- 
Bajrb HiatHocTb jik)6bh: hh K/b neMy, hh m, kouj. . . 

Ho^bK) ate EapayjiHJiH mh IoaHHOBO 3flame; Kaieb 

jno6HJTC> 9TH BaXTH a. 

HoHb: no/P) toook) mrb seJieHH hcho roparb oroHOT:- 
kh; BOKpyrb — hh ^ynm; no3a/pi — Topnarb rpeomi ot- 
BicHaro TeMneHa. <X>oc<popHHecKHM , b 6jiecKOM , b JiyHa Ha- 

92 



jiHBaerb npoarpaHCTBa; h 6jiecKOMT> MepnaiorB jBa Ky- 
nojia: th nseniB cb (poHapeMi), bt> nepexoaaxi., bt> cji'B- 
hhx-b 3aKoyjiKaxi> 6eroHHaro nepBaro aiaiaca; botb h jtb- 
CTHHii,a, noflifflpaeMaa KaMeHHOHornMH rjiHoaMH, h ko- 
jiohkh Cb 3iaroin,eH uewipy hhmh AHpoio TeMHiauinxi. 
npocTpaHCTBi.: Kopn/ippH, yrjin, kochkh, flyrn apoKt 

CBOHMt COHCTaHieMI) HB'BTOB'B (TeMHO-nepHaro vh cfe- 

pHMt) HanoMUHarorb Kaicia-TO bhji,ooi6jihhh coKpoBeH- 
Haro xpaMa; h KasKeTca, hto HaBCTpiny CuecHyn. <pa- 

KejIH, HTO nOHBHTCa JIIOflH CT> 3Ke3JiaMH. 

Th — BOTt m> 3ajri3; noBepTHBaeraB sjieKTpnHecT- 
bo; h — npe/i^. to6ok) B03HHKaDn> MipH H3T> jtbcob'b, 
iiepeKJia/i;HH'b h oaJioicB ct> eflBa npocrynaioiniiM'B koh- 
TypoM-B (popMH; HenoBTopaeMH kphbhshh 9thxt> crBH-B, 
HenoBTopaeMH apxirrpaBH kojiohh'b btrtl BXOflOBt: to- 

qeHHHX'b, OCKaJieHHNXT) pTOBI.; CMyTHO KfUSKCTCfl, HTO 

th KpoineHHHB — BHyTpH nepena; TaMi. b-b iviyCHH'B — 
6y#ro Kto-to, Koro th bcio skh3hb CMyTHO JKftajrB: no 
HOiaMT. Oh-b npoxoflHTB no 9toh HiifBiomeH saa'b. 
Bon, BHxoftHiiiB napysKy; h — th Ha BepaHfl-B; cb 

BepaHflH OTKpHTH npOCTOpH; OKpeCTHOCTH MHpHH H TH-' 

xh; cnycKaeuiBca h ooxoshihb capan; nepe^B toook) 
flBa Kynojia. . . H3T> (poccpopnHecKHX'B 6jiecKOB-B; OTTyfta 
cjieTam. kt> TeGi jiyHOBeHbe — to canoe; a KaKoe 
— He 3 h a e in t; oho oxflaeTca bi> flying: He 3 a 6 h- 

BaeMHMl HHKOrp. 

Ooxoaa cb ^OHapeMi. noJiyKpyjKia Sflama a bciio- 
MHHajii>, hto flBa Kynojia am yBHAiHH mhoio #aBHO eme, 

KB KHOCTH. 

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XPAMTj 0JIA9H 

IlepesKHBaHie, o kotopom'b xony 3ffBCB cKa3aTB, 
npoH3onuio Kb thxoh nepKBH; a ohjtb rHMHasHCTOM-B 
Torsa. 

IJepKOBB a nocfemaJTB no ooHHaio; mh^ TaM-B Hpa- 
bhjiocb ntaie, 30Jioraa napia, ofijiaKa (pHMiaMa; h Hpa- 

BHJIOCB MH^ HaGjUOftaTB, KaKT> XpOMaK>IIi;iH fliaiCOH'B, 

BHnaHHBaromiH nepeKonieHHyio, oojitrayio rydy, otb ko- 
Topofit bhcbjih piflHaHime, acecrKie bojioch, rpoMonoc- 
ho rjiacmn. «n a k h, n a k h»; Ka3ajiocB, oh'b — atpent, 
MHi CBH3aBffliHCH Cb BOCnOMHHaHieM'B oob H^ojioatepT- 
BeHHOM-B Macfe; jnoonmb Ha6jiK>flaTb a ffbaHKa bt> nojio- 

CaTeHBKHXB, CHHeHBKHX'B tfpiOHKaXB, BCer/ta pa3BOflHB- 

raaro xpnnory cbohmi. BosraacoMB: «Incyck Cjia^;- 
HalhniH». 

51 Kb nepKOBB xojpijrb, KaKB bb TeaTpt: BOCnOMH- 
HaHieM'B o KaKHXi>-TO 3a6BiTHXB ofipaaaxi, no cymecTBy 
otohb cTpaniHHX'b, BCTaBajia mh^ nepKOBB; h ecjin 6h 
a ynjiOTHHJn. nepeJKHBama, B036y3K,o,eHHBia fliaKOHOMB, 
Kb o6pa3H, — nojiyrajica 6h o6pa3T> nycTHHHOH KpeM- 
hhctoh CTpaHH, npo3iaBineH rayooKHMH flnpaMH iep- 
hbixb neinepB, H3T. KoropHxt Sfcacajm acpenN, ocTaBjiaa 

CyXOH HCTOmeHHHH, nOKpHTBtft KpOBaBHMH CTpynbaMH 

jnoffs h OTflaBaa ero bo BjiacrB fleMOHairb, oOHTaran.iiM'b 
nemepHHa flHpu; cpe^b KpeMHHCTHxi> ycyrynoB'B croajTB 
Tain. npecTOjrb cb onpoKHHyroa, HflOjioacepTBeHHOH na- 
me©; atHTeJIH 9T0H CTpaHH H3HNBaJIH KB yscacHHX-B, iy- 

94 



flOBHIHHHX'b CpOpMaXb ftymeBHOH 60JTB3HH, npOHCXOAH- 

men otl Bt syinn BrpH3aBHiHxca fleMOHOKb, coe^HHeH- 
HHx-b ci> nec^acTHHMH AyinaMH naccaMH npesKHHX'b, &b- 
atasniHX'b sKpenoBt, no.aaraBiHHX'b, ito naccaMH 9thmh 
BBOflHrb ohh BoscecTBO bt> ayniH cMepTHHX'b; ho yafb 
CTOJi'feTia Chjih odopBaHH npoBO^H Meatfly hhmh h Bo- 
roM-b; npn bchkoh mojihtbt> 3a flyiny, ^yflOBHiHHbrii &hcb 
onycKajica m, Ty flymy; h — My^Hjrb ee; nepenojiHH- 
Jiacb CicHOBarHMH mtjCthoctb: acpenN nepenoprajiH Bee 
HacejieHie 9toh CTpaHH: h — cfi'BacajiH; cb rfcx-h nopb 
fb KaMeHHCTOt cTpanfe H^Tb acpena. 

TaKi> bo mh-b ynjioTHflJica SflHCTaiomiH oopas-b, 
HKOHocraca ct> flByMa ookobhmh #BepaMH, 3asepHyTHM« 
apKo-KpacHHM*b aTJiacoMt, Koraa H3T> flBepefi: Ha aMBOHT. 
ct> «n a k h, n a k h» BHxpaMHBajrb fliaKOHt, BHna^HBaa 
nepeKomeHHyro oojibniyio ry6y, orb KOTopon cBHcaJia 
merHHa; Hanrb fliaROHb ob Rhsvnaowh 0T06paacajiHCb 
acpeijaMH, coe/nfflaiomHMH ^yinn CMepTHHX'b cb dkca- 
mh; h upeoHBame bt> nepKBH CKopM THrorano MeHa; 
roB'BHie npeflcmBjiajiocb mh^ s^jiom-b onacHHMb; 
He to, htoon a oTpHnajrb, irpoHcxoflamee TaHHCTBo; cko- 
p4e bo mhtj noAHMajiHca noaospima, hto 3to Bee 
teki, pHeiaKt; arc — 6hjio Kor#a to; noTOM'b — 

H3M"BHHJI0Cb OHO; HO HpO TO He y3HaJIH CBameHHHKH; H 

cb rfex-b nopb npeBpaTHAHCb ohh npocro bj> acpe^ecKoe 
cocjioBie; mht> Kasanocb Bcer,o;a: a 6HTb Moacerb ecrb 
rffB-To h h o e cjiyacenie, ecjm ecTb oho, ct> HHMb to a 
cBa3aHT>. 

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IlepeJKHBaHLH bth ojpiaatAH bo mh* pa3HrpajiHCB: 
roBiji-b a; cToajia cTpacTHaa Hea'Bjia; to 6hjio, MHi Ka- 
JKeTca, m> cpesy; aroajTb, npHCJiOHHBiHHCB kt> ctbh'b; 
h — coTpac^ MeHa o6pa3t: KaK-b Cy^TO 6h ctbhh cy- 
ppOh Moeft 5KH3HH pa3/i;BHHyjiiicB BMier'B ct ynaBHieft 

CTBHOH) CTOJTBTift (HepKOBHOH CTBHOK)) ; KaKt 6y/vro 6h 

nepnoBB odopBaJiaca OftHOio ctbhok) b'b h h h t o; a yBH- 
fl$m> k o h e a; t> (a He 3Haio nero — Moefi jkh3hh, hjib 
Mipa?) , ho OyflTo: flopora HCTopin yimpajiCB bt> /urn k y- 
n o ji a: XpaMa; h — Tannn Hapo,a,a cTeicajiHCB Ty#a; 
6y^TO BHGopHHe ort Bcero nejioB'BHecTBa, oGjieieHHHe 

B1> CjieCK-b H BHCCOffB, npOCTHpajIHCB CKB03L 3ByKH H 

KpaCKH BT> hehto, oopHBaBHiee Bee. 

H BnocjrBflCTBiH noHHjn.: heito Shji-b oSpHBii 

MOeft COCcTBeHHOft 3KH3HH — JTBTb B1> TpHflUaTB; H — 

cnoirt Bcfext nyTeit, coBepniHBHiifiea bt. TaftHaxt ^y- 
mn;3a ooaoMOMt BCTaBajn. hobhh nyTB, MeHa Be/uniH 
K'B jipywb KynojiaM'b IoaHHOBa 3flama; tojibko a bh- 
S'BJi'B flsa KynoJia 30jiothmh, a He jia3ypHHMH BOBce; 
Ha^t hhmh BCTaBajio orpoMHoe CojiHne. 

KoHnennia HeB'fepoaTH'feHHieH acHOCTH ocBHHjia Me- 
Ha; noHajit a, hto KOHnajiacB Hcropia: /i;paMa cy/iBON 
Moelt — flpaita, Koropyro nepeKHBen, cKopo BecB Mipi.; 
yBHfltaHHH xpaMt a Ha3Ba,jrB npo oeoa «XpaMOM , B Cka- 
bh»; h MKi noKa3ajiocB, hto 9T0My XpaMy ywe yrpoasa- 

GTb AHTHXpHCTb; a BH6'B3KaJI'b, KaKTb 6e3yMHHH Wb 

nepKBH: noniejrb — a He 3Haio, Ky^a; a onoMHHjica Ha 
oCpHBHCTOiTB ckjioh'b. . . y MOCTa; ir odpa3H OCJTBUH- 
TejiBHOfi acHOCTH npoHOCHjiHCB bo MHi, onjapanHBaa 

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on. flyiim cjioh 3a wioeMi: to 6hjih BH/VBHia AnoKajnm- 
CHca, BomiomeHHHH B-b coBpeMeHHyio skh3hb; noHajrB a, 

HTO OrpOMHHH CyflB6H npH6jIH3H,JIHCB. 

BenepoMt Bt CBoefl MajiemKOH KOMHaTicB Ha6po- 
cajn. a iraaffB flpaMH-MHCTepiH; h ero 03arjiaBHji:i>: 
«IIpHineainili»; h cKopo noTOMi Ha6pocajn> a BecB nep- 

EHH OTpBIBOKB (HeCOBepiHeHHNH 30 KpafiHOCTH); KB 

1903 rofly JleoHH/i-B JleflaHofi OKOHHaTdiBHO btotb ot- 
pBtBOK-B Hcnopmjn>, npHroTOBKBi. Kb nenaTH ero; flpa- 
mh a He okohihjtb; bt> ayni'B moch ^paiia-MHCTepia npa- 
Haaa OHeHB cjkmkhbm (popMH. 

TenepB tojibko noHajrB: He Haimmy HHKoiyja Moen 
ApaMH-MHCTepin noTOMy, hto caMi -yacB BCTyirajTB bt> 
ea c(pepy; a cairB jm.% ynacTHHKi coohtth, Beflymnx'B 
k*b KaTacTpocp'fe; hto ecTB «XpaMi CjiaB h»? fl fly- 
Maro — «OojiHeHHBiH rpaflt*, onycKaeMHft b-b cepflne, 
HaMeiMb Ha Hero — ecTB to 3flame, Koropoe BHCBKajm mh 
cb H9jijih; IoaHHOBo3jiaHie. 



BJIAJJHMIP'b COJIOBbEBT) 



Bjia^HMipa CojiOBBeBa a BHflHBajTB h #o cofiHTia, 
6HBmaro kb nepKBH; 113% cyMpaita JTBCTmnyb, b-b noflfc- 
fefffe cyTyjio KanajiacB HaBCTpiny (pnrypa ero; M'fexa 
nnniHOH uianKH TonopmHJiHCB; noflHHMajica kb KBap- 
Tupy M. C. CojioB&eBa, cb ceMeitcTBowB KOToparo CBa- 

7 97 



saw, 6njit> a, h KaropHft ;i,o cMepxn CBoeft npoacHBajrb 
bj> HanieMi, CTapoMi> nofltfefl'fe; h bote: npuxoflfl kt> Co- 
jiOBbeBHin>, nopoio, BCTpTb^ajTb a "Bjia/piMipa CojiOBbeBa 
3a inaniKaMH: He y/^JiajTb a BHHMam>a eMy wb mo Bpe- 
mh: a Cbijrb yG'Bac.n.eHHHM'b 6ys/piCTOM , b; Offb sort npe/i;- 
CTaBjiajica TeojioroM'b; He yBaacajrb TewioriH a; Ha3H- 
Bajit Teojioriio H3acHTOH h cKynHofi cxojiacTHKOH; xa- 
acHBajii. Kb CoaoBbeBHMi a Haaro; Hwta,m> HWb orpHB- 
KH CTHXOBT.; Meatfly npOHHMl npo^iejrb HM1> «IIpHHieA- 

raapo»; 3T0Tb Ha6pocoKi> noHpaBHJica. 

A Hepe3T> flBa c^ nonoBHHOK) rop, OTen.Tb moh o^- 
Haas^H cK,a3ajn> oaaiBJieHHO: 

— «BjiaAHMipt CeprBeBHH'B, 3Haenib jih, npo^H- 
Tajii> cboio noB-BCTb; npeAcraBb ceCi, hto OHa Ha3HBaeT- 
ca «IIoB'BCTbK) ofo Ahthxphctb»; CTpaHHaa TeMa. . .» 

3aKOJiOTHjiocb, 3a6HJiocb ycajieHHo cep/me, Kaieb y 
BjnoSjieHHaro; gyBCTBOBajrb, ito a hto-to cennacb #oji- 
ateH-b cKpHTb orb OTua: npoOiacajiH m> co3HaHiH oopa- 

3H spaMH-MHCTepin;' H — IipoSjIHCTaJIH OTKy^a-TO, H3- 
flajni Kynojia XpaMa CjiaBH. 

doajia BecHa: 3aflHinajiH 3aKaTH; yate H3^Hinajia- 
ca TaflHOK) rpyflb; h cyflbOHHH nocjiipHii ro- 
jymh 3aMaa*iHJiH b^ B03ji;yxi; noMHio: 0. M. CojiOBbeBa 
He paai) nocHJiajia 3a mhoh; roBopnjia OHa npo Ha6po- 
coKb «IIpHHie/iniiH», npo «IIoB r BCTb» B. C. CojiOBbeBa, 

npo TO, HTO Mfffe HaflO Cb HHM'b BCTpiTHTbCa. 

Biajin MaflcKie acapicie ahh; ^oporoMHjiOBO 3arpo- 
xoTajio B03aMH: nepefeacajin Ha fla^n, Tamnjinca koh- 
kh; h — spe6e3acajffl 3B0HKaMH; a B/npynt. nojiy^aio 3a- 

98 



rtHCKy; Bt Heft CKa3aHo ohjio, *£to6t> a nocKopM npn- 
xo#hjit> Kb CojiOBbeBHMt: kt> BenepHeMy qaio npii- 
rterb B. C. OojiOBbeBi) h npoHTerb cbok) noBicrb; 3aico- 
jiothjiocb, 3a6Hjioct ycHjieHHO cep/yje; cyj\b6miu ro- 
flHBVb 3aMaaiHjiH bt> Bossyxi. H — npiiinejii.; a Ci boji- 
HeHiesTb noacHMajTb HeecTecTBeHHo /yiHHHyio h 6e3CHjib- 
Hyio pyKy Bjia/pmipa CojioBbeBa, cb CjiaroacejiaTejib- 
hok) 6hctpotok» npoTaHyTyio; mh-b ottotjihbo noKaaa- 
jiocb: a npHHart bi> co3HaHbe Bjia^HMipoMt CojioBbe- 
bhmi>; nepeMiHHJica ero npoHHHaiomift B3rjia/vb: OH-b cb 
^OBipieMt norjiaflijrb Ha MeHa: noTOMy hto 0. M. Oo- 
jiOBbeBa Tenepb nocBarHjia ero B"b moh HyBCTBa; Bee 3to 
MejibKHyjio bo Bsraa/VB ero; h — CKa3ajiocb bi> nosKa- 
Tia pyKH; h CKa3aJiocb B"b HeaoBKOM'b MOjraaHbH; oho 
Hactynnjio: B. p. CojioBbeB-b norjiafffeorb Ha MeHa Boiipo- 
cirrejibHo; 3aroBopHJiH o HHu,uie; pa3Aajica 3miiom>; 
CojiOBbeB'b 3aK0H(py3HJica: kto-to HeKCTa™ npHHiejn>; 

H a BH/VBJTb, Cb KaKOft flOfipOAyiUHOH 6e3n0M0IHH0CTbK>, 

noTHpaa cBoft jio&b, offb Hamejica: 

— «Hejib3a jih cKa3aTb, hto ceitnaeb Oysert CRyH- 
Hoe, HeHHTepecHoe iTeme?'* 

IIomhk): 3a naeM-b pacKJiaflHBajrb oh'b nomejiT'BJiHe 
jihctkh pyKonHcn; HeBtpoHTHO mypuiaji-b, nepeonpaa 

3a JIHCTHKOMt JIHCTHK'b, KHflaaCb Ha Hnxt 6jIH30py- 

KHM-b jiHiKMb; a cha^JI'B nepe/i.'b hhmi>, saKa^aBiuHMca 
Hafli> jincTaMH CyMarH — nepeyTOMJieHHNM'b, cosioKeH- 
hhmt., cH'BAaeMHM'b mhcjimo; yjKe CTeKjiorjia3bia oima 
Garpacb, nepenojiHHJiHCb 3opaMH: OKHa JiOMHJincb orb 

v 99 



rpoxoTOKb; /ipe6e33KajiH 3bohkh rpoMKHxi kohokb; h 
kojiothjioch cepwe. 

IIO Mtpt TOrO, KAKi HHTaffb OH'b HaMI> nOB'BCTB, 

onflTB npo6 r BJKa.jffl bo Mfffe 3aTaeHHHe o6pa3H flpaMH- 
MHcrepiH; h npo&JiecTajiH OTKy/i;a-TO H3flajra Kynojia 
XpaMa CjiaBH. 

0, ecJiH 6h noMHHTB bcb MHrn, pa3i>aTHe BpeMe- 
mwb, iepe3T> ro/ja B03Bpam,eHHNe, MHoroe npoacHraocB 
6h: rojioct ywiHuiaJTb 6h a: 

— «3K;pi MeHa». 

Oht> noTOMt HcxoflturB H3i> syHiHCTHxt nojiefl; h 

BnOCJI'BflCTBiH BHCJiaJIi HaBCTpiHy MHt BtCTHHEa 

iipHCrajKeHiH MHCTepin: H9JUIH h a, mh BHHMajiH no- 
tom'b npoxoflHBineMy BicTHHicy: Bii rpoMNxaiomeM'b 
Bpiocceji'B; bt> KeJiBHt 3a coook) out Bejii>; mh ero ycJiH- 
xajm Ha JieKijiH Py^ojiBipa HlreHHepa; h btotb caMHft 
ate rojioci bo mh* npoH3HecB «BpeMeHa HaKonjiaiOToi» 
Bt MHn>, Korjia a, Buxo^a Ha njiom,aflKy BaroHa, ycra- 

BHJIca BOCXHHjeHHO Bi Jia3ypH0-3eJieHHe KaMHH, noKpH- 

rae MxoM-b (nost BepreHOifB); B3flporHyjn> TOr^a a h 
iiosHajit raasa; h yBHfl'fejrB: boht. TaMi> Ha njiom.aiUK.'B 
BaroHa, cockflHaro cb HarnHMt, jihh,o HeonncyeMoe, KaEt 
nycTHHa, noKpHToe lexico MopmHHaMH, nepegepneHHOe 
TfeHaMH; ^Ba rjia3a, MraoBeHHO pacniHpHBmHCb, 6pocH- 
jih orHeHHHH cHont: nocMOTp'BJiH Bi MeHa CpHJiJiiaHTO- 

BHMT> CB'ETOM'b CBOHMt, HOflHHMaa Bl> flyiH'B BHXpH 3KH3- 

HeHHHxib chjtb h ropa ocB-BTJieHHHMi cTpaflameM*b Mi- 
pa; npHHafljiesKajiH rjiasa HeBHooKaro pocia 6proHery bi 
uiHpoKonojioK, OT^eTJiHBOfl uiJian'B; to 6um> flOKTopt 

100 



HlTeftHepB; a B3raafla ero He Mon> BHHecTii; oTBepHya- 
ca Kb OKHy — fb SjiecKH cojiHija, b-b nypnypoBHft moxb: 
«BpeMeHa HaKonaaioTca: ac^a MeHa». . . Bhobb noBep- 
Hyjica; h HeBHcoKaro pocTa oproHera TaMt He onjio. 

Bee to BnepBue B03crajio mh"b m> rfe flajieKia Bpe- 
MeHa, m> moth ^Tema CojiOBBeBa; croajio, Bnepact kb 
MeHa, 3a cjiOBaMii, kotophmh mh o6whnasmch; Bjia^H- 
uipb CeprteBH^i> npocnjiB nocKop'BH npHHecra moh 
otphbok-b MHCTepiH-apaMBi — «npHHieflmiH»: xotbjib ero 
BHCJiymaTB (6hjtb yate nepBNH Hacb hohh); h mh otjio- 
jkhjih flo oceHH HTeHie; h npomaacb, noacajrb oht> mh^ 
jiacKOBO pyKa: 

— «j|o oceHH». 

JliTOMB yracB ohb; ho pa3roBopB — HeoKOHHeH- 
hhh — npoAOJiamjica: b-b ro^axi> Moeft jkh3Hh; ohb 
AJiHJica Bi) HopBerin, npn nocrpoHiCB IoaHHOBa 3Aania; 
h npa 3aiuiaflK , B ero, coBna^ajom,eH nacoM-B h flHeM-B cb 
AHeMT. h nacoM-B oncpHria Haiuero MocKOBCKaro Odine- 
CTBa, KB noM'femeHbH Koroparo a immy 9th ctpokh; nop- 
Tpem. CojiOBBeBa rjia/oiTB Ha MeHa; h ,jihh,o flopororo 
yHHTejia, BHCKa3aBHiaro o Cojiobbcb'b TaKia CojiBuiia 
cjioBa. 

Ohb npoflOJiatHJica, — HeoKOHHeHHHii pa3roBop , B 

CB CojIOBBeBHMB: OHB ^JIHJICa BCK) 5KH3HB - , nyTb mm> 

MeHa: ot-b CojiOBbeBa k-b. . . IoaHHOBy 3AamK>. 

3fl^cB, b"b Kynojiax-B IoaHHOBa 3,a;aHia, y3Haro a h 
BHfffeHie KynojiOBB. . . XpaMa CjiaBbi; 6hpk>30boh jijo- 

60BBK) 0FB3JIH HacB OHH cb Hbjijih; Ha^B 6e3njIO^HOK) 11 

KaMeHHCTOK) M^CTiiocrbK) npojiHjiHcb Cjiaro^aTHHe jihb- 

101 



HH; H MiCTHOCTH 9TH HCXOflHTB JOHtfiinHMH BCXOflaMH; 

Bne^aTJiiHta an. nepKBH npo^QJisKajiHCb b-b o6pa3i: 
H3i. KpeMHHCTHXb Haropift', npocoxmaxt nemepaMH, 
atpen^. 6pocHBi> Bee, Bflpyrb orpeMHTejiBHo dpocHJica b-b 
GircTBo; HSMyqeHHBrii CicaMH JHOflt, cooHpaacB Kb ny- 
CTHM'b ajrrapairb, JKflajrB SKpena: aspen?., nonyraHHO 
onpoKHHyB'B ajrrapB, Bspyrb crpeMHTejiBHO CpocHJica bt> 
GircTBo: ho H3<najieKa-,/i;ajieKa npHinejn. Kto-to hobbih 
Ha oMtay sicpena; h nocMorp'BJi'B Ha 6ojrB3HeHHHH jhorb 
6pHjiJiiaHTOBHM'B B3rjiHflOM* jik)6bh; ohjtb OWh npHHaTB 
3a Bora; h npHBe^eH-B icb ajiTapairB; ho an. hhxi. onca- 
sajica OffB: \ 

— «AjrrapH HUHi nycra; h «6orH», KOTopNe 

He OHJIH B O r O M T., a OBCaMH, HHH'B HOKHHyjIH HX1>» 

— nporoBopHJiH TaKi, B3opn ero; nporoBopnjio jihik>, He- 
onHcyeMoe; flBa rjia3a MrHOBeHHO pacmnpHjiHCL, CpocH- 
jih choitb 6pHjuiiaHTOKB, yracjffl; hto-to, (kecHyBiiiH, 
crpeMHTejiBHO onycicajiocB Ha cojnieHHHX'B KpHJiBaxt; 
h rpoiocaa b^ctb pasorajiacB: H&noB'BKOirB cmjrB don.. 

TaK-B 6bi a ynjiarHHjrb BnenaTjrBHie otb IoaHHOBa 
3aaHia: BneHaTjitaie BBipocTajio Ha BaxTaxt: on. rpaH- 

HNXT., H3BHBHCTLIX'B 3M"BH H yrJiaCTHX'B HFBTOB'B BHpO- 

crajio bo imfe Bne^aTJi'BHBe Tenaa: 6y#TO kto-to raa- 

A^JTB BT> MOD flyniy CBOHSTB SpHJIJliaHTOBHM'b B3rjia- 

rom-b; bi. nojiyHO^H, cb (ponapein., a, oHBajio, ctoh) no- 
cpeflHH'fe KOJiOHHaro Kpyraaro 3aJia; h — npoHHHaio Mi- 
pn nepeKjiaflHH'B, jtbcob'b jierKOJieTHHM'B jrynowb (poHa- 
pa, MeHyru,HMi cBiTH Ty/ia h cio/ia; OKH^HBaio Kanirre- 
jih kojiohitb, accHMeTpHHHO CToamHX'b Ha mecTHrpaH- 

102 



HHKaxi> npicojieH; xopn xopajioKb, noiomnxt KpHcraji- 
jiaMH /i,epeBa, pa3CKa3HBaiOTb, CuBano, oefia: h flonoTon- 

HH3 6pOHH JKHBOTHHX'b — BOTb, CB'BCHJIHCb ; nOCJTB, 6H- 

Bajio, cKpinia Bb TeMHOTB nepeHOCHHMH ^ocKaMH, a nofl- 
HHMaiocb noflt Kynojn>, rs"b Mope KpoBaBHXb (poHTaHOB'b 
orpoMHOK khctlk) H3o6pa3Hjia Masajrb IIepajiBT9: r^i 

9jIOrHMH TBOpaTb CB^Tb H BByKi; OCTaHOBHBinHCb Ha 

ypoBHi apxHTpasoBi) h HanpaBjiaa Ha hhx'b cboh <po- 
Hapb, a dHBaJio cjrfwKy, Kaio., cpHBaaca, rpaHHbia crfe- 
hh JieraiOTb orpoMHHMH swbmm, Kaieb rpaHemma, ap- 
XH^rpaBHHa (popMH othctjihbo npLiraioTb Ha npyrbixb 
nojiyflyaftiaxb, ynaftaa Ha paflb KanHT&neH. 

JleraromiH Jiy^b (pOHapa 03apHTb, ocraHOBirrca; 
noflo mhok) CKB03L mean — ofiBajTb: 6e3SHa Mpaica; cmo- 
tpk) ce64 nojp> Horn; Borc> — ocTynnnibca, rpoxHenibca 
h — yMpemb Ha CeroHHOM'b nony. 

^JIHTCa HOHb: nOCpeSHH-B npOCTpaHCTBa HiMLIXb 

apxHTpasOBb (h — Ha O/piOSTb Cb hhmh ypoEH'B) thxo 
ctok), 3aTyniHBHiH <J>OHapb; cjibuhho — BiTepb, cneTaa 
b^> OTBepcria OKOHb (BHH3y, no^o mhoio) HanojmHTb 
npocTpaHCTBO pHflaroiHHM'b ryflOMb: HanpaBo, HajrBBO, 
Bnepefflb h Ha3aflb; Hanasaert Ha CpeBHa: 6e3B'feinHOCTb 
jieTajomnx-b BH3roBb. 

OrKysa to cHH3y — man*; kto-to rpy3HHH, Taace- 

JIHH 3aXOflHTb BHH3y; 3Hai): 3T0 — PjO^HETb, HO^HOH 

cropowb; a B/ipyrb — He PioffHHb? CKpmiHTb 6aJiKaMH 
CTapHH PK/pHTb Ha KOpOTeHbKHX-b Hoaocaxb, aepsca 

npeflb coooh Kpyrjiorjia3HH (ponapHKb; MejibKHyrb Bb 
CTpyi cBfea mh-b npo^eprHH oajiorcb, KOJiOHHa, npnnofl- 

103 



HHTHfi Kpaft KanarejiH; onaTb TeMHOTa; a Kb npocrpaH- 
CTBax-b CeroHHaro nojia iMNBerb Haflb uiaraMH (pona- 
pmeb. 

51 oKpnnHy — mani ocTaHOBarca: crapHH ProflHH'b, 
— Ha ieicy: 

— «Wer ist dort?» apoxpHnirrb irai (pOHaparcb. 

— «Ich — Basel. . .» — onumKHerca CHH3y mh^. 

— «Basel. . .» 

— «Basel» — napojib: Ha ceroflHanmiH fleHb; Haflb 

(pOHapHKOlfb — B3iHOXH: 

— «Ia!» 

— «HerrB„% .» 

— «Die Nacht. . .?» 

— «Ia. . .» 

— «Ist mhig. . .» 

ProflHffb, noBCTpimBiiracb Ha BaxTfe, cjieraa no- 
KpaxTHTb; h — pa3pa3irrca Bee toe) ate (ppaaoft: 

— «Die Nacht. . . ja. . . ist ruhig!» 
MnrHyBHiiH (pOHapHieb yxoflHTb, MenbKHyrb Bb no- 

jiocfe HeatHBOro KaKoro-TO cFBTa mb* npoiepiHH 6a- 
jioKb, KOJiOHHa h Kpan KanarejiH; niarH — OTrpeMarb; 
HHKoro; cjihhiho ffBTepi, Baeraa m> orBeparia OKOHTb, 
HanojmHT'b npocrpaHCTBO pNflaiomHM'b ry^OMb: B3Jie- 
THTb, npomypmaBHiH nycraa 6yMara, ^a KpaKHerb 
njiaKCHBaa 6aJiKa: 6e3B , BCTHOc*rci TeMeHH; orccpHBaK) <po- 
Hapb: AepeBaHHas neHTarpaMMa pacnjiacTana nepe^o 
mhoh flepeBaHHHMt oCtaTieirb, 

H Ha^HHaerb Ka3aTbca: Bpfeaaca b-b ctbhh IoaH- 
HOBa 3flaHia, He flepeBamiHa (popiiH rpaHHjrc, a CTaMe3- 

104 



K0H, a — JKH3H& MOK): Bp£3aHa JKH3HB MOH Bl> KynOJTB, 
OTBaJMJIHCB — TOJIbKO M,enKH. 

Si, 3ffBCb, nepeffb BaMH cToamJH — juniib MHoate- 
ctbo wieaoK'b, Moero craMe3K0H otkojiothx'b orb npHpi- 
3aHH0tt (popMN; Ha 3acBflamaxb, Ha nyOJiHHHHX'B co- 
Cpafliax-B, Kb Kpyrfe flpy3efl — Hira, He «fl»: moh naB- 
inia m,enKH. He 3ji,i>cb «fl», a — T&m>: bncoko-bhcoko 
— noBHcaio p^3H0fi neHxarpaMMOH noffb KynojiOM-b xpa- 
Ma. .. 

IIpHnoMHHaeTca xpasrb; Ha aMBOHt cb «naKH-na- 

KH» UpOXOflHTb xpOHaiomiH fliaKOHt (KaK"b CTapHtt TH- 

aceraiH Pd^hht.). fl ctok), npHCJiQHHBiimcb kt> ctbh'b 
(Kb MoeMb npoinjioira.); h — B^pyrt: tohho crfem* cy- 
^edb Moen jkh3hh — pa3opBaHH; h — hhito HajieTfe- 
jio: pHsaronptMi, ryflOMi.; /jopora itoa oopHBaerca: na- 
flaro Kb Xpaira; mh^ MHCTepia-#paMa «IIpHine,n,niiH» — 
HcnojiHHjiacb. 

Kto ace «IIpHHieAHiiH»? 

IIpHinjio KO MHt «H». 

«H» bo mh^ He ecrb «fl», a . . . — XpacTOCb: to — 
Bxopoe IIpHHiecTBie! . . 3Kh3hb npojierijia, oCfffeacb; 

B03BHCHJIHCB CMHOJIH Kb oCbeMH OrpOMH'BHinHX'b 
HCTHHt — ,3,0 flaJIbHHX'b np030pOBT> CyflbSaXTb MOHXb; 

BHcfeKajn. 3ffBCb He crton, a XpaMb npocBiTJieHHHH 
cyffb6H, mh^ BCTaroineH Kb rpaflymeicb: b^ npocTpaHCT- 
Kh Meatt moihhnxi> kojiohh^, no/pMajica no]i,% Kyno- 
jroifb B'fepHHH BOflHTeJib Kb KpyrjrBiom;eH HiJiani Cb no- 
nairn, HafliBHiH neHCHa, 3acrerHyBinH cropryKb; co cra- 

105 



Me3K0lt Kb pyirfj npoxo^pajTB a 3a Ham; oh-b — yiajn. 
MeHH pB3arB rpaHeHHHa njiocKopra b-b kombhx-b h Mac- 
caxi Moeft Myraoft jkbshh; a — caia ceoa BHp , B3a,jrb; 
oojibd menHJiacB, cjieraa b-b npoBajiH 6e3nyTHaa 
jkhbhb; ho BnepeHHBDS b"b MeHaB3MaffB y^HTejia yjiH- 
oajica. 

— «He a, a — Th cam tukl iic-bojihji'b! . .» 

— «BpB3aE ace ceoa bte> 9Ty bhcb: , .» 

— «H — cnaflaft ct> ce6a HjenKaMnV 

CaMB noA03BajrB a CyflBoy. Moh arpn cKa^ajracB 
mbA: BtrnHMH HrpaMH; h «IIaMiqrB» — Kpnina CB^Ta! 
— npimiJia: — npnnoMHHajiacB CyrpacTaa MtcmocTB, 
3aKaTH, cyKH paaflBHraeMHX'B aCjiOHB, npocTpaHCTBa 
B3BOJiH0BaHH0H pjKH, TonojibKH, jieneraBinie mh^ bt> Ae- 
BaTBCOTOMi, rosy codbrriaxB BpeMeHH; «H», Moe npeae- 
Hee «H» hcto3jio b"b npojierB Henpncyni;aro Heoa, OTKy- 
W raacHJio: 

— «Th — Bee: Th h wbi&ph, h TpaBH, h M4can,T>. . .» 

— «H MBICJIH Mipfc. . .» 

— «H MipB!» 

— «Th — eon MipoBoft». 

3ffBCB, no/p> Kynojioicb IoaHHOBa 3flaHia mh* iiob- 

TOpajIHCB — CTapHHHHa fl-BTOKia CTpOKH TOJTb, HTO 

«CKB03B 3Cm> HenpepHBHBIX'B BiKOBB 
«HTO-TO CHOBa KOCHyjIOCB M6Ha, 

«Totb m,e rpycTHo-3aayMHHBHfi 30bt>». 
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KaKt h Tawrt, cpe^a TyjibCKHXb nojieft, Hcxoflturb a 
jik)6oblio: 3HaK0MHa ayaiH cnycKajracb ko mh^ Bb hxi> 
HeaBjieHHOMi> oS-jnodj; h BjiaMHMipb GeprkeBHHb Co- 
jioBbeFL — BOCKpecajib: s^icb, no^b KynojiOMb; a 
BcnoMHHJi'b, KaKt cb BOjiHeHieMb a nosKHMajib Heecre- 
CTBeHHO-flJiHHHyio pyKy ero, KaKb a wiyniajTb rpoxony- 
miE rojiocB ero, BBBlimaBinifi:, hto — cyflbdN npntfjiH- 

3HJIHCB: 

— «5K#n MeHa!» 

IIlTefiHep'b, GjiHCTaioniiift MopreHiirrepirb, 9Kxaprb 
B »** MHi BepHyjiH BjiaaHMipa CojioBbeBa; coeflimeHie 
BocTOKa h 3ana,na coBepinHJiocb noflb KynojiOMTb 3m- 
Hia! 

IIojiHHfi: cBameHHaro Tpenera, a ocropoJKHO cny- 
GKanca MesK-b Sajioieb, ^epata npeat co6ok) (poHapnKb; 
OKHflHBaa KanHTejiH KOjioHHVb, xopb pisHnx-b apxHTpa- 
BOBrb, norom;HX'b KpHCTajniaMH aepeBa; h — yivnyfijiajica 
Bb noA3eMHbifi 9TaaM>: kt> TOMy M-Bcry, r^fe BHCHJica 
rpaHHHfl: MaccHB'b na^b 3ajioaEeHHHirb KaMHewnb. 

— «Grundstein'oMb». 

Ero — B.'BJiOBajrb a; h kto-to, noflHaBiiiHCb Haffb 
MipOJTb pa3BtaHHHXb MHCJICfl MOHX-b, tohho Kynojrb, 

— vjmKbjrb Bb Moe cep/me: KaKb a, npeioiOHeHHHfi, npn- 
KJiasHBaab ry6n Kb Grundstein'y; a BEWBjn. Ero OTpa- 
SKeHbe bo mitb; h Kb ceC* caMOMy npniiajaa, Kacaoica 
Ero: — mhcjih Mipa cnycKajincb so njieni.: rannb 
Ho mre*n>; «H» — cBofl coocTBeHHHfi:; cb iuieib 
noflHHMaerca Kynojrb HeoecHHft — IoaHHOBHM'b 

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3flaHieifb; Berxin ate repent a, gelxbb cb tojiobh, KaiCB 
(pOHap& — noflHHMajTB: h — BHxo^ajn. Ha. BepaHfly. 

Oroajia xojio^Haa hoib: ho^o mhoh TpenerajiH or- 
hh ApjiecreftMa h ^opHaxa: 1 racjra h racjffl, h Bee — no- 
rpyatajioca kb MpaKH; jihihb crapBrii Pro^pnrB, mh-b He 
bh^hmhh, H3AajiH npoxoflHjrB Meatfly rpy^aMH menoK-B; 
yBHfltei> (pOHapHKB cb BepaHflH, noxpHnHBajrB H3flaJiH. 

— «Ho, ho, ho!» 

— «Ho, ho, ho!» — onwiHKajica a. 

— «Basel. . .» 

— «Ja, Basel. . .» 

SBiafla (pOHapa npaOjiHacajiacB: 

— «Die Nacht. . .» 

— «Ja?» 

— 1st ruhig. . .» 

KaKoe TaiTb «ruhig» — Jierajm npocTpaHCTBa pu- 

flaDm.HM'B XJflflWb; a, KOHHHB-B oGxoffb, opeJTB Kb TOBa- 

pmny (Myaty cecrpH Moeft Ifejura) — m> flOinaTyio 6y- 
flO^Ky, rfffe Ha ne^Ki flaBHO yace om> KHnarajn, mi* 
KecTaHOHKy cb KOfpe. 

H MH BCHOMBHaJIH MOCKOBCKHX'B flpy3eH, rOflBI K)HO- 

cth, CoaoBBeBa, noKotoaro Tpy6en,Koro, coe/pmaa jho- 
ohmbm HMeHa cb MopreHiirrepHOMB h cb B»% 

nodTB: TOBapHni;!), HanajiHBmH njiam,!. h 3aaterHiH 
(pOHapB, mejTB b-b 06x0^; a-acB chabjtb Ha^t pacKpn- 

TOK) KHHIX>K), FB OyflOHK'B: CJiymajTB XOflOftHBie nOCBHCTH 

BiTpa b"b ropax'B, flOJKHflajica pascB'BTa. 



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CB*&Tajio: mh dijih chphmb yrpoM'B cte> xojiMa; h — 
ApoataJiH ot*b xojio;i;a; Haifb nona^ajiHCB HaBCTpfeny pa- 
Cothhkh; ApjiecreftMB npocnnajica; Ha^t ^opHaxOMi. 

BHJICH flHMOHeiCB. 

HOHHHe HaCH BT> IoaHHOBOMB 3/iaHiH MH KoporanH 

ct TOBapHm,eMi> — pa^ B * flB* HeffBjra! 



nocji'BjpiHH nporyjiKA! 

BepHyBmH&H kb ^opHaxi, 3&6wrb a o tomb, hto 
m€hh Bnepe^H SKflerB moh njrrb; mh* Kaaajioct: ncnon- 
HHjrb cboh flojirb a — MeHH He nycTHJiH, nporHajm 06- 
paTHo; Tbm> Jiynnie! Ka3ajiocB: HaB^KH BepHyjica a kb 
Hajurn — h rope h pa«0CTb afc-rajm mh Bwhcvh; Ka3a- 
jiocb: onaTB, KaKt h npeatfle, mh 3aBTpa me hoG'bjkhm'B 
na Hama. xomrb, htoCh TaMTb, Ha njroinaflKax , B, BHyrpn, 
notfb jio6acTHMB nopTaJiOMB — cM^acB, rpoM03ftHC& Ha 
jrtcax'B, rpoM03fta Ha jr£ca impaMHflOK) amHKH, aaon- 
paacB Ha hhx-b ct> phckomi pyxHynb, coiOMaB-B <x6$> 
meio, ho — OTflaBaacB KanpH3aMB crpeMHTejiBHHX'B jih- 
HiH, cinHoaa Gb hhx*b memcH, Bpisaaca BrjiyoB aepe- 
BaHHOft, CBHca»in,eH Maccn, — nepenpoKHHyBnmcB, 

CBiCHBHIHCB BHH3T. TOJIOBOH, a TO — BHTaHyBHIHCB H 

e#Ba /i;ocTaBaa pyKaMH pp wfecTa paooTH, — KaaajiocB, 
ohhtb, KaifB h npemae, mh Cy^eMi pa3MaxHBaTB: narH- 
(pyHTOBHMB mojiotkom-b; HajuiH flam, mh^ pa60Ty. 

— «CHecH 3Ty njiocKocTB; fla ocTopoJKH'&e — He 
3apy6H. . .» 

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— «Tyn> botb chstb caHTHMerpi). . .» 

— «TyTb BOTB BpfeaTbC^ J,0 UieCTH CaHTHMeT- 
P0B1>. . .» 

— «Tyrb jiHHia cxo/ptb Ha ffferb. . .» 

— «IIoHHjn>?» 

— «IIoHaji'b: see noHajn>!» 

Knirfeji^ b-b Hamen KoioiaTK'B nan, — Kant h npeac- 
fle; pa36pocaHH isMOflaHN; rpa/iauia pa3Hoa;B'BTHHX'b 
6yMan>; cpe^H HHxt — njiaHi> nopTajia. 

BepTa KapaHflani'b, a Hepmjn>, nepeHepiHBajii. 

njIOCKOCTH (pOpMH, KOTOpyK) H9JIJM Bejia CKOpO BOCeMb 

yac-b M-BcanjeB-b. 

— «HajuiH, cMorpa-Ka: a ecjin 6h Tyrt BOTt MHi 

B3HTb CaHTHMeTpOBTb Ha BOC6ML; BeCTH IIJIOCKOCTb 

3fffeci>!» 

HajiJiH, xMypaca, meKOHa mh* jinnp sojiorhio- 
id;hmi> jiokohomi>, oHjffljiacb aojito noHarb mok> mhcjil, 
paaptHiHTb KOHTpanyHKrb njiocKocret b-b rapMororc- 
Hyio Teiiy, Karcb Oy^ro 6h bb JiHHiax-b nepeciraeHia 
njiocKocreH 9toh (popMH p-Binajiacb npodjieMa Been jehs- 
hh &a;Bflpyrb noHaBTb, ito HanyxajTb a^acMiajiacb ona, 
Hana/(,aa myTJiHBO, nepeKHBaa JKHBMmyK) paflocrb — 
o leMt? — flecarbK) JienecrKaMH flByxt pyieicb, 3an;B , BT- 
uiHX'b 6arpaHn;aMH Benepa: 

— «Ah, an, aft!» 

— «HToacb nojiyHHTca?» 

— «Hy h nyTaHHK'b 3Ke!» 

— «noro,zpi-Ka!» 

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— «Il0CT0tt!» 

H ynaBiira Ha ctojtb — rpyflBK), pyHKaMH, sojiorfe- 
K>me# Bielt Kyspefi, Mopma jioob, — Ha^HHaJia OHa ne- 
peiepHHBaTb hjiockocth (popMBi; ^Ba raa3a jiyHHCTHXB 
h ^oSpHxt Mar^HjiH ea HeyKJioHHyio flyMy nejia; Kara 
oca, m> 6i.3iowb njiaTBHuii, nepenoacaHHOMB ^yTL 6pa- 
ijaromeH n&nBio, ciaa jdimohhok ctojioh, flHMa naira- 
Pockoh, — HanoMHHjra jorfe: Mojiosoro MOHaniKa, hjib 

— BicTHHKa: 

— «Manaa, MHjiaa, MHjiaa!» 

— «IIoroflH!» 

— «H9jijih, 6poci>: Bee paBiio — HHiero He noHMy!» 
Ho OHa, Bca yE^a b-b nrpy junita, MeHa noynajia: 

— «Bon> TyTB — caHTHMerpi>. . .» 

— «IIojiTopa caHTHMerpa — bot"b Tjrrb!» 

— «IIflTB — bott. Tyrb!» 

Ho, cM'feaca, Hanajn. a Ha Hsjijih: h noTamHjrb ee 
bt> ropn. . . 

fl iiomhjo Ton> Beiep'B: a homhjo nocjrBflHEMo Haniy 
nporyjiKy; cxBaTHBiiracB 3a pyKH, Becejio npurajiH mh 
Hpe3-B npoji;oji6HHH, Tpein,HHH, sum — no HanpaBjreHiio 
k-b. . . AHreHHiTeftHy : cb jioCacraro Raima — Ha jio&b 
rojiOBacTaro KaMHa; nofli. HaMH Karanca OTpeMirrejiB- 
hhh Bhpcb; h /tajieKia nponepKHH ropr>, h flajieiria ac- 
hocth TyneKt bb syni'B OTJiarajincB 3flopoBBeMB h ctoh- 
koctbk); aKMypHjiacB Hajum or& cojmn,a; h — 3aicpBiBa- 
jia jthho raKOH MajieHBKOH pyiKOH, HanoMHHaiomeH cre- 
oejieneK'b nBiTica: o naTH jienecTKax'b; 3aHrpajiH jiyKa- 

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booth, 6y^TO OHa no3a6HBiiiH rayooKia joqtmh no/iit coji- 
hhhikomi. nepeJKHBajia JKHBifiinyro paftocrb — o leM-b? 
Hh o HeM-b, Momerrb 6htb: MoalfejuiH — MyflpeHHaa, 
aiioJKHaa, arporaa — noKasajiacB m> tot* Benep^ jotb 
(pefiKofi Haffb BOflaMH. 

IIo/p> HoraMH xpyarfwra cyxie, KopaBHe npyTBa; Ha 
oCjiaitB acHHJiHCB npocBiTHH; npocB r BTHH nporoBopHjm 

O TOMt, — BOTB leirb! 

TojiocHjia ^ajieKaa nymKa: 3a&ferajiH MHorie tobo- 
pn: nymeKt 8jn>3aca: h Hajuin HaxiiypHJiacB; bchom- 
hhjtb h a, ito. . . — hto ara nporyjiKa Moa — (a ate — 
•Bay yJKe), a He 3^bcb: a — orpi3aH , B bohhoio; h 
nocji'B, 3aBrpa h-btb, ffBTB. . . 

HeBHHOCHMaa oojib no/piajiacB; ho ee 3aflaBHjn> a 
Bt ceCi — He cnyraryTB 6h mh-b Ifojijm! 

— «Cmotph!» 

— «Hto?» — OTKJiHKHyjiacB Hbjijih, He raafla. 

— «CmOTPH, KaKOlt B03/tyX'b. . .» 

Ilpojiaajia nymKa. 

— «Hy hto-jk-b: Bossyxi. B03syxo*rb!» 

— «Botb h HyflecHo!» 

— «Cobcbm'b He HyflecHO, a — rpycTHO. . .» 
Ilpojiaajia nymKa. 

— «Cmotph, ecjiH th y Mens 6y/i;erab paHeffB, to. . .» 

— «HajMH, ocraBB. . .» 

— «To. . . a. . .» 

H OHa, noBepHyBnmcb cibhhok) ko mh-b, KaRt-TO 
CTpaHHO Morajia tojiobkoh; TeMH-fejio bt. rjia3axi> y MeHa; 

MH-B CB^THJia OHa, MOe COJIHHHIKO, meCTB CTi JIHinHHlfb 
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ji'feTb: — rpH/maTb jtbtb mohx-l JKaflHHx-b HCKaHifi CBep- 
majiocb b-b ApfiaTCKOMs. KBa/i.parfe; MeHa Hsjijih — Bbip- 
Bajia: cTpaHH jrerfejin Ha Haci>; poft Hapo#OKb BCTp-fe- 
Hajrb HaCT>;.3aKaTH, Mopa, hkbth ocnnajra Hac?B CjiecKa- 
mh; B'feajia oojiHeiHH&ri> B03j\yxowb H9jijih; — Teneps. 
odpHBaeTca Bee! Ho CjiHcraiomifi, HcnNTyroHjiH B3rjia,p> 
oOopBajTb moh mhmih; OHa yacb He njiamira; 9T0Tb CBep- 
KajomiH B3rjiajp>, toiho TBepflHft pfeenb Kb rjiy6HH"fe 
Moen BbipfeajTb: 

— «BcnoMHH Ernnerb: mh BM'bc'rt rjia^fejin Ha 
C(pHHKca!» 

— «Mh bm'bctb B301HJIH Ha/p> nycTHHeft: raafffe- 
jih kb npocTpaHCTBa nyarHHH cv XeoncoBoft IlHpa- 
mh^h!» 

— «Mh bitbctb cKJiOHaJiHCB npe/p> TpoCoMt Toc- 

nOSHHM'b!» 

— «H BcnHXHBajrb Bi HaniHX'b pyicaxi CBaTOH 
Orm>!» 

— «IIomhh — Bproccejib!» 

— «$HnHay!» 

— «BepjmHi>!» 

— «XpHCTiaHiK)!» 

— «BepreH , b!» 

— «H , bmoh /JerepjioxT>!» 

— «HiopeH6eprb!» 

— «KoneHrareH , b!» 

— «BeceHHK)K) Btay!» 

— «H — /JopHaxi.!* 

— «Mbi Bee aro BcrpiTHJiH bm-bctb!* 

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— «JI»6h!» 

— «He 3a6yffb!» 

— «2K,!p MeHa!» 

TaiCB cKa3ajn. amis oflHcraiomiH Bawiaffb; ho — 
cJiOBi> He Chjio. HajuiH He nmKaJia. fl eft OTB'feTHjrb 6e3b 

CJIOBb! 

— «HHKor«a, HHKorAa, HHKoraa He 3a6y#y!» 

H boh., HOBepHyBHiHcb cnnHOft Kb 03Jiain,eHiaMb 

06jiaK0B0fi rpa^H, B03BO,HHBIIIHMb OKpeCTHOCTH Kb He- 

racHMHe npocKBTHH, — mh onycKajiHCb: flBa Kynojia 

3flaHifl, OHpK)3'BBinHXb BHH3y, HOflb HOraMH, cpaBHSJIH- 

ca cb naMH, B03BHCHJiHCb; h — ydisKajiH HaBepxb: 

— «HaBcerfla!» 

— «He 3a6y«y!» 

B*b 6'BJTBBHieMb njiam*, onyoTHBb HH3KO rojioBy, 
6yftro Be^a MeHa, — BHH3b: npe/1,0 mhoio comjia nocBa- 

THT&JIbHHM-b KfeCTHHKOMb EfejIJIH — Bb KyflpaBbia 0.6- 

jiohh, Kb oroHeiKaifb; BOTb — tott. oroHeieKb, 3HaKO- 
mhh: OHb — Kb KOMHarfe AOKTopa IHreHHepa; H9Jijih 
cTpoataftine dJiecHyjia rjiasaMH — Ha oroHeKb, Ha MeHa: 

— «He 3a6y«b: HHKor,n,a!» 
H — OTKBTHJib rjia3aMH: 

— «H r B r Tb, H^Tb!* 

— «He 3a6yay!» 

Ha nepeicpecTirfj floporb — CHJiyarb: nepHoycHH 
dpraerb Bb KOTejiK-fe. — IIoflmHAaeTb MeHa; OHb — 
noflb OKHaMH Hamero flOMHKa. 

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Bora — Moa KOMHaTKa (h4tl, He moh yace!), Bt 
Helt moh jiheil oj\jm leMOflaHH: MeHa yace h^tb! 



IIEPEfl'b OTb'BS/JOM'L 



TTfonrraft fleHb a npo64rajn> MeafL /^opHaxoiTB h 
ApjiecreHMOMi); BOflHJTb MeHa B-epra; cToajiH bt> «Ge- 
meinde» mh: CTapHfi nroefli^apeipi, «Gemeinde-Rat», 
KpaJKHCTHH, acHjmcTHH, chiijio cBHcj'iJi'b, OTKpHBaa or- 
POmhhh cboh pora, bi 3Kejrro3y6ie: 

— «By#bTe yB'fepeHH, ,a;a. . .» 

— «5KeHa Baina MoacerL ciiokohho 3flict jkhtb. . .» 

— «MH — BaCB 3HaeMT> 3fltCB bcb. . .» 

— «OjiaBa Bory: aHTponoco(pH bh, — MHpHHe 

J£K)flH!» 

— « t IyflaKH aHrjiH^aHe: raKHXb GyMarc. h*btb. . .» 

— «IIpHflHpaK)Tca. . .» 

— «Ecjih hmb HyatHa bo t ito 6h to hh ctsjio TaKaa 
Cysiara — to bote a HanHcajit ee». 

— «Botb enje BaMTb 6yMara!» 

Xpnna, flofipoflyinHHH cob'bthhk.'b «Gemeinde» 
nponejTb hmb oocxaBJieHHoe onoB'feineHie, hto om>, npefl- 
CTaBHTejiB «Gemeinde», peKOMeHsyerb MeHa bcbm-b to- 

HOBHHKaMl BCBX-B nOCBm.aeMBIX'B CTpaffB, KaKt HeJIOB-B- 

Ka flocTOHHaro, flOopHx-b oGin.ecTBeHHNX'B npaBHjTB — 

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(yfeflirara: He 3Hajrb OHt, hto aHrjiH^aHe jihhib (pupK- 
HyrB Ha 3Ty 6yMary: 

— «IIpoH],aHTe ate, B .*» !» 

— «,ZJo6pHH nyn>. . .» 

— «Bo3Bpani,aflTecB Ha3affb!» 

— «0 aceH-fe He rpeBOJKbTecb. . .» 

H KptaKO noatajit 3aKopy3JiyH) pyKy «cob4t- 
HHKa»; h «coBiTHEKi», onpaBHBnm 6proKH, cy- 
Tyjiaca, nonjiejica m> capan BoponraTb CBoe cbho. . . 

IIocji'feflHee BnenaTJiiHie on> «3#aHia» — o c ji i- 
nHTenbHHH, rpoMKia yflaps.: npaMO m> Jtofe! 

51 CtaajTb b^ojil BepaH^H (to 6hjio bi> nocjrBflHiH 
moh ffiopHaxcKilt Begept): bt> nocjrfe^Hin past opocHTb 
npoinajiBHHH TOCKyraniH B3rjiaffb — Ha to m'bcto, rjsjh 
flojiro paoorajiH mh; h HajieTBjrb Ha CpeBHo: 

— «Ban,T>!» 

nocHnajiHCb hckph: nocNnajincb «MHrn», cBepic- 
HyBmie bt> ^opHaxi; Cy^TO crpeMHTejibHO odopBajica 
Bt hhhto; a yBHS'feJi'b KOHeip)! dioMt nyreft, hjib. . . 
cjioirb nepena. . . — citopo o^Hyjica: .Jieacajn. Ha chhh'b; 
ejie-eae noflHajica; na3ajiocb, hto a — 6e3K>Ji0BHH, hto 
on. y#apa CKaTHJiacb mob rojiOBa: 

— «rfl'B OHa?» 

— «IIo,a,o6paTb 6h ee?» 

Ho CHjiBHiftniaa Cojib pa3JiHBajiacb noffb lepe- 
nom.: cTajio mh^ — flypHO. 

He noMH», KaKi, cnojre'b a cb xojraa, KaKt, maTa- 
acb, ^onjiejica a ^o aoMy; Hsjijih, ciuioHacb Ha/io mhok> 

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Cb KOMnpeccoMt, — thxohbko Jiacicajia moth; a ace 
6um> — 6e3rojiOBHft! 

A — moskoti) 6htl coTpaceme M03ra? . . 

3a6HJica. . . 

Botb yTpo! 

/Ja, — a 6e3rojiOBHft, <5e3HyBCTBeHHHft: rojiOBa Moa 
— cb HajiJiH, a TyjiOBHme 6e3rojiOBo noKaraTca — R&sih- 
iue h ^ajiBiiie, h aajiBine — Ky/ja? 

TojioBa Moa nyxHerL — Karcb KynojrL IoaHHOBa 
3^aHia! . . 

nocryiajffl ki> Hain. cb Hsjijih — cecTpa h TOBa- 
pHmi. • • Ilopa yfeacaTb! . . 

IIOMHK): H9JIJIH CTOflJia — BOHT, TaMt, HOffB OKOffl- 

komi> BaroHa; Maxajia njiaTOHKOMt; h — mraicajia; hom- 
hh) cToajii) a Bt OKomrcfe BaroHa; Maxajn. eft njiaTOi- 
KOMt h — mraKajTb; to ohjio bo oni>; mh^ Ka3ajiocB, hto 
Bee nosaCHTO. . . 

OiHyjica: BaroHH cTynajin, BaroHH fiiatajia; MejitK- 
HyjiH B'b okhI* Kynojia; h — nponajin; h — whvb hxt>, 
naieb. . . n'hTb HH^ero, HHiero! 

HaC'BJKajni TyMaHH; nxt npoKHnn Hncna^ajiH; 
BOTb-Bon, ooopByrca xojio^hhmh KamiaMH; a — 6e3- 
ixwioBoe t"bjio — ch/vbjio, ycraBHBiiiHCB rjia3i> ocTeKjiaH- 
hok) BnaflHHOft m> /jBipn h nacra rpa,nyiij;Hxi> cyfleoB 

MOHXi. 

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OrapHfi nHjpcaHHHKi) ct BOHroneft cHrapoft Kb cjho- 
HaBHX"B ry6axi> npocKpHntob j0 i B3Kfla»mHM , b tohom*b 
KOMy-TO HanpoTHFt: 

— «Io, jo! . .» 

— «Meine Herren!» 

— «Botoa ecn> BejiHKOe sjio. . .» 

— «Io, jo, jo!» 

— «H9jijih!» 

— aT^i, th!» 

— «CnacH!» 

— «IIoMorH!» 

— «H — pa36njica. . .» 

— «Io, jo!» 

— «HnHero He nofffejiaenib!» 

— «IIoaopoacajiH npo^yKTH. . .» 

— «BofiHa!» 



#0 TPAHHI^bl 



HaKOHeuTi, bcb 9K3aMeHH kohhhjihcb; mh Ha bok- 
3aJTB. IleppoHH KHUHTb ryjiKHMt JHOAOirc>; yjKe cyH^y- 
kh, neMosaHH, p y ji o — naaBHo i/iyra Ha^ orojrrBJiN- 
mh KyiKaMH; nepe^ ikwiobh npnraa, nepeKH/nma Kap- 
tohkh ynjiacHBaiorb no HanpaBjieHMo Kt mroH&wb Ha 

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6poH30BHXi> Hxt nnHKOMt nponiHo'aioiHHX'b KyjiaKax'b; 
Bcfe 6pocaioTca cb Micn>; npoTecTyerb KaKaa-TO saMa; 
atejiaert ffodirrtca xora 6h MajrBHinaro TOJiKa Bomb totb 
3arop r BJiHH yea 1 !!); boht> h narb aasrameS., npnsKHMaaca 
Kb TpaypHOft %&}&$>, acnyraHH — njianyrb; CpocaeMca 
mh: 3aHHMaeMi> MicTa; Bt iuyni, Kb rpoxoTB, Kb naH- 

TOMHM-B JIOKTeft npOCKOHHJia CKB03B BC6 HeSKHBaH <pnry- 

poHKa, conpoBoatAaBmaa Hact Ha BOK3aji'fe noBcioAy. 
BaroHHaa TOJiKoraa pa3p*irauiacb; h mh — ynJiOT- 

HHJIHCb, ynJIIOmHJIHCb Ct K'BM'b-TO; nOJIKOBHHKTb, BeCB 

CjienjymiH, Kb ajiHx-b niTaHax-b, flpe6e3ata acHOH nino- 
poft, cTpijiaa raa3aMH ji€thtb mhmo OKOffb BaroHa. 

H — TpoHyaca nofe^; no'fexajrH bi> nporaBono- 
jioaeHyK) CTopoHy orb Poccm — m> Pocciio, lepest mo- 
pa, Hepe3^ pa^-b nyjKHX'b cTpaffb; HeBicoMHa njiocKO- 

CTH CTBH*b THXO TpOHyjIHCb H — 3aMeJIbKaJIH 3a CTCKJia- 

MH'OKOBn,; BepH'b flporHyjn>; poaMH romobt., tohho cxa- 
AOMb cropCaieHHHX'b AonoTonHHX'b jKHBOTHHX'b, 6i>- 
jKajib mhmo OKOH'b BaroHa; pyraaca ahmom'b, JierfejiH ao- 
Ma no xojaiaM'b; h CKHMajraca bi> aomhkh; jehhIh 
KpbHirb cacaJiHCb Kb rpa3Hyro, OTC'BJKaBinyK) icyny; ohh- ■ 
cthjihcb xojimhkh, npocrynHKb cBoeH 3ejieHbio. BepH'b, 
tohho cnyrHyrHe cb BOAonoa pon HOcoporoKb, ottoh- 
Tajib, nponajib, cnfflyjrb. . . 

H — h-btb 6ojibine noHBH: b^ab J^opHaxb 6njrb 

MHte T'BM'b KyCOHKOMb 3eMJIH, Ha KOTOpOM'b a MOHb CTO- 

a-Tb KpfenKo ao toh nopn, KorAa p y x h y ji o Bee: Mipo- 
Baa BOHHa sapeBfejia nycTOTaMH Mipa, npo'fejia crajibHH- 

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mh 3y6aMH — rfejia, flyum Hainn:" Ka3ajiocb, hto Hajuin 
hh, — mh, irpHjKaBiiiHCb Ha mowb nocjiiflHearB kjioh- 
icb, yatacaaca, cb'Bxhjihci. Ha^itycroTOH, Ky^a pyxHy- 
jih: AHrjiia, OpaHnia, Cep6ia, Typnia, ABcrpia, Ilpyc- 
cia h Poccia; ram,, — Birijoro Ebpohh, Ha Hact Ha(5*ra- 
en> hehto; BneHaTjrfiHbe KoniMapa oxBaraBajio 3aia- 
CTyio MeHa; h botl a Tenept caM-b isy pyuiHTbca — Bb 
HHKyfla! 

H3-B MeHa — bt> HHKy^a! — hto-to TpoHyjioct; Bee 
CHajiocb cb Micm; h Boe otb MeHa nooTcrajio; a, ■B^y- 
mift ordHBaTB MipoByro b o h h y — yatb He a, a Ka- 
Kofil-To nycTOH, npocKB03HBmiHca HecnacTbeM's Mipa, 
m'bhiok'b cb coBepmeHHo cJiynaHHOio nafljmchio (hmh 
percb) h — 6e3b BcaKaro coflepacama. 

— «Kto Tyrb — a?» 

— «Kto ate TaKi)?» 

— «HeyacejfH a, HMpeKb, ncfexajrb, hto(5t> cTaTL 
TaM£ ydiHn;eK)?» 

— «Hto ate 3to TaKoe?» 

— «Ky^a ■fefly a?» 

— «IIo KaKOMy 3aKOHy?» 
OrB-BHaJiH KOJieca BaroHa: 

— «Py-py! HHKaKoro saKOHa! . . Py-py! Otm-bhh- 
eTca Bee. . . Py-py-py: saROH-b kpobh». 

Ka3ajioca: nyTeinecTBie nporarHBaJiocb; ecrb pa3t- 
aTie noHBTt, Ha KOTopna a HacTynajrb; ynaflame Mipa 
Bb HensMipHMOCTH; h He c&paHHia, AHraia, IIlBeH,ia ne- 
pecBKyrb mok opGirry, a JlyHa, CojiHH,e, Mapc-b no- 
BCTp , B t iaK)Tca MH-fe Br. oGpeneHHOH Ha Hey/tany nonbiT- 

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KB, nepecKoiHTb nycTOTy, pa3eroaHie orb 3eMJiH no co- 

BBfeflia Ilea, B03BpaTHTBCH BT> PocdlO. . . 

A HajuiH eme ocraBajiacb eb tosh, uipb, kotophh 
HaB^KH, 6htb mojkotb, ymejrb orb iimn. 

BcnoMHHoiHCb mh* moh Be*iepa Kb J\opH8iX$>: jier- 
khmh BecHaMH CTpoHjiHCB Jiencia BenepoBbia (paHTaaiH 
bt> Boaflyxi; mh npeiuioHajiHCb ki> npncTynoHicB Harae- 
ro flOMHKa; mh HaGjuoaajiH 6e3MOJiBHo, KaKi Tasrb, Ha^b 
pacKHHyTHMi Kynojiom,, Taajra d-Bjina odjiaita; h th- 
xhmt> rojiocoarb Hanjm mh-b fehjih b3,hoxh: 

— «CjiyraaH, kto 3Haerb, hto 6y^er*b. . .» 

— «H'Brb, HajiJiH, o — Hirb: a 6e3"b xe6a He Mory 
npoBecTH fflByxi. Heffiwib; noMHHmb, Kaieb a, opochbihh 
Bee, K"b Tedi CpocHjica H3B no^ropifi JIo3aHCKaro 03epa!» 

— «3Haro: kto 3Haerb. . . Hanr& nyrb — repeal Mi- 
pu, Hepest njiaHeTH. Hanrb nyrb — bi> THcaHejrBTiax'b 
BpeMeHH. . . Mh ein,e mhokcctbo paai paaofifleMca. . . H 
CHOBa con^eMca. . . Mh aojiria BOHJionjeHia npoBefleM'b 
Apyrb 6e3-b flpyra. . . 

— «HiTb, Hirb: HHKor#a, hh 3a ito!» 
IIpHnoMHHaJica MHt coH*b: mh*b npHCHHjiocb, hto a 

yBBJKaio; yatb 6jiH3HTca oceHb; nocjrBflHie jihctohkh 
B3BH3rHyjiH b-b Bosayx-B; pyKH cboh a npoTarHBaio, a 
Hbjijih noflXBaTHBaerb; ho kb towb m^cte, r/rfe pyKH Ka- 
caiOTca pyK-b, o6pa3yerca pasflijieme; iiohbh na^aiorb; 
a — pyniycb cb hhmh ott> Hbjijih, Ha3a/tB. B'b mohxti 
naJibnax'B He najibiHKH Hbjijih, a — aflejibBeficH, koto- 
pHe npnatHMaio a m> cepflny. Tyrb a npocbmarocb. 

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Mh iohhmh BecHaMH BcnoMHHajiH TyMaHHHe chh; 
h rjia^ijiH Ha flajni: Jtyna npptHMajiacb rpycTHiio- 
m,HMb KpyroMb — Haflfc Jiyrc-Mb; HaaroHHaa hohl npn- 
Cjinacajiacb (oHa — Hacroajiacb Ha /nrfe); . . a bt> H3rH- 
6"B Hyrb-HyTB po30B , bioiii;hxi> HojuiHHNX'b ry60Ki> npo- 
pi3HBajioci>, 6y^ro naMHTb, o TarocraoMb ropi, KOTopoe 
r^-TO mh cb Hen nepearajiH, hjih, Moacerb CHTb, nepe- 
asHBeM'b eme Bb 6y/iymeMb: noHHKaa, CHffBjia OHa 6e3b 

KpOBHHKH Bb JIHHj'B; H CHpbie TyMaHH — OKpeCTHOCTH 

tmhjih; h — yxajia nyniKa; a Ha jiyraxb rojiy6ijiH 
niB^Tbi. 

Hacrynajio HFfeTO^moe jtbto. H cHOBa ch^jih — 
Ha toh ate npHCTyno t iK , B; Bb GijiorjiaBHXb rpoMa^axb 
njiacajiH 6e3rjiacHa mojihih; a, HaiuiOHaacb, ruenTaJib 
en o TOMb, hto yacacHHH chjih BH.'fenHJiHCb Bb Mena, hto 
MHi ^yniHO h CTpaniHo: Kor/ia a OflHHb, kto-to, thxo, 
no^KpaBuiHCb, noflCMaTpHBaeTb Bb ejie BH^Hyio cKBasKH- 
Hy flBepn cfepiioiniHM'b MepTEHM-b jianpMb, coSapaacb 
MeHH yoiHHHTb, npHrjianiaa cBepniHTb nenoHSTHHa Be- 
rn^: noflMaTb Bb 9TOMb. 

— «HmnH!» 

— «Mojihh!» 

— «fl cb to6ojo eine!» 

— «fl Te6a 3ara;HHi;aio!» 

— «HacTynHTb BOTb BpeMa, Kor/ia. . .» 
HaiuiOHajiacb OHa 6hpk»30boh cecipofi Ha^o mhoh; 

npoOiraJia yjiHOKOft, KaKb cojiHe^HHirb 3afiHHKOMb no 
flyini; mh4 cM'feajiacb; h mh — OT/ibixaJiH; h npaHHe 

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3anaxH ctaa mh moxajiH. Ifojijm co mhok) 6HJia; He Ha- 
CTynnjio em,e. . . Ho — yxajia nymKa. 

Qkth6pb! OSjiarajiH OKpecTHOCTH Bfarpmnp, MOKpa- 
ro napa. GneTajra ca/qa; y pyiBa, oi/paxaa Ha KaMirf}, a 
CHacHBajTb, GBicHBHiHCb m> nponacTH; a ropeBaffB o mh- 
HyBineM'B: mh Tarcb ojuhhokh! — CyTyjiHMi, 6po,naroft 
maTajica 6jih3*b JJopHaxa; xna^eHH bo^-b, KHiiaTKH bo#o- 
TeKOBi) cjieraJiH no^t Horn. H B03BpamaJica; h Hsjijih 
Bcrp'feiajia MeHa: 

— «Hy, nero th naxMypHJica». . . 

— «H Biflb cb To6oft em,e». . . 

— «By/tern> BpeMa, Kor/ia». . . ... 

(HacTynHjio: 6e3,noMHHft uiaTyHB, a cyTyjio 6ny- 
McaaK) no Mipy). 

A 3HMaMH — bt> neperonjieHHOft KOMHark hhth- 
BajfB a eft otphbkh H3B noB-Bcm: «KoTHira> JIeTaeBB»; 
ona — nonpaBJiajia; n&wb bbijih BiTpn; rojiojieflHHeft 
naflajra KpyniH; H3i> H9jijihhoh rpy/pai, TerniOMB bh- 
pocTaa h oSjieKaa, K&m, cojnmeM'B MeHa — bcxorhjio 
oho: Moe cnacTie; npe^o MHOft, npoHHijaa yjiHOKOft jiy- 
na, ocBiTJieHHaa Hajioin ciajia 6e3rJiacHHMH CMfexaMH; 

— BCnHXHBaJTB CB'BTb! . . 

8to 6hjih jihuib ot6jicckh; m> Taatejioft 6ojtb3hh 
(o Heft — cKasKy HHKe) TepajrB Bocnpiarie cB^Ta, ko- 
Topnft bocxo^htb H3B cep,7ma; nepenojraaerB rjiasa, H3- 
jiHBaerca GjiecKaMH rjia^t, h nepenjiaBjiaa fltocTBH- 
TeJiBHOCTB — rpijica otb Hsjijih: oHa mh4, dojiBHOMy, 
CMribacB, oTflaBajia cBOft cb'bti.. 

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#0 6ojtb3hh bo mh4 npHJieiaHie y m h a r o cBiyra 

yCHJIHJIOOb (a BnOCJI'B^CTBiH, nOTepflFL yMHHft CFBTb, 

a Haopocraca cb JKaflHoCTbio Ha Teopiro TeTeBa CB^Ta; 
ee HeB03M03KHo JiOHSTb Ce3b yMfcHBH cB'BTHTbca); onie- 
oioth Kb rjia3axi> BNCBKaeMNxi. Hcicpi>, BHneraBniHxi. 
H3i. V3iasT> oorfenjiajiH; a noHajii. cJiOBa: 

— «0h£ ynra6- 
ca pp hckph H3i> rjia3i>». . . 9te «HCKpa» dNBaeit flto- 
CTBHrejibHo; a cToajrb, Kaieb ocbinaHHHft rpa^oMb y^a- 

P0B1>, nopOK) pa30pBaHHHfi B3pHBaMH MHCTOH, BJieKy- 

mnxi. MeHa h Ty^a h ciofla, npoHmjaranHXTb Bee cyin,e- 
ctbo h Tep3aH)ni,HX'b Bee cymecTBO, totho TapniH, hh3- 
jieTaBniia cBHine, 11061. BHXBaTHTb, tohho Tapnin aymy 
H3i> rfejia: OT/taTb ee Xtyxy. 

B-b mhtb BHXBaTa — coTpacajiacb flyina; h oti 
Hee — Moe tbjio; — h b'bhjio THcaqerpaflycHBiMb aca- 
poMi>, KaK-b H3-b njiaBHJibHaro ropHa; h apoMara cjiacra- 
jih MHi ry6bi moh; bi> tojiob'B B03HHKaJii> MypaBeftHHR-b; 
no TeMeHH, — KaKb cipyH KnnaTKa! a H3i> rjra3i> — toi- 
ho relteep'b; h Hajijnnraxi. rjia3i> a He BHfl'fejrb: /nra reft- 
3epa! fl nocTHrajn.: 

— «H ecMb Th!» 

rajiJHOHHHaHieft a He moh. 6h Ha3Baxb H3JiiaHie 
iraasieHH H3i> MeHa: — 

— He npHflaBajrb 
hmi. 3HaieHia, 
003HaBaa, hto — 



aCHOCTH 



HCKpH, 6HTb MO- 

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mem>, — aaiieHia (proio- 
jioriH: yBejiHHeme yixwib- 

HOfi KHCaOTH BTb MOet 

KpoBH otb nepeidj- 

HH flHXaT&HLHHX'b 
PHTMOB^: — 

— noacMaTpzBaji'B npomynH ,Zfyxa 
no^t KpoBOM-b co3HaHia. 

M- - 

— OflHO BpeMa a 6um>, Kant coajateHHHft hhc- 

naflaBiHHM'b orHCM-b; a — BHi arax-b orHeBbm, npn- 

jierroFB, ceda omymajn>: nponajieHHOft mnofloio; 

BcnmnKH bo mh* HanaJiHCb 3a. flBa ro^a (em,e so 

bohhn); 6hjih pk/poi cnepBa; yranjaaca pHmaMH, 

npepHBaa mh^ pinb, TaK-b hto a nOTepajrb Bcaitift 

flapt BHpamaTbca (MeHa b-b aro BpeMH He BHffBjm 

pyocKie: b-bpho cKa3ajiH-(xb ohh — «JIeoHHffb Jle- 

flaHOfl: npeBpaTHjica b*b 6ojiBaHa!») 

H CTajn. 3aM"BHaTb cooTB'fercTBie Memfly ijb'b- 

ioicb MejibKaromHxt HCKpt H CBOeK) MOpaOIbHOft <paH- 

Tasiefi; b-b nopy aymeBHOfi paCara oTqerjiHBo mh^ bh- 

cfeKajmca HHflHro-CHHia naraa; m> nepio^b yna,n- 

Ka nB^Tb BcnmneK-b H3T> aHpro-CHHaro sejieHO- 

BaTHMH TOHaMH nepexoflnjrb m> n.B-BT'b opaHmeBO- 

pacaBHfi; no BcnHinKaMi cnpaBjiajica o co6ctb6h- 

HOMt oocToaHb'fe co3HaHia: 

— «A!» 

— « f ZJ'BJio njioxo». 

— «IIoKpHJica to pacaB^HHOfi. . .» 

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— «najn>. . .» 

9th B03rjiacH He aoxo^hjih flo cipepH co3Hama; a 
aaidmji'b, hto MopajitHO' ^HTaio n^BTa; ho eme 
yOTBHTejiLH'feH: cTajit 3ajrfeHaTB a, htq H^KOTopHe H3t 
cecTepi, h H3t dpaiiH A. O-Ba, bt> moth opaHJKeBo-p ac a- 

BHe, CB HBHOH Bpa3Kfle6H0CTBK) OTb MeHa CTOpOHH- 

jihcb, He o6HapyjKHBaa bt> cjiOBax-b, odpameHHBixB ko 
MHi, cBoero OTHomeHia; HaodoporB ace, Koiyta a chh^jtb, 

TO Vb SOBtp^HBOH JiaCKOH BCTpiiaJIH; a CTpOHJTB 
CBOH BHBOtfb: fla, HiKOTOpHin, H3i MeHa OKpyaKaBnraxt 

saHo acHOsptHie, KOTopoe oCHapyjKHBaion, He bb cjio- 
BaxB, a b-l nocTynKaxT. ohh; cpeflH hhxb Moa Hajum, 
JiacKOBaa h ynpeicaBHiaa mojito; HcnHTHBajn, ctn^i,, 
oinyinaa ceda rpa3HO-p3KaBHMB; a 3HajiB, hto MeHa 
npoHHnaKm,, HirraiOTb nBfrra moh; Hsjijih, no^yBCTBO- 
BaBB arc HacHjiBHO Tamnjia Ha jno,n,H MeHa: 

— «J$a, h#h me! . .» 

— «B , fe l aj> 9Kaa, noayMaeinB, nana! . .» 

— «5Kejiaemb xo^htb, pa3BepHyBmH naBjinniH cboh 
xboctb. . . » 

— «IIoxoflH h BopoHOfl bb oonpinaHHHX'B nepb- 



axi>. . .» 



— «He npoBe/ceinB: sa h KOMy HyacHH eMy tboh ay- 
pn!» cMiacB h y^apaa myTJiHBO MeHa cbohm* MaJieHB- 

KHMB, HO CTaJIBHBIMB KyjiaiKOMT., HaXJIOdyHHBB MH^ 

raanKy cb onymeHHNMH nojiaMH Ha rojioBy h Hadpo- 
chbb Ha njienn najiBTO, Moa Hs-jljih npeBaacHo Bejia 3a 
nycTOH moh pyKaBB lepest cTorHH BepjiHHa, — Ha 3a- 
CBflaHie, r^fe acflajn, no3opT.: Gbutb a-pataBHfi. 

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AXT>, T)I$> 3T0? 

Ci> Ha^iajia bohhh, odpa30Bajiaca rpa3HopHHtaa 
Myrb, OTpB3aBinaa otb HcroiHHKa OB^Ta; noflKpaflHBa- 
jihcb npnnaflKH 6oji , b3Hh; Tip'bTh HHpro-CHHifi 
curfeHfljia 3eoieHHMH, atejiTHMH BcnmnKaMH; p jk a b h a 
KpacHO-3y6naTHa cTptjiH h 3y6pHHN otb MeHa 
pa3JieTajiHCb; noiowh see — 3aKpHJioci>; Mraa 3KH3HH 
npe^crajia: oocTajia; h bi> cBirfe flHeBHOM'b crajn> iotb 

MTJIOK) BO MTJI'B flHeBHOft CB^TB. 

BcnoMHHaK) a: aojithmh BenepaMH MeHa corp'BBajia 
yenjioM'b Moa Hsjijih, cnjionraoe h HeacHBoe «o h o», a 
lacaMH npocaatHBaJTb, He orpHBaa TOCKyK>mHXT> raasi 
ote Hea, KaK^. . . SojiBHaa cooaica; BOKpyrt, pa3JiHBaa 
yjmCKH Jiyiefl, ocB'ferjieHHaa cHiroM*b, jia3yp&K) h nyp- 
nypoM-b, Hajijin npo3paiHHJiacb h BMicTO rjiasi) oCsa- 
BajiH TenjiOMt saKHntoniie retoepH: B^ajio — THcane- 
rpa/iycHHM'b atapowb — croajn., K,aira> ocBtnaHHHH rpa- 

flPWb yfiapOBI), pa30pBaHHHH B3pNBaMH MHCJieH, Tep- 

aaioniHX'b Bee cymecTBO CesBOHeiHOK) chjioh jik>6bh: 
jhoChjtb Hsjijeh! 

Ky/i,a 9to Bee otohijio? H rffli HmiiH? 

— «Kyna 'fefly a?» 

— «IIo KaKOMy 3aKOHy?» 

Ho OTB'feHajiH KOJieca BaroHOBi: 

— «Py-py: HHKaKoro 3aK0Ha. . . Py-py. . . 3aKOHi> 

KpOBH». 

fl — BHXBaHeHT>; BHpBatn.: oojilhoh, HeacHBOH, yra- 
ca»miH BBeprayTb Bt hhhto, nporoBopHBHiee nyniKa- 

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MH: MHJIHH KJIOHeKl. 3eMJIH, Ha KOTOpOM'B CHffBJTB — 

OH-b oTopBaHi.. BcnoMHHJit cjiOBa Hajuin: 

— «Ci> ToCofl eme! . .» 

— «H Teoa 3anpmaro. . .» 

— «HacTynHTi> bott. BpeMa, Ror^a. . .» 

H oho HacrynHJio! 

IlycToe ycTaaoe tbjio ch^bjio: He njiaKaao; a nac- 
caacnpH CMorp'Bjra: h — oesyiacTHo khbojih, mennacB 
npo MeHH. . . 

IIpoTyMaHHJiocB 6'fejiecoBaToe HeBmaTejibCKoe 03e- 
po; mh botb — Haffb hhmb; Hanaflaen> xy Mamma cnpaa 

HOHb; H3T> TyMaHHOH HOHH OrOHLKaMH rpaHHUH OCKaJIH- 

JiacB OpaHDiia. 

Bora h — ocMOTpi! . . 

Mh — CTaHOBHMca m> onepeflB; npoSiraJO-rt no 

rpfl3H6HBK0H KOMHarfj OnjyilH HBHrb-TO BHHMaTeJIB- 

HHXt rjias-b, npHJiHnaioTb m> maa&wb, npnjiHnaiOTb kt> 
pyKaJTb, npHJiHnaroTB Kb RapMaHaMT>; h pumyrb, h y6"B- 
ram*B: 9to — cran MHHieft; npofeatajia TaM-b Kyqa p y- 
ji o, cyHflyKOBT., leMOffiaHOB-B, Kan*. cTpaHHaa nepenaxa, 
— Ha^B rojiOBaim T&Jijsfl.m,e&, a to npnTHxaiomeH npe^b 
ocMOTpoMt HcnyraHHOft Ky^KH, HaBipHoe, smh- 
rpaHTOBt, a, Moacen, 6htb, h nmiOHOB*B; h — noCi- 
awum KaproHKH, 3anpHraBnra HaMi. Hepe3i rojioBH, Ha 
nHHKaxi nepeKH.piBaionjHX'B KyjiaKOBi., npHHajpeaca- 
mnxi. ropjiacTHMt (ppaHnyBaMt. 

Bo OpaHnin — mh! 
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PyBHKOHTi nEPEfl^EH'L! 



BnenaTJiteie nepeMoraHia CTan MHinefl, HeoatH^aH- 
ho lopKHyBmefi Ha mnny naocamHpoKb H3B MnoroHop- 

HHX'b OTBepCTift, HJIB TJISOfb HOpHOyCHKOFb, lepHOOOpQ- 

AHKom. — botb H$,m> BCTptTHJia 3>paHii,ifl! 51 ohjib — 
nycroe ikuikto cb cyeTJiHBo oojrraroinHMHca pynaBaMH 
H cb npHxjioimyTOH icb BopoTHHKy nrapoKonojiofi nuia- 
noft; a — nofljnmHHH «a» — ocTaBaJica y Hsjijih; oHa — 
nycroe najiBTO, T03Ke BCTaBinee m> onepeflB; oopamajiH 
BrfHMame: ooopo-TeHB, nepeo^feTHfl, ninioHB. . . 

— «On> nero «ohi>» raKOH?» 

— «06paTnre BHHMaHie». . . 

— «CTpaHHo!» 

— «JX&, /ja. . .» 

OoojioHKa (hjib HH3inee «H»), npocHfl-BBimi /om ro- 
fla Kb HlBeftnapiH h jipa, ro/ta BO/pMaa Hsjijih, XBaTaB- 
uieH ee, ooojioiKy, ^Ba ro^a, 3a xjionaromin b"b npo- 
CTpaHCTB'B ABa rofla pynaBB, h Tam;HBineH flBa roaa pa- 
60TaTB no^B nyncwiB IoaHHOBa 3flama — ooojiOHKa He 
noflcrap'feBaJia, KaKOH coBepnrajica ly/pBmnHHH MacKa- 
paflb h KaKia ymacHBia MacKH TacKajracB Ha cramjiaxi, 
poacB Ha rpaHHn.ax'B; TenepB sm, HaTKHyBniHCB Ha 
rao3fflH BroHaeMHx-B b"b ayiny ee npm'BOJKflaioinHX'b 
rJHi3*B, opo64jia OHa h Ha npoTKHyTBirb peppaxB no- 

BHCJia. 

yme ropooHOcna jrana npoTHCKHBaJiHCB b-b TOJiny 
naccamnpoBB, npoTHCHyTNX'B; cnpaBa — nojiHn,ia; cjtb- 

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Ba — nojnmia; BHpocrnift cepor., ocB-BflOMJiajica Ha jio- 
MaHHOMi. pyccKOMt HaptiiH, ecn> jih Tyri. pyccitie. 

ToncTaro rocnoflHHHHKa noBejia pa3fliBaTb, h onjy- 
nHBaTB; om> — He nyrajica; oht. 6Hjn> — KOHrpv 
pa3B"feaKa;ero yBOjpjra fljia BH^a, Hroofc nocjrfe BTe- 
P^tb ero Bt Hact; oir& BTHpajica m> ftOBipie. 

IlepBHH ocMOTp-B! npescTOHTt BnepeflH ein,e mho- 
JKecTBO TO^HO TaKHxt ace; bo hto npeBpaTHMca? 

OcTaHOBHjm Koro-To: yKynieHHHii B3raa^aMn, kto- 
to 6pocajn> pa3tapeHHHe B3rjiaflH bb aremra, kotophh 
3aniapH.irb b% KapMaHax^ ero. 

— «Hy-Ka?» 

— «A?» 

TaMi. Koro-TO BejiH Kb flepeBaHHOMy CTOJiHKy; h — 
3a^aBajiH Bonpocn, KOTopHe He KacajiHct ocMOTpa: 

— «y Baci. kto b% BpexaHH?» 

— «CKaatHTe, a i^mi. 3aHHMajica 6part .jcb/^uikh 
Bainen aceHH?» 

— «KaKHMT> MHAOSTB?)). . . 

— «KaKia bh KypHTe nanHpocH?» 
Xot&jiocb CMiaTBca. 

HO Bflpyrb HepHOyCHfl HHHOBHHKt BHCTp'BJIHBajrb 

otl ^epeBaHHaro crojniKa — bt. flyiny: 

— «A bh — hs-b TepMaHiH?» 

Xboctc. naccaKHpoFb Tyn> B3flparHBa.irb (ch/vbjih 
Koiyja-TO Bt rHMHaaiH mh; h noffb naproH KpecTHjin 

CBOH JKHBOTH). 

— «TaKT> BH TOBOpHTe, HTO — B.i>T%l» 

— «BH — CB060flHH!» 

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— «HflHTe!» 

H — npHHHMajiCH 3a cjrB/Qrromaro; a OTXOflamiH 
on, flepeBflHHaro cTOJiHKa y Sapbepa (rpammN) 3a cto- 
jiHKt h 3a rpammy ceoa oinyinajrb nod'fejpiTejieM'b: tot- 
iaci> ate nyBCTBOBajrb om>: kto-to Kpaflerca; nyBCTBO- 
Bajrb Kb nojioaceHiH yKpoTHTejia 3B&pa ceoa; He Ha to 
dpociffliB Bsraa^B; 6hjih TataBie KO^eKCH npaBBJiTi 
KOHTpoaa; He TaKb norjiaflanib — noaBHBiniHca 
areHTt nojnmiH bopobckhmh yxBaTKaioi, bAmo bo3bo- 
l\jm> cBoe o6BHHeHie bt> ho30Phomt> nocTynK'B, coBep- 
uieHHOM*b bo cHi, Monierb 6htl: He coBepnieHHHMt 
hhivtb: 

— «9, 9!». . . 

— «Hto?» 

— «9rere!» 

Onrymeme CHa oxBarajio MeHa: t^b-to coht> ararb 

CHHJICa; SpiOHeTB OTBpaTHTeJIbHHH CHHJICa h tohho Ta- 

koh ace, cl TaKOfi ace ra^KOH yjiHOKOio cHHJica: 

— «9, a! . . » 

— «Bhjio, 6njio! . .» 

— «9, 9!» 

— «9rere!» 

H BOTt fffeHCTBie SHBuiaro CHa, — nepeHewiocb (ne- 
pe3b Bina) Ha rpaHmiy fflBeHnapia; gyBCTBOBajiocb: 
HenonpaBHMoe coBepniHTca — BOTb s/ticB, botl ceii- 
nacb; Mipt aBJieHifi pa3CHnjierca; BHCTynHTb cTpani- 
H&a Tatoa: to — Tataa bohhh; ooHapyscHTca: ffBTr, h 
OoptOH; 9to — HrpH, 3arBaHHbia inaHKOH Mep3aB- 
U/aBb, BHjiaBJiHBaK»Hi,HX'b acepTBH no cnncKy. 

9* 131 



— «9, 9!» 

— «9rere!» * r 
Bhhthbih rojiocb B-b ce&fe a pa3CJiHinaJTb<. 

— «OrHeHHaro nonHraHia, KaJCb npHKjiroHeHia flJia 
Bact CTpaHHaro, He Hyx^aftrecB». . . — 

— Tffk chhjiocb Bee 9to? Moe nojioate- 

Hie Bt Mipt OTHCTJIHBO COHt OTpa3HJTb: 
KB OftHOMfc Mipi a — 

— «H», no6*soHOCHoe, HeH3M-feHaeMoe h y3p*Bmee 
cb^th; bb apyroMt — «a» — nycroe najiBTO, 3a koto- 
pHtwb roHaerca m n h k t, ttoCh, cxBaTHBnra, noBicHTB 
ero. . . Kb cBoeMt niKacp'B! He ni n h k t> (9to — MacKa), 
a Bpan>, npoxoflamift ckbo3b jkh3hb h 3aTfeaBmift Mipo- 
Byio Botey, i rro6 , b MeHa ooBmaTB Bb nmioHaJK'B; ohb 
Bejn. cboh no^Koni; npnmjio BpeMa B3opBaTB MeHa: 
«H» — dyflerb B3opBaHo; openra h mv u npocTynarb; 
npofl^erb mT> nofl3eMHaro Mipa moh Bparb — Kb noTpa- 

CaKmeM'b, KB HCTHHHOM'b, BT> flO-'ie.lIOB'BHeCKOM'b 06- 
•KHICb! 

. . . Kor.ua BoexoflHjrb a kb rpaHHH.'B ^yxoBHaro Mi- 
pa, to nepeBepTHBaJiocB OTHOineHie uesm> BoenpiHTieM'B 
h nepeatHTieMi.; nepeacHTie, H3JieraBHiee tot. rayOinrB 
cymecTBa, CTaHOBHJioca BoenpiaTieMb CKBTa bo MHi; h 
mohh ooaHBajio H3i B03,ayxa cKKroacapaMH, npHmyinH- 

MH, KaKTb OpHaMeHTH HB'feTOKpBIJIBHHX'B OfHeH; HO HHO- 

My a BHffBJTb HBBTa; no HHOMy a BHffBJTB h, b $, t h; kb 
pacnoJiOKeHiH jienecrKOBB, bi hx^ KOJnraecTB^, m> 
cnocoOfc saBHBaTBca, ceCa ofoacHHjm moh cb"bto- 

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KpHJine phtmh; pacreHia HaniH — 3acrHBame pht- 
Ma: oraen. 

IIoAoCHHa Bocnpiaria ynamajnica cb BepreHa, — 
Bt nopy, Kor^a nepeacMb H3b rpapymeft anoxH ceoa: 
pa3BHBajiHCb cTOKpHjma Moin,H Bb MoeMt cynjecrB-B; 

OOJIbX) KOpHHJIOCb TBJIO, JIOMHMOe flyXOSTb, OTb pBHty- 

maro ysapa — no HanpaBjiemD: orb TeMeHH Kb ceppiy; 
h — eKaoio cep^ne — 

oxBaraBajTb CTpax-b; to, hto 6y- 
aerb, Kb TOMy enu;e a He ro- 
tobt.; — 

h ■B.vmGbms.o MeHa oJKHaaio- 
mj& ORTb OTpaaHjioa Ha tbjtb 
MoeMb onepanien; npnnoflHH- 
MajiacB saflaqa: — 

— yM'BTb, OB- 

nafliTb: 
m-b HyrpH — aoHOMHCoiieira.; h h3- 
hwb — BcnbnnKOH CBfera,; h nya- 
Jiocb: bt> o^anjeHiH rfam npHxoflHTb 
npHBHHKa: BbmepmHBaTb cb"Btohh, 

HpHBa3aTb HX£, KaKb KpHJIbH, Kb 

ceCi. . . 
. . . Bfc oocToamH acHOH noBbmreHHOft mncjih sj 
HyBCTBOBajn.: . — 

— HcHHTca TOK'b CB*T0B03Ayxa, onycKaacb Ha^b 
TeMeHeirb, BH3HBaa m> co3HamH oCpaafc Jieranja- 
ro CBiTJiaro /jHCKa Ha flByx-b KpHjiopy^bax-b; 
Cy^ro 6h: kto-to CTapHHHHfi h mhjihh, cBepra- 

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acL H3i 6e3/(HH BpeMeHi) Ha MeHa, ofl'BBaa flynm- 

CTHMb TeiMOMb, KaKb Q/jeSKflOH, IipOHH3BIBaJIb: 
JKHJIb BO MHi; pacnpaBjiHjrb H BHTarHBaJTb Bll- 
epH KpHJiift bo mh-b — H3i> MeHa; HXb Bpamajn,; 

pHTMOKpHJIHMH 6pN3raMH BCKH^HBaJI'b pyKH: — 

— pa3b HajijiH MeHa yjmHH- 

jia: npoH3B03amHM , b jjBHHce- 

Hba pyitaMH; 3acTajia MeHa 

bt> KOMHarfe; He sacMiajiacb: 

cKa3ajia cepio3Ho: 

— «nocjiymaH, TeCfe He Mfauajio-ob 3aHflTbca Te- 

nepb aBpHTMiefi; rapMOHH3HpyeTb t-bjio OHa». . . IIoKa- 

3aJioca flHKHMi>: jibicoMy rocno/piHy, OTflaTbca Bflpyrb 

— TaHn;aiiCb. 

^yxoBHHe ahh HCTeKjiH; rfejiecHHa Tamecra Hana- 
flajra onaTb; MHoroKpHJiie, ooHTaBinee raftHo bo mh^, h 
MeHa nojiK»6HBHiee, — npHno/paMajiocb, cmiMaJiocb, cjie- 
Ta.no, MeHa ocraBjiaa bt> ymejiiaxb miOTH; HBiToiCb, 
pacEBiTaBHiifl H3t cep,nii;a, pyKofl pokoboh BbrpHBajica; 
h kophh ero BmmpajiHCb H3b cep#n;a, KOTopoe om,y- 
majit a nycTHMt; miaee cepflna, KOTopoe omymajib a 
nycTHMt, TaMt no^i> jroase^KOH, npocbinajiocb ^ y % o- 
b h m, e: HaHHHajiocb KHineme SMieBuxb, cBHBaBiHHxca 
Maccb; no HonaMb npocbinajica a m> CTpaxi; Ka3ajiocb: 
noji3yrb Ha MeHa — o6BHBaK)Tb h flyinarbjpasb BHffBJib 
a coHb: — 

— hto BGiraio Eb KBafflpaTHyio KOMHaTy, npn- 
Hafljieacamyro mhIj; Ha/p. nocTeJibio Moeii pa3- 

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bhjich TojicToriwiNfi yflaB-B; ypoHHBT, Ha no- 
AyniKy MopsacTyro rwiOBy, cmotphtb ohb npH- 

CTaJIBHO MaJIHMH TJia3KaMH; 3HaK> a, HTO #oji- 

aceHB a jie^B Ha nocrejiB, hojioskhb'b cbok) ro- 

JIOBy pa^OMB CB MOpflaCTNMB y^aBOM-B H BH- 
flepaWTB TO, HTO OTdOfla B03HHKa,€Tb. 51 nOHHJIB, 

npocHyBiiiHCB: y^aB-B — moh cTpacTH. . . — 

— H botb ne- 
peatHBaHia cHa noBTopajracB ipe3B flBa cb jihhi- 
hhmb ro/ca — yace Ha aBy: sto 6hjio bt> HlBeHn.a- 
pin; bb nopy Ty HyBcrBosajiB a: HHate cepjma, 
KOTopoe omymajrB a nycTHMi,, HaHHHajiocB kh- 

HieHBe 3M*BeBHXT>, CBHBaBHIHXCrf MaccB; pa3T., BT> 

KBaflpaTHyro KOMHaTy: nepe^o mhoio, Ha ctojihk'b 
pa3BajiacB tojictomopabih HiBefl^apeuB, ckjiohhb- 
ihh Ha pyKy Mop^acTyio rojiOBy, npHcrajiBHO no- 
cmotp'bji'b Ha MeHa; h otb aroro B3rjiHfla MeHa oxBa- 
thjib yatacB citepTH; a lyBCTBOBajiB, hto a 
Fpnxewb noflcfecTB kt> ToncTOMopflOMy rocno/qi- 
Hy h, nojKMKHB-B paflOMB imiany, npncjiyniaTBca 
kb npeflJioateHBK), KOTopoe HaMipeBajica mhtj 
c/iijiaTB 6pioHeTB; noKa3ajiocB, hto oh-b ooSnpa- 
erca, CpocHBnracB Ha MeHa, yxBaTHTBca 3a ropjio: 
HanoMHHjn. owb yjaBa; npHnoMHHjica coht>; — 
— h a BHHiejrB Ha yjiHny. 



BflicB, Ha HIBeHH,apCKOH rpaHHD,T>, OXBaTHBaJIB 

yatacB; h bchomhhjihcb cHOBa Kacpe; tojictomop^hh 



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<ppaHny3fc mh* HanoMHHJiT. uiBeHii;apn,a; npop'feaajiocB 
HBOTBeHHO tbjio yuaBa ckbo3b rfejio ero; Hafljieacajio mtcb 
Toate, KaK-b bc6mt>, no^oftTH, coriiacHTbca Ha to, ito 
npeflJioacaTb 3a ctojihkomi>. 

y^aBi. — moh c t p a c t h; Hy, a <ppamiy3 , b ) a r p a- 
h h n; a — He MoaceTb ate Bee 3to 6htb Moefl CTpacTbio, 
BApyrt nosHJifenieH: HHace cepwa, Koropoe omynurb 
B,npyrb nycTHMfB, nopraMaJiocb lypBHme: gyBcr- 

BOBaJIOCb KHOieHbe 3M'feeBHX'B, CBHBaBDlHXCa MaCCb. . . 

Ilepenojreajib xboctt> jiroseH k% poicoBOMy Oapbepy: 
kte, ocMorpy! H MefljieHHO nepeflBHrajracb mh, cacaTHe 
wn>; na ciiHH'h, Ha 3aTbijiitfj, Ha met CBoeft omymajrb a 
npHJEHranie B3rjia^H; h 6e3TOJioib bi hohh wiarajia *iy- 
flOBHnpEHH afipaKafladepHHH Cpe/p.; noflHHMajiocb bi> 
flying hto-to flpeBHee: rjiyxoHiMOK) 6e3COHHHn;eH flfcr- 
CKHXb Honefl, o6HHMaK>m;HX'b acapoMb h 3acraBjiaio- 
rnHX-b Bee cymecrBO pacnyxaTb, h noflCMaTpHBaTb, nam, 
3a chhhoh oopyinaTbca bte> cnHHy 3a6HTHe yacacH. 

fl. — ofiepHyjica: raasa moh BCTp'BTHjiHCb ob rop- 

OOHOCHMl, 6piOHeTOM'b: — 

— dpKHerb 
kb KorejiK'B! 

Tiifb 6p»HeroM'b cm> dbuib, kto croajrb eme bt> 
.HopBaxli Ha nepeKpecTKi floporb, Haftjnoflaa 3a 
bhjuioid niTetoepa h 3a OKHaMH HaniHMH, — npn- 
CBflaa, noKypHBaa, HenoftajieKy orb cnycKa y Ky- 
nH flepeBbeKb; oHBajio H/iy, — yKpHBaenb jihh;o 
CBoe OHb. Ero BHftHBajrb m, iiropHx-fe: nocejiHJica m> 

136 



Moeifb OTejrfe, — crfeHa co mhoh kb crfeHy; h Bam. 
ceoa thxo; h, npocH^H bte> cBoelt KOMHarfe a 
h.&iihh fleHb, a cjrfeflOBB 3a CTtaoio He Mora 06- 

HapyjKHTB. 

JIobhjtb MeHa bt> no'tofl'B; ohi> ca^Hjica bi. sa- 
roH'fe He paflOMt, — a HancKocb, rfffc-HHoyflb Bt 
yrojiKi: Becb yupHraft m, rfeHax-b: — 

— OTflaBajiacb syma neft3a- 
acy JierHiHHX'b ftojanrb, ^epeBeHb cb 
odpaMJiaiomHMH HX"b ropaMH, noKpu- 

THMH BHHOrpa^HHKaMH, — 

,, — npHjinnaromifi 
B3rjia^B oSJKHrajTb MHft 3aTHJiorcb;no- 
BepiHBaacb odHapysKHBajn. a: — 

— lep- 
hhh rjiaa-b, KOHHHKt yea h cohthh 
Ha ooKt rojioBH KOrejioKi.. 

— H CTapajica cb 
npesptaieMi. oiHocHTbca kb conpo- 
BoacflaiomeH jihhhocth, — ogBOJiaKH- 
Bajiacb 6e3noKOHCTBOM , b syina; cto- 
HJIO HeffBpOHTHNX'b ycnjiiia, htooh He 
cfffejiaTb CHflam;eMy cnyniHKy Ma- 
jieHBKOfl raflOCTH: npoxofla, He 3a- 
KhTb Kpan ra3erH. 

JInn;o Moero He3HaKOMn;a (cjihihkom'b 3HaKOMaro!~), 
cnyTHHKa, a He Mora ooHapyjuarrb: yen, hocb rop6oMb, 
nyroBHua bm-boto raasi — BQTb Bee. 

137 



IIoHBjreHie 6 p K) h e t a conpoBOJK/i&nocB KaicHM'B- 
to oco6eHHHMT> <pH3iojK>rHHecKHWl> omymeiiieMi), Hano- 
MHHaK»n],HM'b BcnuiiiKy HepB03a: BHBajiHBaflCb R3% rpy- 
W, Tpeiraxajioch na cohhbix'b aprepiax-B cepflije, uaio. 
nTHna, — Ha mh-b! 

Ha (ppaHii;y3CK0H rpamm'B, yTKHyBHiHct jihhom'b 
Bb He3HaK0Mii,a, a lyBCTBOBajit, ^to npHnaflOiCB HepBO- 
sa, KoropHM-B CTpa/iajTB, — noAHHMaerca: b"b to me 
MraoBeme KOTejiOKb no/i;jierBJi r b Ha^t 3aMacjieHHHMi. 

KOKOMI) BOJIOCTb; TOpfiOHOCHH CpiOHeTB npoH3Hecb: 

— « t IecTB HMiio npeji;cTaBHTi>ca». 

— «PyccKili?» 

— «KaiCB BHflHTe. . .» 

— «Bbi bte> PocciK>?» 

— «B , b Pocciio». 

— «Bh — npH3BaHH?» 

— «^a, Taut cKa3aTL, hjib, BtpHie — He TaK^; Hy, 
«a Bee tokh. . . JJflKTopb a». 

— «Barae m^cto pojK,nieHBH?» 

— «Ortecca». 

Tyn. — SBHHyjica xboctb: no HanpaBaeHiro Kb 
oaptepy. 

H onyTHjica npnataTHMb Kb oapBepy; h — a 3a 
6apBepoM"B yace: 

— «Alors vous allez tuer ces sales 
boches», npouienTaji'B mh^ cy6*Beim>, noflMHrHyBHiH 

KOCHMH TJia3aMH; MBIIHHHBie B3rJia/pj yTKHyjIHCL bb Me- 

Ha; npoTHHyjiHca MHoria pyKH: mapHjm, nepeTpaxHy- 
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an CyMaaeHHK'b; h — 3aftajiH HicKOJibKO, coBepiueHHO 

HeBaJKHHXT> BOnpOCOBTj: 

■ — «Service militaire?» 

— «Voyons!» 

— «Vous allez tuer ces sales boches?» 

fl He B3AporHyjii>: a BHfliurb, — iiena Hafijuo^aerb 
11 p y r o h, noKa n e p b h h HeCpeamo Kaji&m, mh* bo- 
iipocn; a noHHjn., hto BNCTp'Bjrb Jieryne copBaBnieftca 
(ppa30H, — 3K3aMeH-B: ohh ace Bi/^b 3Hajm, hto i/ty H3i> 
JJopHaxa a, h *ito HiKOTopne H3i> 3HaK0MHXTE> mohxt> — 
uenaBHCTHHe ooiuh: 

— «Vous allez tuer ces sales bodies? » 

Ha jihb;^, 3a kotophmi> cjrBflHjm, He ^porHyjii h 
MycKyjn>; ncHxojiorHHecKiH chckt> BnpTyo3eHi. y hhxt>; 
Hy»HO ]\fia.]jp,s,Tb CTOJi'BTiH pa3BHTia, htoG'b npieMH 
yTOH^eHHHX'b poMaHHCTOB'b npecymecTBHTt m> 

K O H T p Tb-p a 3 B "B fl, K y. . . 



BO <w>AinnH 

J^Bept pacnaxHyjiacL h — BBinyiHeirb, BHnymeHi.. 
Bnacy nyoTaa njiaTipopMa; to OpaHHia; hohb. . . oroji- 
tbjihh cbhctokt> napoBOsa BflajiH; h — 6e3JieTHHe CHJiy- 
^TH BaroHOBi H3ib cyMepoKt; HJijnoMHHania cb-btobi.. 

B3floxHyjn, a cbo6o/uio. 

rtonHTKa paGoTaTt Ha/rt yTOMjieHHHMH HepBaMH 
oxBaTHJia MeHa: Bocnpiaria BneHaTjiimfi: floporn 6cwrB3- 
HeHHO pa3pHBaJiH Mena; dj\a,m> — flyMajiocL — He flo- 

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■Bfleiub: 3acaflflTT>. IlHTajica a BH3BaTb fb ce6$> o6pa3b 
yiHTena; h — mnp, 03apeHHoe CB'BTOMb, bo3Hhkjio: 
MopmHHKH, 3HaKOMHa HepxoHKH npocTynajra H3i. cyit- 
paKa, — nocMOTpijra rjia3a Ha Metro. . . 

Ehji-b nepiOATb, Kor^a ce6a HyBcraoBajn> a — nepe- 

pfeaHHHMt OTb rOJIOBH JO naTH HeH3,)rHBH0K) CHJIOH Ten- 

Jia; omymeme, iro b& oitoyio Hory CTpyHrca hctoh- 
hhkt> Tenna, nepexo/nwio bi> flpyroe: Ka3ajiocB MB*, hto 
o/ora Hora CTana Kopoie — xotbjiocb npHxpaMNBam 

IlaMaTHH mh^ flBa aBjieHia. BHyrpeHHitt cB^Tb, 
KaKb 6h BLipBaBBiHCb, 3aciajrb bh* MeHa oarfenHTeJib- 
hoh aBbio; rajwiK>nHHaii;ieft aTO aBJieme a Ha3BaTb He 
Mory, noTOMy hto coCbirie CB-feTa He yBHfffejio; h cHJia 
aBjiema cocpe/i;oTOHHjiacb B-b mhcjih, Karopyio oho ot- 

pa3HJIO BO MH-B H KOTOpOH OHO 6HJH> OTCFBTOMT.. 

H pa3CKamy o aBJieHiax-b araxb; a 6um> Ha koh- 
D,eprB; a cayniajib BeTXOBeHa; bi> mohipoh KaprHH'B 
BCTaBajia Bca jkh3hb; lejioB^KTb mh-b oco66hho 
6jiH3Kifi, B,a;pyrb Bcmjib h, — 

— ooepHyBHiHCb, yr- 
KHyjica Ma3aMH; He B3flporHyjn>, ne BCKpHKHyjrb; Bee — 

KOHHHJIOCb: — 

— HTO 9T0? 

OB^rb: 

OMTBnHTejIbHHH 

CBiTb, — 

— HcxojjamiH nab MpaKa: 
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a jiHRi npHHaflJiesKajrb 
MyatiHH'fe nflTHflecflTH 
iihth jiiTb, Bii nep- 

HOMi, CTporOMT) H HO- 

nopHoin. cropTyKi; 
Ha jran/fe ate M»p- 

mHHKH, 3HaKOMHH 
HepTOIKH CTepjIHCb — 

— CKB03HOe H3I> CB^Ta JIHD.O, 

6y#ro coroaHHoe 6pnji- 

jiiaHTaMH CijiKxi. Jiy- 

toE, h OTBepcria 

H6BHpa3HMarO 

CB^Ta BOTK- 

HyjIHCb Bt 

MeHH 

«H» — 

— BM , BCTorjia3'b!! 
H noHyBCTBOBajit — 
Haffb rjia3aMH cbo- 
hmh ooacerb kh- 
nflTKa; — 

-Ho 
ceflnacb ace (flBJienie ajihjiocb ct 

^eTBepTB CeKyHflH) CKB03HOe 

jmn;o bodijio Kb Koacy; h — 
npocTynHjiH — MopmHHKH y ry&b h y raaat SjitaHo- 
6 , fejiaro jiHKa; Bcfe cb&th noracra; #Ba rjia3a, rjia^a- 
maxt Kb npocTpaHCTBO, b-b TOjmy, Ha^o mhoh, Kb hh- 

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Ky^a, — Hepe3i. neHCH9 ito-to ocipo 3aMfeHJin; h — 
3acM^flJiHCb KOMy-TO; pyica noMaxajia npHFBTCTBeHHo; 
kto-to, OTKy^;a-TO noKJioHHJicfl* iiaTHflecarHJi'fe'raeMy, 
SpnTOMy, ^epHOBOJiocoMy rocnopcHy ci> jninpM'b, nepe- 

HepHeHHHM-B CBTBIO MOpmHHOKl., CTpeMHTeJIBHO HOBep- 

HyBnieMyca m> HaMt cnHHOft; h — CBBineMy bt> Kpecjio. . . 



— CKBO3H0e H3Tb CB^Ta 

jihho, 6y/ijo cot- 

KaHHOe H3T> MOJI- 

Hifi h BHcrynnB- 
inee H3t 3iraK.o- 
Maro nepenep^eH- 

Haro MOpiHHHKaMH 

jnnja, — 

— m>wb Morjio 
oho 6htb? . . — 

— CyO'beKTHBHaa rajit- 
jironHHaniH? 
OBiTb Gasopa? 
BHyraeHie? 

OBfoT>? 

H? — 

— 06t, 
aTOMb He syMajit hhckojibko bt> to BpeMa; mokho jih 
6hjio chokohho MHt ^yMaTb? H nOMHK), hto hto-to ht- 
pajiH (BeTxOBeHa, IHyMaHa); bh^'ejihcl cnHHH hfbt- 

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una (3ejieHHH, cHHia, CijiBia) ^aMt npe/i;o mhok> h iep- 

HHH CnHHH My3K x IHH1>. . . — 

— TaKt y^apnjiocb 
GwhTOWb m> 
MeH- 
«H». . . 

IIOMHfi): pa3C r feHHHO HaKJIOHHCb Ha^'B JIHMOHa/l,OM'b 

Bt (pofle, Henocpe^cTBeHHO nocjrs aBjiema, — norpaceHi,, 
yrtHBjieHi. He Snjtb a: HeofiEraioe mh'b Ka3ajiocb o6hh- 
hhmi>, noHra nposaH^ecKHMi) no cpaBHemio cl chjioh 

MHCJieft, BO MH'B KJIOBOTaBHIHX'L , , H, flOHHBaa rJIOTOKt 

jiHMOHa^a, a cjiBimaji'b, KaKt Hsjijih B3ajia MeHa noflt 
pyKy, noTani,HBHiH Bt nepesHKio. H BnocjrBflCTBiH en 
pa3CKa3ajit 9to Bee: 

— «IIoHHMaenib jih? BviR$,m> a — bh^ji-b ate: 
Cb , bt1). Bn.n'Bjrb — aBCTBeHHo, Ha MrHOBeHie. Ho — 
rm3aMH». 

— «He ysHBjiarocb. . .» 

— «KaKOH 9TO CB'BT'b? YmHBIH?)) 

He yAHBHJiacb: Boe — 3Hajia. . . 

JJpyroH pasi, Ha JieKHia PyAOJibtpa HlTeiiHepa 
npoH30nuio to aBjieHie: — 
— Cjiymaio 
past ooiacHeme o&b AnojiJiOHOBOM-b CB-BTB, koto- 
pHH, Kaio> 6a6o , iKa, njieiHerb KpHjiakn, 
ca/i;acL Ha neao; — 

— pa3HrpajiHCb cnoBa bo mh'b; bott., 

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Kto-to — 

— Mhjih» — 

— bo Mirk pa3BepHyjn> cboh Teiuiue 
Phtmh; npoHcxo/yimee B-b 3ajrfe a BRjsjbm> OTKyAa-TO 
H3^aJiH; — 

— Bee — 

— TeMH'Berb, 

— TeMH^erB, 

— TeMHierb! . . — 

— Kaics 6yflTO 6u yOaBiMH ajieKTpirqecTBo: 

rOJIOBH, 
CnHHH 

h KpecJia — 

— yjKe npocfefla- 
m% bo MpaKi.; 

TB,Wb, OTKyAa- 
TO, rot Hadt- 
raiomHX'b cyMepoKb noflHHMaiOT- 
ca pyKH; — 

— OTTy^a 
nHTaeTca CKa3aTb ito-to, cKa3aTb 
PyAOJibcpt niTeflHepTbSHO — 
— Hto aro? — 

— HyBCTByio: — 

— rojio- 
Ba 6e3noKpoBHa: h^tb — nepena; laiua, btb Koropyio 
JiMOTca noTOKH Tenna — rojiOBa; HajiH- 
BaeTca; rot nojiyBHsamnx'B rjia3i> pa3- 
JiHBaeTca jKH#Kift jkhboA 

144 



30JiOTHCTO-JieraiD- 
m,itt cBiit 
H — 
— HanojmaeT'b npocipaHCTBO 
yracinaro 3aJia. . . — 

— Mh — Mope rpenemy- 
nptxt cB-BTOiefl npo- 

HHH.aiOmHX'b HCHHMH 

KpHJiBHMH 6a.6oneR , b 
HamH rfejia; CB^TOBaa 
nynHffa KjioKO^ert; — 

— yflapb, keki. 6h m> TeMH 
ynajrB Ha m€hh; cb^tb, Tpene- 

IHjmift, CB-BTB JKHBOH, 30JIOTH- 

cro-jieTaromiH CBiyrc>, cBirb hst. 
rjiaai — 

— mnerbm,, 

— pacTBopHjica, 

— paaraajTb — 

— h — 

— CKB03B 

Hero npocTynnjio onaTb ajieRTpniecTBO JiaMnoneKi., Ka- 
(pe^pa, CTyjiba h chhhh; a — #BHHyjica: — 

— 3aMepfc oi"b CTpaxa: a qyBCTBO- 
Bajn>: — 

naa 

paCTBO- 

peHHaa 
10 145 



rojioBa 

KOJieoa- 
jiach Moa 
Ha 
pa3- 

CTO- 
HHiH 

He Mefffee — 

— nojiyropa MeTpoBTb 
onb. . . otb. . . on. Hero? 

OTT. — POJIOBH Moen? 

npoflOJUKeme oe6a caMaro Ha/pi coooft, Kam. ctojioti #h- 

Ma, a lyBCTBOBajit; #BHHyjica a — 

— c 
xy 

HH 
CTH 

Ml 

3HT 

3ar 
omi;- 

— MeHa H3i. 
MeHa caMaro, 8a MeHa yxBaraBinHCB, BHTarHBajrb rcro- 
to (He caMTb jih ce6a a BHTaraBajn.?) 3aMepi>: — 

— H HyBCTBO- 
BaJTB, HTO 
npH flBHJKeHBH 

146 



a rpoxHyci.: 

npHROCHO- 

Beme MajreHbKHxi), Haji- 

JIHHHX'B pyneK-b, MeHflTH- 

xo rjiBflanpx'B, Tyr& 
ycnoKOHJiocb cHOBa; nonpo- 

COBaJTb flBHHy- 
TLCfl — ABHHyjI- 

ca... BcTajiH, cjffe- 

niaBinHCB Bt TOjnrfe 

necrpHx-B croirb, 6pM- 

jiiaHTOBT>, niejiKOBt, hha- 

asaROBi., npHHHMaa ynacTie , 

bt> Boarjiacax-b — 

— «JIeKnia! . .» 

— «H KaKaa npeKpacHaa!» 

— «KaK , b xopoiuo 6hjio cKasaHO ofit 
AnoJiJioiiOBOM'b ob-btb!» 

— «0 CB^T-B iOHHHeCKOtt (pHJIO- 
CO(piH». . . 

— «HpaBHTca BaMt?* — 

— YjiyHHBIIIH 

MHHyTy, js,o 6ojih a cTHCHyjrb MeHa corpfeBaBrayB pyKy; 
h — 3araenTajn> Hsjijih Ha yxo: 

— «noHajn.: a noHajrb. . .» 

— «,ZJa, AnojuioHOBb cwhrb — yMHHft. . .» 

— «A yMHHfi CB'Bnb BHflHTCa. . .» 

— «^a, ajih MeHa roBopmiocb. . .» 

— «H. . .» 

10' 147 



— «H, a, a. . .» 

— «noHajr&, BHffkjrLb 
_ «jj?» — «Hto?» 

— « i Ito Th noHajn>?» 

— «HTO BHffBJrb Th?» — 

— «Cb , bti>!». . . 

IIpOMeJIBKHyjIO Ha IfojIJIHHOM'b JIHHHK'B tjtb bh- 

paateHte xojioahocth, cTporocTH }[&m,e, KOTopoe a boc- 
npHHajr& BpaHtfleGKo: 

— «,ZJa 3aMOJiHH ace!» 

— «Mojihh!» 

JJa, aBjiema CBtora, (boohuo) — He y^HBJiaioTB ite- 
Ha; aTO Chjio TOMy Ha3afli> — fleBaTB jtbtb; flecflTB 
jtbti HHiero a raKoro He BHaty; h He yBnacy. 

T&Ri, Tbis& norjiorana MeHa. 



njIATOOPMA 

BocnoMHHaHia 3th iieHa oxBamnH, Kor^a nepenura 
mh rpaHHny. 

Ilycraa HJEmpopiia: to — <E>paHHia; hoib: oroji- 
tbjihh cbhctok'b napoB03a B^ajin; h — 6e3JierrHHe ch- 
Jiyara BaronoBi. — n&b cyitepoKx; Kaaterca — bt. nep- 
hhh B03flyxi> noTaHjrrca H3^ OTBeperia flBepn pon iep- 
Hoporaxt TBHen — He jno^eH, — k-l acHoraaaHMi. Baro- 

148 



Haiffb, Haira noji;aHHHMB; bxoahmt. cl TOBapHmein. mh: 
xoponio — HHKoro. 

PacnojioJKHT&ca 6h cnaxb. 



Tparb. — ^sept mapaxHyjiact: h CpwHeT-b 
(bt> KOxejiKi), 0Ka3aBmiftca pyccKHMi, npoTHc- 
Hyjica cb HeMO^aHaMH bi flBepb; om> Hancwnrajrb npo- 
cTpaHCTBO Kyna epyHflOfl cbohxte; B03Tn&com>. 

OfoaCHHJTb, HTO 6HJTB flOKTOpOMb H 3b OflOCCH; 

npHJiminiH rjraaaMH ko mh*b h Kacaacb mohh HenpiaT- 

HHMH, ITfcllKHMH naJIbllftMH, nOCntfflHJTb Offb KpHKJIHBO 
HaMb BbMCHHTb, TTO Fb IIlBeftD.apiH, Bb KOIHHHK'B HO 

cepfleHHHMib 6on-B3Haifb, tdh ro;ja pa6oTaon>; Tenepb 
npH3HBaerca, Kaicb h a, na BoeHHyro anyartiy; Hacb Tpe- 
najn> no mieiy; paaBajiacb, 3aflHpajib cboh both — vb 
HaxajiBCTBOMb, Ka3aBmHMca CjiaroflymieMb; mbA, mo- 
CKBHHy, npHHajica oftbacnsm, OHb MocKBy; h — flOBejn. 
^0 MHrpeHH; a BHTanpuib o#eKOJiOHb; cxajib npnMa- 
iHBaTb rojiOBy. 

06e3baHHHM'b ftBHateHieM-b d.'biikoh pyrac BtipBajib 
OHb ny3HpeKi> y MeHa; h, npncTaBHBb Kb MopraK>in,HMb 
raasKaMb, pa3CMaTpHBajn>: 

— «Xa». 

— «IIy3HpeKi. to? . .» 

— «H3b KejibHa. . .» 
BjiecHyjio oTHerjiHBo: 

— «IIInHK'b». 

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Heroayiome BHpBaBnra ny3HpeK-B, noKa3ajn> my si 
— flonojnnrreji&HyK) HaiuieSKy ct OTieTJiHBOft Ha/i;- 
hhc&h): «Ba3ejiL». 

— «CMOTpHTe-Ka». 

Cteb — He CKOH(py3HJica. 

— «Okojio rpaHHHH Bjn>3aca?» 

— «Hto ffB,)KUiH bh ctojibko BpeideHH Tain>?» 
OTBepHyjica, 3aicpHjn> a rjia3a, cTVBJiaon. bh^b, ito 

flpeMjno; npoflOJiaKajrb "Ha6jiK),n;aTB cb floSpoflymHOft no- 
KopHOCTBK CBimHKa (nepeHocarc. djioxy: cb noponiKoin. 

npOTHBl 6JI0X1> MOJKHO flame CB KOM(pOpTOMTb CH^'BTL 

m> TperbeMi KJiaccfe). 

GryHajffl BaroHH; CiuKajra no <I>paHn,iH; b-bhjio 
B'BTpoM'b Kb okho; ranoBa Moa npHra.ua, yaapaacB o 

flOCKH; TOJIKaJIHCB BaroHH. 

CBepKaHia ajieKTpHqecKHX'b (pOHapefl Ciwimrb 
OJiecKOJCt BJieTajiH h — BbuieraJiH. 

JjHeBHoe cosHaHie paaiajiocB Ha lacrat: rpaHHn,a 
003HaHia nepejpHHyjiacB. Bhji*b 3a rpaHHuefl. 



3A rPAHHIJEE C03HAHm 
Hto-to CTapHHHoe BNmiHBaJio, Karcs m> a'Btctb'b, 

— KOrp,-TO. 

MiHajiHCB npe^MerH; BH^epHHBajiHct HeB'fepoaT- 
hhmx ysopoMi.; ciuiOHajiH ko Mfffe nepHoporia tojiobh; 
rpa3Hoe, rpy3Hoe, BOJiocaTO-xoxjraToe hto-to bob?b rairb 
KononrajiocB: — 

150 



— 6 p K) H e T T> Bi KOTejIK*. 

Si nHT&naH rjiH/i.'feTb Ha ero cHJiy3Tb, oTBJieHeHHHfl 
orb HepToieK'b, orb rarpHniKOBi), on> yatHMOKi, koto- 
Phmh ohi> ceoa ocbmajrb, tohho iiy#poft; h nyapa cjie- 
Tajia; no^b ny^poio ooHapyatHjiocb ascTBeHHO: — 

— ohb! 

IIpHHa/yiejKajrb ohi rt. HeMy? 

Kb MejKflynapoflHOMy odmecTBy cHmnKOBt? Hjih 
— Kb SpaTCTBy, iioACTeperaioineMy bcb wbmjvbftmia 
nepeirBineHBa co3HaHifl, htoob hxb ooopBaTB? BtpH^be 
6Hjn> chhi;hkomi> oht> MeatflyHapoflHaro oonjecrBa ch- 

m,HKOKb, pyKOBO^HMarO GpaTCTBOM-b, KOTopoe npoKBT- 

Bacb Kb cpe^y chiu.hkob'b, Meac^yHapoAHHX'b, b-btoh- 
jiocb b% cpeA'B HanioHajiBHaro cncKa; pyKaMH repsiaH- 
ckhxb, (ppaHny3CKHX'b, aHrjiificKHXt h pyccKHX'b scan- 
sapMOKb noffiHCHBajio bo Bckxt ynacTKax^ bcbxi. 
CTpaHi. bcb 6yMarn, BH3HpoBajio nacnopTa; h— Tarcb 
flajrke, flaJTBe, opraHH3ya bi> napnacB, BepjiHH'B, Ctok- 
rojiBMi, Mockkb, IleTepCyprB o6m,ecTBeHHyio, KpyaKKO- 
Byro h jiHHHyio acH3Hb, npoiraTaBB ee a^aMH; mh — b-b 
o^toHiaxi. 3KH3HH, nponHTaHHOft a^aMH; npn nonbrr-- 
Kaxi> no^HaTbca Hajp. otoh OTpaBjieHHofl 3KH3hmo, hc- 
nbrrHBaeirb, hto npHJinnniee kb b^mb o/vfeame jkh3hh 
ropHTb, Kaicb OAeat/ijH yfiirraro naMH KeHTaBpa: Te- 
paiurb, y6HB*b Heoca, yCnrb 6hjtb o^eatflaMH Hecca. 

TaKi. Heccb, mb KjraHr30pb, pyKOBOflamift Tami- 
cTBeHHHM'b CpaTCTBOsrb, Hacb flepmHrb si njrBHy rocy- 
flapcTBa; h ooaeicaeTB jiaKeeBB cbohxb bb pirryajiBHNfl 
MyH^apb rocysapcTBeHHHX'b fliaTanefi; MapiOHCTRH 

151 



ohh: kto-to flepraerb hxi; h ohh Ha^miaioTb Toiyta bh- 
cTynaTb Kb sac'BflaHbax'b, napjiaiieHTaxi. cb o<pHn}aoib- 
hhmh HOTaitH, Hab cb npc>eKTaMH HecynjecTByionjeH, He " 

B03MOJKHOH fliHCTBHTeJIBHOCTH. 

Meatfly rbm>, caMbift bhai HaineH jktohh, bkjik)- 
laa cro^a eaceflHeBHyio BHCTaBKy BHB'BcoK'b, hjib 
atpHHTb Ha CTOJioaxb, opraHH3yerca bi> TaHHHx-b ynacT- 
Kaxb areHTaMH, Henofl03p , BBaK)mHMH KOMy cnyscarb 

OHH. 

Bo inrk ecrb nofl03p , BHie: npoHcmecTBia, OHBniia 

CO MHOK) H Cb H9JIJIH HO HOflflaiOTCa OOHHHOMy TOflKOBa- 

Hiro; jkh3hb Hama — CKasKa; h npioTKpHJiacb 3a cb^t- 
jkmo tohhok) BCJi'feffb HaMb h h e p h a a Tatoa; OHBajio 
BH^HTHBaJTb nepHyio Tatey orieTJiHBO a Ha 6epjiHH- 
CKHXTb npocneKTaxi). 

CTOJiffqHHa yjnmbi — ocymecTBjieHHaa nepnaa 
Mecca; npoxoatie — saBjieKaKxra Kb nepHHH oopa,p>; 
opra,HH3anja raflocrea o6pa3yerb orieTJiHBO jrBCTHHiiy; 
OTb ropoflCKOH HH<pJiyeHH,Hfto H3acHBaHia i e p h a- 
r o arrperopa; OKOBaHH mh, Haran ayniH, npn noMomn 
aBHHXi MarH^ecKHX-b ;$hctb1h, BBeaeHHHX'b m> o6pa- 
,HH h 3aByajieHHHx , b m> cbth npHBbmeK'b h Tpatpapera 
ra3erH0H HoniJiaTHHH, — flymH npn noMom,H flificT- 
BiH, BJIHBaeMHX'b BTE> odbiseHHbia ffBHCTBia, coeflHHa- 
KTCB C% fleMOHaMH; HepHOKHHJKHHKH HeyCHHHO CJTB- 

flarb 3a bcbmt. xofloio. codbrriH; h — flame cnflarb Ha 
CaHKerax-b; h — nponsHOcarb npocTpaHHHa pfcin; ae- 

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jieHHH, cHHia, acejiTHa khhth — ^HKTyioTca 
hmh; Meat's rhm> — 

— HHCTpyMeHTH, pa3CmBJI6HHHe Bb 

acTpajii, noKaaHBaiOTb hmi, MarHHecKoft CTpijiKOH Ty- 
fla, iyrfe posHTca MJiafleHen;'b3B'fe3Aa, HToC-b tym 
dpocaTb tokh, y6iaciBeHHHe fljra «m ji a a e h n a». 

ToHeHia — HaHHHaKTca; bohhh Hpo^a — pumyrb: 

— «A iyvfe Tyn. MJia#eHen, "b?» 

BpK)Hen> — noaBjiaeTca. 

Hanm cromraHHa yjiHHH — ocymecTBjieHHaa, *iep- 
Haa Mecca; CpioHeT'b b% KOTejiKi 3ji$ch — hko- 
Ha; hkohh cboh — nopa3B , BCHJro aepHoe CpaTCTBo Ha 

CTBHaXb flOMOBt, T]ljb 6piOHeTT) Bl KOTeJIK'fe, 

pa3MajieBaHHHH Ham) Ha Cok/b ctbhh, — 

— CT> BHCOTH 

HiecTH9TaKHaro jtpua,, ocKJia6acb, noKasHBa- 
en> Ha KaJioiny npoxoaaan.; h Ha KanonrB — 
CBameHHtHHiiH 3HaK-B TpeyrojibHHKa. — 

— HTO 9TO 3HaiHTb? 

CBarneHH'BHiHia (pHrypn — OKKyjibTHiie 3HaKH — 
Hejib3a co3epn;aTb 6e3HaKa3aHHO (onpoKHHyTHH Tpe- 
yrojibHHKt — He to, hto npaMofi; onpoKHHyTHH — ca- 
Moco3HaHie, o6pam,eHHOe Kib Jfyxy; npaMOH — Ha ce- 
6a); co3epn;aHie TpeyrojibHHKa Ha KajionrB, KoropoK) 
TonneM-b mh (3Harcb CoacecTBa!) ecTb napoflia Ha o<5- 
pa;p>: h He cnpocxa CBaTHM-b aTHMt mswowb #aBHO 
niTeMnejnoK'rb Kajioran; h eateflHeBHO mh TonneMt b^ 
rpa3H BJiacTHHH SRa.n'b CoatecTBa. 

153 



9to — ftbno «h x b» pyrcB. 

TopoAa — 6oroxyjiBCTBo: jopHTt Ha^B anTOKaMH 

3JieKTpHHeCKi8 3HaKB OnpOKHHyTOH H€HTa- 

rpaMMH (KomjHCTBeHHOH Marin); pacnpocTpaHaeTca 
H3B airreKB npocTO noprB 3Haen> hto; npoflaioTca saIicb 
3HaKH pa3Bpaxa. 

OBfesROft CojioMOHa KJieftMflTb immeBHe npoflyrcrH. 

Kto hocht-b bi> flynrB ortfjiecKt o n h t a, fljia Toro 
oneBH^ao: noffb ooojiohkoh 3,n;opoBBa, npHBHiercB h Ha- 

BNKQBB npHBHBaeTCfl HffB. 

no^cosHaHbe HanojffleHO jKecyraMH, H3o6paataioin,H- 
mh jkhshb ^yxoBHaro Mipa; 110 Hairc> npoHcxoflBTB KaiCB 
acecTL, to ecTB TaMi, HaMB cooNTie; lepHNMH JKecTaMH 

BBIB'BCOK'B, MOflaMH, T a H T 0, Ka(p9, — OHH BBOflffTb 

nacB bt> Kpyrb coBepmaeMBiXB flincTBiH. 

atecn> — KopeHb cjiOBecHaro flepeBa; Kor^a BH3p'fe- 
m> aeecTL — Hapoac^aerca cjiobo: flaon. njiop>; h yBa- 
^aen>; a acecn>, npooHBaacB Hapyasy, OTJiomHTca m*. 
cjiob-b He CKopo; h oojrfee no3^Hee cjiobo — 3HaHHTejn>- 

H-BH; H^MOTa — .itfjftCTBO JKH3HH. 

«H x b» atecTH, BBO^HMHe bt> KH3HB, nojiHH yaca- 
ca: hto HaMB 6yseTB, Kor^a ooHapyjKHTca cjiobo Ha 
atecTB? Oho — Cy^erB yacacoMB. 

J\&: roBopio a 6e3i> yMOJiKy; paaHooCpaseffb cjio- 

BapB MOHX-B CJI0BT>; HO CJIOBa MOH — HpOCTO HHHTO 

npe^B odaTKaMH jKecTOBTs, KOTopne paaBHBajmcB bb 
niB6Hn;apiH. 

154 



HejiOBteB HaiHHaerca TaMfc, r^fe KOHiaeTca cko- 
bo; rjifh cjiobo cBHBaeTca, — ram> HaiHHaeTca OKKyjiB- 

TH3M1>; H MH BCB — OKKyjILTHCTH; yBH, OOJIBIHHHCTBO 

3aroBopnjiH Kb ceGi hm-b OKKyjiBrao OTKpHToe; rfl-fe 3a- 
iuiamerB asum*, T&Wb mojiihtb 0KKyjn>TH3MB. 

0KKyjIBTH31Pb — 3TO B03flyXB, KOTOpHMB MH ^H- 

mewb; h H3y*ieHie OKKyjiBTHcTOB'b 6v$b OBjrafffe- 
Hia acecTaMH, 6e3t yMtaBa hx"b bh^tb, iHTaxb — octb 
^ypHaa npHBNHKa. 

Ha3BaBmn ceoa OKKyjiBTHCToifB, He flynaK) a, hto 

— OKKyjIBTHCTB BT, TOHHOM'B CMHCJTB; TOTB CMHCJTB 110- 

CTHraerca bb flecaTHjrBTiax'B noflBHra ynpaJKHeHin: 

B "B KOHKpeTHOCTH; E He MSK&Th ny*TH CMNCJKl 

m> ceHTeHn;iax'B o6b OKKyjiBTH3Mt; Hpe3B BHyrpeHHift 
atecrB, nopomseHHHfi flynioio, nepenojiHemioH chjioh 
pacKpHTaro 3HaKa — OKKyjiBraoe aBHo; «3HaKw 
CTpoirrca phtmomb coChtIh; ho oh-b — tojibko GyKBa; 
3a «6yKBOK»», mojkotb Chtb, b'b pa^fe ro^HHTB BNpacTaerB 
flpyraa; hto&i, cmia^HBaTB 6yKBH h cnoBa, Haso 3Ha- 

KH HHTaTB: JI, K>, 6, 0, B, B; KaSKflHH 3HaKB ecTB co6h- 

rie; ho «co6HTie» HyatHO yBH^BTB Bt coGBrriax'B" 

3KH3HH; — B03CTaTB HaflT. BCBftKb pHTMOSTB COfiHTifi, — 

yBHfl'BTB: cofiHTia caMH bt> cedi cyTB hh^to; b'b coHe- 
TaHia nojiynaerca c ji o b o. H oKKyjiBTHHH y^HTejiB no 
3HaKaMB HacB bo^htb 6e&b cjiobo: pa3roBapHBaTB mojk- 

H0 Cb HHSTB — TOJIBKO MOJIHaHieMB. 

IIpoHcmecTBia Moero nyTemecTBia — SHaKb m, 
pafffe 3HaK0Bi>; ohh — Moa nponmaa jkh3Hb; h ohh — 

155 



to, hto JKflen. MeHa Kb CyaymeMi). Moaten> 6htb pa^ 
3HaK0Bi noKa em;e mh% cjiojkhjih jranib cnovb: «JIio-»; 
HeHSBicTHO, tto BHnaflae'TB: «6obb» hjih «thkb»; ecjiH 
nepBoe, — cjiojkhtch cjiobo: «JIk>6obb»; ecjra Bropoe, 

TO «JI©THKT.»; BHHMaTeJIBHOCTb RB HTemH 3HaKOB'b eCTB 

npaBHjio: 3adijJKaTB npn nporreHBH Bnepefl'B, — 3Ha- 
ihtb Biimie chmbojih OTyMaHHTb (paHTa3ieft. B-b ok- 
KyjibTH3iTB (paHTaaiH HferB; om> ecTb npaB^a. 



CooHTia nyTeraecTBia — ^aate He BHaK'b, a, 6htb 
Moaten., nacTb 3HaKa: KpyacoK*b OyKBH «»». 

Haflo b^pho nponecTb, a fljia btoto — BipHO pa3- 
cMaTpHBaTb; ho HeJib3H OTBeprBTBca orb 3HaKa: Hejib- 
3H He yBH^'BTb ero; kojih bhahhib, — HirraH, nepeiHTH- 
Bafl, bhobb nepe^HTHBan, ncnpaBJiaa fle4)eKTH nepBOHa- 
HajitHaro HTema. 

Jlynne BHHHraTB epyH^y, h^m-b cKaaaTB ceG*: 

— «H"BTB». 

IIpH aBjiemn 3Haica craHOBHMca mh bb nojioaceme 
9K3aMeHyiom,Hxca; h HecTH'fee noHTH Ha npoBajn., temt. 
JiyKaBo cGtaaTB otb 3K3aMeHa; otb npocpeccopa cnpa- 
leniBca, a otb 3HaKa — He cnpaHembca; om> — 
ctohtb; ofb — cy,p>6a. 

HoTToro-TO TaKTb cTpamno 6HBaerB,R0iyia noaBJia- 
erca anaKi: tboh 8K3aMeHB — 3Kchpomtb; noyiH- 
TaTB, npHTOTOBHTBca n03,HH0; npHroroBJieme — jkh3hb 

TBOHXl HyBCTBTb H ^BHKeHiH fl 3 H a K a. 
156 



B"B npoTreHiH BHaBJiaerca c t e n e h b; Henpa- 
bmbhoctb Trema ooyoiOBJieHa jioJKHHM'b nyreifb; h 
— ohihCkoh pa3Bnria. 

IIpz onrndKax-b bt> nyni, HTeHBe 3BaK0Hb wiaraerb 

He TO, HTO CTOHTB npeffb TO(50K); CTOHTb: JI, K), 6, 0, b, b; 

th ace BHflHiiib: ji, o, b, ji, »; h npoHHTHBaefflB: He «jno- 
6obb», a — «jiobjik)»; nojiymerca epyHfla; h tboh man., 

OfiyCJIOBJieHHHH CJIOBOMb, npOHHTaHHHMB KpHBO, CBep- 

raerb Te6a co CTyneHH, vpfb th bcbmb ycHjiieifb npom- 
Jiaro BcrajTb. Th ctohhib na cryneHH yate noroMy, hto 
Tefrfe bhahh 3HaKH; th — s o ji jk e h i> nponecTb; coo6- 

pa3H0 CTb npOHHTaHHHlTB CTpOHTCa HeHsG-BSKHaa no- 

ciynB coCHTiz: Hjrraa, th CTpoimiB ee — nofl3HBaemb 
cy«B(5y; h iHTaa He TaM>, ynaaaemb; htjItb BHme cry- 
neHB, tbmt> naaeHBe onacHiH. . . 

GoObiTia nyTeuiecTBia — qac™ orpoitHaro 3HaKa, 
nocTpoeHHaro Ha nocjr&flHHXb roflaxb. Ilpn npoiTeHBH 
a BHAijn.: cjiaraerca mh-b epyH^a; h He Morb He HirraTB, 
pa3B 3HaK*b cTpoHjica; m> htchIh na,najn>; oho HaHaJiocb 
em,e cb BepreHa; h na^eHie otb HeBfepHo npoHTeHHaro 
nm<ppa, onpestjieiffloe pokobob ohihCkoh pa3BHria m> 
.HopHaxi: chmbojtb nafleHbff — orbfoffb; onoro-TO a 
lyBCTBOBajTb, noKH^aa HlBeitnapiio, ito nowrBftHiH Ky- 
coneKb 3€mjih, Ha KOTopoifb croajib, OTBajmjica: a — 
pyxHyjit. . . 0T , b , B3fl0Mb; cBajiHJica: h ho CBaJiHJiaca 
HajiJiH. 

HeBipHO npoHHraHHbiH 3HaKT>, OTopBajn> orb M6Ha 
moid Hamra, KOTopaa ocraBajiacb Ha craflin, Haim fflo- 

157 



CTHTHyroft bstbctb, onpeffiuiaeMOH HMeHaioi "rtxt 

MfcCTB, rfffc MH OHJIH npiHIOflHaTH HaA"b HQKpOBOMb HJI- 

Jiro3iH: XpncTiaHia, Bepfem. h flopHaxi. 

Ho — « JX o p h a x i>» 6hjtb BHpBairb. 

CoCHria nyTemecTBia — 3HaKH Bna^ema bt> 6e3- 
co3HaTejn>HOCTb cna. 

Moatert Chtb, to — paacKasbi o MHoroMt apyroifb 
(coCHpaioTCfl 3HaKH m> coflpyatecTB-B cmhcjiobi); to, 
MHoroe, B03CTaeTb npeffio mhob HeacHO. H oiracaHie ny- 
TeruecTBia — onHcame He toto, tto cjiynnjiocb; oho 
oimcaHie — Kaira a HBTrain.; h Karcb nyTajica. 

B-b 3T0ifb cmhcjtb moh onHcaHia — oiracaHia oc- 
jTBiuieHHaro nyTHHKa. 

OB'BT'b — ocjrfenHJi'b MeHa. 

H Tenepb cTajn. cjrBiiHM'b: HHiero He Bnaty. 

HeAaBHO enje, nepe3*b aeBaTb yrn-b jr&Tb nocjTB CTpani- 
101X1 oo6brriH, co mhoh npoHcme.apiHX'b h cb Hbjijih, mh 
cb H3jijih CH/tfum Kb Ka(p3, 3fffecb bt> rpoxoiymeirb ro- 
posi; a 3a njieiaim croajia Poccia; naTb jifcTb Moeft 
jkh3hh B-b Poccin ecTb 3aMKHyTaa bt> ced* caMOft 
SKH3Hb; TO-acb, tio Chjio so aroro, — XpHcriaHia, Bep- 
reffb h ^opHaxi) — He npoinjioe Bonjiomeme flame, a — 
no3anpoinjioe (nepejKHBaio a naTyio stH3Hb Bb 3toh 
skh3hh); h Bee TaMt — HyflecHo; coCbiria, HeofoacHH- 
Mbia HHKaKHMH 3aK0HaMH JiorHKH, HenpepbiBHO cBepraa- 
jiHCb Ha^b Haim; Tenepb — hh oflHoro «co6HTia» 
(boo — noHaTHO, Bee — Tpe3Bo). 

158 



CnpaiiiHBajrb Hajura: 

— «r^ , fe — nponuioe?» 

Hbjijih cH/tijia nepeflo mhoh cl bockobhmt>, mh- 
jxhstb: MHJiHMt h Bee TaKH ct> nocTapiBmHMi jnmoM-b; 
h npHCJiynmBaacB icb (p o k c ^-t p o t y, 3aTarHBajiacb 
naimpocKofi; yjm6Ka ycraaaa h, RaKt mh^ KaJKerca, 
pa30iapoBaHHaa, npoCiacaJia no MHjioMy JiHHHKy (#6- 
ByniKH, aceHn^HHH — m> Heft He ocTajiocB noTra; OHa — 
cjiobho MOHanieK-b); xpaxHyjia ona Ky,n,epKaMH: 

— «Th cjiHinaji'B ace, ^rro roBopHjm Hain> o KaprH- 
Hi BocnoMHHaHiH; BocnoMHHaHia HaflO cxpaxHyTB. . . 
BocnoMHHama yiiepjiH. . .» 

— «Kamb 3a6HTB? To, ito Chjio, — e#HHCTBeH- 
ho. . .» 

— «fla, nepeacHBajiH Kb rfe Topp. mh 06a BH^'BHbe 
CajiBBaTa. . .» 

— «TenepB». 

— «TenepB mh cnycTHjiHca cb roprb, nepecBKaeMt 
paBHHHH; mh, IlepceBajiH, — kotophm-b BH^BHie Moh-b- 
CajiBBaTa otkphjiocb: Ha mhtb. Mh aojijkhh ro^H cTpan- 

CTBOBaTB, TFOOH HaHTH BHOBB TOTl XpaMi... 

Perce le valle: Ilep-ce-Bajnb. ^a, mh — IlepceBajiH. . .» 

— «Tara» CTajio 6htb dyflerb?* 

— «/Ja. . . earn. . . HaHfleM-b. . .» 

PaaroBopib totb 3anoMHHJica;cKopo Ifejijm yfexajia. 

— Kt> IoaHHOBy 3flaHiro. . . Hi-re: h IoaHHOBO 
3flaHie nepeMtaano Ha3BOHie: reTeaHyiiOMi cra- 
jio oho. . . 

— «Perse le valle». . . 

159 



— «He Mory, He Mory: He xoiy!» 

06pasH BocnoMHHaHitt item oocTasyn,; Hacroama- 
ro BOBce He Ha«o. Ki Gysymeiiy vton, chjih npoH-ra: 

— «Perse le. . .» 

_ «H4Tb: He xony! . . 



KWb fl BHJTb? 
IIpH6JiH5KeHie cBfcra npHfijiHrnenie upaKa 

Bb T* TOW KO MH* KO MH* BH3HBaJIO BO 

BH3HBM0 BO MH* My- HH* - yMHpaHlfl. 

KH COB'BCTH — 

— TO, HTO MH* BHfl-BJIOCb — 

npe^nojiarajio 
yname 
m> CBfe- 
Tb — Mh — 

— CBtame, cb-btohochn; 

CB^TOHOCHTeJIBCTBO 
— JKH3H6; — 

— Tain, mh-b syMaJiocb: rbso-ssb itoe, He ny- 
cKaa MeHa bi> BHmimy h nntaaa bi> yme- 
jiiaxi> moth — pa3ttao mh* 
flyniy; syma — 3a6ojrBJia; pac- 
nanacb Ha nacTH, 

H3MVHHJia rBJIO — 

— H3- 



160 



MyHHJiacB b^ rfejii! B* nyxoBHNX'b CjiaateH- 

CTBaX-b, TO — - BI i^KHXt Tep3aHiflXfc COBt- 
CTH, — 

— Taira. npoJKHBajn>! . . 



Ehji-b nepioffb, h rfejio bo mh-b paoTBopanocb, KaKi> 
cojib vb KHnaTK-fe; h Kb KOCMHHecKHx^ oCpaaax-b, 
onjiOTB?feBniHX'b H3I. #yxa, pacTaajio tbjio; Kaieb Oyfl- 
to 6h — 

— oniejieTH nat 

nrHUj-b onycTHjiHCB, aanpHJiH kphjhimh 

ictb tbjio; h tbjto — HCTaajio; 

CTajio: cnjiomHHMt imoro- 

KpHJiBeMi. omen, npoHOCHBnmM'b 

no MHraMi, 

no flHaifb, 

no MHHyTaMi, 
HeflijiaiTB, 
h irkcan.airb — 

— ONJIO Bfc flHH 

Jlennnnra 8to — 

— JKH3HB cra- 
jia mh&, Ka- 

K% npOHflfl- 
HNH CKB03- 

hoh nepe- 

CBiTeHB; HCHH- 

THBaJTB HeBHpaazMoe HyBCTBO (ka- 
aceHCTBa: copaflocTH c?b Cjihjkhh- 

11 161 



mh; Bee to Kaaajiocb: h a, HeMHO- 
rie, — 

— nOHHitaBiiiie TattHO, 6&arb 
aioBb, — co mhoh CBa3aHH; Hacb cnjierajia cyflb6a Ha 
nyTH Kb rpoMKHM-b n^fejiaM'b; uemrb HaMH BCKpHBaJiocb 
Teiuio jierKDCB'ferHHX'B, rarcb Mojmift, OjEUKOHCTKb; 
h — 
— MejibKaHia, 
Tpenera, 

IDIHCKH 

flyniHCTHX-b oraeH, yBJieKaronpixb mhcjib h Tyaa, 
h cro^a, — y^amaJiHCb — 

— (yBeJiHieme yrojib- 

HOH KHCJIOTbl OTT» 

nepeM'BHbi flbixa- 

TeJIbHHXb PHT- 
MOKb) — 

— aoH'BHmie or- 
nenaTKH afl&HiH MOHXb, He BJiaraacb Kb noHHTie, 
pBajra MHi JiorHKy; HMnyjibCH HH#Hro-CHHaro cBfe- 
xa, nepexoftamaro Kb (piojieTOBHH, ^aace Kb nypnyp- 
Ho-po30Bbni TOHb, npoHHn,ajffl: nepesKHBajn. caifb ce- 
6a H3b rpaaymeft 
anoxH — 

— Bb 

jie 

KO 

Mb, m> aajieKOMb! — 
162 



If 
m 



— B 
C 

M 

H 

— 60WHCaTBH! 

— ne- 
peaKHBajrt ra^ rpaay- 
njaro mhi*l, Kor^a 

MHoacecTBO npeflCToam.HX'b mohx-b 

Bonjiomemft bo mh^ 
yB'BHHaBTca acHOH KopoHOfl ji»6bh; — 

— H— 

— rOTOBHft B030TaTb Ha 3eMJTB, OfijieHeHHHft flO- 
CTOHHCTBOMt 6o#flHCaTBH, — SBfeflOIO COH- 

sy, nepecfocaa KpyrH iepapxin o6cra»m;a- 
ro ^yxoBHaro Mipa, hto&b chajihcb neiaTH 
Cb nocjrbfljmx'b 

UOKX-b 

Bomio- 
mema, — 

— h — 

— Htooh m> cBiTJiiftrayio cjiaBy npoac- 
HHjica hxi rpoMOBepmymia cMHCJit; BHfffejrb oCpaaH: 
— TenjiHjmcb acHHa acjra; MJia/jeHeip, poac- 
Jiajica Ha 3eMJiio — 

— H3T> 

ro- 

BO- 



ii* 



163 



pa AHrejiOBi), nepefla»mHxi> TenjiOTaMH 
, Cjiobo 
h 

Ka- 
nt 

6h — 
— in- 
apt 
npeBHnia- 
»mifl <5JiecKa- 
mh cojnme, npn 

3THX1> KapTH- 
H&Tb BO 

BO- 

-cxo#Hjn>: — 

— M 

H 

— Ka- 
3anoci>: Bnepajm bi Mena 6e3rjiarojn>HHe B3opH y3HaB- 
raie CpaTba 

moh: 

MeHa Kb Cysymeiti, 
npo3Hpajffl ohh; h Tort rpoMKift no- 
3opi>, BnenaTJiaflca bt> Hacroamee, 
npHflaBaji'b Hacroanj;eMy cMyTHHft, 
npoponecKift cmhcjtb; h saKara, £b$>- 



161 



THBinie MHii, mh-6 Ka3ajiHCb acBTBft, 
03apeHHM, h — B03flyxb nnme. 
H ^yBCTBOBajTb npOHexoflamee — 
— nat — 

— m- 
jie- 
Ka- 

«a- 
jie- 

Ka — a BHfffea'B 
Bcfe Bemp HacKB03B; 
a — iHrajTb npo npo- 
HcinecTBia oyflHen . 
He TaK-b, Kaicb wiy- 
HajiHCb ohh Ma apyrBXb: a HXb 
3Hajn> bt. H3Haia- 
JibHOirb; coCima 
— Ha^HHajiH TepaTb 
ffina MeHa cboh cjiy- 
HaflHHH xaparcrepb; h caime 
MycKyjiH yBjieKajiH MeHa He 
cjiyHatoo Ha yjinny — 

— bb HaniH 
ABHjKeHBa BjiHBaeTca CTpacTHo cyflbGa; Tara., 6po^a no 
oepJUTHCKHMi. npocneKTaMb, a — 

— BCMaTpH^aJica bte. npo- 
HcraecTBia yjmnH; h npoHcmecrBia 3th paciwaflH- 
BajiHCb imi Bb y3opb nepeJKHTHH, OToCpaataBraiH 
yaopt nepeacHTiH mohx^: cTaHOBHjraca mhoio; — 

165 



— npanerKH, 

TpOMBaH, 

hotokh npo- 

XOJKHX'b — nOTOKaMH HiapHKOKb KpOBH MOeft 

MH'fe Kasajmca: sMfciimBajica — bo Boe: Moe «a» 
BHxoflHjio HaBCTpi^y ko MH'fe (orb yraa, nepe- 

KpeCTKa) 3HaR0MNMb, MeHH OCTaHaBJIHBaBmHM'b 
H HaHHHaBmHMT. CpOCaTbCfl GJiyHaHHHMH 

(ppaaaMH; — 

— HO — 

— Bb arax-b (ppaaaxb TOTiacb otkph- 
Bajica MH'fe mz(ppb: nracppb cy#b6H. . . 

IlHTaJICa FB TO BpeMfl O&b STHXt MOHXt COCTOaHb- 

ax*b C03HaHia roBopirrb cb Moeft Hajum — Ha Hajura- 
homI) jranmcfe BcaKift pa3b noflMlmjrb BHpaaceHbe xo- 
JioflHOCTH, CTporocTH ^asKe: 

— «,IJa aaMOjnH ace. . .» 

— «Mojihh». 

H — MOJinajTb, ho — 

— co6HTia anoxajibHHa Kpajracb 
CKpHTH'feHiHHMH nepeatHBaHbHMH MOHXT. HyB- 
arKb; bx ceCi nyajrb a cjiobo, flpo6ain,ee KaM- 
hh, ho cjroBO He Morb a Haton; h moh B3rjia#b 
6earb e^HHaro cjroBa nporHBopfeHHjn. wioBaMi., 
mhoh ate cKa3aHHHM"b; cjiobo Moe He oo&pbno; a 

JKHJTb ffiHKOH BfeTBBlO, OTOpBaHHOH OTb HapOfla, 

npHBHTOfi k-b MacjiEH-fe, pacTymeft na-b He6a Bfer- 
BaMH B-b MeHa; jmcTba, Cjiemyinie oniaMH, MH'fe 

166 



Chjih Rjiiwiattmen iiHiipt) Myflpocra, nojiyiae- 
moh on> yurrejiH. — 

— Di, rojiocfe Myflpocra nponpi- 
xajio AyiHHCToe A{>eBO ruioflaMH nosHania; h yin- 
Tejib MH-b cKJia^UBaji'b kocmoch B03flyxa Kb cjio- 
bo, nepeptaaa noicpoBbi npHpo^H MeiOM-b a3H- 
Ka, nepeflaiomaro rpoMH roBopoB-b AHreaoBt, h 
— BKJiaflHBaa m> iieHa cb^th BosflfcTOH pynoft; 

CTaHOBHJIHCb BJieraBHlie CB-BTH BT> MeHfl MHOrO- 

oCpaaieM'b cocroaHiH co3HaHift MOHX'b; sa, a bh- 
ffBJTb o6cTaBinyio 36mjik> hhhmh rjia3aMH, Kant 
CyflTO 6h Xpaii-b JIa3ypHaro BpaTCTBa nocTpo- 
eH-b otmb; ^a, rjiaBa Moa bt> t-b MHHyrH KaaaJiacb 
rpoMa^HifiraHM'b Kynojiosrb, no^b OTBepcTbeifb 
Korroparo oaifb Ke a (hjeh — oep,zme Moe) npo- 
crnpaji'b cboh pyKH; h mrfe pa3Bep3ajraca B03«y- 
xh: BHfl-fejn, Otpenpy, — crpaHy BH/naxaeMHX'b 

CB'BTOB'b. . . 

Hh paay cjiOBaMH o tomt, He o6mojibhjich cb Tbm>, 
kto CToajTb npejuo mhok ynwieaewb. 

nEPEJKHBAHIH jiekijib 

HacTO CbiBajn. a Ha JieKH.iax'b IHTefiHepa. — 

— Kaiw. onacaTb 9th JieKHin? . . 

IIpHXOAHjrb h caflHJica bi y?i;o6HNa Kpecaa; co6h- 
pajiHca HjieHH A »*, 06m,ecTBa; HBlyrocTOJiiia JKeHmHHH 
npoxo^HjiH no KOMHarfe; — h caflHJiHCb y crBH'b, y-ro- 
naa m> rBHax'b; H3t TBHetf BHCTynajra hxt> jiHii,a. 

187 



KaaaJiocH: — 

— MHorojimjaa lajHia ctbhb 3aatHra- 
jiacb orHaMH-rjia3aMH, Koraa bxoahjtb Uh&&- 
nepb; h HaiHHajrb roBopHTB: o CoraxB, o MipaxB, 
o KyjiBTypaxi, o cyflBGaxB Jiro^eft h mioxb, o co- 
CHTiaxi iepapxHHecKOft h 66acecTBeHHOft sma- 
hh, — 

— bo mh4 paaBHBaa oran; phtmh cjiobb ero 

CKJiaAHBaJIHCB MffB OpHaMeHTOMB H3B MeHH B03- 

HHKaiomHX'B o6pa30Fb, HanoMHHaioin.HX'b Jiene- 

CTKO-KpHJUie H WHBH6 UPBTH; JieneCTKO-KpHJIHe, 

(SHBmie CypaMH cBBra bb'Bth, CBfoonepne 
AHrejin: — 

— HJIH MHCJIH MOH: H3B MOTH paaBHBa- 
flHCb OHH CB"BTOBHMH BBKfflaMH, H — 

— Ha Jiera- 
mnxB ciiHpajiaxi, BOKpyrb H3B moth caMaro, — 

— HaflB CaMHMB co6oh 

Ha'iHHajn. a JieraTB: — 

— npeo6pamaJiaci> bch KOMHaTa: iqhpmhcb 

JIHHHKH B*b HCHH6 6JI6CKH pa3BepHyTHXB Kpbl- 

jrift; h — 

— BOOTH IHOTBHraarO CBfea CMHBaJIH 
pHflH UB'BTOCTOJIHXl), HOffB Ka<p6#pOH HHKHy- 

mHXTi aceHmHB?B; Ka3ajrocB mh — m> BOSAyxi: — 

— Ha pac- 
npocTepTHxt, ciaiomHX'b kphabhxb HeceMca: 
ciflHieMt bb ciaHBe nepeaaeMCH flpyn, ^pyry, bb 

HeBHpa3HM'BHmHX , b COCTOHHBHXB C03HaHBH CBO- 



168 



hx"b: wbrb pa3fffejiBH0CTa; — 

— Hfcn. «fl» h «Th»: 
ecrb raoCoBHaa h.'^jibhoctb: — 

— Ha#B Bcfein.: — 
— BCTajn> yHHTejib: u.oat> hhmb, 
rfffe HCHe3Jio «H», «Th», Kaies 3apa, yjiHoaeTca 
h/bjibhoctb co3Hamft: to — acra; BcejieHHaa co- 
TpacaeTca orb 30Bym,aro raaca; jorBHa/maTB 
BojixBOBt, o6cTynHBmH 3FB3,ny, Kb Hefi b03a^- 
jih flapu; botb — OHa, KaKb ajiMa3T> ocjtbiih- 
xejibHa: — 

— CB^TJIHe CMHQJIH HHCXOflaTB OTB 

B30poBi> yiHTejia. . . 

TaKOBO BneHaTjrBHie jieKHiH. 

BHBajio coiOBa ooopByroa: o*meniBca — boh-b Ma- 
jieHbKift inretoepi) ROMy-TO npHBincTBeHHO Mamerr& 
pyKofi; pa3FBBaerca ineJiKOBHH Gajrrb BMiicTO rajicxy- 

Ka; H CKKOHHB'B CBOe yXO HaffB CMOpmeHHOft HepHOCTO- 

jioft cTapymKott, ciaera yjiHOKOft: flOManmift, npocroH. 
IIocMOTpHinB Ha ctbhh: raaflaTB Tarcb npHB-BTJin-' 
BO, acHO, — 

— A HlTeHHepT), HaffBKb G boio my6y, npoxo- 
^htb u&wb HaMH, 6pocaa He3a6HBaeMHH B3rjia/p> 
Ha MeHa h Ha HajuiH; h nepe/VB raopoMB flyxoB- 

HHM'b MOHMt Ha MfHOBeHBe OTb aToro B3rjiafta 

Bce-Bce pa3opBeTca; h hsb rpa.nyiaHX'B ctojtb- 
TiJt flOMHHTca: 
— «Th — 6yAeniB». 

169 



H He o nem, cnpaniHBaTb; CKa3aH0 — Bee; h Ha 

BCe — flaffb OTB^Tb. 



MHCTEPIH 

Bi fffeftCTBin Ha MeHa othxtb jieKijiH cBepmajiacb 
MHcrepia oiHin,eHia aynra: carpaceHBe acpnpHaro 
rfejia nepexo^Hjio Bt flymeBHoe noTpaceiibe, BtrpHBaB- 
raee aymy h3-b rfejia; Hoiamenie- anfeflcraie no- 
TpaceHiH — noflroTOBjiHjiocH — 

— B3piiBaMH HeonncyeMOH, 

IHCTO-JjyxOBHOH jik6bh 

ko BoeMy lejiOB-BHecray; 
a 3a6ojrBjrb orooro, 
hto He cnpaBHJicH en, MomHHMTb HanopoMi jitoCbh, pa- 
3opBaBraeH MeHa: — 

— bi 3to BpeMa a noHHjn, BeJiHiie noflBHra 

JKH3HH HHHXfc HaiHHX'b HJieHOB-b: — 

— noKOHHaro 
M. h 0. III., noHHjn, B. — 

— noHajiB 

MHCTepiro. . . 

— Phtmi, KojuieKTHBa OHa, r^fe yqacTHHHH 
flyora, ocTaBHBt rfejia, bbktch BiTpaMH xopo- 

BOflOKb JIK)6bH, r %$> epHCTBO 

oe6a omymaioniieH jihhhocth, Kaicb h mhohc6ctbo 
170 



pa3ffBJieHHHXb co3Hamft yTpaieHo: ho 3to Bee ecn> ay- 
xobhhh npon;ecaB. 

Ha <J)H3HHecK0MT. njiaH'fe MHCTepin ffBTb, hjih ecjra 
ecrb, to Kor^a npoHcxoflHTb h rpfa npoHcxo/prrb OHa, 

He OTKpOIOTb HenOCBHmeHHHH AyiHH, 6yflL HXT> T^Jia Kb 

caMOMb Midi MHCTepin. 

OHa coBepraaerca BCio^y (Ha jieKnin, Ha TpaMBafc, 
Ha yram-fe); hjih — Hferb ea BOBce; yiacTHHicH erpoaT- 

CH Bb HMb OflHHM-B JifflHb OTKpHTHe 3HaKH; H — 06pa3y- 

101% (pHrypn, KaK-b b-b TaHnaxb: TeKjm. t p e y r o ji b- ^ 

HHKE H3b JIJOfleH, 

nepecBKaaca m> reiccarpaMMH; ono3Haesn> pas- ! 

MHOateHie pHTMa naTH; • , 

ecjiH 3HaKb neHTarpaMMH ecTb naTi, to bxqjk- */ 
flenbe mecToro Bb o6pa;p> neHTarpaMMH oooramaerb 

Bb HI e C T b pa3b B03HHKa»miH B03MOJKHOCTH B C T p $>- 
1 H. . . — 

— Ho 9Toro He noHMyrb: KaKb He noftMyrb, o 
neMb coocTBeHHO roBopio; oopHBaio cjiOBa. . . 

Bb to CBameHHoe BpeMa Hacb MycKyjiH Hocarb iy- 
^a, iyrfe HaM-b Micro; h — npoHcxoflan, HeatpHHaa 
bctp'bhh; h nycTb ooHfleHHH cjiOBa: 

— «,Hp<5pHH fleHb?» 

— «Bh Ky«a?» 

— «H Hjjy Bb 6H6jii0TeKy. . .» 

— «H — Ha noHTy. . .» 

— «npomaHTe. . .» 

171 



Ho pHTMH BCTpBTB, COeflHHeHHBM (7B MNCJMMH, 

CTpororb CBam;eHHHa 6yKBH: oopa^B B03HHKaen>. 
Bflpyra. BH/pjfflB, HTO — 

— tboh coBepmeHHo cjiynaft- 
HHft aaxo^b bb Mara3HB?b 3a, cjiyHatooio po- 
30H, cobcbm'b He cjiyiaeffB; eflBa tbi BBixoflmnB, 
KaKi> nocBameHHan b^b TaftHH MHcrepiH cecrpa 
nepe^b toook) npoxoflHrc. no yjEn;*; KjiaHaacB, 
y^HfiH^rca Hyrb-nyrb, h — 

— TSO-B CTaHCTb 
flCHO: pHTMIi BCTpBHH — oGpaffB: — HOTOMy 

ito — 

— Bnepa Ha KOHneprB, Ky/ja th npimiejrB 

TaROH MpaHHBIH, HOpeffb TOOOK) BT> MHHyry 

yHHHia HaffB rojioBaMH cHflamHX'B B3JierBjrB 

inrflTOK'B P03H: — 

— cecTpa, nocBameHHaa b-b 
TaftHH MHCTepifi, Ha^t hmiobojo cBoefi HeB3Ha- 
ian noMaxajia — 

— TOH CaMOK P030H, K 0- 

TOpyroiojiBKOiTOTHKynHJii), npo- 
xop no TaKoft to TpaMBaaMH rpo- 
MHxaiomeH HlTpacce; — 

— B^epa: jienecTKH 
KpacHOH po3H bo BpeMa MejiofliH IIIyMaHa 
B^pyrB OTHero-TO 3anajm TeCyfe; h otb hhx"b 
CTa-no BflpyrB Taut Jienco h tokb acHO. — 

— Ce- 
roflHa otkphjiocb: cecTpa, nocBameHHaa. b"b 

172 



TaftHy MHcrepitt, Te(5* noMorjia; cBepxco3HaHie 
ynpaBJiaJio flBHateHieM-B tbohxt. MycKyjiOBi, 
hto6i> Te6a noflBecxH kt> Mara3HHy hfetobv, 
h ynpaBJiaJio flBHateHieM'b MycKyjioKb mhjioh 

> CeCTpH, HTOON MOIT. TH OTB'BTHTb Ha p 3 y 

npHBtoa — 

— npHBiTOM-B: TaKOB ate po30K> no- 
Maxajrb, npoxofla, th cecrpB; h OHa cBoeft ac- 
hoh yjmOKOH TeC-fe npoacrajia co3HaHbe: — 

— MncTepia. — 

— H CTOHniB, 

H3yMJieHHHH nocepeflHH'fe 6eH3HHHaro 3anaxa npojiera- 
lomnxi) mhmo a b t o Ha (penieHeoeabHNX'b HI t p ac c e 
BepjiHHa: npoxoatie, Han-teaa nonurBfimia ntcHH, Hflyn> 
mhmo Baci>; ohh BHflarb; h chhimo Bya-nency cecTpn, h 
pacTepaHHHH B3rjia/vi> rocnoflHHa, HaBipHoe, HHOcrpaH- 
na; a Meatfly tem^, — K-brb aBTO, H-ferb 6eH3HHHaro 
3anaxa; B03flyxi> MHcrepin BjiacTHO npoBiajrb — 

— OHa 

npoflOJiataeTca: — 

— BeHepoMT>: — 

— nepeffB JieKitfeH Jioacy 
yCpajiH nnniHiHiaHMH, tohho tokhmh ate po3aMH; h — 

— 6ys.&rb 

OTHXb p03b Ha CTOJTB; — 

— h 6epyn> oo crona ooBepmeH- 
ho TaKy» ate po3y, Ka»OH noMaxana cecrpa h KaRoro 
OTB'BTHjrb oeroflHa th en — 

173 



— h fipocaen. 
cboh Bzrsia^b Ha cecrpy, Ha Te6a — 

— ebb TeCi 3aiiHpa- 
en> otb aToro B3i\n:afla TBoe, posoH cTaBniee, cep;me. — 

— A 
HaMi. o&bacHaiorb cjioJKeme po30BBix"B jienecTKOKB, h 
3aKOH7b, orpameHHHH m, cinoaceHiH: — 

— jienecTKH 3f nxi 
poai, 3aBHBa»Ti, cnnpajiB neHTarpaMMH; cnnpajiB 
pocra jmcTBeBt TaKB cjioJKeHa, hto repeat naTB Jiene- 
ctkobb, jienecTOKi 3aHHMaere> na och cnHpajiH nepBOiia- 
HajitHoe CBoe nojioaceme, OTo6pamaa cnHpajiB, pa3BH- 
BaeMyro TaKOH-To njiaHeroro; no o6pa3y h nofloCiro aroft 
njraHeTH pacnojiaraerca phtmb HejiOB'&HecKHX'b otho- 
memfl hhth; naTB ecTB itbjibhoctb; caM0C03HaHie 
Moe Kb n a t h flymaxB, coeflHHeHHHXB co mhok, HHoe; 
a ecMB He oahhb: a-BtnaiH; naTB ecu. nlwiB- 

HOCTB. . . — 

— HejioB'BiecKia OTHomeHia: o#hh pa3BHBa- 
»Tca no 3aKOHy cnoacema po3B, a apyria — no pHTMy 
HB'BTeHia jTHjiin (3aK0HB reKcarpaMMH). . . 



Tbi — roBopHniB ce&fe: «9to CHHTca». — 
— «H i btb, 9to He cohb: nocBHiu;aeiHBca kb TaftHy naTH, 
bb Tatay Po3H». H hcho: — 

— BCe TO, HTO CJiyHHJIOCB Bie- 

pa Ha KomjeprB, cero/pia Ha yjinnfe h Ha jieKnin — 6yK- 

BH 06pafla, KOTOparO TBI HeBOJIBHBIH yiaCTHHKB, KOTopa- 
174 



ro He noHHMaemb eme, h kotophh ocTaHeTca kb naMa- 
th, ttoC-b ero b'b HapocTaromieM'L \>wm$> ooChtIh tbi 
motb 6h npo^ecrb; h He 3HaemB: — 

— Kor^a, 
r a A npo^ojKKHTCH TaHHa oopaaa, boito pa3BepHerca; 
6htb Moaterb HacTHTHerB Te6a He roroBHM'b OHa; o6ep- 
Herca — xHMeporo; — 

— H He p03y yBHflHHIB TH Kb WBcrfe 

o6pa#a, a — «a6y: — 

— He 6y^en. toooh tohho cjnaH-B tboh 
8K3aMeHT> MHCTepiH; ho pa3BHBaerca npe^npizMiH- 
eoctb: HHTaTi mHtpp-b; — 

— TO — OKKyjIbTHHa HHC- 
M6Ha. — 

— TaKi: — 

— ceroflna tbi Moatemb npoHecrb 6n6jii- 
OTeKy khhfb, nepe^ to6oh npoo^BacaBraHX-b CTpaHH'BH- 
dihmh 3HaKaMH 3KH3HH, a Ob 3aBTpa yaee, — He yBH- 
flHmB kb roflaxT) hh o^hoh bhhthoh CyKBBi. 3aTHH€Tea 
aptaie. . . 



BOflHA 



B'b nepeacHBaHBaxT. TaKHxt npoxoflHjia Bca oceHB 
1913 rofla; yace npoxosHJia amia. 

nepeixajiH cb H9jijih bb ^opHaxt. 

175 



Kb BecH'fe 3aKonoinHJiocb bo mh^ Moe tbjio; h ca- 
Moe lyBCTBo ayxoBHHX'B CjiaateHCTBt nepepoayjajiocB 
— m> pocKomecTBa, kotophmh a ynHBajica ^peaMipHo: 
Bch o6pa3H oraJiH njiOTHie h lyBCTBeHffBH; cb , bto , ih, 
nepeM^raaBinHCb ct> mivioh rfejia bo mbtb H3jmBajraca 
najmTpoio apHafiniHX'b h yroHieHiTBftniHX'b KpacoKt: 

OpHaMeHTH pHTMOKb KOKCTJIHBO 3aBHJEHCB; CTHJIH Tafi- 

hhxI) rjiyCHHi nepepoatflajmct m> cnjionmoe 6 a p o k- 
k o KaKoe-To: — 

— no ceCi aimio a: cbbtb SKcraaa, 
CBiTB yMHHjft, npn HeyiTBHiH onpaBHTBca OB 
hhmi> nepexosHTB b-b nFfrrymyH) lyBCTBeHHyio 
KpacKy, — 

— T&Kb 
TOHHO, KaK-B CBBTB XpHCTOKB, JIOJKHO BOC- 

npHHHTBift, 3aTeMB?Berca neciporoD aJieKcaHfl- 
piflcKaro cHHKperH3Ma, — 

— htoCh noa^Hie pa3- 
jihtbch apHaftmeio KpacKoio y xoaojkhhkob'b 
HTajiiaHCKaro PeHeccaHca: nepeacHBajiB a hh- 
pn PeHeccaHca; h orroro to: — 

— BTb MHHyTH, 

Kmyja — 

— ony- 
cKajica bb pas'BaToe Teita Moe npeatnia cfbtb, 
a HcnHTBiBajPB kojouh y^apB no HanpaBjieHiD 
otb TeiteHH K'B cepfliiy; h — 

— eKajro cep#o,e; 
176 



Ka3£uiocB: He BH^epaty a, — yna«y: pyxHy 
B*b Kop^axb. 
IIoflKpaflHBaJiacB Kb co3HaHiio mhcjib: BipHO a — 
anaienTHKb. 

Bi> pa3pHBaxt co3HaHta reiuio npeflBoeHHoe 
BpeMa; Ha,acB flepeBaHHOfl: CKyjrbirrypoio apxHTpaBOBTi 
IoaHHOBa 3flama mh paCorajm <x> H9jijih: TaiCB Beceno 
6bmo Hairb Bt ^opHaxi; ho a BHyTpemio gyBCTBOBajrb 
^yniHHa Tyin! 

Mh* HyflHjiHCB rojioca ronocanpxi. rpoMOB'B; K&b 
npoorpaHCTBa flyum; btb M'Bcrax'B acHOcrra o6pa30Ba- 
jihcb 3aTopn t iyflOBzm,HHX'B noxoTefi; onjiOTH'BBaJiH ap- 
Hanniia KpacKH B'b rfejia HeyeMHaro PyGeaca h norpy- 
atajiHCB nnpH PeHeccaHca bb PeMopaHflTOBH tbhh: — 

— HCTOpia 3KHBOIIHCH 6CTB 

Hcropia ynaflema ftymH. . . 

Pa3pa3HJiacB BOHHa. 

MffB Ka3anoca m, nepByio ooeHB bohhh: 9to a ee 
BH3Bajn>: bo MHi Ha^HHajiacB OHa; HenpHimpHMNH 

C03HaTeJIBHHH 60H OB flBOHHHKaMH MOHMH KBU'BJI'B yJKB 

Ob i»Ha (BOfiHa pa3pa3Hjiaca kb aBrycrB) — 

— m> Ty ano- 
xy b-bab Bee omymajTb a, KaKB oo/mncaTBa, 
h3*b fiynymaro: npn cxoat/i;eHBH orpoMHaro H 
fl Moe «a», mh4 Ka3ajiocB, BecL Mipb floji- 
MQWh 6hjib 0Tpa3HTB npoHcxo#am,ee b^ ^eno- 

BtlCB. 
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HyBCTBOBajr& a ceoa Ha^b coCofi cTpamHHifb mho- 
a.ecTBOM"B fleiiOHOKB, HanajijaBiiiHXT> Ha aHr&noRb; o^ho- 
BpeaieHHo: oeoa omyni;ajn>, Hana^aiomioiPb aHrejiOMB — 
Ha oe6a caMaro; ^acrB ayniH, tohho hobtb, OopacB cb 
HacTbio ayniH, tohho cb aHreaoMB, OAHOBpeMeHHo: bjim- 
Ojiajiaca kb aHreJia; aHrejn> bo mh^, oopacB cb HoproifB, 
b-b oopbGi — nepTeH'feji'b: — 

— yno^odjiajiacB Moa 
rojioBa mohjhoh pocnncH MHKejiB-AH^ace- 
jio: bb M'fecrfe JI6a (Meant rjia3aMH) croajrB 
AnojMOBTB, bb BH^fe rpo3Haro cy^BH; h — Ka- 
paJTB moh hoxoth: HepBH, apTepin, both, H30- 
GpaJKeHHBie, KaK"B TbMia, rpy3HO naBinie m> 
fleMOHCKitt ophb, BH^eraBmiH H3^ 6BK)m,aro 
cepwa. — 

— OrpaniHHH Cyffb Mhkcjib-Ah^- 
acejio H3o6paaKierb: 6opB6y HeoiOB'BKa cb coooh 

CaMHWB! 

A to CpeHHoe, hto TacK&JiocB no ^opHaxy hmchho 
BB 8to Taateaoe Bpeita — 

— «oho» — 

— HeacHBoe, Ka3ajiocB mh^ 
TpynoMi>; nacaMH a 6njtb — paajioatHBHiiftca 
Tpyn-B, ycrpeMJieHHHH Kb oe6a, tohho fb aHre- 
jia, a Bi) flpyrie nacH 6hjtb a aHrejioirb, co- 
6jia3HaeMHifB lopTOirb; b-b nepeirfiineHBH co- 
3HaHia KH3HB paapHBajiacB: e^iHCTBo oo3Ha- 

178 



HBa pacnajiocB: a 6mrb — Ha^b coooh, noflt 
ooooh; Kb TOiKi npeJKHaro «£b — o6paaoBa- 
jiacb AHpa. 
TyTb-TO sorb h pa3pa3Hjiacb BOftHa: sarpeM'BJiH 
opy/ija HB'b 9jn>3aca; rpeirbJiH #Ba ro^a. . . 

Okoihko yioTHaro flOMHKa BbixoflHJio m> flOJiHHy; 
BecHoro rjia^jm Kb Hero G-BjrOKyzjpHa hhiiihh; Kb npo- 
rjiHflHbra nojiocH 3opb npoHHuajni MOXHaraa khcth 
jrHJioBHX-b rjurnHHift; nepe^-b HeHacTbeMi. OTHeTJiHBO 
pa3pbiBaJiHCb napn; ocTpoBepxie rpeoHH 8jo>3aca ch- 
h^jih; omyw oojrrajia B'b 3apb roBopjiHBaa nyniKa. 

TajCb B3pbIBH BO MH^ CTaJIH B3pHBaMH Mipa; BOHHa 

pacnoroajiacB 03^ MeHa — BKpyrb MeHa. 

BHJTb a OOMOOH, Ha T IHHeHHOH KpH3H001Tb; 9T0H 

6om6ok) 'lyBCTBOBaji'b cep/ine: hochjh. ocTopoatHo ero, 
KaK-b cHapaftb, HeHopMajibHo 3a6HTbin Kb MeHa; homhio: 
ctohjio mbtb B3BOJiHOBaTbca, Kara, a HaHHHajTb omy- 
maib, hto a bnctd-bjik) KpacHNirb, pa3opBaHHHM , b cepfl- 
n;eirb; h rpy^b pa3CBHeTca; h xjikhctb orryaa HOTOKa- 

MH KpOBb. 

OmymeHie rnSeJin noaBHjiocb orb Heyiitaia 
cnpaBHTbca ct> CB'BTOirb, ynaBnmMx Ha t'bjio h bh- 

3BaBHIHirb 6ypHBOMH"B nOflblMaBHIHXCa o6pa30Kb (06- 

pa3y»Tca Taieb ofijiaica Hafl-b bo^oh bt> acapnia fleHb); 
6ypn o6pa30Kb floroKeffb 6bWb a noracnrb chjioh bojih; 
Kb tom-b — cyn> HcnHTaHba, ho — HcnbrraHba He 
BHflepjKajTb; He noracnjrb oypn o6pa30Bi>; h OHa — no- 
floacraa Moe rfejio; h BcnHXHyjio tbjio; h CTaao oho ap- 

12* 179 



KHMb (paKejioirb HHaiimx-b OTpacreB; h — crop-feoio; bt> 
tomi> wherb, rfffe jkhjtb tojiob'bk'b, ocr&nacB KyiKa xo- 
jro^HOft 30jih; no^yjn. B-BTepb: aojia paajretrfuracB, paa- 
Bianacb m> B03flyxij. 

HeaoB-BKa He CTaao. 



B0JTB3Hb 



SI IIOMHK) TOTB flCHB H TOTB H&Cb, KaKB «OHO» — 
Ha^aJIOCB. 

Chpotjihbo Ka3anocb bb Hanmx'b HenpndpaHHHXB 
KOMHaTaxt; oceHB XHXHKaJia B"B OKHaxB: rpeM"Bjra opy- 
flia; ho^b onycTHJiacB; 3a6apa6aHHjm Kaium flow^a; 
yroMjieHHaa Hsjmh, aaoHBinHCB <yb HoraMH bb tcmh'bio- 
mifl yrojioieK-b flHBaHa, flpeMajia: bccb ji,eab npocryna- 
Jia OHa MOflOTKOM'B nOffb CHpHMH HaBicaMH IoaHHOBa 
3#ama. H — omymajTB oeCa TpynoMb, ho Mors ceGa bh- 
HecTn: Gpocracs kb Efejum, cxBarajn. ea pyKH, no- 
kphjib noni'BjiyaMH; B3^porHyjia: 

— « i Ito cb to6ok»?» 

— «fl — He iiory, ho Mory, He Mory 6HTBTaKHMb!» 

— «ycnoKOHca!» 

— «H nyHme yMpy. . .» 

OGHHitajia xojioflHHMH pyHKaMH rojioBy: meKOTa- 

Jia BOJIOCHROfcTB XCMIOfffeMHlH JTOfm: 

— «He roproft: 6y#B kb ceOfe CHHCXO#HTejieHB!» 
180 



Ho — oc&HHjia orpoMHaa cnjia: noTOK-b ajieKTpn- 
lecROH 6ypn npomejica no JKHOiaMb. H, raa/i,a Ha nep- 
hhh CTeKJia, 3BeHflm;ia on. yflapa opyaia, BCKpHKHyjn.: 

— «TaK , B nycTB me yMpers ohi1» 
IfoflB oht. paaysriia ce6a. 

H noroK-b aneKTpiraecKOft chjin, uma nenejiameft, 
yaapairb no wan&wb; h Bee, hto ecn> jkh3hl h Temio, 
cocpe^OTOHHBmHCb m> cepwli, ero pasopBajio: Mopo3i>, 
H3JmBaaca vb khcth h naTKH, 61iJKa«jrb no pyKain. h 
HoraMt, BBTBflaa Tenno; — 

— fb to MTHOBeme octemn. 
M6Ha oGpaa'b: — 

— OrpoMHaro HejroB'&Ka, croamaro bt> iti- 
poBOft nycrorfe n, KaKb nyniKa, peB-BBinaro 
OTpafflHHMi, npoJiOMOMi. paaiaiaro TeMeHH: 

— «Aaa!» 

— «Aaa!» 

— «Aaa!» — 

— 8to BCKpHKHyjio «H», BHpHBaacb hbi. riwia. 
H KHHyBnincB Ha cepeflHHy TeMHfe»m,eH KOMHaTH, 
dHCTpo cxBaTHjica 3a BopoTb: bt> raa3axi nOMepTB^Jio; 
ynajn>; cjiimiajTb rojiocb: 

— «Ax"b, *ITO Ob T060H?» 

— «HTO Cb TOOOH?» 

YjioatHJiH MeHa: a jieatajrb c% y^aoTHBrnnMca 
nyjibooifb; h npH nonHTitfj cKa3aTi HTO-mioyflL — sa- 
jnaxaJica. 

H nyBCTBOBajit: yMnpaio. 

181 



IIstb He^jit nocji'fe 9Toro OHjib a — Tpyn-b; Tpe- 
iiHxaBinee cep;m;e, Koropoe BHpBajiocb b% totb yacac- 

HHH MOMeHTB H HOBHCJIO Ha KpaCHHX'b apTepiHX'b, Hbfl- 

to jfflxaa pyna, ero cacaBb, arpHBaJia: Kor^a oropBerb, 
a yMpy. 

OorajiHCb JiHfflb npeatHHMH: hoivh, atHBorb; a Ka- 
3ajica ceCi caMOMy acHBOTOMb, 6e30TB*TCTBeHHO B3^ep- 
HjrrHM'B Ha Horn; nponee — 

— rpyfl*>, ropjio, M03n> — omy- 
majmcb ciuioihhoh nycTOTOH; ocropoacHO 
nocTaBJieHHHH inapt, flyrHH inapt H3i> crreiuia, 
Ha ctcwhtb (Ha TBJiecHOJTb cocraB'B) — a dHJib: 
TOJibKO rpoMKoe cjiobo, BOjmeHie, BOcnoMHHa- 
Hie, HJib ynpeK*b B36yflopaaoeHHOH coB^cra: — 

— h nycxoH, ayTHH inapb — 

— rpyfflb, M03rb, rop- 
jio — 

— cBeprajica ct noflcraBKH: cb caMOflOBOJibHa- 
ro atHBOTa Ha Horaxb. . . Bnjica Bb jvpetieam: 
cepflneCieme HanHHajiocb. 

CepfleHHHH H6BP031 — HMH ^HKOH 60JTB3HH. 

CocpeflOTOHHjiacb ace atroHb Ha o^OMb: Ha aroHin, 
KOTopaa npHTaroiacb bo mh*; h — Hapocrrajia bo mh'b 
npn Maji'BHmeMb BOJiHemH; ateHiHHHOH, cfeBnieio pa- 
Aom>, Ka3a»nacb, Koropaa, cxBaraBb cepane, ero otph- 
Bajia orb atHJib, npHHZMaa noanacb oiepraHia hoxotjih- 
boh nepTOBKH, MeHa co6jia3HaioH];eH yacacoMb. 

Bee OTOIHJIO OTb MeHH: MyKH COBiCTH, CBiTOHH, 
o6pa3H, MHCJIH, BHCOTH, IViyOHHN; BeCb BHyTpeHHiH 

182 



MipB 6butb H3t cepwa (5e3atajiocTHO BHpBaffB; a CTajiB 
a. atyiomHjrb, <5pe;qmjHM'B, 6e3CMHCJieHHBrB tb.jiom'b, 
cocpeAoroHeHHHM'b Ha coxpaHeHiH ^paroii^HHaro 6h- 
Tia Moero: — 

— «fl», C03p*BBHIH H CTaFB MipOBHM*B BO 
MHB, BHpBaJIOCB C*B KpHKOMT.! 

— «Aaa!» 

— «Aaa!» — 

— Bl> TOT"B 3JIOIUIMSTHHH BeHepB, KOr- 

fla oapa6aHHjiH Kanjin roxlrsi kb creiuia 

okohi>, Ka3a-nacb HenpH6paHHon KOMHaTa, h 

ycTaBiuaa Pfojura moh, npaKypHyB-B, 3a,a;peMa- 

jia. 

OceHHie h 3HMHie jtbchuh npoTSHyjiHCb tomhtcjib- 

ho: tbhbjo 6po«HJi , B Meat Ay rpy^aMH HepenHHarHX'B flo- 

mhkobb JJopHaxa; hjih, KaK-B KyKJia, Tenept 6e3yHacr- 

ho npocuJKHBajTB a Ha soKjiaflax'B h jieKniax'B HlreHHe- 

pa, 03adoHeHHHH jihdib ojihem-b: He noiyBCTBOBaTB, He 

HOHflTB B'BmHX'B CMHCJIOBTb H He B31MIHHyrB eMy BT> 

crporie iipoHHHaroinie rjiasa; nepeatHTB, noHHTB — 

3HaHHJIO BH3BaTB HpHCTyiTB CepfleHHOH 00JTB3HH; H — ' 

ypoHHTB c*b atHBora nycTOH niap'B — 

— ropjio, rpyflB, py- 
kh, Moan. — 

— MOH JKHBOTB, 3aBaJIHCB Ha HO- 

vaxh, fb 3to BpeMfl ch^'bji'b npe#o mhoio; H 
cjiyniajrB caMOflOBOJiBHO ^oiuiasBi — 

— o cyflBCax'B anox^, 
o KyjiBTypaxt. 

183 



MncTepia OKOHiHjiacB! 
He «H», a «0 H 0» — 

— pOKOSBOe «OHO» BO MH'fe 

jkhjio TenepL, nepeatHBaa BecB Mipi>, onpoKH- 
HyTHft bb arOHiio, «oho» BonapHjiocB bo sceifb 
h bo bcbx-b; h rpeirfwio cb rpaHHHH, r/$ ro- 
Bopn, nepe6iraa flpyr-B bt> flpyra, cjiHBajmcB 
Bt rycTyro, nyaryro, Tynyro, paciymyro 
epyH^y: 

— «Py! • • 

— «Ppyy! . . 

— «Pppyyy! . .» 

IIpoTeKajia 3HMa: a bck> 3HMy, ftnyacflaa no rpa3- 
hhmb floporaMi), BaJiHJica Meant rpysaMH Hepeniraa- 

THX-b SOMHKOBTb; H BaJIHJIHCB H31> OKOffB, H3B rpyflN 

nepHHt Ha Meira TOJicTorfejiHe oypacya; HHOiyja pa3BJie- 
nema pa;ni a ■B3flHjn> m> TaatejiBiH, KaKt ojiobo, Ba3ejiB, 
ttoCh dJiyat^aTb no ropoaTOHBKHM'b yrojiKairB; 6*ferajra 
3JiHe TyMaHH; h — MOKpne rjiaHUH; h pbbkhmh narHa- 
mh TycmioBaTHe (pOHapn ocB-Bmajm ^oiia. 

Si npocTaHBaJTb nepe^b flOMaioi: 9pa3Ma rot Pot- 
TepflaMa h 3HaMeHHTaro MaTeManiKa h3"b ceMeftcrBa 
BepHyjum; saxaatHBaJib bt. OHCniOTeKy; ciuioHajica, 
B3fluxaa, Ha^B CTpaHHLBTb TBopeHBeirB: «Ars b re- 
vis* PaftMOHfla («A r s m a g n a» noHaTB a He itorB, 

XOTB HHTaJIca npOHHKHyTB B% Hero KOMMeHTapiaMH 

^atopflaHO BpyHo); — 

— 3a MHOK> — 
— HeBHftHMO, no^B (poHapaMH, Bca Bl 

184 



HepHOMi, 6poftHJia HHKorHHTO ateHnpHa: 

aroHia mo a. 
H paacMaTpHBajTb b"b Gaaeji&CKOH rajuieperfe rpaBB- 
pa TojiBCefiHa; ocoCeHHO cepra «cMepTH»: CKejierrb iray- 
TOBaTO BiuiOTajica bb cooErria jrh3Hh; h — nayroBaTO 

nOflMHTHBaJI-b ... — 

— Ob 3T0fl nopH npHBa3ajica 3a 
mho» epioHeT-b: a ero noflufciraJTB KaKi-TO 
pa3i> eb nepeyaoHKi; MOJKerb 6htb, nepeffb 
flOMOMt 9pa3Ma; npomeJiB ohb 3a mhok Ha 
«Aschenvorstadt» h Ha «Aschen- 
platz» bitbctb mh aec/ianE TpasiBaa; ero — 
npHBe3i> bb ^opnaxb, kotqphh, KarcL KaJKer- 
ca, nojao6HJica eity: ohte> npociuHBajTB Ha ne- 
peKpecTK-B flopora, Heno#ajieK.y otb cnycKa; 
lacaMH rjiaflijn. kb Hamn owia: y3HaBmH, 
hto a co6npaK)CB kb flopory, codpajica h 
ohb; h TenepB 3^*cb kb BaroH'fe. . . — 
TyTB jiHHia MHCJieH o ^opHaxk oGopBaJiacB: — 

— OHa 
wpo&kmm fb KaKHXB-HHCynB .necaTB mh- 
Hyi*B (HMeHHO nocjii syxoBHaro 03apeHia m> 
Bepreffk, — nonmewb 6bdtb JK^aTB: Hana- 
fleHBa Ha Hac*B rpasHOH naKOCTH btoh) . . . 

BT) BArOH'B 

QryHajm BaroHH; 6%>m&m. no (DpaHHin; Btajio 
B'BTpoM'B kb OKHo; rojiOBa Moa npHraJia, y^apaacB o 

185 



aocKH; a norjia.n'kji'b Ha innioHa: MeHa nocfrrHjia 6e- 
syMHaa mhcjib: 

— «BoT*b ceHHaat oht> ^ocTaHerB H3amp48inifl 
nopTB-CHrapr>: samHUHyKb flByMa najiBnaMH cHraper- 
Ky — OTpaBji«HHyK)! — oht, irpeftnoatHTb ee». 

9to crajio mh4 acHO He HanieK, a KaKOH-TO ncwiy- 
cohhok) acHOCTBro; h npe^CTaBBTe cebi: — 

— MOft 6 p K)- 
HeTl, Cb OTBpaTHTeJIbHOH JiaCKOBOCTBK) IIO- 

rjia^iBTb Ha MeHa, cyeracB, flocTaBajit cboh 
H3am;H'BHiniH nopn> - carapt; 3ainimHyB'B 
AByMa najitn;aMn cHrapeTKy, cm, — cTajn. 
npe^naraTb ee; acHo: ohi mhcjih nponejiv, 

H H6 BHKypHTB, 3HaiHTB BH^TB Ce6a (Bl> 

ieMi> JKe BH/i;aTB?). 
H — BHKypmrb: a npacjiyniaJica kt> Haiimaio- 
menca /iypHOTB; no^HHMaJiacB OHa otb acejiy^Ka; h — 
meKOTajia mh^ ropao: 

— «OTpaBoieHt!» 

CTynajra BaroHH; CfciKajiH no OpaHHjiH; rojiOBa 
Moa npnrajia, yaapaacB o jnepeso; ropCoHocHH 6pio- 
HeTt, OTKpHBt poTb, 3aspeMajrb; 3T0 OHfc HpHTBOpajI- 
ca: noflCMaTpHBajiB, KaKi> orpaBa MeHa HSMteaeTB. 

3a hto a OTpaBjieBTb? 

3a to, hto a JKHjrb 6jih3 , b rpaHHHH, 3a to, ito a 
cjiyinajTb oecfe/uj h JieKHin HlTetaepa? 

JJa, a OTpaBjieHt: OTpaBjieHi 3a to, hto a npeflajTB. 

— «B3flop , b!» 

— «B3A0pr.!» 

186 



— «HHKa,Koro npejiaTejibCTBa He 6hjio»... 

KTO - TO CHJIBHHH H BJiaCTHHH BO MffB, KOrO HJB- 
CTBOBaJTb, KaKb HHOpOflHOe TBJIO (H6Bp03b pa3HTpaJI- 
Cfl), OTKBTCTBOBaJTb B3pHBaMH HyflHNXTb /QrpHOTb H31 
MeHfl. 

— «,Ha, m, Aa!» 

— «9to — 6hjio!» 
Hto 6hjio? 

Il0A6pocHJio: 6 , fejiHic& CjiecKOM-b Buerbm, CHOni. 
oraeft; npHBCKorajn,; npHBCKOTOJTB z 6 p » h e t v, mh 
e^Ba He arojiKHyjiHca JiCaMH: 

— « l lTO Cb BaMH?» 

— «MHi — flypHO». . . 

^BOHCTBeHHOCTb Moero oTHonieHia kte> /(OKTopy 
Hat OfleccH cKaaajiacB; cn> o^hoh cropoHN 9Torb 

«flOKTOp*b» 6USTb HBHO fipBHeTOMi, MeHH OTpaKHB- 
TTmM T.; Ch APyrOH CTOpOHH, OHT>, BHHMaTeJIbHO OTHOCflCb 

ko mh* Kb MHrn ooafeHH Moefi, bo Mfffe BH3Bajn> ecrecT- 
BeHHO npHCTyirb flOB'fepia: Boe-TaRH, ayMajn. a, «ok- 
Toptoffb: h — no cepfleHHHMt 6oji'B3HaM'b; 
Ha pasoroaHiH owb Ka3ajica dproHeTOM-b; no 6jih30- 
cth — flOKTopoMi>, Moacerb 6htb, oocToamHM'b na cjiyac- 
6ii oxpaHKH; oxpaHHHKa a He ooajica: ooajica 
a cmnHKa — BHcmaro oMBicaji, irpHHaflJieacamaro Kb 
MeatAyHapoflHOMy oSmecTBy cbHHHROKb, cocroainHXb 
Ha cayjK6'B y. . . — 

— y koto? . . 
Hto mh4 BHyniajio naHHHecKift yatacb kb 6 p » h e- 
t 4? Btflb He ero a ooajica: Toro, hto raa^HTb ckbo3B 

187 



Hero, hto offlHaat^H, npopBaBT. ero bh#hmhh simkl, rot 
Hero Ha MeHa xjoiHerb nepfl h,m t> noTQKOM'b; toti. 
tepHufi noTOKi) npn BHHMaTeji&HOM'B B3rjisfl , B 
0Ka3HBaJtca nycTOTOio, orcyTCTBieMT& KaKoro 6h hh 
ohjio rjB'frra; ero h e p h ot a ecra npojioMt: m> hh- 
icy^a h hhhto; oht. — otkphthh OT#ymHHK'b, m> koto- 
Phh Haira THHen. yrapaMH HeBipoaTsaro iripa, no or- 
HomeHLK) K-bKOTopoMy Hamb Mips jkh3hh hhhto; h 
He toji&ko HanrB Mips, ho h o6pa3H HHCTO flyXOBHOH 
flMcTBHTenBHOCTH, bt> Hacb KoperaineHCH, cyib hh- 
i t o; 3to — h t o-t o, BT) hhhto oopamaBinee b c e, *i t o 
hh ecTB (Mipb MHCTepiH, Mipb flynm h Mipi> flyxa), 
no OTHonieHiio ko BceMy, hto hh ecTt, npa cBoeM-b no- 
HBJieHiH Kb naocKocTb 003HaHia Hamero ooHapystHBa- 
erb, KaKt cmromHoe ehhto, noaBJieHbe CBoe. 

H, crajio ohtk cbrnpncb h h h to, npHHasjreatain;iH 
Kb ceKpeTHOMy opaTCTBy, BBOflamiH ito-to, no cy- 
m,ecTBy Hastb HeB'feflOMoe h cTynameecfl B'b Hanra kbo- 
pn, KaK-byatacrbHHHTO, — fljiHMeHH 6Hjrb yatacemHe 
h i m -b-H h 6 y fl b, hto omb Hect, a — hhi4mi. IIo- 
aBJieHbe ero 6jih3b mohh bt> tb MHHyrH, Kor^a moh 
rpyflb, pyKH, uost-l omyrajm ce6a nycTHMb ma- 
P0Mi>, nocraBJieHHbnrB. . . Ha JKejiy;prfj, ooo3HaHajio: — 

— TOTb Mip-b, 17$ 

TH JKHJTb — Mipi) MHCTepiH — eCTb HHHT0; 

TBoe «H», H3omeffiuiee hhh , b H3T> rfejia bt> Mipb 
flyxa, KOTOpHH — HH1T0, ecTB hhhto; 

th MeHTajTb o cedi, hto Koiyja-HHCy/ii oysemt 

HTH SojpcaTBOfi; HO TH, COflflH- 
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caTBa, — hhito; h-.jkb, B03HHKinifl;, KaKB 
TBHb TBoa, — Bee; — 

— h npOKfeajiH noACTynn y jk a- 
ca nycTOTH on 6 p k> h eT a, HanoitHHaa 
o cohhomb KoniMap^; crpannrBe cohhhxb 
KoinMapoBi onaTB-TaKH 3aKjiH)T:ajioca npn 
nonHTick bohth bb hxb Heffknyio 3KH3HB 

H OC03HaTL 9iy 3KH3HB, — 3aKJIK)HajrOCB 

CTpamBTBfimee: fb o^ieHB ciiy-rao poJKflaB- 
raeftca naicaTH o nepsiiHiHeMB KoraMapi, bb 
KOTopoMB ceda naxoacy a MoiaaeimeMB, 
ro nepBaro BocnoMHHaHia o coohtIhxb, cBa- 
8aHHHXB cb 6iorpa<|raHecKOH jihhhoctbk): — 

— He B03HHKaerB erne mhIj OTHa, Haira, Ma- 
Tepn; He B03HHKaerB rojiyCeHBKOH KoimaTKH 
ffBTCRofl, — a yatB a co3Haro: — «H ecMB a» — 

— HO 9T0 «H» OeSHOKpOBHO npHHOCHTCa BB 

nycroTB, oflOji'BBaa ee HeB'fepoarHHMB nojie- 
tomb, HanOMHHaion];HMB yacacB na^eHia bb 
nponacTB h BcnoMHHaronjHMB o KaKOMB-TO 

OHOpHOMB, HenOflBHJKHOMB nyHKrfe, CB KOTOpa- 

ro «fl» copBajiocB; — 

— 3T0TT) nyHKTB, KaKB MH* Ka- 

JKerca, — dHTie so poJKflema; nponacTB, Ky- 
#a a Jieny; — Moe ffBTCKoe tbjio, bb koto- 
Pomb ceoa omynjaro a bb cjrfjflyiomie MOMeH- 
th c03Hama; — 

— yme nocffB, BHHKaa bb yacac- 
Hna HeBipoaTHOCTH 8Toro Mara cosHama, a 

189 



noflCMaTpHBajrB naMHTbio m> «MEri» cyme- 
CTBeHHHfl, hbho npncymift eny, bt> mwb ch- 
flamiH «MHr , b» B^pHaro 3Hama, hto p-feme- 
Hie OTopBaTbca orb TBepnar© nyHKTa h pyx- 
HyTb m> npoBajTb, hjih — tbjio — 

— pinieHie bohjio- 
thtbcs — 

— npHHa^JieatHTb lark, jnuiib iraA; pfc- 
nieHie nepepimaTb ohjio no3#Ho; HenonpaBH- 
Moe cBepmHJiocb: a — BBajureajica, nepeHO- 
cacB no nycTOTaM-b, bl Haoyxniie opraHH fliiT- 
CKaro TBJiBn;a, pacnepTHe pocTOMt (nepe- 
KHBaHie «p o c t a» b-b Mjia^eH^ecKOft jkhshh 
oonpoBoacsaerca KpHKaMH crpaxa); — 

— BnOCJTBfl- 

GTBiH, o6pa3H cTpaxa (nepTeft, (Syrcb, wbwbm,) 

BOCnpHHHMaiOTCa fl'BTCKHM'b C03HaHieMb, KaKb 

noroHfl; ho 9TOTb yacacb n o r o h h — npo- 
9KHia BHyTpeHHHXb nepeJKHBaHift MJia,n;eHn;a bo 
sorfe; onjymeHbe noroHH ecrb HyBCTBO # b h- 
3KeHBa nojieTa BHyrpn opraHH3Ma; sip- 
wb&: oinymeme BocnoMHHaHia o uor^a-TO 6hb- 
raeirb nojierfe, BBeprarom.eM'b «fl» ^pesb h h i- 
tobi 6e3o6pa3HHe opraHH Tiuia; CTajio 6brrb: 
BisbMH h 6yKH — Bpan! — cocxo- 
Hbe oo3HaHia, B^pyrb JunneHHaro riuia; hjh. 
B'fepH'Be: BocnoMHHaHieo TaKaxi cocto- 

aHbHX'b C03HaHbfl; — 

— crajio 6HTb — 



190 



— MOH CpiOHeT-b JTHITTB TOCKa, KOTOpyK) 

Ha ce6a Ha6pocajia noroHa, ee ace a CMyrHO 
Homy nepeai. jkh3hb, Karcb yacacHyio naMHTb o 

COCTOHHbH 003HaHbfl, OTOpBaHHarO OTb HCTOH- 

HHKa ,nyxa; h — eme He yupHTaro nofl-b noKpo- 
BOMb rfejia; 6oh3hb noaBJiema CNm,HKa 
ecTb 6oa3Hb npH6jraateHbH ko mh4 mohxt. ran- 
HHXt rjiyfiHH'b; b^ mhtb, Kor/ia MeHa cxBa- 

THTB Offb H nOTamHTb m, TK>pbMy, — npOH30H- 

aerb HeB'fepoaTH'BHniee: offb HH3BeprHeTca Ha 
nojrb, KaKi> cKimyToe nepHoe najibTo; h 6e3o6- 
pa3Hoe, 6e3TBJiecHoe, hto owl HOCHrb Bb ce6i, 

HJIb — HHHTO: COeffHHHTCa CO MHQIO, BCUIbeT- 

ca m> Moe co3HaK)ni;ee «H»; h — noracHTb ero; 
offb ecxb Bcrpiqa Monx-b no^co3HaHifl 
c& oozmmem, npn HapyniemH nopora co3Ha- 
Hia npn nepe43A'B iepe3-b rpaHnny; He flapoMt 
ate a ornymajrb, — 

— hto Kyco^eK'b 3eMJiH, Ha 
KoropoM'b a Morb CToaTb KpfenKO cb rfexb 
nopb, KaK-b Bee pyxHyjio Bh MipoByio BOHHy, 
oropBaJica: h — Opannia, AHrjiia pyxnyjin 
Ha Meaa, v&kb nycToe hhhto, Karat or- 
poMHoe rfejio, Bb Koropoe Ha#Jieaeaoio lurfe bo- 

HJIOTH-nbCa, HTO H31> M6HH Wb — HHKyfla! — 

hto-to TpoHyjioct; npeatHee Bee nooTCTajio, a 
h o b o e, tto ^ojiatHO onjio BJiHTbca m> aeak — 

— nycTOTa, 
npHHHMaBHiaa oCojiOHKy 6 p 10 h e t a — 

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— GpiOHeTT) 
6W1T> (pJKlKOHOM'b Gb H H H T 0, JOJiateHCTByK)- 
mHMt MHOH) 6htb bhuhthmb — 

— nycTOTa, npn- 
HHMaBmaa oCojiOHKy 6 p ro h e t a, — 

— B03HHKJia (piaJiOMi: — 

— noKa: — 

— ne- 

peHOCHJICa a H31> OflHOrO COCTOaHBH C03HaHBH 

b-b apyroe: _ 

— MOft nyrb — 

H6H3M'BpHM0CT'b: H6 OpaHHJa, AHTJlia, IHB6- 

Hia nepecBKyn. mok opCmy, a lyaeia iuiaHe- 
th — KtaHTept, JlyHa h BeHepa — yaapaTca 
bt> «H», npeatfle H^bwb ynaay a Ha p o # h h y: 
Ha posHyro mitb aeMjno; a Hajura em;e ocTaBa- 
JiacB m> TOMt nip*, KoropHft HaBBKH, 6htb 
Moaterb yniejrB otb MeHa. . . 

Il&bzKb craffB; mhmo okohi. BaJiHJiH cojiflaTH, ne- 
perpyjKeHHHe HOmaMH: bt> M'fe.aHHX'b mjieMax'b; ohh bo3- 
Bpani;ajiHCb Ha (ppoHrt; bote Tcwma hx^ BBajnuiacB b& 
BaroHi>; mh — npHTKCHyrai bb yrojrt; (pjiajKKH cb Kpac- 
HHM'b HanHTKOMi. (hojijkho 6htb bhhomt>) 3arynajiH bo- 
Kpyn>; Bee HanojmHJiocB xoxotom-b, npHdayncaMH, nic- 
HaMn; jrajioBaToe oCjkiko d&mnmnocb Ha Cirbxaowb bo- 
ctok'b; hhhih'bjih jrBca; npcBsacajm mh okojio OoHTe- 
HeCjio; HaflBHraJica napHatt. 

BapxaTHcraa, JincTBeHHaa ray(5HHa chhch 3eaeHH 
jrfcca — 

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— <ppaHny3CKaa 3ejiein> — 3ejieH0-CHHaa 3e- 
jieHB — myirfwia Ha ocraHOBicaxB; Korfla- 

TO MH, CB H8JIJIH, 3ffBCB HM«HHO, OKOOIO 

OoirreHe6Jio npoBejiH HtapiciH, KpacHHMH Ma- 
KaMH nporoBopHBmifi, uohb; h — Bspyrb BBip- 
Bajiocb: 

«H M*BCTa 3TH 3Haro». 

HacTopoacHJica CpraerB: 

— «Bh 3ffBCB jkhjih?» 

— «^a, JKHjn>». 

— «KorAa?» 

— <<B% THWiHa fteBHTBCOTL-KaKOSTb? . . ^a. . . ffiB-fe- 

HasmaTOMB. . .» 

— «A no3/iH'fee bh He 6hjih 3^b?» 

Ho a cyxo MOjraaJTB: «c h in; h k b» hto-to 3anHCBi- 

BaJIB BB KHH«eHKy... 



IIAPHJK'b 

IlapHKB... 

Hbtb HOCHJiBnpBOBB: bb npeatHee Bpeita He to; 
hxb Ha nofeffb npoBopHO KHflaJiacB Beceaaa, cHHeCjiy- 
saa craa; mh — TanpjmcB, neperpyateHHHe 6araateir&; 
ocTaHOHHJica HamB ho^3«b, KaKB oyffro Hapo^HO — «a- 
aeico, flaaeKO. 

JKapa, hhjib, 6e3TOJio^B: HaKOHeiiB, cflaBnra Benp, 
e^Ba mh nonajffl bt> 6y<peTB; nepenojmeHB Cycperb; 

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tjttb — BoeHHHe bcbx-b o6smmH. h CTpaHt; HepHoropnH, 
<ppaHn,y3H, 3BeHHinie nmopaMH, bb anHXT. nrraHaxB, 
aHrjm^aHe, o/i^THe cb CJiecKOMt; h — Hcxoaamie 6\jie- 
CKOMt cb Ha<pa6peHHHMH ycaMH Kaicie-TO nepesiypb 
eBponefiHBi: to cep6n; oner-OBO 3Bsaaax)Tb nmopH no#B 
CTOJiHKOsn.; jiochstch, 3OJIOTBI0TI. h cepe6parca Ha- 

IIIHBKH; MaJIHHOB'BIOTB DJTaHH; BOTB OTB CTOJIHKa KT> 

CTOJiHKy nepeCiraerrt moh B3opi>: otpnnepH, acanflapMH, 
nojiKOBHHKH, caGjra, Meflajm, HaniHBKH; IlapHjKB jih to? 
BimpaBKa, ictkoctb, nosTHHyTOCTb, cyeTjiHBaa, fliuio- 
BHraa cnimKa; hh myTKH, hh itbchh! 

Ha yjiHieB: t p a m t> HacB HecerB no HanpaBjiemio 
KT) pyccKOMy KOHcyjiLCTBy; yTpo; h — nycro; h — 
jKeEanHHH noffiMeraiorb nnjiB; msjio MymiHHB; moto- 
HHKJierH, CTpfejiaa no bc&m'b HanpaBJieHiajcb h pa3- 
pHBaacB 6eH3HHOJfB, no bcbm* HanpaBjieHiaifB ho- 
caTB bitbiihbhihxch m> py^Ky coji^aTB; cxpHnepH, 
onaTB otpHnepn; MaJiHHOBiKTB mTaHH; cepeopaTca 
HaniHBKH; h noBciofly, Ky^a hh nocMOTpHniB: (JwiepB, 
(pjiept; nepHHH hb&tb flOMHHHpyerB; aceHnpHH — 
lepHoporia, nepHonFBTHHa, cn-feniHO npoxo^arB; h 
tb me: OTqerjiHBOCTB, hctkoctb, no^TaHyTOCTB. Hirb 
hh nkceffB, hh niyroK'B. 

Mh m, KOHcyjiBCTBi; 3KRem>; He mrhewb mh npa- 
Ba ocraTBca bb napnacB; ho He hwbcm'b mh npaBa h 
BBrtxaTB 6&&b paapfemeHia KOHcyjiBCTBa; Bee paBHO 
mh He 3HajiH 6h, KaKT. HaM-B Ao6paTBca flo TaBpa. 

H cHOBa Ha yjiKnax-B: TpaM-B Ha(?B Hecerb no m- 
npaBjiemio kb B0K3ajiy; Ha yjninax'B — jnoftoxo/p>; moto- 

194 



uhkjihctn, crpijiHs no bcbmi, HanpaBJieHiaji'b h pa3- 
pHBaacb 6eH3HHOin>, no bcbm-b HanpasjieHiaiTB npoHO- 
carb ooji^aTB; npojierarorb aBTOMOOHjiH; Boemibia Kann 
noBcioAy; nOBcroay — ataHflapMH, hojikobhhkh, Kararra- 
hh, KopHerra — <ppaHn;y3Bi, oejibriiinH, KaHaflHH, hiot- 
naH/ni;H, 3yaBH, HOcaTHe rpeKH — Bee kmih; boh-b — 
pyccKaa npoMejibmiyjia (pypamKa; h bohte> — nepHOHO- 
raa HceHmHHa b^ TpaypHon, nepHon, KoporKofl rodieHK'fe. 

H — Bee: H-ferb IlapHaKa, BOTopHH a 3Ha», KoropbiH 
jho6jik). 9Toro IlapHJKa He BHfl'fejrb. JJpyroft napHsa., 
HyjK/ndft MH -fe ) ct, rojiOBOKpyasHxeJibHOH GbicrpoTOH npo- 
MaaHHjrb, npoioajib Hacb no yjumaMi: BmnBiipHyjn. 
— m> TaBpcKiH no-B3flT>. KaKB cTpapiHHX'B HyMHHxt ot- 
TOJiKHyjib ero... 

CnoBa noMHaJincb: bte>. . . hhhto! 

Okojio MeHa noaBjiaerca bGjihsh TaBpa oejibrincKifl 
hhhobhhk'b; h Meatfly HaMH 3aBa3HBaerca bopobckoh 
pasroBop-b: He to — pa3roBopi> Kyjn/ryp'b-Tparepa cb 
KyjibTyp'b-TparepoMt, a He to pa3roBop^ Bopa cb bo- 

pOM^J Offb TOHKHM'b HeyJIOBHMHM'b nOflXO/IjOM'b BbrrarH- 

Baer-b H3b MeHa poKOBoe npH3HaHie, hto a kb Bprocce- - 
jrfe jkhjtb TaKH (poROBoe npH3Hame noroMy, hto 3a- 

M'BTHJI'b a CBOHCTBO BCBXi areHTOBl KOHTp'B - pa3BT>fl- 

kh: noso3p , BBaTb m> mnioHaacB rhTb HMemio hho- 
crpaH^eB-b, KOTopne flo bohhh nocfem;ajiH irfecTa, r^fe 
Bnocjii^cTBiH pasHrpajiHCb 6oh). OfffejiaKb CBimHKypo- 
KOBoe npH3HaHie, hto a m> BpiocoejrB H^Koraa sssurb, 
nojiyHHjrb 3aBT>peHie a ott> Hero, hto h oht> kb #hh boh- 
hh HeOAHOKpaTHO JKHBaJTb BT» MHpHOlfB Ba3ejrB (t H- 

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k i ft HaMeKb!); a cTapajica ero yOfcflHTb, <rro He Kaitoft- 
HHCyflB a npoxoflHMen?>, a — pyccitift iracagrejiB, flocroft- 
Haa jihihoctb, HMiBmaa Kb Bpioccejrfc MHoro noTreH- 
hhxb SHaKOMCTFb; a cnpocHJTB y 6ejiBFiftna o JKdjtb 
flecrpa, o fle-rpy, o MaaaMB BaHflepBeaiBfl'b h t. fl. 

Bjrfi#Haa aKeHmraa, aBBmaa pa^OMt co mhoh, 
npnjioKHjia kb ryCaMB cbohm'b nanenB h noKa3aJia 
raa3aMH Ha cnHsy Cejn>riftna. 

CKa3aJTB ce64 a: 

«IIpoBOKania: OHa ffBrnerb 3HaKt, hto6h kto-hh- 
6yflB HayHHffB BHpaHteHBejiHuaMoeroBBTyMHHyTy*... 

H a cb HapOTHTO no^epKHyruMB y^HBjieHieMB no- 
CMOTpfejrb Ha nee; h — noflCTaBHJTB eft cnHHy. 

JlHJiOBBia TyHH croajiH Ha 3anafffe; Bfcajio Mopeirb... 



TABFb 



H botb npoTyMaflHJiHCB OijiecoBaTHa cyiiepKH; 
raBpcKia yjmnBT 3a njieiaMH; cnpaa, TyMaHHaa hohb; 
atyTKOft MyTBB ctohtb npe^o mho» rpaHHna: nepe^a- 

»T*B HaCB aHFJliftCKHMB BJiaCTaMB. 

Bhobb ocmqtpb: to ace see — nepeMorame npn- 
cTajrBHBix-B B3rnasoHB atansapMOBB, KOHcreoaeft h TaKB 
ceCfe cspoKb, Henpoxo,HKMOft crBHOft OKpyataiomHXB 
HacB: Birivcro cran Cpkhcthkobb — oKaMeHiwiNH, He- 
noflBHmHHa jrana inoTJiaBflneB'b; onaTB omymeHie, *rro 

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— nycroe naJibTO, hs^ Koroparo BNKaHaffb Bos^yx^; h 
ottoix), oho — cmnomeHo; Kb stoitb cmnomeHHoifb bh- 
A-b a njiejica Kboapbepy; Toro rocnoffHHa omjnHBajiH, 
TepefionH h EOBejiH paas'bBaTL Kb conpoBoacfleHiH acaH- 
sapMOKB (6bm> Moaterb, eiiy 6yflyn> cMasHBaTb cmiHy 
KaKmrb-Hnfiysb ■feflKmrb cocraBoin>, 6hvn> Moacen>, 3a- 
CTaB)rn> npofffejibiBaTb no3opH&ia fliiHCTBia Kb npncyT- 

CTBiH aHrjriHCKBXb sateHTJIBMeHOFb, HTOOH H3BJI6^b 

H3*b ateJiy^Ka nporaoHeHHbiH mn> flOKyMeHTb, hjh> 6y* 
MaatKy <n> ceKperHiftniHirb raHtppoMt; h — aajrBe, jta- 
jrfee); Ty o^wioKypyro oapbmiHH) noBejra no#b peHTra- 
HOBCKift annaparb. 

9TO TOJIbKO BTOpOft HaflTB OOMOTpb (npeRCTOHTb 

pa^b flpyraxb: bi> CoyTeMnTOH'B, Kb HtDKacTJTB, h — 
jaji'fee, ^ajiie). 

TaK"b — Haianocb bhobb cpaaceme: 6ojrfee crpain- 
Hoe, itiTb bte> OKonaxb; oho nporeKajro Gb TOBraaftnraMH 
acecTaMH Meatfly xboctom-b naccaacHpOBB h sjnfflHinrb 

CTOJIOlfb, 3a KOTOpHJffb CHffBJIO flO flBaflOaTH BeJIHHaBHX'b 

HonojmeHHHX'b crporocTH capoB-b; h Ty ace cncTeMy a 
BHfffejn.: BH63anH0 — ocmHOBHTb, npeffjioatHTB pa^b ny- 
crBftmHX'b BonpoooKb; h, ycHJiHPb BHHMaHie, npeflJio- 

atHTB Gh HOPb cGHBaBHnH BOHpOCb. 
— «BH — CBOOOSHH». 

H — wbTb: HecBOOOflHH; 3a BaMH TenepB botb, no- 
cjtb Honpoca, BnepBtie HaHHHaerca oepbeaHaa wrBSKRa; 
ffBHCTBHTejiBHOCTB CHa oxBaTMa onaTb: nos6ira» Kb 
KBaaparaoMy arcwiHKy, 3a KoropHirb CHflHTb tojictotb- 
jihh, MopflacTbiH, ynHTaHHHH cap*, — noflC-Braro, nroto 

197 



BHflepaeaTb to, hto onaom B03HHKaen>; a okojio cepa- 
ua, Koropoe omymaio nycTHM-b, .BMimaeTca jkh3hb h 
KHuieHte 3M^eBHX , b h BLK»iii,Hxca Macct; rpycTHHtt 
capi>, — 

— ypoHHBmH MopflaciyK) ro-JiOBy Ha pyny, nepe- 
#0 mhoh 3a CTOJiHKOirb, pa3BajiacL, npoHHn,aTejn>Ho 
cwyrpavh — He Ha MeHa, a Ha nyroBHny Moero nnflacaKa; 
a noflcaatHBaiocB kt> cTOjniKy h, nojioatHBi paflOMb 
nijiany, npHCJiynmBaiocb kb Bonpocy, kotophh HaMi- 
peBaerca c^BJiaTb mhIi oht>; ohi> — 

— MOJIHHTb — 

— h onaTb nepecTpoHJica xboctb; h onaTb 
nepeflBHraeMca mh ci> neMoaaHaMH; m> HOBOMy ctojih- 
Ey; Ha chhh'b, na sarajiirf}, Ha met npajmnime B3rjia- 

Tp; — h 6e3T0JI0Hb CJIOBl, CKpHnOB'L, HIOpOXOBT. BT> T&- 

peB"B hohh cJiaraioTt MyflOBHmHHii a6paKa/i;a6epHHH 
Cpeflt. 

Ba! 

OnaTb — KOTejioKt, ho He ,a;oKTopa h3t> 
# e c c n, a MHCTepa; MHcrrepb ronKaerb MeHa; OHt 

— MH* COHHO SHaKOMt. 

Tyrb co mhoh npoHcxoflHTb, — ho KaK'b onacaTb? 

Bee paBHO HHiero He noHMere: noHaTb HeB03Moac- 
ho: — 

— MffB acHo: ohh 3 h a 10 t -b Bee; ohh 
3HaK)T*b, hto a ecMB He a, a — HOCHTeJib orpoMHaro «H», 
HaimieHHaro KpH3HC0M , b Mipa; a 6oM6a, JieTanjaa pa- 
BopBaTbca Ha Haora; h, paapHBaacb, BOKpyrb pa3opBaTb 

198 



Bee, hto ecTB; a t o r o ohh He flonyerarb, Koue^Ho: 
jepataTB HacB bb oGBaTiax's, m> MoponaxB Mipa, hxi 
n; ■& ji b; ohh 3HaK>TT>, hto TenjiHjracb acHHa hcjih: 
MJia^eHen.'b bo MHi onycKaerca bb rpoMi roBopa 
Mipa; h — KaKB 6h niapb, npeBNinaioiHiH 6jiecKaMH 
cojiHii,e, nopo» bocxo^htb ko mh^: — 

— cranny aBCTBeHHHH 
ihohotb BOKpyrB: 

— «9to — OhiIs 

fl flJIH HHXB TOTb TaHHCTBeHHHH H B, KOTOpOMB 

ohh TaftHo cjiHHiajni, HTO aTOTB Ohb cymecTByerB; H 
aToro fljia HHXB CTpaumaro «6na» ohh He nponycTaTB bb 
Pocciio; ;pa hhxb a ecMB — Tot*, kotophh. ..h 
flajrfee, flajifce; hto «Tot*b, kotophh», OTKy.ua, 
Kyja h 3 a h 4 m b, nm'h He hcho; ho hcho, hto 3Ha- 
jotb ohh 060 mh4 6oji&me flaate, h^mb a o ce- 
6-b; TaKB: He 3Haro a cymHocTH paspHBaBinnxB MeHa 

CHJIB JI106BH, a OHH 3HaK)Tb CyiHHOCTB; HO HeHaBH- 

^a ee, HeHaBHAaTB MeHa HeyracHMOio HeHaBHCTBio: 

— «/Ja!» 

— «8to — Oht>!» 

H — BnepHjra fb MeHa 6e3rjiarojiBHHe B3opn cboh 
ABa 3a mhoio cToamie fltfteHTJiBMeHa; h — cMyrHHft 
npoponecKiH cmhcjib npoHHaaerB Bflpyrb Bee: — 

— nyB- 
CTByro npoHcxo^am;ee H3/i,ajieKa - jiajieKa; npoHcnie- 
CTBia <ppaHny3CK0H rpaHHHN pacKjiaflHBaroTB cboh 
KapTH: HHTaio B03CTaBHiie 3HaKH; coSurie anoxajiBHoe 
nepeJKHBaercH 3fltcb, bb 3tomb Miorfe — bb CToamn «H» 

199 



rjiarojiBHHMH c9paMH; Ha oshomb — 6 4 ana nep- 
18tkh; TaKia ace tohho nepwKH yHOTpe&iaroTca 
npn. . . 

. . . fla, fla! . . 

PUTMH naKOCTHHXI) B30pOBTb BO MffB pa3BHBaK>TB — 

— yacacHHe, swhemorie odpa3H; h — 
aMteiorie o6pa3H Ha MeHa Hanojwa- 
rort — 

— TO MHCJIH HXB, TaftHO 

Btisaacb bb MeHfl, paa- 
BHBaroTB bo im.% napa- 
3HTHpya — 

— JEH3HB:JKH3HB 
HyflOBHIHHNX'b 

6e3o6pa3ifi — 

— H 
Haffb C060K) CaMHMT. 

Ha^HHaio rjiyMHTBca — 

— h OTeMH'feeTca Bee BKpyrb 
MeHa; pacnmpaioTca MpaKaMH CTpam- 

HHa HCTOnHpHHHa KpnjiBa; h — 

— BOJIHa 

poKOBoro Hhhto, npopHBaacB ckbo3b Bee, 3aTonjra- 
erB bo Mirk — Moe «H»! . . 

«9to — Oh"b!» 

OffB — H H H T 0. . . 

Bt ffhftcTBiH Ha MeHa ^meHTJiBMeHa b"b lixi 
c a m h x T) nepnaTKaxTb CBepmaioTca yacacN OTeMHtaBa 

200 



flynni; h B3pHBaeTca HeyracHMaa HeHaBHCTB ko BceMy 
qejioBiHecTBy: — 

— noHHMaK) BejiH^ie 9Toro a jk e h- 
TJibMeHa, CBepraiomaro h B03- 
Hocamaro rpeeBi, Jlaofl^-^acop- 
aceBi>, IlyaHKapa, KneMaHco h apy- 
rnxt: — 

— «9to — OH1>». 

— /JtocTBia o6m;ecTBeH- 
hoh ikh3hh — MauiHHa: yHacTHHKH cyTb rfejia, coroie- 
TenHHa mohjhoh h MarcraecKOft ninbio; e^HHCTBO oeoa 
co3Haioin;aro «H» yracaerb; opraHH3ai(iH, 06m; e- 
c t b a, r#B npoH3BOsaTca sth fffeifcTBia, ecjra xanrre h 
HiTt; ho: oho — BCK>/iy ; Bcro^y; odpa^H HepHiftmefl mh- 
CTepin 9toh cBepniaKTca: Ha TpaMBai h npH ocmotp'B, 
Ha TaMOHUTB; ho Koraa npoHcxo^HTB nrflt nponc- 
xoRBTb o6pa^i> He OTKpoere bh, emejm bott. tott. 
c a p *b He 3axoHerc>; yiacrHHKH crpoioTb $ h r y p h; h 

— xo^arB kochmh yraaMH; flificTBHTejiBHOCTB pacnaaa- 
eTca BBHepHHeTpeyrojiBH HKHHa Teoa Ha6'6- 
raiomnxt, nepecBKaK>Hi,HX2> flopory Jirofleft; MycKyjiH 
Vb 9to yacacHoe BpeMa Hecyrb Ha Hacb yaeacn: nona- 
^aioTca Bcro^y ypo/pi; KapTHHH pa3BpaTan lejroB'fe- 
TOCKaro na^ema npe^CTaiOTb; coBepnieHHO cjiyHaftHHH 
aaxoflt Bfc nHCHe6yMaatHyK) JiaBKy 3a otkphtkok — 
npeBpamaerca — npocTO Hopmb 3HaerB bo 'ito: npejyia- 
raioTB KymrrB hh cb Toro hh ct> cero nopHorpacpirae- 
CKyro OTKpHTKy HeBipoaTHaro co^epacaHba; BHxo;pinn>: 

— no^cTeperaeTB Ha yjimj'B — npocTHTyTKa; h — 

201 



npeflJiaraeTi Ty caMyio raflocTB, Koropyio tojibko hto 
C03epnajn> Ha otkphtk/b; BnepBwe Tenept oTKpNBaerca 
raAKin, Bnepa em,e mh4 HenoHaTHHft, yBH/i^HHHfl 
mecrb, paaHrpaBinifica Mesa. rocnoAHHOirb h j^moVl 
m> TpaMBai; — 

— h Mai, ysKe hcho: to 6yKBH o6pa#a lep- 
HMnraxi. MHCTepifl, CBepinaeMHxi. Bcroay 
no/TB pyKOBo^cTBOMi. n;epeMOHHMeltCTe- 

pOBt 06lD,eCTBeHHOft 3KH3HH: — 

— Tor^a noaBjiaeTca capt, oficTaBjia- 
K)m,ifl rpa3HHMii 3HaKaMH: h — flaert mh^ iiohhtb: 

— «^a, fla, fla!» 

— «9to — a . . . » — 

— Ha npoTHJKemH lerBeprH iaca npoiH- 
THBaemB OHfijiioreKy 3HaKOB*b. . . 

Ha — 6njt& pacnjnomeHi., BCTynaa Ha najiyoy na- 
poxoffHKa, nepeB03ani;aro Hact BT. CoyTaMHTOHTb: — 

— BB BOC- 
nOMHHaHiH B03HHKaK)Ti. CTaJILHHe OTJIHBH H3t 831.- 

epouieHHHXi BOJiHt h nOTymeHHHe (poHapn napo- 
xoflHKa bo H36 , BajaHie mhhh, Morymeii npop , BineTHTi> 
napoxoptieb. 

JIaMaHia'b onjioTH'BBaji'b chphmi bohjiokomi. TyHt; 
h BMicro ninpH MopcKOH, Heonpefl'B.JieHHOCTH Moero no- 
•noJKema m> Mipi, KaKt 8(peMepHLia 3eMjm, noflKpa/w- 
BajmcB H3i> TyMaHa ko iote; mh-b Ka3anocL: — 

— caasenaxt 
Bt nojiyTopacTa on. HacB oopHBaeTca Mope; pa3Bifica 
TyMaHt, mh 6h cTHCHyTN 6hjih 3eMJiero; — 

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— HO H0C1. 

napoxo,na, BpfeaacB St npnappt ckpHX'B BOJiHt h no/i;- 
HHMaa (pOHTairb 64jio6HcepHo¥*ii , BHH, Siacajn. Ha Ty- 

Ma-HTB — " 

— h TyMaffb HanHHajii) pa3CiynaTBca; 3eMjia 

Bnepe^H OTCirajia, a — 

— 3eMJin, on> Hact ot- 
croam,ia caaceHax'b bt> nojrropacTa, CiacaJiH 
no irpaByio h no jrBByio cropoHy napoxo.ua — 

— B% 

paacTOHHin caateHen nojrropacTa... 

y dopTa — open! — BejuraaBHH, 3a^yMHHBHH cap*., 
C03epnaa MefljnrrejiBHo xaoot cthxih, — Heno^BuatHo 
ctohjtb, He rjia/ja Ha MeHa; yjn>THMaTyMT> ero, mh* 
npe/j'BaBJieHHHH m> TaBpi, OT^eTJiHBO Chjtb Hanena- 

Taffb HyflOBHin.HHM'b nm^pOMt, MH0H HHTaHHHJTb; — 

niH(ppT> ate rjiacHJTb: 

— «JIfl,, nopa, capT>, cMHpHTBca! . .» 

OceHHift BenepB onjtl. Iloffb 3ByKt float^a 

CTeKJiaHHHH, 

PimajTB Bee tot-b ace a — MyrorejiBHHH bo- 

npocb, 
Kor^a m> moh KaGHHerrb, orposmnH h Ty- 

MaHHHH, 

Boniejrb totl flaceHTJiBMeirb. . . 3a hhjtb — 

jioxMaTHH necB. . . a ) 



*) Cthx. A. EaoKa. 

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Ectb nrpa: oaropoJKHO BofiTH, 
Hto<5b BHHMaHte Jnofleft, ycHimrb, 
H raaaaMH floCirey HaBni, 
H 3a Heft He3airfeTH0 wrfiflHTfc. *) 

. . . IIOCTHraTB 

Bl OfipHBKaXt CJIOBt 

TyMaHHHfi xoATb 

HHHX1> MipOKB. 2 ) 

Ha Kpecao y OKHa ycfeaca rocrt ycTaJio, 
H necrB y hoit. ero paajiercfl Ha ROBept. 
Tocrb B'&KjmBo cKa3ajn>: «y.»tejiB eme BaMt. 

Majio?» 
«npe#b remesTB CyflbfiH nopa cmhphtbch, 

c3pi>.» ') 

A y 6opTa — OflHro! — B&jramBHH, 3aflyMHHBHft 
C9pB ct 6e3<5opoffiHM , b jmn;oirb, imi> HanoMHHaH)mHsn> 
BnjiBCOHa, thxo CToajn,: h — cepbe3Hoa neiajiLio cfe- 
flHH raasa npoHHnajiH ckji;oe, TyMaHHoe yTpo: mh — 

(5JIH3HJIHCB K2> AHTJliH. 



') Cthx. A. BjiOKa. 

2 ) A. Bjioki. 

3 ) A. Bjioki>. 



204 



MAPKOa BblfflE 

Bi> 9to XMypoe jrrpo kocHjprcb no B03#yxy 3&ne- 
HOBaTHa MyTH; HeaBCTBeHHO fipHHHHeajiacb 3eiuia: 
onepTaHba lyzjoBHm'b — HeTHpexTpyoHbix'b, TpexTpyfi- 
hhx-b — CTpeMHTejEbHo npoHH3ajiH TyMaHH to cnpaBa, 

TO CJTBBa; H BHOBL yXOflHJIH Kb TyMaHH, HO poft rpfl3H0- 
BaTHX'b TyMaHOKb pifliffb... 

IlepeAO MHoro Ha naayC'B ho Beprfejica toti 

C 8 p T,, KOTOpOMI, 3a6HJTB a CKa3aTB H KOTOpHH HBHJI- 

ca Ha CMtay ojeccROMy a o k t o p y Kb TaBpi. 

QroajTb y Capbepa, npHTHCHyrHtt cnpaBa h CJTBBa 
SByMa flHceHTJibMeHaMH, Gphthmh h 6e3yHaara:o BnepHB- 
inHMHca Kb Hact; h Ka3ajiocb, ito bt> Hacb Bneiaraajm 
ohh 6e3y^acTHOCTb CTOgib aBCTBeHO, hto hxt> B3rjiaffb 
Ha jran.'fe yno^oCjiajica Bem,ecTBeHHOMy npHKOCHOBemx): 
toiho KTO-TO cb pa3Maxy MeHa no meKam. ohjtb n&- 
flOHMo; noflyitajiocb: «Be3yHacrie aro — rJiaaonpn- 

KJia^CTBO KaKOe-TO». .. 

TpeTifl hxb cnyTHHKtt, mm* Kaaterca, saHHMajica 
AeTaflbHtHraHMi) pa3 , bacHeHieM'b ^Bym> .n^KeHTjiBMe- 
Hawb BCBxt aaHHHXb, ROTopHe icon, OB7B coCpaTb OOO 
MH-fe, orjiamaa Herpoicto npocrpaHCTBO Meat* Haioa He- 
BipoaTHbarb kojihtoctbom-l chokb, BbtnycKaeMHxi ne- 
pe3TE> 3y6n, — b-b ceKyHfly; a H3-B cjiOBecHHXb nOTOKOKb 
HeaBCTBeHHO ymi, BHneKaHHBajiocb, hto a — pyccRin 
ifflcaTeJib, tto — 6 y fl y h h pyccKHM-b nncaTe- 
jreM-b, a... hto Taitoe, «a, GyflyiH pyccKHMi 
HHcaTejieM-b*, cffiMKurb kb MHoropfriHBOM'b hoto- 

205 



irfj, irocHnaHHOMi Sjiemyinefi: cojibk HacMtmeKi. h pa- 
AOcth, hto, HaROHeHB, yjuraeHi, a, — Boe, noHait a He 

MOrB. 

H, npH3HaTbca, roTOB-b obutb 6h cnopnTb cb noime- 
noirb; ho He yBipeirb a onjtb: nosJiHHHO-jra fljKeHTJirb- 
MeHa a noHajit. 

HeApy«ejiK»6HO oraaftHBaJTb .pceHTJibMeHa: npa- 

3eMHCTHH, TOJIOBaCTHH, MHIHiH, HO 9JieraHTH0 Ofl'BTHH, 

nocTaBHBinH jiokth yraaMH h safl'BBaa nan* oyffro Ha- 

pOHHO JIOKTflMH MeHa, OHt (pHHTHJTB H UpHnJiaCHBaJTb 
paflOMB nepeKHflHHMH npHJKOHKaMH, TO CKJIOHaCb KT> 

0e3yqacTHOMy ^aeeHTjitMeHy HanpaBO, a to — kt> flJKeH- 
TJiBMeny Hafl-BBO, iraxHyBineMy oojibho MeHa; h nopo- 
hhji'b 6ea , b yMOJiKy; oojibiuejiooaa roaoBa bi> KoreJiK'B, 
KpyTO B3aepHyBinHCb BBepxt, coonpajiacb to cnpaBa, to 

CJTBBa KOJIbHyTB MOK) IHeKy IIOflCTpHJKeHHHM'b KOHHH- 

komt. TeMHOH Gopo/pcn; a-6-b Ha3Bajn. ero ajiacTHHHHirb, 
hoakh/i;hcthmt>, iMainyiHHM-b «MHCTepoM , b», ecjra 6bi He 

OHJTb OflfaTb T&KTa H3aiHH0 nOflKHflHCTHH «MHCTepii»; 
OHB 6HJIB «A3KeHTJIbMeHOMl>», He «MHCTepOM'b» ; B"b Op- 

6HTax-b raaa-b, naira hh BHjica, (pHHTa, «K3KeHTejii>MeH- 

HHK-b*, yKDHJIOCb KaKOe-TO HTO -TO, KOTOpoe He H03BO- 

jiajio Ha3BaTb mhtj ero GojrryHOM'b; cTpijioBHAHHe, Ma- 
jiHe, ocTpne, nepHHe raa3KH, nepejieTaromie on. MeHa 
Ha 6e3yHacTHaro flSKeirrjibMeHa HajTBBO, h ott> Hero Kb 
6e3yHacTHOMy flaceHTJibMeHy Hairpaso — Ha npoTaweHbH 
oeicyHflN, h ycniBajomie HapHcoBaTb poCTepicb B"b boq- 
/tyxi, — 9th rjia3a HanoMHHaJiH... nepnaTKH, KOTopne 
3aaJHMaic>TB bt> pyidi ana npHJinnia jnnnb bt> (penieHe- 

206 



CejEbHOM-B JIoHfloirfe; napH rjia30Ki,, hxi pociepiCH bte. 
Boa^yxt noKaaajiHCB jmras'topHHaTHMi, tohom-b, ecre- 

CTBeHHHJTB B"B 3T0 i£b MfcCTB H HeeCTeCTBeHHHM'B fljia 

caMaro .nateHTjitMeHa, Kortfparo no^jiHHHHlt 
b 3 r ji a s -b CKB03L nopxaiomiB B3rjia,a;i, mh* Ka3a- 
jiocb, a noHajrb: — 

— irpoHH3HBajiH sb-b crajibHHa himin 
cocpeflOTOieHHHM'b xoRojipm> Mipa h moiii;bk>! 

Tyrt a ncnyrajrca. 

To o 6 m e e ij-BJioe, tto yHecjiocb otc> (p h r y- 
p h, CMaTeHHoro naMaTBio oatHBajio bo meA: m> Ilerep- 
6yprB, bt> MocKBi... 

9rorb Jio(fr>, nepep"B3aHHHft tohkoE MopmHHKoS, — 
ycTaBHJica Bb KpfcnKOM'b ynpaMCTBi: cjionaTb mok) ca- 
mocthoctb; a cyxofl, roptKift pon> nepe^eprHBajica 

MeJIKOft COJIbK) CapKa3MOKb, Vb KOTOpHMH «fl at e H- 
TeJIbM6H1HKb» CKJIOHHJICa Kb H^MOMy yCTaJIOMy 

C9py HanpaBO, htooh TOTHacb nepefipocHTbca ki> tohho 
TaKOMy ate capy HajrBBO, imxHyBineMy oojibho MeHa: 
bcb CKa3ajm (3h «nojiymyrB-nojiyiopTHKi.», — totte. 
KweHHo, kto djihtb b'b Majiofi oaHO^K'B, npo,a;aBaBiiieft- 
ca H*BKor^a Ha n3jno<5jieHHOM , B sepdHOM'b ryjiaHtn — 
11031, HMeHeMt: 

— «MopCKOft KHTeJIB!» 

Ho — H'BT'b: Meatfly cpHHTanpMH acecTaMH acHO 
noflrjiaflHBaji'b a, Kaicb ckbo3b njejiB, — /ipyroft oiepifB 
JiHn;a: Ha6joo,a;aK>m,ifi: OHepK?. jraija, SjiaropoflHo-raHH- 
CTBeHHHft, cocpeAOTOHeHHo-HonopHHa, yKpHBaiomjifi: 

207 



no^B orpoMHOK), jioohoio boctbio mejii3Hyio rauiy, ko- 
Topaa — . 

— npn HtejiaHBH Morjia 6h He tojibko pacnjiio- 

UPTB OrpOMHHH TOJIIIH JIIOAeH, C03«aBaeMHX'B KOfleK- 

ooifB quasi acHLix-b o6m,ecTBeHHHX'b MHtaift, p-fea- 
D[oirb BJiacraoit bojih Ha tabula rasa flyuiH, rpaBHpya 
KaKie yroflHO JiaHflniatpTH, pacnpocrpaHaa nojiyneHHHft 
Tpa<papen> nejiOFfeiecKOH jnnnrocTH b-b mhjijibohhomb 
uaciirra6 , fe, — 

— KOTopaa — 

— npn JK&naHBH Moraa 6h He 
tojibko pacnjHocHyTB Jiio^eH, npeBpaTHBi b-b ynJiomeH- 

HyH) M"B/piyK) flOCKy HXTb caMOCTHOCTB, — 

— ho h npo- 

MflTB 3eMH0H HiapTE., KaKt paSflaBJieHHHH, npopBaHHHft 
Ma^HKB! 

Hcho BHCMiaB-B HacB m> ycTpeMJieHiaxT) k-b ^y- 
xoBHOMy Mipy, He F&pa m> m/rb c03flairaHH flJia spy- 

THXB HaCt MH<J)I> (6yflTO MH CJTTB UiniOHH) — TaiTB, 
Kb raBpi, n03BOJIHJTB OHB MHfc 3arJIflHyTB CKB03B 3paH- 

kh m> cboh mhcjih: noBiajio: — 

— 3ejieHOBaTHirB, He- 
cymHMca BoeMT> kocmhh6Ckoh 6ypa — 

— Cbttb MoacerB — 

— KOCMHHeCKOH 6ypH BOHHH, — 

— h npH(5oH crpBJiaa m% raaa'b, 
omyrHJiHca ffMcTBieM-B paflioaKTHBHNX'B BemecTBi) Ha 
MoeMt no#co3HamH, pasBiflaa CTpoft co3flaHHHX , B np&fl- 
cmBjieHiH; — 

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— noHflTie^ OTfttjiacL <m> noiiaTia, pa3- 
pymajio cHcreMy toooh ycxaHOBjieHHHX'b npaBHjii>: h — 
craHOBHJiocb yeAHHeHHOB tohkob — 

. — aTOMOMi) capa 
Hb»TOHa — 

— h norpyaeajiocB bt> Hhhto; Mipi mohxt> 
npeflcraBJieHifi noflt KhftcTBiem, 9Toro rnvnam Ha 
mhit> npeBpaTHJica m> hhhto; — 

— nofi'BflOHOCHoe «H» 
6hjio iioiiMaHo h noBtaieHO Ha MraoBeHie, Karcb nycToe 
najiLTO bm'bct'b cb CpeHHOio oSojiohkok) fb rapAepofi'fe y 
capa! 

TaKT> /I.'BMCTBie B3raa/1B BO MHfc OTpa3H,HOCb — Ha 

nporajKeifbe ceKyn/uj, He CkwrBe; cTpijioBH/uffle, nep- 
HHte, ocTpbie r,na3KH Jiemjrn Meacb vhm>, Kaicb n e p - 
iaTKH Ha B3rjias*, — cn> 6e3yqacTHaro /pieHTeJib- 
MCHa uaJiiBO kt> TaitoMy ate to^ho HanpaBO, Hapnco- 

BaBt pOOTepKi B-b B03AyX'B. 
BCHOMHHJIOCb: — 

— nepeflb HaniHMi OTb , B3rtOM r b 
H3i> ^opHaxa a npHcyTCTBOBajit Ha penerHniH 9Bpnr- 
MH^ecKOH nocTaHOBKH toh cn,eHH v[3% «OaycTa», iy^fe 
aBjiaroTca nepefl'b Tbmwb yMepmaro <E>aycTa poewrb Jle- 
Mypn: ero paajiaraTb; h cpeflH hexi. MeipHCKXpejib; no- 
TOJTb noaBJiaioTca aHrejin; h HaHHHaerca 60ft m^sa. 
<E>aycTa; nostra) a: HlTeHHep'b, ma.m> KHHry, yqacTHH- 
KaMt penerHniH noKa3ajrb, Kant hmt> drBflyerb nepe- 
^aTb 9Ty cn,eHy: CHrpajrb Me<pHCTO(pejia; flMcTBie btoh 

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— o, Him>, He Hrpia! — ohjio cnjibHo; jihu,o nepeaep- 
HyjiocB; h, OTCTynaa orb aHrenoBj, — 

— Hopri., no- 

CTaBHBfflH JIOKTH yrJiaMH, JOJIH-JTb H BHHTHJTb, H npH- 

njiacHBaJii. nepeKHAHHMH npNSKOHKaMH h kjiohshcb 
HajitBO, neperHoaacb HanpaBO, nopona wieTaiomHX'b 
aHrejioFb, nepejieraa raa3aMH, B#pyrb cTaBmHMH b n a- 

JIHMH, HepHHMH, OCTpblMH TJia3KaMH — 

— bhhbhjii. 
pacnafleme opraHOBt rfejia Ha iacTH, — 

— pyKa, or/vkjiaacb 
art TBJia, aBJiaa He to, hto Hora, 6yAT0 npa3flH0 npn- 
CTaBJieHHas kt, TyjiOBHiny h orb Hero OTfllwieHHaa, — 
— ooHapyacnjica TBJiecHHH pacnaftb 
Ha OT^'BJibHHe nyHKTH, repeat Koropne Bb aHrejioB'b 
yxajia 6ypa nycrorb repeal npopfeb 3paiK0Bi>. 

9to Chjio aBjieHie HecoMHtaHO cepbesHie, h^mtj 
HRjieme oj;eccKaro flOKTOpa Ha (ppaHHy3CK0H rpa- 
hhu'b; Bropaa rpaHHna — onacHie nepBOfi; w, ecjm 
KaaE^HH 6pK>Herb — nepHHfi aHrejrb, capb — nepHHfl 
apxaHrejrb, — 

— TaKT> MeJIbKHyjIO 6h mh^, ecjra-6'b HTO 

HHSy^b B'b MHrt MejibKHyjio; hobbmht* hhhto He 
MejibKHyjio, KaK-b He MejibKHyno TOBapHiny. 

IIo3a6bijrb a CKa3aib: Btflb vl31> ,Zl|opHaxa ■fcxajrb ci 
TOBapHineM'b a; ho ct> Mirnym 0Tb*B3fla H3T> BepHa mk 
06a ynijm ftpyn> orb spyra bb cboh co6crBeHHHH Mipt: 

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He rjifl^bnn apyrb bt> /ipyra: nepefl-b coooii h — Bb oe6a; 
TaKb ito mh He BH^ajiH Apyn> spyra; yniJiH flpyre, orb 
flpyra. 

BoCnOMHHailbfl OJIH3KHX*Ih OCTaBJieHHHX'b bt> /Ipp- 

Hax-fe, Hacb pa3JiyHHJiH; h, bo BTopHX-b, mh Bcen.ijio ym- 
jih fb Hafijnofleme o6pa30B*b, npoxopBnmxi, 
nasi 3HaKH; oflHOBpeMeHHO mh noHajni, hto HaMb 
ayHine flpyrb c'b ffpyroM'b MOjraaTb; He oSMtaHBajincb 
nepepKtmHMH B3rjia^aMH; nepe^wy moivih no^- 
cMOTpiTb, hjih npaMo yitpacTb; jihuib nos^Hie, bt> Moe- 
KBi moh TOBapHDXb npH3Hajica: c'b MOMeffra BcryraieHia 
Bb AHrjiiio HyBCTBOBajib BJiacTHHH 3anperb pa3roBapn- 
BaTb; flame HyBOPBOBajrb BJiacTHHfi 3anperrb BcnoMH- 
HaTb 060 BceMt, tto HaMb 6jih3Ko; HHcrfefimia mhcjih 
h h, HXb npxma, no/i;M'BHHJiH-6b rpa3H , BHniHM'b, Hane- 
qamBinn, HanpHM-fepb, hhtcpbmo: « mhcjih /(Byx* 

HHOCTpaHH,eBb». 

H flyMajib c 9 p -fe, ho c 9 p a Ha najiySi He 6hjio; 
cnajib; oiepTaHia oKeaHKHecKHX-b ly/nim.'b croajiH 
BffOJib raBaHH: pa^OMt, BflajiH, cnpaBa, cjitea, pon rpa3- 

HOBaTHX'b TyMaHOBT), CIUB^ CH3HMH flHMKaMH, 03apeH- 

hhmh cojiHiieM'b, TamnjiHCb BflOJib 3ejieHH ji-BBaro 6epe- 
ra; noBajnuia TOjina naccaatHpoFb no HanpaBjieHiio Kb 
oopry, HToS-b bjihtbch Bb (SapaK'b (jyia ocMOTpa). Tor/ta- 
to onaTb 3aBepTBJica toti. cgp'b, OKaaaBmiHca Kb 
cb-btb aHraiHCKaro yrpa HeBHHHHMb h 1 pa/i.ocTHHM'b 
sateHTJibMeHHHKOM'b; noflXBarajib qeMOflamb h noflraji- 
KHBaa ero TOJicroe rfejio ROjrfcHKOH, .npHB-kTJiHBo nofl- 

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hhjtb kotcjiokb, HacB yBHfl'BB'B, -h nepenojiHHjrB npo- 

CTpaHCTBO Me3K*B HaMH MeJIbiaHIHHMH OHCBpHHKaMH 

cmB%, BunycmeMurb nepeai. »y6u, nposeJiB HacB k% 
GapBepy; h noMorajiB OTB'BHaTb Ha BonpocH, Koxopne 
npe/yiarajiHCB hhhobhhkom'b cHCKa; oht> BBipyiHrnb 
rracb H3-B di/p, H3BJieKaa nponaBinift oaraxB TejierpaM- 
mojo, hitl ompaBjieHHOfl: b-b FaBpi; sjieraHTHO o.h'btbih 
nojuipHrHBajii. (pepTHKOiri>; nepeKHflHHMH npuacoHKaMH 
Hac*B .noroHajTB. HaKJiOHaacb ko mh^, ho cTpijiaa jkh- 
BtHHfflMH raa3KaMH npaMO b* TOBapmnja, offB CTajn>- 

HOJO KOJTBHKOH nOATaJIKHBaJTB CBOH HeMOflaffB, OCTpHMT. 

noKrewb noKasHBajiB HaMt Ha noAaHHHii JioH/i;oHCKiH 
ncBa^, CMiacb Ha^ HeaiHiofl: (pnrypoio pyccKaro 
aMHrpaHTa, M&nbKHyBinaro H3flajiH. 

JfyMajiocb: TaKJKe botb ohi> h BHepa nocMtajica 
Haffb HaMH; — a a to, a a to. . . H pa3CHnaacb kb. jho- 
6e3HOCTaxB, oCimajiH flpyrB apyry, hto mh noBCTp-Bia- 
eMca bt> JIoH^pH'B; na B0K3a,irB pa3crajmcb mh o.... 

SKWrb MHJIHMB, flOCTOHHHM'b, npHB'BTJIHBHM'B, MaJieHb- 
KHM-B C 3 p M "B. 



A H 4 P E ft E Is A bl ft 

3 A n H C K H 
H y 4 A K A 

TOMT> BTOPOft 



EDITIONS L'AGE D'HOMME 
LAUSANNE 1973 



KHHrOH34ATEAfaCTBO 
T ■ E A H K O H T> 
MOCKBA/EEPAHHT> 
19 2 2 



jioimoirb 



BejraKOjrfeneH'b bha'b JIoHflOHa. 

TeM3a 3aK0BaHa Ft KaMHH: chahhib nofli> 3ejieH0ft 
ayopaBofl: Ha jiaBOHKfyKypaTca flHMKaMH Heonpefl'k.jieH- 
hocth B03^yxa; KpyaceBOMt tothkh MOpiHHTCa BCTaB- 
maa imranaMH CnaropoflHaa tbhk — 

— y9CTMHHCTepCKOe 

A66aTCTBo! A cojnme nrap'BeTb Kb 3aKaTy, caflaca Ha 
Tpyon; h raaHeHB jieTyHHTca m> CTeKJiaxi aomob-b, He- 
noflaBJiaiomHX'B bhhihhoio, ^octohhhx'b, npiaTHo jiacKa- 
loiHHX'b phtmomi nponopuift; KopaiHeBaTaa, cipo-ateji- 
Taa, cfepaa OKaMeH^JiocTB ctbhh noTepajia bIjcomoctb, 
3aneneji'BJia BenepHeio tbhbk): h KaiKerca tojioboh 
^aceHTJiBMeHa, npiaTHo npo6pHTaro h MOJioacaBaro, He- 
cMorpa Ha ynaBinee Ha Hero CpeMH ji'btb, — ^ateHTjiB- 
MeHa, HAymaro b^ojib Hee Bt cfepon cperpoBOH HiJiarrB 
h cJEHMaronjaro nepnaTKy bt> pyici, — 

— fla: xoahtb 3aatH- 
Maa nepiaray b'b pyicfe, 3mHVLTb 6htb /tJKeHTJiBMenoMB; 
a nepBHe /pra He xokhji'b, aaKHMaa nepHancy b'b pyK-fe: 
a He Chjii ^aceHTJiBMeHOMB; mh^ nocji'B otkphjih rjia3a: 

9 



h a cTajn> flaceHTflbMeHOMi: — 

— ho <J)eTpoBOH cBpofl mjia- 
iih, Henpymea noJiaMH kb rjia3a'He KynajTB: — 

— raapoKo- 
nojiHa niJianH ecTB «in o k h h r "B»; bb JlyraHO — yBH! 
— noKynarort ceo^ nmpoKonojiBia HuianN (a Hmana 
Moa h3"b JlyraHO, 3ffBCB b^b JIoHflOHi, yjianaerB ite- 
hh). . . — 

— yjiHHajn. MeHa ctok-b: 3«^cb co 
c t a k a m h xoahtb cojiflaTH-KaHa/mBi: Bi KaHa^CKyK) 
apMiio 3aHHCJiaK)Tca pyccKie (^hctokpobhhh 6pHTa- 
Henj-B He cTaHerB «KaHaflHeM , B»). 

BejiHKoa'feneH'B KBapTajrB, r^t pacKHHyjica JiBBaMH 
BpHTaHCKifl My3efl; 3A"fecB flOMa TajKejiiiorB crfeHaMH; 
AOCTOHHHa Mi^HHa flocKH (pyH^aMeHTajiBHo noCjiecKH- 
saiOTB; Rowb, TaaceJiHH, OTHewmBO OTfffcjieH'B otb apy- 
roro, Taatejiaro #OMa — 3ejieH0K> Kynon flepeBBeKB; wst, 
jianiaTHX'B jiHCT&eB'B jierarB xaoTHHecKift myirB; cpe- 
SH aToro myMa ctohtb (peineHe6ejiBHO rout*: #aceHTJi&- 
mchb: h — MeHTaTeJiBHO Kyparb cnrapy: — 

— BT> KOpHH- 
HeBOM'B CMOKHHrfj, HHAHBH^yaJIBHO CBOOOflHBIH, OTffBJIB- 
HBIH OTB BC'feX'B ^.JKeHTJIBMeHOB'B-flOMOB'B! — 

— H BBipaJKe- 

m,ewb no r zp>'B3 1 HHaro pra, BBipasKemeM'b CTeKJiorjia3Hxi> 
okohhbix'b oTBepcTia HanoMHHaerb: rjiaseroHa, — 

— a Meatfly 
Thai npHHaAJieatHTB oht> Kynnj rot IopKniapa, npo- 

10 



H3B0flflmeMy TOJICTHXb, flOCTOflHHX'b CBHHeft H IIOCTaB- 

jiaromaxb CBHHHTHHy Mipy. 

H — iio/vb HHMb npoxomy; h — noflHHMaK) iiohth- 
T&jibHO napy nepnaTOK/b, aaJKaTuxb bi pyicfe: aomt>- 
rjiaACTOHt, OTpaxHyB'b H3t TpyCu iia MeHa nenejrb sh- 
Ma, BHyniHxejibHO cmotphtt>, 6e3b cjiob'b roBopa: 

«^a, «a, #a!» 

— «BaM , B nopa, capb, cmhphti>ch!» 

— «BH — HOCHTe CT9KT>!» 

— «y Bact injiana ci> nojiaMH». 

H tohho Tama me pina a cjiNiny orb noma, nanpo- 

THBt: OHT> — CipHft, THHteJIHft, HHAHBHflyaJIbHO OTCTaB- 

jieHHHfi orb cocBflHaro AOMa Hajiteo h orb cocBflHaro 
AOMa HanpaBo; pacnaxHBaerca no;n>'B3Ab; h njuoerb Ha 
MeHa OHb naKeeMb, cToamHMb nocpe/UHHi pacnaxHyroH 
flBepn cb yHHgTOKHTaiibHHMb noA6opo^KOMi>: — rant 
njiKHyBinH Ha MeHa, AHceHTJibMeffb — flOMt HanpoTHBb! 

— CBOHM'b JI6A0rJia3HM^ OTBepCTbeM'b OKHa npocTeKJia- 

HHTb mok Ayuiy: — 

— «IIopa, C3p"b, CMHpHTbCa». 

H a npoS'feraK) Bnepeffb: #0Mb 3a aomomI), TameJine, 
HHAHBH/iyajibHo oTCTaBjieHHe APyrt orb /ipyra — Bee 
napa h jiopah, npimaAJieatani;ie Kb napTiaMb t o p h h 

BHTH, Bb KOpHHHeBO-AHMHHXb, CBpilOIIJHXl. CMOKHH- 

raxi>, MHi opocarorb CTpoJKaftHie: 

— «IIopa, capb, cMHpHTbca!» 

fl, BT> JlOCICb yHHTTOateHHHH BCBMH AOMaMH KBap- 
TaJia H BCBMH npOXOJKHMH aTHXi flOCTOHHHX'b flOMOBS), 

BHSirajo CTpeMHTejibHO no HanpaBjiemio m> II h Ka- 
il 



Ahjih: tomb npome; T&m> dpo^im. cojiflaTH-KaHafflH 
cb mHpoKonojiHMH mjianaMH h 3aaopHHMH craKaMH. 



OKaMeHijiocTH ^omobhx-b njiocKOCTefi, He Kpma, 

TOHHO TOJIOBH CTporHX'B TjiaACTOHOFB, npoTflacejrBjm 
flOCTOHHCTBOMfc, CnaropOACTBOMB H B'BCOM'b Ce6fl C03Ha- 

jomeH AyniH, — OA'BBaioTCH fb cnjiHHHBie ^hmkh jier- 
lanniaro Benepa; h ycxynn, h BHCTynH, 6poH30BiiH 
m^ahhhmh wcKaMH, npocfeflaiOTB, KaK-5 Bt cTyjrb, bb 
nenejiluoinifi t&hhmh Mipi>: ^ateHTJibMeHH — rjiaflcro- 
hh, JIjiofiAt-^JKopKH h rpen Hrpa»TB APyn> cb #py- 
roMT> b-b Soctohb, HanjieBaBi. Ha Mena; uwh orb aToro 
jierie: JiioCyiocB hxb CTaTBio. 

Jleniaa, 3anrapHjiHCB njioinaflH, MOHyMeirrajiBHo 
yKpameHHHa nocTaMeHTaioi; h MOHyMeHTH, r&H'fca, 
JienaiOTB, B3JieTaiOTT>; KaKB najien>, npoTHHyrHH 

BBBICB, BeJIHKOJI'BnHO CTptjIHeTCa KOHTypOMB bt> He6o 

KOJiOHHa HejiBcoHOBOH OraTyn; bt> OTcipemaxB npo- 
CTynaiorB aHTapHO onm; bb OTcfepemH pacTBopaioTca: 

CTBHH, KapHH3H, KOJIOHHH, CppOHTOHH, nO/],BlJ3/lBi; Te- 

KyrB Hiejiecramia rymn jiio/ieH: cjiam Bory: He JiopflH 
h jie^H (hxb MeHBrae s/i^cb!), a KaKB h a, flaceHTJiBMe- 
hh; p'BA'feroTT) ohh: noBajiHJiB cnjioumoH «m h c t e p b», 
bb conpoB03K/i;eHiH — 0, h^tb He mhctphcb! — a Bece- 

JIHXB XOX(HyiHHXB, P030BBIXB, nepHCTHX'B flaMO^eK'B; 

noBajfflJTB cnjiouiHOH Tommh — H3auj;HHH, CjiHCTaTeJiB- 

HHH, BH6pHTHft: TOMMH — COJIflaTB; BM-BCTB CB «MHCTe- 

poMB» h nepHaTOK) ^aMOHKofi Bece.no Gpo/yiTB ohb; Ha- 
12 



^JMOTB IIHHKaMH MeHa; He OOHflHO HHiyTb: OHB — 

MeHa, a — ero. 

Bhjjho 3ffBCB Moe Micro: yBH, pjK.emiaMea'b 
Bpa/p> im a — npocro «MHCTepi» oo «ct3K0mw m> 
pyicB, jmfflB «jia BH^a HOcamiH nepnaTKH; TyTB poB 
KorejiKOFL, nepBeBi,, xjihcthkobb, myroK-B, ryflKOKB h 
cbhctkobi>; aaii.'feJioBajiHCb nocpeftmrB npocneKTa, kh- 
namaro jhoaomb: h oth, h tb; h HHKOMy Hfor-B «o aroro 
fffejia! 

H KaJKCTCfl JIOHflOHB IHHpOKHM'B npOCTOpOMB; H JIH- 
HiH CThWb, He03apeHHHa MaTOBBBTB CB'BTOM'B, TBHaCB, 
OB03flyiHHJfflCB (flJKeHTJIKMeHH - flOMa 3a OOCTOHOMT. 
flOJIJKHO 6bitb 3acHyjiH) — 

— H JIHHia 9JieKTpHHeCKHXI> 

(pOHapen ci> KOJinaHKaMH, Ha^BTHMH CBepxy (npeflocro- 
Pojkhoctb Ha cJiy^aH npHJieia ciom D,eneJiHHOBi.), cboh 
cb-btb He 6pocaion> Ha jihhIjo ct-bhb h Ha He6o HaflB hh- 
mh: — 

OTTOrO - TO Ha^L JIOHflOHOMB HOHBJO, CB'BTaCB, 

He pHafBiorb TyMaHHHa Myra, a — 

— jinjiOB-Berb nep- 

HOTHaa 6e3AHa Ha ctbhh ynaBinaro He6a; — h o(5pa3yeT- 
ca nepHOio jiHHieft crfem, cb HenpoHHHaeMHMH 3aHa- 

B^CKaMH OKOHB H HeOOM'B, npHnaBIHHMB Ha KpHHIH — 

TeMHiHHiiit TyHneJib, no cpe^HH-B KOToparo npH3pa*i- 
hhh cBirB 03ap>ierb rpoMOBue roBopH Tjucaiefl npH3- 
pa^HHXb cHJiyaiouij — 

— JIHKyiOmHXB «MHCTepOBT>» H 

jiHKyiomHX'b Tommh, nepeC-BraioiAHXB ymmp. h y6iira- 

13 



romnxT, on> ipaMBaeB'L, npojieTOKb, aBro, — 

; , . — npojiera- 

kiii;hx i b h pa3p*3aK»m;HX'b yjiauy, nepeB03Hiu,Hxi> jw- 

KyiOIIJ.HX'b «MHCTepOBl.» H JIHKyK>IH,HX'I> «TOMMH» ... 

rnraHTCKie CBi-roBHe MeiH, Bflpyra, 3aHecraHCB 
Haji,^ npHspa^HHM'b JIohsohomi>: — 

— npoTpacyrGH 
h*mok) yrpo30K>; h — pa3cfeKyrb 6e3WJ hohh, ynaBi. 
Kb ropH30HTy; a to — BajieTarori): jieTaiorb, jieiaioT-b. 
Jierajorb, nepecBKaacb — orryfla, oxciofla: Ty^a h cro- 
fla; bott, o/piHi, cB^TOBoli, h$,moh MQ*n>, — B/T,pyrb uofl- 
hhbiuhch nepneH^KyjiapHO, nHTaerca nepejierfeib m- 
poBoe npocTpaHCTBo; h — #0THHyBniHCb #o Tocnofla 
Bora, ero ocb"Bthtl: — 

— BCB CTOHTTb, B3AepHyBT> ranoBH; cmo- 

TparB, rfffe oHi, Tociioflb Bora: HHKoro, HHqero; — Me^t 
naflaerb; iran, h — 

— as! — 
— yjinn,a, Ha kotopoh ctohuib, ocBiiH- 
Jiacb ocjrfenHTeJibHo: BcntixHyjiH Ha MrHOBeHie «MHCTe- 
pn», ^aMOHKH, «Tommh»; Ha ^aMO^K-B BcnHXHyjiH cept- 

TH, Ha TOMMH — HaiHHBKH; BCe CTaJIO JKHBHMt, nOJIHO- 

KpoBHHifb, m> ynaBHieM-b b^ojib yjiauH, yjrany nono- 
JiaMt nepepfeaBineMt MomHOMi) Jiyqi; Bt M-fecrfe ate 
pyKoaTH, orrysa, CTpijitHyjio aJiMa3Hoe oko npojKeKTO- 
pa; — 

— an! — 

— h B03Hecca Ha He6o npojKeKTop'b: h 

14 



npH3paiH4ft cb^tohh nojiynpHnyn^eHHHxi, (poHapeft 
c% nojiynpH3paHHHMi poeMt: — 

— JIHKyiOmHX'b «M H- 

c t e p o b -b» h JiHKyiomHX'B «»Tomm h», nepe6'Braio- 
wpTb yjiaipi orb rfeHeBHxi, nepejie-roB-b TpaMBaeB-b, Ha- 
nojiHeHHHX'b poeM-b JIHKyiOmHX'b «MHcrepoBi» h jimcy- 
K)IHHXfc «Tommh»! 

Hohmo JIoh^ohi. — orpoMHHfl, ynaBiniH Ha 3eMjno, 
ocKajieHHHii yacacoMi, necb. OopacTaerb ohi> MpaKOMi, 
Kara niepcTLK); bi> inepcra ace — bt> ynaBineifi, Ha^i. 
JIoh^ohom-b HeSi — 3aB0AHTca 6jioxh: npncKaierL hx?> 
apaa craa, Kycaa- ynaBHiHMH ooMfiaMH; sth toikh, sa- 
TepaHHHa Tdii-b, bi, npocTpaHCTBaxi TyMaHa, — He 6jio- 
xh, a. . . nennejiHHbi; h «necb» HaHHHaerb pbraarb h hc- 
KaTtca Bb mepcTH ocjrfeifflTejibHHMH jiyqaMH nposercro- 
poBi; h CBiiOBHe B03^yuiHHe 3y6H-npoaceKTopH — apo 
Kyca»Tca: a bhcoko-bhcoko m> mepcra nepenoji3a- 
erb «6 ji o x a» Majiofi tohkoh: — 

— jierarb nennejiHHi>: 
h Kycaerca 6oM6aMH, pa3H0ca Taacejiifimie ctbhh ro- 
mob-b; sflicb h Taifb, Kara 6oJiHHKa yKycoBi>, 3iaerb 
npoBajioio, Ha yjnm.'B HeacHBaa pa3BajiHHa #OMa — 

— He 

BHflijn, a Hx-b: ho Apyrie hxt> bh^jih. 

f . m. 

H ace BHAijii, TaKyio KapTHHy: nepecBKaa npo- 
cneKTH, cb sepxyniKH TpaMBaa, a JiioSoBajica poaum 
rajiflamnxi, TBHen, nepejieTaiomHX'b c% HeBipoaraoK) 

15 



cKopocTBio y m6hs now* HoraMH; h — OTJierraroiijHX'b »B 
Heonpe«iJieHHOCTH TycKJiBix'B aauieH npocneKTOFB; Ka- 
3aJiocfl, hto TyMaHt, naCiraa H3i> flajiefi npocneKTa cb 
HeBipoaTHOK) 6hctpotok), pacnaflaJica Ha aTOMH: to ecrb 

— Ha THCHHH «MHCTepOBW, «H p OCTET y- 

tokw, «KaHaflCKHXi>» cancan., Ha'raHaBinHX'b raJiffBTb 
ho^b HoraMH; h — othochmbix'b Cb TaKOK ate CBicrpo- 
toh m> npoTHBonojKMKHyio cTopoHy: bt> flarat npocneK- 

T0BT>, rfffe BCB OHH, 3aTyCKH*B^, 3aMyTHCb, HJIOTHO 

cjiHHHyBiiiHCB bt> MaccH, onaiB cxaHOBHjiHCB — Jier- 
laHinHMTi TyMaHOifB; cmotp^jtb: BBicNiiaJiHca TBicaiH 

«MHCTepOB'B» HOjOfB HOrH MHB Wb TyMaHOBl.; H, BBIMe- 

Taacb ony^a, B3JierajiH 3a TpaMom, KaiCB nnaB 
H3i> no,/VB Hon>, pa3CBinaacB bi hhhto: Tpain. Jie- 
tbjtb; okojio II a p m h t "b-0 (p h c t>; BflpyrB: — 

— CB 

BOCTOKa Ha^B KpBnnaMH, c?b 3anafla, cb cBBepa, cb 
lora — 

— 3a6anH (poHTaHH npoateKTopoB'B bt> He6o: h — 
nepecfeKJiHCB Ha HeCi bt> o^ho cBferoBoe narao: tohho 

COJIHe^HHH 3aHHHK-b, HJIb JIOSKHOe COJIHIlie cpeflB HOHH 

o6pa30Bajiocb bt> nepecbneHBH jiyHen: nepecBKaacb m> 
nflTHO: — 

— MnajiacB no He6y TOHKa: BOKpyrB moth 

BCKpHKHyJIH, nOBCKaKaJIH CTpeMHTeJIBHO CB M-BCTB H 
3aApaFB CBOH TOJIOBH B3rJIHA0MB BOTKHyjIHCB BT> JieTH- 

my» TO^Ky — 

— a cjiBiniaji'B, KaKb rapKHyjiH «t bi c a - 
h H» MHcrepoB-B cb yjiHUBi no^ HoraMH — 

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— to (flyMajrt 
B'b HaHBHocTH a) ijennejiHirb ; ma.Rn Ha Jieramyio toh- 
Ky Ha^-b HaMH, npH3HaTbca HcnbjTHBajrb HenpiaTHoe 
omymeHie on> bo3moskhocth paciHH6HTb cbok rojiOBy 
npn iiomohjh ynaftaiomeii 6om6h, ho — 

— KpnKt aHrjm- 
naH*b — 6wn> JiHKyioiniH: tohkok kb He61i si&rhm, a h- 
rjiHiaHHHi: CTopoaceBOH aaponjiaHt. 
Hohbk) npHapaneHt JIoh^oh-b. 

yTpaMH yraniaerca npH3paHHHH cBfa*b (pOHapen; 
ho em,e paste, k% ^acy ho*ih HecMferHHa thcahh «mh- 
CTepoKb», KaKt poca, ocymaioTca: cyxH h nycra npoc- 
neKTH. 

Kor/ia yramaerrca cFfrrb (pOHapefi h dji'feflH'feerb, 
TyMaHaca, He6o, — KBasparabiH TyHHejib, o6pa30BaH- 

HblH 031) TOpHOTHNX'b flOMOB-b H HepHOTHOH nOKpbUHKH 

nafl'b hhmh, paa-baBiiiHCb Ha Hacra, B03flyuiHHTca, Ta- 
erb — 

— h npocTynaioTb HeaBCTBCHHO OKaMeH-fejibie ro- 
JIOBH KopsraHeBaTHX'b H CkpHX*b JIjiOHffB-^opaceH — 
THJKejiHxi ^OMOB-b; h roBopaTb, npHnoflHHMaa noHTeH- 
Hoe oko rycroH 3aHaBicKH — B'b Mipb npH3paK0Bj: njia- 

inyiHHX1> «MHCTepOB'b». T^ 

— «C3-pH, /I,OBOJIbHO!» 

— «IIopa BaMt CMHpHTBCH». 

Ho capoB-b /iebho Htrb Ha yjiHufc: Taatejio-Kpo- 
xoraaa noB03Ra TaM-b -feflerb; CTOHTb yate oefii nojinc- 
MeH'b h KHBaerb no*rraTejibHO OKpyrjieHHoro KacKoio. 

2 II 17 



Jl.ateHTJibMeH'b, $emeHe6eJii>HHfi ppwb, TaHteJiien.: 
MenTaTejifcHO Kypirn> cHrapy; » flbMb BHjieraerb urai) 
jiairaaTbix-b jmcrbeB-b: to bt> KyxHt roTOBHTca yTpeHHifl 
pocTeHtp-b Kynny H3Tb IopKnmpa, BJiafffejibHy cbhhhthhh 
h oCHTarajiK) AOMa TjiaflCTOHa. 

HanpoTHBb: yate npo6yat/i,aeTca ]ipwb - HeM6ep- 
jiaHi; BejiHKOjrfenHHft KBapTajrb BonaomaeTca bt> ac- 
hoctb AHeBHoro co3HaHia; KopH'iHeBaTafl cBpo-acejrraa, 
cfepaa njiocKOCTL ctbhh OBemecTBHJiacb h nojiyHHJia 
cboB KaMeHHHfi b-bcb; Bee npiaTHO, npncTofiHO, jiacKa- 

CTt OnpflTHOCTBK), HHAHBHftyaJIbHOK) He3aBHCHMOCTbK) H 
BM'BCT'B CKpOMHOCTLIO pHTMa nponopHJH; H M r BflHbia 

flOCKH ncyi,T>'B3/i,OB'b h (pHpsfb 6poH30B*K)rb ; h nporuiOT- 
h-bjii. THJKKili HejibCOHL nocpe/piH'B BOKpyrL cyaceHHOtt 
iMom;aflH — cb BHconaiiiHaro nbe/i,ecTajia; h cojimje, 

IIIHP'BH Cb BOCTOKa, OTnpaBHJIOCb CB KpHBTb — 

- Ky^a? - 

— B'b Chth: — 

— h rojiOBa MOjrosKaBaro, HecMO- 
Tpa Ha rofla, hhcto Bbi6pHTaro /pKeHTJiBMeHa no/fb cb- 
poio niJianoK) oTnpaBHJiacb: B'b Chth; — 

— h jrfeBOfl py- 
KOlt c3KaBi> nepnaTKH, h npiiacHMaa nepnaTKH npHCTOlt- 
ho kb rpyflH, HanpaBJiaacb — 

— KOTOpblft pa3^! — 
— bi, to ace MicTo: m, rfepMHTb-OfpHCB (17$ crapaiOT- 
ca mh-b ,noKa3aTb, hto HanpacHO cirBiny a h3t> JIoHflOHa, 
hto noacaayft yflo6H'fee mh'b 3airaoaTt>ca zpfrcb B'b JIoh- 
AOH'B, AodpoBOJibii.eM'b, Kb KaHaflCKyio apMiio. — h 6htb 

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nocJiaHHNM'b OTOHBaTb nojnmeHCKyio cjiysK6y: m> Hp- 
jiaHfliio). 

BiffiHiifi: a! 

JJpwb — (pemeHeoejibHBifi aom-b! — MeHa yiHTb: 
— «^a, capb, Bairb nopa npH- 
cmhp4tl!» 

JJfiWb HanpoTHBt noflfflaKHBaerb: 

— «9fi, bh, MHcrep'B, — cMHpirrecb!» 

A HaHCKocb KyHKa flOMOBt HanHHaerrb rjiacHTb, 
ito a flaace He MHCTepi.: a — <pHHTH<pjiioniKa Ka- 
Kaa-TO. 

H rkwb He MeH'fee: BejiHROJi^neHt bh^b JIoHflOHa; 
TeM3a GjiHCTaerb: h KpysKesoMt TaHyrca bb B03/iyx'B 
nrnnn,Bi YecTMBHCTepcKaro A66aTCTBa. 



OAHTACMArOPIfl 



HaKor/ia He 3a6y/iy a nepBHfl Haun> JiomiOHCKiH 
Beiepi>: ct Hero Ha^ajiocb nocBameme bt> JIoh^hT). 

Kb HaM-b Bt ]&&ph ^eBHTHacji;H yaapHjiHCb (peme- 
He6ejibHO-Tpe3BHe TpecKH; h no uiBeHn;apcKOH npHBBin- 
K-fe a KpHKHyjn> — o, yjKacb! 

— « He rein » 

fl nonpaBHJica TOTHacb: < 

— «Entrez». . . 

3>emeHe6ejiBH0-Tpe3BHe TpecKH ceoa npoaBHjiH bi 
ccoSeHHOH nocrynE: 

2* IB 



— «Ty-TyKTyK , b-Ty-TyKTyK'B-Ty-TyKTyK , b». 
IIpioTBopHjiacfl ABept; h-t-totI) C3pi>, <peine- 

He6eJIBHO-Tpe3BHft, KSbKh TpeCKt, OTB rOJIOBH H ao Hon. 

bo BoeMi> jioh/iohckomb, Hey3HaBaeM0 cflepacaHHHlt, 
oflapaa yjiBiSicoK) Hacb, (peineHeCejiBHO-TpesBHH, KaKB 
JloH/i.oH'b, — ctohjii. nepe/p> ;pepBK): h napa (yBJTBH- 
urarB nepnaTOKi), Ge3yicopH3HeHHo hhcthxb, HanoMH- 
Haromnx'b napy nepnaTOKi. CTapHHHHXB 6epeflropoBT> t 
OpocHJiact bb M03rt (hxi> sepacajTb ohb m, pyidi), — 

— 3Ta napa nep^aTORB, HanoimHaiomHXB napy nep- 
laTOKt depeHTopoBt, cKJia^BiBajiacL bb acconianiaxB 
naMHTH Kb nojiy3a6HTHe pirryajiH noJiyaadHTHXB Top- 

KeCTFb, O ROTOpHXT. a HtKOrfla HHTHBaJTb, — 

— 6pocH- 
jiacB bt> M03n>, BOJinoo6pa3ie mhcjih Moefl npespaTa b% 
paflB KaKHXt-TO 3HT3aroFb, pacnaBmHxcfl b*b aTOMN 
capa HtKTOHa h 3aK,py3KHBHiHxca fb cMymBie BHxpn 
xeopin Jiopaa KejiBBHHa o nocTpoeHBH, BipHifi, o pa3- 

CTpOHCTBt BCejieHHOH — 

— nepnaTKH, CepeHTopH, pirry- 

aJIH H pHTMH — 

— «Hto 9T0?» 

Ho a cnoxBarajica, cep^eiHO npHB^TCTBya capa, 

He noKa3aBniaroca mbA no/i,!. jiohaohckumi> B03/iyxoMT, 

MajieHLKHMB, njianiynjHMB «flJKeHTJiBMeHHHKOMB», och- 

naBmeMi) B^epa eme bb TaBpi HacB cojiaMH •£#- 

KHMT. OCTpOTB; He nO/lftBJiaiOmiH BBIHIHHOK), flOCTOHHHH, 

fb npiaraaro, nenejiBHO-cfeparo inTBTa ikuibto, o6pa- 
maiomaro BHHMame nporaocTBK), cTporHifb noKpoeMi, 

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h pHTMOifb nponopuJH, — yjiHoaacb, MOJioataBO npn- 
BiTCTBOBajii) Hact cyxoft roptKOCTMo pru h o^ecaHHOfl 

TeMHOft 6opO^KOK). * ' . ■ 

— «H ceroAHH cBOOoaeHt, h noKaacy nasopaMy: 

BeCB JIOHflOH'B». 

— «PyHaKCB a, m> TpH-qerHpe iaca bh yBH^HTe, 
AateHTJiBMeHH, Kaprmiy, KOTopyx) 6e3b MeHa He yBH- 
/VBJih 6h bh, npoatHBt Tyn. wbcsmpv. 

IIpH dTETb cJioBaxt fb nepenyraHHHX'b Baopaxb 
TOBapHma, ycTpeMJieHHNX-b Ha napy nepnaTOKb, Hano- 
MHHaiomHXb "napy nep^ia-roici. 6epenTopa, pHTyajin h 

PHTMH, — npOH30niJIO HTO-TO CTpaHHOe: OCTaHOBHJIHCB 

dhh fb HeAoyMiHHOMTb ncnyrfe h aBHOMb npoTecrfe — 

— B0JiHOo6pa3ie MHwieft ero, BtpoaTHO, pa3CTpoH- 
jiocb, noTOMy *ito H3i> raaai. nojierfejiH ero jihiub 3Hr3arn 
h aMOTH cspa HbiOTOHa, SearnKTHO Kpyraaa bt> tomcoho- 

BNXTb BHXpaXb pa3CTpOfiCTBa BOeJICHHOH, 06pa30BaB- 

iuHxca no/tb nepenHoro kopo6kok) . . . — 

P'BHiHjrb npeKpaTHTb HenpHJiHHie co^hhoh CHTyauiH 
h HeMejtJieHHO coraacHjica Ha npe/yiosKeme RoppeKTHa-" 
ro capa, o6oco6jieHHaro bt> ctohkoctb ce<5a oo3Harom;ea 
KymH h Kejiaiomaro OKasaTb rocrenpiHMCTBO /lpyMb 
nyTHHKaM'b ApysKecTBeHHOH H cok)3boh /i,epsKaBH: 

— «HTaKT. — p-BHieHO. . . H ceroftHa cBOOofleH'b on, 
A^Jia. . . 3aBTpa yTpoM-b a 3aHarb. . . H fcjuy bt> Okc- 
(popAb — h no cepio3HOMy flfejiy*. . . 

— «OKC(pop/i,'b», AyMaJib a, «toti> OKcepopffb, 
r/vk... h -=- nponee, nponee... ?]&, npo(pecoopa YMOBa, 

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ofijiana m> pHTyajibHyio Tory, TopacecTBeHHO nocBama- 
jih bt. caHi. «AOKTopa<pH3 h„k h», h Ky^a yfe33Kajn> 
BHHorpa^oBi. . . iyrk hkh*b CHflHn. Mhjiiokobi; h r^fe 
HaMT> — He 6HBaTb. . .» 

— «0, OKC(pop^!» 

— «Hto ace, flBHiieMca?» 

^BHHyjiHct: eoiH-frb He flBHHyaHCb — flyMajrt a 
— Bee paBHO 9Torb jiacKOBHH cspB, no onepeflH cxBa- 

THBIHH 3a HEHBOpOTfc Hact, KaKi nyCTHH najibTO, h 06- 
JieKHIHOH B'b IiaCb, KftKb BT> CBOH OOOJIOHKH, HaCHJIbCT- 

BeHHO Bce^TaKH npoBOJiOHHTi) no npocneKTairB. 

Mh ABirayjiHCB: cojrane hihp'bjio ki> 3aKaTy, cafla- 
ca Ha TpyCn; h raaHen.'b JieTynnjica bt> CTeKaa flOMOB-b, 

He nOftaBOIHromHXt BNIUHHOK), flOCTOHHHX'b, IipiHTHO - 

jiacicaiomHX'k pHTMOBB nponopniH; h — mhmo jibbobt.. 
B03JiaraioiHHX , b JianH na npo^HHe KaimH My3e>i, uo- 
hijih; ho B-fepH-BH — noS'BJKajiH: cxBaTHBUiH 3a jitnyw 
pyKy MeHH h 3a npaByio pyKy TOBapuma, Haiuiomuicb 

HajTBBO, KO MHi H CTp'BJIflH OIIHTb 3aJieTaBHIHMH TJiail- 

KaMH m> 3flame, hto Hanpo'raB'b («Botb aom'b, r/vh 6w\& 
«ji a b k a a p e b h o c t e h» ^HKKeHca), naiuioiuuicb 

Kb TOBapHHl,y H CTp^JIflH JieTyiHMH B30paMH Wb KO- 

pEraHeBaTHfl 3^aHia — («3;vBCb CTapiiflniin fSytCHKH- 
cth), tot-b cspi. HesaMiTHO onaTb (rnwib rh»fb 
njiamymiHM'L capoM-b, — nepeKn/i,H(rruMH npn- 
atOHKaMH, Hacb mimaa JiOKxaMH h nocunaH paaownaH- 
hhh 6Hcepi> HeyMOJiKaeMHxi. crcoBb GpHJitanrowjirb fijie- 
ckomt> JieryqHX'b capica3MOBb, ocrporb, HcropMieoKHXi 
napajmejiefl, xapaKTepncTHKOfl fibiiu, m npeflCTaB- 

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JieHBH MOeMt CTaSOBHJICri OHB «HOpTHKOM'b» MaJIHM1>. 

HrpHBHMT>; h — pa3BHBajrB bt> nepeS'fer'B Hepe3t yjm- 

U,N, B"B JiaBHpOBaHiH MeKl. fe>60B r B H TpaMOBI, TaKyio 

yBepTjmBocTb, hto OKpyaceHHHfl — TpaMBaaMH, tokomt, 
npoxoatHx-b h 3^aHifi, ecTecrBeHHO a npeBpaTMca bb 
6ojiBaHa cb pa3HHyrHMi ptomtb, He yirfnomaro ohIjhhtb 

HeBtpOflTHHe pOCiepKH yTOH'ieHH'BHIHHXB UiyTOK'B, ko- 

tophmh «HopTHKB», BJieKymift HacL, OKpyaeajiB cboh 
mhcjih: opnrHHajibHHa, chjibhhh, yjfiaparomia no no/i;- 
co3Hamio HaineMy, KaKt p-B3en,B rpaBHpoBajiBHaro Ma- 
cTepa no MeTamraecKon tabula rasa, kotodok) cra- 
Jia flyina Moa, He Morymaa co^eraTb b-b o^ho nijioe Bne- 
gaTjrfeHie 6htobhx , b miscaellanea, y-ranB, npocneicroBB, 
rpeMflm;HX'B, flpomamnxB moctofb, nocTaMeHTOBB, roTH- 
gecKHX-B innHnpBB n rayMHHX'B, BeiepmiXB /lydpoKB, 
nepenojineHHHXB TOjmaMH njiamy^HXB^MHCTepoBB» n 
jiHKyromHX'B «Tommh», lepesB KOTopue IracB yBjieKaJTB 
« c n(3KeHT.jiBMeH i iHK*B», nepernSaacB HanpaBO-HaJi'BBo, toji- 

KaH JIOKTHMH BB OOKa H TOJIKaa CTaJIBHOK) KOJTBHKOK): 

owb pasBHBajiB bb ctojib orpoMHyio SncTpoTy noTeHnia- 
jih 9Heprin, JKHBmen bt> HeMB, hto KaaaJica hcto*ihh- 

KOM'B H^KOH KOCMHHeCKOft 6ypH, pa/UOaKTHBHBIMH TOKa- 

mh BHjieTaBnieH h3t> MaJieHBKHXB rJia3B: bb 3-toh yMd- 
BeHHon 6ypi; noHaTia, oiyt'BjiacB otb noHaria, Haniraa- 
jih, njioTH'fea, KpyTHTBca n oCjieKajiaca b'b o6pa3H — 

— «M H- 

cTepoBi», OTA'BJieHHHXB orb «MHCTepoFB», ne- 
pecfeKaion^HX'B 6e3KOHeiHOCTB npocneKTOB'B, onenejieH- 

HHXB TBHaMH H BHMeTaeMHXB TSZl, nO^b HOFB «^ffieH- 

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TJiBMeHHHKa», HacB TamHBHiaro bi> npoTHBonojioatHyio 

CTOpOHy OTB fleCHTKOKB, OTB OOTSeHB, OTb THCflHefi B03- 

MeraeMHX'b «MHcrepoB*B», yjieraioiHHX'B tohho nnjn> Bt 
OT^ajieHHyio Heonpe^jieHHOcrt — Hhhto. 

Bb aTOfi CKaHKi MeatB cjiobb h jiK>/i;efl B^pyrt CTa- 
jio h crpaniHO h nycTo: Karcb 6y«T0 6h nepecBKajiH He 

JIOHftOHB MH, a MipOBOe npOCTpaHCTBO, BB KOTOpOMB 

cjiynafiHO cjioJKHBniiHcs bhxpb Jiopjia KejiBBHHa (Tom- 
coHa) o6pa30Bajn> Ha MrHOseme Mipi>, Ha3HBaeMHH 

JIOHflOHOMB: BOTB 0HB jionHen>, a B"B JIOnHyBHieM'L JIoh- 

,WB — MipoBOfi nycTOTB — Hanrb npo6"Bn> ct. jVKen- 

TJIBMeHOMB, yMtomHlffb CTpQHTB MipH HO TOMCOHy H 

aTOMN no HbioTOHy, oKajKeTca 6ircTB0MB jiyKaBaro 
Hopra, TaKH yTarn,HBfflaro 3a co6oh jipb /lyiiiH: — 

— BB 

nepenyraHHHXi B3opax-B TOBapaina, ycrpeMJieHHBixB Ha 
najien> nepnaTKH, eflHHCTBeHHOft — 

— rflt flpyraa? — 

— Ha- 
HOMHHaioB3,iH najieijB nepnaTKH oepeftTopa — 

— BT> 

nepenyraHHHXB B3opaxi. TOBapHma npa3/yio oieTajin 
3Hr3arH pacnaBniHxcH MHCJiefi BcejieHHon, TenepB ynpa- 
3AHeHHHX , B no^B nepenHoio kodoSkoh ero: abho ohb 

BHpHBaJICa H3B ninKOH pyKH «flJKeHT,)IbMeH*IH- 

Ka», He nocn'BBaa 3a HaMH, pHCKya aacrpaTB Meaa 
TpaMBaHMH; a, 3to bh^h, imrajicH — yBBi! — bo3m , b- 
cthtb HenpHJiH^ie atearoB'B TOBapnma nojmofi totobho- 

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CTBK) nOCntBaTB 3a KaROK) yrOflHO CTpeMHTeJIbHOH CHJIOH 

HapocTaHia cyMacrueflHiaro G^ra no cyMacine/uiieMy ro- 
poay: HanpacHo Tamnjica: — «■■■' 

— pyraa, 3a KOTopyro yntaHB- 
qihcl ranpjrb MeHa «hoptw, oiyvfejiaacb orb T-BJia, 
JieTijia 3a «HoproM%»; Hora, 6y/i;TO npa3,n,HO npncTaB- 
jiemiaa K"b jRHBory h on> Hero OT^BJieHHaa Twice, odHa- 
pyjKHjia rfejiecHHft pacnafl-b Ha OT^BJiwiHe nyHK/ra, ne- 
pesi KOTopne hs-b MeHa caMaro Ha urna rjiyxo yxajia 
nycTora: MipoBoe hhhto. . . — 

— 9to 6hjio aBjieHie, 
HecoMH^HHO cepbe3H , fee, ^-feMT. croaHie nepefl-b Sappbe- 
poM-b — Tasrb, bt> raBpi: BHyTpn Bropoft rpaHH coBep- 
majiocb aBJieme no/i,b HMeHeM*b «ji o n h y b hi i ft JI o h- 

JOHl»... 

Ho JIoHftOH'b He jionHyjrb: — 

— Kopn^HeBaTaa efcpo- 
atejiTaa, cfepaa OKaMeH'fejiocTb ctbhh, noTepaBHieft B'fe- 
coMOCTb, xoTa h nenejiiiomeH tehbio — 

— cTtaa, BflOJIb 
KOTOpOft — BOffb HiejTb flJKeHTJIbMeil'b BT> CBpOH (pBTpO- 

BOft mjian , B,Henpyiu,eft nojiaMH,TaRoa MOjiO/KaBHft,xoTH 
coBepnieHHO cepeopaHHft, 6phthh h 3aatHMaK)in,ift napy 

C'Bp'BBfflHX'b nepHaTOKt B'b pyK/fe — 

— OKaMeH"BJIOCTb CTB- 

hh roBopnjia, hto JIoHflOH-b He JionHyjrb! 



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B&aHKOJi'fenHHlt KBaprajrb, opeflb KOToparo mh OKa- 
3ajiHCb TenepB, <pyH/i;aMeHTajibHo no6jiecK^Bajn> m^ahh- 
mh ^ocKaMH; jiowb, THatejiHfi,' OTqerjiHBHft — Rowh- 
AaceHTJn.MeHt, jsaKypuBiiiift onrapy cpe^b JiannaTHXi. 

JIHCTBeKb, nOffb THJKeJTBftHIHMT, nO l H , B'B3fl;OMl> KOToparo 

npoxo/puiH mh — Tpoe! — no^THTejitHO npunofliraBiiffl 
nepiaTKH, — ocKJiaSujica HaMb npiaTHo pa3SBHHyraMb 
Ptomti (THaceji'BaniHM'b no/i^>'B3flOM'b), npoH3Heca: 

— 0, m- — 

— «capH», — 

— «a — ecMt!» 
H3b noflbfefla npomejrB flJKeHTJibMeBTb m> aKejrroBa- 

TO-KOpiTCHeBOM'B CMOKHHrB — CBHHOTOprOBeiJ'b IopKHIH- 

pa — Cb jmnpin., AoSpo^yraHO-HacM'BiujiHBHM'b, Hanojio- 

BHHy pa3CBaHHHMT>, HanOJIOBHHy MejiaHXOJIHHeCKHMb, 
HanOMHHaiOmHMT) BHfipHTHft JIHK'B HHH'B 3flpaBCTByiOII];a- 

ro npe3H^eHTa C'BBepo-AMepuKaHCKOfl: pecny6jiHKH, 
Koeft 3HaMa yKpanieHO crojibKHMb KOJiimecTBOM'b 
3Bi,3R'b Bcejiemioft. 

«^meirrjibMeHi)», OTKpNBaiomift naHopainy 6e3- 
CMepTHaro ropo^a, Bb stoitc, crporoM-b npiiCTOiiHOM'b 
KBaprajii, npeo6pa3Hjica: ySaBHBiiiH mart, h 3aBeflH 
pa3roBopi> — 

— bh npe/icTaBbTe ceSi — 

— o MaTepia h aji- 

XHMHHeCKOM'b, (pHJIOCO(J)H*ieCKOM'b KaMH-fe — CTaJIb: 

capb (peineHe6eJibHO-Tpe3BHfi, HeoTJiHHHMNft on. (penie- 
He6ejibHo-Tpe3Baro capa HanpaBo h orb TaKoro ate capa 
HaJiiBo; on. rojioBH h no Hon> bo BceMi. jioh/iohckom'b, 

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acHHft, Kaicb JIoh^ohi., arpaa CijiMmefl nepiaTKOft, 
Kaaajiocb, npHB-feTCTBeHHO oht> oopamajica Kb flOMaicb, 
KaKi, Kb spyabflMT), a flOMa B«Mb opocajni: 

— «IIopa BaiTB CMHpHTbCfl', 9ft — M H C T e p H». 

ConpoBOJKAaiomia ^SKeHTjibMeHi.*, OKa3aBiniftca 
flpyiwb Toro, ito Hact hbho pyrajrb, — Haab npesajrb; 
Korfla a B3rjiaHyjn> na Hero, ociuHOBHJica oht>, h no 

KaMHK ysapHBoiH TpOCTOHKOft: 

— «TyKT>-TyKTyKT>!» 

— «TyK r b-TyKTyKT>!» 

— «TyKi>-TyKTyK'b!» 

nocMOTp-feai) Ha mchk: CTyiCb aee tpoctohkh Bbipa- 
3vun>: 

— «Hy, Tenepb bh cMapHTecb no/i,i> BjiacTbio Bpn- 
TaHCKaro JIbBa». 

— «HMeHejn> 3aKOHa — a Bacb. . . — 

— fflpyroft o^epicb 
.nana a yBH/vfejrb: MeHa Ha6jno;i,aK)miH onepKb, TaHHCT- 
BeHHBift cocpeAOTOHeHHO-^onopHHii, yKpuBaiomift no,m> 
orpoMHOJO jio6hok» koctmo SK.ejrh3BjK) CHjiy, KOTopaa 
npn aK&jiaHbH Morjia 6bi He TOJibKO pacnjiiomHTb orpoM- - 
hhh TOJinH JiK»/i,eft, co3/jaBaeMHM , b Ko^eKcoMi. quasi-ac- 
hhxte> ofimecTBeHHHx^ MHforift, KOTopaa npn aeejiaHiH 
Morjia 6h npoMaTb 3eMH0ft raap-b, Karcb pa3AaBJienHHft 
npopBaHHHft Ma^HKT); — 

— CL TaKOK) BOTb CHJIOft COnpO- 

BOJK/jaiomift Hact AmeHTjibMeHt 6e30 BcaKoft jiK)6e3HO- 
cth, ci, yKopH3HOft, He y/jocTaHBaiomeH oSpyniHTb cBoft 
nrBBi. Ha cBepmeHHoe K/feMb-ro — He HaMH-jra? — rafl- 

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KOe /VBJIO, — Cb TaROK) BOT"B CHJIOK) OHT> npoH3HecB, iro- 

rjiHfl'feB'b Ha MeHa: 

— «Mh 3&Rj[&m> noMOjnrrbca Tenepb, capn, bt> n,ep- 
kobl IleTpa h IIaBJia». . . 

— «OoBepinaeTCH TaMT> naHHXHfla no yxonjieHHOMt 
KHTHeHepi)). 

IIo6'B/i;oHOCHoe «a» Chjio iiottMaHO HiioBiuieHO 
Ha MrnoBeHie OKa 3aKOHH0K) BjiacTBK)* CpirraHCKaro 
JiBBa — 

— noTOMy hto oho omyTHJio cb HenpepeKaeMott 
acHOCTBio: — 

— «Te6 , B KaKercfl tojibro, hto th — HHnero oe6Ti: 
«TaKT>». 

— «IIpoatHBaa bt> HfeMeuKofi: HlBeftn;apiH». . . 

— «Gjiyinaa nyiiiKH 8jiB3aca y caMOlt rpaHHii,H 
BjiB3aca». . . 

— «Te6'fe He/;BycMHCJieHHO o6i> aTOMT. HaMeicajiH in> 

napHHCB H BT> aHrjliHCKOMTj KOHCyjIBCTB'B BT> BepH'B. . . 

TeCi HaMeKajiH Biepa eme b-b TaBpi o&b 9tomt>». . . 

— «Pa3pyiuHji , B co6opH — tbi, th!» 

— «H, HaKOHeur,: yTonnjii. KHTHeHepa». 

— «Te6fj yrpo;KaeT"B 3a sto — th caMi> SHaeniB 
hto! . .» 

H a Ch.tb pacnjuoiHeHi): Ka3ajioca — rfejio Moe He 
HMfjeTb yjKe noji,o6aioiu;HX'b H3MTjpeHin; o/uro H3T> hmxt. 
BAaBJieHo; /iBa Apyria ocTajincB, ho hto hst. toto, kojih 
a BH r B-njx)CTpaHCTBeHHO nepecejiHJica bb iijiockoctb h 
HenpHjiH^HO nporyjiHBaiocB Ha cBpoBaTOMT> aKpaHi, 

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CMymaa h BH^aBaa ce6a fiepeflt hbmh orpoMHoio ch- 
HeBOit npoBajiHBniHxcfl rjia3T>. 

Mh — KapTHHa KHHeMaTOi|)a(pHHecRoa jieHTN, ko- 

TOpyK) TaKI> BHHMaTeJIBHO H3yiaK)Tb H H; OCTaHOBHCI. 

OHa, — h 3acTHHy HaB'BKH bt> HcnyraHHOft fffejiaHHOil 
nos'b, B/ipyrb cxBaHeHHHH 3toh BJiacTHOii pyKofi h yB- 
jieneHHHfl bt> noTOKH KocMHqecKoft 6ypn — TOMOOHO- 
Bux'h BHxpea! — TaMi> CTpoiomefl 9<peMepHHe (ppOHTH 
Apyn> Apyra ry6fliHHX'b jno/ijeH, h B03,a;BHraK)mHX'B 3ffBCi> 
npe.no MHOft toto cap a, orpoMHNH njionjajpi, TNca- 
neH MHCTepoBi,, «Tommh», KaHaflueFb h «aaMOieK'B». 
8th CTeneHia MHCJieE Hamejri. a m> ce6% BHxofla h3t> co- 
6opa, KHAaacb bt> noTOKH jnoflefi; OKaMeH'fejiocTH /i;omo- 
bhxt, njiocKOCTefi, He Kpn^a, tohho tojiobh CTpornxt 

rjiaflCTOHOBt, OffBTNH CnJIHHHNMH TBHHMH, CBJIH, KaKt 

Bt CTyjii> — fb ctpHit Mip-b; ymn naira naJieiTB, npara- 

HyTHH BT> BHCB, SaTepHJiaCB TBHb jyiHHHOH KOJIOHHH 

HejifccoHOBOH cTaTyH; Bt OTCBpemaxb pacTBopHjincb 
bcb bt> tbhh; noBeceji'BBHiiH h craBuiiH bhobl njiamy- 

IHHM-b Cd^b, nepeM'BH.HlOIH.iH TeMdpi. OTHOUieHiH, KaKl. 

napH nepnaTOK'B, npocHnajit bhobb dncepB HeyMOJiKa- ' 
eMHX-b cjiOBTb, myTOKb, Hrpi>, HcropHHecKHX'b napajuie- 
jiefi; cxBaTHBuia Hact 3a pyKH, pa3BHBajn. cpeftH yjiHHb 
rawiiHHX'B, nepecffliaraipixb «MHCTepoBT>», 6'BiueHHHH 
6i>n>, OKpysKHBb Hacb TpaMBaaMH, napKaMH, pecropa- 

HaMH H yTOHMeHHOH SHHaMHKOH BblOIHHXCfl OpHaMGH- 

thkokb H3t mhcjih; oh^ BJieicb Haci. Tysa'H ciofta, nepe- 
nerafl 6hctp , bhihhmh, ctp , bjiobh,;ihnmh rjia3KaMH Hepe3b 

TOJIOBH «MHCTepOB-b», Cpe^H JIHIliH 9JieKTpH^eCKHXT) <po- 

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Hapeit, Hafl£ kotophmh jinjioB'fejia nepHOTHas 6e3«Ha Ha 
ct*hh ynaBinaro Heoa, cpeflL Tyciumn. TOHHejieft, ot- 

1CTJIHBO CJIOareHHHX'b TOpHOK) JIHHieH CTtttb H HepHOT- 

hok) 6e3AHo» Ha ct*hh ynaBHiaro He6a — cpe^b TycK- 
Jiuxt TOHHejien, hjib ^aace — 

— cpeflb TycKJiHxt, npa- 

MHXTb, CB'BTOBNX'b npOHHD;aeMHXT> 3Mtfi, npOTHHyBIHHX- 

ca nocepe/i.HH'B Hhito hjib BcejieHHOH — 

— BHyT- 

pn ace o/uiOH msx hhxt> mh bcb xpoe HecjmcB cpeAH th- 

GHHefi IipH3paiHHX'b CHJiyaTOFb JIHKyiOIipiX'B «MHCTe- 

poBT.» h jiHKyioiii.HX'b «Tommh», nepejieTajoiHHxi. cpe^H 
TpaMBaeBt, npojieTOKt, aBro, nepeB03HiH,Hxi> jiHKyio- 
wpx'b «MHCTepoBt» a jiHKyiomHxi. «Tommh». 

THraHTCKie cB-BTOBue JiyHH, B/ipyn> 3aHeciHHCb, 
nHTajiHca AOTaHyTLca ao TocnoAa Bora, ero ocB'BTHTb, 
a xoxonymin «^aceHTjiLMeH i iHK'b», saflpaBx rojiOBy, 
HaM-b noKa3HBajii> BBepxt: — 

— BMicTo rocno^a Bora o6pa30- 
BaJioca jioacHoe cojfflH,e-HHHTo; BipoaTHO Jiopfli, Kejit- 

BHHS>, COeAHHHBHIHCb Cb JlailJiaCOM'b H KaHTOMb — 

TaMi>, Taifb, m> MipoBOft nyeroTB — bi 9to BpeMa KaKT> 
pa3b Haob ycTpaHBajiH bx Kanjit ct Macjioii-b. . . — 

— Teopiio 
KaHTa-JIanjiaca bh noMHHTe? 



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— «Ah!» 

Jlyn., nepneHAHKyjiapHQ nocTaBjieHHHli BBepx-b, 
iia^ajrb CBepxy Ha iiacb: ocjitaHTeJibHO npoGjiHCTaB-b, 

TOMMH, flaiKHKH, MHCTepH, OCBilHeHHbie npropaiHOH 

KH3HBK, HacjiHCB ct> Shctpotoh — Kb flajiB npocne- 

KTOB'b, TRb BCB OHH 3aTyCKH'BB'b, 3aMyTflCfl H CIIJIKCHyB- 
UIHCB, CTaHOBHJIHCB OierqaftlHHM'b TyMaHOMT.: K00MHH6C- 
KOH nHJILK). . . 

CpeflB 3Toro MapeBa Mipa mramymia cap-b, ottoji- 

KHyBIHH K0JTBHKOH nyCTOH 3eMHOH HiapHRt, KaKt MflHt 

orb cpyT<5ojia, bi npocTpaHCTBa Bc&JieHCKHX'b nycTon., 
OKpyjKeHHHfi poaMH TBHett, #ep3Ka Kptnico 3a pyKH — 

— Hecca: 
h Hecca, h Hecca, npoHH3HBaH crajibio i\)ia3a, h — xo- 
xo^a /to yna/iy: — 

.— «botb BaMi, nanopaMa: Becb JIoujipwb-». — 

— «B'B H6- 

Tbipe naca bh yBHfffejra, flaeeHTJibMeH-b, KapTHHy, koto- 
pyio 6e3t MeHii He yBHfl-fejm-fo bh». — 

— «H3T> Mockbh bh 
HaBipHO GyAexe BcnoMHHaTt floCpoflyimiaro «i o p t h- 
k a», noKa3aBmaro JIoh^oht>». . . — 

— h Hecca, H HeCCH, H 
Hecca: m> npocTpaHCTBa nycrorb, OKpysKeHHHH pohmh 
TiHefi, /i,ep5Ka 3a pyrai Hacb — 

— AO toh yjiinpj, Ha ko- 

TOpOH CTOHJTb «MHJIJIbCb-OTeJIb». 



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HaMi. Ka3aJiocfl, ^to HenocpeflcTBeHHO onyarHJiHcb 
113*6 B03flyxa mh Ha noffb'fe3A'B ,«MHJUn>cb-OTejM». 

— «IIpon],aHTe ace, capu. . . npiaTHaro nyTemecT- 
Bia. . . A a 3aBrpa &b OKC(popfl'b». . . 

— «0, OKC(popffi>», AyMajii a, «r/vB CHflHTb Mhjiio- 
kob'l; h rflfa mh-b HHKorsa He 6biBaTb». . . 

Hania ^Bepb OTBopHJiact: Jiyni. cB-BTa ocjrBiMTe.il b- 
ho ocb^thjtb HaM-b JiK)6e3Haro cnyrHHKa, oflapaimuaro 
Hacb npom,ajibHOH yjibioKOH (Meatfly npoHHMT>: <>m» 
B3aa-b TaKH y MeHa /via nero-TO mockobckjh moh afl- 
pecb), Bb npiaTHaro, neneJibHO-CBparo irBfcra na.ni. to, 
oSpamaromaro BHHMaHie npoiHOCTbio, crporHM'i. noicpo- 
eMi> h pHTMOMt nponopnift: croajn. nepe/yb fliiepi.io: - 
— h napa 6-BJi'BHiHHX'b nep^aTOK-b, r>(«iyiu>|>H;i- 
hchho HHCTNX'b, HanoMHHaiomHX'b napy nep'iaToin. cm- 
pHHHHX'b CepetTopoB-b, npH npomamH fipocHJiact. in. 
M03n> (hxt. Aepatajib oht> b% pyK-B) — 

— am napa u^P'ia- 
mKb, HanoMHHaromHX'b napy nepHaroici, nupmtiiwx'b 
eepeHTopoBi., CKJiaflHBaJiacb Ha npomJiwiiln M'hi'.nueffb 
Kb accoiriaHiax-b naMara bte. nojiysafiuTiao pmyiwiM no- 
jiy3a6biTHX'b MHcrepiH. . . 



OKOHHKJIOCb: HTO 9TO 6bIJIO? 

Ctohjih mh bte> KOMHarfe: a iioc.Morjrkirii Hi foiapH- 
ra;a: h B-b rjiaaarb y Hero a yBH/rlun. y< nwiMH, IMtHOM- 
rbia Myra; h Ha oe6a nocMOTp-Iuri. ji: 0, r§flOWPl H«- 
npnjiHHHO ycTaBHjiacb Ha moiiji mmWk BfN^ffpynft 

OrpOMHOK) OHIieBOH npORajlHUIIIIIXCH I'AlMt i t 



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— «Hto ate 3to?» ' 

— «He cnpamHBafi Jiywe: mo,hhh!» 



JIOH^OHCKAH HE^-BJIfl 



HanoMHHajia OHa rpy3T> Ha naurfe Biccmb, ot-b koto- 
paro npoTHBonoJiosKHaa Haina ecTecTBemio neperay- 
JiacB, xoth 9Ta Harua HarpyaceHa 6HJia naMHTbio; na- 
M3TB — oojiH^HMniia b^cb; ho 9Hepria KEHerHHecKaa 
HaiHeft 3kh3hh 3/vbcb, B-b JIohaoh'b* nepeBicHJia noTeH- 
UiiajiH BOcnoMHHaHin o ^opHaxi, paspi/pre'B nxb bb 
3Hepriio /vfencTBift, KOTopyio pa3BHBajin b-b aHrniitCKHXb 
yHacTTcax'b cb TOBapHmeM'B mh; KaKB h3b-ectho kb <pH- 
3H*iecKOMb Mipi rocno.ncTByeT'b HapocTaHie 9HTponin 

OTB HeBO3M03KHOCTH BHOBB COSpaTL BTb nOJIHOH M^pt 

t e n ji o, o/piy H3B cymecTBeHH'MiHHXb (popM-b npeBpa- 
meHift aHepria; TaKb mh: nocjii JIoHftona mh ceoa om,y- 
thjih cb TOBapHin;eMB oxjiaflHeHHHMH: nocpe^HHi cep- 
fleHHaro MicTa, vftjh coxpaHajin mh SKapb, omyTHJin mh 
xjia/pio ,n;aBamia Hacb KaMeHb: noTeHuiajiBHaa aHepria 
bi> JIoHflOH'B nepemjia bb KimeTHHecKyio; nacTB no- 
cji'fesHelt — pa3CBajiacB, BH/tijiaa H3B HacB TenjiOTy 
BBMipoBoe hhiio; cji'BrtCTBieMB BbmijieHba Ten- 
Jia — odpaaoBaHie CHa^ajia TyMaHHHX'B napoBB b-b Ha- 
ihhxb AyniaxB, noTOMb npeBpameme 9thxb napoBB b'b 
BOflaHHe oca^KH, h, HaKOHen;B, — m> TBep^Hfi jie^-B; Ky- 



3 II 



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coki TBep/i;aro jib,n;a omymaio m> ce6i h ^ooeji'fe; ero a 
npHBe3 , b H3"B TyMaHHaro AabCioHa: SpHTaHen.'b hc- 

KyCHNMH flMCTBiflMH nOJIOJKHJTb Kb MeHS Jieflb. 

IIpo6'featajia Hefl&iia, KaKb coht>. 

Beuio HeKorfla AyMaTb, coo6pa?KaTb, BcnoMHffaTb, 
npeaaBaTbca HajneaeflaMb, mib CTpaxaMb, Kor^a orb Ta- 
Koro-To ^acy ,a;o 3-Toro Ha^o ohjio Topsaxb, floSHBaTbca, 
HanoMHHaTb, xjionoraTb — 

— Kb COOTB'BTCTBeHHOMb y^pe- 

— »AaTb paspinieHia — 

— HanHcaTb Hairb IIpo- 
uieHie — b-b y-qpeatfleHie! — 

— htoGh Kb Tper&efl HH- 
CTaHipH BejrHKOJi'fenHofi ne^aTKOli Kb 6yMarB npHCTa- 
BHJiH-fe BejnucojTBiiHoa pyKoK — BwiHKOJi'fenHifiniee 
mieliMO (o, KjieftMeHHBie nacnopra!) Kb nncjiy npo^nxb, 
yace 3fffecb croam.HX'b (b^ MOCKOBCKOMb yiacrK'fe biio- 
oiiacTBiH 0TKa3ajnicb MeHa npoiraca/rb no KjieaMeHHO- 
My nacnopry). 

IIOJiyHHBinH KJI6ZM0, Ha KOTOpOMTb 03HaHeHO 6bIJIO, 

hto — Bb JIoHflOHi mh, c&wb ynacTOKb npenpoBOJKflajrb 
MaTepiajiH o Hacb Bb ynpesKfleHia, hto mh — B"b JIoHflO- 
h^ cymecTByeMb; h orjiaineHie 9to Temio Bb MHHHCTep- 
CTBa: — 

— BoeHHoe, HHOCTpaHHHxb JJ$>m> h, KaKb KaJKer- 

Ca, Bb MHHHCTepCTBO BHyTpeHHHX'b /J'Bjrb — 

— TWb 6y- 
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Mara o tomb, hto mh — Ft JIoh/i.oh'b, nocryiiajia, Tpo- 

HCL, Bfc TpH OTfllwia TpeX*b BliflOMCTKb; H — fleBHTHJKflH 

yMHoacHBiiiHCL, BH3HBa«iia oCm'Iht. ysKe MHtaift cpejjH 

fleBHTH nOflOTflijIOKb, HTO — 

— BT> JIOHflOH'B — 

— Bt JIOHflOHt — 

— BT> JIOHflOHT. — 

— Kb JIOHflOHi. — 

— Kb JIOH/lOHi — 

— B-b JIOHflOHi — 

— Kb JIOHflOH'B — 

— Bl> JIOHflOH'B — 

— B-b JIOHflOH'B — 

— mh! .. 

TjiaBa IIoflOTfl'BJia — . 

— npH6biBiiiift Bt noJioaceHHHtt 

HaCB H Kb nOJIOJKeHHHH — 

— MHHyTH — 

— ceKyHflH — 

— h TepuiH — kl y^pem/ie- 
Hie: H3ib (pemeHe6ejibHaro saceHTJibMeHCKaro flOMa, — 

— orccyfla 
OH'b orGHjTb Kb nojioaeeHHHfi nacb h Bt nojKMKeH- 

HHfl — 

— MHHyTH — 

— ceicyH/tu — 

— h Tepu,iH — 

— MCMKerb 6hti> flame btj — 

3* 35 



— KBapTH! — 

— TjiaBa 
noflOT/$jia, npH6HBT> H3b flocroHHaro ,a,0Ma, croamaro 
b% BejiHKOJi'fenHOM'L KBapraji'fe, oScTaBJieHHOM-b npuBH- 
jieriaMH KOHCTHTyn;ioHHaro CTpoa, — 

— npH6HBb m% flo- 
cTotearo /i,OMa, rat cTporie cjiyrn KOH(py3HJiHCb, npn- 
jitHMaacb Kb crBHaMb, Korfla cTapHlt, npoCpHTNH, py- 

MHHHH nOpOAHCTHft C9pb — 

— cepe6porojioBHft, Taace- 
jihh, Taanjifi b% rjia3axt rjiy6ffliy, no^ BjiiaHieMt ko- 

TOpOH CKJIOHHJIHCb *IHHOBHHKH H'BCKOJIbKHXb paHrOBT., 

KypbepH h MOJK-erb 6brrb npecca, nepe^b KoropHMb — 

— ecrecTBeHHo! — 

— pa3CbinajiHca npaxoMb nycrfefiiuia 

3eMJIH, — 

— He Haxoflamiaca no^ noKpoBHTejibCTBOMb 
Oraparo BpHTaHCKaro JIbBa, — 

— Kor/ia oHb, ^JKeHTJibiienb, 
iiOTHpaa ^opo^HHa pyKH, ciynajib no napKeiaMb Be- 

JIHKOJTBIIHHXb, 6jIHCTaTeJIbHHX'b KOMHarb — 

— TjiaBa IIo- 
AOT^ijia! — 

— npOHeCHIH CBOH KaMeHHHfi B30pb, KaKb 

cBameHHHKb npoHOCHTb noTHpT) repeat KOMHaTH 
IIoftOT/VBJia, pacnojiarajica Ha KOMCpopraoejibHOMb Kpe- 
cjii, poHaa rjiasa Ha GyMary, yBH, mhoh HcnncaHHyio, 
h Ha npHJiosKeHHHH mhoh npoKjieflMeHHHH, pacTpe- 
naHHHit nacnopTb, — eiue He BH^ajiib ohte>, kohchho, 

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3JI06H 3a60TH OT/I.'BJIOB'B (fc fleBHTH IIOflOTyVBJIOB'I>) , ne- 

peroBapHBaBniHxca Meamy codofi o rowb, hto — 

— MH — 

— B'B JIOHflOffB! — 

— Bt JIOHAOHt! — 

— bt> JIoh/hoh'b! — 

— Bi JIOHflOH'B! — 

— BB JIOHAOH'fe! — 

— Bl> JIOHflOH'fe! — 

— Bt JIohaoh'b! — 

— BT> JIOH^OHi! — 

— Bl> JIOHflOH'fe! — 

BecbMa BipoHTHO, ero npeHcnojiHeHHHit MeJion- 

XOJliH B30pi> B'B Ty MHHyTy — 

— ecTecTBeHHo! — 

— o6hh- 
Majrb 3eMHOft niapb, nepenojiHeHHHfi BO/i,aMH, h3t> 

KOTOpHXt TOp^aJIH BeSffB OCTpOBa H nHTb KOHTHHeH- 
TOBi — 

— EBponH, 

— ABCTpajiia, 

— A(J>PHKH, 

— A3iH, — 

— H — 

— ^ flByxt AMe- 

pHK-b! — 

— COeAHHeHHHX'B HaB"BKH CTaJIbHHMH y3JiaMH BpH- 

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TaHCKOfi ToproBJiH npa noMoma lerHpexTpyfiHHX'b, Jie- 
Taromnxi. cTHMepoBt, yrpoJKaeMHxt mhhok). . . 
Moacerb 6htb — 

— B03HHKaJia npe;p> yMCTBeHHHMT> 
B30poMi. ero nayrHHa opHTaHCKHXt KOJiomfl, r/vk — 

— HHfliH, 

— IIojiHHe3ifl, 

— A(ppHKa — 

— ct> MHca HaAeacfflH #o ^cjibth BejiHKaro Hmia — 

— Kara/ia, 

— HpjiaHftia 

— MajitTa — 

— h ^ajiie! — 

— coe/piHeHHHa moihiinmh y3a- 

MH y^peJKAeHift BT> HeHSMtpHMOCTL BpHTaHCKOlt Hm- 

nepin, Koefl OHt — 

— ee jieBt! — 

— 6HJTB OTB'BTCTBeHHHM'B BHpa- 
3HTejieM'B — 

— 3Bajm Ha nOMonjb ero m> 9T0Tb Mnrt! — 
MoaceTB 6htb — 

— bi> 9TH rop^ne, BejiHKOJi'l.nHHe «hh 

— ^HH BOftHH! — 

— npeflt ore^ecKHMi. BsopowL ero 

B03HHKajIH B03M03KHOCTH BpeM6HH0 TOpSKeCTByiOmeH 
THyCHOCTH — 

— nepep , B3aHHHX'i> ToproBHx-b apTepifl 

HORl 6'BSCTBieirb B03MyTHTejH>HHXT> MHH-b B03MyTH- 
3S 



TejibHaro noflBOflHaro (pjicfa, kojib ohi>, npeflCTaBHTejib 
HMnepin — 

— JieBi.! — 

— bi> cBoe BpeMa He cflijiaeTb co- 

OTB'BTCTBeHHHXb OTBJie^eHHHXT), JIOrHHeCKHXb BHBO- 
flOBb H31> JieKaiUHXb nOCHJIOKb, KaKT> Toro hbho Tpe- 

6yerb /JacoHb Onoaprb Mhjijib; ecjin oHb — 

— npea- 
cTaBHTejib HMnepin! — 

— He yBHflHTb HH/iyKHlH, H3T> KO- 

Topoft — eoTecTBeHHHfi BHBO^Tb: npaKTHHecKoe pyKOBOA- 

CTBO OpHTaHCKHXTb HHHOBHHKOBt, — 

— TO — 

— npe/iaTejib- 

CTBO HHTepeCOBb HMIiepiH BT> JIOHflOH'B, HaBOflHeHHOMb 

mniOHaMH, nycTHTb Kp-Biiiaflraie Kopmi, — 

— H — 

— h!..— 

— Tyrb, nojiaraw a, capib, noqecaBHiH MH3HHH,eMi> 

C'BflHHH, pOHHJIb MaiHHPiaJIbHO 3a,ayMqHBHH B30p^ Ha 6y- 

Mary cb npHJiojKeHHHMb nacnoproMb: — 

— cocpeflOTO- 
*ihbihh MHCJib, Kaieb Toro orb Hacb Tpedyerb Kapnen- 
Tepi>, offb co3HaHieMb, orb — 

— /VBJieHHHMb 0Tb M03ra, 

npoKajiHBajrb ary oyMary: h — 

— « i 1to TaKoe? 

— «CKaa«HTe noJKajiyfiCTa? 
— «A?» — 

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— Ha3KHM£UiaCB 

KHonKa 3BOHKa; noaBJiajica iriifOBHHKB. . . 

Bhtb MOJKerb, bi> to BpeMa, a h TOBapHm,T>, 3ffBCb, 
Bt JIoHAOHi, Bcrp'l.THBfflH jipyra, nepeMtaHBinaro kjih- 
Man. IIlBefl:ii,apiH na npoHnnaiomiH chpoctmo jiohaoh- 
CKifi KjiHMarB — 

— owl Ha»CL noKHflajTB aHrao-fpH- 
jiomt> — 

— chk'bjih bt> ye^HHeHHOMi) Ka<pe h rjia^JiH bt> ot- 
kphthh OKHa Ha H^JKHHe nmHUH A66aTCTBa, Ha cfepo- 
aceJiTHa oKaMeH'fejiocTH ct4hi>, no^t kotophmh, 3a- 
aeHMaa nepnaTKy bt> pysi, npoxoflHJiH socToteHe 
capH h — 

— MHCTepH, — 

— MHCTepH, — 

— MHCTepH, — 
— COTHH — 

— H COTHH — 

— H COTHH — 

— HHflHBHflyaJIBHO 

pa3A*JitHHe, oCBe/ieHHHe flpyn. otl flpyra bo bh'bhi- 
HeMi> h BHyTpeHHeMi Mipi MarniecRHMb, Henepecryna- 
eMHMi. KpyroMi — 

— Hmotohoboh ckioh, KOTopaa — 

— BOEpyrb aTOMa, no BHpameHiio <pH3HKa YMOBa, 
npoBejia dokoboh h HenepecTynaeMHlt KpyrB, oraero 
9TOTb aTOMT) 6hjit> ]\osisKewb ecTecTBeHHO jionHyTb fb a6- 
CTpaKTHoe npe^cTaBjieHie nepecfeHema CHjib — 

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— KaKHXt CHJTb? — 
— TaK-b MHCTepH, HHflHBH^yajIBHO pa3fl'fejIbHHe, 

oCBeAeHHHe APyre> on. .npyra' bo BHtmHeMi. h BHyTpen- 
nem, siipi ManraecKHM'b KpyrOMi., npe/jcTaBHjiH TO^Ky, 
hjil aTOMi.: — 

— bcb MHCTepH JioimyjiH: bi> jioimyB- 
mewb JIoh^oh'b, npoxoAHJio aocTparcrHoe npeflCTaBjie- 
Hie, TOHKa, hjib «a» — 

— «B» — 

— «c»: MHCTept 3a mhctc- 
poMt! 

^pyn>, nepeMtHKBiniHca 3a 9to Bpeita, 3/vkcb bb 
JIoh^oh'b, pa3BHBajrb Hasfb Teopiio, hto Jiy^rae nonacTb 
Bib KOHijeHTpaijioHHHft oiarepb TepMaHiH, hjih bb pyc- 
CKifi yHacTOK'b, ^iwh npocHfl'BTb 3/rfecb, KaKt oht>, nfb- 

JIHft FORb 6e3i B03M0JKHOCTH BblGpaTbCa. 

— «3HaeTe: a omymaro Bjrhcb CTpaHHoe cocTOHHbe 

003HaHiH»... 

— «yMepi. a»... 

— «JX&, w, fla!» 

— «0 H H CTepjIH MeHfl». 

— «npeBparajiH MeHa wb nyHKrb: bb Teopenrae- 
CKia nyHKTb — TeopeTHHecKaro npocTpaHCTBa». 

— «Mh , b KameTca: JIoH^OHa H^rb*. 

— «ECTb — HHHTO». . . 

— «Ho h h^tb HHiero, KpoMi JIoB:^OHa»... 

— «Boe, hto 6hjio, norH6jio»... 

— «5I — yMepb»... 

— «Kor/i,a a cro^a nepe"Bxajrb «H» jkhjio bo mh^... 

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— «H0 H H OKpyjKHJIH MeHH IfflliOHa3KeM'B»... 

— «0 h h, npommaa MeHa, paBiAftajra MeHa». . . 

— «H, HaKOHen^b, a — nciesjio*. 

— «CMOTpHTe-Ka: BHflHTe — flBHJHyrca «MHcre- 

PH.» Ho — HXT>, H%rB: JIHHIb OTCyTCTBie MHCTepOBl>. — 

KottrypH hxt. — nepefli. BaMH; h, coficxBeHHo: jihihb 
OflHH'L tojilko KOHTypib, BOcnpoH3BefleHHHfi paraniOH- 

HOft ManiHHOJO Bl. HeBtpOflTHOMT) KOJIHHeCTB'fe». 

— «9tH MHCTepH TOJIbKO KaKyTCa MHOHCeCTBOMV, 
MHCTepOBT) — HiTL: 6CTB OflHH"B — CnJIOIHHOfl MHCTepTb, 

3anojiHHBniift npoMeJKyTKH MeJK/iyaTOMHHxt nycTOTb»... 

— «H ero Ha3HBaK)Tb acpapoM-b))... 

— «H0 <pH3HItt> IIjiaHKl), yHH^ITOJKHB^ 9(pHpb, flO- 

Ka3ajn>, hto «c n ji o hi h o ft MHCTepi>» — hojib». . . 
Mh rjia/viwrn bt> okho; xaisrt BaJiHjn. cBpoJKejrrNft 

«CII JIOIIIHOft» H yjK6 HeOT'ieTJIHBHH MHCTept Bi 

cnjioniHHXi. cfepoateJiTHxi cjioJKemax'b cfepoJKejrraro 
KaMHa: ho pa3BHBajioci> aBjieHie 3to npn noMonpi «m o- 
poKa MHCTepoBt»: — 

— coreHi)! — 

— fleCHTKOBt THCaTb! — 

— H COTeH'b THCa^b! — 
— TaK-b MHCTepH, HH/pBH^yajILHO pa3ffBJII>HHe, o6Be- 

fleHHHHe flpyn> on. apyra bo BHiimieM'b h BHy- 

TpeHHeMT> Mipi OHepTamiHM'b 

KpyroMi., H306pa3KajiH 

CO60B JIHHIB 

TOHKy 

HJIB 

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a — 

— tomt>: — 

— HOJIb! . . 
Bl> TO HM6HH0 BpeMfl — 

— 6bitb mojeotb! — 

— H Ha?KH- 

MajiacB KHonKa 3BOHKa; noaBjiajica hhhobhhk'b: 

— «IIpoiny Bacb, capt, cnpaBKy no 9T0My /v&Jiy». 
nepeaT> capoMt — 

— TjiaBoft IIo/toTA'ijia! — 

— CB 

MarHHecKoS 6hctpoto8 noaBjiajica nopxipejit: bi> HeMra. 
— flocte 060 mite; TaMt HciracaHHaa mhoU b-b BepH-fe 
GyMara, flaBHo 3/vbcb nojiyneHHaa h MHHHCTepcTBOM'B 
H3yHeHHaa — ct> npHJioDKemeM'B yjianaionjeft tpoTorpa- 

(pH^eCKOfi KapTOIKHJ — 

— AOJiaceHt cKa3aTb: — 

— a Ha 

KapTOHK'fe, CHaTOH B-b MHHyTy yCTaJIOCTH 

bb BepHi, Hy, npaBO ate, BHrjia/vfejiTb ooBep- 

HieHHHMT) MOBieHHHKOM'b: — 

— cocpe,np- 
TOHeHHBrii B3rjia,a;B neroftaftcKiirB, 
HcnyraHHHX'B raaa'b, OKpyateH- 
hnxb npoBajiaMH, — 

— B036y»yi;ajr6 
aHTHnariio m> KapTOHK/fe co3epnaBinaro capa: h — B03- 
HHKajia Bt Hem, mhcjib, ito — 

— a ocmb: — 

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— TOT"BCaMHft, 

nepe/rb kotophmt> ^poasajiH hhhobhhkh Tpext Mhhh- 

CTepCTBI), — 

— TO eCTB, «0 H I>», — 

— npoHHnaroiHift aH- 
THnaTHHHHMH B3opaMH TaftHH aHrjiiftcKaro TeHepajiL- 
Haro IIlTaCa, htoSh — 

— touhtb, B3pHBa,TB, 6om6htb! — 

— (hto a co6cTBeH- 
ho sijiajTb ecTecTBeHHHMT>, yMonocTHraeMHMi> o6pa- 
30MT), nepec T .HTHBaa nepe#o mhoio 6 , B3KaBinie hojihkh 

«MHCTepOBrb» — 

— pa3i>, — 

— flea, — 

— cto, — 

— fleCHTb THCHHI), — 

— CTO THCHHB — 

— HO- 

jiefl!) — 

— H Tor^a, orcTpaHHB'B HerojiyiomHM'b 
acecTOMi) SyMara, flocroiiHHH, cepeopHHHil capi. ooBep- 
uiajit HaBe^eHie: — 

— fla; ;i;o BOflHH nposKHBaJTb a, ecre- 
CTecTBeHHO, m>TOWb caMOifb BepjiHH'fe, a nocji'B — 
bt> H'BMen.Koft HlBean,apiH; Saute toto: cocToajrb HJie- 
homt> o6m;ecTBa — 

— (HeflonycTHMHft no OTHOiiie- 
Hiio kt> BpirraHCKOMy JlBBy h npe- 
^aTejiBCKiH (paKTb!) — 

44 



— iy?fe enje bt> to HMeHHO 

BpeMH — BB flHH CJKtBHOH BOHHBI ! — npoflOJiacajiocB 06- 

meme ct HanieS, oCpeieHHofi 6pHTaHn,aMH Ha rojioflHyio 
ciiepTB; — 

— H — 

— ueHrp'b co3HaHia capa BNCTpaHBajiB ce- 
piro BHBO,n;oBT. no bcbm-b npaBHJiaM'b pHTyajia, H3o6pa- 
aceHHaro b% mohjhnxb 6pHTaHCKHXB yMaxt TaMHjiB- 
TOHa, YaBejia, JIoKKa h Mhjijia, KOTopne b-b Ka6HHeT , B y 
capa 4>y H AaMeHTajiBHO noOjiecKHBaJin KopeniKaMH ne- 
penjieTHMxt tomokb: — 

— capt ce6i> roBopHjn.: 

— «He A0Ka3aHo, npaB^a, hto «MHCTepT.»., npn- 
SHBiniH H3B ^opHaxa CB no/i;o3pHTejiBHOH mhhoh, c% 
TaKHMH Ma3aMH, cb TaKHMt TeMHiorB npom- 

JIHMB — 

— Ton> caMHit, KOToparo Hin,yrB noBcio/iy». 

— «Ho, ho! — 

— YcTa- 
HOBJieHO: MHCTepi. npHBe3*b «n a c c h (p h 3 m b» b-b He- " 

MOAaHHHK'B»... 

— «9thm , b ^OKa3aHO, — 

— HTO — 

— totb — «MHCTepi>» cno- 
coCeHii 3arBaTb BectMa HenpiaTHHH KQ3HH, BepHyB- 
iuhcb bb Pocciio»... 

— «H, CTano 6htb: — Jly^nie flep; b ero bb 
AHrjiia!» — 

45 



Xojioaho HaHHHajio cBepKaTb jie^HHoe cieKjio 3e- 
jieH'felimHX'B rjia3i>. JI e b t BpnpiHCKOH HimepiH np«- 
no^HHMaJi'b TejieipOHHyio Tpyfmy, 3bohh, icy^a wi'BAy- 
en>, — 

— h — 

— 3a mhoh npHHHMaJica roHHTbca m> ncwiy- 
fleHHoirb MapeFfe JIoHflOHa, HacTHraa h cxBaTsreaa Ha 
npocneKTfe npa noMomn cepin Henpe3eHTa6ejibHHx , b 

«MHCTepOB r b», — 

— (O KOTOpNXb a TOUbKO 1TO flyMaJTb, ^TO 
BCB OHH — 

— HOJIHKH), — 

— «MHCTepOBl)», a'BHCTByjDmHX'b 

Ha mom ncHxojioriio, KaKt omymeme napa3HTa, cjiy- 
^aftHO 3anoji3inaro no^t pyioaBb, — napa3HTa, He- 
H3BJieKaeMaro no cepesHHi KoppeKTHifinieH yjnnpj... 

TaKi>: — 

— noKa a, 3acTHrHyraH rai-HHCyflb Kb 
IlapK'B, HcnbiTHBaJii> omymeme, Oy/rro cnimy mok> npo- 
cBepjiHjiH xojio^HHa himih (h a Ha*raHajn> 03HpaTbca): 
h — OTKpHBaJii> y ce6a 3a cnHHOD nepcoHy ct 6H<p- 
uiTeKCHaro nB^Ta jihd;omi>, HanoMHHaiomHM'b sjioro 
6yjib,nora Cb noflOHTHMH B'BKaMH, m> CTepineMca gmo- 

KHHFB — 

— bt> 9to BpeMH yace: TejietpOHi coo6in,ajri> bi> 

IIO/lOTA'BJI'B, HTO fl'BHCTBHTeJIbHO: flaHHaa JIHH- 

HOCTt HaxojprrcH Ha nyra Kt noirBmemio 
pyccKaro KOHcyJibCTBa, Ky^a nocjiaffB cy(fr»- 

46 



eKTB, npe,n,ynpe^HTL, Koro cjiTB/iyerc), o noflB- 
JieHiH jihhhocth: — 

v -7- BTb KOHCyJIbCTB'B (pyC- 
CKOM"b) BCTptHaJIH M6HH CT> EHpaJKeHieifb OTOBCIOfly 
npOTHHyTHX'B JIHHb, HeyM'BK)in;HX'I) CKpHTL JIK>60IIHT- 

CTBa h pa^ocTH, hto 6jiecTani,e nocTaBJieHO m> AhtjiIh 
ffBJio cHCKa: 

— «J^a, /ia.» 

— «9to — ohw! 

— «OHI) — TOTb caMHft»! 

0, 6CJIH 6H 3HEJTB MhJIK»KOBT>, npOJKHBaBmiM B'b T 

canoe BpeMH bt> Oicc(popffB, bo hto npeBpamajra co- 
6paTa ero no nepy! 

TejietpOH'b coo&HHjrb b-b IIo/ipT/vk.jrb, hto a. npn- 
6Hjrb H3i> pyocKaro KOHcyjitcTBa Kb $ a 8 <p b - 0' k ji 0- 
k y, B-b orejib — 

— bi> «MHjuii>cb-OTejib!» — 

— h no- 
TOMy 9toti> capi> OT/iaBajrb npnKa3aHie: cooonprrb 
yHpesKAeHiio, Ky^a /i;oji3KeHb dbijrb 3aBrpa ABHTbCH 
3a nojiyneHieMb BTopHHHaro HiTeMnejia Ha npoiue- 
Hm: — 

— paspiiineHiH mh*b 
noKHHyTb nji^HHTejib- 

HHH OCTpOFb BpHTaH- 

CKaro JIbBa — 



47 



— BCTpfciaJIH H T a M T>, 

Kant 3HaK0Mna, e^Ba He ct jjihSkoh (Bci fltncTBia 

MOefi JIHHHOCTH 6HJIH HOTKO HayieHbi): 

— «,2(a!» 

— «3to — ohi>!» 

— «OH'b — TOTt CaMHfl!» — 

— H noHBjiajioct 
Ha nmifrTb aobojibctbo: 6jiecTain,e nocTaBjieHa m> Ah- 
raiH KOHTpi.-paaB'fe^Ka!— 

— H npoBe^a qpe3i> HHCTaHijiH 
(17$ ^assure noKa3aHia) npaMo bi> KOMHaTy tohho Ta- 
Karo ate capa — 

— TjiaBH noAOT^tjia, — 

— TOIHO TaKOTO 

ate JI b b a, Kaic* h nepBHft, ho — enje 6oji'Be xojieHaro, 
ct oepedpoMi qpe3BHHaflHO H3amHHX'b ycoB-b: 9tot"l 
cap-b, HaCjHo^aa MeHa, fffejiaa bhjv,, hto, cKynaa, *ih- 
Taen, oh* KHHry, MeHa H3y*iajn> npa flonpocfe; h npH 
MoeMt 3aaBjieHiH, hto a st Basejife 3aHHMajica m> 06- 
Hi;ecTBeHHOH 6H6jiiOTeiCB — 

— Offb — 

— Mantis, jiacKO- 
bhh capi>! — 

— OKpyrjieHHHM-b flBHHteHbeM'b pyKH npn- 

KOCHyBUIHCb KO Jl6j Ch IIJiyTOBaTOH yjIH6K0fl, CHMnaTH- 

3Hpya mh*, thxo cnparnHBajii: 

— «HTO, HanpHM'fep'b, BH ^HTajIH?» 

— «H?. . JJacopaaHo. . .» 
48 



HyTB-nyTb yjiH6HyBmHCL, BCTyitaJTB MarKiH rapt 
bt> pa3roBop^, nepexo^amifl: b$> o6meHie, craBa TaKTHi- 
ho h jiobko BonpocB, flOjnKeHCTBy»m,iH bhachhtb, toi- 

HO JIH a HM-BK) nOHHTie 0, HanpHM'Bp'b, KOMMeBTTapiaXB 

BpyHO m> PafiMOH/iy; otb'BT'b npHxoflHjica no BKycy (a 
ohjtb TBMi>, icbm-b ecMB); cpeSpopycHfi (wnocnrreJiB 
JSfcirb BHyTpeHHHxi, oraycKajii) umn TorqacB — 

— Cb 

K ji e ft m o m -B (cnaBa Bory!); h JiacKOBO noacHMaa mh^ 
pyKy, atejiajii mh^ npiaTHaro nyTeraecTBia: h yMnoaca- 

JIHCB DiaHCH — nOKHHyTB IUTBHHTeJIBHHH OCTpOB'B. Mo- 
JKeTb OHTB, TOTB C3pi 6HJTB B H T M -B, a nepBHH C 9 p % 
T p H? 

Bt nojioaceHHHa iacB — 

— o6a capa, Ha^Bnra najiBTO, 
. oeaynpe^HO CHflain.ee h o<5jieraK)in,ee hxx ecrecTBeH- 

HHM'B pHTMOM-B npOHOpniH, HaA"BBl) CBOH DIJianH, CafflH- 

jihcb b^b aBTO, npojieTaa no JIOHflOHy — mhmo mnHnoBB 
A66aTCTBa, kojiohhh HejiBCOHOBOft CTaTyn, m> OKpy- 
mmm CBposKejiraxB OKaMeH'fcjiocTeH ctbhh, no/ii, koto- 
Phmh, 3aatHMaa nepiaTKH m> pyiei, npoxoflHjra Bee 

— MHCTepH — 

— MHCTepH — 

— MHCTepH — 

— MHCTepH — 

— MHCTepH — 

— COTHH — 

— H COTHH — 

— H COTHH — 

4 11 49 



— H COTHH, KOTOpHe Cb TBepAHMT. pe5KHM0M"b ecTecTBeH- 

hhmi o6pa30Mt orae^aTaHH 6h.jih- npa noMomH poTaui- 

OHHHX'B UaiilKWb H aB^flJIH C060K» BO BirfelUHeMl) H 
BHyTpeHHeMT, Mipi JIHUIB 

3hek^ THiiorpacp- 

CKifi, HJIb 
TOHKy. 

^sa 
capa, 

neTa BtfOJIb 
npocneKTOBi. bt> 

BejIHKOJI'BnHHft KBap- 

TaJit, hjih b% npHropo/it, iwb y 
KaJK^aro Qun% cboh KOTTeflffit, 
CBoa JieflH, cboh chht> o6y- 
^aBiniaca b^pho Bib Kaii6- 
pHflatf}, h — C'fejiOKypaa, uiecT- 
ifawaTHJiiTHaa 6a6H, cb kotopoh soctohhhh xpaHH- 

Tejib Tpaflnqift BpirraHCKa- 
ro JlLBa, HecMOTpa Ha cbok> 
cfe^HHy, ct ncwraaca MeraJTB 
MaiHKH, nocBamaa Benep- 
Hin flocyn. — 

— KpaTKOli 
napTm TeHHca. 

H, Thm> He MeHie — HMeHHO Torc> cpedporjiaBHfl, 
ryMaHHHH, Ha^HTaHHHH capi> oo3Hflajn> Kpyro3opi> 

50 



CBoen Myflpoft, ryMaHHOft, HaiirraHHOfl mhcjih BOKpyrt 
ce6a poeMi rBHeft: HenpiaTH r kHHiHXb «MHCTepoB'b», 
rpy6oBaTHxi>, ii,hhhhhhxi>; ekhh — roHHJica 3a mhoio 
no bcbmt) nepeKpecTKain>. 

Ah — noiHTaTejib ^acopflaHO h pyccKift imca- 
Tejifc (hto 6hjio h3fbctho iwywb capaMt yate npn no- 
cpeACTB-B raHHCTBeHHHX'b npHjiojKeHift jionraecKOft 

MHCJIH nOHTeHHarO MHJIJIH K"b KOHKpeTHOH flMCTBH- 
TejIBHOCTH), HMeHHO H OCaKflaJIb Kpyr030pi) CHJIJIOrH3- 

mofb «n c h x o ji o r h h e c k h x %» capoBi sarafloq- 

HHMt BH/l.OM'b (|)OTOrpa(pHHeCKOH KapTOHKH, HpOHHO 

npHKjieeHHoil kt> flOKyMeirry: Ha Heft — 

— JIHXOpaflOHHHH BBr-Hflffb 

Hero^aftcKHX^, HcnyraHHHX'b ritaa'h, OKpy- 
KeHHHxt npoBajiaMH, co3flaBajn> BnenaTJii- 
Hie, hto HOCHTeJiL npHJioaceHHOft KapTOHKH 
ecTb — 

— TOTfc — 

— caMHft! — 
Tenepb — 

— Ft cbok) oiepeflb! — 

— a na^HHant na- 
CTHraTt capa Topn 3a napTieft TeHnca; cap-b, npoBOflfl 
3a^poKaBineft pynoft no nepeny n 3a6HBnin o TeHHCB, 
6opMOTajn> npo ceoa bt> neneJTBioiniH oejibCKift JiaH,n- 
nia<pTi>: 

— «MoateTr> 6htb. . .» 

— «H. . .» 

i* 51 



— «Bo3MOHteHi> yacacHiflniift <paKTi> nepepHBa 
ToproBHXTb CHOineHia CB KaHaflon!* 

— «Cb ABCTpaaiea ! ! 

— «Ci> A(ppHK0S ! ! ! 

— «Ob HH^iefi ! ! ! ! 

— «H. . .» 

— «IIpe/i,aTejn>CTBO b^ JIohaoh'b, HaBOflHeHHOMB 
mnioHaMH, yKopeHaerca HMeHHo cb noaBjiemeMB. . . 

— «8toS. . .» 

— 3araAOHHoa jihhhocth». 

— «He flOKasano, npaBfla, hto jihihoctb ecTB 

«JIHHHOCTB. . .» . . .» 

— «HIniOHa. . .» 

— «H — BCC-TaKH!» 

Ha ocHOBaHin xo/ia MNcoieE flocroHHaro capa, Me- 
hh Ha APyrofl AeHb oimtb Ha^HHajra hhhobhhkh y*ipe- 
jKflema yroBapHBaTB, hto6n a nocxynHjTB .noopoBOJiB- 
u,eM"b bb KaHa/i;cKyK) apMiio. 

H — He #aBajiH mh^ nponycKa. Ho orb 9Toro (bh- 
TVEjib a bb 3epKaji , B!) — n.B'B'rb jnin,a Moero cTaHOBHJica 
cfepie, cfep-fee: ohb — cTaJiB cBpoacejiTHMB; h nepeMtaa 
HiBeaijapcKaro KjiHMaTa Ha a3BHTeJiBHHfi jioHflOHCKitl 
KJiHMarb CKa3ajiacB yace; cfeposKejiTHa oKaMeH-BJioara 
ctbhb ofiHHMajiH MeHa; h nop. hhmh, 3aataBniH nepiai- 

Ky, OpOflHJIb CHpOTJIHBO — 

— CnJIOHIHHMB CBpOJKejITHMB, 
OCnJIHHeHHHMB «MHCTepOMB»; FB MOCMB BHyTpeHHeMB 

Mipi o6pa30Bajica MarHHecKin Kpyra; h — rpaHHHBi 
52 



^HeBHoro co3HaHia, bh-b hotophxi. a jkhjii. ctojibko 
BpeMeHH, 3a3KHMajiHCL — Bee y»e, Bee yase, Bee yace; 
SHeBHoe co3HaHie, HanoMHHaa nojioaceHHNH rpy3i> bi> 
bus's TBepsaro cfepoKejixaro ROMa, ecTecTBeHHO nepera- 
Hyjio Taatejiyio ^ianiy b'bcob'l, Ha KOTopyio nojioateHa 
oauia moh atiidHb — 

— H9JIJIH, 

— ^opHaxt, 

— YHHTeJIB, 

— Mapt /Jyxa! — 

— BCe 9TO Ke nOMHHJIOCB 

h He bh/vbjiocb b-b JIohroh'b; Taut xjia/HTOflaBamiH, n0 ~ 
jioaceHHHlt KaMeHt Ha cep;we — 

— ^om-b-JIoh- 

pHt — 

— pacnjiDiHHjn. mhIj cepjnje: ho oht>, JI o h - 
pni-^OMi, oca^HJica bo mh* — H3i> MeHfl o6pa30- 
BaJiHCb cHa^iajia TyMaHH flymeBHHX'b napoBt, 3aKpn- 
BaBHiHX'b npocropi. symeBHaro MHpa; — 

— HOTOMt — 

— T^ 

napn npeBpaTHJiHCb bi> JiaHflina(pTH TyMaHa kb Jla- 
MaHHii: — 

— nOTOM'b — 

— H3i> TyMaHOBi) JIaMaHHia (bt. 
o6paTHOMi> nopaflK-B!) noBHTeKJia TeM3a; h onjioTH'B- 
jih Cepera ea cfepoatejiTHMH jib/i,aMH-flOMaMH — 

— Ton. 
jiefli> bt> cBoeMi) cepjwfe a cjiHmy rohhh'b — 

53 



— HMB AHrJIlH 

Harpa^HJia MeHa: Tasn> a hmbhhq #yMajn>: 

— «fl — yMepi)!» 

— «Ohh — MeHH CTeperjiH!» 

— «H — nyHKTL: TeoperHHecKiH nyHKTb — Teope- 
THiecKaro npocTpaHCTBa!» 

— «H JIoHflOHa H'fen.!* 

— «EcTb — HH1TO...» 

— «H#ho paattflaerb MeHa». 

— «fl — jihihb njiHCKa: cMepn-B aTOMOFi>». 

— «KajKflHH, Kajcb a, — atejrraft MHCTept: bt> oKa- 
MeneHiax-b JKejrrnx'B flOMOHb 6po,iniTi> oht>, acwiTHfi 

MHCTept». 

— «H — THCaHH, THCa^H MHCTepOBI., npa3flHO- 

njiainynpxT. no HonaM-b Ha npocneKTaxt, nepeB03H- 
MHXt TpaMBaaMH...» 

— «H toti C a p t, noKa3aBHiH mhIj aBCTBeH- 
ho naHopaMy «Hhhto», Mfffe MeHa caMaro no- 
Ka,3ajn>...» 

— «Bto — fl» 

Mh 6po/nMH no JIoH^OHy — Moeiiy OMepTB^Bnie- 
My rfejiy, — cJKHMaa nephron; flocroHHHe Capn h — 

— MHCTepH, 

— MHCTepH, 

— MHCTepH, 

— MHCTepH, 

— MHCTepH, — 

— COTHH HXTb — 

54 



— 


THCflHH — 








1 


MHJIJliOHH — , 








I 

i 

1 
j 

i 

1 




up 


- JIoHAOHy, 

- JIOHflOHy, 

- JIOHflOHy, 

- JIoHAOHy, 

- JIOHflOHy. 




1 H MHCTepH 


[ — JIOHHyjIH: 


BT> 


jioiiHyBineM'b 


JIOH- 


AOH*. 










IIpoXO^HJIH afiCTpaKTHHH 








npe^CTasjieHifl, 










TOHKH, 










HJIb, 










«a» — 






V 




— «B» — 


«c» — 

— «d» 









Tarcb npoumo Boceifb jpieii: BoceMb flHeii mh jipyrb 
Apyra npoMyqajin CTpaxoMi>; a — capoB-b; a capn — 

M6HH. 

Mh roHHJiHCb #hhmh: a — mhcjmmh; capN — «mh- 
CTepoMt»; a Be^epaMH a cuacHBajib Bt ye/i.HHeHHOM'b 
Ka<pe c% G^rtHHM'b APyroMT>, npi'fexaBiHHM'b H3ynaTb 
ciom TaflHH reHia — 

— ToMcoHa, 

— HbioTOHa, 

— JIo/yKa, 

55 



— MaRCBejuia K — 

* — h npeBpameH- 

Haro — 

— TOMCOHOMl), 

— Hbk»tohomi>, 

— JIoffateifB, 

— MaKCBeJiJiOM'B, — 

— B-B aTOMHCTH^eCKifi BHXpB, 
Kb — 

— «a» — 

— «B» — 

— «c» — 

— KAKt h a, hto6h Hfeor- 
W, Fb HOBOfi tbophmoE Bceaeifflofi: — yjKacHOft — Bce- 

jieHHoa — 

— npn homoiip copTzpyiomaro M a k- 
CBejiJioBa pMOHa — («A^eHTJibMeH^iHKa», 
HJn> _ JleMypa) co6paTbca m, «fl — mhc.uk)>>. 

Ho ao aToro cjrBflOBaJio, htooh Taiw> urns. OKOHHa- 
TejibHO pa3Jioa«HJiH ohh, hto6h caMbie aTOMbi rfejia pa- 

CnaJIHCb BO MB7B Bt 8JieKTpOHH, a 3JieKTpOHH — 

— B"b M3- 

OHH — 

— M90HH — Bt 30H"b; Fb 30ffb HyCTOTH flOJIJKeffb 

6hjtc> nepefiTH; JIohaoh* — (pJiep* nycrora; sKejrfeHO- 
SopoHtHaa jiHHia ao HbiDicacTejia — cnaoinHoft rate- 
pHHT-b: Fb MipoBbia npocTpaHCTBa, bt> lepHOTHHH 6e3A- 
hh, KOTopna noHBHJiHCb nepe^o mhoio bo o6pa3'L h no- 

56 



SoSiH Moero omjiHBaHia m> xaoci> HiMenKaro moph, 
H30dpaaceHHaro MHHaMH; paapfaneHbe orcipaBHTbca bi> 
xaocb 6hjio nojiyqeHO — 

— Kor.ua a yBipoBajrb bt> ca- 
poBi> h nOKJiOHHjica Hxt mod^h, Tor/i,a m-b BaroHOB-B or- 
Heft M€Ha BHBejiH — B'B HepHary, B-b HHKyaa, 3apeB'BB- 
UIHlTb KOCMHHeCKHATb Boeirb BeeJieHHbix-b ; H Cb noTy- 
meHHHMH orHHMH, cnycTHBmHct bte> Ka»Ty r a K h a 
VII, Karcb b-b rpo&B, 9T0TB rpo6*b, pacKaiaBniH, niBHpHy- 
jih: Kb boh xaoca. 

B'b 9T0 BpeMfl flOCTOHHbie C9PH, r JI a B H nOROTfl-B- 

jiobt>: — 

— OflHH'b, — 

— cbirpaBi. nap™ B'b TeHHCb, 
CKJiOHajica Ha^Tb tomomi KaKoro HHfiyflb H3i> 6pHTaH- 
ckhxi. yMOB-b: PaMHjiLTOHa, YaBejia, CneHcepa, Mhjijih, 
HbioTOHa: — 

— spyron — 

— MejianxojiHHecKH cjiymaffb 
cb TeppacH Korra/pxa HaniBH inoraaH^CKHxt Mejio- 
/U0 h — CopMOTaji'B npo ce6a: ntcHH BepHca. 

HA CBBEPHOMt MOP'S 

Taieb a 6uirb pacnjHomeffb. 

Tfejia He HM-Biorb ysKe no/tooaiomHX'b HSMipeHiit; 
o/pio H3i> Hux-b B/iaBjieHo: JIoh^oht. paciuirom.Hji'b h 
npeBpanuit bt> tohiuh, Bi xeMHNH npocjioeKt MaTepiH, 

57 



— m> jihcthki>; a jihcthk'b CTajrb rfeHbio. 

H rfeHb: HenpHJiinHO ryjiaio Ha cfcpoin. aKpafffe; 
6e30craH0B0HH0fl, KHHeMaTorpatpHiecKofl: jieHTOft #bh- 
jKema nepeaaioTca KaKOMy - to Mipy — HHOMy, He Ha- 
nieMy. 

Mh — jieHTa 3KpaHa, KoropyK) nayi&vyrb ohh; 
hmt> ^aHH Bob bo3mowhocth: BJiacTHo npecfenb ITJIHCKy 
bojihb h HHpaiomiH napoxo/n, cpeflH hhx-b, a t o b c e 
o6pa30BaHO OHtrrpbiMb ^BHateHieMi) KHHeMaTorpacpHHec- 
koh aeHTH; ocTanoBHCb OHa, — h 3acTHHeT"b HaBtKH no- 
KHHyTHH rpeoeHb bojihh, nepeJieTaioiHiH Hepe3b 6opr& 
napoxofta; h 3acTHHerb HaBiKH: ynaBinaa hh3ko KopMa 
napoxosa TaROHa Vll-ro «bt> CesnysHp^aTOCTb)) rpoxo- 
Ta. — 

— a — 

— noKa^HyBHiiftca bt> HeecrecTBeHHO - flfc- 
jiamioH noai, o^hok) pyKoro cxBaTacb 3a KopMy, a apy- 
rott — 3a H3M«Tyio iimany c& ot6hthmh B'BTpoM'b nojia- 

MH, OCTaHyCb HaB^KH — 

— OCTaHOBH OHH JieHTy! — 

— 60- 

JI&SHeHHNM-b KJIOyHOMb! 

JleHTa Tenerb eme: KiineMaTorpaipHiecKie MOMeH- 
th Hecyrb MeHa bt> Tpioirb, Tftb Kb Kaiorb-KaMnaHiH, 
yxBaTHBiuHCb 3a Kpecjio, a ^Jiaro BH#b, mo BKyniaio a 
KyniaHbe — 

— 51 — 

— noKaHHyBuiifica, bt> HeecTecTBeHHo- 

58 



fllwiaHHOfi uo3% offHoro pyKoro cxBaraca 3a ctojtb, a 
flpyroft 3a mpejiKy, r^t nj^peTca cynt, — a ocTaHycb 
npeflb BaMH HaB-BKH — 

— OCTaHOBH o H h jieHTy! — 

— 6o- 

JI'B3HeHHHM , b KJIOyHOMI.! 

Tyrb BCTp-fenycb a ct B3opaMH BaatHaro capa cepe- 
6poraaBaro, iflymaro, Kaicb bh^ho, bi Pocciro, cioco- 
6oft MHccieil — 

— Kb BceMorymeMy BbroiceHeHy, 6htl 
Moaterb? — 

— H 9Ton> capt Ha MeHa nosHHMaerb cboh 
Bsopt — 

— MeJiaHxojmgecKilt, 0TJiHBa»m;ift nicHaMH 
BepHca, KOTopHa Taut a jhoSjiio, ho ckbo3B arorb Me*i- 
TaTejibHHH B3op-b y3Haio B3op"b flpyron — 

— t o r o c 3- 
pa: T'fex'bcapoB'b. 

Ho capb, ^meHTJibMeffb, yacb yxo^HTb. 

Ton flatenTjibMeH'b — yniejrb. Ho nec% co mhoh — ' 

6e3CM'BHHO. 

Bi> H&cb ropbKifi Ha MeHa ycTaBHTb floSpHH B3opb, 

H Jiany acecTKyio nojioacHTb Ha koji'Bho, 

Kant 6y^TO roBopirrb: «nopa cMHpHTbca, cap^*. 1 ) 

nec-b — noKopHocTb, Koropyio BHBe3-b H3T. JIoh^o- 
Ha a: paBHOflymie Bipno npHcyme t"bhh 3arpooHaro 

*) CTHxoTBopeHie A. Bjioke. 

59 



Mipa, yJKe npioCpiTmeS npHBHHKy Tanrbca no^B (pnp- 
MOfi 6pHTaHCKHxi> ofiNHaeB'B; sth oobraaH ecTt ffBHCTBH- 
TejibHOcTb noTycTopoHiraro Mipa, HeHapyinaeMHe cpe^b 
^ocroftHaro o6ru;ecTBa norycTopoHHHX'B TBHen, nepecfe- 
KaiomHXt nycTory, ho npH stom-b aepjKaBHiHxca k^rb 
6ywro whrb HHKaKOH nycTOTH, a KaKTa HopBeatcKaro 
napoxofla «raKOHa VII»; TaKi> cap*, npio6p , BTinift 
npHBHHKy xaHTbca no#E> (popMOH o6HHaa, oy/po ohi> 
■B^en. cb ceKperHOio MHocieft ira> BceMorymeMy Bbroice- 
neHy — flteaarBHTejibiiocTb noTycTopoHHaro Mipa; Ha- 
ctojibko /^ItcTBHTejibHocTb, hto, saeiraa Bnepe^B, a 
CKaacy: mh* Bee Kaaterca 6y^ro 6h ero noBCTpinajrb 
eine pa3i>; 9to 6hjio Bt Poccin: Ha flpocjiaBCKOM-B bo- 
K3aji , B, m> Mockb-b, — ywe nocjrB cBepniHBiiiHxca <paK- 
TOBt, bt. anoxy IIpaBHTejibCTBa JIbBOBa, m> tb flHH, KOr- 
na capi> Mhjiiokob'b 3acBAajn> He b-b OKccpopfli, a — Bb 
3AamH HHOCTpaHHaro MnHHCTepcTBa: nepeflt yxoflOMB 
cbohmfb H3-B npaBHTeabCTBa; BCTp-BHeHHBiH capi) — 

— KaKi> 
Ka3ajiocb — 

— CHffBJH. BT) HeeCTeCTBeHHOH no3i, 

oahok) pyKOio cxBaTacb 3a crojrb, a spyrofi 3a TapejiKy, 
b"b KOTopoft njiecKajica, Kaicb Kaaterca, cynb, — 

— TCTCHO 

tbhb, HenpHJiHHHO pacnjiiocHyTaa Ha aKpaHi KHHeMa- 
TorpacpH^iecKOH jichth, pacnaiomeHHHH «y jk a c o m t>» 
peBOJiioHioHHBix'b coCHTili B-b Poccia, nepeflaBaa ^bh- 

3K6H1H — 

— HaM-B, npeAdaBHTejiaM'B BOBce hhoto KaKoro- 
60 



i 

i 



to Mipa: He Mipa c a p a, a aamero, pyccKaro: — 

v — nepe- 

m^hejihcI) pojih: — 

— omb 6um> ana wsek Tenept jieHTOfl 
aKpaHa, Koropyro Hsyiajn. a BHHMaTejiBHo; mh^ #aHa 
OHJia Bjiacn> ofiopBaTL npoTeneme KHHeMaTorpacpHHe- 

CKOH JieHTH, H OCTaBHTb flOCTOHHarO C9pa BT> KOMIPie- 

ckoh, HeecTecTBeiraoa noai (cH.nainHM'b 3a ctojihkomi> 
nepeflfc cynoMi, Ha HpocjiaBCKOM'b BOK3ajrB, bi> MocKBi) 
— HaBcer,n;a. , 

H He c/vfejiajit xoro, npeflocTaBHB'B bt> Teneme jieH- 
th — xegeHiio JieHTH; h HOflC'BiKaBniiH hochjibh],hki. 
Bpy^Hjii, xoMy copy CHJiert: ohi> ykxajiB bt> ApxaH- 
ran&CKT>; — 

— h BcnoMHHJiHct: njiacKH B3i>eponieH- 
hhxt> BOjnn>, napoxo^HKi «r a k o h %», «a», TepaiomiH 

BOBCe BtcOMOCTB H C 3 p M T> pacnJIK>IH,eHHHH Ha KHHe- 

MaTorpacpHHecKOH jieHrfe, KOTopaa, npoTeKaa, Heana 
MeHa bhobb — BBepx-b Ha na.ny6y, r^B a — 

— atejiTHH, ■ 
noadponieHHHfi Ka^Koio npropaHHHH m h ct e p t> cpeflH 
TaKHX'B ate noflopoineHHHX'B, npH3pa*iHNXT>, njiamy- 
ihhx'b «MHCTepoBi,», BftpyrB noKHHyBHiHxt TBep^yio 

nOHBy 3eMJIH H OKa3aBUIHXCa Bt pCB KOCMHieCKHXT. 

BHxpeft ToMcoHa — m> hhhto — co6jiioflaiomHxi. bh$- 
niHia (popMH OpirraHCKHX'B o6HHaeBT>: cpeflb /i;ocTOHHa- 
ro oCmecTBa 9JieKTpoHHHXt cyfrbeKTOBB Ka3ajmci> He 
rBMT>, HTO mh ecra: — 

— TO - eCTb Ka3ajIHCb TOJinOH 

61 



naccajKHpoBt «r a k o h a VlI-ro», cTpaflaiomHXb ab- 
hoh MopcKOK) 6ojrB3Hbto Bt 3arfeaHH0H njiHciefe h pa3- 
cyjKflaromHX'b o ooctohhIh cnacaTejibHHXb noacoB-b h 

O B03M03KHOCTH HaTOJIKHyTBCH Ha MHHy. 

Mirfe H3b 9TOro Miira CMtmHO cocroaHbe co3HaHba 
Moe, npe/oiojiaraBinee H-BKOr^a, hto a tehb; b-b bocho- 

MHHaHiH B03HHKaK)T"b CTaJIbHHe OTJIHBH B3*bepOHieH- 

HHX'b BOjnrb; h — Kycaroin,ift xojioffb ssxh 6pH3i*b, 

nepeGpoineHHuxTj Hepe3b ooprb — 

— HacToanjaro napoxo- 

A»Ka: — 

— nojioca MOKpoiH npoC-ferajia no najiyCi, y/;apa- 
acb o ooprb; h — Kysa-TO CTeKaaa; a a — MtaflJib Mi- 
cro; Ka3ajiocb Tor^a, hto a — rfeHb, npoTaHyBiiiaaca 
orb MeHa'caMaro bb Moe pyccKoe Cy^ymee Ha npoTHJKe- 
HiH M'Bcao.eB'b; AyMajiocb: — 

— HeyaceJiH TaatejiHd koiu- 
Mapi. OTBajiHJica? Hh fl/sHb h He #Ba — BoceMb cyroKb, 
hjib picTH HacoBi 3a3KHMajra MeHa Meatfly npec- 

CaMH, BHJIHTHMH H3T> Cy6CTaHH,iH TBepSKe CTaJIH H — Ta- 

JKeJi'fee rpaHHTa. * 

H/BMeijKoe Mope omiOTH'BBajio TyMaHaMH; Heonpe- 
A'BJieHHOCTH Moero nojioatema Bb Mip^ KJiy6HMHMn 

BfepaMH OCTpOBOB'b H 3eMeJIb HOflnJIHBaJIH KO METE H3b 

TysiaHa, Kaicb pofi cfepHxt npH3paKOB^: — 

— HyflHJIOCb — 

— ca- 

62 



jk€hhxi> wb nanropacTa 'on. Hacb o6pHBaeTca Mo- 
pe; . pa3Biftca TyMaffb, mh 6h cracHyTH 6hjih 
3eMjieio; — v 

— ho hoct> napoxofla, BpfeaacB m> 

npHaCKH CfepHXT) BOJIITb h nofl- 

HHMaa (pOHTaHH ny3Hpna- 
toh wbuu, GfcmuFb Ha Ty- 
MaHt: — 

— h TyiiaH-b pa3- , 
CTynajica — 

— H 3eMJIH, OTT> Haci) 

OTCToamia caJKeHaxt 

b^ nojiTopacTa, — 

6iacajiH no npaByjo h no JiiByio 

CTopoHy napoxofla — m> pa3CT0- 

flHiH caaceHeft nojiTopacTa ort 

Hact; co6HpajiHci> ohh 3a KopMOfl; h — nia- 

JIHCB BCJrBffB 3a HaMH: B-b pa3CT0HHiH Ka- 

KHxt HH6yflB caaceHefl: nojrropacTa, Bpfea- 

HCB BT> npHHCKH CBpHXt BOJIffb H nOflHHMafl 

(pOHTaHH ny3HpHaTOH, SncepHOH, eijiorpo- 
xothoh nteH — 

— h iotb syMajiocb o noKHHyroH AHr- 
Jiin: — 

— MHi Ka,3ajiocB, hto AHrjiia, hjih — BceJieHHaa 
— awn, KycoqeK*b nocjii^HeH, ocTaBineflca no^BH, — 

— KH- 

flaeMHH njiacKaifH bojih-b h Ty#a h ciofla — nam, KH^a- 

eMHH inapHKI, BCejieHHOH BT> GeSBilHOCTH BiHHOCTH.— 

63 



— A MH, «MHCTe- 

pn», — Toace KH^aeMHe 
h Tyfta h cio/ia, nepeflT> 

rfelTb, Kaitt. pa3CiaTBCfl, 
paCTBOpHTLCa Ha B&KH 
BtKOBt; — 

— 3a KopMOft napoxoaa 
peBijia, CBHcrfejia no- 
roHa. . , H3t AHrjiin; 

TOJinn KycaioniiHX'b 

XOJIOflOMt BOJIHt 

nepeKH^HBajiHCb 
3a 6opra>, h — 

— jie3BieMi mokpoth npoCfcrajra no na- 
jiyC-fe; hocl napoxofla B3JieTajn>; h noTOMt Kpyro na- 
flajn>; KopMa no/^HMajiact; h hojioch mokpoth ct> Hea 
6hctpo 6'feacajiH 
Ha Haci> — 

— a 
noAt 

HaMH, 

6htl mo- 
jKeTt ycTa- 

BflCB Bt 6oKa 

napoxoAa, 

KaKi. pH6a, 
H^MeiiiKaa 

MHHa, 

jieTa 
64 



H. . . — 

*-- «IIp0IU,aH, MOfl H9JIJIH». 



Okojio Benepa pa3CTynHjica ryM&wb; nooTKpbijiHCb 
ninpH, a okojio napoxofla 3anjiaBajiH CpeBHa, nejrfeno 
B3JieTaBinie; bh/uio noTonjieHa 6Hjia mxyHa Heno^ajie- 
Ky OTGKtm', Hejiino B3jieraK)mifi npo6KOBHH nones 
yBH^ji-b TOBapHiu;!, Ha rpeSHi bojihh. 

— «IIOCMOTpHTe-Ka». 

- — « i Ito?» 

— «IIocMOTpHTe-Ka: npo6KOBHfi n. . .» 

H 3anHyjica: h nojmaa jifrua," (mi* XapbKOBa) cl 
Majib^HKOMi) yKopH3HeHHO noKa3aJia rjia3aMH Ha Majib- 
HHKa. 

H — 3aM0jiHajit. 

3aroBopnjiH TOTiaeb 5Ke o nocTopoHHHX'b npeflMe- 
Taxi>: o XaptKOBi; o6i> oJKH.naiomeM'b jifruy H3i> Xapb- 
KOBa MyjEt; o 6peBHaxi>, B3jieraioiii;HX'b na Bojmaxb; o 
npooKOBOM-b noacfe He roBopnjiH mh BOBce. 

T^-b 6um> o6jiaAaTejib ero? 

Mhcjib, hto mh M03Kei«> xaioKe iepe3b mh- 
H y T y — B0T i> TaKJKe — 3anjiaBaTi>, He npHxoflHjia naMb 
Bt rojiOBy: h — H'BMeuKia mhhh b-b Cecfefffe o XapbKO- 
B-fe yjieTyiHjiHCb; nepncKoirb He BHTapHHBajn. (b-b Kan- 
Ky BHTap^HBaTb oneHb Tpy/nio eMy), xoth MHorie nac- 
caKHpn — a 6biocb o(fr> 3aKJia/p> — cyeTJiHBHMH B3opa- 
mh, 6poraeHHHMH Bt npocTpaHCTBO, HCKajiH ero. 

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SI, npH3Han>ca cKa3aTi, He Hafl'feHjicH, hto npa^a- 
jiHirb mh k% BepreHy (a He BigHjirb, hto mh eiu,e Bee Ha 
3eMjrk) h mh* /tyMajiocb: botl — pa3opBeTca TyMaHt; 
h — npoacHHTca 6epen>; Ha 6epry mh yBH^HMt or- 
poitHHH njiaKarb: «3fl-BCb — njiaHeTa, npHHa/yiesKa- 
iu,aa Kb c03B"B3AiK) Ilea. . .» 

,HpHHMajia TOCKa no ocTaBjieHHofi HajuiH: — 

— Ka3aJiocb: — 

— came- 
naxt bt> nojrropacTa otb Hacb oSpHBaerca Mope — 

— bt> ynaBineMi. TyMaH^ 
TaHJiacb 3eMJia — 

— pa3CTynajica TyMamb — 

— h 3eMJia, ot- 
CToainaa bt> casReHaxT. nojiTopacTa orb HacB — 

— yCiraaa 
no npaByio h no jitByio cropoHy napoxo^a — Bb pa3- 
CTOHHin caateHeH nojrropacTa on. Hacb, htooh, coopaB- 

fflHCb TaMi, 3a KOpMOH, THaTBCa BM^CTB Cb TyMaHOMT. 

3a HaMH — 

— m> pa3CToaHin cameHefl nojixopacTa orb 
nacb. 



y KPYTblXTb BEPErOBT) norHBAET r b 
KOPABJlb 

BcnoMHHaerca mh* — chpotjihbhh, cfepfcromifi 
^enB — MeJKb HbioKacTJieM'b h BepreHOM'b; BcnoMHHa- 

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erca ysejib flymeBHbixb do6uri&, 6'ferynj;ifi Biiepe^ h 
na3a/n>: HacToamiH cnysKim. cKB03HHMb TpaHcnop- 
TOMb; HHTaio Bb HeMi. — npofojioe. 

Ilponijioe — 6hjio jih? H otohijio jih oho? 

KaJK^Hft Mnrs nepenojiHeHi ro/iaMH: Tepaio hjijiio- 
3iK> BpeMeHH; npoiHJibie moth qpeBaTH rpa/iyiHHMb; npo- 
roBopHBrnn H3b hhxi, pa3BepHyjio oho npe.no mhobd Te- 
nepb cboh cjiiflCTBia — 

— CTpaiiHua coiiACTBia. . . 

Tojio/vb, 6oji r t3HH, BOHHa, rojioca peBOJiKxu,iH — no- 
cjiiflCTBia CTpaHHHxt nocTynKOB'b Monxb; Bee, hto jkh- 
jio bo MHi, pa3opBaBHiH MeHa, — pa3JieTBJiocb no Mipy; 
KorAa-TO oho apo BBipBajiocb H3b MeHa caMaro, bitbctb 
Cb cep/njeMb mohmi (3to 6hjio Bt THuiafluieMt yrjiy Ba- 
3ejibJiaHAa) : h Mipb, pacKH/taBHiiHca orb MeHa Ha bo- 
CTOKb h Ha 3ana/vt, Ha cfeBept, Ha rort, BHHJib jih OHb 
npoHcine/nneMy: Bb raxoMt yrjiy Ba3ejibjiaHfla? Ecjih- 
6b BHajib? He npoH30iujiH 6h coobma Mipa TaKb HMeH- 
ho, KaKb ohh npoTeKajiH; Mip-b BHHecb 6h noyiiiTejib- 
Hne npHMipn: npoHcxoftamie Bb HHflHBH/iyajibHOM'b co- 
3HaHiH, Bb «a» o^Horo ^ejioB-BKa, — KapTHHa BcejieH- 
hoh; npoo6pa3b ea iiaHHHaHifi; h — njiaHOBb o Gy/iy- 
meMb. Hhh'b, Kor/ia oco3HajiH, hto «fl» co3HaBaHia He 
ecTb AaHHoe Miii HH/niBH/iyajibHoe «a», — aojkkho 6h 
nonaTb: cb toh MHiiyTH, Kor^a bo mh^ «H» oco3HaJio ce- 

6a BHt yCJIOBifi OOH*IHHXb KpHTepieBb HHflHBH/iyaJIbHa- 

ro co3HaBaHia — MaTepiajiu co3HaHia Toro «H» bt> Bnjyk 
„ A^HCTBiH, coSbmn, co3HaHia h nepeacHTifl «cy6beKTa», 

5 * 67 



auiBymaro bi> ftaHHoe BpeMa Kb tomi. HMeHHO nyHKYB 
npocTpaHCTBa (bt> yrjiy BaaejibJiaHfta) — coCbma 3no- 

XaJIbHHH. 

He y3HajiH ohh «H» bo mh*b. 
^a h a He y3Hajib, ^ito a — 6oM6a, B3opBaBmaa 
npouiJioe. 

IIofl03p'BBajiH, noacajiyii, o^hh aHrjnrraHe: nxb 
chihhkh, 'hjih BtpirBe He nxb chih,hkh, a chihhkh hxi 
(t. e. chh],hkh dpaTcraa, yoioBHo h BpeMeHHO flMcTBy- 
tomaro nofli> npHKpbrrieMb aHrJiocaKOOHCKOH jih- 
tohh) — MeHa pacn03HaJin: h npHHajmcb onopo^HBaTb 
AMcTBia oGojiohkh Moea, ee nopTa; HMb nyajiocb: a Ho- 
my ftHHaMHTb, on, KOToparo pasopsyTca Ha *iacTH, B3Jie- 
Taa Ha B03flyxb: — 

— Poccia — 
— TepMaHia — 
— OpaHHia — 
— AHraia — , 
MOJKeTB 6htb. . . 

Ho 3to bt> oyflymeirb: Haaroamee — nycxo; a hei- 
r's — ockojikh pa3opBaHHOH 6om6h. 

MajibHHuiKH MeHa noflGnpaDTb Ha yjran.'B. 

Jim,, TpH Mnra orpoMHN b-b coCbrriaxb skh3hh Moett: 

MH^ OHH OCB'BmaiOTb ro,n,a. 

TaKHMb MHroMb 3anojiHHJica BepreHb, — Kb koto- 
poMy no/rajiHBaJi'b a — oojibhoh h pa3AaBJieHHHfi, 6po- 
uienHHH bo bob TeneHia KHHeMa-rorpatpHHecKOH jieHTH: 

Bb Mipt 6e3npHHHHH0H npHHHHHOCTH, rfffe COCTaBb 
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BCfeX'B flyilieBHHX'b ABHJKeHift, KaKT. H TBJieCHHH COCTaBl 

onpeA'B.naeTca nocTpoemeM'b aTOMOFb, o6pa3yioiii,HXb 
Apyrb OTHOCHTenbHO APyra Kama yroAHO (pnrypbi KaA- 
Phjih; KorAa-TO a 6um> AHpnJKepoM'b orpoMHNX'b h 

CTpOHKO nOCTpOeHHHXt TOJOTb aTOMHCTHgeCKHX1> «MH- 

cTepoBi>», npoxoAainjHxi) no yjraijaMb Moero TfejiecHaro 
rpa^a: Kaicb napb B03CBAajrb Ha B03BHiueHHOMi> Tpo- 
Hi Me5Kt Asyx'b nojiymapift — no^b KptaKHMH crfcHa- 
mh 3aMKa (noAi) *iepenHoio kopo6kok>) a, npHHHMaa #e- 
neniH ABiHaAnaTH npoBOAOBb Tejierpacpa. 

TaKt mh* coo6m;HJiH — Ha cojihchhoh rniomaAH 
(bi> cepAn;*) — cKonjieme «MHcrepoB , b», o6pa3yK>m,HX'b 
MHTHHrb h npoTecTyiomHX'b npoTHBt p'BineHia MOero 
npeMbepB-MHHHCTpa: yMa. H — npH noMomn Tejierpa<p- 
Haro npoBOAa Ba30MOTopHHMH KaoejiaMH OTAaBajrb npa- 
Ka3ama: npoTecTyronpiM'b «MHCTepaMb» Teib no ninpo- 
KHMb npocneKTaMt bt> moh saMom. (mh-b bi> rcwioBy); 
«MHCTepH», yroMOHacb, TeiuiH, h totb (paKTb con,iajib- 
Ho-o6m;ecTBeHHOH 3KH3HH, kotophh 30Byrb (pH3iojiorH 
opoHieHieMb M03ra kpobmo, — B03CTaH0Bjiajica HeMeA- 

JieHHO. 

H 6um> CBepmyn. Tenepb HHTpnraMH mh^ Bpaac- 
AeSHaro rocyAapcTBa; n;eHTpajiH3aii;ia KOJiocajibHaro 
rocyAapcTBa, hjih Tiuia, pa3pymeHa hmh; a bcb Te- 
jierpaipHHe npoBOAH nepexBaneHH hmh; nocpeAHH'fe JKe 
cojihcthoh rniomaAH «MHcxepK» o6pa3yioTb 6e3CM'BH- 
HHe MHTHHrn (nepenojnma cepAeHHHH m-bihokI) h rpo- 
3a pacniHpeHieMb cepAna) ; a «H» cpeAH hhxt> — cocko- 
HHBmin cb BHcoKaro «TpoHa» — aTOMHCTHiecKin, njia- 

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uiymift, npH3paHHHlt «MHCTepB»: cpe/iB npKspa^HHXB 
MHCTepoBt; rocy^apcTBb — pacniaTaHo: Tijio — 
pa3BajiHHa: bb m-bct-b TpoHa — nycTaa orpoMH&a Ha/i,- 
iihcb: «3/;4cb — «H»; ho «H» — nirb; He BoacBftaerB 
oho Ha^o bcbm-b, a — (pjianHpyeri) cpe/pi «MHCTepoBT>» 
— «MHCTepoMB» — MOSKem, 6htb npeSHBaa bb KBapTa- 
.nt K)nHTepa, t. e. bb neneHH; MOJKert 6bitb, 3a6HpaacB 
bb Tyna^OK^ HepBeo6pa3Haro OTpocTKa khhikh; iiojihth- 
HecKyro peBOJiK>n,iK> coBepnraji'B bb> rocy/i.apcTB'B MoeMB 

T T B flBHBHliHCH C 9 p B, B03CTaH0BHBHIH BCBXB «MH- 

CTepoBB» 6e3B co3HaHia npoTHBB — ce6a, co3Haioin,aro 
«fl»; h botb «H», ydtaaBB bb noflco3Hame, OTB-feHaJio 
TenepB TOMy c 9 p y, — orpoMH'feHiiiHMB yrjiydremeMB 
peBOJHOuin; HaHHHajiacB couiajiBHaa peBOJironia: nepe- 
poac^eHBe TKaHeii rfejia. 

Ho Bcfe coniajiBHBia peBOJiion;iH — nepeKa^^HBH; 
nepeKHflHHMH npnacoHKaMH «MHCTepH» (9JieKTpoHH), 

IlOKHHyBHIH TijIO MOe, Bflpyn. pa3BHJIH BOKpyFB MOHXB 
SpeHHBIX'B TBJieCHHXB paSBajIHH-B, XBOCTH 9MaHaH,iH; H 

9MHrpHpoBaBt bt> rocy^apcTBa, Bpaac/i,e6HHfl jots, b^b 

T^Jia C3pOBT>, npOH3BO/i;HJIH BB HHX'B MHTHHrH. CpeflB 

hhxb MOe «H» — (aMiirpaHTB, nepeBe3Hiia bb cocfe/piee 
t^jio nyiKH npoKjiaMauiH h TpaHcnopTH 6om6b) no/iro- 

TOBJIHJIO HeBHAHMO COHJajIBHyK) peBOJIK)H,iK) BcfeXT) rfe- 
JieCHHXT) COCTaBOBI,: TaKB — 

-- PyccKifi — 
-- TepMaHen,B — 

— OpaHn;y3B — 

— AHrJIHHaHHHB — 

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— yjKe Tenepb — 

— He repManeoT> — 

— He PyccKift — ' , 

— He BpHTTB — 

— He OpaHnyai. — 

— Bt Heji'fe B'feita 
BCTaerb HejiOB'BK'b, npoH3BO/i;a cboh B3Phbh bi> rk- 
jiecHHX'B cocTaBax'B: T"Ejia, no^oo3HaHia /lyuin h yiyxii 
jiKACKie, apxHTeKTOHHiecKH pacnojiaraioTca hhh'b rap- 
JiHHflOft BOKpyrB ^ejioBiua. 

IIpHnopiHMaeTCfl Bt dy/iymeMT. oht>: HacToamee — 
nycTO; h AyxH, h AyniH, mhjijiIohh caMOcosHamH — oc- 
kojikh orpoMHaro rfejia h «ctbo» HejiOBiica. 

To «c t b o» (e c t e c t b o) noflfoipaxm) Ha yjra- 

IJ.'B. 

Meat's HbioKacTjieMt h BepreHOMt a nepecTaji-b yace 

^HCJIHTbCa «H e JI O B t K O M T>»; B"b CHJIOMt ero CMHCJI'B 

yacB 6biji^ a 6e3rBJibHHMi. adcTpaKTHMMb lejiOMi, 
noKpHBarontHMi) Mipi, (hjih — KynQJioMt He6a: Hjuii03i- 
ett Kynojia) ; o/iHOBpeMeHHo, OTfl'fcjibHo «H» Shji-b ne co- 
ook), a BiKOMt, anoxofl: 6e3i>aHHOH, 6633™^- 
Hofl: bo mh^ pa3BajiHJica cocTaBb HejiOB'feKa; h yMepjio 
^ipesKHee «H», npefibmaa, KaKt «c t b o» — H e ji o- 
B^ie-cTBa. «C t b o» — HeatHBoe, Tynoe, rjiyxoe, 
ch/i.'b.iio Ha n&ny&b, npHnoMHHaa /pin npearaHXTb Bejia- 
Hin, OTKpHBHiHxca bt. BepreH-B, r/vB Ha KpaTKoe BpeMa 
oho B03HecjiocB kt, HeJioB'BKy: — 

— 1e,IOM% BOCXO- 

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flamaro B i k a — 

— a 6um, yace Bb BepreSi: — 

— Ha Iop- 
^aHH Moefl onycTHJiHCB m> uena moh kphjilh: rjiaBa 
moh TpecHyjia; BbipBaHHaa H3b TeMHorb (roiaHa Bb He- 
pen's) mhcjib moh oxBaTHjiacb SjnrcraHieMb, Hapnco- 
BaB^ BCBM-b rpaflyiHHM*b KyjibTypaMi. rpa^ymia cyflb- 
6h cboh; npecymecTBOBaHie Bb tohk'B «H», nejiOBiKa 

BO MHt B b HeJIO BiKa CBepiHHJIOCb — Sfltcb Bb 

BepreHt; Bb stom-b uvtrb Hcropia 3KH3HH Moefl Bci moh 
Bonjiomema (nponuina h rpa^ymia jkh3hh), 3arH6aacb 
BOKpyrb, onHcaBinn OKpyacHocrb, ooMKHyjiHct; h CTa- 

JIH MH^ — HijILHOCTLK); CpeflH BCBXb CBOHXb JKH3Heft, 

HXb Bee coaepnaa — cxoajio orpoMHoe «H», OBjia/vBBaa 
orpoMHHMH pHTMaMH: rBjia, flymH, noflco3HaHia, co3Ha- 
Hia h flyxa: — 

— a Ghjtb — HeJiOB-BKb (cb oojib- 
raoH 6yKBH) hjib ysn>: Mens - Mann - Mensch - Manes - 
Manas; — 

— cpeffH BCBxt H3-MeHe-Hin co3HaHia 

M e h -b, hjih M a h a c t> bo mh^ B03CTaBajrb: h ciajn.: — 

— cpe^b nypnypoBHXb mxobt> BejinqaBHXb Haro- 

pift, B36Hpaacb bhcoko-bhooko Haflb (pBop^aMH, a npo- 

cTaHBajib, niineH'Ba, ocHnaHHHH KaKb 6h rpaflOMb y^a- 

pOBb, pa30pBaHHHH B3pHBaMH MNCJieH, BJieKym,HXb Me- 

Ha h Tyfla, h c»aa; coTpacajiacb bo mh^ Bca flymeB- 
Hocrb; h orb Hea — Moe tbjio; h — Biajio: THcaierpa- 
AycHHMb acapoMb Ha tbjio; H3b r.na3b BHJierajib, tohho 
refi3epb: njiaMeHHOKpHJiHtt h MHoroycTHft KpiiaaMH: 

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oniflMH pa3BepTNBajn> phtvIh (mb wh3hh cboh) BKpyrt 
ce6a; a3NKaMH — ycTaMH cJiaBHJii> BejiHiie Mipa; a bh- 
/VBjib, ito KpyrB 3aMHKaerca! ^oacerB 6htb, co3epn,aa 
(jjriopflbi cb BHcoKHxt Haropifl, a bhtvbjib Tor^a me — 
yate noflnjiHBaromiH kb BepreHy napoxo#HKB «raKOHB», 
cb mohmb coCcTBeHHHMt TpynoMt; Taire> mhpb n o- 
jioaceHiH bo r p o 6 b *iepe3B Tpn cb jihuihhmb ro/ja 
nepeatHBajicfl o^HOBpeMeHHO cb Moefi IopflaHBK): 
6htb Moaterb, a BH/vfejiB h mhit> BOCKpeceHia: — 

— Bee, 
tto 6hjio h Cy^eTb CBepniaJiocB: roBopHJiB «H» — 

— fla 6y- 
flert! — 

— BceMy, hto bo Mirk HaflJieacaJio CBepniHTB- 

ca: — 

— Tenepb, iepe3B tph cb jihhihhmb ro^a, ycTaJioe 
rfcjio ch/vJuio Ha najiyfit h npoTaHyBHiH bb TyMaHB cboh 
pyKH no HanpaBJieHiio kb GepreHCKHMB 6eperaMB — 
B03Bpain;ajiocB: kb ToMy, Kto cb bhcokhxb Haropift 
yace co3epu,ajn> noflnjiHBaromiH kb BepreHy napoxo- 
Ahkb «r a k o h b»: cboh cKOJioHeHHHfl rpo6B, cpe^B KO- 
Toparo neacHBoe «oho», cb nepeKpyateHHHMH nojiaMH 
ocBHCTaHHOH HiJianH, K&Kb acejrraa najiKa, yBHTaa ne- 
jieHaMH, — 

— croajio, BnepnBB npe^B co6oii ocreKJi'BJiHe, 
HeatHBHe rjia3a; h — BHHMajio ^aJieKOMy npH3HBamio 

«JIa3apB, H/Oi BOHT>». 

H BHmejiB yMnpaiomifi. 



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Beprent! 

BCTP^THJIT. HaCt CT> H3JIJIH Offb KpaCHHMH MXaMH 

naropifl; — 

— 3anoMHHJica HaMi>; ho He BHajiH mh c-b 
Hajijin: nepesb rpn ct jihhihhm'b ro,na a oyfly bhobb 
no/puibiBaTb k% 9thmi> roprnMb M&cTaM'b m-h TyMaHOBb 
HiMen;Karo Mopa — 6ojilho8, cl nepeoHTOH flynioft, npo- 

B03S AHHaMHIT> HapOCTaK>IH,HXb B3pHB0B1> BcejieH- 

hoh: — 

— b% Pocciio! 

Ta hohb Miit 3anoMHHJiaci>: 6$>jme iuio*iba B3JieTa- 
jih; cojieHoro BJiaroft oxBaneHb 6hjii> a; 6okt, kopmh 

CHpOTJIHBO nOCKpanHBaJIt B^ BOi H rpOXOT-B, a H3T, 

Tpyon BHjieTajiH, cTpijiaa B-b npocTpaHCTBO, BOHicrae 
Ahmh; cKJioHaacb Bt OTBepcTie najiyon — cBepxy (k.t> 
MaiuHHaMTb) a cjiymajib — 

— «TOX'b-TOX , b» — 

— nofl- 
JimuiH y3JiH phwobi.; h BCTaBaJiH h na^ajiH rpoM- 
Kie nopniHH. 

Pa3AaBjieHHbifl aHrjiH^aHaMH, nofl03p , BBaeMbiH Bb 
HinioHaaK-B, a BcnoMHHJi-b bcb, bcb moth, Koiyja napo- 
xoflb, pa3p"B3aa BajiH, Hecca no Mopio, H36oposK/;eHHO- 
My MHHaMH: m, BepreHy! 

BepreH'b bo mh^, — nepeJKH-roe aajieKoe npouuioe: 
cxajrb — MOHin. 6y^yn),HMb; a noKHHyjib ero pobho Tpn 
cb JiHHiHHM'b ro.ua Ha3a/i;b; c-b npoTHBonojiosKHOfi Te- 
nepb ctopohh a kte> HeMy nosnjibiBajn>: — 

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— xaKT> npaiiaa, 
o^Brymaa jraiiia jkh3hh ott> EepreHa m> ^opHaxy CTajia 
renepb iiojihnmi> KpyroMi.: Ha4ajr& — kohhomi,. 

Taifb — bi> Ha^ani: Haiajio (ZtyxTb BpeMeHH) b-b- 
ajio B'b MeHa THca^erpaAycHHMt JKapoMib cbohxi o6b , b- 
Baiomnxi. KpHjiifl; 3/vbcb — bt> kohh.'b: kb roJiOBacTHMi 
Ka,MHHMi> KpyTo6oKOfi HopBerin noflnjiHBajrt t p y n % 
bo rpofii. 

IIocepeAHH'B jiesKajio TpexjiiTBe: poaefleme, pocn. 
h KOHHHHa «m ji a a e h h, a» bo Mfffe, hjih — ^xa. 

CToajrb (hjih — rfejio ctohjio Moe) nepeflt Bepre- 
hojcb ci TpynHKOMi> Tpexro/tOBaJiaro 
m a JI b h h k a. . . 

BcnoMHHJioct: — 

— qepesfc ceMb ct iiojiobhhoio wh- 
caneBt nocjrB oepreHCKofi: jiukhh mh cl Hsjijih nona- 
jih bt> yKTH'feHiHiH HepenH^iaTNH rop^oKt BiopTeH6ep- 
ra; ohjtb Benep'b; h — KaJKCTca: npespc»K/i,ecTBeH craft 
Be^epi; THinaftHiia yjinnn ropo/i,a cepeopaHO Heniyn- 
jiHCb JiyHOft; mh yme coCHpajinca cnaTb. 

IlepeA'B chcmb nojjonuia ko mh-b Hbjijih (ct> hcbh- 
pa3HM0K) HyTKOCTbK) nepesRHBajia OHa Mipi> mohxi co- 
CToamH co3HaHiH, 6e3t cJioBt, 6e3i> e/pHaro B3rjiafta, 
MeHa npoHHuaa HacKB03b): 

— «Hto th?» 

• — «CHOBa 3a cTapoe?» 
£1 eft OTB'BTHjn.: 

— «^a, HajuiH. . .» 

— «Mh , b — TpyAHO. . .» 

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H H9JUIH, CTaBt CTporofi, B3HJia mom 3a pyKy: 

— «He 3a6HBaft, mhjihh, BepreHa». 

— «H3jijih: MH'fe BepreHi) ctohtb, KaKB sepinHHa, 
OTKyaa cBaJiHJica a...» 

— «Bojibho!» 

— «H3JI0MaHH KOCTH MOH!» 

TaKB ko mh* nepe^b chomt, noflXOAHJia, B3;pixaa h 
B3opoifb jiacKaa MeHa, moh -raxaa H3jijih (mh 06a yera- 
jm: ayxoBHoe cTpaHCTBie — TajKeJTBHinee 6peMa); h 
raa^HJia Hajinn MeHa; a 3a OKHaMH bhjih BfcTpa; ce- 
pedpoMt leinynjiHCB yjiHH,N cnamaro ropoaa kb OKHaxB. 
A yTpoMt: nenajifcHaa HajuiH, He rjiafla bb rjia3a, pa3- 
BepHyjia raseiy; npoHJia noneMy-TO mh* BCJiyxi. Tejie- 
rpaMMy, hto okojio BepreHa pa3pa3HJiacB CHJiBH'BHUiaa 
<5ypa, hto cb MaaKa yBH^aJin cHraaJiH noMomn: yTO- 
najia yjiH3i> BepreHa nixyHa. 

H B3.nporHy.jn), Mena nopaanjia Torfla TejierpaMMa 
H3i BepreHa, Kant JKHB-Bflmiit OTBtrB Ha co6Brrie pa3- 
roBopa, KOXopHft BejiH HaKaHyH-B. KopaCjiB, Ha koto- 

POMB MH CB H3JIJIH npOHJIHJIH FB CTpaHy HOBOH JKH3HH, 

noj),Beprca KpynieHiio okojio BepreHa — bb ho^b, Kor^a 
mh* 6hjio Tpy/mo; orryfla, H3B Mopa, 3a BepreHOMB — 

CJIHUiaJIHCB: KpHKH nOMOHI,H. 

Mh* xot^jiocb cKa3aTB Moeft HajuiH. 

_ «To — a!» 

— «^a, to a norH6aJTB». 

H — MOJinajTb; h neiajiBHO BnepHBniHCB bt> mchh, 
MOjnajiHBO cjioatHJia ra3ery cepBe3Haa Hsjijih; h — 
mhmoxoaomb, He rjiafla, cKa3aJia noTOMB HeB3HanaH: 

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i 



— «9to rjiynocTH!» 

— «CjiHniHnii> jih: rjiynQcra!» — 

- — Bora noneMy hohl 

Ha OiBepHOMTb Mopi, Kor^a no/uMHBajrb wb wne&o 
OTOme^nieMy npouuiOMy {Kb BepreHy) — botb noqeMy 
a, pa36HTHft, cb 6ojibHOH flymoio, 6e3T> Hbjijih, onaTb 
BcnoMHHaJii.: HepennqaTHH ropoflOKb BiopTeH6epra, ac- 
HifimyK) ho^il, neniyio cepeopa Ha KaMHax-b cnamefi 
yjinnbi, rcuiocb rpycnrBiomeH Hsjijih: 

— «H th — 3a6HJit BepreHi>!» 
A okojio BepreHa norn6aJia HopBesKCKaa mxyHa; 

CJIHHiaJIHCL KpHKH nOMOIUH: 8T0 BCKpHiafla 

rpfljiymHMi Moa t a m i> ayuia. 

OcymecTBHJiocB rpa^ymee mmfe: h a, nornoaicnniH, 
iipocrapaiomili pyKH bt> TyMaHH, ona-rb iKwuibiBajrb Kb 
j| cbohmi. co6cTBeHHHM^ cKajiaifb /^hih: noAnjiHBaJit cho- 

|| Ba kt, BepreHy, ito6h npa3/nio njiecKaTbca cbohmi, ko- 

Jf neH'BiomHM'b TpynoMt (y cKaJit), x no6u BH/vfcTb ce6a 

bhcoko Haji;i> coooro — TaKHMt, KaKHMTb H-BKor/i,a 6um> a 
— 3fffecb, wb EepreH-B. 
JlyMajiocb: 

— «MH0iaa Hbjijih!* 

§ — «nocjiyinaH: npncjiymanca — Tai£B, bt> cBoeifb 

I /JopHax-B. • •» 

|> — «y KpyTHX'b 6eperoFb cHOBa npocarb o noMO- 

I mn. . .» 

if — «ITorH6aerb Kopa6jib. . .» 

J» — «Kopa6jib 5KH3HeHHHXT> crpaHCTBiH — onaTb: 

,«fi . y KpviHXb 6eperoBt». 

;* 
I ■ 



- «0, cnacH MeHa!» 

- «H9jijih! ! !» 



9T0 — CMEPTb 

J[jIHJiaCI> HOHb. 

Ilocpe/pnrfe npocTpancTBa jieTaromeft najiySn a 
npHCJioHHJica Kb TpySi napoxofla: JierajiH npocTpaHCT- 
Ba pNflaiomiiM'H ry/ioMT>: HanpaBO, HaniBO, Bnepep. h 
na3aAi>; HanaAajm Ha hoc*b, Ha KopMy, Ha 6oKa napoxo- 
yia; ApoSHJiHca ntaaMH, rannaMH, njiecicaMH, 6jiecKa,MH; 
Ha/p. Tpy6oio B3JieriiB , B, cxaa HCKpTb ona/i;ajia; h — ra- 
cjia: Bt pH/iaioHj;eMi> ry^fe; h ntabi, h njiecKH BaJiHJiHCb 
ype3b 6oprc>; ona/i;ajra CTpyeio bo/jh; nepeJieTaJia no na- 
Jiy6i — 3ajiHBaJiH KajioniH. Mena OAOJi^Jia 6e3Bem;- 
hoctb JieTaiomHX'B flajieft: h poeM-b, h njiecROM'b: Borb 
nocb, 3apHBancB Bt 6e3o6pa3HOCTb 6pbi3rb, MeHa MnaJib 

— bt> HHKy/ta h B"b hhhto: simym h hhhto — jxyuaJTb H 

— He ochjihtb; cToajia ropjiacTaa mojibb BCBxt Hapfe- 
Hifl — aHrjiificKaro, pyccKaro, HiBeACKaro, fl&TCKaro, — 

B?> BH3FB XJieCTaBHiefi OeSMtpHOCTH, Bb BHXJieCTaXI. HO- 

ih; npomejrb MOjraajiHBO cypoBHH Marpocb Ha Kopo- 

TeHbKHXb HOJKKaX'b, flepJKa HWh COtiOK) (pOHapHK'b — 

MHraBHiee oko; MeJibKHyjra bi> ctojiG'b HeJKHBoro KaKO- 
ro-TO cB^Ta mh^ npoHepTHH ManTH, KaHarb h bhcoko 
npHno/iHHTHfi MOCTHK'b, OTKy^a Kp-BHEJiacb Fb npo- 

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CTpaHCTBO (|)Hrypa; MejibK&yjiH — h h^tb HH^ero, upo- 
wb roBopa BHXJiecTOBt, niaHO njiacaBninxt 3a 6opTOMi> 
BHxpacTHMH rpeoHaMH h yrfa^jaBraHxi) 3a Sopnb, npn- 
no^HaBraH ero; xjiecTKO nuienajiHCb rpetiHH o sepeBaH- 
Hyro najiySy, nepejieTaa 3a 6oprb h OT^aBaa cojieHHa 
6pH3rn Ha npocBHCTHH B^Tpa; Boe — npocBHCTHH, npo- 

CBHCTHH; BT> npOCBHCTHH — HGCCa (pOHapHK/b Ha MaHT'B 

cpeflb pBaHHxi) TyMaHOBt: hhhto HacTynajio, h h- 
mto oCcTynajio, hhhto OTCTyna.no: bt> h h h t o. 

3Haio: Bt 6pH3raMH JibioniiH, bt> xojioahhh, m> co- 

JI6HHH npOCTOpT> HH3JieTa» H3B'BHHO H3T> OpbKTb pOKO- 

Boro npocTopa; Bt KaroTt-KaMnaHia a npowHBajib, Karab 
h Bci, — TaMT>: no/vi> Majioio najiy6oio, or/vkjiaromeH 

5KH3HB OTB HHMTO: a COmeJTb nO^T) nOKpOBH TBJieCHO- 

cth; h — no/i,T> najiySoit jkhjtb, nyTeiHecTBOBajit, mh- 
cjihjtl, Sopojica, jnooHjib: nocjrfe — yMept: no/prajica 

no JliceHK-fe — nOCMOTp'BTb Ha /vMCTBHTejIbHOCTb, OTb 

KOTopofi no/iT. Majioa najiy6ofi npaTaJincb mh: h — no- 
najiT) bt> noc-nt- cMepTHoe: Bt SptraraMH jibiomiH, bt> 

TeMHOTHHH, B3JieTaK)IHiH Mip-b H3T>. . . TaKoro ace TOHHO 

xojiOflHaro Mipa: Moe npeoHBaHbe bt> Kaiorb-KaMnaHiH 

— Bt SEH3HH ■ — MOMeHTb. 

dTon'b 6pH35Kyni,iH npocBHCTenb — npocBHCTeHb Mi- 
pa, B-b KOTopHH OTnymeno tbjio; a BHmejiT) H3t rijia, 
KOTopoe OTTOJiKHyji'b orb MeHa eme bt> «JIoh^oh , b» — 
cap-b. 

8to rfejio Tenepb, pasjiaraacb, Ka^aerca bt> 3h6h 

TOMCOHOBCKHXT) BHXpeU; B^ HeH3'bHCHHM0CTB HHHXT> H3- 

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Mipemft pacTaert oho: a 6jiyjKflaio no rBJiy, KOTopoe, 
pa3Jiaraacb, Kanaerca Bt 3h6h TOMcoHOBCKHX'b BHxpen; 
b-b HeH3tacHHMOCTb HHHXt H^MipeHift pacTaerb oho: 

— «Bb Heo6T>HTHOM1>»... 

— «Oahh , b»... 

— «HaBcer/i,a»... 

— «HnHero!»... 

— «HHKoro!»... 

— «He OCHJIHTb»... 

— «Hh t ito». . . 

y^b npouiejit MOJiHajiHBHft MaTpoct, noAHMaa py- 
koh KpyrJiorjiaBHH <pOHapHKT>; MeJibKHyjm Kb Jiyq* He- 
BMcoKie npoieprHH MaiTH, KaHara, (pHrypn: 

— «Haci> MHoro!»... 

— «Mh noji3a,m r b»... 

— «KaKb h th!» 

— «Mh cl toook>!». . . 

— «Bceiyi,a!» 

H a noHajii), hto 9th (pnrypH — jieMypn... 

OHi noHBHjiHCb ^aBHO: bi voflfr bohhh; npoBOJKa- 
jih noBCKfly MeHH — Ha nporyjncax'b, m> TpaMBai; ro- 
HHJiHCb no Ba3&nio, JJopHaxy; a, yxBaTHBniHCB 3a Haji- 
jih, He pa^b 03Hpajica, cnycKaacb cb xojiMa: 

— «3a flepeBbaMH npa^eTca kto-to!» 

— «OcTaBb: 9T0 rjiynocTH»... 

— «Kto 3a flepeBbaMH npaHeTca?» 

— «A KaKoe HaM-b ^jio»... 
IHeirrajiH flepeBba: 

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— «Hacb MHoro!» 

51 BHAiJit (pHrypH: (pHrypn JieMypoBt. 

51 — yMepi: He 3^bc& — ein,e m> JIoHfloi-fE; He 6h- 
jio JIoHflona: CMepTb orb pa3pHBa — MriiOBeHHaa 
CMeprB! — 6Hna m> TaBpfe: h flaace — He bt> TaBpi. . . 

H yjiep-B Ha oepHCKOM-b BOKaajrfl; Moli xpyn'b 0TBe3- 
jih yace bi> /IppHaxs>; h Hsjijih, h Bay9pi>, h IIlTeHHepi. 
xopoHHTL MeHH; B03Bpain,eHte Ka po^HHy — bt> ao-po- 
at^eHHoe, bt> cTapoe — kb to, *ito 3a6HjiB, ho hto 
6hjio, hto noMHHTca lepesi. nepBHe moth co3iiania: 
GpeflOMt rjraffBJia b'b MeHa mch po;uiKa: 

— «Th — bi> HeatHBOMi.!». . . 

— «Bl> Heo6'B.HTHOM , b!» ... 

51 cnopnji'L: 

— «H — bt> BepreHt». 
Ho iffiB OTB^Hajio: 

— «H , BrB BepreHa!» 

— «H , BT , b HHiero!» 

— «HHKoro!» 



Bi> nepBHH mhtb nocjTB cMeprn co3Hame, npofloji- 
acaa paoory cocpeAOTOHHJioct bt> mhcjih o tom^, ito moh 
nyn. ecTt DapHHa, JIoh^ohi., BepreHt. Ho mhcjih bh* 
T^jia ecTt aiH3Hb; h bott> 3kh3hb nyTeuiecTBia #o H-b- 
Men,Karo Mopa pa3CTaBHJiacB bi oopaaaxt mhcjih: 9(pKp- 
Hoe tbjio, pa36yxHyBi> Ty/ta h cio/ia, 6hjio cxBa'ieHO po- 
ewb JieMypoBb, bt> co3HaHiH npocTynaioiHHX'B cH.:iy3Ta- 
mh CTpaHHNXi> (pHrypt, OKpyHaBHiux-b Men>i; h iipn- 

6il SI 



noMHHJiacb penerania bb /JopHax'B cneHH H3B «<3>ay- 
CTa»: cn;eHH cb JieMypaME. IIlTefiHepB nocia- 
bhjtb ee npe,a;o mhoio, KaKB 3Ha*KB npe,a;cToam,aro: oiep- 
th! 

H He Ghjio JIoHflOHa: mhcjib o IlapHaKi h JIoHflOHi 
bb uurb yMHpaHBa flepaeajiacB; h HaKOHeoB mhcjib 3a- 
Taajia: o6pa3Bi MHoroMipHBiXB npocTpaHCTB'B, 3aKH- 
naioiHHXB ry/iaMH, ninnaMH, 6jiecKaMH, BcnjiecKaMH h 
co3Aaroiu;Hx r b bt> co3HaHBH, npnEHKnieMi) 11,'BnjiaTBca 
sa crycTKH H3B HyBCTBeHHHXB o6pa30BB, — BnenaTJii- 
nie Mopa; — BoscTaJin: — 3apHBinHci> — 

bb 6e366pa3HOCTi> 6pH3ri> a JierfejiB otb 
HtioKacTJia j\o BepreHa; nuienaJiocB fle- 
peBaHHyio naoiy6y, nepejieTaa 3a 6opTB, 
Bee, HTO eCTB — 

— co3HaBaHBe XBaTaeTca 3a 
cooOmeHBa flyxoBHOH HayKH, KOTopua noMoraiOTB och- 
jihtb: — 
— npocTpaHCTBO BceneHHofi BHyTpH co3HaBaHia. . . — 

— nepBoe 
BpeMa HjiJiK3ia omymeHift jKHBerB, KaKB orpoMHoe rfe- 
jio, bb KOTopoMB jnoooii kojkhbih nyHKrB omymaerb ce- 
6a otctohihhmb otb SjiHJKHaro nyHKTa Ha pa3CToaHiH, 
paBHOMB npocTpaHCTBy, nojiosKeHHOMy otb 3eMjiH ,n;o 
JiyHBi; h bcb nyHKTH, TOCKya, ce6a co3HaK>TB rojioca- 
hjhmh: 

— «0!» 

— «0!» 

— «0!» 

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— «HaBcer^a: HHiero- HHKoro!» 

— «0!» 
_ «0!» 

— «0!» 

Ecjih 6h co3HaBaHia omymeHia pacTymaro rfejia 
codpaTb Bb CMyraHft o6pa3t, to OHb noxoflHjrb 6h Ha 
rpo3HHH jiaH#aia<prb OKeaHa: — 

— BHfltaie m o p a 
3arpo6HOH cnixiH BnoarBflCTBiH noracaert, 
cnaflaa, KaKb Koata nep^aTKH cna^aerB ct 
pyKH: h — 

— npoHOCHTca nponima 3KH3Hb, 
ho Kb o6paTHOMb nopa/tK'fe flo MHra posK^eHba; h — #0- 
poJKAeHHHS CyflymiH Mipb B03HHKaerb: no HHcxoJKfle- 
Hia co3Hama Bb tbjio MJia,neHii;a, cJiHBaKxrca moth co- 
3HaHia BHt rkjia c*b nocji'BflHHMH MHraMH, nocjri bh- 
xo,n;a co3HaBaHba H3b TBJia. H o6pa3yeTca Kpyrb Mipa 
«fl» — Tyrb — Hanajio MbrrapcTKb nyTeuiecTBia: 

— «H — OflHHb!» 

— «HaBceiyi,a!» 

— «HHKoro». 

— «HHKor,n;a». 

TaKi> a Aywajib Ha najrySi napoxo/i;a «r a k o h a 
CepMoro». 

He 3R3JD, ho. . . BOTb npoHeprauacb nyHa H3b-3a 
pBaHMxt TyMaHOB-b: h Ta*rb — npoTyMaHHJiacb ftaab; h 
BCTaBajiH orpoMHHa bojihh, pbiflaioinHMb ryaoM-b Cpocaa 
Ha doprb napoxo^a KHnamie (poccpopn; npHnoflHaBb 
BopoTHHK'b y najibTO, npHHaflBHHyBb Ha jioot> 3acHpto- 

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luyio nmany c-b noaaMH, dpioHeTHicb (eBpeii 113^ Hbio- 
KacTJia) cTpa^aiomifl, KaKt h a, noAo6paBinHCb ko mhIj, 
nocMOTpiji^ Ha MeHH h npoimienajTB chphmh ryOaMH 
MHi bt> yxo: 

— «Bt> Pocciio?» 

— *JS, a! . .» 

— ■ «IIpH3BaHH Ha BoeHHyro cJiy3K6y? . .» 

— - «/^a, iipH3BaHi>, a — bh?» 

— «TosKe npH3Baffb. . .» 

OojieHne BHnjiecKH uijieimyjiHCB, (poccpop-fea, ct 
paaitaxy; h — iipoMcmjuiH mh-b Horn: 
— - «Aaa. . . aaa. . .» 

«Em,e flojiro HaMi MaaTbca». 

«BaMi> OHGRh AOJiro, a mh^ jihuib ao BepreHa»... 

— «KaKt, no*ieMy?» 

— «Ho nocjiyuiafiTe*, jieneiaJia (parypica, «nocjiy- 
niaitTe: cth/uio ~mm>, BspocjiOMy HejioB'BKy, cii/buihtb Ha 
nofionme. . .» 

rjia3KH (parypn 6jiecnyjiH. 

— «TaKT> BH 3Ha T IHT , B. . .» 

HyTB 6hjio He cica3ajn> «Ae3epTHp^». . . 

— «He yBH^HTe 6ojiBuie MeHa; a — Hcne3Hy». . . 
Cpeflk pBaHHxi> TyManoBt MejiBKHyjm m> 6e3o6pa3- 

hoctb npo T iepTHH Ma*iTH, KaHarb — bt> h h k y a a. 

Bt> rojiocanjiH, b-b TOn^ymifi, AyromiE ny3HpaMH 
npocropt a KH^ajica, 6e3yMCTBya h3t> MHrarornefi ntoK: 
aacMeprHHe CBHCTenn, nepejieraa ipe3t Ooprt, ynaflajin 
bt» Taxie ate cbhctshh flopoat/neJiHaro Mipa. 



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«H — ecMB» nocjiii cMepTH Moefl OKaaaJiocB m> 
TOMt HMemio Mftcrfe, rfl r B « — ecMt» omymajio cefia ao 
poKflema; HenocpeflCTBeHHO A0-BX05K/i;eHia bt> ^iiTCKoe 

T^flO «H» — 6HJIO BA^CB HMeHHO! . . 

Bi Heo6l)HTHOCTH H3i CnjIOUIHOS HeoOtHTHOCTH — 

neoC'BaTHO npoTHHyTO 6hjio co3HaHie k-b fffcTCKOMy rfc- 
Jiy, Koropoe BCKopTB ycjiHiuajio ryjrt HeoC^aTHOCTH aa 
CTBHaMH rojiyfieHBKOii ABTCKOfi: KaK^ yiKact, BCTaBajia 
KapTHHa npojieTa qpeaT) Mope. A usvb iiefiHBa.nHX'B Jie- 

TaHiU BCTaBaJIt MHi BIIOCJI'BACTBiH — II a M a T B K) — 

n a m a t h. 

Mojmiefii npoHH3ajia Mena m o a jkhbttb. . . 

H SjiecHyjia Jiyira, 03apaa 6e3srBpHOCTH; naJiyGa 
onycrfejia; cpnrypa ji e m y p a nponana: a jiyuajrh, fro 
6.necKB, ycnoKOHBmia Bee, BOjiBopHBiiiifl noicoft (xopo- 

IUO H3T> BHt-JKHSHH pa3CMaTpHBaTB 6HBmyK> JKH3HB), — 

mhcjib MeHfl yrkiiiaiomeft Hbjijih; mh MHCJiaMH noMora- 
eMt noKOfliiHKaMt; AyniH hxb, nepeJKHBaa Mips. 
qyBCTBi., KaKT> Jiaii/uiiatpTBi, OTHerjiHBO amioTb, Kor^a 
noMoraeM-b mh MHCJiaMH hmi>; hxt> jiaHfliua(pTH AyniH 
npoacHaioTca 6jiecKaMii MHCJiefi o hhxt>. 

— «3tO — H9JIJIH». . . 

Jlyna, 03apaBuiaa p>ce — Mhcjih Hsjijih. 

Pa6oTa naA'b mhcjibio Kor/ia-TO ycHjiHJiacb bt> JIbh- 
irt; nepeMimeHBa co3Haiiia nocfemajra TaMB: m> JlBa- 
h*. CjiarajiHCB m> cnHpajin opHaMeHTOBi., nanoMHHaio- 
m;Hx , B chh; — 

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— mh ca^HJiHca bt> Kpecjio; mh HMnyjiBCH 
oatHBJiaJiH Bt cedi, He omymaa cBHcaw- 
maxb opraHOBi rfejia, nepeJieTaa npo- 
CTpaHCTBa nycrorb h pa3JiHBaaci>, KaKi> 
CjiecKH: — 

— A H9JMH cHfl'Bjia bt> C-Bjrkjo- 
m,ewb nJiaTbHui; h — <poc- 
(^opijia onaMH; h — mhcjh> 
ea niapHjiacb, KaKB npo- 
CTpaHCTBO orpoMHaro Mopa, 
iepe3T> KOTopoe njiMJit MOfl: 
KopaOjiB. — 

— Ilapoxofl'B yTOMJiajica 
npocTpaHCTBaMH Mopa 

— H H9JIJIH, 6HTB MO- 
5KeTT>, CH/VBJia, BT> 61i- 
JI'BIOmeM'b nJiaTLHII,'B, 

mh* (poc(pop , Ba ona- 
mh: Hafl-b rpoGoMB mo- 
hitb: — 

— cSpocHBt rfejio, pacniHpeHHHfi, a npocrapajica wpejvb 

B30paMH H9JIJIHHOH MHCJIH, KOTOpaa aCHOft JiyHOfi Mfffe 

Opocajia BceaeHCKie cBiTH; h — pa3JiHBajiacb Ha^ bo- 
^aMH, — 

— nepeHocamnMH Kopnyeb «raKOHa Cejb- 
m o r o»; HaBCTpiHy npoTarHBajn> JlbaHt cboh kpobjih; 
nepeMiiT^eHbio co3HaHia Hay^miHCb mh: bi> JlbaHi: 

— «Cnacn6o». 



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IIoKOfiHHKH nepeJKHBaioTb jiaHjuna<pTaMH *iyBCTBa; 
Mipn HeCHBajiHXt Jieiamft bh* rfejia, — jiaHflUKKprb. 

Kpyn. 3aMKHyaca: BCTakwia yracniaa 3KH3HB — 
on. nepBifiiuaro Mara co3HaH&a ceoa o&iacHaa. 

Ha MOKpoa noBepxHOCTH najiy6n a npncjioHHJica 
Kb Tpy6t napoxOAa; JierajiH npocipaHCTBa pHflaromHMb 
ryflOM?.: HanpaBO, HajrBBO, Bnepeffb h Ha3aflb; Hana^aJiH 
Ha hocb, Ha KopMy, Ha 6oKa napoxo/ia; apoSHJinca n£- 
HaMH, mnnaMH, nJiecKaMH, 6jiecKaMH; na,w> Tpyooio, 
B3JierBBT., daa HCKpb onaji,ajia; h — racjia Bb pH^aio- 
mem> ryjvb; cpeflb poeBb a njiecKOBb npoTflHyTHH HOCb 
napoxo/ia, KHBaa, gtaajib Bb h h k y n a, r/vfc ropjiacTaa 
MOJiBb Bcfab HaptniH — aHMiiHCKaro, pyccnaro, 
HiBeACKO-iiopBeKCKaro, /laTCKaro! — cjiHiiiaJiacb aB- 

CTBeHHO Bb BHXJieCTaXb HO*IH. 

IIpOHieJIb MOJI^iaJIHBO cypoBHfl MaTpoct na Kopo- 
TeHbKHXi. Hoawcaxb, /lep^a KpyrJiorJiaBHfi (poHapb; h 
— MejibKHyjiH Bb ctoji6'b mejiTOBaTaro cBlyra: mh^ — 
nponepTHH Ma^iTH. 



BIOTPAOIH 

flyina, cGpocHBi. rfeno, BnepBHe HHTaert, KaKb 
KHHry, cbok) 6iorpa<piio Bb t*ji*; h bii^hto, tto KpoM* 
CBoen 6iorpa<piH Bb tbjtb eme cymecTByen. wyraa, kq- 
Topaa ecTb 6iorpa(pia — co6cxBeHHO; (bo btopoh 610- 

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rpacpin BHflHrb ona pa^i. OTpisKOBt, — nepio^OFb 06- 
jieiema b-b tbjio ce6a). 

B'B Moeft atH3HH ecTi> SB's 6iorpa<pin: 6iorpa<f)ia Ha- 
cMopKOB'b, nOTpefijiema nHm,H, CBapema, npoHHXb ecie- 
CTBeHHHxt ompaBjieHiH; c^HTaTb 6iorpa<piio 3ry mo- 
efi — Bee paBHO, hto c^HTaTB Siorpatpiefi: 6iorpatpiio 

9THXT. BOTb OpiOKB. 

Ectb apyraa: cma 6e3rrpm:ifflHO BTopraeT r :>£ cnaMH 
m, 6e300HHHD;y Sfl'BHBa, Kor^a norpyacarocB a bt> cohtj, 
to co3HaiiBe BHiaerB 3a rpaHBK pa3cy;pca, ,naBaa .hhuib 

3HaTB O Ce6 r B OHeHB CTpaHHHMH 3HaKaMH: CnaMH H 
CKE3KOH. 

Ectb jkh3hb, r^i npH noMomn (poctpopa mhcjib, 
npocBiTJiaaca KpinHerb: /jpyraa ecTB jkh3hb, rfli 

CaMT> (pOC(|)Op^ — C03flaHie MHCJieHHHX'b ffBHCTBift. 

nepecfeieiiia RByx^ bthxb acH3Hefl bi> co3HaHiH — 
H'ferb: Meac^y hhmh — rpammN; Mean, tbmb nepecfcKa- 
joTca napajiaejiBHHa jumra AByxi> 6iorpa(pift B'B cihh- 
CTBeHHOH tohk'b: bt> nepB'BHiHeM'B mombhtb. 

Ero a 3anoMHi«rb: oh-b — to, hto b% ce6-h He Mory 
HasBaTB chomb; h ohb — to, hto Bcer/ia a ne Mory Ha- 
3BaTb 6A"BHieMi>, noTOMy hto h 6jvhnho h cohb npeflno- 
jiaraioTca o6oco6jieHHHMH; nepBHH MOMeHTB co3HaBa- 
HBa pacyeTca naMaTBK) aBHO otjihhhhmb otb SA^ma; 
chomi a Ha3BaTb He Mory 3totb mhfb, noTOMy hto mh-b 
He 6bmo ot*b Hero npo6yjKfleHBa. 

88 



Bo Bc-fcxt npcmix-b ,«MHraxB» — a Biiaty qepry 
Meat/iy SffBHBeM'B h chom'b: — 

> — He6HBajioe HHKor^a 
h Hzr^i — Bflpyn. TOjraeK'b: a — npo- 
CHyaca; — 

— atHTcflcKia y3HaBaHBa MJia- 
,n,eHii;a bhhochtb mh^ naMan>; — 
— nepia, nepepHBTt: — 

— a jieraio: 
to — coht>. . . 

BB nepBOMt Mart co3HaHie Tpe3Bo; ero co,n;epacaHie 
— CKasoHHo; h-btb nepepHBa Meac^ hhmh; h noaBjia- 
eTca «mhit>» bi OffBaHiaxt BHMHOia; t. e., Bnocjrkfl- 
CTBin ofliaHia 9th BCTpi^aio a b"b BHMHCJiaxt: bt> «mh- 
fb» ohh coBepniaKTca Tpe3B0, bo mh^ Hapyniaa noafl- 
Hiflmee pa3jVBJieHie Ha cica3Ky h aBB. 

Bh npeflCTaBKre ceSi: — 

— nTepoflaKTHJiH coxpaiin- 
jihcb enje Ha o/jhomb tojibko octpob'b, ta'b-to 3aTepan- 
homt> bt> 0KeaHHHecKHxi> flaJiaxB; oflHaatflbi Kopa6jn> no- 
Aomejii) k-b TOMy ocTpoBy: MaJieHBKift MajiBHHKB cJiy- 
HaflHO npoBejrt Ha HeMt hohb: h — yBH/vfejrb nocjiifl- 
Haro ra/ia; iiotom'b MaJiB^yraHa HaimiH: oht> nbmuica 
MaTpocaMi> CK.a3aTi>, ito cb hhm^ 6hjio; MaTpocn — He 
noHaJin; MajiBiHiCb 3a6NjrB, hto ohi. B7i/rBjn»: — 

— nponuio MHoro 
jrferb: oh'b cocTapHjica, nepeauraa coBpe- 
MeHHHKOBt; CTapueMB yate BcnOMHHjn. 
coht>: — 

89 



— 6e3o6pa3HHft /ipaKOffb ouapanajib 
ero, pa3MaxaBinHd> KOJHO^KaMH nepenoH- 
naTHXb KpHJiBeBt; h CTapenTb CKa3ajn> ce- 
6$>: — 9toto raaa a ta'b-to ysKb bh^jtb. 
— yracjia kb HeMb naMSTB o BcrpiHi ci> 
HyAOBHiu,eM^, oijapanaBinHMt MaJibiHKa 
3y6baMH nepenoHiaTHX'b KpHJiteBi). 

IIpeflCTaBKre ce6i: — 

— ero chb?b, 3HaMeHHTHfi xy- 

flOJKHHKb, HapHCOBaJI'B <pan- 

TacTHHecKift o6pa3b: Ha/ib 
CKajiaMH ocTpoBa — 

— Ha MJia- 

rteHija KH/iaeTca cTpainHHfi flpaKOHb, pacKa^aB- 
iniflea Bb Bosjuyxb 3y6bHMH nepenoHHaraxb 
KpHJibeB'B: — 

— HaCJI'BA- 

CTBeHHOCTb nepesajia stotb o6pa3i> OTna, 

pa3JIHT0H BM-feCT-B Cb KpOBbK) BO BCeMT> Op- 

raHH3M , B, — xyAOJKHHKy - ctiHy; a*hctbh- 
TejibHHfl cjiy^afl, noTpacniiH oma, B03po- 
flHjica Bb (paHTa3iH cHHa; OTen.'b, yace cia- 
peip> — 
— yBHTVBBb ^paKOHa, HanaBinaro 3y6bHMH 
nepenoHHaxHXb KptuibeBb Ha MajiB^HKa, — 

— B^pOHTHO-Sb CTOHJIb noTpaceH- 
HHH, B3BOJIHOBaHHHH, 3arOBOpHBb 

caMb ch coOoh: 

— «H — BHfl'BJrb». . . 



90 



— «T o c a m o e». . . 

— «r/Vk 9T0 6hjio?» 

H bciiomhhbiuh cowb o flpaKOH-B, CKa3ajr& 6h: 

— «,fl BHfl'BJrb BO CH-B». . . 

— «Ho MOH COffb HeofiHIHHfl)). . . 

- — «Bi> HeMt Hyio a naMHTB o oNBineM'b co mhok»>. 
H B^pyn, 6h — b c e bciiomheuiocb. OcipoBt: h — 
hohb; h — lyjOBHmHHfi raflfc, pa3MaxaBinifica 3y6baMH 
nepenoHHatHxt KpHJiteBt: ho «cTapen;'B» 6h noHajib, 
qTO a t o m y Bee paBHO He noBipart; «a P a k o h o b ^» 
Bi^b Hirb; Bee npoHCinecTBie 3khjio-6i> bt> Jiyinlb KaKb 

3aKHHyTHH OCTpOBOK'b Kb OKeaHi, OTp , B3aHHHH OTb KOH- 
THHeHTOB-B C03HaHia; H BT> 9T0M1> TaliHCTBeHHOMT) OCTpO- 

Bi naMaTH CTapeu.'b 6h BHfl'fejrb ce6a OT^'EJieHHHM'b orb 
bcbx^: 

— «0!» 

— «0!» 

— «0!» 

— «£I — O/piHb)). . . 

— «Bb HeoSbaTHOMi)!)) 

— «Co mhoh — HHKoro, HHqero». 

— «A yatacHaa raflHHa — 6jih3ko». 

— «0!» 

— «0!» 

Taieb h cb «MHr0Mb» co3HaHia — 

— cTapen.'b, nepe- 
jieraiomiH TbicaHeji'BTia BpeMeHH: — cKa30HH0CTb nep- 
. Baro MHra ecTb cTpaHHaa 6HJib: 

91 



— «9to 6hjio». 

— «H OHJTB BI> Heo6l>flTHOM5>». 

— «JIeTaffi>». . . 

— «0, o, o!» 

HeflOKaayeMa npaB^a; OHa — oieBH/nrocTb; OHa — 
(J)aKTB co3HaHia: aKcioMa, 6e3i> AonymeHLH KOTopolt jtfs- 
neHie Mipa bo mh* Ha Mipi> chobi> h Mipt hbh — He mhc- 
jihmo: noMHio: HyflOBHiuHNft ra/iT>, pa3MaxaBiniHca ne- 
penoHKaMH KpHJit>eBT>, h «H», Ha KOToparo om> ycipeM- 
jiaeTca, — nepecBKaeMH bt> nyHKTB npocTpaHCTBa h 
BpeMeHH; rafli. — 9to «H»; Mipi> — MJiaAeHen,i>, Kb ko- 
TopoMy HH3JieTaerB yjKacHaa ra/pnia, hjih — rfejio MJia- 
;i;eHn,a; o/nroBpeMemio: «ra/i^>» — tbjio, Koropoe najie- 
3aen> Ha «H»; «fl.»-sm, HH3BeprHyT0 b% rfejio nojieTOMt; 
H — ^a: <oto» — ohjio; ho ji;0Ka3aTb ii-fcrb bosmojkho- 
ctii, noTOMy hto cjiOBa npHHHMaiOT'b KpHjiaToe onepTa- 
Hie chobi>, mhok) BH^'iHHHX'b, — yme nocjii: 

— «He cowh 9T0 Bce». 
Mirfe hcho: — 

— 3a MopeMi> HeBHHTHOCTH Moero o6h- 
/jeHHaro cHa mh^ pncyioTca naMHTtio 6epera kohthhch- 
TOBt, rjvb Bt CTai flpaKOHOBt, Maxaroinnx'b 3y6bfl- 
mh nepenoiraaTHXT> KpKjibeB'B, 3KHByn> «n t e p o # a k- 
thjih» naMHTH, h npe/nnecTByioTt BOcnoMHHaHiio 

MOMeHTaXb 06HfleHH0H 3KH3HH; II — (paKTB C03HaBaHifl: 

naMHTt — ^eMi) ate? 

Moh MHrt — HacKB03b naMHTt: HeM-b? Coflep- 
acame naMHTH B03HHKaerb Bnocji'BflCTBiH: nana h MaMa, 
h HaHa, h flflflfl, n Tera, n — nponee. . . Ho ni>Tb 3ji$cb 

92 



HH nanH, HH MaMH, HH HHHH. . . KBapTHpa, Kb Koxopofi 

mh jkhjih? OHa B03HHKaeT-b ri03/urijH; omymeHia pocTa? 
Ho 3/VBCb bi. omymeHiflxt OeEsnpeflMeTHOCTH, Haxoacy a 
npeflMeTaMH — «naMHTb»: o Kpyri npeAMeTOBt, ko- 
Topne nocjii He BCTpirajiHCb Miifc hh bt> KoniMapaxi, 
hh b% cHaxi, hh B"b peajibHOCTH np03H; m> yTpaneH- 
HHMt o6pa3aM^ naMHTH chh, — KaKi> 6h oprann 3p r B- 
iria, noTepaBHiaro JKapx co3epnaTb: Taicb cjiinne, pac- 

HIHpHB'b Spa'IKH, BKR&Tb UJTh. MOH CHH OmyiHaiOTCH 

MyrbK) yracmaro B3opa, kotophh eme no npnBH'iK/B cia- 

paeTCfl BHfl'BTb. 

H — Hirt: offb He BHflHrb yase. 

Bra chh yKasyjorb: Ha coflepacame naMHTH: ho co- 
/jepacame 9to — onaTb Taam: n a m a t b; Ha unk cbo- 
Hx-b chobt> Haxomy naMan naMHTH: (nepBaro mh- 
ra), cohi. cHa. 

Ob HsyMJieHieMT) BHacy no3/(H'Be, ito n a m a t b o 
naMHTH (MOJinin Hact ocfcraioinie 6e30 BcaKaro co- 
flepjKaiiia) KyjibTypoio mhcjih h rkwb, hto b^ y x ie6HH- 
Kax-b iorn 30BeTca nyTeM'b Me/i,HTaniK — rot MOJiHin 
npeBpamaiOTCH Bt na6jno/;aeMHH nyiiKTb, a cnocooHo- 

CTH B% HaCT> flOTHHyTbCa ^o nyHKTa IipOTflHyTOH MHC- 

jibio, — pa3BepTHBaiorb y6'feraK)Hi,iH nyHKTb bi, npaxor- 

JIHBHH JIHHCHHHH OpHaMeHTb; H MH — 3a HHMt CJTBfty- 

eM"b; MHeaMH HeoHBaJiHX'b opHaMeHTOB'b pacKH^aeTca 
nyHKTb, npon,BiTaa, Kaicb kojiocb; n (paKTH co3HaHia, 

KOTOpOM'b 3a6HJIH #aBH0 MH — IIOIOTi CBOH 6HJIH. 

Bt> opHaMeHT"B y6 , feraiOH];HX'b jihhIh — orb nepBaro 
Mura bt> MiiraHbe j\o - nepBoe — yraMca mh nyTeme- 

03 



CTBOBaxB Bt Mipt flopoatfleHHaro ; h — no3HaBaTb npz- 
jieTaHie «5I» m> Mipb ^HeBHOit H.oCpaTHo: HirraeM'b co- 

OHTifl JKH3HH ftyfflH nOCJlk «MHra», KOTOpHH HaHBHOe 

3HaHie HasHBaeTi) HaMi> CMepTb. 

C-b oco6oe) achoctbk) nepeso mhoh cpe#H ahh B03- 

HHKaJIH OpHaMeHTH: Bt JlbHH'k! 

H coflepacame naMHTH, Sesco^epataxejiLHOfi npeac- 
ae — pocno. 

ToBopHJii) cefii Kb JltaHi! 

— «Bce 3to a BH/i'BJib ysKe». . . 

— «8to Bee OTKpHBajiocb yace mh^ b^ ao-coh- 

HOMT>». . . 

— «H cTajio Chtb: jkhjio 3a CHaMH h ablk), KaKb 
-cohi Ha a b y». 

— «H 3&6wrb dTovb coHb, norpyacaaca bi> rBJiO)*... 

— «TenepL tojibko BcnoMHHjn>». 
nepeMimeHba co3HaHia nocfemajiH h Hajura; h mh 

pHCOBaJIH OpHaMeHTH, C03HaBaa OTHeTJIHBO hxi>: — CO- 

flepacanieM'b naMaTH; 3HaKH HaMt He 6hjih 
CKa3K0it fl^KOHOB'b.a aBbio Korfta-TO atHBHXb n t e- 
poAaKTHjiefl. 

CTpaHHo: OpHaMeHTH npou.B'BTaiomeH mhcjih, ko- 
Topne 3aH0CHJiH b% ajibooMH, nepeatHBajiHCb, Kaicb Ato- 

CKie CHH, HO Cb C03HaHieMl>, npiOfip'BTeHHHM'b BnOCJTBfl- 
CTBiH: 3T0 He CHH, a ft'BHCTBHTeJIbHOCTb. CTpaHHo: HHHe 

y3opn opHaiieHTa mh BHcfcicajiH 03^ #epeBa Ha 1 a h- 

HOBOMb 3flaHiH: npHnOMHHaJIH HXl pHTMaMH, — 
94 



— W&b KOTOpHXT> 3t 

paaroHi BpeMeHt BHTHKajiHCB rBJiecHHe op- 
raHH HafflH, — ocTHBinia TKaHH: h mh, ojkh- 
bhbt. nepBHii mhfi>, oacHBjiajiH h fla-nie: co- 
flepatame nepBaro MHra, JieTa bt> newb H3t 
opraHOBi> rfejia Bt pon pnTMO-njiHCOKt; cbo- 

efl pHTMO-njIHCKOK) AyXH CnpH^aJIH H31> od- 
pa30BT>: KaMHH, IIB^TH H aCHBHfl TBJia: — 
— nepBHft MHFb — 

— CTOJiKHOBeHie: 
florBJiecHaro cb t'bjibhhm'b, rat rfejibHoe ecTB OKpHJieH- 
hhh nojierb, a BHi-rfejibHoe — cthjioctb MopoaoBt ny- 
croTHaro Mipa; h Tiji&Hoe nepearaBaerb 6e3TBJibHoe, 
6y«TO oho ecTB yjierb BT>HHKyp;a 6e3rBJibH0CTH ne- 
peatHBarorB rfejia — tohho fltipH, gepe3i> KOTopna yna- 
flaiOTi, oh-b: Bt h h k y a a. 

Moh nepBHe Mara, Kaicb chh: chh bo ch^; moh mh- 

TH BTOptie — KOIHMapH, BT. KOTOpNX'b JKHBeTB naMHTb 

npeauiaro; h jihiub BnocJi'feflCTBiH 3aaairaK>Tca MHrH, 
KOTOpne mh4 cTaHOBaTca BocnoMHHaHbaMH 6HBmaro; 
ohh BHTfecHHiorb mh"b nepBHe MHra, KOTopHe chh ne- 
pepfeaioT'b, Karat mojihIh. 

Tjl$ KpHTepifl OH7BHKH C06HTia CHOBTb. 

— «COHT>». . . 

— «HnKorna He 6HBaerb». . . 

— «<E>aHTa3ia». . . 

— «Mh jRHBeM-b Ha 3eMjrk». . . 

— «He JieTaeMi))). . . 

95 



— «P0/(HMCH eCTeOTBeHHHM'b 06pa30M r b». . . 

— «KymaeMi». . . 

— «BHpocTaeMi>». . . 

— «PoacAaeMi>». . . 

— «CTap , feeM'b». . . 

— «H bhobb paacHnaeMca npaxosrB*. . . 

H a , nonyrafi, noBTopaio 3a B3pocjiNMH, no3a6HBi> 
(paKTH naMara: 

— «Cohi». . . 

— «He JieTaeifb*. . . 

— «POflHMCfl eCT6CTBeHHHMI> 06pa30M2)». . . 

OieHb no3flHo noTOMi, npoHcxoflHTi co mhok) to ca- 
Moe, *ito co cTapr^eifb, yBHffBBiiiHM'b H3o6paaceHBe #pa- 
KOHa: 

« H — bh^jtb: TaKaa sse ra#HHa Ha MeHa Hanafla- 
Jia». . . 

TaK-b — a, onpoKHHyBiira jiojKHNe florMaTH, no- 
TpaceHHHii — TBepaey: 

— «BcnOMHHJTH>». 

— «BHSKy ce6a: a — Jie^y, nepecBKaa nycTOTH h 
BcnoMHHaa, ito a oxopBajica on, popHH»... 

Bora — nepBaa aaHHocxt co3HaHia; npoiee — 
B3flopi>; Kor,n;a rB.no paaopBaHO, iacTH ero, pacKH^aB- 
uihcb BOKpyrt, npoflOjuKarorB KpH^arb: 

— «HHKorsa He 6HBaerc,». . . 

— «Po#HJica ecTecTBeHHHMt o6pa30Mi>». . . 

— «Kymajri>». . . 

— «yMperB». . . 
Ho «H» OTB'BqaeTL: 

96 



«HenpaB/i;a». . . 

«Bce — C)i>uio». . 



no/i^b 6pH3raMH, bt> BNXJiecTaxi) hohh, #Ba MHTa 
CKpecTHjiHCb bo MHi: npeSHBaHte na najiydi napoxofla 
«raKOHa Ce^bMoro»: h — npeoNBaHta bt> pa3- 
jieTaxt 3arpo6Haro, Tffb jieT-Bjrb, orcioaa TejiicHyx) 
3KH3HB, bt> npaBAy nepBaro MHra; cthxih, Karct 36*3 woe 
He6o, oS^eMjiiorb poa«fleHbe h cMepTb; h H3-B cMepra 
BH/ura naMt Tpona Kaiifflxb cTpancTBift ao MHra ,pojR- 
AeHia. 

Ilapoxo/piKi,: KopMa — mhit> poJKAema, Hoct — 
3aocTpenie b^ cMeprb: a 3&6%>Tajrb no najiyfii: orb 
poatrteHbH no CMeprn; h noBepnyjica Ha3aA"b: 3a KopMOK) 
a BH^'fejI'B, ^to — 

— nifjHH njieBajiHCb, cjiaraaoa b% Gioio- 
ycbie rpe6HH; h nuienajincb bi najiyoy; 
Aajra 3a hhmh xoahjih: pHAaiomHM'b ry- 

AOMt H MOmHHMH MaCCaMH; 113^ TyMa- 

HOBt Gtacajia Jiyna; <poc<pop , EK)iaHM , L 

SjieCKOM'b y30pH OpHaMeHTOBt CTpOH- 
JIHCb, — 

— 9TH OpHaMeHTH MH pHCOBa.JIH KOr- 

Aa-TO, KaiKb npocBiTHH lepest MHra 
co3Hama — 

— CTpoHjincb jkh3hh 3arpo(5- 
HHxt h AopojKAeHHHx^ M jp 0FB Ha crpaHHHaxb affbSoMa: 

XOTBJIOCb BOCKJIHKHyTb: 

7 " 07 



— «H BCe 3T0 3HaK)». . . 

— «Oho He (paHTa3ia». . . 

— «F03HHKaJI0 BT> (|)aHTa3iH 

9 t o Bee nocjrB». . . 

CnepBa 6ujia naMHTb: — 

— o tomt>, KaKt a 6irajn> 
no najiyet B3affb h Bnepe^t, KaKb MaTeatHJiHCb moid;- 
hhh MaccH npocTpaHCTBa: — 

— H 6'fenieHHHM'b (poc(po- 

poMi>, nepejieTaa Hpe3i> 6oprb, n.ijiOBajiH mh^ ry6n rop- 
lafiniia cojth #o MHra posKflema: puTMO-njiacKOio TKaJiH 
Bcfe 6JiecKH Ha najiySi, Ma^Ti, Ha cTapHxt 6pe3eHTaxi>, 
cnacaTejitHHxi Jiojqaaxb, Tpy6"fe napoxo/ja «raKOHa 
OeflBMoro», a tbhh, cjiaraacb y 6jiecKOBi>, nocTaBHjiH 
nepe^i. jieTaromHM'b okomi pejibetpH HJiJH03iH, rfffe 
CJiiaHie #o - rfejibHaro cb rfejibHHM'b o6pa30Ba.no: 
moh BHJien> VL31, rfejia, aroamaro y napoxoflHOii 
Tpy6n, hjih BJien. ipe3TE> ;pipy (Moe TeMa) m> 
hz^to, oGjie^eHHoe bi> niJiany cb nojiaMH; coe/pnie- 
HBe MOMeHTOBi, ecTb ahmi, napoxoflHOft Tpy6n, H3o6pa- 
JKaBiuiH MrHOBeHHHMH Kjiy6aMH: iioaBJieHie nncaTejia 
JleflaHoro Ha napoxo/v£ (pojKflema Mipa H3B hhi- 
t o), HMeHyeMaro cTpaHHHMi> cjiobomb «HbK)KecTjib», m> 
oonpoBoatfleHiH iuniOHa, flepmaBniaro 30hthk^; ninioH'b 
0Ka3ajica <paHTa3ieH (hjih flpaKOHOMt): ho bb hcmb 
pocjia naiiaTb. Ilporaejn. iiojraajiHBO cypoBHfi MaTpocb 
Ha KopoTeHbKHX"b HOJKKaxt, flepjKa KpyrjiorjiaBHH (po- 
HapHKB (o, cTapaa npaBsa!), Karab oyATO xoTijit om> 
CKa3aTb: 

98 



— «.H He cohi>». 

— «He (paHTa3ia». 

— «H nTeposaKTHJii>». k s 

— «9h, th, pa3BepHeMi>-Ka 3y6qaTHH kphjibs H3i> 
6necK0Bi)». 

— «H pHHeMca B-b npocBHCTmi: bt, mhiti co3Ha- 
Hia»... 



«Mhit>», 03apHBiuiH MeHa u&m, HLjoKecuieirb h 
BepreHOMT>, bhhbhjtb coKpoBeHHBie HMnyjitcH; He omy- 
in,aa flaBJiema opraHOB-b rfejia, xJiecTaBuiHMH MaccaMH 
MHCJien jieTaa^ bi> nepBHxt «MHraxT>»: — 

— «nmioHH», 
BflpyrB c6pocHBi> najiwo, KaKi apa- 

K O H h JO THJKeJiyiO KOmy, Cb npOH3HTeJIiHHMT) 

kphkomx cHpeHbi jieTynero CTaejD ynopxHyjin 
b% npocTpaHCTBa... 

H noHHjn>: padOTOH Haji^ mbicjibio CHHiiaeMi, m« 
Koaty noHflTin, npHBHTOKt, oGbraaeBi., cmhcjiobt,, 3a- 
TBepjiCeHHHX'b cjiobt>; — 

— 6iorpa<J)HHecKaa ^"bhctbh- 
TejibHOCTB flo BCTynneHia Moero Ha napoxoaHKt «ra- 
koht>» pncoBaJia MeHa: MajiHM?. Majit^HKOirB, rHMHa- 

3HCT0M1., CTyfleHTOiTb, HHCaTeJieMT), «flOpHaXH,eM'B», «JIOH- 

flOHi^ein>», HaKOHeDTb, naccaJKHpoMt Ha najiyGi napoxo- 
m «raKOHa», OTKyfla otkphjiocb: — 

— Bee B3^opi>: 6iorpa(pia 



7* 



99 



naiHHaeTca cb naMHTH o JieiaHiax'b bt> koc- 

mocb: MOIHHNMH MaCC&MH — 

— Hani, Jieia- 

K)TT> OrpOMHHMH, MOHI.HNMH MaCCaMH BOJIIIK — 

— saJibHMiuee: HaBHKH, KQAefccb noHaTifi, HCKycci- 
BeHHO co3«aHHHfi, KaKb npHBH^Ka cocaTb KaynyKt — 

— B03- 

HHKajio, Kant naMSTb o jkh3hh co3nama, 
3aiuiioHeHHaro noAb cNpoio, jiyraHCKOio mjia- 
noio, ryjiaiomeft SA^cb: 9Ta naMaTb o jkh3- 
hh — (paHxa3ia: naMaTb o rowb, Hero He 
6hjio. . . — 

— Hto-jkI) 6hjio? — 

— Be3Bem,H0CTi> iieTaio- 
m,HXi) AaJieii, rfli hoc-b napoxoAa, 3apHBiuHci> bi> 6e3y- 
Mie 6pH3n>, yHOCHJTb Bb h h k y a a, npoKpHnaBiiiee po- 
cmb Hap'fciift: nanpaBO, najrBBO, Bnepe/VB h HasaA^-.. — 
— 51 cnycTHJica Bb Earorb-KOMnaHiio, Jierb Ha ah- 
BaHi: HaKpeHHJiacb crBHa: Bee Tpemajio, OTnaaHHO xjio- 
najm flBepn: HanpaBO, Haji-BBo; maTaaca, nuia Sjtbaho- 
jiHijaa AaMa, iiOAnpbirHyjia, yxBaTHjiacB 3a croffb; h 
CTpeMHTeJibHO nonewiacb npaMO Bb flBept HaAB CTpe- 
MirrejiBHO H3 , b-noA'b Horb ye-BraiomHMb nojiOMb. 
XfcepB xjioiiHyjia. 

JlaMnn Ka^ajiHct: rpatpHHHHEb CB boaoio noACKa- 
KHBaJii.; Horn moh bhcoko B3JieTajiH, HepaBHOM'ipHO Ka- 
naacb; noTOMi. ynaAaan; noAt :io;Ke^KOft CTpaimo ny- 
crkio: MopcKaa 0ojil-»3Hb! 



100 



MWT» 

Ecjih 6h Kb nepBOHaiajiwiOMy nyrncTy co3^aHba 
npoBejn> 6u a. jnmiio, BH^-fejii 6h h, ito — 

— BCfe fltflCT- 

Bia Syaymeft 6iorpa<piH BapaTcn: bi> HaKHira; 
BpeMfl 3/vbcb BapHTca; BapaTca o6pa3H 6y^y- 
inHxt npoH3Be/i;eHift mohxi>; npoH3BO/iHTejih 
hxt. BapaTca; ny3bipH — 

— «6yjiB» «6yjib» «6yjiB» — 
— saKHnaioTt Bt KOTJii MipoBoro npocT- 
paHCTBa TOJiCTiitinHMH KHHraMH; Jleo- 
hewb Jle^HHOit — 

— «XJIOITb» — 

— h jionHyji'b — 

— «6yjib» «6yjiP>» — 

— ny3H- 
peHKaMH see H30iujio: saIjcb cTaTta, 

TaMt CTaTBH — 

— «xJioin>- 
xjioin>-xjioirb». . . nepeJionaJiHCB bt> MipoBoe npocTpaH- 
ctbo: — 

— «6yjib-6yjiB» Ha/iyBaerca B03flyxoMT> Mipo- 
BOssptHie Tere; HjieHt Goethe Gesellschaft 
«6 , B5KHT'b no noBepxHOcra KHneHH: — 

— «XJIOITb» — 

— «6yjib-6yjiB-6yjiB» — 
— naflyBaeTCH — 
— h'btb ero — 

101 



«nerep6ypn.»: Annojioin. AnnojiOHOBiPFb A6- 
jieyxoBt KaTaeTca mapHKOMi. bi> HeM'i, — 

— «Xjioin>» — 

— h htbtb «nerep6ypra»: ca- 

flHTB AnOJIJIOHT> AnOJIJIOHOBHH'fa b-l IleTpo- 

naBJiOBCKofl KpinocxH — 

— «CKopnioHT>», «Myca- 
rerc>», «Ajn>n;ioHa», «niHnoBHHK'b», «rpH<fn>» — 
xjion-b-xjiont-xjionT) — nepejionajinct bt> mi- 

pOBOe HpOCTpaHCTBO — 

— H OHCepHHMT, mapHKOMt 
BMfcCTB CO MHOK), JieTaMIJHM'B UiapHKOMt, HO- 

CHTca repeal) ro/jH Bajn>MOHTi>; h 3a hhmi>: 
BajupymaflTHci), HBaHOKb — 

— h nponie cnyT- 
hhkh 6iorpa<piH 6pH3JKyTCH MurojieTaMH: — 

— KpHTHKH, 
JIHTepaTypHHH CHJIH MoCKBH, apTHCTHMOCKift 

Mipb, BicycH, HaBHKH, Bee, ito bo mh* npocTy- 
hhjio; H Bee, HTO BO MHi npocTymiTB <5h MOr- 
jio enje — 6pH33Kerca niHoio ny3HpbKOBi> bt> 
drrowb mhfb co3HaHia. 



«BcnoMHH»: 
«fl cTapHli: - 



— BaJIBMOHTb, 

— BajiTpymaftTHOb, — 

— «Bi.CH» 

— «CKopnioHt» 



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«Ko3eporb» 
«BoAOJiefi». 



HaKpeiiHJiacb crfeHa: 3aTpemajia: «b?k3jih» — 3-,rae, 
nnfflHifluiie, SijioycHe rpeSHH jiH3ajiH okohiko Kaio- 
th; pa3XJionajiHci> flBepH HanpaBO, Hajifeo; Kanajiacb 
noryxmaa jiaMna; rpatpHH^Hieb cb bo]\ok> noflCKaKH- 
BaffB; 3axoxoTaBiuift KopHHHeBHlt leMO^aHHHKi. noj[- 
npHrHyjit H3t cbtkh h cb rpoxoTOMi> nojierBJTL, oiih- 
caBniH flyry. 

TojicTOHOCHft, CB/tiiomia niBeat bt> nojiocaTOMi> 
acHJieT'fe yHBaHHjica Ha Meira nofldopoflKOMT): noTpeSo- 
Bajii KO(pe; yJKe HanojiHHJiacL «Kai)Ta KOMnaHiH» — 
yTpo! — B3B0JiH0BaHHNMT, roBOpoMt: pyccKHMi), aHTJiiii- 

CKHMt, HOpBeJKCKHMl), H'BMeUKHM'b: 

— «nepe/i,aftTe mh^ CHpy». 

— «Kor/;a mh npi'k/i,eM'b?» 

— «CHanaJia 3af&fl,ewb bt> CTaBaHreHi>». 

— «Bi> CTaBaHreHi>». 

— «Hy sa». 

— «rio T ieMy - 3Ke b"l CTaBaHreHT>?» 

— «A mh npujKHMaeMca kt> 6epery: mh H,n;eMT> 
noji.'b npHEpHTBeM^...)) 

— «OrB MHHT>?» 

— «MHHOBajia onacHaa 30Ha». . . 

— «TenepL mh flO'BxaJiH». 



103 



HlBe/Tb Ft nojiocaTOMB JKHJier'B 3&w£>T&m>: 

-^, «B0fiHa 3T0 3JI0». 

— «Ja, mein Herr!» 
OTBopH.naci> HapyjKiiaa flBepB, bhocji xpanoiHC 
npocBHCTHH Bfepa; KpacaBHH KypBepn m> CpHTan- 
ckhxi. naJibTO (otprnjepH, cntinHBinie cj, nopyHeHBeMt 
H3i JIoH^OHa), ofiopBajiH H-BMei^KyK) piHb AByxt eBpe- 
em> co HiBeflOMi): nowiBimajiocB: «Y a c i>» h «0 ji ji t - 
p a ft t 'B», oopameHHbie kb cfeflOBJiacoMy capy: h MeatB 
coCojo: 

— «0 Heprb!» 

— «HaBH3aJIH HerOftHNfl aBTOMOOHJIBHHfl IHH- 
HH». . . 

— «IIO,IIKOBHHK , B IipHHflTB HaOTpt3B OTKa3aJICH, 

TejierpatpHpoBaji-b b-b IIeTporpa/i;B». . . 

— «Hto ate bh flyMaeTe, H3i> IleTporpa^a npH- 

Ka31>: aBTOM06HJIBHH5I IIIHHBI — npHHHTB». 

— «A HCTOpifl CB Jie,HOKOJIOM'B»... 

51 cJiyuiajrB, Ka^aacB HanpaBO, HajrfeBo; rpacpHH- 
hhkb ob Bojipjo nosnpnrHBaJi'B: Horn moh no/jHHMaJiHCB; 
nofl-b aoJKeiKoli CTpaHHO nycr'Boio: — 

— to Bee mhIj 
flaHo: bb nepBOMt mhi"b co3Hama! . . 

Bee tojibko HaKiinn H3BecTii Ha ny3HpnaT0fi niHi 
khd/bhIh: cropryK'b «JIeflaHoro», SpirraHCKaro upkra. 
najiBTO, nonocaTHft jkhjictb mBefla cnpaBa; h crfcHH 
«KaK)rB-KOMnaHiH», h — Cymyiomift MijXB, BOJioia- 
mift «raKOHa Ce^BMoro»; — 

104 



— .MyTHtoniia nama M.iajien- 
qecKOfl jkh3hh, TBep/i.'fea, cjiHBaJiHCB bt> TyMama, o6cTy- 
naBinifl MeHa: no^xomy, ero mynaio flfercKOio pyiKoro: 
ct-bhh: Ha crfeHaxt — 06011: opHaMeHTH mhcjih Moen: — 

— npocjri/tfiTe hc- 
Topiio opiiaMenxajiLHaro TBopiecTBa: nocTeneHHOe yc- 
jioatHeHie jiHHiii opHaMeHTa on> npocT'&HniHX'b <pnryp^ 

(TpeyrOJIBHHKOBT), pOMOOBl,, KBaflpaTOBt) KB oKpyran- 

HaM-b bctp'btht'b Bacb 3Khch: noaBJiaerca bt> fiorfce 
no3rtHHx , L opHaMeirraxi> npeo6jia/taHBe cnnpajieii; nepe- 
cfeHeHie o(5pa3yen> JiHaroiKH-pcraeTKH: hfbth npo- 

pOCTaiOTI.; CJIOKHHTCa nBIHIH'MHliH paCTHTeJIBHNfl 

Mipi>; h mi, posoHeKt noflBJia»TCS p jk h cMtomnxcH 
(paBHOBt; H3B Mipa opHaMeHTa BBijAsaerB (paBHecca, 

KaKB JIHCTHKB, nOBHCHyBDliH XBOCTHKOM'b Ha CTetfjIflXB; 

h yac-B flajike nocKaKajia (paBHeoca, cpeflB Mipa iuiokobb 
h n,B*TOB<b; — 

— H3t opHaMeHTa npocTynaen> KapTHHKa: 
naBjiHHH, pacrHTejiLHocTB, nepejieTaiomiil 
KpHJiopyieB: — 

— nocTeneHiio nponepTaTca bhah npHpoflH, 
KOTopyio 3HaeMI, mh bc6. — 

— TyrB reojiort OTKpoem. 
3aKOHH cjiojKeHLa JiaH^HiatpTa; xyAoatHHK-b 3aKOHH 
cjioaceHta jiaHflinatpTa cBe/i,eTB bhobl kb opHaMeHTy; 
nppHcxoJKseHbe KOCTHKa wjioB'BKa BHBosan> h3t> kjihh- 
hoh rpaflanin ycJioJKHaeMBixi> KOCTaKOB'B; EpoHCXOJK^e- 
Hie JKEBOTHaro Mipa b-b /ipyroM'B oStacHemH wiaraeTca 

H31> y30pMaTHXT) JIHHiH: — 

105 



— npoHcxojKfleme nepBoe hc- 
THHa 6iorpa(pHiecKoft jkh3hh; — npo- 
HcxojKfleme BTOpoe KapTHHa cxosK^eHBa fly- 
hih pHTMOoieraMH: m> rfejio. — 

— Kto noM- 
hhtb ish ceCi coflepjKame naMHTH nepBaro MHra, tott. 
Kb BHraoaxB, m, pHTMOJieTax^, b% ijB'frrax'B h Bt po- 
3erKax-b opHaMeHTa bhatho iHTam. jkh3hb aura, npo- 
HinjaromHX'B Haci,; rfe opHaMeHTH — ny3Hpn 3aKHnaro- 
m;eH jkh3Hh; cTpoeme opraHOBB — paicyiiiKH, Haioum: — 
— crfiHN, bb KoropHxt no3AHie a BHaty ceoa — 
OTaoJKeHLe oooShbixb opHaMeHTOBi; — 

— MaJIBHHKOM'B HaCTO 

BneparocB kb o6oh: d^th, 3aBaTKH, jienecntH /ma Me- 
hh oatHBaroT-b h KypaTca hohbio KHny^HMH (yrpyaMH 
oOpaaoBt, CTaHOBact phtmo - mracKofi; h a npoxoscy 
CKB03B o6oh m> MipB cHa; a iriiHaio oftniraia, ninprooB 
bo Bee, hto hh ecTB: — 

— MeHa ygarB BnoorBflCTBiH: arfjHH cyTB npa- 
BHjia: — 

— «^'BJiaft TO-TO H TO-TO». 

— «He ^ijiafi: Toro-TO». 

— «ryjiafi». 

— «He JieTali». 

— «CKa3KH BpeffHH». 

— «Bc*b 6a6oHKH — ryceH3in;H». . . 

— IIpoHcxoacfleHie CaSo^eKB 03^ ijB'BTOB'b 
ecTB (paHTa3ia». 

— Illapi), no KoropoMy xoshmi. — 3eMjia». 

106 



— «He6o nycTO»... 
H a noBTopaio Ty jio&jb: — 

— >' «,H4jiafl[ TO-TO H TO-TO... 

— «He ffiijiafi Toro-TO». 

— «MH BCB TCpBaKH». . . 

— «He6o nycTO». . . 

H BOTb HaHHHaK a JKHTb Bb Ofi'bHCHeHmX'b «6io- 

rpatpHnecKOH* jkh3hh: — 

— Bt BOCBMH^eCflTOMt 

ro^y a pOflHJica: so 9Toro ro/i;a cohhjich Bt po/prreJiaxTb; 
b'b aeBarbcoTOMi) rosy bt> MHRpocKoni yBHfl r Bjn> a to, 
niifB a 6bijn> ,a;o poawema: «KJTBTOHKy»; HHffB ate Bb 
conpoBoatfleHBH innioHOB'b njibiBy a. Bib Pocciro, fljia jsp- 
Ka3aTejibCTBa BipHOCTH cjiOBy, KOToparo a He flaBaJib, 
ho KOTOpoe, ne cnpocacb y MeHa, 3a MeHa p&jm Fpeio, — 

— TamycB a bb Pocciro noflcraBHTb mok) 060- 
jio^Ky no^b ffBficTBie nyniKH. . . h aTorb «6pK>HeTb», 
BipoaTHo arenrb. — 

— Tyrb, oxBageHHHfl: 3Jiooofi>, bcko^jtb: — 
— «Xa-xa-xa», — pa3pa3HJica a cMixoifb, rjia^a Ha 
dpioHeia: «6pioHeTb» yAHBJieHHO B3rjiaHyjn> Ha MeHa; — 

— BOTb «H» Baci — 

— h Kaxyra - KOMnaHin », ctojtb, 
3a KOTopHM"b ch^bjih: cfefl'BioiniH niBeflb, ffBa eBpea, 
Kypbepn, 6pK)Herb hjih areHTb, jieraBHiaa jiaMna, Bb 
npHmypeHHOM-b B3op-B Moeirb, pa3Jioau«iHCb Ha jnmiH, 
noKpHBaacb y3opaMH nepbeB'b, MHraioiHHX'b Bb nepecB- 
leHHHX'b picHHniax'b: h KpHJiopyK-b, KOJiecamifi cjtb- 
HHTejibHO, bm-bcto KpacaBD^B-b KypbepoB'b, naBJiHHHji- 

107 



ca bt> Bos/iyxi.; niECTb, oi;a3ajica CM'fejomeaca poatew 
(paBHa BHyTpn nofrkjKaBiiieii pcoeTKH; o6pa30Bajica op- 
HaMeHTt pacTHTejiiHHXT> jiHHift; ■nepexoflamHXb /ipyrb 
bt> flpyra: jihctoikh, poaerKH, naJiLMerrH pa3BonjiOTH- 
JiHCb Bb cnnpaJiH; cirapajiH ?me CTaJiH JiHHeftHHMb no- 

JieTOMt, KHnaHJHM'b CO MHOKK — 

— mnioHH, Kypbepn h inseflH 
jieTajiH, 6jiHCTaJiH, xjieciajin pbi/i.aiomHM'b ryflosfb: Ha- 
npaBO, Haji-BBO; h nuienaJiiiCB Bb hocb h bt> 6oKa napo- 
xo#a «r a k o h a CejBMoro», apoGacb OiflooHcep- 

HOfl ITBHOfi; XOflHJIH B3B0JIHOBaHO MOmHHMH MaccaMH. 

TaMi., noflt BHHTOMt, yxoAa Bb rjiy6imy, oHproa'fc- 
jia iHCT-Bfiiuaa n-BHa; na hocb napoxo,na cnycKajioca 
Bee 6Hpi03OBoe; h — noaBHJincb Bflajra jio6ojio<5bie naM- 
hh; npH^BHHyjiHCB; HerKoro tbhmo qepirfHiH npoflGJi- 
6hhh; h o6o3HaHajiHCB KpacHHa kpobjih flOMHmeK'b — 

— «CTaBaHreH , i)». 



TZl'B «H»? 



Omymaio tojihkh: npoCyawema, npHnOMHHaHBa o 
crapoMi: — 

— TOJIHKH MOeft SKH3HH; OTb BXTb OCHIiaeT- 

ca Bee, HeMy ynarb — 

— npnxosarb He cnpocTa; imyjo 

108 



3aBHCHM0CTi Hyro bi> cooHTiaxB a; He ywhio a cKJiaja- 
BaTb 6yKBH cofiHTifi Bi cnoBa.- nopaataen, eme Haiep- 
ranie 3HaKOBi>: tott> mse/iB, noflnHparomifi pyra bt, Oo- 
Ka, 6yKBa «9<pi>»; Ha6juoflaio hhhmh i\na3aMH ero; cBasb 
Meact 6yKBaMH ycKOJiB3aen>: cjioBa He npoiHTaHH; h 
orroro a 6e3H,'Bjn>Ho B3Hpaio: ho «b b 6 e 3 ^ h -6 6 e 3- 
«* Jn,H0 "n — h.'bjibhoctb 3a6BeHia»; 

CMHCJIH 9CTetHKH Sp^HBa — CeaiJ'fejiBHOCTB! — OCMH- 

cjiHTca 6yjiyw,iiwb. 

A noKa a jKHBy o^eHB cMyTHOio mhcjibio, ito Bt 
jihihocth, BHBOAHMOfi H3B nponijiaro, OTJiaraerca ito- 
t o, poiK^aa BTopyro fl'McTBHTeaBHOCTB: 6iorpa<pi» 6i- 
orpatpiH; naiiaTB o fpaKT-B, KOToparo He ohjio, icpin- 
HeTt: a ikaj ero ro/pj; h botb — 

— HacTyijaert: ror^a — 

— npoac- 
naeTca npomjioe, HenpoacHHMoe npouuiHMB. Co6uTie 

«(paKTOBB», BJieTaKmHXB BB 3KH3HB, TOTOO B3pHBH BO 

mh4: Ce3npHgHHHHH, MraoBeHHHH paspHBi, o6i>acHa- 
&x% npoHie/uxtee; h npn^HHa npHxo/pm> nos^nM ea 
AtflcTBifl, Koxopna poia>; CThnu kh3hh Kawyrca; mh- 
Ha, B0H3aacB y/iapoirb, flbipaBHTB co3HaHie; HeosKj^aH- 
hh» mhite, «nocim,aJDmiH, yraniaerb co3Hame»; earn 
KaHyTB flymoH bt> coflepacaHie 6e3npHHimHaro ,<MHra», 
to — ooBacneHBa ero o-rcTatorB ott> Hero: — 

— «Th poffijica ecTecTBeHHHMt odpa30Mi». 

— «Ho JiexaeniL. . .» 

— «yMpe;iit». — 

109 



— HHKor^a He poac.najica, 
jieTaeniB Bt KOCMHnecKOH cc^epi: — cnepBa Hana^ajiH 
CTpaHH-fefiinie «mhth» bo ch-b Ha MeHa: a, npocHyB- 
niHCb, Bee CHjmjica BcnoMHHTt MejibKHyBniee: bi naMa- 
th HaxoflHJii, tojibko n a m a t b, a coflepjKama He 6hjio: 
6hjih nojiera: nojieTOBt ooajica; Bnoarc'BflCTBiH cxBaTH- 
Bajn. a noracaromifi cjrfjflb MHrojieTa h pa3JiH t iajii> Koe- 
^to: HanpajKeHie naMara nepeHOCHJio MeHa Hepe3B 
GpeniH co3HaHia, rfffe yracajio co3HaHie — 

— 3a HCKJiroieHieM'B 
nyHKTa, JieTamaro bi> nepeMoraHBaxi. 6e3naMaTCTBa; 
nyHKi*b — HanpajKeme bojih kb BHHMamio: BcnoM- 

H H T B. 

HTO BCnOMHHTB? • 
BlIOCJI-BACTBlH — BCnOMHHJIOCB: 

— ; «9to ymt 6hjio»... 

— «fl 3fl , BCb npojieTajn>»... 

— «Ho BTb odpaTHOM-b nopa^Ki)). 
BocnoMHHaHBe jieraHBa co3HaHta b% ofipaTHOMt 

nopal's bt> Mipaxi, 6e3C03Hama nepesKHBajiGCb, Kant 
ecjiH 6h to jieTaHie Cnjio-Ct BJieTaHteMi; 
a 9to jiexame — bb MHr-fe — nepemHBajiocB, Kaieb b w- 
JieT*b: — 

— nepeacHBama HanaflaioiirHxi> «MHroBi>» — 
«fl p a k o h h», KoxopHe roHaTca; npocmiaacB, pa3CKa- 
3HBajii. a: OTB r B T rajiH MHi: 

— «CKa3KH». 

Ho a Hay^Hjica co3HaTejn>Ho ffB&CTBOBaTB bi cKa3- 
Kax"b, no/i;cMaTpHBaTb fltocTBia Moero cosHasaHba bl 

110 



«,n;paKOHaxi>»: h poctom-b co3Hama a oOiacnaio otkpn- 
Tie naMHTH, hto: «flpaKOHti» <paHTa3in — «nTepo,naKTH- 
jih» — npaBflH. 

Eme pjo posK^eHLa oopojica a ct> hhmh. 
TaKt «MHrn» KoraMapoB'b bo mht> npocBepjiHJin 
CTapuHHHH ^ificTBia «H» bt> ]\fl - TBJiecHOE CTpaH^: »to 

BCKpHJIOCB B% yCHJliaXi MHOIH, — 

— Koropaa speno; 
H3t «,npeBa» a flijiajrb ^ejiHOKb; h ynjiHBaJii. 
no MopaMt CyraeBaBinnxi) 6e3MHCJiilt; kto m> 
5KH3HH cBoefi He BCTynajrb Ha nyra MeflHra- 
niii, totb — 6yflb oht> (paaocotpt, — nofloCemb 
MeHTaTejiio, cosepnaBineMy Mope co cKajrb Ka- 
MeHHCTaro 6epera: kto «m e ^ h t h p o- 
Ba,Jii>», tott> MopaKt, nepecfeKaBHiin Mopa — 

— 0T- 

KpHBama MeflHTan,iH: nojieTt ecn> — ecn> bxo- 
JKfleHBe syniH bb pa36yxaBinee pocTaMH t-bjio: nojiert 
Me/prrauiH — b h ji e t t> h3t> rkjia: a «MHrn» KooiMa- 
Pofb — ^pomaHLe a<pnpHaro Tina, eme ne coBefeifb npn- 
KpinneHHaro kt> rfejiy o6HHHOMy; ct> poctom-b oofcraia- 
ro Tfena scpnpHoe tbjio TepaerB ciioco6hoct& kt> flBime- 
Hiio; bt> MeAnran,iH npo6yat,a;aeM'b MBHacema — 

— K,aTacTpo<poK) 
OT^aioTca flBHJKeHia 9(pHpHaro rfejia: nojien. «b b e p x t 
n a t a m h» ohh; OBJiaflteinH fl^KS&emewb, BHmy: no- 
jierb ecTL co3HaTejiLHHft BHjierb bt> «BocTopn>»: — 

— yna- 
flaromifi co cKaaBi bt> 6e3flHy Mopa nepeatHBaeri 

ill 



Hcnyrb; Moparcb, pacnycTHBb napyca, oiyt'B.jiaeTca cb 
ntcHeit OTb 6epera — 

— BHjieTH, BJieTH, BOCToprn, na- 
AeHbH, Hcnyrn — bt> MrHOBeniaxt CTaHOBJienia ,T,Byxb 
OiorpatpiB mohx-b. . . — 

— 3aKOHT> Toat/tecTBa (bte> «MHr"B» 
«H — H») 3aTaHjii. /p*a MOMeHTa: ncwierb h na^eHBe; 
poacAeHbe b^ tbjio h bhxoai> H3b rfejia — poat^eHLe h 

CJiepTb — CyTB eflHHCTBO: H H-BTTb HH pOJKfleHBa, HH 

CMepra; no^oCeHi MOfi Miirb pa36HBaHiio Mipa; bo Miii 
omynjeme yacaca nepexoflHTb bt> yBipeHHOcrb: «H» — 
(5e3CMepTHO. — 

■ — 6e3CMepTie ecrb oca3aeMN# (paim. 

Me^HTanitt. 

Ha napoxofffe «raKOH , B» CBepinHjica HyaoBHinHHfl 
BapHBi): pa3JieTBJiHCb orb fliacTBifl mhcjih Moeft npo- 

CKpHn^BiniH CTBHBI «KaK>TN - KOMIiaHiH», CTOJTb, 3a KO- 
TOpHMb CHfl'B.JIH . — 

— cfeflferomiB HiBefli>, 

— ABa eBpga, 

— KyptepH, 

— OpioHeTb, — 

— 3aKypHJICfl Bb JipH- 

mypeaEHOMi. b^op^fe Moeitb, pa3Jiaraacb Ha njiacKy Jiera- 
k)iu,hxi> jiHHifi, KimamHX'b b*b Moeft MeflHTaniH, h Bee 
3aJieTajio pBitfaioinHM'b vyROWb: HanpaBO, Hajifeo: 
*6yjib-6yjib» — KiinaTHjica bo uwh npocTpaHCTBeHHHii 

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<XSjihkt>: «xJioni>» — JionHyjrb. «Byjib-6yjib» — khiih- 
THJicfl «mniOH , b»: JionHyjrb — «xjioirb» — 

— bob BOCTopra, bob ymacH, capn, 
JLiOHKb-flJKopAJKH, mniOHH — ocaflKH 
MOHXb BOCXOAaiHHX'b 003HaHiH; CBep- 
UIHJIHCb OHH BT> rJiyOHHB Moefl JIHHHO- 

cth; BHnajm nocjrB bo chs, Korfla jihi- 

HOCTb BO At A^CTBieMb CjIOBa BO 

mh* pa3Jier , BJiacb Ha Hacm — 

— MaJIbHHUI- 

kh MeHa noA6Hpajffl Ha yjiHU,*. 

Ilycib oObaciieHia CaoBa bo mh-b Bb oTAaaeimM- 
wm-b CyaymeM-b; Hbrni imaio immh 6 y k b h codHTifl 
CjioBa; pa3cmiaHHbiH nipntprb, hjib ockojikh itoeff 060- 
jiohkh, BOKpyrb ocaJKAaiOTca: cniuhkh roHHTca, cjib- 
Aya nepe3b BepHb, Hepe3i> JIohaoht.: — 

— «c 9 p t>» — 
«H» BTopoH, Ha ce6a caiiaro B03CTaioin,in, npHBHKmift 
kb KOM(popTy: 

— «He pjbjisiib. Toro-xo». 

KorAa-io a bt> EepreHB xpa6po B3opBajrb cboh ctb- 

hh; h BuraeJib Hapyaey; moh «aomt>» noramHJica 3a 

mhoid, KaM» poK-b, Bomiomaacb Tpn roAa: poaMH Hecna- 

criH, 6oJi , B3HbK), pa3crpoHCTBaMH, MaHiea h bohhoio; — 

— BOH- 

Ha Hanajiacb noon's B3pbiBa bo imfe. 



8 11 113 



Kaxaorpocpa Ebpoiin h B3Pnbb Moefl jihhhocth — 
to ate coCKrie; mojkho cica3aTB: «H» BOfiHa: h ofipaTHo: 
MeHa nopo^HJia BoflHa; a — npbo6pa3i>: bo mh^ — itb- 
hto (rrpaHHoe: xpaM'b, HeJio B r BKa. 

MoKert 6ntb, «H» eflHHCTBeHHHH BB Hainefl ano- 

xfc fl'feftCTBHTeJIBHO nOflOIIieJIB BB — ... 3KH3HH Kb «H». 
y^HBHTeJIBHO-JIH, HTO MOe IIOHBJieHie BB IHBeftnftpiu, 

OpamjiH, AHrjiin, Kant npHHHHH boAhh, ToposKflajio 
TpeBorn h yatacB. Ohh — cMyTHO Hy&ini... 

H coBepmeHHO oopaxHo: bb HlBeftijapiH, OpaH- 
nin, AHraiH «H» omjrujio bohhoio ce6a: Moe «H» — 
nopojKfleHBe bo^hh; ^o bohhh HHKaKoro «#» He 6hjio. 

HiTb: «H» h «Mipt» — nepecfeKjiHCB bo mh-b. 

Coe^HHeHie cb kocmocomb coBepurajiocB bo mh-b; 
mhcjih Mipa cryarajiHCB j\o imeHB: jihiiib no njie^B «H» 
— cbo2 co6cTBeHHHfi: cb njient no^HHMaeTca Kynojn. 
neoecHHft. 

51, co6cTBeHHHH lepeirB chhbb cb njie^B, ik>khh- 
Ma», icaicB CKHnerpT>, pyKoio Moeio. 
CTaBaHreHt! 



IIEPE^ BEPrEHOMTj 

IIpH6peJKBe 3ejieHHXB ropSoBB, h — npoMoftHHa 
Tpem^iBM bb onepTHH cTapHxi) 6okobb, OKpyrjieHHo uie- 
Tawnpi-b kb erpyaMB, — KynaTBca bb cKB03Hoft jkhbo- 
Jierb nepe6jiecK0BB h bb jienerH pa3roBopHHBofl Bjiura 

114 



— npnCpeJKBe Jiersjio, Heca Ha ropCi hpochhb cocewb 
h apKie 3anaxH cmojib oro.neHHHX'B ctbojiokb. 

PacnaxHyjica <piop;p>, npHHHMaa CHpfeitima npi- 

JIOCTH MOpa, 3aTOpaMH MepTBHXl. HJIOTOBl. H 3aTOHaMH 

CpeBeHx; botl npoHepreHB KpacHOH kopmh napoxoaa, 
B3peB4Bfflaro bb 3anaxa cojih h cm^ch b^tpobb; napo- 
xoflt, 3aApoacaBniH, mejiB bi. Mope, mo&b, moskctb 6htb, 

BT> MOpi HaTKHyTBCfl Ha MHHy; CTOaJIH HOpBeJKHJH, KH- 

Baa yraacTHMH manKaMH; <pNpKajn> ^hmok-b pacKy- 
paeMHXi. TpyCoK'b; h a, h TOBapHnji MaxHyjiH njiarKa- 
mh. — 

— «ro, ro». 

— «,3p6pHfl nyTB», 

— «He HaTKHHTect Ha MHHy!» 
Yate noTaHyjio ncnopHeHHOH pH6oft. 
GraBaHreH'b. 

BHZMajiH mh wbwpwh jieneraMB bop>, sacMOTpfc- 
jihcb bo Bee 6HpK>30Boe, ^to Kpiiraajio jia3ypaMH; Kpta- 
jio — OKpinjio; h cxajio: ciaTejiBHOH chhbkoh; 
CKa3ajiH xpyvb flpyry o tomb, iero h^tb: o 
npoBiaBineH Hbjijih, KHtonjeH jihhhkom'b HBiiTa 
ckb03hhx , b aHeMOH'B; saKauajiHCB bb paspfeaxi 
(piop/ja, nporaefloiaro kt> BepreHy — 

— bb 

rpOMKOlfB, HaCTOH^IHBOM'B TOBOp'B BCBX-B iiaCCaJKHpOB'B, 
IipiaTHO B3BOJIHOBaHHHX'B TBlfB, HTO nponiJiH 6e&b He- 

cHacTiH Bb cnoKOHHBia bo^h (piop^a; noBcroay Ha naJiy- 

8* 115 



6* BHCHJIHCb CKJiafleHH 3KeJITHXl> Kap^OHOKTb; H B-feflJIH 

jSfiMa pa3JiemMH chhhxi h najieBHxt majiett Ha Hacn>; 

ABa BHCOKHX'b mOTJiaH/Wa IipH6jIH3HJIHCb, (pHpKHyjIH 

Tpy6Kaim; h 6e3t eflimaro cjiOBa rjiaffiwiH, catHMaa ay- 
6aMH rjiacHBniia TpyCitH: 

— «Ara». 

— «9to o H *b». 

— «Oh , l onarb noaBHJica». 

— «Ojijnb-pafin.. . .» 

— «B , b ranapaHAi mh cKaateirt JKaHflapMaMt*. 

— «Bs> TopHeo. . .» 

Ka^ajiHCB Ha Jienerax-b thxo 03H6jieHHNXi> Boat, 

OCTaBJIflfl KpyTOK) KOpMOK) apHafifflia nOJIOCH, h — orH- 

6ajiH ofijiynjiHHH KaMeHHCTHXTb noftHoatift; B*b Jiaaype- 
bomt> yTpi nonura ocTpoBa, octpobkh, ofipaciaa rpe6- 
hhctoh meTHHoft, h B"Ba cmojioio; 3a HaMH yaee pacKpo- 
Hjiacb 3eMJia t^b-to H3#ajiir: KpacHHMH KpoBjiaira — 

— Bep- 
reHa, tm-b coine^inaro cBNuie tph ro#a Ha3a/rb. . . 

— «Th — couiejib mh1j H3i> B03flyxa. 

-— «TH — OCB'BTHJrB imij... 

— «Th — mecTBie wb ropn. 

— «CouiecTBie /fyxa bo Mfffe. 

— «Th — orpoMHHa ropH 6aBopa. . . 

— «Th — ropH». 

3a"bcb «MHn.», pa3pHBaK)iii,itt Bee, pa3AaBaJica Kaica. 

OOJIHeiHHfl Mipb, OCB'BTJIflKmifi BCe; H OTCDfla CJierBJIO 
116 



orpoMHoe hto-tO m> iieaa: bo mh* jkhjio, jik>6hjio urna; 
h pacKHHyjiHCB Kymn, fa* a HjpedHBajrb copoKB BOCCMB 
lacoBt h OTKy^a npomejrb a jjHBaca h pa^yacB mhccIh. 
mh* npeAHaiepTaHHOft, — bb TaHHBia Beiepn; Cjiaro- 
caoBHjii) KoneHrareHB MeHa; hh TOpJKecraeHHHMB me- 
CTBieM-b npoxoflHJiH Bepjimrb: bt> moh hohh — b-b easy 
TeecHMaHCKOMT. — 

— 6JIH3B JleftnuHra, Ha Mornjiy y 
Hmnne, oroyaa npmiecB a Tpn jracraKa — 

— nocjrfe — 
— yna- 
jia KOJimaa iacTB, Tep3aa ^ejio MHorocTpaflHHMH 
AHhmh Taacejiaro /JopHaxa; 9totb Btaeip> a HafffejiB bt» 
^hh na^eHBa BapniaBBi h Bpecra; npHnoflHajn. cboh 
KpecTB; h — 6e3ponorHo hbih-b Hecy ero Poahh'b; TairB, 
BOApy3HBmH, OT^aMB Moe rfejio npncTaBjiBHHBftrb boh- 
HaifB; nocepeAHH-fe apoaTCKOH KBaprrapH noBHCHy, yc- 
TaBHBinHCB rjiast ocreKJi'fe'JioK) BnaflHHOH — bb Teiiera; 
h ynaay, KaKB bo rpofa. — Ha CajOByio: 3Hajn>, Ha <rro 
*fly... 

— «Th — ropN, orpoMHHa ropH 0aBopa, — co- 
mecTBie ^yxa bo mh*. . . Ocfbthjtb, OHycranca h3"b bo3- 
ayxa: BepreHB!» 

KanajnicB Ha jienexaxB thxo 03N6.neHHHXB boab, 
ocraBJiafl KpyTOio aopMOH napoxo^a apiattinia ikmioch, 
h — ornoaa o6«nynjiHHH KaMeHHCTHx^ nojjHOJKift, pas- 
P"B3ajiH acHBOJierb nepe6jiecK0BB: nporajiH ocTpoBa, 
ocTpoBKH, yatB pacKpoHHH noiBB, Hafitraa, pacnajmcB 

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Ha KpaCHHH KpOBJIH; JTBCb MaHTb, HaKpeHHHH TpyoN, 

KaKaa-TO namia KaHaTOBt; h — aomhkh, komhkh, flo- 

MHKH OTOBCIO^y CTOHJIH KBaflpaTftMH, KaKb... nOflOOpOfl- 

kh HopBesKneB'b, rjiafl'BBinHX'b Ha Haci> H3i> tojiiih npo- 

XOflHMneFb H HIKffliepOB'b. 

B 0T1> _ nepeCpoineH-b KaHan.; nepeKHHyTti cxofl- 
hh: h— cxo/pmi., TOJiKaa flpyrb flpyra: TioKaMH, Kapfloii- 
KaMH h 6oKaMH rjiyxHxi) HeMO/taHOBt — Bt ropJiacTyro 
mojibb bcbxt. Hap-k^ili: aHraificKaro, pyccKaro, inBe^- 
cKO-HopBeatcKaro, flaTCKaro, Kb nepeciinb H3-b Maipo- 
coKb bcbxi> CTpaHi, coraa.naTaeB'b, cneKyjiHHTOBt, bo- 

pOBt, KOMMepcaHTOBt, areHTOBt. 

BpejiH cnpoTJiEBO no raBaHH. 

OrpoHKy raHaencKHxi) KymjOB-b yHHiToacHJit no- 
acapb. Borb — o6mecTBeHHHH c&kt>; botb — snaKOMHa 
CaraeHKH; 3anaxn: cojih, B-fcrpoBTb h Heniyft. Hpno-JKeji- 

Tblft JKHJICTB npOKpHiaJI'b BT> CHHH He6a; rflflfl-BJIH KBa- 

ApaTH rayxHX'b nofloopo.HKOB'b; nponiejrb — TeHpHK-b 
H6ceffb, HaflBHHyFb Ha jio&b cTapoMOflHyio nuiany, Ha- 
npyJKHJiHCb nieH, cJie3HjiHca rjia3KH; npnnjnocHyTNH 
hocb HaraKajica Ha Hacb. 

CAaBDiH cTapbie neMO^aHH Ha CTaHnin, mh 3acjio- 
HajiHCb no yjiHnaM-b BepreHa; hoc* HaraKaaca Ha 
Hacb: — 

— «He atejiaere*. 

— «Hto 3KejiaeTe?» 

H0Cb npOXOSHJIT. (pHpKHyBB Tpy6K0E) — 
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— «H», KB 

CarpaHHH.'B, b^ tcphobomt. 
Btea;t npoHOCHJTb Ha mie- 
laxt KHnapacoBHit Kpecn> 
ct napoxoaa «raKOHa» — 
bjooib rammi: — 

— bi> ropcwB. 



TPH TO^A HASAAt 



HaKorAa He 3a6yfly. 

Mh 'fexaJiH H3i. XpacTiaHiH m> EepremE.: Tpn roaa 
iiasa^ — bt> cyxojiHCTBax'B oceHH; fb /ihh, KOiyja co- 
ap^BajiH nJio^H MHoroji'&THHX'B CTpeMJiemn. . . Yate Bt 
XpncTiaHiH paa^aBajiHCb xojimh, noptHMaacB bt> rop- 
6h; rpoM03AHJiHCB ohh; oiueTHHHjiHCB cBHHie jrkcaMir, 
ceMBH MHoroxojiMiH B03BHCHJiacB b'b Mip-B MHororop6iH, 
bi> KOTopom. omepacB ymwiBeMTb, caflHJiHCB ropOn Ha 
xojimh; MHoropocJiNM'b 06-beuowb npMioflHHTHX'B rop-B 
nooocTaBHJiHCB npoMyra aaJibHHXT. npoaopoBT.; h — 

CTOHKHMH BHCSMH BHCHJIHCB B'B B03/iyX* rpaHHHfl MaC- 

ch; — 

— yace fb XpncTiaHiH mhcjib oCjierajia, ookb- 
hcb; h — CBtaB-b mh-b no^-B Horn JKH3HB cyxo- 

MHCJlifl, BHCHJIHCB CMHCJIH BB MipaXi MHOrOO(5- 

pa3ifl; a hs'b ymejiia hjioth npomeJTB: b-b Heno- 

119 



MipHNfl o&bewb pa3flaBaBmHxca HCTHffb no — 
/tajibHHXT. npo3opoBi> o oyflb6axi mohxi; — 

— H 

B03BHCHJIHCB IjijIH, nOffba- 

thh kt> He6y (raraHTOM'b) bt> 

CTOJi'feTiflX'b BpeMeHH; Borb — 

— Kto-to .ZJpeBHiH, 

HO^HflBTb H3T>-3a Mipa MOHXt npeB03BHmeHHHXl> 
MHCJiefl — 

— CBOH JlHKt, — 

— nOMHffBJrb BT> Moe 

cep/me; h bt> HeMt orpa3Hjica, KaKb b-b oaepii, 
- cb Kpyin; a BH^ijit Ero OTpaateHbe bo mh&; h 
kt> ce&B caMOMy nprniaaaa, KOCHyjica a JlHKa; — 

— HO BT> pa6H CepAeHHHXT) 

BOJiHeHift ciaK>m;iH JIhkb 
pa3AP06njica bo mh*b mhji- 

JliOHaMH OJieCKOBt. . . — 

— orpoiiHaa nopocnb 
jtbcobt., uienecTa cyxoaHCTbeM-b, OTKpHJia KpacH&B- 
uiy» He/iopocjib mxcbb h cypoBHXB 6e3JiHCTift; yate 06- 
jieTaJiH jrfecaMH Bci TBepflbia Tojuip: cmiOHeHHbix'b npe- 
KjiOHOBt: doajiH cnjiofflHHe rnraHTH KaMem>aMH Bpe- 
MeHH; h flaJieiriH 3y6eu3i — 

— KaK-b ciaroiuiH kjihrb — 

— npod'feji'feji'b 
H&jy, OTB-fecoMt; h cicpbijica; flpyrofi; h — noBcroay 
Haffb TBepffHMH TOJini,aMH acHHJiHCb CHijKHbie 3y6a: bt> 
Jiaaypn; CBtaio h 3y6iaTO ciribaaacb OKpecTHocTb, npn- 

120 



flBHHyBIIIHCb Kb HOfe/ty rpaHHHMT. OTB'BCOM'b: IIOJI3JIH 

jieflHHKH, npoBiicaa cepe6paHOH Maccon no CMyxHHMT. 

ycTynaMt: — 

— botb Tjrn. noflBHjiacb cecTpa, nocTHraB- 
maa TaftHH MHCTepift; oHa, nepeftfla H3i> 
BaroHa, Bb KOTopoM-b 3aflyMaJica HlTeft- 

Hepb (OHb -BXa-TTb Bb TOMb HO'B3A'B) rOBO- 
pHJia TOM'S, — ito: — 

— B03BHCHjmcb h.-bjih b^ crojrBTiaxb BpeMe- 
hh; h — norjiaflluia mh^ Bb cep/we: ea oc- 
ji-BnHTejibHHa B3rjia,n , b nocpe/unrfi pa3i>a- 
Taro cepwa 3amen> Moe OojiHue; h a, npn- 
na/iaa Kb ceCi CaMOMy; npimaflajib He Kb 
ce6* CaMOMy; — 

— Bb to MrHOBeHbe npo- 
mejib no BaroHy KOH^yKTOpb, onoBiinjaa, ito mh Bb 
BbicmeH TOHKij noAbeMa orb XpHCTiamH K-b Bepreny; 
Hacb 3aui,eMHjio ymejibe; h — rpoxorao y^yniajio TyH- 
H&naMH; bt> BbuieTaxi> — bt> Bos/iyx* BHCJIH BarOHH, 

HecaCb KT> OCTaHOBK^. 

H BOTb — ocTaHOBKa; h sorb, n.imeH'Ba Bb He3By- 
mxx'b CB^Ta, CToajiH BaroHH; c6"B3KaJiH H3b no1J3fla: 
ki> CHHeMy 03epy; Horn xpycrfeJiH jieflKOM'b; H3b oroui- 
Ka BaroHa cM-fcajracb; npHnoflHHJiB porb MOJiofloro 
ojieHa, 3jn$>ch c6ponieHHHH; rpyflb 06acHra.no 030H0M , b; 
bi rpy^H ate cToajio: 

— «y3Hajn> Te6a: «fl». 

— «Th — coinejib ko mh* H3i> B03ayxa», 

— «TH — 0CB"BTHjn> MH"B. . .» 

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— «Th — niecTBie m> ropH». 

— «Th — ropn». 

— «CoraecTBie Jlyxa, bo mh^*. . . — 

— Ho — 3B0- 

hokt>; no"B3^ TpoHyjica; flaJi&me BaroHH 6"BacajM no 
B03Ayxy; m> rpoxoTHo onBineMt TyHHwi'B flaBHjracB mh 
AHMaMH; nj,ejiKajiH CTemia BaroHOBt, B3JieTaa; h — na- 
flaa B"b BHjieTaxt; CHiaraaa jnmia — 

— npraroflHHJiacb; 
h npomajibHo rjia^'fejia HaMt 
bcji , b/p>; h — nowrBflHin 3y- 
6en>, KaKi B03AyniHHH, ci- 
aromin KJimcb, Tasrb ocmia- 
onjica cBHiiie: 3a narHaMB 
npoMyTH; — 

— TaM"B np03HpaJIHCB flOaCflH BI> 

Henpo3opHOH flajra; CHOBa: ctohkhmh bhchmh bhchjihcb 

F& BOSAyX-B rpaHHHH MaCCH; TOpHaJIH 6e3CH-B5KHHa 

iurknm; h MaJiHfl KycTOieKt yace noAonpajica na jio6t> 
rojiojioooft cKajiH: noflo6pajica; h JiHHia KpacHHXTb jtb- 
cob'l B0301n.ua no ycTynaMt, ofijieKnin Mipn MHororop- 
6ift bi. cbok) 6arpaHnny — Ha/TB chhhmt. (piopflOMt; cjie- 
Tajin mh Kb BepreHy; Mip-B MHoro3y6in Marinjica, apyr- 
JiacB MHororop6ieMi>; cKopo yace noSiatajio Hejiinie 
KpHnii Bt Bejiejrfenie ropi>: — 

— TaK-b MH npH6HJIH BT> 

Bepran. Tpn ro^a Ha3affb. 
H yace cojioh'bjih B^Tpa. 

TffB BCe 9T0? 
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BEPTEHt 

HHHfe BepreH-b — ^HTpajjBH'Bioin.iH ysejTB cHOine- 
Hifi Meayjy Poccien h AHraiefi, rflfe ct> nocjrfiaHaro napo- 
xojifr 6iryrB, ^toS* BH3npoBaTB nacnoprt, hjib — no- 
jiy^HTB Ha npo , £3/i; , i. BB TpeTBeMB Kjiaccfe oflHy hjih kb-h 
cothh KpoHt: — 

— TOTB nO^TSHyTHH (ppaHTHKB Bt OrpOM- 

Hiltmeft nuiani cb nojraMH, HaB'fepHoe, pyccKifl, xots 
ofiirraTejib HTaJiia; cTapuft, nencaTHfl eBpefl: cb H3M0JK- 
AeHHHM-b jihi];omt) IepeMiH, Mopraromift KpacHHMH raa3- 

KaMH B-b COJIOH'BK)II];iH B^Tep-b, MaTpOCH, COJIflaTN — Bee 

pyccKie, — cjiHniajn, poflHyio a piiB, Ha6jnoflajn> h 
coji^aTCKia .nana: 3a HaniHM'B «raKOHOMB CeflBMNMi>» 
npHfiiacajiB MHoroTpy6HHft «K)iiHTepB», nepeB03a to.ii- 
ny iurfeHHiixi., 6'femaBmHX'b bb rojmaHfliio: m> BepreHt 
at^ajiH «K)nHTepa»; h — xo/uijih TpeBoasHBie cjiyxn: no- 
TonjieHB ^e ohb; ohb — npHinejiB bcjtbkb 3a HaMH; cto- 
nm> nepeKomeHHHH pa^-b MerajuntHecKHX'b Tpy(fr> Ha#B 
6oKaMH KpyraxB napoxoflOBB, poHBinnxca b^ raBaHH 
— KpacHHXB, 3ejieHbix'b, opaHateBHxt, cbphxb h nep- 
nuTb, jiiiCB Ma^rt; h — KaKaa-To naiuia KaHaTOBt; kh- 
lnijia ropjiacTaa nepecnnB cjiobb; npoxoflHjrB Kpyrjio- 
raaBHH jionapB Ha KopoTeHBKHX'B HOJKKax'b, cfep-fea ne- 
myHHaTHMi, KopocTOirb HecMHBaeMOH rpa3H; rjia^ijiH 
KBaflpara rjiyxaxB noflSopoflKOBB, nopqcmie bohjio- 
komi. 

Hbhhh npoxoJKift HiaTyHB bb mopckoh rajiaii'B a m> 
KoataHHHXB fiproKaxi), pa3,n;BHHyBniH pora, Ha MeHa 

123 



npoKpunajTb jKejiTOsyOieM-b, cBHCHyBiuH kb bhuih63hi>: 
bm-bcto acejrraro 3y6a rjiafl-BJio , ay6Hoe npocrpaHCTBo; 
h acejiTHfi acHaerb npoxaxaxHyjrb HaxajibHo Ha Haci, 

IIOJIHBaeMtlfl COJIHHI1IKOMT>. 

Barb h ToproBaa y-ruma: npeTKHOBeHbe jno^ett, 
TOjraea, ropjiaraa; oKHa jiaBOicb: 3a Thus, hcmhthmh 
creimaMH 3ejieHHJica cyxoro CKopy3JiocTM) — CHpt 

(HJIH — MHJIO), 3a BTHlfb CTeKJIOMt HpOOyTblJIHJIHCb BH- 

Ha; 3a othmi — bohajih KHc-naTHHOH 6araeHKH pu6- 
HHXb MtecTaHOKi.; cirfeina, iiposaBaJizcb orryaa Bt ot- 
Bepcrie flBepH: flOBOJibHBifi cynpyrb ct> HeflOBOJibHOH cy- 
npyroft, raaffBBmeH Ha tojioki npa3«HHXT> JiOKTett. 
KaK-b. . . Kojuonaa KoproniKa: ph6bhmh rjia3KaMH. 

BblB-feCKa «8 p H K C e H !>», B-BpoaTHO, BHCBJia H 

afffecb; kojib He 3,/VBCb, TaKT> — no 6jih30cth rfffe-HH- 
6yfflb; noMHHTca, a ee *raTHBsun>: rfffe Bon> — He 3Haio. 
Ho 3Ha» HaB-fepHoe a: He oooH/iyrca Seat bnb-bckh 
«9 p h k c e h i>» rpoMKia jiaBKH HopBesKCKaro nopTa; h 
— js,&: HecoMfffeHHo; offb, «9 p h k c-e h -b», tab-to bh- 

Ciurb. H He TOJIbKO BHCBJTb: — 

— ho pacxaatHBajii. 3ffBCb ate: <n> 
cepbroio B-b umpoKO pa3CTaBJieHH0M , b yx-fe, Kypa cbojo 
TpyoOTKy bb. . . acejiToqaHHieMT> jKHJierfe, dojrraiomeirb 
KaMymKH np%T0rjia30H ntaoHKH lacoB-b; h — ci> (ppy 

BpHKCeffb: MHJIOBHflHOH 6jI0HflHH0<IR0H, BO BCeMt Bfl- 

3aHHOMt; h — TaKoro 3ejieHaro HKfera, hto oojibho wih- 
;vbtb: 3eJieH^e 3ejieH0ft TpaBH, sejieH-fee 3eneHaro Mopa, 

TOTb HB-BTb — HB'BTb HopBeriH; TKaHH, BH3aHba — Ta- 

Koro aejieHaro nB^Ta, hto oojibho raaffBTB; — 

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— Kb am 
— TKaHH HaparaeHH fl-BBynirca, aceHmH- 
hh, b^obh; Ha tojicthxi meKaxi 
pa3HrpaeTca nHmiibin aapeHHH pyita- 
Heirb; KanaiOTca KpacHbie bojioch H3i- 
noflt BH3aHH0fl inanoiKH; cHnjierca 

CHHBKa H3i TJia3% — 

— rojiySoe h acejrroe 
HHor^a co BnaeieHieMt KpacHHxi> nojioconeKi) — UlBe- 
n,ia (mBeflti TaKt mhoto iflarb, ito. . .) 

JJa, «B p h k c e h i>», «9 p h k c e h i>» — a He TOJib- 
ko HHTaJit npo Hero; a h BHffBJTb erb; sto BipHO, KaK'b 
to, hto Ha yjinnaxT. KoneHrareHa nonaflaerca «AHflep- 
cem>y>i h atHBerb npnn'BBaioiH, B-b ^aTCKOM-b Miciet- 
k/b; hio bi> JJaHiH «AHflepceHi>», to 3jvhcb «9pHKceHT>»; 
oht. pa3BfccHJi'b necTpMmia bhb'bckh: b^ BepreH-B, 
XpiiCTiaHia, TeTeSoprt, TpoHreHMi. . . Topryerb: nem>- 
kok), KaHaTaMH, BopBaHMO, cejibflbio; h — roHHTb no pi- 
KaMt ctbojih o6e3B"BTBjieHHHxi cocem>: ci> 3aTopa ki> 
3aTopy; h 3th ctbojih cefi-B njiaBaiorb no 6e3JiK)flH'BH- 
men m'bcthocth Bi) p'BHKax'b; wb okouik-b Jieramaro no- 
■B3Aa MoateTe bh Ha6jiH)flaTb: nepeflBHaceHbe cochobhxt> 
ctbojiobt. no pfcidb — flo 3aTopa, OTKy^a HXfc KpiOHb- 
aMH TaneiTb, Kpaxia, kt> KaMenncTOMy Gepery, mo- 
acerb 6biTb, (pHHHt, hjih aaace cbaoh, KpyrjiorjiaBHH Jio- 
ff napb Ha KopoTeHbKHXi. BbimyTHxi) HoatKaxi, cfep-fea ie- 

niyHHaTHMi KopocTOM* HecMHBaeMOfl rpa3H; — 

— cocHOBHa SpeBHa 
125 



no piKairb HopBerin roHnrB onaTB TaKH Bprncceffb. . . 
TaMcyHi. — iiHcajrb o HeMb. 

SI — eFO BHA'fejI'b. 

Ha yjiKHKax-b BepreHa BcnoMHHJib floCp'Bnniaro 
Oaflyita; bm4ctb pa6oTajra mh Ha pfeHHXb apxirrpa- 
Baxi>: Bi) IHBeftnapin; Oa^yMb cb yTpa npoxo/uurt no 
xojray, HanpaBJiaacB no^b Kynojib; n BeiepoMb ony- 
CKajica Bb KaHTHHy: noyjKHHaTb; nocjrB yixaJib Bb 
HopBeriio OHb; om> — HopBesKenb; h y Hero, sa'Bcb, Bb 
HopBerin — ^epeBHHHoe Aijio KaKoe-To. 

BcnoMHHJi'b 3^'BCb OaayMa: h — saxoTtjiocB ero 
noBHAaTB. 

T^B OHb? 

Moacerb 6htb, ohb KaKb h 9pnKceHb, tohhtb ctbo- 
jih no p^idi; same, Moaten 6htb. . . Mhcjih o OasyMi, 
— o6opBajiHCB: 

— «Ia, la, meine Herren. . .» 

— «BoHHa ecTB BejiHKoe 3jio». 

H OHHyjica; H3b flBepn flpaHHOii pearopanin, rflii 
xpnnynia CKpHnKH, KaKb pon KOMapnHHXb yKycoBb, — 

npOHieJIb TOJICTOT&JIHH nHflataHHHK'B Cb BOHKieH CH- 

rapoH Kb CJiKHaBHXb ry6axb; offb — 3a mhoh yBa3aji- 
ca: 

— «Mein Herr, — HeyacejiH?» 

— «IIo4fleTe bh H3b HopBerin Bb «Russland»? 

— «Bb con/i;aTH?» 

Eiiy a, noflCTaBHBniH cnnHy — im cjioBa Bb or- 
whrb. OHb, 3acyHyBnin pyKH m> KapMami npocajieH- 
hhxb 6p»Kb, npoflOJKKajib odpamaTbca Kb ennui: 

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— «Ectb bo3mo3khoctb ^ocTaTB cedfe nacnoprB*. . . 

— «IIpoacHTL 3flici> m, HopBeriH». . . 
HBHoe ffhao: mniOHB. v 

Hanero He OTBirajTB eMy, npoflOJDKaa maTaTBca no 
yjimjaMi, — m> nperKHOBeHBH jnofleft, b-b TOJiiei, m> 
ropjiaiH'B; h — 3arjia/UiiBaJiB b^ OKHa: 3a t4mh hcmh- 
thmh CTeKjiaMH 3aneH'BjiHCB cyxia cKopy3JiocTH cnpa; 
3a 9THMB — 6yTHJiHJiHCB BHHa; 3a aniMB — TpenaJiacB 
KaKaa-To naiuia KaHaTOB^. 

To — BepreHB: h 3a*cb, KaKB h bb JIoH^OHi, nia- 
jiHca 3a mhok> ohh; xoxOTajra ohh Ha^o mhoio; rop- 
Jiadaa mojibb bcex^ Hapten yaxe pacKpaqajiacB: Ha- 
npaBo, HaJiiBo, Bnepe^B h BOKpyrB. 

Mh-b Ka3ajiocB, hto s-toit, npoxoatiH HiaTyffB b*b 

MOpCKOH HIJiaiCB H BB KOJKaHHHX'B CpiOKaXB, pa3flBJf- 

HyBinH porB, Ha MeHa npoKpnqajrB atejrro3y6ieMi,, cbh- 
cHyBum bb BBinraSeHB: 

— «IIOCMOTpHTe-Ka». 

— «0 H B». . . 

reHpHKii H6ceHB, HaflBHHyB'B Ha jioob CTapoMOflHyn) 
rajiany, Ha 9th HaxajiBHHe kphkh cTpeMHTejiBHO bhcko- 
hhjh, H3i> ApaHHofi pecTopanin, nocMOTp'BB'B capKaciH- 
necKH: — 

— «3ffBCB h "b npHHaji-B Kor^a-TO B'BHen.'B. . .» 

— «3ffBCB cToajTB, npocTHpaa, KaKi napB, cboh 
pyKH». 

— «I1 B03ABHraJli cboh xpaMH. . .» 

H — boti: oopamaacB kb CTapyimdj — kojhdtch 

127 



puOeuiK-b — KpHHajrb TeHpiiKt H6ceHt, Maxaa orpoM- 

H'feftlllHM'b 30HTHKOMT.: 

— «IIocMOTpHTe ate». 

— «Tam,HTca». 

— «IIoroHHeMHii CTpajKaMH». 
H raawfejiH cypoBo KBa/ipa™ rjiyxHxi noflGopos- 

kobi, nopocmie BOflJioKOM-b: 

— «Hy-Ka». 

— «CnacH ceoa». 
-- «Xa-xa-xa-xa». 

— «CaM03BaHei;T.». 

Ho rjiHflfl bi> Hejiinie Kpuiirb, yo v BraK>mHX'b Bb Be- 
jiejrfenie rop-b, a — OTBliTCTBOBajii.: 

— «^a». 

— «fl AJia Baci> TyTB Tamyct: npnrB03AUTb 

Moe T%JIO». 

— «^jia Bacb CpocHjn, XpaMfc, iyvfe no,Ti> 
KynojiOMt craHBaJEb cb mojiotkom'b, no#b 
p1i3H0fl neHTarpaMMOfl. . .» 

— «fl Bjyb3&m> ce6a — HaBcerfla; bi neH- 
TarpaMiiy». 

— «HejioM'b Bocxoflanjaro Bfeca ctok> nc- 
pe#b BaMH». 

H a npoxoAHjiTEi mhmo bcbxx bt. 3aicoyjiKH; h — bt> 
MHororop6Ha ymracH; aystajiocb inria: — 

— Bocnpiarie 3toft 
TOJmbi ecTt 6ojifeHb: h — «apaKOHH» cMfemeHba C03- 
HaHia cMyrao 3acHHjincb — orb 3T0ft 6oji , b3hh; HaBip- 
Hoe: «nTepoAaKTHHH» 9T0ii 6ojtb3hh bo mh-b: He bo chIi; 

128 



TO — COgHTia BHyTpeHHeft'3KH3HH; TO — OTCjieCKH Ba?K- 

BUTb, KOCMHiecKHXi, fliffeTBiii, cBepniaeMHxi) BHyTpn 
aTOMOBt rfejia; ecxecTBeHHO jfepepoamaeMca mh: nepe- 
poacfleme a noflCMOTpijiT.; orb Hcxo/ja ero, Moatert 6htb, 
Bee 3aBHCHTi.: nocniuiHoe OKOHHaHte bohhh, MHp-b Eb- 
ponti, hjib — TH6eJiB EBponn: 

— «,Ka, w»- 

— «9to — «H». 

— «.H» BO JCTB)). 

— «HcnojiHaeTca». 
Mhit,, pa3pHBa»in;ifl Bee, co mhoh 6hjtl — 3p$>cb, 

Tpn ro,n,a Ha3a/i,T>: B03HeceHie bt> He6o Moe; hjib — npo- 

KOJIT,: EbHHKyp H HHHTO.-, 

— Taiei. OTBiTarB y ie- 

HHe H «n p O K O JI ?>» 3aTHKaKTl> CKOpM ohh «n y H K- 

tomi>» MaTepm: <ojieKTpoHOMi»; to — nyHKn. 
•npoSoflaHta Maiepin co3HaBaHieMt «H»; — 

— MipH «nyHKTOB , B» 
pncyiorb HaraaflHo KapTHHy BCTaioma- 
ro Mipa; ho — tojibko cbtb «nyHKTOB'f>» 
Ma*repiH — nopn co3HaHifl cymecrBi, — 

— u 
He flapoMt bt> cbohxi. napa- 
AOKcaxi. rjiacHrb MaKcyajui-b o tomi. hmchho, ito 
nyHKTB — «jeiiOH t>». 1 ) 



*) CopTHpyjomia fleMOHi MaKcyajma. 
9 " 129 



njionjA^b 



Bon> h njionniflB — Ta caMaa, r^fe tph ro^a Hasa/n. 
a aroajri h CMOTpijit Ha orjiaBH BepiHHHB: bott> OHa. 
Ho oraaBH TenepB 3aHaB , BCHjracB TyiaMH, nepe^ koto- 
pHfl koco npopfeajica JiyTb npeKJiOHeHHaro cojiHna: — 

— 33$>Cb 

2RH3HB nponerfejia, o6B%acB; bo3bnchjihcb cmhcjih bi> 
rpoMaflHHfi o&bem, pa3,n;aBaBHiHxca hcthhi>: ao flajib- 
H'fefiniHX'b npo3opoBi o cyflbGaxt mohxi>; B03BHraajru- 
ca ij'bjih mohxI) ycTpeMneHifi bj> pa3roHaxi> BpeMen'b, 
no KOTopHirb a BHAiJii) nopoio njiHBymHM'b ce6a m> yT- 
jioh jiosohk-b rfejia; nopoio — Jiemm&wb bi c(pepy ;iy- 
hh, memo ffHCKa syxoBHaro Cojmna, 30 Mapca — ki» 
nojiyHoiH, Trofo bi nojiyHora, ocraHOBHBniHCB Bt 
BHfffeHiH XpaMa, hjib rfejia, — HH3BeprHyTi>ca CHOBa: 
h CTpoHTt cefyfe hobhh Xpaifb, hto6h t&m%, bb xpaiife 
Ttjia, noflcJiyniHBaTB fltocTBie B3rjia^a — 

— «H» — 

— BT> 

coCcTBeHHOM'b cepjm.'B: h 
bh^btb Ero OTpaateHbe 
bo iffifc; h — Kb ceOi caMOMy npnnaaaTB: — 

— ho Ha pa(5H 
cepAeHHHx-b BOjmeHiH ciaK>m,iH JIbki pa3flpodHaca bo 

MHt MHJIJliOHaMH CjieCBOBt. 



130 



Ha 3toh bott, njiomaflik: a ycrpeMJiajrb moh B3opn: 
kt> o&beimi'b npHnosHHTHXTi voyb, nooScTaBniHX'b npo- 
mjtte aaJibHHX'b npo3opoB5>; h— TaM-b: m, Henpo3opHOH 
sajiH npo3HpajiHct flom/pi; h Ty^a Bocxo/puia KpoBaBaa 
jiHHia uiyMHHXt OKTa6pbCKHX r b jiicoBi,, ofijieicaa MipH 
MHororop6ifl m> cbod 6arpaHimy; h — Ty,a;a npoxo^pun, 
PyffOjn>(|)i. IIlTeHHepi>; TaMt bhchjihcb kb Bosflyxi 
rpaHHHa MaccH: 6e3CHiacHHMH mrfemaMH; acno npe^;- 
cTaBHjica nepHHfl oopTyK-b, pa3BiBaeMHfl BferpoMb h 
^epHaa mjiana cb no-nami; npeflCTaBHjiocb 3to jmnp, 

6jTBflH06'BJIOe ) Cb HepHHMT) CBepKaromHMTb B3rJiaflOMb, 
CnOOOSHHMb H3T> HepHarO CTaTb SpKJIJliaHTOBHM'b — 
TaMTb Ha BepiHHH'fe. 

Ho He Kt oefyfe, a ko mh^ MeHa 3Bajn> PyflOJibipi. 
HlTefiHepb. 



BejiHEOJiinHO H3BaaHO rfejio Moe: iiphxotjihbo 
cnjieTaioTca Kb HeMb ajieKTpoHHbie nynKTH: bt> coopa- 
Hie aTOMOB'b, Bt MoaeicyjiapHbia o6m,HHH, bt> ropo^a op- 
ramraecKHX'b KjiiTOKT., Bt orpoMHHa HaniH TKaneft, 
cjiaraiomHX'b opraHH3Mi> HdioBtaecTBa KjrfeTOieb: «JJ» 
— napb BcejiemiOH, B03B0/piTca BcfeMb nejiOKfeqecT- 
BOifb, CTporomHM'B rfwio, — no jTBeTHHni Mipa rfejiec- 
Haro: Ha TpoHt. — 

— EtoirBmaeTca Tpoin> Moero HejiOBt- 
necTBa uesRflj rjia3aMH: nom, jioohoio koctmo; h — Me- 
qyTca TOJinn flHHafiniHX'b CymecTB-b, o6pa3ya KHmeHbe 
TBopaMaro KocMoca, Meacsy ycTynoBb-KocTefi, npo- 

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Cfcraa nemepaMH kocthhii. npofloji6jiHH , b, Kpnna h mc- 
Taact: 

— «nomejii.». 

— «Hflerb». 

— «H»... — 

■ — «H» Hfly, 30JI0THMb (pOHapeifb (.'03- 

HaBaHia ocB&inaio cboh nyri>; H3b Be^epHHXb TyMa- 
nom> BxoJKy a b'b nemepu: MeHa OKpyacaerb — yGorili, 
jpHaromiH po^b, nenpepuBHO fffejiainifica h a^ymitt ce- 
6a; cpe#b 9Toro po^a — 

— MOHXb OflHiaJIHXt C03AaHifi — 

— 6po3Ky cb 30JioTHMb (poHapeMb: BHOtraeTb TOJina 

HH3KOpOCJIHX'b ypOflOBt CO CKOTCKHMH JIHHaMH, Cb TO- 

nopaMH h KontaMH: h — OTCTynaOTb orb oBlua; nocTa- 
BEJi-b (pOHapb a Ha 3eMJiK>; h B'b cBiTJinfi, KOJie6jie.MHM 
rfeHaMH Kpyn>, npocTynmiH,. cfep-fea, cypoBHa JiHii,a: 

— «Kysa th»? 

— «Ha poflHHy». 

— «?%£> TBOa pOflHHa»? 

— «TaMb, 17$ cTOHTb nycrofl 
xpaMb». 

— «Mh bc6 mp,em>, <rro Ty#a 
npoftRerb OHb». 

— «Kto Bam-b OHib?» 

— «Borb, coineflinin H3b He- 
6a, — cpeftb Hacb BomiomeH- 

Hbtfi». 

— «Bh — SK^ere Ero? . .» 
132 



-r «3KfleM:E>: He bh^jtb-jih th 
Ero? . .» 

— «^a, 3to — «H». — 
— IJapb Bc&neHHOtt bodbo- 
AHTca HKHi Ha TpoffB: Meacb raa3aMH noffb jioChob 

KOCTbK)! 



Bt> OKKyjiBTHOirb pasBHiiH ecrb noTpacaromjH 
mhtb, Kor^a «a» co3HaBaHi>a, — 

— CBepraeTca Ch TpoHa 
noffb nepenoMt, pa3pHBaaca Ha MHJiJiioHH co3HamH: h 
bh^htb Oho: BOSBHniaeTca tbjio cmiereHHOH rpoMa^on 
H3i> rfurB; Ha BepraHHi rpoMa^H cBepraaeTca bi> «H» 
nepecBieHBe co3HaHiH BceneHHon; HeB'BpoaTHoe nepe- 
acHBaHte ce(5a MBpiaflaMH «H» ynoflo6jiaeMO 6HCTpoMy 
noracaHbro co3HaHBa: — 

— «H» — 
— - «H» — 



— paCKpHHaJIOCb H3l 



najn>na pyKH: 



— «H» — 

— «H» — 

— «£[» — 



— pacKpHHajioct H3"b hoit>: 

— «H» — 

— «H» — 

— «5lHHTCa» 
133 



— irai KOJitaa, 

— H3T> yCTT), 

— H3i> npeflfiJteHift, 

— H3t M03ra, 

— H3i> neieHH, 

— vm> CTynHH, 

— H3i imena — 

— TpOHl) pa36nTT>; H 
e^HHCTBO co3HaHit yTonjieHo; h^tb bo mh"b «.fl»; wh ro- 
jroBi MoeH nycTo: noKHHyTHfi xpaMt; «fl» — bt> TepHo- 
BOMt b i £hd; , b, Bt CarpflHHni'fe, bo3,o;'bbhih (pOHapb, 3a6po- 
^hjio: no co6cTBeHHHMT> 3KHjraMT>; Ha nepenyTiaxt 
HtHJiBHHX'b cjiOHfleTca «fl», Hay^aa co3HaHiro TOJinu 
cjiinHxt (paron;HTOBi>: h — npHHHM&a yflapn 6anajura> 
— ni>Tb, yacacHaa nHTKa y3HaTb 9to onHTHO. 

KaweTCH — m> 9tomt> ji,wiaftmem>, 6e3CMKCjien- 
hom-b Mipi: — 

— «KaKi> Mon> a nonacTL cro/i;a?» 

<J>aron;HTT> — KpyrjiorjiaBHii ftHKapL Ha KopoieHB- 
KHXi), BHrHyTHxi) HOJKKax'b, (Apia naTHOMi HecMNBa- 
eMofl rpa3H, — ycTaBHJica Tyno; h — cjiymaen>, onep- 
niHCB Ha KonBe;a eMy,jpncap:»,iipoJKHBaroineMy BHyrpH 
opraHOFB Moero HCTOMJieHHaro rfejia, «£[», naBHiin cb 
npecrojia bi rpoMa/piHH opraHOB'b rfejia, — eMy roBopio: 

— «H — BO BC'BX'b BaCB». 

— ^apio B&wb Moe HH30Hie/iniee «H». 

— «Pa3pHBanTe ero». 

— «IIpOCB'BH];aHTeCL CB'BTOM'b*. 
134 



— «Tot"b cBiTB «H» — cpeffB Bacb». — H fipe^y Kb 
nepenyrbaxb; onycTomeHieirb TaHerca nyTB: — 

— BCe-TO: KJTBTOIKH, 

kjtbtohkh, kjtbtohkh, 
kji'btohkh: homhkh!!! 
Meat/ty HHXb nepeyjiKaMH Cfcraiorb XHTpua daH 
6an,HJijn>, Hana^aa Ha cTpoft (paron.HTHHx-b OTpaflOBb; 
BJieKyrb JieHKOipTH KaKia - to TajKecTH lopest cfcrb 
KanHjiJiapoFb: orb 6e3/niN mejiy^Ka, so... canHeiHOft 
njiomaflH Cepsna; CHHierb, h ciajio — Bee cmiHin.: no- 
najrb B"b cboh BeHH; onaTb HHHero He noftMy, noTOMy 

HTO nOHffTb HeB03MOatHO: KaKb 9TU CJiyiHJIOCb, 

hto «H», npoBajiHBiHHCi Bb ce6a, nepejieriwio 
nycTOTH, ero oxfl'BJiaBHiia ott> co3HaHia kji-btohkh; h — 

CTajIO KJTBTOHKOH: — 

— *rro omymajia Ta mrBTO^ica, Hast 

KOTOpOH) CBepiHHJIOCb COHieCTBie «H»? — 

— BipoaTHO 
OHa ornyrnajra, tto tok-b cffBTO-B03^yxa, onycTHBmHCB 
Ha;p> TeMeHeMb, npoHiwajib 9to TeMa; hto Kto - to, CTa- 
Phhhhh h Mhjihh, CBeprajica H3b 6e3^HH BpeMeHb, o;vh- 
Baa ^yniHCTHMT) Tenjioirt, Kant oaesmoft; h — 3aJKHjn>; 
no #& njiOTaHoro ooojiohkoh; «H» ace — H3MyHHjiocb: 
Kt KpyraorjiaBosTb, KopoTeHbKOMb rBJibn.'B Ha BHTHy- 
Thixb HOJKKaxb; «H» — BH^ijib jsk&cu: KaKb 9th Ma- 
jina rBJibna 6e3b npony h TOjiKy /vLnHJiHCb; h r^i cto- 
ajib (paromrrb, CKopo TaMT>, rpoxoTajia TOjina nxb: 6e3b- 
aHHHa aHHOCTH, anna — Tyno KaTajincb 3a mhoh; mm 
KarajiHCb: OTb BeHH so BeHH: Kb apTepiaMt: h H3b ap- 

135 



Tepift, — oiraTb nona^ajiH mh bt> BeHH; co mhoh (paron,H- 
th Tenepb o6pam,ajiHCb, KaKb ct opaTOMb: — 

— «Th hto 3Ke?» 

— «H — Mipi. Baiin>». 

— «Xa-xa-xa-xa-xa!» 

TaKb AJiujiocb /to MHra, Kor^a npoBejin MeHa Bt 
XpaMi, B03BHiuaioiD,iftca nocepeaHHi cepaeiHOH, ajrk- 
jomefl: njiomaan; m> «XpaM-B» — yBHffBjrb a KHHry, ko- 
Topaa 9THMb jidaomI) ciimuiacb cBameHHOH: h — hto 

3K6! — — 

— yBHA^Jit a TaMb JleAflHoro: Ha newb Kpaco- 
Bajiocb 3araaBie: «fl»: a — npo^eab: mh^ caOBa 
npoJieTijiH H3b CTpoHKH; noHaTb, hto pncyeT- 
ca hmh, — He Morb a; ho — lyBCTBOBajib: ' m> 
(paroijHTHOH jsyavb cBoen; botb — Bca ckbo3- 
Haa OHa. JJ&, a Tyrb Hanajica: HH3JierBjn> a 

H3b 9T0H BOTb KHHTH: — 

— Kb «JI», Bb Hllit- 

^eHHOH khhtb a, cTapnlt, cfeflOH <paro- 
HHTb: Hanajica. 

Ho cTyneHaMb co3HaHia: 9JieKTpoTOHHOH, aTOMBOfi, 
MOJieKyjiapHOfi h kjtbtohhoh; ^affile, no cTyneHairb oo- 
3Hania TKaHefi h opraHOB-b BocnpiariH, lyBCTB-b, boji- 
HeHin, Mbicjieft, -- H/iy, Kara no jtbcthhh*, yeraaHHOH 

KpaCHHjm TKaHHMH KpOBH — Kb cBanjeHHOMy TpoHy: 
BHOOKO, BHCOKO, Haffb 6e3/IHOH C03HaHift MOHXb — 
— Ha/Tb MOHMT) nORC03HaHbeMb — 

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— CTOH) Ha npecTCTii 
MoeMt; 6e3,zjHH «5I» nepeKpenjeHH bt> «H» 
«fl — ecML H!» 

Ectb Kb pa3BHTiH noTpacaromift MHrb, Korp, «H» 
co3Haerb ceoa rocnoflOM-b Mipa: npocTepnra npeqHCTiia 
pyKH «H» cxoAHTt no KpacHHM'b cTyneHasrB, aapya ce- 
6a bt. HeM-b KHmameMy Mipy: — 

— Coft.ua oo cTyneHH BHeoKaro TpoHa Bc&rteH- 
hoh, flapyer-b b^hes! BcecB'BT.jrBftinaro «H» 
oho H36paHHHMT>, HXfc Hapimaa: 

— «IoaHHT>». 

— «HeTpT)». 

— «JIyKa». 

— «MapK'b». 

— «Iyaa». 

— H opraHH Tliwia Tenepb 

BCB /ttrflHaflH.aTb — cyrb: 

— «H». 

— H ooftfla Ha BTopyio CTyneHb Hpe3-b 
nocpeACTBO flBtaa/mara: IJapcTBi), 
npesi) anocTOJiOBt «fl» BoecB'feTjrBH- 
nie flapyerb bcbmi> rpa^ai^b Bce- 

JieilHOH — 

— «fl» — 

— ^ajibuie: cnycKaacb Ha Tperbio cry- 
nero, «H» jjapyerb ce6a bcbmt> kh- 
raani;HMT> B-b «H» KjrfrroHKaM'b: — 
«3». 

137 



Bcfe — cbo6o#hh: TpoHt — ym> moh — ctohttj 
onycrfeBinHMTb; bcb — i^apcTBeHHH: Kb IepycajiHM'fe 
TBopHMaro rfejia: — 

— «fl, a, a, a, a, a, a, a, a», nporyflfe- 
jio no moiuhhmT) BoejieHHHM'jb: — 

— Iy#a Mena npe^aerB! 

Mht> — 6htb pacnaTHM-b CTpaniHofi BaTaroro; h — 
noBTopHTB fljra cbooo/ih TBopHMaro Mipa to caMoe, l ITO 
yace CBepmnjioct: to — nyTB « t Iejia Bina^ Ha btom-b 
nyra nocBameiiia bt> «H» — flofipoBOJibHO noKHHyBinn 
ym. (hjth XpaMi no^b HejiOM-b), onycicaiorca no CTy- 
neHaMt cb yMa, t. e. — cxo/i.flT'b ct> yMa, bt> &m> ray- 

XHX'b nOaC03HaHiH, HTOOT> BHBeCTH 1131) Mpa'IH'BHIimX'b 

nacTen rayxoro, no/i,3eMHaro a/ja orpoMHbia TOJinti ny^o- 
Binn;i — Bi) Gshrb yMHHfl; to — yacacb; to — ncKycb: 
ocTaTBca Ha B^Kt ct-yMa-cniejfflHMt. Cxoayie- 
HBe cb yMa — HncxoajjieHbe rojiy6a «H» Ha Ge3yMHoe; 
cb-yMa-cmesraie 03apaKi*b HH3pHHyTHMT. «a» — 
no/i,co3HaHia MpaKH; cbohmt. 30jiothmt> (pOHapeM-b osa- 
paiort nyTH ^,onoTonHHMT> ny/i.OBHm.aM'b; BOHyflOBHiii,- 

HHBDlHCb, — OTKpHBaiOTT. B03MOHOIOCTH B H e JI 0- 

BiiiTbca nTepoflaKTHjmM'b, piionpurL bt> Hacb: to 
— 6anHjurH co3HaHia. — 

— CB'BTOieM'b «£!» 

npocBTiTHTca 6an,H,n,n:a. 

Ho HyBCTBOBarb «H» r^apeMT. Mipa. n bt> to ate 
MrnoBeHie gyscTBOBaTb MipoBoro Uapa — pacnmiae- 

138 



mhstl m, co6cTBeHHOMi> rhirb, BaTaroio /i;hk,hxt> 6an;Hjijri>, 
yMHpaJomHMt fl apocTaxi. TBJia; ywiHniaTb kphki, 
apocra: 

_ «0!» — 

— «PacnHHTe!» — 

— «PacnHHTe!» — 

— «PacnHHTe!» 
KaicoE 9to yacacb! — 

— npoHcxo&Hmee 
BHyTpa jkh3hh 003HaHia KaateTca npoacxo.namHM'b bo 
mh-6: boti. npoxoflHrs ncmeHHaro BHfla npoxoaun; — 
Ha Te6a yKa3yen> nepcTOMt; sto — Bee nponcxoflirrb 
BHyTpa, — b% TBoewb t'bji'b (cpe^B nepenyriH apTepifi 
BJieKyrt Te6a b^ cep^ne TBoe, yKa3yiOT'b nepciaMH); 
npoxoatin noHTemraro BH^a nepcTOMt yKa3yen> Ha bh- 
BicKy; nepeMimeHbe c03Hama 3acTaBJiaerb Te6a craTb 
npeffb hem's, cKpecTHB'b pyKH; a yKasyjomifl Keen, ot- 
AaeTca b% co3HaHin — JKecTOMt IlHJiaTa; h — 

— «Ecce Homo!» — 

— 3ByHHTB; H Tefii HaHHHaiDT'b 

MepemHTBCH o6pa3H: OmeBaHia, 3ayniema, o6Jie<ieHiH 
Bi 6arpaHHii,y, pacnaria; h nojiomeHta bo rpo6t. 



cyMAcniE^iniH 



3^'BCb, OTCK)/;a Korsa-TO a 6hjtb Boanecewb, a ycia- 
jioe tbjio Moe o h h flojiro bo^hjih noTOMi.: no BepjiHHy 



139 



h JleflmjHry; ho cHaiajia oho nponecjioci. in. Xpiuvrlu- 

HiK) MHMO JIbflaMH nOKpHTHXfc OI'JiaB'b 3eJI0IIH(!T<Wta- 

3ypHHxi> rpoMa^b; mhmo aomhkobi, reTeH6opra h Ma.ib- 
Ma noTOM-b npoHecjiocb Moe tbjio; h tbjio BspbiBajioob, 
jiOMHMoe jiyxowb; h cb-bth MeHa ocfeHaBHiie conpoBOiK- 
Aajinca onjymeHieM'B pluKymaro y^apa: orb TeMeHH kt> 
cepffly h — eKajio cep/me; h — oxBaTHBajrb cTpaxi, 
ito Borb, tbjio He BHflepiKHT'b; HenonpaBHMoe coBep- 
mHTCfl fljia Tfejia: 

— a lyBCTBOBaji-b, hto — He roioBT.: 
HenaSiatHO mchh oJKHflaiomiH aKTb orpa3HT- 
ca Ha tbjtb MoeMt onepaHieii; npimoflHMa- 
jiacb sa/iaia: yirfyrb OBjia/rBTb H3HyrpH — 
acHOMHCJiiejrb; a HSBHi — acHoft bciiuhi- 
koh; — 

— TBJiecHHa TaatecTH Hanaflajm; h — 
cTpaxi npo6ymflajica; h nojnoGHBHiee CymecrBo, homo- 
raBmee mh^ — npHno#HHMajiocb, cHHMajioct, cjieiajio 
c-b MeHa, ocraBJiaa bi> ymejiiax'b njioni; TOMHTeJibHHH 
xojio,^b CeacTpacTba BBicacHBajrb mhcjih — no^b jio- 
JKe^Ky. — 

— Bt 3TO BpeMa imcajm Kb ra3eTax"b H3i> Bep- 
reHa, tto pbiSojioBHaa mxyHa pa36HjiacB: y BepreHa. 
He pnoojioBHaa mxyHa pa30Hjiacb, — a tbjio Moe «H» 
— cohijio m> nem> c& ytia, — 

— to BCKpH^ajia rpaflym.HM'b jjyuia: h 
— Tenepb HcnojmHJiocb rpa/jyni;ee; 
a nornoajoiniH, kb khkhx-b Baxaraxt, 
Kb ce6% H3t ceoa caiaoro — npo- 

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cTHpajrb OH'BM'BBniia pyKH: 

— «0, j H9Jijih!» 

— «Th — cjiHniHini>!» 

— «Th — cjiyniaenit-JiH'?» 

— «CHOBa npocarb o noMOin,H». 

— «Okojio Beprena noronnjiH ko- 

pa6jii>». 
■- — «0, — cnacH MeHfl!» 

— «1I3JI0IH. . .» 

HeacHHfl nponepTHH, rfeHH, nojreymia nepe3T> yjm- 
hkh BepreHa, ocnajiH pacKpHTHX'b flBepeH, nepeKonieH- 
HHfi pa^i MerajuiHHecKHXi. Tpy6i>; h — KaKaa-TO naK- 
aa EaHaTOBi): 

— - «H» — 

— bt> orHeHHOli MamiH, a^hcb, 
nocpe^HH'fe B3MeraeM0fi nn- 
jih, Tamy KHnapncoBBiK 
Kpeorb, nepeK.ua/piH08 mh* 
jiOMaiomiH njienn — cpe#b 

XOXOTOB'b: 

— «Hy-Ka!» 

— «Onacn ce6a!» 

— «Th, caM03BaHen,i>b> — 

— h na^aio: — 

— noAomejn. 
ko KpecTy KpyrjioraaBHft jionapt Ha KopareHbKHXi>, bh- 
YsyruTb HoacKaxi.; cfep-fea HeniyHHaTHM-B KopocTOMi. He- 
cMHBaeMOtt rpa3H, noHect npe.no mhoh KHirapHcoBHfi 
KpecrB. . . 

141 



OieHb dpaHHo: — 

— ftnysK/iaio no CTpaHaM-b 3eM.jiH 
(no IIlBeHHapiH, OpaHnin, Ah- 
rjiin, OKaHjiHHaBiH) ; h — Bwh- 

— 3a6jiy3K#ajn> 
no npocTpaHCTBaifb TBopnMaro KOCMoCa; a — BtniiHli 

JKHffB: — 

— «H» — 

— npncyTCTBOBajn> npn oodHriarb m> 
IlajiecTHH'k; BHHMaJi'b ero cjiOBy; ctoajh, y KpecTa; bh- 
fffejrb bhxpl B03HeceHia; ci> text, nopi, 3a6jiysKflajiT, a 
no cTpaHaira. 3eMjin: — 

— SOJIOTHM'b (pOHapeiTB OCBt- 

maro cboh nyn>; nm> TyMa- 
hobt> cTyny bt> cTemia oKOH-b: 

— «He BHfl'fejIH-JIb BH?» 

— «He npoxo;n«n>-jiH?» 

— «He 3Bajn>-jiH?» 

— «He coBepinajrt-jiH 3ji,i>ch Beiepn?* 

— A BOKpyrt oo6npaiOTca: urne^t, 
KpyraorjiaBHfl jionapb, pycciciE mrBHHHfi, gfcJKaBHiiii 
bt, TojiJiaHfliio; h — Bonpomaiori.: 

— «Ky^a th?» 

H HMt OTB^HaE): 

— «Ty^a, Kysa Basra He npofiTH». 

Orapbitf nisefli., no^MHrayB'b jionapm, Bonpomaerb 
onaTb: 

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— «A cuaJKH-Ka, rflt jspwb tboh?» 

•H HMi OTB'BHaX): 

— «MoB Rom>, r/vk Bact Hirb, jinneivrBpH*. 

"JJpb po^HHH nepeKpecrajiHCB bo mh-b, nepeKpocr- 
hoctb nyTefl: — TaaoriH Kpecrc.; Moa poflHHa — 6paT- 
ctbo Hapo^oB-b. 
Hafl^y jih ee? 

B% 6arpaHHD;'B a Bnacy ce6a npoxosamHM'b no Eep- 
reHy: b-b conpoBoajflemH. . . Jionapa — Ha B0K3aJn>. 

BOTB — BOK3aJTb. 

IIojiocaTHMH geMosaHaMH, poena -reffhaseKt, ho- 

CHJIbmHKOB'B, KaCCaMH, rOMOHOMT, BCTp'BTHJI'b: — 

— fla, a yfemaio — 

- Ky fl a? - 

— B'b ropoA'h 
Cojuma: Ha poflHHy. — 

— T'Bjio Moe o6e3yM"BBHiH, 6hct- 
po noirarrca, Ram, B'b nponacTb jieTamiH, OTajKeJTBB- 
min, 6e3gyBCTBeHHHft kom-b — b-b npo3iaBHiia mw mo- 
ncjrb; npoBOJiOKyTt ero, 3aBepHyB'b B'b nejieHH, to i iho 
Kyiuiy — B'b MorHjibi. Mofi pyxb HeBemecTBeHHO npon- 

TeTB Ha/TB KaTHMHJVPb Ha pOflHHy rBJIOM-b Bt Mipn Moea 

MbicjiH, KOTopne — OTGnecKH cojiHHa: Ero! 

Ho B'b MOrHJTB, Ha pO/HIH'B, B'b pyCCKOH 3eMJTB, MOe 

rfejio, KaK-b 6oM6a, B3opBerb Bee, hto ecrb; h — orpoM- 

143 



hod aTMOctpepoio flNMa noflHHMeTca Ha^ ropo#aMH Poc- 
cm; rjiaBa fltiMOBaa Moa npHMera «H», hjih CojiHH,e, ko- 
Topoe cBeprHerca a> bhch: bt> MeHa! 



CHOBA B-L n0^3^'B 



Hoil cxoflHjia: TyMaHH BCKHnaJiH BB KOTJiaxt, of>- 
pa30BaHHHxi, rpeoHHMH, BHOHBaa Hapyacy; hxb npoKH- 
im HHcnaAajiH Kyfljiaaro no jmmam> B'krpoB'b oocbh- 
CTaHHHXi, nepneHflHKyjiapoB-b m% TBep^aro KaMHa; ohh 
HHcnaflaJiH xjiecTaBmHMH KamiHMH; mh, onycKaa Ba- 
roHima cTeKjia, Ha araHnjaxt cjiyinajra: npocBHCTira 
B^Tpa bi ropaxt; h Kor^a no^HHMajiH mh oKHa, ohh m- 

KpHBaJIHCB aJIMa3HHMH KaHJiaMH; H He JIHCHJIHCb, He 

HiepniaBHJiHci. KpacHHMH MxaMH npeKJioHH Haropift, o,n- 
Ba 3ejieHacb jia3yp'BK)in;HM'b npojieatHeMb; sjifccb, rjian- 
u;eB , Ba njiacTaMH onjiHBinaro jiB^a, na Mena nocMoip'B- 
jih Korfla-TO oraaBH Haropin, Tenepb 3anaB'BnieHHHx r b 

KJIOHKOBaTHMH lyiaMH, Hepe3t KOTOpHa KpacHoe oko 

JKejrfeaHaro no^aa 6e30CTaHOBo^Ho npoG'irajio b-b cb- 
piBinia cHpoora: pBaHnx^ TyMaHOBi>. 

Bcfe cBptie HponepTHH ctehb, nofl6'BraK)n];HX'b qep- 

hoh npo^oji6jiHHOH 6HCTpo pacTymen flbipN, yrpoaca- 

aa; KanaJiHCb bhcoko Ha^b HaMH hhhtojkhhh njeroHRH 
coceat; /ujpa Hac-b raoTajia; h — HaiHHajia ateBaTb: 
MerajumHecKHM'b rpoxoTaHbeM'b: TyHHejib. — 

144 



— H BOTb 
BHHOCHJIHCB BarOHH, HecymHMca OKOM'B; h MH, BB HP- 

OTHerjiHBO — cfepoMt bo Bceite, CHOBa bhs^jih nponep- 
thh; CHOBa /papa Hacb rjiOTajia: 

— «Toxb-tox , b» HeyKJiOHHO MerajunuracB rpoxoTH 
bb ynin; h — 

— «TpaxTaxaxB» — 

— BHjierajiH m> Mpai- 
H'BBinia chpocth: 

— «Ta-Ta» 6hjih HacB CKpinn pejiBCB; h onan> 
yHOCHJiHCB cTpeMHTejiBHo — m> «TOXTOTaHte» TyHHejiefi; 
Ka3ajioca: ynaflajin yflapn H3i> npeHcnoflHen; h — py- 
niHjiHCb: cyina h ropn — on> ckop<5h; jioMajmcb xoji- 
mh; npocTynajia Bb TyMaHH HeacHHa nacra, r^i mh 
hPohochjihcb; orry/ta BajnuiB cn-noiiiHOH ahmb; bojiok- 

JIH MOe TijIO CB TeMHOTHHMH Bna^HHaMH npOBaJIHBIHHX- 

ca rjia3T> b-b rayCHHH: ,n;o-po3KfleHHHXB TeMHOrB, h.ub 
nocMepTHHXB TOMJieHin, b% rayooKoe /pro npojieTajio, 
HH3pHHyBinHCB, BepcTHoe tbjio Moe cb nepenyTaHHHMH 
BOJiocaMH h rpoxOTOifB-xoxoTOMB 6hjio mh-b bb ynin; H 
rjia3-B ocTeKJiijiOK) Bna#HHOH tbjio ycTaBMOCB Tyno — 
B-B TyMaHH H MpaKH: 

— «no3Hafi ce6a — th». 
Mh* Ka3ajioca: yna/i,ajiH yflapn Ha jkh3Hb; paspy- 
uiajiHCB pejiBecpBi Moefi «6iorpacpiH»; npes^e mh* Ghjio 
Bee acHO — bo mh* h bt> cofiHTiaxB acHpHH Moen, — 
noaBHJiHCB TyMaHH Tenepb; h ckbo3b hhx"b npocTynaora 
yacacHHa nacra nemep'B, o6pa30BaHHHX'B TaMB, r^i uxt 
He 6hjio; bhxpb nopHBa — jierfejiB m> »th «,zi;hph» mtho- 

10 ii 145 



Berna, 3iflBiiiHXT, H3i> nponijiaro; hohh cxojjhjih Ha see; 
HSMopmHHHjiaci. cyma; bi> ymeabaxT, MaTeatHjmct npo- 
cbhcthh nepBaro Mara co3HaHta; oho, Kara, 6e3coHaoe 
oko, dtaajio ckbo3b cTpaHCTBia jkh3hh m> HeacHHe 
npoqepTHH fffexcKHX^ roflOBi., noaSfcraiomHX'b ^epHofl 
npoAOJigjiHHOH b% pBaHHxi. TyMaHaxi.; flupa — naMaTb 
nepBaro MHra! — rjioTajia; h — HaiHHajio BOKpyre, rpo- 

XOTaTL TO, 1TO He OHJIO B-b flBH flHeBHOH, HO TO) JKH.TO 

noflt Heio; h a BtmocHjica OTxy^a; h Ha MrHOBeme, ot- 

pilHHBIHHCL OTb 6e3flHH, OTCeTJIHBO BHfl'BJn, flajieKie ro- 

m; h CHOBa raoTajii MeHa Mirb, pa3pHBaiomiH Bee. 



EIOrPAOIfl 

CBa3b «MHroB*t» — pom. jkh3hh; ho naMaTbio 
«MHroB'b» — KHnHT-b 6e3C03HaHie. A Ha co3HaHie naaa- 

JDTb MOpOKH CJIOB'b, HTO pOflHJICa KOrfla-TO bx. MocKBt; 

H3i, TyMaHOB* pacTera npeflCTaBjieHBe HJiJiK)3iH irfccia 
poJKflema; ho a 3&6uin>, r # $ poptjica, Kor^a pa3CTynn- 
JIHCB TyMaHH HJIJIK)3iH, to ooHapyatHjiocB: m> MfccrB 
pojK^eHia — flHpn. 

H HiTi: He HCTopia jkh3hh: moc npeoHBame bi 
apoaTCKoft KBapTHp'B, niMHa3ia, jieKaiH YMOBa, KHHra, 
— a — 3epKaJio, OTsaioniee jkh3hb Ha noBepxHOCTH. 

51 nojnoozjn, MerepjiHHKa 3a to, tto MeHa noBep- 
Hyjn> or* ceoa ero Mips.; narHjiiTHiH M-nafleHen,!, Mipn 
MerepjiHHKa hochjtb a; HHTaa «CjTBm>ixT>», Hpess o^hh- 

146 



Ha;maTi> Jiirb a npHnoMHHJiT>: «cBameHHHKb» saBejn 
MeHfl bt> fleopa, h — 6pocHJn>: b% yrjiaxb. 

MerepjiHHK^ He BJiifljn>: on% — HanoMHHOit... 

HanOMHHJIH o6pa3H BtpMH MHi: b ■& r -h h b e 
chjitj, npopocTaiomnxTb bt> omymemax'b ji^rciBa,; h 
Hopn> 6hjtb h e p t o h, 3a KOTopoit BCTpinajit MeHa 
Mipt; h o p t t> — iepia: OHa t^hl: 

— «He npH6jiHKafica: a — s/vicb*. 

— «Te6a atfly»... 

— «Te6fl CVfeMT))). 

Oroftfla sa h e p t y, r/vfe CaMo oCHTaeT'b, 3a HTeni- 
eMT> «3apaTycTpH», a BcnoMHHjn>, hto iopn. — 
Moa caMOCTB: h lepra — Hcne3JiH. ' 

CaMoco3HaHie BcnoMHHJio nacb, Kor^a a nponn- 
TaJii) THxifi iaci. 3apaTycTpn: orb 9Toro naca 
KpHHaJi'b no HonaM'b: Moe MapeBO ^TCKHXi KoniMapoB'b 
(«HpaKOHOBw $aHTa3in) crajio cTpaHon «n t e p o- 
j a k t h ji e fl»: naMam 

HHinn,e ecn> naMaTb o nponuiOM'b: He 3Haft a bt> 
ceSij, hto poHjiocb bt> co3HaHiH Hninue bt> MOMema. 
«3apaTycTpH», ero 6h — He noHajrb a; Kb HTeHbH 3a- 
TemiHjiacb JKH3Hb Moea jkh3HH, Kaicb naMaTb o jkh3hh. 
Koropaa npoTeKana eo mh4 ho poac/pHba; — «BJiiama» 
— naMaTb o co6cTBeHHOMb flMcTBiH; h noTOMy - to hc- 
Topia jiHTepaTypHHXb BJiiamn HHTaerca TOJibBO bt> oO- 
paTHom, nopaaK'fe. 

IIIecTHaAAaTH jrim. Boe npo^TeHHoe nepeKpecra- 
jioca bi> t o h k y h 6pocHJio GJiecKH Bnepe^b h Hasa/i^; 

BCe — OTHeTJIHBiH BCnOMHHJIOCb. 

10» 147 



m&nKHyjia flBepi.; h — BBajmjica 3HaK0MenB — 
«6p»HeTl. H3l 0«eccH», c% kotophmi mh 
ixajiH orb <ppaHny3CKOfl rpaHHHH; ero noTepajn. a 
b* napHacfe; oht> bt> Beprefft npnnjiHjn, Ha «K)nHTep'B»: 

— «A!» 

— «Bh?» 

— «OnaTB?» 

nojioatHBt KOTejiOKt h pa3CTaBHBmn ieMOflaHH 
MHi noATt. Horn (6y/rro He ohjio JIoH^oHa, BepreHa, TaB- 
pa, Ilapnaea) — om, CTajn. yTpaMSoBHBaiB M03ri> <5oji- 
TOBHeio cBoen, pa3pymaa hhtb naMara; T^jiOM-b, 3anpa- 
TaHHHMi Kb necTpiiH nH^acaKi, hto-to aojiro BHcryKH- 
Bajifc bb T&KTb pa3roBopa: 

— «Kor^a 9to 6hjio?» 

— «COH'B — CHHJICa». 

Ka3ajiocB: pa3CKa3B o ero noxoaweHiaxt B b JIoh- 
AOH"b TaHeTca, TaHeTca, TaneTca: a CTapawcB noHarb: 
He Mory. IlepecHnaeTB pa3CKa3H h a m e k a m h Ha Ka- 
Koe-TO npoHcmecTBie ohb, rfl-fe saMfcinaHa jihihoctb, ko- 
■ropoH noKa He KacaeTca; ho ecjiH ero b-b XanapaH^fe 
noflBeprHyTB flonpocy — 3aaBHTB, ito ooHCKy no^jia 
atHTb 9Ta JiHHHocTB;a Mon, Koe-Kam> jior&wib- 
ca, hto ■Bflerb innioH-b — b-b HaraeMt nofe^*. Bjiacra 
y3HajiH o&b 9T0MB h — Hmyrb mniOHa cpeflB Hacb; om> 
no^MaprHBaerb jotb: 

— «8rere!» 

— «JX& th hto-to». . . 

— «Hero-TO». . . 

148 



H e p t a, 3a Koropoio caMOCTHO OBioTca bo mh* moh 
chjih, hjib «iopTB» — noHBHBHiiEcH cnyraHKB: npo- 
niejiTb 3a h e p t y, OT/iaBaaca nauara raxaro naca: 
6 p jo h e i"b H3i. a e c cbi, B^pyrb cTHXHyBB, noKop- 
ho yjierca nepe/jo MHoft Ha ^HBaHHHK^. 

BocnoMHHaHia nepeKpecTHJinca bt> TOHKy: a — 

BCnOMHHJIl. 

BeceHHifi fleHeKB; nepeJieTaKcra. orb kphhih coc-ba- 
Haro AOMa h3t> pBaHHXB TyMaHOBB bopohh: Ha Kpumy 
coc^AHaro flOMa: tophhtb Bflajieitfj KajiaH^ia: na Heft — 
inapt: 9T0 r/vfe-TO nosKap-B; a — HaiHTaiiHHft orpoKB, 
Beflymift /ipeBHHK'B, 3acTaio bt> KaCHHerB OTH,a bthxo- 
MOJiKy ^HTaioiHHM'b KHHrH — ce6a: Ha/n> «BonpocaMH 
<I)Hjioco(piH» a. IlepeBOffb Bipn ^jkohctofb «0 t p h fi- 
ll H H3T> ynaHHHiaA1>»- HaqHHaiO HHTaTL. 

Koe hto noHHMaio a b^ Bokjtb: h noHajiB a Bee bt> 
«Bepe3KJiHBOCTH» CMaftjiLca; a flaate wrajrB KapneHTe- 
pa. 

A 9 t o — HeBHaTHO. 

Tjiaaty 3a OKHa: npojieraerb — BopoHa jih? Cb 
KpHHiH Ha KpHiny cjieTaeTB ahmokb, yjieraa: 3a Kpn- 
niy; noHaxB, ito TaKoe pHcyerca nepeJieiaMH Kjiy6oBB 
— HejiB3a. Taia> h cjiobo: nepejieTaen, H3B cTpoHeio. 
Ha flymy, CKB03B /tyniy — Kyfla? Bh/hiihb r- BOTB, a no- 
HaTB, *ito pHcyerca TaftHaMH cjiobo — HeB03M03KHo; ay- 
ina npeflo mhok Moa — Bca CKB03Ha.a: pa3BaTHa iuapH 
npocTpaHCTB'B oTKpbiBaioTca bt> Heft nepeJieiaMH cjiobt.. 

149 



OrpHBarocL on HTeHba: BopoHa — BopoHa jih? 
Axb, APyroe Kaicoe - to Bee: HenoHaTHO, HeBHAHMO... 

Bhahmo, cjihihhmo — Boe, nero npemAe He 3Hajrb, 
hto ycTaBHjiocb B'b /iyniy: 

— «H — cTapoe». 

Bhjio. Kor^a a t o ohjio? H Tyrb Ha*rajica; h h 3 - 
ji e t a ji t: Brat botb stoh HeBHaTHHH. 

H'feTb, HHKorfla He BxoAH.flb Bb my KOMHaTy: Hirb, 
ho pa3BepTHBajn> Bomia. He pocb, He ynnjica; h h^tb 
— He po/pijica: pojKAeme, pocrc., noHHMaHie, TreHbe — 
opHaMeHrb: a BHacy pa^H MEHiaTiopt; botb Bee t 0, 
hto ce6a co3HaBajio h to, hto ceoa co3Haerb, — 3aHa- 
BicKOH oTAepHyTOH nepeAb B-femeH cTpaHHneio; hto aa- 
HaBicKy OTAepHyjio — poAHHa. 

Bb «ynaHHinaAaxb» a acHJib ao poacAeHia. 

PoAHjica AJia n a m a t h cb 9Toro MHra; h, KaKb 
6e3yMHHH, CToajib 6e3b eAHHaro cjiOBa; mh^ nyAHJica 
B3rjiaAb — 6e3i eAHHaro cjiOBa, poJKAaromiH MeHa; Ha 
ceCi cb toh nopH omymaJiTb aTOTb B3rjiaA^ a; jinna 
ycTpeMJieHHaro B3rjiaAa He bha'bji'b: h bctp^thjit, jihho 
nocjiT). 

^BHaAHaTHJiBTie npoHHn;ajiH r 01 a 3 a, roBopHB- 
niie: 

— «Th». 

— «He yMpemb». 

— «He poatAajica». 

OAHaSJAH, BT> P'BIHHTejIbHHH MHFb MOeH JKH3HII, 

MHi Aajm ab* KaproHKH, H3o6pasKaBniHXb ABa JlHKa 
150 



(nepenenaTKH Tkxi> KapToieKt MoaceTe bh;vbtb bb no- 
BepxHocnioft KHHrfe HiiMeijKaro MHcrmta TaprMaHa 1 ). 

CHOBa oojiBinaa JiyHa BNiuiteajia H3B oSjiaitB: yase 
nepeBajn. coBepmHJica; cb TyMaHOBt c&kmajio KpoBa- 
Boe oko Jieramaro no^a; bh/vbjihcb kb OKHaxi ropfiH, 
Ha KOTopHx-B Jieatajni, fiijiia, TaatejiBie KaMHH; Ha oc- 
TaHOBKaxB myMijiH Jiica. 

IIpe^pa3CB'BTHHa Tym rjia^ijin: npe3B cochh — 
otb coceHv, h — yjieTajin 3a cochh; h to, hto He no- 
hhjtb a B"B AHraiH, noHHJTB a 3^cb: — 

— nepeacHBama Bep- 
reHa, Jlennniira, Bpjocceaa, JJopHaxa, JIoh- 
flOHa: — 

— cb'btohh, nepejierH, Bee 6jiecKH 
Mynema, yatacu, cTpaxn — 

— oho: 

— to — He to — ero 

h^tb, h oho — Bee ate ecTB; 

Bee, hto 6hjio co mhoh, Bee to 

Chjio bo sorfe: — 

— B03Mym;eHie bo^b, 
6ypa Ha Mopfe, — Tonocb Be3MOJiBia: 

— «JK;pi MeHa». 

— «Bt> MapeBi*. . . 

— «2KflH». 

— «H — pa3ji,aMca»: 
H a OTBi^aio H3T> MapeBa: 



l ) «Unter den Adepten», Leipzig 1901. 

151 



— «,ZfymHO». . . 

— «H — Bt rpodi*. 

— «Ho — acfly». 



inonEiirAyEPij 



«ynaHEinaAH» HanojiHHJiH flyiny, Kaieb naiiiy, Ten- 

JlOWb. 

YcTpeMjieHie dojiie ncraflHHX'b to/iobb poflmiocb bt. 

mhtb HTeHia, HanojiHaa bck> flyniy, Kaici, ^iainy; Ten- 

nowb OTpa3HjiHCB jipa, rjia3a — Groamaro saflt ^ynioft: 

— ycipeMjieHBe rojiowb pofliuiocb «MHroMT>» 

HTeHia; 6pocn.no 6\necKH JiyneH — 

— Kb Henpo- 
CB'BTHHa sajiH: 
6Haoro; — 

— H 

6pocHjio 6jiecKH jiy^en m> HenpocB'feTHHa 

flajin rpaaymaro: — 

— TaifB npoCjnicTajia Bhco- 
Kaa FHTa cB'BTjrBHiHHMii 

TeKCTaMH — 

— GpocHJio CaecKH Jiynefi bb 

— cBepxco3HaHi>e — 

— dpocHjio 6jiecKH Jiyneit 
Bt moh 6e3^HH, OTKy^a rpo- 

3HJIC3 rOHHTeJIb — 
152 



— «ynaHHnia«H»: 
CBiurkftiiiie TeKcra! — 

— Bh UOeWb (563C03HaHiH CBTMO C03Ha- 

Hia no^HflJiH: — 

— TOMfc IDoneHrayapa — 

— a — pa3BepHyji^, 
h — 

— OT/iajica eMy. 

Bcfe CKa3aJiH 6h: — 

— IHoneHrayapoMi. HaHepTajracb moh 

(J)HJIOCO(pCKie BKyCH — 

— o, H-frrb: — 

— ycTpeMJic- 
Hie eojiie no3^HHxi> roflOBi. HanepTajiocb Be^aHTOK): 
YnaHHniaAaMH; h — 

— IHoneHrayapt Chjtb 3epKaJioMt; 
bi> newh 0Tpa3HjiacB Be/iaHTa, TaKi. 
HMeHHO, KaKi> 0Tpa3Hjica B-b Be^aH- 
rfe — 

— H, Cairo. 

OrKpoBeHieM'b nepec , B t ieHHHXTb nycwrb npo3By- 
najib IHoneHrayapt: pascKasoMt o BOJii — 

— o — '<5I». 
«H» — KOCMH^ecKH My^HjiocB, CTpoa naflenie: m, 
tbjio — 

— na^eHie rbm>, TaroTBHie, niapoBaa njiaHeraaa 
(popMa h oiinocTb Myiemfi fb hcB «$J» — 

153 



nOflCMOTp'fejI'b, H — 

— BooniK) y6t>m^ca, hto — xaKt: 
upoHHTajit EIoneHrayapa a, Ka"fci> pascKaa-b o ceSfc... 

H HacTHrjia MeHa 6e3npiK)TH0CTb, naiw. naMSTb o 
npeaKHeMi.: otkpnjihcb yjora nycrorb, OT,n'BJiaioiHHx r b 
/lyxi) HejioB-feHecKia otb TijiecHaro Mipa, h — 6jih3a- 

WJiTb K?> pOflHH'fe. 

^TeHieMi) IIIoneHrayapa caters bt> ce6-B BoKJiefi h 
CMaKjiLcoB'b; paspyiirajracb npaBHna Tpe3B0H MopajiH; 
TaKt a nepeinejrb 3a nepTy: 
H y3Haji , b, — 

— hto H'feTb pa^ocTefl bt> neperopofl- 
Kax'b BHyinaeMHX'L npaBHjn>; a noun. 
omymeHieMt: nocji'fe cBepioiyBiuaro 

«MHPa» B^ CTBHaXT) MOHXTb KOMHaTb OT- 

KpHJica npojiOMt: — 

— Bo3Bpam;aacb 
flOMOft (H3t rHMHa3in), a saTBopajit ^pn KOMHara: 

6pOCHTbCfl flyXOM-b B'B HIHTO H BOC^yBCTBOBaTb 
3HaHie TOfl CTOpOHH. .. 

Ecjih bjihtb cTpyeBoe KHneHie skh3hh bt> nyjibcb 
BpeMeHH, caMoe BpeMa 6i>m.wrb tohho My3HKa; hothu- 
mh 3HaKaMH BOSHHKaffin. cofiHTia 3KH3HH; h raMMa 3By- 
Hwn, o npocTpaHCTB'B miowb, noACTHJiaiomeM'b Haine; 
3ByKi. kh3hh, nocipoacb Ha raMMi, npoHOCHTca 06- 

P a 3 O M T>, BCTaBIIIHM'b U3% pOflHHH; — 
154 



— raMMH noiort 
bhcotok) HnpBaHH, a 3ByKH Mejio^ili — Be,naHTOH)... 

BenepoM-b, flijiaa bhai>, hto totobjik) ypoKH, nopofl 
3aMi>Han'b, hto lacaMH CHJKy, orflaBaacb h h i t o, h-jil 
BHHMaa nojieTaMt Mejio^H, 3By i iainHM'b mh^ H3aaJiH; a 
zaM^ajTb, hvo OTpia — ocooaro po,na HayKa: ji e- 
t a h b a Ha 3ByKaxi; — 

— BCe 3T0 pOCJIO MH'fe BOTipOCOMT) 
«KaK/b 3KHTb»; H FB JieTaHbflX'b 

Ha 3ByKaxt yinjica a na- 
mhth: — 

— «^a, 9to — 6hjio». 

— «r^B 6hjio?» 

— «Pocjio» — 

— h pocno, H pOCJIO, 
3acTHjiaa Bee npo^ee; OpocHjrb HayKH; h bote ne^aro- 

rH, OTiTBTHJIH, HTO BOCnHTaHHHK'b B. — CTajTb jrflHia- 

eMt; om> cTajifc — 

— neCCHMHCTOM-B, Gy^HCTOM'b: — 

— H <I>eT"L. 

CTajrt jik)6hmhmi> no3TOM , b ero ct> araxt nopi>. 

H, H3MyHeHHHH 3KH3HbK>, KOTOpOfl yHHJIH MeilH,— 

npo3piBaJii>: bt> nycTorfe. IIeccHMH3Mi> 6Hjn> hc- 
co3HaHHHin> nepexoAOMi, kb ooraTOH, KjiOKOHymeft 

JKH3HH, KOTOpaa BCKpHJiaCb BO MHt OHeHB CKOpO HO- 
TOWb. 



155 



M02 «nYTb IIOCBflmBHia» 

Ecjih 6h rHMHa3HCTa B. B. nonpocnjiH orceTjiHEO 
yKa3a,Tb Ha axaiiH pa3BHria, HanepTajrb 6h B. B. — 

— CBOH npaBHJiaBHJieTaHBHH3'b 

6yAHen: 
nyHKTb nepBHft: — 

— Mipt — COffb 
IiyHKTb BTopon: — 

— ero flojiacHo 

pa3CBHTB 

nymcrb Tpeiiit: — 

— BI npojiOMaxi) 
pa36HTaro Mipa ecxb HiiTo: 
hhhto; HaKOHen;i> — 

nyHKTb HCTBepTHH — 

— eCTB, — p J[ H H a. . . 

Hto Kacaerca nepBaro nyHKTa (uipb — cowb), to 

a AOJISKeHl) SaMfoHTB, BO MHt OHI) cjiojkhjtb MOH BKycH: 

orb HexoBa — m> MeTepjraHKy, orb MerepjiHHKa — Kt 
no93iH BjiOKa; orb Cy/ureA, siBOTH, k-b BTopHteHiio bx. 
6y/pra hhhio (bx> pan. BJierfejia «BopoHa») ; hhhto — 
He3HaK0MKa; IIpeKpacHaa JXaua, OHa, hjih My/tpocTb: 
Co(pia. H He «BopoHa» BjierBjia, a: Beflbi BaerfejiH; pott 
BopoHOBi — nocBaTHxejiBHHH o6pa3i>; rsl, My^pocTb 
BJieTijia MHi Bt poTb: a BnowrfeflCTBra BCKpnjiacb: cjio- 
BaMH o My^pocTH. 

156 



BTopofl; nyHRTi: ^aHHHft mh* Mipr> — ynpa3flHa- 
em>» — totb Te3HCb cjiojkhjtb yBjieneme Hmime h H0- 

CeHOMt. 

Tperiii moh nyHKTb: «H h i t o — h 4 h t o»: h h- 
hto ecTB 6yTOH3Mt; BonjiomeHHoe m, neMt - to, 
oho — My3HKa.JiLHaa raMMa; Mejio/pa — chmbojii: a 

CTaJH> CHMBOJIHCTOMB. 

H, HaKOHeip., nyHKTi>HeTBepTHH: «Ectb p o- 
flHHa»: npaBo pa3CMaTpHBaTB mhoh h cKa3KH, KaKi> 
nponiB-BTH jkh3hh Ha JiHHin raMMH; cKa3aHia iiponFBTa- 

10T"B H3"B My3HKH. 

IIpaBHjia 3KH3HH irate BHpocjm iorofl: a BHpa- 
cthjti. «rt"BTHHi;e» TeopeTHKa, CHMBOiiHCTa, cKa3aTeJia: 
Taut «JIeoHHfli) JIeflaHOfi» — mhok> 003flaHi>, 
KaKt «Kyiuia», Ha^yTafl B03Ayxoin>; «Kyiuiy» npoT- 
KHyjn.: «Xjioni>» — h Jiomiyjia. 

Si — TaKOBi, orpoKOMi>: cTporift moh ofijiHrcb 3a- 
KOHHeffB yate. 

rHMHa3HCTOM , L yace nponoB'B^yro a rHMHa3HCTaMi>: 
acKe3a — o6a3aHHOCTB; nyTB ynpaJKHema (oiihth ne- 
peMimeHta co3Hama) — coniajiBHoe fltjio; yarb a — 
cnen.iajiHCT'b HeBicoMHxi nocTynKOBB. 
A cpe/tcTBO c03AaHia HOBaro Mipa — HCKyccTBo; h — 
HaHHHaio nonncHBaTL. 

Bet 6h cKaaajiH: 

— «Ohb ecrb BHpa3HrejiB bojihh ^crerH3Ma, npH- 

IHe/UmH BB POCCiK H3B OpaHHiH». 

157 



Ho — 

— He KHHraMH onpe/i'BJiaioTca BKycu — cofairi- 
ein>: «ynaHHma^,MH», pa30pBaBiimMH crfeHN; Ha- 
mejib 3epHO 3KH3HH, pa3BHBi> nejieHy BocnHTaHLa: sep- 
ho ace ecTb «H» — flopojKflemioe; neperopo/pui nocTaB- 
jieHH: — 

— CMepTb H 

poatAeHbe, — 

— co6brria cb rtxi nopt cosep- 

IlftK): flBOHHHMH raa3aMH. 

^BOfiHHMH ymaMH HXb cjiyniaio. 

Coe^HHeHie /pyxi 6iorpa<pia cctb c h m b o ji x>, no- 
cmBjieHHHft npeflb JiHnpMb HeJioB-fenecTBa. «H» — chm- 
BOJiob Bact: Ha MeHa noraaflHTe, h mh* itayHHTecb; Bcfe 
«-BHCTBia «£[» chmbojihhhh: cjiararoTca OyKBaMH, bhst- 

HNMb pa3CKa30Mt; h «H» — 

— Moe «H» nepTHTb <|>pa- 
3y 3a (ppa30fl. . . 

MOH 9BOJIK)H,iH — MHMHKpH COKpOBeHH'feHIHHX'b 

onHTOB-b nepeacHBaHba co3HaHia bcbx'b; TaKb: a. cb 
Hnnnie, TpanrqecKHM-b neccHMHCTOMb, KaKb cb po/pi 
hoh BcrpiTHjica, GyAy^H HimineaHi],eMb jip HHHme. 

A TparHKOMi. cTajn> OTToro, hto «c o 6 h t i f. 
nepBaro MHra» onaTb noKropHJiocb. 

Pa36HTb neccHMH3M , b: Bee BCKHnijio. 
— «H — ecMB». 



158 



rHM"HA3Ifl 
MipoBoio nycTHHefi ctohtt. rHMHa3HHecKifi Mips — 

— KJiaCCH, KJiaCCH, 

ypoKH, — 

— AO, pe, mh, (pa, cojib, — 

— eCJIH BJIHTB BB 

paffB ypoKOB-B nyjiBCB BpeMenn, caMoe Bpeita ypo- 

KOBB 6i,SKBTb My3HKaJIBHOJ0 raMMOfl; H HOTHBIMH 3Ha- 

KaMH cTpo»Tca (popMyjiH ajire6pH: bb o6pa3B H3i> po- 

flHHH. . . Ho — 

— 6e3CMHcjmn;a cnoBf) h TBepflHMBixB sa- 
flOH-h npeBpamam, MeHa Bt Hfliora; h rpaflOM'B h3-b (pop- 
MyjrB MeHa no6HBa»TB; h ocHnaiOTB ^ecsTKaMH «Cum» 
(temporale, causale, inversum) h — pp cnxt nopi. noM- 
hk> a: 

«Panis, pascis, crinis, finis» 
«Ignis, lapis, pulvis, cinis» 



IlepBHft rOftB rHMHa3HH6CK0H JKH3HH npOXOflHTB Bt 
yCHJliH BHHTHO CBH3aTB 3TO Bee; H *iacH, Kam> 6yJIH>K- 

hhkh, na/jaioTB, naflaioTB, na^aion.; a — noGHBaeMHfl 
MyneHHK'B. Ila^ax) m> nepeciHeHBe nycrorB. 

HenpepHBHHa #po6H: jifcjuo, h — hojib, hojib, ew 

HBUa, HOJIB, HOJIB, e;0IHHn;a, HOJIB, HOJIB, eflHHHHa; fl-BJID 

h jj'Bjijo; MoacerB 6htb h — flOfffejiHrca rjsfk HH6y#&; h 
— hojib, hojib, e#HHHn;a, HOJIB, HOJIB, eflHHHHa; — 

159 



— /tbjho: 6e3npiK)TH0CTB 
, nycTorB OTAiJiaerB Me- 
hh orb ooniHaro Mipa; 
h BpeMff yace nodijKa- 
jio, KaKi raMMa; h 
iintppH — HOJIL, HOJIb, 
e/iHHHna — jioajaTCH, 

K&Kb HOTHHe 3HaitH; 

HcnncaHa hmh TeTpo.,a;b; 

H — 

— ito ffBJiaro? — 

— nojiynaro 
flypHyK) OTM^TKy 3a to, hto yny MaTeMaraKy Ha ypoitfe 
jiaTHHH: — Ut, 

— Utinam, 

— Utriusque, 

— Utrique, — 

— o6?> «Ut» HejiB3a .ayMaTL, Kor- 
#a oC'ba.oRsuorb 3aK0HH .HjpaKOHa: — 

— Ha 3JI0H 6e3KOHeHHOCTH pflCH («HOJIb, 

hojib, eflHHima, hojib, hojib, eflHHHnav) 
npoHOCflTca yiKH (Ut, Utinam, Utri- 
usque, Utrique, qua, qua), a 3a ynca- 

MH TOHHTCH CTpOI'HM'b 3&K0110UT> JI$3i- 
KOHfc. 

KaBapAaK^ b^ tojiob'b Ha HeTBepTora. ypoKi: Ha 
naTOMi — a cnjiH), hjib — KOCMHHecKH MyiaiocL, npe- 
BpaiHaacb Bt Tynoe, ycTajioe, 6e3TOjiKOBoe tbjio: — 

160 



— nafleme rfejh>, Tarorfeme tbjtb, mapoByro 
njiaHerHyio <popMy h cjitaocTL MywHift 
B'b Heft «H» nepeacHTO m> rHMHa3iH, Ha 
ypoKaxi> naTHHH: — 

— flOMOft. 

Bo3Bpam;aK)CL spMoft; rojioBa Moa nyxHen>; OHa — 
niapoBaa, HJiaHerHaa (popita; h cjiino bt> Heft «H»; no- 
TeMHijio Ha yjnmax'b; naaaerb cfepuft ch , bjkok , b; h — 
CHHierB, CHHierb; h b% chhh — HepHierb; npoKapita- 
jio rfli-To: BopoHa nepejieTaerL ott> kphhih cocBflHaro 
flOMa H3i> pBaHHXi> TyMaHOBT.: Ha KpHiny cocfeflHaro flo- 
Ma; TopiHTb B^ajieK'B KajiaHia; flona a noHHMaro h Bok- 
jih h CMaftJiLca; m> rHMHa3in — a Hiraero He noftMy; 
noHHMaHie nporopaert; h — ffiHMi, cnjioniHoft ffHMb, 
nepeneTaMH KJiyooB-B Hecyinift Bee to, Hiifb HaoHjra 
MHi rojiOBy, — qepe3 , b yjinny: kt> kphiitb cocfeflHaro 
floiia — Ha KpHray: Ha KpEuni /i;epyTca koth. . . 

3Ha», oynert He Becejio flOMa; 3aatermH TycmrM- 
Hiyio JiaMny, — npaMyct 3a ypoKH: hojib, hojib, e/piHE- 
na, Ut-Utinam-Utriusque-Utrique, 3aK0HH CojioHa, 3a- 

ROHH ,3j)aKOHa, flpaKOHH 3aKOHa. . . — 

— OnaTb HHHtTO 

He noftMy, noTOMy hto nOHSTb HeB03MoatHo: cb naTH &o 
uiecTH; B-b inecTb — ofii^aTL; ob niecrn jiq bocbmh: Ha- 
CTHraerb MeHa 6e3npuoTHOCTb, Kaicb naMHTL o npevK- 
HeMi>; Bi CT'BHaxt Moeft KOMHaTH — /pjpu: Bt hhhto; 
ABa naca npocHSKy, oTflaBaacB jieraHBK) Ha 3ByKaxt po- 
ll n 161 



hjih, poKoiymnx'b H3Aajin; h no^HHMaerca tote ate Bon- 
pocb: KaKi> ace jkhtb? 

Haft. H — cnarb. 

3acHnaa, a 3Haio: yaee b*b nojioBHHy BocLMoro — 
pa36yAaTi) uma.; Gyaerb — xojioaho, HeyroxHO, TeMHo: 
oyaerb — btophhk'b (ceroflHa y Hact noHeffBJibmiKb, 
so PoatflecTBa CTajio Chtb ): — 

— Cpeaa, 

— HeTBeprb, 

— naraima — 

— no 
cpeaairs, HerBepraifB h no naraHijaMb: npoxoacy nepe- 
yjiKaMH — B-b KjiaccH; yBHacy cH^JKOKb; h, ohtb mo- 
seerb — BopoHy; ycjnamy rpoxoiymia monorb maroBb, 
npo&BraiomiH bt> KJiaccn. 

TpaMCyioTb mh* rojiOBy «3HaHieMb»: 3arpoMbixa- 
btb KOJieca no Si^nHMb MomeHHMb M03raMb; TaatecTb 
CB'B^'BHift pa3M03JKH.ua mh^ rojiOBy, paHneiib OTflatjie- 
hh njiein: — 

— Bxwib-HOjib-ertHHHna, 

— HOJIb-B' Jlb-CflllHHna, 

— HOjib-HOJib-e^HHHn;a — 

xotb HOJib, xoTb hhhto! HenpepHBHaa apoCb CapaoaH- 
Haro 3HaHia! — 

— fl BOT-b BOCnHTaHHHK'b II. . . 3aBefleHifl, 

fljia 3aro,HTH ce6a orb 6e3CMHCJiHn,b, rpo3am i HX'b mi$> 
M03rb, caoHuun. npaBHjia jkhshh; nyHKri nepBHfi: 
Mipi — coHb; nyHKTb BTopo*: npoOyac^eHbe bo3mojkho; 
nymcrb Tperin: oho npoGyatfleHie — Bb My3HKi; h, na- 

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KOHen.'b, nyHKoi) lerBeprHg: jieraHbe Ha 3Byitax'& — 

nijlb JKH3HH; — 

— MOH OdjIHKTfr 3aKOHieHl>; H C03p , BBa- 

erb pfcmeme: nponoB'B.nbiBaTb THMHa3HCTKaMi> A-HeB- 
ckoh rHMHa3iH — npaBHJia jkh3hh; ,n;a, a — cneijia- 

JIHCTb CTpaHHHX'b flfcjrb: MHfc TOBapHIHH CTaBHTT, Ha 

BHflt, *rro a Maao ceda pa3BHBa», hto IlHcapeB^, Hep- 

HHHieBCKiH, B'BJIHHCKiH. . . CnpOCHJIH OflHaJKflH M6HH: 

— «Hy, Koro th qHTajn>?» 

HHTajib KapneHTepa h CManjibca; ho h OTB'femtt'b: 

— «ynaHHniaflbi». 

— «Koro?» 

— «IIIpH-IIIaHKapa-AHapifl». . . 

— «Xa-xa-xa-xa». 

«Tpa-Ta-Ta-Tpa-Ta-Ta-Tpa-Ta-Ta» Chjio mh^ Bib yniH: 
BopoqaJica; ;vbtctbo mh^ cnaTB He flaBaao; niepmaBacb 
KycTaMH, 231 okohi ivih/vbjih orjiaBH Haropin, nepeaij 
KOTopna KpacHoe oko Jieiamaro nofe/ia MHajiocb cpe/v& 
npoHepTHefl cTBHt, noflO'BraioiHHX'b #apaMH — 

— «toxi>» Meiaoi- 
jiHHecKHMi> rpoxoTOMt na^ajiH ctbhh TyHHejia Ha okh&, 
— moh cnyrHHK'b npocHyjica; npoTep'b KyjiaKaMH rjia- 
3a, tohho a yjiHHHJi'b ero bt> hcm^-to no3opHOM , b; yr- 
KHyjica rjiaaaMH bt> nycroe npocTpaHCTBo; noMaTHBajn> 
rojiOBOK), acejiaa cTpaxHyTL HenoflBHJKHHH moh B3rjiafl , b, 
ycTpeMJieiiHHH b% nycToe npocTpaHCTBo; npHBcicaKH- 
Baji-b, npo6 , Braji'b flJia hoto-to Bt ySopHyro; B03Bpama- 
acb, stBajit: h — rjiOTajn> nycTOTy: 

11* 163 



— «Hto?» 

— «IIonajica». 

— «Borb a. . .» 

Hani6aacb, BCKHHyjica, h — npoTaHyjica ko mh* 

KpKHKOBaTHMH naJIBU,aMH; TBHH HO^Hbia KaHaJIHCb 

paMeraMH nepenoHnaTNX'b KpHJibeBt; nonyr-HBajrb: 

— «H — nTepoflaKTHji&». 

— aYM-BK napanaTbca: 3y6taMH nepenoHHaTNxi. 

KpHJIBeBTb)). . . 

Owb — HanajiB paacKa3HBaTB: bt> JIoH^OHt — bh 
npeACTaBbTe. . . xotbjih ero, a — flificTBirrejibHo: ji h h- 
hoctb, KOTopoii noKa OHb He CTaHert KacaTbca, — 

ffBftCTBHTeJIbHO: Kb 9T0M1. BOTb HO'B3fl'B, 'BflOTb BT> POC- 

ciro. 

— «A!» 

— «Hy-Ka?» 

— «IIonpo6yfl!» 

CMiacb, a eMy pa3CKa3ajrb, ^to Be3y Bb HeMO^aHi 
ceKpeTHbia Bemn, to) b^ JIoHflOHi h MeHa — bh npe/i,- 
CTaBbTe — xorfejiH, a — jiHHHocTb, KOTopolt noKa a ne 
CTaHy KacaTbca — sMcTBHTejibHo: nofljieJKa.na 6a 
ooHCKy. 

— «Hy-Ka». 

— «Hy-Ka». 

TjiyMHjica a; to — ohi eirajii. Bb yoopnyio, to, 
paaaiBaBmiicb rciOTaJit rrycTOTy, h — TaHyjica ko mh* 
KpioiKOBaTUMH 3y6baMH nepenoHiaraxb najibneBT.. 

H BOTb owb, yTKHyBniHca b-b yrojib, CTpaflajrb orb 
pa3CTpoficTBa JKejiyflKa, — bt> TyMaira h nacra raa- 

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xhm> ocTeiui'fejioio Bna/niHOH rjia3a; s^Baa, kjiohilhch 
,lHpoio pacKpHTaro pia; e*iy npe/yioJKHjib nyaupeKb cb 

OCB'BJKHTejIbHHM'b OfleKOJIOHOM'b, — TOTb CaMHH, KOTO- 

pH» oHb BHXBaTHjii, y MeHa npn nepefe/vB bb Ilapiiacb, 
Koiyja. . . Jl&. . . 

«nTepo^aKTHjm» nepBaro MHra bo mh* pa3Hrpa- 
jihcb ot'b /vbhctbIh oannjijibi; ee OKpysKHjii, (paroii;HTa- 
mh a: 

— «Hy-Ka». 

— «Hy-Ka». 

— «IIonpo6yE[!» 



KASHMIPT} Ky3MHHl) 
Ka3HMipt Ky3MH*rb Ilennb — Haiir& yHHT&Jib Jia- 

THHH — 

— (a bhobi. yjieTyinjica naMaTbio) BH^'BjiaeToa: 

OHl> BbipfeaeTb KyCOHKaMH M03rb, HaSHBaeTI. Bl> OTBep- 
CTia M03ra CyjIHJKHHKH H MOCTOByK) nOBepXHOCTB' 

TpaM6yeTL noftb TpecHyBniHMt lepenoirb; fleHb rHMHa- 
3HCTa KOH^aeTca 3BynHofl JiaraHbio; h KaTaTca cb Tpec- 
Rowb KOJieca npojieraH no M03roBOH moctoboh; nepe- 
KpioHHBinHCb, 'fe^erb yiHTejib JiaTHHH no M03ry: nynu- 
peHHOlt, to^iho BapfeHaa Jiana nbnuieHKa, Kopn^HeBoft 

KHCTBK) pyKH, — 

— 3acTyHHrb no xojioflHOMy, pa3rpoM- 
jieHHOMy jidy: — 

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— «JX&, jiaTHHb o^eHb 3ByiHHa npe,i- 
Mem>». . . 

— «O t ieHb 3ByiHHft», cM%eTca y^HTejii 
jiaTHHH, CTyna bi> moio rojiOBy TBepflOft kocthhikoio 
najibna: — 

— «IIpeAMe'n> oieHt 3By^HHfi». 

— «BpeBHo». 

— «rojioBa». 

— «Bapa6aHi>». 
Kjiaccb xoxoneTB. 

H — KaateTca: 3flicB TpHJiJiioHaioi jiiTb Ha/i;o mhoA 
coBepniaerca fffeficTBie sripoMopHaro MapeBa; h THroT'fe- 
ert 6e3atajiocTHHfi npnroBopB Ha^o mhoA «Ka3HMipi>- 
Ky3Mirqa» nepe;p> KJiaccoMT>, MeHa noKpHBaromifl bjih- 
mh no3opaMH: 

— «He rojiOBa, — a 6peBHO». . . 

— «Bapa6aHi>». . . 

Botb moS coHb Toro BpeMeHH: — 

— .ZJeHesKHHft ne- 
peyjiOKt KHAaeTca ch'bjkhhmh xjiohbamh; Be^ept: 3a5K- 
tjih (pOHapn; noflBopoTHH CKpHirarb; Bnepe^H — hhko- 
ro; B^pyrb — HaBCTpi^y — 

— H3i 3BOHKO& nyprH BX.I- 

CTynaion> (pHrypH: pa3i>, 
SBa, tph — 

— h dojiBine — 

— iCTHpe 

HXi — HflTB, HieCTL, 
166 



ceMB: Combine; H«erB Be- 
peHHn;a (pHrypOKb na- 
BCTpiny ko surfe; bc/b 

— OftBTN m> 3HaK0MyB) 

iny6y; Ha bcbx?) — Ta 
ace manna — 

— h a — 
3Ha»: (purypoiKH Bee — Ka3HMip-B-Ky3MHHH: — 

— pa3i>, 

— flBa, 

— TPH, 

■ — naib, 

— mecTb, 

— ceMb, — 

— «e- 
BHTb, flBawaTb — 

— 0, CKOJIbKO HX-b, CKOJIbKO HXb; Bb 

hohb Ha MeHa «Ka3HMip , b-Ky3MHHH» 
HacTynaiorb flecHTKaMH. — 
— «3/tpaBCTByHTe», a roBopio, «Ka3H- 
i|; Mipi>-Ky3MH t iH». 

' H otb^thjih: 

1 — «3ApaBCTByHTe!» 

— «3ApaBCTByHTe!» 

— «3fl,paBCTByHTe!» 

— MHMO npOHIJlH. 

H npocHyjica. 



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3a/iyMajica: cohb He npoinejiB fljia MeHa; Ha^HHa- 
JiacB pa6oTa C03Hama: bb CHaxB,— pa3MHoataeTca Ka- 
3HMipb Haiirb Ky3MH^'b bb Ka3HMHp*B Ky3MHHeii; to — 
no3opHaa TaHHa, Koropyio npaneTB ohb; h^tb y Hero 
ero — «H ecMb H»: ho y ji&Ba h^tb «H» jiBBa; 9to «5I» 

eCTL pOflB JIBBOBBj eCTB KaKOe-TO «fl» — JIBBa Bllfc rf>- 
Jia; OHO BBpOflfyH JIBBOBHTCHBB JIBBaXB; Jia- 
THHHCTB «Ky 3MHHHTCa»; HXB — MHOJKeCTBa; BB 
nOHefl'BJIBHHKB npHXOflHTB OflHHB, a BO BTOpHHKB flpy- 

ron: — 

— TaKB BO MH^ B03HHKaJI0 P"BHieHBe OOpOTBCfl CB 

oCflanaMH «b o ji h», HacB My^amen; a npeBparaJiB 9iy 
npymyio cjiimo Ha HacB «Ka3HMipB k y 3 m h h p. b- 
c k y »» bojik) bb Moe npeflCTaBjieme; ooBeKTHBania bo- 

JtH — H^ea BB IIjiaTOHOBOMB CMHCJrfe — npOH3BeABHBe 

HCKyccTBa (a mhcjihjib bb to BpeMa acTeTHKOii IIIoneH- 
rayapa); h piniBJiB npeBparaTB «Ky3MHia» bb 9CTe- 

THHeCKlH MOpOKB: a CTajTB flijiaTB OnHTH Ha^B C03HaHi- 

eMB «H» «Ka3HMipB Ky3MHia» — 

— Ha ypoKaxB 
jiaTBmH rjia3aMH Bnepajica pinraTejiBHo Ha^B tojioboh 
Ka3HMipTb-Ky3MHHa; h — npeflCTaBBTe: ohb aToro He bh- 
^epatHBaJiB: npHHHMajica noMaprHBaTB ohb, kskb ata- 

BOTHOe, Ha KOTOpOe npHCTaJIBHO CMOTpaTB, MOTaTB TOJIO- 

bok) h CTpaxHBaTB B3raaffB. Ho CTpaHHfce Bcero, HTO 

My^tHTejIB JiaTHHHCB TBXB nOpi> H3MiHHJICa KO 

lorfe, npeKpaTHBuiH nana/poi. H h^tb — He 3jiocjio- 
bhjib: 

— «BpeBHO». 

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'-iii 



— «Bapa6amb». 

— «rojiOBa». 

Ho a — Bce-xaKH: 3aKycHBt y/paa, ycrpeMjiajrb Ha- 
6jiK»/iaH)iii;ifl B3rjiaAi> bi> coBepineHHO nycToe npocipan- 
ctbo Ha Tpn ch nojiOBHHOH Bepnnca on> 3aTHJiKa ero; 

OHI> — 

— npHBCKaKHBajTB ct> Kpecjia, nepeS'feraa orb nap- 
th ki> OKoniKy; h orb OKoniKa Kt /iock'b; a ate fly- 
Ma jtb: 

— «Ah, aii!» 

— «H-to Hirt*. 

— «Pa3MHoacaeTca no HonaMt bi> ne- 

peyjiKaxT.)). 

— «H — aft — Ky 3MHHHTca». — 

— OH'b 

BCKH/ttdBajTb Ha MeHa ropi^Ra nepenyraHHHft B3rjiaAi 
h rpo3HJica KopHHHeBHMt naJibH.eM'b, noB'fecHB'b orpoM- 

HHH, BOpOHlH CBOH HOCb; HO CXBaTHBHIH pyKOK) COCfefla, 

— npoTarHBajii) najieip> — Kb nycToe npocipaHCTBo: 
Ha Tpn CL nojiOBHHOH BepniKa HaAt ero rojioBOft: 

— «IIOCMOTpHTe». 

— «Ah, aa!» 

IIOCJI'B 9T0H 6e3CMHCJieHHOft aep30CTH, 3a KOTOpyjO 

BHroHaioTL H3i> KJiacca, a B3rjia,/i3> onycKaJit: tojibko 
Tyn> yBH/taBi), hto a cKHHyji'b at Hero yjuraaromiH 
Bsraafl'b, KaK-b Tyryro y3fly, npHHHMajica ohi mcthtb: 
oht> o6MaKHBaji , b ohctpo nepo, HaHHHajn. apo mapHib 
no GajiLHHKy; Ha yacHMKy OTB'BTCTBOBajrb a, bhcoko 

BBflepHyB-b 6pOBH. 

169 



— «Hto?» 

— «Hy-Ka!» 

— «IIonpo6yfi!» 

A OHt, npoflOJiacaa rpo3Hn>ca, nepo onycKajn>: 
ewmvuu He CTaBHJi^. 

CpaaceHbe BBmrpHBajTB — a. 

IIoBTopfljiHCB cpajKema: h — coctoajih Bt HejrB- 
niftniHX'B atecTaxi) h SHaKaxt, KOTopne Chjih coBciiMT> 
HenoHATHH: mh*, KJiaccy, eMy. fl m> ceS-fe OTKpHBajn> 
sapoBame: 3aroHHTt Bt TynHKH Ka3HMipi-Ky3MHHa; 
sapoBaHie 3to otkphjiocb BHe3anH0, Kant cpe^CTBO 3a- 
ih,hth ce6a: — 

— 0Tb HpeSMtpHOCTH epyHflN JiaTHHCTBa, 

rpoMamen mh^ M03rb; OTB'BHajrb He nonHTKaMH a m> 
epyHAi pa3o6paTBca, a — Bamero epyH^oio, 3a6HBmeH 

BO MHt, KaKb HHCTBHHlift KaCKafl'B B^OXHOBeHHaiX) TBOp- 

vecTBa; a BjiHBajrb kb BepeHHny ypoKOBt jiaTHHH (;i;o, 
pe, mh, (pa, cojib) nyjiBCH jkh3hh; h hothhmh 3HaKaMH 

CTpOHJIHCB 06pa3H Ut' OKb H Cum' OBI.; OTKHflHBaJTb pOH 

0<5e3CMbicjieHHHx , b cjiob-b Ka3HMipi>-Ky3MHHa orb ce- 
6a, 3aHHMaacB fl'BJieHieM'b: Ka3HMip'b - Ky3MHna, npe- 

flO MHOK) CTOHBHiarO B"B (pOpMeHHOMT) (ppaiCB, Ha. . . MHOb 

Ka3HMip , b-Ky3MH T ia, coTBopaeitHfi mhoh; nojiyHajiocb 
BejiHKoe MHoacecTBO epHHi(i, hjih — ocooefl, Bt 
HOjiHKaxi>: h ■ — HenpepHBHHa apo6H: — 
hojib - HOJib - eflHHima, 

HOJIB - HOJIB - eflHHHIja — 

— pOCJIH: — «K y 3 M H H H JI H C B». 



170 



Botl coh-b Toro BpeMeHH: — 

— <sjtbhiho 6iry no ^■feBH^be- 
My nojno a — Kb flaflfc Epiny, npoJKHBaBnieMy TaMi>; 
ho iHrax) a Ha/oracb, — He Bipio rJia3aMi>: «B e ji ji ji h h- 
APhkobo IIojie» — OTneTJiHBa Ha^nHCb; Cfery a 
Kb 3eJieH0My flOMHKy; Ha HeejrfeHOfl flomeHKi cTOHTib: 
Ka3HMipi) Ky3MHii. IIenn*b; a — 3B0Hmcb; 
«Ka3HMip , b-Ky3MHHH» npHHHMarorb MeHa; ohh — b% 
o6m,ecTBi CTpaHHbix'b ft-hm, jnraiocTefi; npescTaBJiaKyr- 
ca jihhhocth: 

— «BHH^ajiafi JleByjioBHH'b Btjiopon.))... 

— «Powb 3aHaTifi?» 

— «Be3poFb»... 

— Borb noAXOAHn. Ornra IlejiJieBHH'b Ak.3 bi> co- 
npoBoatAeHiH Jlym JlbBOBH^a Ynnjio; a — syMaio: 

— «CTpaHHHa JIITffiOCTH)). 

Ho — flOjiojKHjm: 

— «OKK*b OKKOBHH'b Okkt.». 

— «Poj[T> 3anaTiH?» 

— «Miycb» — h «Ka3HMip , b-Ky3MHiH» npHHajniCb " 
o6"bacHaTb: — «Miyci>» SHa^nrb «HOTapiycb», hjih, no- 
SKajiyft, — «BaMnHpiycb» ; «apxHBapiycb» — ysfce se 
«Miycb»... 

Hy — a «Aks»? — 

— «Tyrb npocHyjica, oxBaHeHHHH hc- 
KpeHHHM-b coJKajitaieM'b, hto npocHyjica, He flopa3wiH- 

HiaBTb, HTO SHa^HTb — «A K &», — 

— ho KaKyio we pojib Tyi*b nr- 

171 



pajit Ka3HMipi> Hann> Ky3MHHb, nocejiHBiniHca bt. ro- 

MHICB Ha «BeJIJUIHH/l,pHKOBOMb IIoji i*? . . 

Becb KJiacci), oco3iiaBniiH mok> bcc pacTymyx> 

BJiaCTB Ha/^ MyHHTeJieMT> 3ByiH0H JiaTHHH, H36paJIT. 

npeABOAHTejieMi) 6oa MeHa; Ka3HMipB Ky3MHHi> iyn- 

CTBOBaJTb, HTO BeCB KJiaCCB, HenOHHTHO CnJIOTHCb 

BKpyn. MeHH, Ha Hero HaeTynaen>; ycrponjiH past mh 
KOHii;epTb Ha rpe6eHKaxT> h nepbaxt; bt> flpyrofi pa3i> — 
mh cnpaTajiH tojiobh bi napra npn bxo/vb ero; h pa3b — 
Ha flocirf} HanncajiH: «IIojia — BejiJiJiHH/ipHKOBH»; h 3a 
3Ty HeJiinyio Ha/piHCb ocTaBHjiH BCBXb Haci>: Ha Haci>; 
TaKi> ypoKH .naTHHH, bo BpeMa kotophxt> HeAaBHO em,e 
mh flpoacajiH, no/i^ napTOft KpecTa jkhboth, npeBparH- 
jincb bt> ypoKH Becejita h CMixa; h MaciepcTBO 
cTpaHKHx-b siJit — npon.B'BTajio. 

Mh 3HajiH: Korfla -to MyiHTejib ji a t h h h 
6hjtb BHrHaHi) H3b KJiacca; pacnpocTpaHHJiacb yB'fepeH- 
hoctb Bt Hact, hto noooHTca ceoa oht> no^BeprayTb 
btophhho cKaH^ajiy; h OTHomeHia cb HaMH He cTaHerb 
HaTarHBaTb, Kaicb TerHBy HanpaaceHHaro jiyica; cTp-fejia 
nojierHT'b He Ha Had; Taieb yB-fepeHHOcTb Kpinjia; a a, 
Kaieb 3HaTOKb cTpaHHHXi fl'fe.Ji'b, 3a co6ok) no- 

BeJTb rHMHa3HCT0Fb; H MH — HHCnpOBeprJIH JiaTHH- 

cKoe nro: Tor/ta JiaTHHHCTb saiuiioqH jtb nepeMnpie; 
neperoBopn Bejnicb Hpe3T> MeHa; cr> HenoHHTHoro Mar- 
KOCTbro oSpamajica ko mh-b oht.; h nacro mh-b jibCTHjn., 
a ae — niejibMa: Herjiynaa niejibMa; ho no#KynH ara 

172 



MeHH ocraBJifljiH xojioshhmt,;. Ha Toprn He niejn>, ho — 
— B03CTaHie, HHcnpoBepaceHBe jianHCKaro 
h r a, mh4 Aoporo ctohjio; HyBCTBOBajrb a bt> nojioacemH 
yKpoTHTeJia 3Bipa ce6a; a npeKpacHo Tor^a noHHMajn>, 
hto cnoKOHCTBie Hame — jihhib no3a cnoKOftcTBia; cto- 

HJIO-frb MH*, HanpHMipTo, flOnyCTHTB BT> cefrB jiojkho 

nocTpoeHHHH acecTt, — KaKt onaTB nonary K'b Ka3H- 
Mipi>-Ky3MHHy a bt> atejitsHoe nro jkithhh; noKpoer& 
MeHH ohi> no3opoMi>; KopHiHeBHH najieip> onaTB 3ady- 
hht-b no xojio/piOMy Ji6y; h — aojkahmh cKBepHtflmHXB 
OTMiTOK-b noKpoerb moh oajibHHKi, B3BeAa noflosptaie: 
bi> HeBipoaTHO-nosopHOMi) nocTymcB — 

— bt> Ty nopy a bh^ , bji , b 
rHycHMmie chh, hto ko mh* npHxo,puiH H3i> cyMpaica. 
«BejuiJiHHAPHKOBa IIojia» KaKie-TO He3HaKOMn,N — 3Ha- 
KOMHe Ka3HMipt-Ky3MH^a: — 

— JKeJiroporn, ^Byporn, 
Be3porH, Orara nejmeBHTb Aks h Okkt, Okkobhhi. 
Okkt> — npe^JiaraTB h6/i,octohhhh c/vbjikh. 

COH'L 



CoHt Toro BpeMeHH: — 

— BHJKy — 

— hto a no^HHMaiocB no ji'BCTHHH.i 
Bt KOMHaTy, r^fe coxpaHHJiHCb niBefin.apoM'b rHMiia3iH 
HHCTpyMeHTH, npH6opH, ManiHHa Amy/ja, B03AyuiHHfl 
HacocL; h a 3Ha», hto TaMi> npiarKpoeTca mtb HaKO- 

173 



Hen> coKpoBeHHaa ratea yneSHaro 3aBe,a;eHia Hameio, 
hjih — 

— Mipa HBjiemfi; — 

— hto TafiHa KaKaa - to ecTb, 3to — 
hcho; flaBHO yStftHjica a m> 3T0mi>; ,p,bho y6$>jpinca 
Ham-b KJiaccb: «Ka3HMipi>-Ky3MiraeBCKia» cipaHHOCTH 
cxhuymrb cTporHMt 3aKOHaMi> HeBCKpHBinenca TafiHH; 
npo6paBmnca b •& KOMHary.a no,o;cMOTpx) coKpoBeH- 
Hyio Tatoy: 3a x i'BMi «Ky3MHiHTca» m> BejiHKoe mho- 
acecTBo ocoCen ohi> no HOHaMt; h — no^eMy BbiaBjiaa 
cboh cynjHocTHHH oiHKt OTBpaxHTejibHo raflKOfl yjiuC- 
koB, 30Ben> Ha npocTop'B «BejiJiJiHH/i,pHK.OBa IIojia» 
CM'feniHHX'b npoxo^HMn i eB , L; h fflaeMt: h3t> rjiy6HHT> na 

nOBepXHOCTH 3KH3HH, pa3CTaBJieHHOH KJiaCCaMH, OH'B 

npe^cTaBJiaeTca: npeno^aBaTejieMb II. . . 3aBe;;eHia; h 
— BHJiaeTi xBOCTaMH BHcamaro (ppaica. — 

— y» a noflHHMarocB no ji'bcthh- 
i$: cepwe ciy^wrb: a — BSiram Bt TanMyio KOMHaiy; 
Bnacy: cH^n. Hafl3HpaTejiL, KOToparo mh Ha3HBaeMi> 
JlyicoH PocTECJiaBHieirb; fiijiyjo 6opo/jy kjiohhtb Kb 
yHHTeano MaTeMaTHim; h — rpeMHTt rjiyxHMt 6acoMi>: 

— «9a. . . 93. . .» 

— «^a, fla, aa. . .» 

— «rMi,». 

MaTeMarHKi, ate BocKjinnaeTi) b'b BOJiHeHiH: 

— «nepeHeceMi> Hen3B , BCTHHe 3HaKH no JiiByio 
CTopoHy paBeHCTBa, a H3B , BCTHbie, Ha ocHOBaHin tbxi 
ace cyac/teHiH — no npaByio, . .» 

— «H. . .» 

174 



— «HepeM'kHHM , I> BCfe'3HaKH». 

— «rft'£ MHHyCH — hjibch, r^i n JI K) C H 

— Ta,u% MHHycH»; gyBCTByio: nepeBopora roTOBai- 
ca 3ffBc&, a KaKie — He 3Haio... 

JlyKa PocTHcjiaBHH'b, B3raasym> Ha Mena, nporpe- 
irBji-b: 

— «9to — flHH 6 a r p e n, o b t>». 

— «GTapHKOBCTBO». 

— «IIpHinJIO CTapHKOBCTBO». 

51 — nyBCTByio TpenerL ott> cjiob-b Ha/i3HpaTejia; 
cmhcjtb hxt> HeBHHTeHi,. JlyKa PocTHCJiaBHHi ace MHt 
HaiHHaerb no^MaprHBaTb: 

— «8re, 6parb». 

— «9re. . .» 

— «Fm'l: ,na, #a». 

MaTeMaTHKt, cmioHaacB msupm>, Heprart 3Harai 
mh^ btb BOSAyxi: 

— «IIepeM , BHaioTca 3HaKH: r^i MHHycL — rawb 

HJUOCb. . .» 

IIoHfljrb a; ypaBHeme paap'feiHaeTca: «njiK>cb» 

— Haint ^HpeKTopt; ho 3HaKH MtaaioTca: «m h h y c % 

— ^HpeKTopa H'hrb; IIoneHHTejiB YHedHaro OKpyra 
CBeprHyjit ^HpeKxopa, noca/premH Ha Micro ero Ka3ii- 
Mipt -Ky3MHHa: ho Hxt MHoaecTBO; «3aKy3Mii- 
?HTca» rHMHa3ia; orb BejuuiHH/ipHKOBa IloJia noBa- 
jihtb TOJina Ka3HMip-b - Ky3MHHen; h pa3CHnjiK»Tca 

KJiaCCH; CKB03L BCe, KaKt CKB03B OKHa, npocTyiiHTi. 

yacacHaa Tatea, yKpBrraa m> njioTHHxi> TioKaxt no^b 
noflBajiaMH II. . . 3aBefleiria: h-btb 3aBefleHia; HHKor^a 

175 



He Chkuio; He Cy^erb; h ctsjio <5htb: H'ferb npeatHHxi. 
npaBHjrt; bob npeacHia npaBHJia HaMH ate 6hjih oTBepr- 
HyTH — Ha ypoKaxt JiaTHHH; nepeMtaHjiH bcb n ji k> - 
CHHaMHHycHMHHa ypoKaxt JiaTHHH, a 3th ypo- 
kh — ypoKH BHyniaeMOfl jkh3hh: BHymaeMOH JKH3HH 
HiTb BOBce; Hii-b flOMa; flHpeicropa h'bti; Him. po^H- 
xejien; MHHycn — iijiioch; h cTpaHHHa nrpn Ha 
crpaHHHX'b ypoKaxt jiaTHHH othhh , b JiODKaTca Bt oc- 
HOBy cTpoeHBfl BcejieHHon; mh — Corn: Bee 9to C03#a- 
jih; mh — c t a p H K H. 

— «CTapHKOBCTBO npHHIJIO». 

Ob 9thmi> B03rjiacoMi> flificTBie CHa nepeHocHTca 

BTb KJiaCOb. . . 

Mh cHflHMt m, OJKHflaHbH ypoKa JiaTHHH, ypoKH 

JiaTHHH OTHHH'B — CnJIOIHHOH KaBapflaKTb; ecjra 6y- 

flen. JiaTHHb, KaBap;i;aKH OTKpoiOTca; h MipoBHe ycTOH 
— paciarorb: m, hcctoh. 

— «Ah, an!» 

— «Hto mh cfl , BJiajiH?» 

ByayrB HacHjitcTBeHHo Hacb yGtacflaTb: Bee ocia- 
Jiocb no CTapoMy; craparo — Hifb: 03HpaK)Cb — 3a 

OKHaMH KJiaCCa Kb TyMaHHOH Hp0M03rJI0CTH — KpyTHT- 

ca, BepTHTca. 

Hani-b PocTHCJiaBHHt, 3anjiaKaBnni Kb 6opo/iy, 
Hacb noKHflaerb — 

— an, an — 

— an — hto Ha/vB.aa«Ti-i 
mh! — 

176 



— mh — Tenept «PocTHcjiaBHHH»; Bee, hto yro,n- 

HO, — «McTHCJiaBHHH», eMH XOTHTe: H KJiaCCB, Kaira 

o/jhhb lejiOBiKi, flHraera rpy/yiMH, ocosHaBaa cBoe no- 
■noHeme fb Mipi, KaKB BHcmaro opraHa: yacB «^ a, (3 y- 

fleTt» 3ByHHTb JVW TBOpHMOH BCeJieHHOH, rfffe «njiro- 

c h» cyTB «m h h y c h»; h bb «#a, 6yAera» — 

— KaK-B Bl Kjiaccfe mh: 
KJiacc-b — coTBopeHHoe HaMH «Aa 6yflerB»; saniM?, srq 

CHflHMB MH, TBOpnH, — yjKacaeMCH, KpeCTHMB CBOH JKH- 

both, noBropaa 3aKOHH cnpajKeHBa: Bee 9to — nrpa: mh 
3&rhsum 9Ty nrpy; nocBameHHHe bb Tatay nrpH, mh 
flaeMB pa3HrpaTBca CBoCofl'fe nrpn, no ea npoH3BOjib- 

HHMB 3aK0HaM-B, HM^a B03M05KHOC.TB BB JIK)6yK) MHHyTy 

npecfciB 3to MapeBo; ho BceMoryntfe, djiarocrao mh fla- 
pyeMt cBoGofly h MapeBy; bt, MapeB-fe B03HHKaerB cbo- 
oo^Haa BOjia cHnxaTB HacB, co3flaTeJieH, nopaoomeH- 
hhmh npaBHJiOM'B II. . . amenmia; coo6pa3yacB cb 
Thu% npaBHjioMB, MapeBo mwb npeACTaBjiaerca Kjiac- 

COMB, m> KOTOpHH. . . 

TyrB ffBepB oTBopnjiacB, h — 

— TyjioBHin,e cb kjiiobobh^hoh raa-" 

BOH «Ka3HMipB-Ky3MHHHTCa» yB^CHCTHMB CaJIBHH- 

komt>, cacaTHMB nBinjiai&eio jianon cb oyropnaTOH ny- 
3HpncTOH Koacew; BcnoMHHJin: — 

— caMH ace BHfipajin mh «nrpy- 
hobb» cpe/pi Hac*B, 3acTa.Bjiaa nyraTL HacB 3b , bphhhmb 

OGjIHHBeMB BB Hrpfc, HaMH C03flaHH0H. Bce-TaKH — 

cxpaiiiHo: — 

— «A — h;to?» 

12 ii 177 



— «KaKi> - to Hacb 
«CymecTBO» Syflenb 
cnpamHBaTi>?» 
Borb — nponnmajio, B&cpH^iajio: 3aiuieKajio mie- 

KOTOMl>. 

,HyMaJioci>: 

— «BOTb OHa, BOTl.». 

— «JlHTepaTypHaa pyccKaa pint, Ha KoropoH 
mm, BejiiHO roBopHTb cb Ka3HMipi> - Ky3MHneM , b». 

Ho mh caMH BejiiHie 9to BHymajm eMy, a Tenepb 
botb ciHTaesica caim ct BejitaieMi HainHMt: jiHTepa- 
TypHan pyccKaa piib npocTO ecra: »Kjie-KJie-Kjie». 

«CymecTBO» ace BCKpHHajio: 

— «Kne!» 

— «Kjie!» 

He noHHMaeMi.: mojihhm'b. 

— «4to TaKoe?» 
BcKpH^aJio: 

— «Kjie-KJie!» 

KaBap/taKi, ooHapyjKHjica: pyuiHTca n... 3aBe^eHie. 
CTajiH 6arpoBHe yataca pyuiHTbca Kb GajibHHKH. 
eaMH ce6a oopeiuiH Ha darpoBHe yJKacn. 

TOJIOCB (MOH COCCTBeHHHH rojioeb) mh* nienHerb: 

— wKptaHCb*. 

— «HcnHiaHie». 

9to h eerb ra6ejib Mipa; cmotpkk OKHa KJiacca 
SarpoBHe; h — B64raeri TOJina BOCbMHKJiaccHHKOB-b, 
BCBMt oStacHaa, hto — fla: Ha orai; Ha CaflOBOfi or- 

178 



kphjihcb ByjiKaHH: noatapHHa nacTH Mockbh npocEa- 
KajiH Ty^a; 

— a — 

— npocHyjica. . . 



BT) OBPATHOMT) HOPHfllCB 



Coh^ — noMHHjica: ^BOftcrBeHHOCTb Moero otho- 
rneHia m> «K a 3 h m i p t - K y 3 m h ^ y» oxpa3Hjrb 
9toh> cohi; a — rpySmrb Ky3Miray; sto Cbijio bj> 06- 
MaHaxi A^ficTBHTejibHOCTH, 3aKjiefiMeHHofi yHHTejieMt 

MaTeMaTHKH, Kaitt> /VBfiCTBHTeJIbHOCTb, y KOTOpOfi Haiti 

cjiiflyert nepeMiHHTL bcb o6braHHe n si k> c h; OHa — 
OTpHii;aTejibHa; — 

— Bt cMyTHO me qyeMOM'b uiph, 
KOTopufi pacKpHJica Bt TioKaxt no/vb no/i,BajiaMH II... 
3aBe^eHia, xjiHHyB'b orHeirb, — coBepmajiocb oCpaTHoe: 

HaiHHMH HrpaMH «Ka3HMipi> - KySMHHH)), pa3MH05Ka- 

acb, 3anojiHHJiH Mipi; CMyTHO ^yajiocb mh-b: Ka3HMip'b 
Ky3MHqi> Ilenm. Bejrb no^Koni no/p> MeHa; noHajrb a: 
Cyaerb aeHb; h — B3JieTHi"b Moa KOMHaTa; ctbhh pa3- 
BaJiaTca; 6peina h flNpbi npocTynarb OT^eTJiHBO; b% 
flHpH BOft^yn. «Ka3HMip , b-Ky3MHHH» H3t no^3eMHaro 
Mipa: Bi ecTecTBeHHOMt, Bt #o-HejiOB , BHecKOM r b o6pa3 , B 
— npajto kt> HaMi. Kb iuiaccn; npoH30HAyTb KaBap^a- 
kh, B-b KOTopHxt BBepHeTca Bee to, ito pa3BepHyxo Mi- 
12' 179 



pom BOKpyrt: m> Hacb caMHxi>; h oopaTHo: TaHMOe — 
BHBepHeTca HaroHaHKy; h pacnpocTperca, Kaiw. Mipt 
BKpyrc> MeHa; OTToro-TO, — 

— 'vhii'b Sojiie ycTynaji-b lorfe 
roHHTejit jiaTHHH, TBin. apocTH'BH oHt Hana- 
flajTb Ha MeHa bt> mohx* CHaxt; a fioajica toto, hto 
raaflHTb CKB03B Hero, noTOMy *rro a 3Hajrb: to — 
npepTaHeTi Booniio; Bee onpoKHHeTca — 

— ro- 
jiOBa Ka3HMipt - Ky3MH^a StHia cTpaHHoio cmIjcbh): 
bt> Hen 6hjih nepTH OTKpoBeHHaro anjepa; onjio bt> Hen 

HTO - TO OTB nTHHN: He TO OTTb HJHUieHKa, He TO OTTE. Op- 

aeHKa; coeflHHeme nranH h amepa bt> Hein> BHaBjiajio: 
^paKOHa; ohh — «Ka3HMipr, - Ky3MHHH» — KaKi> flpa- 

KOHH, pOHJIHCB HaflT. CHaMH MOHMH; CKB03B COHT> npo- 

CTynajio bt> ,n,paK.OHLHXT> 3aMaHiKax-b cTapHHHaa 

npaB/ja: — 

— oht> r^B-TO eme so chxt> nopT> jkhjtb bo MffB 
HTepoAaKTHjieM'B; a ate Boe cHJiHJica bchom- 

HHTb, r/tt HMeHHO: — 

— AO poK^eHia: bt> nepBoirb 
MTHOBeHbH co3HaHia, Kor^a a nerfcjrb kb 
nycTOTB: ho nojiery npeflHiecTBOBajn., — 

— aKTTi 

ptoiema: nepeMicTHTtca c03HaHieMT> H3i> sopoacfleH- 
Haro Mipa: — Bt MipT> MapeBa; h — nepeara 3a 
x i e p t y ; lepta — iopTi;Ha noporfe pojKAeHia bt> 
t-bjio Hoprb BCTp'BTHji'b; HopTt — oopast nepexosK- 
AeHBa rpammH: apaKOHt; ho rpaHHHero ohjio jotb 

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flfcrcKoe tbjio: a — homhio, hto «H» onycmjioca bb 

A"feTCKOe TfejIO n03flH'fee, ^'feMl. ^"feTCKOe TBJIO HBHJIOCB Ha 

cFferb; onycicaaca b% tbjio «H» aBCTBeHHo yacacajiocB 
tbstb tbjiomb; h — MyHHJiocB bt> tbjtb, Kaia, BB nacm 
JlpaKOHa; h CTaJio 6htb: tbjio — ^paKOHt; Ka3HMipB- 
Ky3MHH , b lieant ecTB Ta mrfeTOHKa rijia, bb KOTopyw 
oSjieKajiocB co3HaHie; a «Ka3HMipt-Ky3MHHeHBe» (#■£- 
jieme Ka3HMipi-Ky3MHiefi Ha orpoMnoe MHoacecTBo) 
npoaro flijieme KJi'BTOHeK'B TKaHefi: moh pocrb (b*b p o- 

CTi A^TH KpHHaTB no HO^aMB); B'fepOaTHO, HTO TaHHU 
MOHXB OTHOHieHiH CT> MyiHTeJieifB OHJIH JIHHIB 06- 

pa3aiiH npoHcmecTBifl, otb bctp'bih flByxB «fl»; o^no 
«fl» ohjio bhboaomb aTOMOBTb T&Jia; nepecBHemeMB 

yCTpeMJieHift BCBXB aTOMOBB — BB KJTBTOHKH, KJTBTO- 
HeKB — BB «H» KOJIJieKTHBa, (rHMHa3iH, Tffb yiaCTHH- 
KH, rHMHa3HCTH JjHpeKTOpOMB BHOpaJIH Ka3HMipB-Ky3- 

imqa); a ftpyroe «H» onjio mohmb «H» co3HaHieMB, ony- 

CTHBIHHMCa BB MipB COTBOpeHHHH MHOH H^KOr/ia; CTa- 

jio 6htb: yacacB, BHyinaeMHH aTOMy «fl» Ka3HMipB-Ky3- 
MH^eMB, 6hjib y3HaHieMi> HecoBepnieHcxBa mohxb iio- 
MHmjieHifl, cnpa^aBiHHXB bb paaroHi BpeMeHB o6pa3B 
Mipa; h CTaJio 6htb: Bpan., hjih ioptb — «n t e p a a k- 
t h ji b» — Chjib co6ctb6Hho h He o6pa3B MynHTejia, a 

— pinieHie onycTHTBca b-b MipB mhcjih Moen; Bpan. 

— pinieme: nepeMiciHTBca co3HameMB bb tbjio, kh- 
Hiam.ee KjiiTKaMH. — 

— Bb cHi Bee sto otkpnjiocb; ho 
CHa a He motb oco3EaTB: He noHHMajiB, hto TaHHCTBefl- 

HHH Ka3HMipB-Ky3MHHB IlennB — «fl», HCKyCCTBeHHO 

181 



OTfl'fejieHHOe MHOK) OTB «H» COSHaHift flyXOBHBTO Mipa, 

KaKt niJiaKi. hjih HaKimb; Ta HaKHnB oioatHjmcB mh^ 
bi. KjiaccH rHMHa3iH, hjih bi noHSTifl; no^B 
KjiaccHHecKofi atH3HBK) HiypinajiH, KaKB mhhih, 

MOH KaBapjjaKHjTO — ffBHCTfiia (pH3i0JI0rHHeCKHXB 

orapaBJieHifi mohxT), hjih — HH3inia mhcjih, ornaBmia 
uiJiaKaMH; bb 9th botb niJiaKH cnycKajiocB TenepB 
Moe «H»: hxb ncnpaBHTB, paapyiiiHTB; He 3HajiB eme 
MapeBa opraHHiecKOH jkh3hh; He noHHMajrB a, hto op- 
raHH T^jia — BpaTa, Hpea^. KOTopBia BHniaHo «H» H3B 
flyxoBHaro Paa; H3rnaHie — ftMcTBie «fl», ynpa3flHHB- 
maro cbth HeB'fepHHX'b nocHJiOKt cBepraaeMOH mhcjih; 
Tenepb a 3aHajica paooTOio; cTajrb HcnpaBJiaTB npoHC- 
raecTBia ooocTBeHHHXB npoMaxoKb mhcjih; h 9toh pa- 

COTOK) MH"B HapHCOBaHl) MOH 06pa3B TBJieCHHft; — 

— m, 
KJiaccH — pa3pyraaTca (pyraaTca Kjiaccbi!"); H3B- 
nop> Boero ooHapyacHTca «H», npHHHMaiomee poKOBoe 
pimeme BBeprayrB cboio HecBepmeHHyro nacTB fb po- 
KOByio nrpy; flaTB nonyBCTBOBaTB bcio «Hrpn- 
boctb» cKHTamH no JKH3HH; h nocjrB • — BepnyTbca: 
k^ cefii caMOMy; Ka3HMipB-Ky3MHHB — pout; bctp'B- 
qa vb hhmb — irpnCjiHSKeHie H3^ajiH poKa;a chbi — 
npe/iBnyineHBe c t p a fl a h i a; «K a 3 h m i p b - K y 3- 

M H H H» HHH'B BHHIJIH mn> CHOBT> H JKHByTB BKpyTB Me- 

hh, Kaic& «ih n i h h»; h flaace: MeHa coonparoTca «K a- 
3 h m i p t-K y 3 m h h h» oObhhhtb bb nmioHaadj; a 

«C 3 p 1>», MHOIO BH/VBHHHH, eCTB eflHHCTBO C03HaHBa 

innioHOffb, hjib HH3iuee «H» — crpaacB nopora, Bcxp'B- 
182 



naiomiH Haci> npn nonHTK'fe BepHyn>ca Ha poflimy: Pora. 
MOft HKHt BIIJIOTHyiO npHCroraHJica: — 

-fta:- 

— «npHHHMaro Ero». 

Bee nponuio npn MoeMB B03Bpam,eHBH na poAHny; 
kb XpucTiamH MnajracB BaroHH H3B BepreHa; iraajiocB 
C03HaHie Moe, HHCxoflamee kb p k y: Tpn ro;na HaaajfB 
a sa'bcb inajica: bb o6paTHOMB nopasK'fe: orb XpHcri- 
aHin kb BepreHy (hjib — otb MapeBa jkh3Hh ko bctp-b- 
ih cn> C060J0 caMHMi.); sto «fl» nocnjiajio TenepB cbob 
HH3inyio gacTB: nocipa/taTB. , 

JJ&, Tpn ro^a Ha3a/p>, 3,zrfecB csepiHHJica co mhok) 
mhit>, pa3pbiBaioii];ifl Boe; ohb pa3/ia,Jica, KaKB cojih«m- 
hnh MipTb, ocB'BTJiaioni.ifi Bee; s/vfecB KpyroMB pa3/W.a- 
jihcb xojimh, noAHHMaacB bb rop6H; o6jieTajia h B'fea- 
JiacB noxb Horn jkh3hb cyxoMHWiia; bnchjihcb cmhcjik 
moh bt. HenoM-BpHHfi ooBeMB pa3flaBaBniHxca hcthhb: 
JIO — /taJIBHHXB npo3opoFB o cyflBoaxB mohxb; h — B03- ' 
BNCHJIHCB ITBJIH, nO/lBHTHa KB He6y — BB CTOJlfeTiflXB 

BpeMeHH; Kto-to 3HaK0MHH — 

— «H» — 

— CBHiue r.ua- 
S'BJI'b: bb Moe cep/me; — CToajra cnjiouiHhje rnraHTBi Ka- 
MeHBaMH BpeMeHH; /jajiBHift 3y6en,B, KaKB ciaromiil 
kjihkb, npod'fejitjiB Ha^B otb^comb; h — cKpHJica; flpy- 
rofi; h — noBcro/iy Ha^B TBepflNMH TOjmjaMH acHHjmcB 

183 



CHiacHNe 3y6n: m> jiaaypn; h a, npraiaflaa Kb ce6i ca- 
MOMy, npnnaflajrb He Kb ce6"fe caMOiiy. 

— «Th — conieon. ko mh^ H3i> B03flyxa». 

— «TH — OCB-BTHJTB MH-fe*. 

— «Th — niecTBie m> ropH». 

— «Th — ropH». . . 

Tenept are «fl» nocbijia.no MeHa: nocrpa^aTb; a — 
yHH^jn. BHcoKia d.'bjih; a JKHjrb Bb HenoirBpHHXb npo- 
CTpaHCTBax'B pa3 v i;aBfflHxca HCTHH'b; croajib Haffb ot- 

B-feCHHMH, HenpeKJIOHHHMH CKJIOHaMH; «H» — roBopniio 
MHt: 

— »Hh30h^h m> 9th nponacTH». 

— «Ocb"bth ceCi MpaKi>». 

— «Th — na/ienie Bb nponacm*. 

— «Th — caMa nponacxb*. 

H Hecca Bb o6paTHOMi> nopajiK'fe; CTyiaJiH Baroim; 

Ha OCTaHOBKaXT. nJiaKCHBHJIHCb npOCBHCTHH B^Tpa Bb 

ropax-B: He niepmaBHjiHCb KpacHHMH MxaMH npeKjioHH 
HaropiH, e/iBa 3ejieHacb jiasyptoinHMb npojiesKHeifb; 

BCe 3aHaB"BCHJI0CB CBHHie KJIO'IKaCTHMH TyiaMH, ne- 

pe3T> KOTopna KpacHoe oko HcejrB3Haro no^m MHajiocb 

Vb CBptBHlia CfepOCTH pBaHHX'B TyMaHOBt xojio^Haro 

yTpa; BajiHjn, cnjiomHOfi ^hmt>; npocTynajin Bb TyMaHi 
HeacHHa nacrn ymejiin; h — nponacra: bojiokjih Moe 
«H» bi. rayCHHy npHpojK,/i;eHHNXb TeMHon.; ynaflajiH 
y3opn Ha 3KH3HI., pa3pyinaa pejibetpbi: MopinHJincb cy- 
niH co3HaHia: — 

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— nepeflo mhoA Ha KHBanB noEopHO 
xpanino 6ojrB3HeHHo rfejio o|eccKaro # o k t o p a, 
tohho cyxaa ^paKOHta h MeprBaa Koaca; h a y3HaBajn. 
— «Ka3HMip j b-Ky3MHHa»! 

— «0, moh Cparb*. 

— «fl Te6a y3Haio». 

— «0, MOH 3B'BpB». 

— «H Te6a npHHHMaio: Tep3afi moid flymy». 

— «Th — a». . . 



XpncriaHia! 



JIbflH'b 



H botb — XpHcriaHia: bote MHoroBepcTHHe (piop- 
W- ■■ 

OnaTL — cpeflH hhxt> 3aTepajica a, KaHyjrb; OKpecT- 
hocth CTjiajmct: B64raa orb hoitb npaiio bt> He6o cmo- 
jihcthmh cocHaMH; h — sejieHOH pacTpenoio oioKt; ok- 
pecTHOCTH cTJiajiHct, cfiiraa orb hoit> jiooojioohmh toji- 

njaMH Kb JKHBHHKaM-b CTpyeHeiCb, JIHSKymHMB KaMeHH- 

CTHe ji6h h 6pocaroni,Hiw> naTHa Myra — Mefly3-b! — Ha 
npHHOAHaTHH 6epen>. 

IIIaTaacL rjia3aMH no flajiaitb, a cBjn> bi> no"B3- 
HOK-b; nofeflOKt Msaa BH6pocHjrb — Jlbaffb 1 ). 



x ) OKpecTHOCTb XpncriaHiH. 

185 



Oin> oHffBjrb cpejb KaMiiett, nparaHyBb fb onpioao- 

BOe BCft CBOH KpaCHKH KpOBJIH VL3T> MOXOBHX'b 06Ba- 

jihhT) h KaMeHHHXi ono,n3HeH; a no^b pa3JianNMH cocHa- 
mh bhobb co6npajrb 3aaji r BBmyio aro/iy; hihihkh cyxia 
xpycTijiH; rpoMa/piHH HopBeJKen.'b H3b mh3h iianpo- 
thb'b nepeBOJiaKHBajii. XBopocrt, coca cboio Tpy6oHKy 

— bt> MH3y HanpoTHBi.: Mbma.ni> cbok> fffecHK) Oes'b 
cjiOB'b, npoHOca ee: m> MH3y HanpoTHBb! 

3fffecb ab HejuiH Kor/na-TO cxBaraBHiHca Becejio 3a 
pyKH, npHrajiH mh Hpest npo/i;oji6jiHHH, Tpemmm, smu 

— ct> Jio6acxaro KaMHH Ha JioGb rojioBacTaro KaMHH — 
Kb JKHBiHiHHM-b cxpyaMi>, jiacKaiomHM'b rjias^ BeH3ejia- 
mh CBOHXi nepeCjiecKOBb; nofl-b HaMH, KHBaa 6e33Byn- 
HO, cM^ajiHCb Ha^t HaMH JKe: HauiH ace jihkh. HaMi> 
3ByKb pa3roBop t iHBHX'b bo/i^ nojiK)6HJica; h HaMTb no- 
nioGHjiHca cbhcth chhhh.'b; h — ^aJieKia npoKpacHH 
oceHH (mxobT) h ochhij), h — AaJieKia npoacejiTHH TpaJffb, 
h — cbip'BHmiH npijiocTH cojiHeHHHX'b 3anaxoB , b otjki- 
rajiHCb B-b nynrh HaMb 3flopoBbeM , b h ctohkoctbio; JKMy- 
pnjiacb HajuiH, cjii^a 3a Me/iy3aMH h 3aKpHBaa jihtio 
TaKOH MajieHbKOH pyiKoft, HanoMHHaioineH CTe6ejieK'b 
orb HB'BTKa o naTH JienecTKax-b; 3th naJib^HKH 3an3'I}- 
TajiH Ha cojmn;'fe;Ha MajieHBKOM'b jihihicb Hbjijih Hrpa.ni 
jryKaBOCTH, 6yj[ro OHa, no3a6HBura rjiySoKia ayMbi cboh, 
3/vbcb, nofl'b cojiHHiHKOMb, nepesKHBajia JKHB'BHHiyio pa- 

flOCTb — ^eMb? HH HGWb, M0SK6Tb 6bITb; MOa H9JIJIH 

— My^peHaa, cjiomHaa, crporaa — Ha^HHajia KasaTbca 
mh-b (peteon Ha/p> Bo^aMH; npoxo/puiH BBepxy o6jiai«\ 

— 6"BJIOTaH. 
186 



H HHiero, KpoMt — 'napyca, B03flyxoBT>, OB03fly- 
meHHHxi> 6eperoBHxi> OHepraHiH h boat. He BCTaBajio 
npeA"B B3opaMH: TaMi> yate HopBeJKeirb puCaKt onipaB- 
jihjich Ha pnGHyio jiobjid Ha jiokohk-b mIichihoh no He- 
6y; TynH, h KaMHH, h onoji3HH ofijiHBajiHCb 6arpaHn,aMH: 

B03BO/piJIHCb OKpeCTHOCTH BT> HeraCHMHe npOCB'BTHH; BTi 
B03^yX'B CBHJIHCB CB-BTeHH: wkWb SJiaTHM'BH Ka3aJIHCb 

ohh, v&wb cJia^HMie 6hjih bi> Hact .nymn: 

— «rojiy6Ka Moa, — OT^iero th — B^epa? . .» 
BcnoMHHaJica npniia.noK'b ea 6e3npHHHiiHaro nna- 

na, Koiyja, oropBaBHiHCL orb poa oyMarb, Ha kotophxt> 
HaiepraHH 6hjih cjiojKH'feHima cxeMH, nepenjieTeHHHH 
bt> o6pa3H, Hsjijih, jroMaa xpycrBBmie naJib^HKH py- 
neKb, 3a6HJiacL tojiobkoh o cmraicy orpoMHaro Kpecjia; 
h — njiaicajia: otb HeyM'BHia paapiHiHTb Koirrpa- 

nyHKTb OHCTpHXT) CXCMT) Kb KpOCTb, yB*BHHaHHHH He- 

TbipbMa rojiOBaMH JKHBOTHbix'b (pfemajiacb ,n,Jia Hbjijih 
npoCneMa Been hch3hh ea — 3Hajib a aro HaBfepHoe). 

— «0'nero 9th cjie3H?» 

IIIyTJiHBO, HanaBi, Ha MeHa ^ecarbio jienecTKaMH 
jpyx'b pyneKb, 3an,B , BTJiiHXb 6arpaHnaMH, nepeatHBaa 
SKHBtHHiyK) paAOCTb (o HeiTB?) — 3aKpHBajia mhIj porb 
Moa Hsjijih: 

— «Omotph y MeHa th — mojihh; o B^e- 
paniHeM'b He cmM roBopHTb. . .» 

— «Hy, He 6y#y, He 6y;ry: ho Bora pa^H, 
He My^aft ceda: ji^'B He/i^Jiii ch/phhb th 6e3BHxo/nio, He 
OTpHBaacb orb Kywb. . . TaKb Hejib3a ace. . .» 

— «OcTaBb». 

187 



HamH flyura cyTb npocB^THH: jiyiesapHjmcB npo- 
cb-bthh onoji3Helt, Ty^i, napycoKb, acHHxi B03jiyxom>, 

BOffb. . . 

3to ohjio Rorfla-TO. . . 

H to ate Bee ohjio TenepB: nofft HorantH xpycrfejiH 
eJioBHa innniKH; h iipocb'bthh nporoBopHjm — o TOin., 
nero ht>tb, ho ito ohjio Kor^a-TO; ohh roBopHJiH o Han- 
jih; h o6jiHBajiH OarpaHnaMH oreium npimoflHHTOH bhji- 
jiohkh, vjifb npoKHBajiH mh, iyrk h TenepB npoacHBaerb 
(ppy HnjiBceHB. 

ToBapHDJCB, Koroparo a 3st>cb BOflHjrb, yjinoaacB 
mnpoKOH yjiHOKOH, OTroro hto mh cHOBa Ha cynrfe, h 
hto 3a HaMH He fipoflHTi. mnioH-b, HenoHHMaroinHM'b 
B3rjia^0MT. BGapaJTb b-b ce6a Bee: MH3H, cochh, HopBeat- 
new., 3ejieHy© KO<pTy paooTHnnjH, paKymKH; h — bhji- 
jiy «HHJiLceH-b». 

— «Cmotph: botb mh Tyre. nocnopnjiH ct> Efojura. 
Ctaa, HaKpnHaBt Ha MeHa, noBepHyjia mht> cnHHy. . .» 

— «Axi>, axT>, KaKi, HyflecHo: Kauie KycTO^KH*. 

— «^a He HyAecHO, a oneHB 3ffBCB rpycTHO mhb 
6hjio. . .» 

— «A B03flyXB-TO, B03flyX*b». 

— «3a , bcb mh npoHHTajiH BnepBHe o tom-b, hto ne- 
jioB'feHecTBO HiKor^a o6pa3yerb secaTyro iepapxiro: 
jhoCbh h cbo6oah». 

— «BOTb KaKB». 

— «Tyrb ace, b'b otoh bhjijtb, mh jkhjih». 

— «IIpeKpacHaa bhjijhu. 

188 



— «Cmotph: bhcoko, 'bhcoko, Ha^t BepxyimooH 
cochh HaBHcaen oajiKOHB; to — GajmoHi, Hamen kom- 
HaTH; a no yrpaM-B Ha HeMt cH»HBajrB». 

(IIpHnoMHHajiHCb nacH pa3MHinjieHia: acHOMHCJiie 
nocfeTHJio MeHa; nocferajio h Hafljra: orcKi^a — micajiH 
mh soKTopy IIlTeteepy. . .) 

Tawb aa OKoniKOiTL, ooHaBnracB, ctohjih; h npnHH 
KaJiH kj, CTeimy MHoroBepcTHHe (piopftH; Bnepajiaca bi 

Had. MHOrOJI'BTieM'B 3KH3HB (KaKfc HaM-b 2KHTB). 

yace tph c?b jinniHHM'b ro#a npomjio ct toh nopn. . . 

H a Kyu&m>: sa, bot-b — a OJiysKflaio, xpycTa ne- 
pecoxniHMH npijiHMH npyri>aMH; h co mhoh, Ope^a pa- 
SOM'b, xpycTHTB nepecoxmHMH hp , bjinmh npyrbaMH 
oparb no nyTH. Meatfly &mwb TenepeniHHM-b mhtomb h 
tbitb, — (Kor^a Hajijm, cTynaa jierianiiiHMH HoatKaMH 
nepenpHrHBajia repeat Tpem,HHH KaMHefl h sanimia- 
jiacb 3a cyiBa aTJiacHHM'B cbohmi> KamomoHOMi.) — 
jierjm: flBajK/n* BeprarB (toti Bepreffb h BepreHt 
BiepaniHiH), CTaBaHreH'B, HbioKecTJiB, JIoHftOffb, BepHi., 
6e3yirBBmiH HapHJKi., Ba3eJiB, IJiopHX'B, JlyraHO, Moh- 
Tpe, CeHi>-MopHci), HenoHaTHaa BCTpiia Bt JIoaaHH'fc, 
JIo3aHHa, JlyraHO ; h fla-riie: BpyHHefft, Ojno3JioieHi>, 
Tep3ay, AMCT9rb, reraeHeH'b, AHflepMarn., TyH%; h — 
flaji'fee, flaji-fee: HlTyTTraprB, II^opnreHMi, HiopeHoeprb, 
MiOHxeH'b, Ilpara, Beceaaa B"BHa, BepjinHi, JleHnnHrb, 
3accHHn,T>, ApKOHa, Hop^b-HennHHrb; h — sajite, fla- 
jrfee, sajite: ^opHax^. 

189 



TO — 6HJIO-JIH. HJIH TO — TOJIbKO COHb: JIHHIb 
MTHOBeHie MHCJIH, MeJIbKHyBHjee B"b JlbSHt (Ha 3-T0H 

nporyjiK/fe): BepHyTbca Kb (ppy Hnjibcenb — BepHyTbca 
6h mh^; Moacerb 6htb no^atH^aen> Mesa Moa Hajuia, 
(ppy "Hs.n.hcea'b h nponie: CTapna y^HTCHb h AH^epceHb 
(KoneHrareHeirb) — yauiHaTb. 

He HSMtaHJIOCb — HH^TO. 

Qpfhch — jkhjih; noji^ OKHaMH, 3a ctojiom^, cnjionib 
3aBajieHHHM^ poeMb CyMarb mh ch/vbjih nacaMH, a B03- 
AyxH BiajiH; roHrb yflapajrb, npuraHBaa Hacb BHH3b; 

OTOpBaBfflHCb OTb flJWb H OTb KHHrb, HTOOb pa3MHrbCa, 

a cxBaTHJTb H9JIJ1H Bb oxanKy, npano/pjMaJib ee cb 
Kpecjia h — BJieKb, npe^BKyuiaa pa3JiHHHHa BKycHO- 
cth: KopHHHeBaTHe jiomth HopBesKCKaro cnpy h 6"BJiHe 
jiomth naxynaro TMHHHaro cnpy; bot'b mh — 3a cto- 

JIOMb; CBflHHHCTHH y^IHTejIb, MOTaiOIHiH npOJKejTTHeMb 

yea, cb Heno3BOJiHTjibHO chhhmh, KaKb y MJia,ieHn;a, 
raa3aMH, JKHBymia ro^a y (ppy HnjibceHb, npHB'BTCTBy- 
erb Hacb; nepeMOHHHH noKjioHb My3HKa,HTiii'B HanpaBO, 
cepAe^HHfl KHBOK'b aABOKaTy (MaccoHy) HajiiBo; h Boxb 
— mh 3a cnpoMb; y^HTejib, MOTaromiH npoaeejmieMb 
yea h cb HH^Hro-cHHHMH, KaKb y Mjiafleima rjia3aMH, 
JiK»6HTejib jihhtbhcthkh, noKa3aBniH TpacynpMca, Tps- 
TbHMib (He yKa3aTejibHHM , b) najibneMb Ha KpacHHe Kop- 
hh pe^HCKH, fiHBajio Ha^HeTb: 

— «KaKb no pyccKH?» 

— «PeAHCKa. . .» 

— «He cjibmiy: orqeTJiHB'BH. . » 

190 



Si npoKparay esiy bi> yxd: 

— «Pe#HCKa». 

— «Pafl»c-Ka. PaflHCb?» 

— «fla, #a». 
(Toaie ohjio — Biepa). 

— «A no HopseatcKH to — Ra- 
diker. . .» 

— «Bon> KaK*&!» 

Mh ct Hsjijih ^jiaeiffb bh^, hto — bb rayooKOMb 

BOJffleHlH MH! BCIO^y CXOflCTBeHHOeTH CJIOBeCHHX'b 3Ha- 

CTapaneKT) npo^ojiacaeTb: 

— «Racine», oio HiMenKH a.:e 
«Ratzel»! 

— «Ho to He «pe^ncKa» yace: a 

«CMHCJIT>». 

— «H0 «KOpeHB» eCTB «CMHCJTb». 

yace a npoflojiacaio: 

— «Pe^HCb, pa^HKajiB, py^a, pflajraft, 

rot, rouge, roda, po3a, poataS, ypo- 

acan, pata, poatb, poaca. . .» 

Ilepe^HCJieHBe KopHefi npo^ojiacaeTca biuiotb jjo 

KO(pe; yate My3HKaHTina — 3a rpnroMB: yiirrejib or- 

pfeHBaerb — Bee eme! — jiomth cnpy; 3aKyTaBniHGb 

njiOTHO Bt iMainH — mh 3a6poAHMB y CTpyeeneKb (He- 

npepHBHO SicHJiHca 6jiecKH Meatb BcrmecKaMH BjiarH). 

— «Cmotph», ocTaHaBjiHBaio mod Hajura, — m> ko- 
tophh a pa3i>. 

— «4to TaKoe?» 

191 



— «Bofl&, B03flyxT>, napyci>». 
H — ^pa3HHTca Hsjijih: , 

— «Bofla, B03Ayx^, napyci>; em,e botb — Meayaa; 
B^epa, KaKt cero^Ha; cero/nia, Karcb 3aBrpa: 

— «HajuiH». 

— «ycTajia on> aroro a. . .» 

— «Kpacora-TO KaKaa! . .» 

— «KaKaa-To 3Jiaa oHa, — KpacoTa. . . Kpacora, 
KpacoTOH, ho ne 9Ta: OHa — CTapo^aBHaa; npo ce6a ca- 
Moe — He npo HacL. . . Hto bi> Hen npoi?y-TO. Bo3^yxn, 
Bojifi, (piop/pj, jrica, XojiBMeH'B-KojieH'B 1 ); — KaKoe-TO 
SpeBHee Boe 9to; acHOCTH, 6y/i;T0 jiacKaroTb, ho ec3H 
Brjiaft'BTbca, npncjiymaTbca kt> jracitfj — o6MaH?> aia 
jiacKa: no^b Heio cicpHBaioTca: xojio#t> h 3Jioctb; hom- 
hhhib «rpyineHi>Ky» ^ocToeBCKaro: TaKt Bora h &vx 
npnpo^a; h 9th B03flyiiiHHa acHOCTH — «rpymeHBKa»... 
Tojibko OT/jafica hmi>». 

Tjttb, HOBepHyBHiHca cnHHaMH k% 03Jiain,eHiaMi> 06- 

JiaKOBOH KafiMH, B03BO/i;HBIHHM'b OKpeCTHOCTH Bt HOra- 
CHMHe npOCB^THH, — nOBepHyBIHHCB CIIHHOH Kt 3KHBO- 

njiacKi h m> npoKpacHaM'b MXOBTb h ochht>, HanHHaan 
CKopiH nepenpurHBaTb Hepe3i> TpemHHH, sum, oomoh- 
hh rojiojiooaro KaMHa, iepe3T> H3pfe3HHH KpyrjiHxi> 06- 
BaJiHHt, BCTynaa Bt Mipt coceH'b, ejieft, TpecKa mameivb 

H HIOpOXOB-b, BT> CyMepKH rpyCTHHX'b ApeMOTb; HaMT, Ka- 

3aaoca, hto yfiirajia no^-b HaMH BO^a; h Ka3ajiocb, co- 
CKaKHBajiH, Hacb oScKaKHBaa, rfe bohtj aomhkh KpacHti- 
mh KpoBJiaMH; rpy3HHH HopBesKen.'b H3 r b MH3H Hanpo- 



1 ) OKpeCTHOCTH XpHCTiamn. 
192 



thbt> onHTb nepeTacKHBaji-b xBopocn,, coca cbok) Tpy- 

OOHKy — BT> MH3y HanpOTHBt: MblHaJIT. CBOK) nicHio 

6e3i. cjiobt, npoHOca ee — m> muaj HanpoTHBi,; KpacHO- 
BOJiocaa flOHKa, arbaa. pa33ejieHOio ko<J)toh), Btaajia iia 
BepeBKi Cijite. 

^a boti> — ^yMajiocL; ito-to /ipeBHee noBucaao 
Haflt npijiOH) ^ejiTH3H0K) cbipbix-b njiocKoropift; h — 
Ha/Tb AHMo^KaMH; 9to HopBeria npnStrajia orryaa boti, 
npHna^aa Kb (piop^aMt, Kara 3Bipb kt> boaoiioio, nnji- 
hhbiiih Ha cfeBept xpeora; ecjiH CTaTb Ha xpeOTH, ohh 
OKaJKyTca hh30mt>: Ha cfeBept ooHapysKHTca hobhh xpe- 
6en>; flajibme, flajibine _ cBepKHyTt no3BOHKH sbohko- 
3y6biMH Jib/taMH; Mipn Mep3JiHXi raeriepoB'b qyajracb 
HajijiH H3t CBBepHHXi flbiMoiCb 3ejieHaro JLbHHa; HXb 
6jih30ctb HaM-b qyajiacb 3jioctbk), — 

— CBepraiomeHca 
'6e3KOHCTHOCTH jiirb rpoMoniHHHMi, «CKborejibTrac- 
(pocceHOifb x ): ryrb Ha^HHajincb nofl'beMH Kb TpoHTreii- 
My h Kb BepreHy, a ecjin h«th bt> r,ny6b cTpaHN, to yBH- 
Ahihb, Karat Tain, — Haflt CTpaHoa — npoflHiajrb Pomc- 
Aajibcropm, 2 ); DcTe^ajibCKoe JieflflHoe nojie, bhca iri- 
neH'fejiHMH MaccaMH jib^a, yrpoacajio: npHpynmTbca — 
Kb JIbaHy. Tsm-b TOJinH rnraHTOB'b, BOs/riB-b 6peMeHa Ha 
rpaHeHbia tojiobh, npHno/paMajiH Ha rojiOBax-b: MipH 
Jib.ua: CBapTH3eHa! Bee to B03HHKajio bo mh-b: He nepe- 

HHJIB a H9JIJIH; H nOBepHyBIHHCb Ha3aAT> — BT> BO/QT, B'L 

Bos^yxi — gyBCTBOBaJiT.: yacaab; Ka3a:iocb: bott>, B0i*b, 

1 ) OrpoMHHlt BOflonafli.. 

2 ) Topa. 

13 ii 193 



He ycniBniH BCKpiraaTb — onpoKHHeMca Biuret, bt. 6h- 
pi030BHa bo ah; npoHepTHTca o6pa3H HaeB ate caimxt 
Kb HaMT> orryfla; h — CKamyrb: 

— «A!» 

— «3ApaBCTByfiTe!» 

— «Mhjiocth npOCHMT>!» 

— «Ha ,hho!» 

— «B'B B'BHHHfi COHt. . .» 

BocnoMHHaHia oxBaTMH MeHa: HajuiH — He ohjio; 
a cmotp'bji'b, Kara BOKpyrB nprnraflajia HopBeria kb 

(J»iOpflaMI>, OTpaCHBaa H3T>-3a CBBepHNXT) /IHMOKB flH- 

HaflfflHUH rpe6HHMH: Mipn Mep&noBaTHX'B KaMHefi, Ckbo- 
reabTrac(pocceHi>, HOTomioH nyHHHOH cna^aa oirysa, 
TOnHJii mom flyuiy: 

— «A!» 

— «MHJIOCTH IipOCHM'bb 

— «K0 MH"fe!» 

Be3npiK)THOCTH Mipa MeHa oxBarajiH; h — Hbjuih 
pacraajia; h — flo-rojuiHHa jkh3hb npoTeima mh'b bt, 06- 
paiHOM-b nopa^K'B: CKborejiBTractpocoeHOifb. 

3/rBCb npoacHJiH mh naTb nexbiih: a h Hsjijih; ne- 
B-fepoaraaa coBepniHJiacB pa60Ta; B3opBajica noKpoB'B 
«6iorpa<piH», HiKorfla — sflicB; nocnk BHCBicaa «Mnrb» 
XpHCTiaHificKaro Kypca; h nporpeirfia'b ocB'BTJieHHiiH 
OesyiiieM*: Beprarfc. 

TaKt ayMajiocb mh* bCjihsh bhjiah <ppy HuaBceHi; 
He noltTH jih Kb Hen yatHHaTb? . . whn: He pa3#aeTca 

194 



npHBiTJiHBHfi roHn> juia MeHa; a — o.zpnrb; Hsjijih — 
Ft JtopHaxi; h, KaK-b 6e3aoMHHH cKHTa.nen.'b, cHwy 
noffb 6hjihmi> HamHMt KpoBOifB; nopa — Bt XpHcria- 
Hiro; 3aBTpa cb yTpa 05KHflaKm> HacB xjiohoth: koh- 
cyjibCTBO, BH3a, SHJiert Bt XanapaH,ny. 

Bckoihjtb h noraejrt ira nois^y, htoob #o ho^h 
BepHyTbca; npeffciaBBTe-ace bctp'bthjtb y^HTejia, npo- 
JKHBaBmaro cb HaMH; y3HajrB crapHKa a no npoacejiTHK) 
yea, no HHflnro-CHHHM'B rjia3aMi>, Ha MeHa ycrpeMjieH- 
hhmb (xoTa om> 6hjtb bb Huron's, a nmana MiHaaa 
ero). 

— «Bh?» 

— «KaR£ BHflHTe». 

— «Hto ate bh — kb Hairt? nocejinrecB y HacB?» 

— «H npH3BaHt». 

— «Bb PocciK>?» 

— «fl npH3BaH"b». 

— «Opy H3jijih?» 

— «OcraBHjn> ee. . .» 

— «AH-aH-an: Kaieb ace TaKB?» 

— «^a botb — TaKi». 

Mh cepseHHO eme nofiojiTaJin; h — nocjTB cep^es:- 

HO npOCTHJIHCB. 



HA'CBBBPT) 

Yase floropajTB MHororjia3Hft, rjia3aMn BfajaioiniH, 
Benepi; rjiacajiH pocKonmue npocFBTHH B03flyxa memo 

13* 195 



JieraiornHX'B TyYb, nojiocaTamHX'b Heoo; ctbojih Heo6- 
jieiHaro xpncTiaHiflcKaro nappa ropijin; h cB*bio3apn- 

JIH B3TJlSlR'b. 

Mh cuflijiH vh TOBapHin;eMi>: najrb a ciihhok) Ha 
cnHHKy pacKH^HCToa jiaBKH; Mofi flpyrb A. M. II. ct 
ynoeHieiTb najit npojieraiomift B^Tept; ycTaBHJincB — 
B'B BenepoBHH (paHTa3in; 6hjih oahh — bt> nepBHH pa3Tb 
nocji'fe ^opHaxa; ot^hxi> coniejn>: cjiobo Jiericoe bhobb 

BHCBKaJIOCB, R8lKT> HCKpa; KOCTepB JierKHXB CJIOBli 3anH- 

Jiajrb, corptBaa HaMt rpy^b; B03CTaBajio npoiiieflniee 
tojibko hto: ^opHaxi) — 

— KOTOpHH nOKHHyjIH MH, 
HO Kb KOTOpOMy MH B03Bpa- 

majincb — ^epe3% Poociro, 
o6paTHo: CToajii> nepe^i 
HaMH, KaKt. . . 
— fl£i, XpncriaHia bi> JlftV- 
Haxt MeHa npHBejia; XpncTi- 
ama, bott., B03Bpam;ajia 06- 
paTHO; — 

— H ffBTb — 

— He btj 
Pocciio; mh ■BxajiH *iepe3i> Pocciro oopaT- 
ho; mh 'fexajiH b^ ^opHaxt; mh 'fexajni; 
mbi yjiHoamicb rjiasaMH ,n;pyrb flpyry: mh 

■Bxajin; h — floropajrb MHororjia3Hft, rjia3aMH B"£iii;aio- 

mifi Be^epi.: 

— «Hto TaM-b?» 

— «H9JIJIH Cb Khtth». 
196 



— «H 9BpHTMia». ' 

— «H AOKTOpt! . .» 

— «Ty^a Te6'fe xoneTca?* 

— «Xo t £eTca. . .» 

(Khtth cecTpa Moefl: Hsjijih). 

— «CKop , fee: nocjiaTt TejierpaMMy Ty^a». 

— «Be3noKOK)Tca TaM-B: Bee to syMaKirB mhhh. . .» 

— «A MHHH OCTajIHCB 3a HaMH. . .» 

— «OcTaJIHCB JIH MHHH 3a HaMH?» 

— « i Ito?» 

— «Bi> symy HanijiHJiacB MHHa. . .» 

— «To 6hjio ram, bb JIoHflOH<fe?» 

— «Bb JIOH^OH'fe a h He flyMajn>». 

— «H — Tome. . .» 

— «HejiL3H 6hjio AyMaTt. . .» 

— «TaMB mhcjih o ^opHax'fe oieHB onacffijs ^h- 
CTBia: AyMaiB o JJopHaxi bb JIohaoh'b, — BHanHTi. xo- 
AHtb no npocneKTaM'B 6e3B «njiaTBa». 

— «3a 9T0 — B"B ynacTOKT). . .» 

— «A 3/VBCB M03KH0 flyMaTB?» 

— «3ft'BCB M03KH0». 

Mojiiajin: yace cjitnorjiasHH, rjia3aMH flaBHO He 
B"Bm,aK>iniH Be^epB, B3ji,oxHyFB, o6bhbhjtb ceoa hoibio; 
koch'bjih TajKejina npoTeMHH; nepemypuiaJiH jihcth He- 
ofijieTHaro napKa y HacB no,n?> HoraMH. 

Ilopa yace cnaT&: b4^b otb yTpa npoTaHeTca nyTB 
nanrB Bnepe^B: mh noflHHMaeMca 3aBrpa Ha cfeBept, k-b 

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nojiapHOMy Kpyry, ki> TopHeo, Kb OHHjiaHAin: TaMT>, 
norjiaA^BniH JionapK'fe B"b rjiaaa^ thxo axHyBTj OT"b xojio- 
W, cnycTHMCH mh K-b IleTepCypry, oCpaTHo: n&, fla, Iie- 
Tep6ypre> — 6jiHJKe ki> ^opHaxy; h B03BpaineHie bi> 
JJopHaxt, — yace npnGjiHJKajiocH. 

CHOBa a bx nofe/vfe. 

CiBept. 

Bee cochh, #a cochh: 3ejieH0ft, cypoBofi, cypoBO-na- 
XMypeHHOfi HlBeijiH; epaajorb mhcjih, KaKt chckh; h 
ep3aK)Ti> — chckh :MHniHHHe nncKH Kycaromnxt i\Jia3T> 
— m-h yrjiOB'B, hbt. TBHefi; H3"b TyMaHHCTHxt flHeft, 
CTpaHHO oneHL; bcb chhjhrh noTepajiH TaHHCTBeHHOCTb; 
H-ferb B'BmaioiHHX'b CMHCJiOB'b; ynpoineHO Bee — 6e3Ha- 
^eacHofl tockok) 3ejieH0H, cypoBoft, TyMaHamefi HlBeuhi; 
Btromeli cfeBepoMt; 6j]\erb yato xojio/pini;e; mh, axHyBi> 
gtt> xojio^a, mh, npHKOcHyBinHCb Kb noaapHOMy Kpyry, 
noi^eM'b — Ha IIeTep6yprb. 

«H» Moe, Hirb He comjio: He coimio; a ocrajica 6e3T> 
«H»; pacnpocTHjica cb mmi, bt. BepreHi; aTOMy p-k/iKO- 
My rocno He jwm «o h h» onycTHTbca m> Mean; h flJia 
«HHXt» noTepajrb HHTepect a; ocrajraca HHTepecn 

OflHOH KOHTp^-pa3B'B/CKH, KOTOpyK) Ha MeHa HanyCTHJIH 

«ohh»; 3a nycroH oSojiohkoh cjrfeflHJiH: TaKia ate 060- 
jiohkh; «n h k a h t h c t b» — nponaJia; h «HM , b» 6hjio 

CKyHHO, H METE 6HJIO CKy^HO 6e3T> «H» — m> 3T0H CB- 

BepHOH, Kb 9toh HaxMypeHHOH HlBeniH. 

Tohho TaKi> Ke Bcrrb, bt> BeprarB, pa3opBajiacb Moa 
jihhhocti>; oflHa nojiOBHHa ynana cl OTqerjiHBOH 6HCTpo- 

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tox) aKcnpecca bt> 3ejieHyro KOMHaTy npeacireft ap- 
6aTCKOfl KBaprapH, ontyfla Korjia-To mchs B3a,na H3Jijih; 
flpyraa JKe Kanyjia: 3a rjiy6nHy no/pieoecHaro kjiio- 
jia: — 

— 3a DnHTepb, CaTypm,, 

— 3a ByjiKaH^, 

— 3a co3B , fe3,nie CicopnioHa — 

- Kyaa? 

Bocnpiaria bob HSMiHHJiHCb bo mh"b; 3aKpHBajio- 
ca: in h <p p b He wrajica; h EHflijib nycraa <paHTa3in 
^beft-TO cyflbOH, OTpfeaBmeft orb Efejura — 
— He 3Hajii, ito — 

— HftB'BKH! 

Kor/ia 6h a 3Hajn>, to BCKpHHaJib 6h, to BNnpbir- 
Hyjn> 6h H3i> OKOiHKa BaroHa: pa3fiHTbca o umeACKie 
KaMHH; a ecjra h He pa36HT&ca, to 6pocHTbca bt> Bep- 
reffb, ooparao; 3acBCTb Bt tcmhomt, TproMi Kaitoro-HH- 
6y/p> HCH3B'BCTHaro «y r o ji b m, h k a»; 0Ka3aTbca bhobb 
bt> JIohaoh'b; h npo6npaTbca — He 3Ha» KaKHMH nyTa- 
mh — bt> HlBeHnapiro: kt> Hsjijih; h He OT^aib Moefi Hsji- 

JIH — H^Tb, ni,Tbl HHKOMy, HH 3a HTO. 

A Tenepb botb — 6e3T> H9jijih! A EfojuiH — Ceai 

pOffHHH. 

Ho a CH/vBjn> coBepuieHHO cnoKOHHO bt> 3ejieH0H, 
cypoBOH, B-b cypoBO BtmaiomeH HIseHiH, /lyMaa: 

— «H9jijih! . .» 

— «OHa yJKi> npocHynacb, . .» 

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— «Hflerc> kt. I o a h h o b y 3 % a h i k». 

— «Bb mhcjihxt> 5Ke — a. ,-.» 

— «OHa — jikohtl MeHfl!» 

— «He — 3a6yflen> MeHfl. . .» 

— «Pa3B'fe TO, HTO npOLUJIO Meatfly HaMH, — B03- 
MOJKHO 3a6fcITB?» 

— «MoHpeajit. . .» 

— «Mipi> CnnHjiiH. . .» 

— «IlHpaMH/UJ. . .» 

— «Mipt ,I(yxa?» 
0, 3Hajn> jih a! . . 



c h rq h k h 

H HaCjiKAajn. 3a cyeTHen BOKpyrt Hacb: no/iopoJK- 
HHxt nmioHOBi> h cHin.HKOB'b; h — pa3BjieKajio: no aje- 
CTairb, no B3rjiflAaM , b BooCpaacaTB oTHOHiema hx'b: 
flpyrb ko flpyry h ki> naMT>; bh^'Btb: cJioacHyro cbtb hxi 
nrpH BOKpyrt Hacb, h x t 3a6orH, Bonpocn, cJieTaB- 
raie: — 

— Kto mh? BipHO jih, hto inni- 

OHH, HJIB MH ly^aKH; HJIB 

«h , bhto», He nojmaromeeca 

HXt B033p , BHiK). — 

— H — 3a- 

6aBJiajio npocJi^KHBaTB: thjkiuh Tpy/p> cHinHKOBt; 
KaKT> optn, norpyAHBHiHCH, — paapimaJiH 3ara^Ky: 

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in n i o h h! flpyrie ase mhcjihjih: h^tb, ny^ana! HaHHHa- 
JiHca cnopH; jifii, Bepcin neperaieTajiHCb; h noaBJiajinca 
BApyn> aABOKaTH — on> KOHTp , b-pa3B'fefl;KH; pocjin upo- 
Kypopn: pocjiH, KaM> rpnoN. 
Il0'B3fl'B Hecca Ha cBBept. 

— H — m — 

BOTE 9T0TL — BOTB — 

— bte> Duron's, ecTecTBeiiHo 
nanoMHHaiomefl k3hh; h — Marmfl; KapTy3i>: HeBBico- 
KiH, catHMaBiuifica, BTflHyTHft npncTajiBHO Bt coocTBeH- 

HHH CBOH BOpOTHHK'b, Cb 6jI'BSHO-6 , BJIHM^, MOpiHaBHMT), 
6pe3rjIHBHMi flfi THKa JIHHOM'B, OpHtHH, CT> lepHOK C'B- 

flOycoarbH), botb OHt 3afflaB , B caKi-Boaacb, neperaHyiojl 
cfepoft nepnaTKofl pyKOio, TaKOft no HepB03HOCTH njene- 

. THJILHHH, 6pK>3rjIHBHfi — He yflOCTaHBaJTB HHKaKOrO 

BHHMama Haci>; owh CpoflHjrB BOKpyn> Hact T&wb, na 
naJiyO'fe napoxo^a TaKOHa VH-ro; Haci> TaKt iipesH- 
pajrt, kerb HaBipHoe He npe3Hpaai> cboh HJieBOKt; He 
coSHpaJii) o Haci> (paKTOBt (ohh Chjih co6paHH); oht> 
HaMH 6pe3rajn>, rjia3aMH He BCTp'BTJiJica cb HaMH; raa- 
3a BHpawajiH ero: HirB Ha cBiTi Hact! ci> BepreHa ,n;o 
XanapaHAH hh pa3y He BHpa3Hjri> B3raa/i,OM'b, hto ne- 
pefft hocomi> ero a nporyjiHBaiocB — c% OTHeTJiHBHM'b 
Heiepn'BHieM'B, htoon ohi> past xotb saM&rajrb Men a; a 
— 3a hhmb Ha6jno/i;aJii>; 6hjio acHo: — 

— OB7b, — CHIHHKI) 

<ppaHii;y3CKaro TeHepaJibHaro IHTaoa; Bt PocciK) ceK- 
peTHHa KHnH npoB03Hn>; h, Meatfly npo^HMi., eMy nb- 

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py^HJiH MeHfl; owb chahtb b^ pecTopaHi-saroHi cb cfe- 
/VBHhihmh cspaMH — 3Jioft h^ HaxMypeHHHfi, 3Haromift 
Jiy^nie, b-b neMT, cnjia Bem,efi; HeoxoTHo ECBflHjrB oneHB 
KopoTKO, oneHb dpe3r.nnBo; noTOM'B — 

— npHKOCHyB- 

hihcb nepnaTKOK) kt> injiant, 

HacaMH OHt flJIHJTB CBOH) #y- 

My; — 

— ero a BH/iajn>: Ha 
6e3 , *HcjieHHHx , b nepeca^Kaxt h cTaHH.iax'B, r/vfe onie 
b h fl i ji b MeHa, h rjni, bcc a CTapaJica ce(5a nepeftB 
hhmi oCHapyatHTb; He bbixo/ihjio; bcb, OHBinie Bib nofe- 
/vfe, 3HaJiH MHfl, oe% — He 3Hajn>; y3HaBaTB He xotbjtb; 
Hey3HaHie npoHcxoflHjio otb 3Hama: cjihhikom'b mhoto 
ohb 3Haji^, nero a He y3Hajn> o ceSi; w, eM,y coCnpaJiii 
ro^aMH floccte 060 mh-b: B03MyrHTejrbHHX'&, mhok) ncys- 
HaHHBixi, (fiaKTOBi: oht, b"b HHXT) norpyKajica, npomiH 
irtHCB ko mh^ OTBpaineHieM'B: TpoHyjica b'b nyTB oht. — 

3a MHOH H31 IlapHJKa (CB JIOCCBe) ; H — MH BCTp^THJIHCL 

Ha napoxo/rk; mh feajiH bm-bctb; eMy 6hjio acHO — a 
ra^HHa; oh^ nepe^acrB cboh (paKTH nojiHuin: pyccuoft 
nojranJH, a npHKacaTBca (rjia3aMH) ko mh^ He roflHTca: 
b-bab owb yjice npnroTOBHjn. cboh MaTepiajra Kb Top- 
Heo: — 

— c% TopHeo ][0 BijioocTpoBa npoH3BO/piJmcB 
nocji'l./nrie po3HCKH pyccKoro K0HTp*b-pa3- 
b4^koh; bi> TopHeo BnycKajra, ito(5bj Ha- 

KpBITB m> B'BJIOOCTpOB'B: —. 
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— 3HstJiz bcb mh: nyTeinecTBie kt> 
BijioocTpoBy orb TopHeo — JiOByniKa. 

Cthjib anrjio-caKcoHCKOft pasBi^KH /tpyrott: cthjib 
nrpH; bo TJiasi, — oneHb TOHKie capH, kotophm'b H3- 
b^ctho- hto a HenoBHHeH-b; Moe nperpfoueHie — Bb mh- 
cjih o CpaTCTBi Hapo^OBt (a capbi MenTajm bt> to Bpe- 
Ma o Botaax'B Hapo/iOBb); mh^ KaJKerca: TOHide capa 
aHrjiiflcKofl pa3Bi/i;KH nHTaiorb ko mh-b hto-to bt> po^t 
CHMnariH — ]\sl, ho cHwi&iorb, hto CkwieHt yTonieft a, no- 
pyHaiorb MeHH nonyraTb pa,nn myTKH; /uia aToro caps 
CHa63Kaiorb m o c l e H3T> <ppaHny3CK0H pasBi^KH ,noc- 
cbe 060 MHt, coHHHaeMoe bt> o^Hcaxt; h nbimymiH 3Jio- 
6ofl Mocbe ct. caKT>-BoaateMT>, Kaics necb, HanHHaerb 
cep^HTO CpocaTbca 3a mhoio bt> Poccho, htoCh yBiflO- 
mhtb pyccKia BjiacTH o TOMT., hto a. . . Ctohtt> nocjiy- 
maTBca c 3 p o b t. mtb, — pyccKia BjiacTH h stott. m o- 
CBe oy/iyrb bt> HyjKHbift momchtt. ocTaHOBjienu. 

Jlyu&m, a: — 

— BT> JIOH/lOHi a BiflB nOJia^HJIT> CT> 
flOCTOHHHMH C 9 p a M H, TaKT. OCT-, 

poyMHO niyTHBniHMH ct> HaMH; h 
CTaJio 6htb: — 

— 9T0TB MOCbe CT> 
CaKT>-BOa5KeM'b, koto- 
pOMy HeH3B r BCTeHT> 
C0K)3b MOft Cb aH- 

railtcKHMH c 3 p a- 
m h, fliacTByerb iviy- 
no; He 3Haerb no- 

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CJrfetfHflrO HXTb H3B'fe- 

- cria: — 

— a flajn> 
06'km.aHie capaMt: bi Poccin MOJinaTB; 
mh* He crpaiiiHH yrpo3N (J>paHa;y3CKOH pa 3- 

BipH. 

He 3HarorB <ppaHH,y3N BHcoKaro cmna; Moe Bne- 
HaTjitaie ott> <ppaHHy3a <?b yeasts: axt, C'feflHHii, — 
KaKi> oht) HeHaBHAHTB MeHa; npoHrpaerca ohi>; h — 
ocTaHeTca bt> AypaKaxi.; 9to 6ijioe 3Jioe jihh,o cTaHeTB 
cH30-6arpoBHM , b, Kor^a bt> XanapaHffB-Topneo 

OHT> BHKpHKHeTB: 

— «A!» 

— «Cochon!» 

— «A, sale boche!» 

A ero ocTaHOBHTB jKaHflapira.: 

— «Omn6aeTec&: Hanrb JIeoHH/p> Jle/taHofi, Hann> 
nncaTejiB, — BepHyBniifica OTOHBaTb. . .» 

H, mejiKHyBt nmopaMH, czvBJiaerB — no^"b K03H- 
peKt; BOoCpaataK) a o^meHCTBO otoh <ppaHny3CK0fi: kh- 

KHMOpH. 

8! CopBajiocB! 

Ha6jii)AaH) Mocte, — noflCTaBjiaro eMy to cbo:& 
npoipHJib, to cnimy; OH-b — Mopmirrca: hoct>, Kaicb 
cMopqeKT>; OTBepHeTca, a pyKH flpoacarb; a ycaraa ry- 
6h cafHMaKTca bt> cJKaroe S'feiiieHCTBo: 

— «rocno^a!» 

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— «CpeOT Hact npoGnpaerca bm'bct'b cb jnpyrciMH 
— innioHi, rpa3iHH <5onii>. . .% 

— «IIoroAHTe: npi'B.n.eMi. B i> Poccno; h oht> oonapy- 
acHTca». 

— «IIpHHaTH M'fepH. . .» 

— «JJfl BijioocTpoBa noTepnHTe». 

— «IIycTb "Bflerb. . .» 

— «TaMi, cnanaHm>!» 

Ho a yjiHoaiocL: nocn'B/niHXT> H3B , BCTifi y 9 t o r o 
Hferb: 3aiuiK) T iHji'b a. coKm cb t i m h c a p a m h; h — 
nepeMHraBaioca ct> npe^cTaBHTejieMt flpyron k o h t p t> 
-pa3BfipH, aBjiaromen cBa3b Meatfly Poccien h Ah- 
raiefi. 

Owb, npe^CTaBHTejib nocjii/ipeit pasB'B/pui, gctb 
rpeKi fipjiSLRonyjio; pocjihh KpacaBeii;^, ct orpcMHHM'b, 

H30rHyTHMl> HOCOMt, EBOrHyTHM'b KHH3y; Cb H30niyTH- 

mh ycmnaMH; — 

— Bee ^e^aAonyjio XHTpo cMieTca; h 
no^HHMaeTt yen BHiiie rjia3i>; n onycKaen> cboh hocl 
HHme pTa. — 

— fleflaaonyjio 3HaeTb no pyccKH, a — roBo- 
PHtb no $paHny3CKH (cb yBepTKOfi) ; ohi> BHaerB, ito a 
Towe 3Haio, hto oh*b yJKe 3Haerb, hto a. . . h — Taia, #a- 
ji'fee: hto, hto, hto, hto, hto, ito, hto; HarpoMoae^enie 
npnflaTOiHHX'b npe^jioiKeHifi h KOHrpanyHicrb kohtpi>- 
MHH'b hm'b H3yHeH'b; nycKaa yKa3ajin eMy Ha MeHa; ont 
He KHnyjica c^ypy: b e 3 e t t pKyiieHTH; ©, 
aa; /Jefla/ipnyjio, oh-b — pa3o6pajica: Be30MHe ]\o- 
k y m e h t h (ppaHny3a ecTt inyTKa ynirraHHHX'b c9poBi>; 

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(ppaHnysfc JKe jiypaicb; 3Haio a, 3Haer& ohi>; h — cTaJio 
6htb: (paKTb ero, JJeflaflony-no, cji'bjkkh 3a mhoh — 
tojibko (papcb; OH-b noflMHrHBaen> JiyKaBo: 

— «KoMe/ua!» 

— «3acTaBjiaK)'n> MeHa iyrb cjiiflHTt 3a iincaie- 



jieMi>». 



«rjiynoe noJioateme. . .» 

«Bb BijioocTpoBi BCKpoerca: Hirfa ninioHa. . .» 

«Ecti> pyccKifi nncaTeJiB. . .» 

«JKaHflapMCKift poTMHCTpi> 3BHKHeTb nmopa- 



MH. 



— «Mh ate pa3CHnjieMca npaxoMi>. . .» 

— «H — CTaJio 6htb: /lypaKa He xo^y a BajiHTb; h 

— sapaH^e npeflCTaBjijocB a: rpeKt ^eAaflonyjio!» 

TaK-b flpyateJIK)6HHMH B30paMH mh oSMiHHBa- 

jihcb; h mh HanajiH co cKyKH pa3HrpHBaTb Hrp&i; h 
^efla^onyjio CTaBHji'b Bonpocb (He cjiOBaMH, a B3rjia- 
flOM'B), h npHXOflHjiocB ero pasp-BuiaTB: — 

— KaKt ce6a noBeften, n$>- 
Kift «X», coBepmeHHO HeBHHHHft, ho aBHo 3aMiTHBinift, 
hto 3a hhmi, HaSjiroaaDTi,; h flajrie: aBHO 3aM"BTHBmiH, 
hto saM^THJiH Toate, mto oh-b Bee saitrBTHjrb, hto h t. r.; 
H — «tj t o - h t o - h t o» — (noat-noffB HaMeKH HaMe- 
kob-b h notfb-ncwb-nofl'b HaMeKH noflb-no^b HaMeKOB'b) 

— Kaicb Ma^HKH T9HHHca, Ha^HHaJiH jieraTb: Bb Heyjio- 
BHM'BfiHiHX'b acecTax'b, rflfc, paayM-feerca, pojib niJia He o 
DanioHCTBt yase, a o BbiflepsKitf} pojin, h cTeneHH ycaoe- 
Hia Haioi npaKTH^ecKOfi ncHxojioriH: bte> B03flyx , B; Taicb 
/Jeaasonyjio npoH3BOAHTb mh^ 9K3aMeHH; a a — ^e- 

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Wionyjio; mh He CKpHBaJin, ito mh Ha6jno/iaeMb flpyre. 
spyra: He KaKt nmioHH, a nwb. . . ynacTHHKH npefl- 
CTaBjieHba, He HaMH 3ar£,HHHaro, r^i-TO, 3sm.'bwb-TO; 
Hairb flajiH no pojra. 

TaK2> CTHJIb K0HTp i B-pa3B'feflKH aHrjliHCKOH (3fffcCL 

b-b nisei];iH) HBCTBeHHO pa3HHJica: otb noBeflenia 

K0HTpi>-pa3B4flKH (ppaHHy3CK0H. 

A bt> XanapaHfli flyart kbjtl pa3B'B,a,0K'b ooora- 
THjica: cTajii/ t p i o. . . 



OTb XAIIAPAHflH £0 BMOOCTPOBA 

nctoflKa otb XanapaH^H-TopHeo ro BijioocrpoBa 
yTOMHjia ocofieHHo: oonjiieMi, HHcneHnpoBoicb — Bcfexi 
rpexi pa3B'fefl;0K'b: amMiiHCKOH, (ppaHnyBCKon h pyc- 

'; CKOH. 

I Mh^ noMHHTca: paHHee yrpo; pascBirb; nepexo- 

y ffHM-b rparamy HopBeriH-HlBen,in — no flomeiicfc c% ne- 
s pnjiaMH, nepeKHHyTOH iepe3t pynefl; TaMi — 4>HHjiaH- 

flia; y flomeHKH — cToarL ^Ba JKaH^apMa: pp-h CecTin. 

nocBam;eHHHe b^ «nrpH». 

Bi TOTb MOMeHTt, KOiyja a ctok) pa^oirb, cTynaa 
Horoio Ha pyccKyjo noiBy, Meac^y JKaHAapMaMH no/nra- 
M&eTca caoBecHaa nepeopocica. 

— «npiixajiH. . .» 

— «^B0e t£?» 

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— «3]ybcb Bee, KaKi> HaflO. . .» 

— «IIpi'fexajnj! . .» 

— «B , b rocra?» 

— «yjKi> nOflJIHHHO, HTO HeDKflaHHHe! . .» 

— «3C,a;eMi) He ]\owi]\mcsi. . .» 

— «IIpi'fexajiH. . .» 

Mai npeflCTaBJiajioca: npaBO no^yMaTb o tomo>, 
kto TaKie, KOTOpne — «3Boe». . . 

He «/i;Boe» jih Hacb? 

Mh — bt> Poccin: acaH^apMH, OTCTaJine, — c3aflH. 

,ZJa, no3a6HJii> a CKa3aTb: Ha nooii/uieH, jmq no- 
KH^aeMOH CTaHniH bb IIlBeiuH, a oSHapysKHjib: 6ara/BVb 
moh noTepaHi.; mh^ floporb OHt Ghji'b, jihhib KycKOMb 
nepeiiHHH, HopBeaccKaro KaMHa, kotophh h3% JIopHaxa: 

— orb BepumHH IoaHHaro 3j;aHia; ,a;a, a He 
moit. nepe^aTb Moeft po/iHH'B stotb Kycoicb. 

nponaacfe 6ecfe^OBajii. cb KOHcyjioM'b; oht, HH^ero 
He Morb CA^JiaTb; ho — Heoatn/i,aHHo ohi> mh^ cKa3ajn>: 

— «IIpHCMOTpHTecb Kb PocciH: /ia, 3HaeTe, jiroGo- 
hhtho, bh CKopo yBH/i;HTe eaMH; p,, w — jno6onbiTHO». 

— «A HTO JIK)60nHTHO?» 

BoK3aJi'b: mh npoxo^HMt K/b ocMOTpy. .JKaHflapM- 
cKin poTMHCTpi), oieHb JKryHiii KpacaBen.'b ab KaHajib- 
ckhmh raa3KaMH h Hepe3HypT> nepeKpyieHHHMH ycaMH 

— pacnopaDKaeTca: HaM'b, naccasKHpairb, flaiorb oTne- 
naTaHHbie jihctkh, Ha KOTopHXi OTMi^eHti — Tpatpape- 

TH BOnpOCOB'b. 

Kto mh? H saitMb B03BpamaeMca. 
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H aaMfciaio: jiHCTOKt; npeuiK>6e3HO mh"b noflaHHHfl, 
— KpacHaro nFfrra; jihctkh ^hh ApyrHxt — nB-BTa jk«h- 
Taro; syMaio a: «A 3 a h £ m t me^ aaiOTt aiOTi 
HMeHHO KpacHHft jihctok '&?..» Ho Ha Kpac- 
homt. Cajierfe to caMoe, *ito h Ha jk&hthx'b GHJieTax-b; 
nnniy a otb^tn; JKaHflapMCKia potmhctpi> OT6Hpaen>; 
h — HHiero: HHKaKoro 9K3aMeHa; odncKa h^tb. 

H — a AyMaro: 

— «Bott> Taiw> ryMaHHOCTb: bo OpamjiH, b-b Ah- 
rjiin — o6ktckh h 9K3aMeHH: 3fffecb ace — TaKt raaflKO». 

OKOHHeaTb ocMOTpi); bheijih mh Kb pecropaH'b; IIO- 
$>3]Vb 6yAen> HaMb no^aHi. Hepe3i> lerupe laca; way — 
cnpaiHHBai) a Kocpe. 

JKaHflapMb ocTaHaBjiHBaeTca nocepe^HH'fe rBCHM- 
maro 3aJia — ciihhoh) ko mite; bi> ero naJibHax'b — e#HH- 

CTB6HHHH KpaCHHH SHJieTb, MOH 6HJieTb; OTOHb THXHM'b, 

sarjiynieHHHM'b rojiocoicb, noBepHyBniHCb ciihhok) ko 
jotb, BH3HBaen> MeHa; h a aBcrseHHO wibiHiy: 

— «A. . . roono^HH-b B. . .» 

H — /vkjiaio BHffb, ito He cjiHiny; h ^yMaio: bott> 
OH-b oeitaacb odepHeTca, bt> jihd;o mtb: 

— «A. . . racno#HH , b B. . .» 
SCaHflapMt noBopa^HBaerca — HanpaBo: 

— «A. . . rocnoflHH'b B. . .» 
HajitBo: 

— «CeHHacb noBepHeTca ko mh^: h npHflerrca ot- 

KJIHKHyTbCa». 

Bi,Tb, om. yxoAHTb: HapoiHO yxoflHTb, He Bti3BaBb 

MCHa. 

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IIoBopaHHBarocb; h — BHjKy: y bxo^hhx'b flBepeft 
B'b MeHa B3rjiasoM r b BD,*nHj;ca JKaHflapMCKiii poT- 
mhctpb; JuoSonurcTBO, 3aflyM*iHBaa BHHMaTejibHoarb, 
cna^ocTpacTie saace KaKoe-TO m> nepHHX'b rjia3axb; OHb 
H3CjrfertyeTb BneiaTJitaie orb acaH^apMa Cb 6yMaatKoH: 
ncHxojiorHiecKaa peaKijia; flyMaio: 

— «TOHKO. . .» 

— «IIoacajiyfi, hto TOHbine, wbm> Bb AHrjiiH. . .» 

— « I IopTb B03bMH: I'OCIIOflHH'b (XpHIjepb, BH — 

yMHMniaa 6ecria». 

B3rjia,a,bi BCTpiiaiOTca; h — pomHCTpb Hcne3aerb: 
iicHxojiorniecRafl p e a k u, i a He ,n; a ji a p e- 
3yjibTaTa. 

Pa3ryjiHBaio no miaTCJwpM'fe; Kop^OHb H3b cojiflart: 

BOT"b — H TaMb; BOTb — H 3ffBCb; MH — B'b JIOByillK'L; 

ujiaT(popMa, fl& 3ajn> pecTopamibiH — efliiHCTBeniiMe 
kjiohkh, Hamb flOdynHHe; Bca Poccia — on^njiena; 
ocraerca: JK^arb naB3fla. Bnacy m o o b e Koirrp'b - pas- 

BtflKH Ob aKaHflapMCKHM'b pOTMHCTpOiTb: pa3ryjiHBaK)Tb 

no ca/ty; flOiuia/iiiBaerb poTMHCTpy o hcm^-to Mocte: 
060 MHi? 

POTMHCTp'b — KpyTHTb yCb. 

OTMinaio Boe 3to cnoKOHHo; h 3Hajo: eflHHCTBen 
hhh nofl03pHT€JibHHH B'b no , B3fl'B — a; a. — onoKoeHb; 
KaKie-TO pyccKie 3a ciehhoh — roBoparb 060 mh&: 

— «Hy nero ohh!» 

— «JJyua,¥)Tb, HTO OH-b H'feMeH.'b. . .» 

— «^a noiviaflHTe ate!» 
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— «PyccKifi, KaKi> ecrb. . .» 

H — noBepTHBarocb; a — Bnacy: coHyBCTBeiiHO co- 
Bepnajorb MeHa: Mysrab, JKeHa, a^th; flyMaio: 

— «Ecjih yace roBoparb 060 mh^ naccaJKHpu, to 
3HaiKn, a — BaacHaa nTHn;a». 

KoHeiHO, a BaJKHaa rrnma — imcaTejib! 

H botb — ncBBfli) noAaHt: caflHMca; TeMHiert; ap- 
laftHiia, KpacHHa 3opn rjiasirorb HaMi> b-b oKHa: Jionap- 
Ka ncwiapHaro Kpyra HaBipHoe cmotphtb Ha Haci>; th- 
xo axHyB'b on> xojiofla, na^aio ct> noiBflOMTj, cb cfeBepa 
— Ha nerep6yprb. 

Hoib. 

H Tyn, H^rb noKOB; OTKy^a-TO' ineniyTca: 

— «Ohte> HanHcajn.. . .» 

— «HHTepecHo h cBoeBpeMeHHo. . .» 

— «H3o6paateHBeMT) ceKTaHCKaro Mipa, oht>, ma,- 
eTe, onHcajn.. . . HaMT> PacnyTHHa». 

O60 MHt! 

^OHHMaei*b pa3B^flKa (lerBepTaa, (pHHCKaa!). 
<&hhht> Bonpomaerb: 

— «Oh Kyfla?» 

— «Bo3Bpamaiocb bi> MocKBy. . .» 

— «A noHbeMy <pH, Mocbe, raBxapHTbe cb aKceHb- 

Teifb. . .» 

— «IIocjiyniaHTe, caMH to bh: bh — MOCKBHTb?» 

— «H?» — cMymaeTca (pHHH'b. 

— «HbeTb. . .» 

— «TaKT> KaKTb 3Ke BH MOJKCTe 3HaTb!» 

nocpaMjieH-b. 3acHnaio. 

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H — yrpo: no/p> rejibCHHrcpopcoirb; a sa cuhhoA 
na HHcrfeHineMi) H'BMenKOM'b HapfeiiH flBa KHTattna 06- 
maioTca ct> nepcoM-b; nepab — ipbpzxcKifl yHHBepcaHTb; 
h, KaKt Kaaterca, npHHH.'b; a KHTaiiHH — ho ^ito 9TO? 

OjiHHiy: 

— «^a, #a: ohh Bcfe Taifb pa6oTaK)rb. Mjaoro pyc- 
CKHxt HiMDjeBi) h BCHKHX'b enje; a xysoweeTBeHHHMH 

padOTaMH 3aB'BSHBa€TB B. (npOH3HOCHTCfl (paMHJliH 

pyccKOH aHTponoccMpKH — H31. ^opHaxa)». 
JJysiai): 

— «Hjib Mepem;HTca lorfe?* 

Ho — npHCJiyraHBarocfc: KinuHUH Secfe/iyiorB cb 
nepcoifB — ^opHaxi! . . 
H npoH3HocaTt oiOBa: 

— « Hxi) 30ByTB a h r e ji a t a m h! . .» 
AHrejiaTaMH b"b ^opHaxi Ha3HBajiH cecrpy 

Moen Hajuin; h — Hajum. 

Bcrp'BHarocb ct rjia3aMH nepoHflCKaro npHHija; &h 
rna3ax'b 3aTaHJiocb jiyicaBCTBo: 

— «Hto, 6paiT> — y^HBjieH-B?)) 

He yjpBjiarocL h He nbrraiocb HOHaTb; ho KHTaftn,H, 
OGB'fesoMJieHHHe J^opHaxi, — (parcrb! 

OrFBHaro Ha B3rjia,zp> HpoHH^ecKiH nepca: npe3ps- 
TejibHKsrb B3Txsij[owb; ycTajn>; axi, — CesMipHO ycTajrb; 
hh yflHBJieHM), hh crpaxy HtTb M-BCTa. . . 

Co craHHiH — o<pHH,ep f b (oH-b Boniejrb); nepeso 
mhoh caflHTca; h — BBaJiHBaeTca MyjiWHHa, npHBajiH- 
Baerca kt> 0<pHH,epy cHflameity pa/pai), hto6u OTp-fe- 

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aaTb-MHfc BHxofli>; Meat (xpHnepoMt h niTaTCKHMt — 
cjioBecHaa nepeopocica. 

— «0, rocnoffK: botb T&m> ycTajn>», thskko cfery- 
erb nrraTCKift. 

— «Boe Rb noHCKaxT>?» 

— «^a — mh jiobhjih, jiobhjih: h — cnyrajmcL. . .» 

— « i Ito me, TenepL ecTt cjrfeflH?» 

— «^a, KaK/b bhshtc caMH». 

JJ&, sa: cxpHnept (a BnepBHe xenept pa3rjiH^ r BJii> 
ero (popMy) — JKaHflapMi.: ooa JKMyTca ko sorfe; oxpi- 
3aa flopory CtaaTt; otpHHept CHflHTb pHflOMTb, a niTaT- 
CKifl: 6pocaem> Bonpocb: 

— «C , b BaMH. . . toto?» 

OfpHnept yrBepffiHTejiBHO yjiBifiaercH: h pyKa ero 
HenpoH3BOJitHO KacaeTca oprorcb; noHHMaio a: m> 6pro- 
Kaxt peBOJiBBept; cTaJio 6htb nojiararorB ohh, hto Mory 
a fiijEaTt: ohh jiobhtb MeHa — a ceftiacb nepecaflKa; 
Kor^a BCTaHeMT, ct M-fecTa, to ofpimepb, BHHyFb jiobko 
h3"l SpioK-B peBOJiBBept, cKaJKerB npocTo: 

— «HfleMTe 3a mhok»!» 

Ho ocTaHOBKa; Bcraro, tto6h. . . htoSbi. . . BCTaen. 
otpHHept; no/i;xBaTHBHffl Saraacb — yCiraerb; 3a hhmi 

6$>MiiTb HITaTCKifi. 

CTaparejiLHO nepecaacHBaiocB, OTHCKHBaio TOBapH- 
ma (oHt b-b cocB/pteMt BaroH'B) ; nepecBKaro cojih/pihx'b 
BoeHHNxt; y hhxi> aKceJiBSaHTH; h ojiHiny: 

— « i Ito Ke Hain> rosopHJiH?» 

— «0Ka3HBaeTGa, hto He Tarn. . .» 

— «H i bti>, He rk. . .» 

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— «rOBOpHJIH npo n. . .» 

H npoH3HOCHTca (paMHJiia, A. M. II. . . , nyTeme- 
crayiomaro BirfscTB co mhoio h3-b /JopHaxa. 

A Ha $ok$> 3anyTaHHOtt, nepenyTaHOH, nepenyraH- 
hoh pyocKofl pasBiffKH, Hejitao BiiHaiomeH, hto — fla, 
H&: «mh» — ecMH; totb Mocbe cb caKb-BoasKeM's h JXe- 
^a/ionyjio rpeKt: oh'b co mhoh jiyKaBim. rjia3aMH, Bpa- 
in,aerB ycnmaMH: 

— «CaMH BH^HTe — KaKi> ohh nepenyTaJiHCB. . .» 

— «3Haio a, Bt B'fejioocTpOB'fe Bee oo^acHHTca; 
i^ere bh 6e3npenaTCTBeHHo; a bopb 9th — ocTaHyrca; 
6ysjrn> pucKaTB k% TopHeo, h — Kb B'fejioocTpoBy. . .» 

H — B'BJioocrpoBi). 

IIocji'BflHifi .nonpoct; h — nocjTB/nriH ocMOTpt; hh- 
KaKoro ocMOTpa; h — h HHKaKoro .npnpoca; 6jiHCTaTejiB- 
hhh oftflmep-B, Jieftfit-rycapTb, HaiuiOHHKE, HH3KO ronoBy, 
cb^tckh mchh BonponiaerB: 

— «TaK-b bh — JleflHHoft? JleoHHAt JleflaHOH? . .» 
H mejiKaerB innopaMH; 9to aaenb oh^ noHHTB, hto 

npHBtTCTByerB «JI e s a h o r o. . .» 
fl AyMaio: 

— «Hto-to ayMaerb (ppaHiiy3CKifl; MOCbe?» 

— «IIocpaMJieH'b. . .» 

npoOiraK) m, BaroHy; a BHJKy, hto rpeieB J\eWJW- 
nyjio jiacKOBo mh-b yjiNoaerca — TaKT> floopoflyraHO, co- 
HyBCTBesHo: 

— «H no3ApaBJiaro BacB c% posHHOfi! . .» 
Boji-fee, 3Haio, He dyftyn.: ohh? Ohh — j\uwb. . . 

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Ho: h Mipb ayxa, mhoA[ BHfffeHHHft — Tain., 3arpa- 
HHn;eK): ahmi,; ni,rb ero; flaBHee cTapoe Bghcb; a — na 
poflHHi. . . Mh nojs,T>i>3SKa,&Wb yace Kt IleTepoypry; cjie3- 
JiHByio hohb npoHH3ajiH oran rforepoypra; ctok), npnjKH- 
Maact Kt OKHy; #Ba KHTafiHa h nepcb, — HaejiJOflarorb 
3a MHOfi: jiroSonHTHHe B3rjia/pj BnepHJin Bt MeHa, nepe- 
JKHBaa co mhok) Moe B03Bpani,eHBe Ha po,p[Hy. 



PO^HHA 

Eoace moh, — rpa3H0, cfepo, cyeTJiHBo, 6e3n;'Bjii>H0, 
pacxjiaoaHHO, capo; Ha yjfflnax'b — Jiyara; Kopn^HeBa- 
TOK) CJIHKOTMO pa3JIHBa»TCa yjiHHH; CBpeHbKia float^H- 
^eKt, cfepeHtKiH Blyrepr. h naraa Ha cipHxt, ofijiyn- 
jieHHHxi., He HiTyKaTypeHKHx-B 3flaHiax r b; cbphh hih- 
HejibHHft noTOK?.; Bci — Bt niHHejiaxi.: cojiflaTH — 
cojmaTH, cojiflara — fiesi. pyaten, fa^h BHnpaBKH; cnn- 
hh hx-b corHyTH, rpy/jn npoflaBjieHH; jinna yHHjiBi h 
3Jih; rjia3KH Ciraiorb; a BcnoMHHajiB hhctbix'b «Tom- 

MH» — BeJIHKOJI'BnHHX'b aHrJliftCKHXt COJIflaTB, apKO 

6jiemyiHHxi> 30jiothmh noroHaMH; a BcnoMHHajn. tokt. 
napnata: — 

— BoeHHHe Bepxi. o6siwiiVi h crpaHi.: — 

— iep- 
HoropHH, (J>paHii;y3Bi, 3BeHain;ie nino- 
paMH, K3nn, aceji , B3HHa, KpyrjiHa Kac- 

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kh, iirranH (apico ajma) ct GjiecRastH 
no3yMeHTOBt, vMoioipcKJierKH cl be^- 

nHBIHHMHGH Bl> py^IKH COJIflaTEMH, 

B3pHBH 6eH3ima, aBTO cb ofpnnepa- 

MH — 

— lerKocTB, nopa^OKi), noftTany- 



TOCTB. 



— rfli 9TO Bee? — 

— Bt aroM'b cBpoirb iiotok/b BoenHHX'b He BH/viwrb: 

fl BHfl'BJTB yHHJIHXTb, 3aJia*IKaHHHX'b HeBOeHHHXl. OOJI- 

flan., rpa3b M'BcamHX'b h c-fepHX-b Ha (pOH-fe cip'feioiHHX'b 

CTBHl B*b cfcpOMfc, CHBepKOWKb flOJKflHHK'B. — 

— Taieb nopa- 
3Hjn> IleTepGyprb, 17$ a He 6biJTb yJKe naTHJTBTie CKopo: 
h nopa3HjiH KOHflyKTopniH nepenojiHeHHHxi> CTapBix'b 
TpaMBaeB'b — 3ejieHOjran;:bia, JKeHinHHH cTapHxt Tpasi- 
BaeB-b, Kb KOTopHMi) KHflajiHca cBpna KynH jiKAea; tb- 
jio, tbjio aaBHJio; h tbjio orb rBJia OTrajiKHBaJiocB; Bee 
rfejia w TBJia; h*tb, He mow rjiafl-BJiH, a Kyna roBa^H- 
hh, fljia wo-to 3aniHTaa Kb JKeJiryro Koaty, oft-BTaa Koe 

KaK-b, Kb rpa3HO-CBpOH COJIflaTCKOH HIHHeJIH, — rjia- 

fl'BJia Ha Kyiy roBHjUHHbi; kjthh roBapHH, a He 
coji^aTH, He jnoflH, He «a» — 

— botb nepeoe Bne^aTJTBHie orb Ile- 
Tep6ypra; Kaicb Bee ooKBTmajio — Bee, Boe: ooB'BTniajiH 
TpaMBaH, flOMa, TpoTryapH; coinjia no30JK>Ta c?b nepKBeft. 

Boate moh, «o wo cyerjmBo: TOJiKaroxca, cyeraTca 
— 6-Bryrb, aaBarb, JKMyrb; nepecBKarorb spyr-b wyry 
flopory; ho nijra He HHftHinb: He snaiOTb bo hmh nero cy- 

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ersTcs: oowth, 6e3CMHCJieHHo npymie Ha TpaMBau h 
sanpywaromie 6e3nopaffOHH0 no/icTyirB kt> B0K3ajiy; Ka- 
Kas-xo otimafl cfcpocTb, TSiskeauH, He,n;oyM , BHHHH bo- 
npocb: 

— «Hto JKe «ajibine?» 

— «KaKi> 6htb?» 

— «Hto-to 6yAerrb?» — 

— H BCnOMHHJIt He- 

BOJitHO cjioBa Toro KOHcyjia bi> IIlBeniH, y KOToparo 
6Hjn> bt> npieMHOft, OTNCKHBaa cboh nponaBinifi Caraatt: 

— «IIpHCMOTpHTeci> ki> PocciH: m, 3Haere, jik>6o- 
nHTHo; bh cKopo yBHflirre caMH; ][$, ]{&,, — jik>6oiihtho». 

Tenept a yBHfl'BJi'b, a — hto? Hto Bce-Bce — pa3- 
BaJiHJiocb; tto CTapoe pyxnyoio; h peBOJiroijia (pe- 
Bojuonia-Jib — aTOTb o6Ba,m>?) ooBepninjiacb s o p e b o- 
jiioiuh; bcb 9to sii&K>Tb; h Ckxubiiie Bcfext nojiHHeft- 
cKie; noHSJii., hto HirB yaci> b o h h h, noTOMy hto b o- 
eiiHaro ffferb h noMimy m> cyeTamefica cipolt coji- 
/larcKOH mHHejiH, KOTopaa, 3adHpaacb Kb-TpaMBaii, Ha 
iio/pcwKKy TpaMBaa, Cb TaKolt me niHHeoitio 6pocaeTca 

rp03HO-yrpiOMHM'B H 6e30Tpa^HHMT>: — 

— « x ItO-3K'B?» 

— «CTajio Cbitb: Hacb noro- 

HHTB. . .» 

— «CHaHajia Hacb roHaT'b Ha 
(ppoHTb, a noTOM'b rOHjm> ct 
(ppoHTa. . .» 

— «JXa, npo^aJiHCL renepajin. . .» 

— «yati> 6yserL yjKO. . .» 

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— «HTO-acL HeyjKTO, spyrb, 6y- 

AeiHb Bfc CBOHXTb TH CTpt- 

jihti>???» — 

— Pa3roBopH Ta- 
Kie a cjiHinaJTB b-b TpaMBaaxi> (Mockbh, IlerepGypra) ; h 

— yacacajica: npaKa3i N° nepBHS, KOTopHMt 
BnocjrfeflCTBiH Taiw. yjKacajmcL bte> PocciH, uma yacac- 
Hyjit; ho HanHcaHi. OHt 6hjii> enje m> aBrycrfe 9Toro ro- 
W'- HanncaHi) 6hjtb kb Boa/iyxi nerepoypra; Ka3ajiocb, 
hto Htaiit BOirpocB MeHa atacerb: — 

— ecjm 6u cboh 
Bonpocb Mora 6h a oonoatHTb BHaTHHin. cjio- 
BOM'b, — onpocHJit <5h a: — 
— «JX&, ho — cKaJKirre: Kor,n;a ace 6HJia pe- 
Bojnonia?» 

PeBOjnonia coBepniHJiacB yace; CBeprHyraa BJia- 
CTH, KaKt HcryKaHH ch^bjih: ohh ohjih MepTBH; H 

— He ohjio BJiacra; HcnenejieHHHa Bjiacra otb flByx-b- 
Tpexi. xboctobi> nepe/t'b 6yjioHHHMH B^pyrt pa3Cbina- 
jihcb bt> npaxi) — nepesi) mecTb TOJibKo M'fecaneB'b; 
noMHio a, *rro Ha nyrH, nofl-b Mockboh ki> HaM-b bb Ba- 
roffb Bjxpjrb BopBajica TaKOft HcnirroH, Becb 3aMycjieH- 
hhh 0(pHn;epHK'b Ty6epKyjie3Haro BH^a cb HcnyraHHO- 
BBray^eHHHMH raasaMH h m>aHHH (flo S'fejiofi ropa^KH) ; 
BopBajica, — He 3Haa, aaitM-b om> BopBajica; h nocjii 
3a hhmt, bt> OTA'BJieHie Hame BopBajica orpoMHHfi, yca- 

THH, OfiBfepeHHblH yHTep-b, KOTOpHH CXBaTHJTB OfpHHe- 

pHKa 3a pyKH cl B03rjiacoM , b: 

— «Bh — Ky,a,a: Banie 6jiaropo/ue, — hto bh?» 

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MeHa nopa3Hjn, acecn. coji^ata, cxBaTHBniaro o<pH- 
n,epa: a noHajn, — yace Bi 3ry oceHb coji/pra saxBara- 
BajrH OfpnnepcKyio BjiacTt; Bee, hto nocjrfe cjiyni-uiocb, 
— He nopaacajio MeHa: TaKt a 6hjii, nopasKein, nepBHMi. 
flueM-b bb nerepSyprt: meCTHaflnaTHfi ro/i,b, Micarcb aB- 
rycrb,— 3anoMHHJica; B-bHeM-b (peBpajibCKaa peBOJiioHia 
aBCTBeHHO ocymecTBHjia ce6a; «a, (peBpajibCKaa peBojiio- 
nia ono3AaJia; OHa — cohtj o npoimiOMb; Kor/ia 9to npom- 
Jioe ocym;ecTBHjio ce6a: Ha nonax^ jih rajmniH, npn 
OTCTynjieHia? MojKerb ontl ocymecrBjiajio ceoa oho Bt 
jnra, Korfla bi> ^opHaxi a 3a6oji , Bjn>: — 

— Kor^a cHpoTJiHBo Ka3a- 
jiocb m, HenpngpaHHHX'b koMHaTax-b ^opHaxa; 
oceHb xHXHKaJia B*b OKHax-b; rpeM'fejin opy/ua; 
hoib onycKaJiacb; 3a6apa6aHHjin KanjiH aojk- 
fla; yTOMjieHHaa IfojuiH, 3a6paBHmcb ct, Hora- 
mh B-b TeMH-iromiH yrojioneKTb flHBaHa, — flpe- 
Majia; a a omymajrb ce6a TpynoMi>: He Morb 
ce6a BHHecTH. — 

— Hcropia uoviTb BHyTpeH-. 

HHX'b oCpaSOBb OTb XpH- 

cTiaHin nepes'b Beprenb, 
BepjiHHt, JleHniprb, JJop- 
Hax'b — Hcropia ynaflama 
Ayxa cKB03b Ayuiy wb He- 
npeTBopHMoe J^yxoM'b, jio- 

MHMOe TBJIO, KOTOpOe TOH- 

ho pyxajio Kb annjienTH- 
necKHX'b Kopnax'b; — 

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— He 
mofb ceoa bhhccth; BsyTpeHHO Hana^ajia boh- 
Ha: 3to a ee BH3HBaon> — bohhojo cb co<5oii ca- 
mhmb (mh He ct H"feMn;aMH BoeiBajiH: cb co6oh 
BoeBajin; h BoeBajin cb coio3HHKaMH: ho stoh 

BOHHH, BOHHH CB OpaHHieH, — MH He SaiTBTH- 

jih b-b nponioiHXB ro^axB); — 

— IIOMHK>, HTO H nOAOIHeJTB KB 

Moen Hamm: — 

— «H He Mory. . .» 

— «yCHOKOHCfl. . .» 

— «fl jiynme yMpy'» — h no- 

TOKB <3JieKTpHHeCK0H CHJIH yflapHJIB no 3KH- 

jiaMt: h o6pa3B MeHfl ocbhhjib: — 

— Ecjih BiKa, cToamaro bb ui- 
POboh nycTorfe, Boniromaro 
CTpaniHHM'b npojiOMOMi paaB- 
HTaro TeMeHH: — 

— nyniKOH, 
crpijiaroinet bb He6o, 
ctohjib Ohb; h Ohb, h 
H; Ohb BHcrp'B.iiHm. 
— h^tb He nyHieHHHMi.; 
thjkkhmb aflpoMi; 

H^Tb, OHB BHCTP'B- 
JIMB — «H». . . — 

— IIhtb 

HefltaB nocji'B 9Toro 6hjib a, KaKB Tpyin>; oaraBaJiHCB 

JIHHIB npeHtHHMH: pyBH, 3KHBOTB, a Kaaajica Gee's caMO- 
220 



My 5KHB0T0MT>, 6e30TBiTCTBeHH0 B3SepHyTHM1, Ha norH; 

npo^iee — rpyflb, ropjio, M03j% — omyinajiHCb cnjiom- 
Hoft nycTOTOfi: 9thmt> BciMi a HyAOBHin,HO bhctp^- 
jffljnb H3i> pastaTaro TeMeHH m> He6o; to 6peHHoe, ito 
TacKajiocb no /JopHaxy, 6hjio — «oho»: HeatHBoe, Ty- 
noe, rayxoe h JKHBOTacToe tbjio. 

H bott> — Ty KapniHy ce6a caMaro, yMHoacaeMaro 
Bb MHjuiioHaxt niHHpaionpiX'B rfwrb, Ha6jno c najn> a no- 
Bcrofly Bib niiraejiaxi.: rynne, rayxie h asHBOTacTHe, 

BCKfly TaCK&JIHCb TBJia, H3T> KOTOpHXTb CTptjiaJIH m> 

npocrpaHCTBO, Karcb a^paMH, hcjiob'bhkhmh «H»; 9th 

«H» BHJI€TajIH H3T> TBJIT.; H «0H0» — HeJKHBOe, TynOC, 

— xoahjio noBCK»ffly: — 

— He BHCTp'BJiHJia jih Poccia bi 
orpoMHyio nycTOTy cbohmt> 
«£[»? He ocTajiocb jih noorB 

BHCTp'fejia MipOBOK) BOHHOK 

ciuiOHiHoe, Tynoe «Oho» (He 
Poccia)? . . — 

— Bee 9to MeHa nopa3Hjio: Taieb Bcrp'BTHjrb MeHa 
neTep6ypn>; h nepBoe craxcTBopeHie, mhoh HaimcaH- 
Hoe, BHpaJKajio y3HaHie 9to: 

EcTb BT> jrflTi, HTO-TO pOKOBOe, 3JIOe. 
H m> BO'S 3JIOH 3HMH. 

BojmeHie, Kmrfeme jiKflCKoe, 
njitaenHHe yMH. 

Bcb rpaHH HyBCTBf) — bcb rpaHH npaB^H 
CTepTH: 

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Bi MipaxT>, bt> roflaxi., m, iacaxi> — 
O^hh rfejia — rfejia, rfejia — npocTepTH 
H — npa3/piHft npax'b. 

IIOMHK): CH/VBJIH BTE> O^HOM'B pearopaH'B' Cb peflaKTO- 
poM-b 6ohkoh pacnpocTpaHeHHOfi rase™, bt> kotopoh iih- 
cajit a: peflaKTopt, KoropoMy npncHJiajit (peJiteTOHH 
H3^ ^opHaxa, MHfe roBopmrb: 

— «4to nncajiH bh — npaBHJibHo: mnbKO ne^a- 
TaTb H&)iB3a (pejiberoHH TaKie; nenaTaTb npo npaB,ny — 
ecTb Jioatb b% Hanie BpeMa. JIojeb HaffO nenaTaTb; h rb 
drowb Borb npaB^a. . .» 

TaK-b nepBHft ypoieb CTapoft, acHOH npaKTHHecKOH 
MyspocTH Shjit. mh* npeno/i;aHi> peflaKTopoirb pacirpo- 
cTpaHeHHOfl ra3eTH — B'b tb HMeHHo shh; noieMy-TO 
MHi BcnoMHHjica rpeieb JJjdjifrRonyjio, jopno MHraBiniH: 

— «,ZJa, botb KOMe^ia. . .» 

— «3acTaBJiaioT f b MeHa Tyn, cjtb,hhtb 3a nncaTe- 
newb, co3/i;aBafl jiereHjiy, ito oh^ ecTb innioH'b. . .» 

— «^ypaKa He xcny a BaJiaib. . .» 

IIoHajrb a, *ito Fb Poccin H30JiraHO Bee: 9th «c 9- 
p h» ^ocTaTOHHO Tyn, HaniyTHJiH; h nponiyTHJiH; npo- 
myHeHHHfi 3/vbcb Bos^yxi. npeccH; nponiyieHH /iyniH; 
npoinyneHO «H»: him. CTpi.JiaroT'b ira'b nynieK'b; jhiw* 
HyjKHH rBJia, nmiib roBa/piHa KpacHaa, ryum; h bt> pe- 
rHcrpaniK) Tyiut 6um> a npii3BaH'b wb PocciK. 

B*b rpasymee npoxoflHM'b CTpoft 3a cTpoeirB. . . 
Pa6bi: 6e3i> nyBCTB'b, dva.'b sywb. . . 

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rpa^ymee, Karc& 'nponuioe, noKpoenn, 
Jlifflib rpy,a;o:& «t y ni i». . . 

MHi 3anoMHHJiHCb nepBHe #hh b-b IleTepoyprh; mi 

yjfflD.aX'b JiyjKH; KOpHHHeBOH CJIflKOTblO 3fl'BCb ;J11JIHI!||. 

eTca Bee no^b o6jiynjieHHHMb rpa3HHM'b h KaMeiiiiuM'i, 
6oKOMt CTapHHHaro flOMa cb Kapiara.noH; Anojuioiri, 
AnojuioHOBHi-b AdjieyxoKb, Becb BHcoxniifi, Bee ein,o, 
Bee em;e ^Bjiaerb bh^i,, 6y,mo 6u om> cymecTByen.; h 
npaBHTb cBp^HniHMi noTOKOAfb yHHJiHx^, 3anaMican- 
hhxi,, HeBoeHHHX'b cancan.; ueaupy tbmt, Ha3p r Bna<yn>: 
HflicrrHHecKia cncpHjiimiK'b: ero saMicTHrejib. . . 



BT) MOCKB'B 



Ha npoTHJKeHiH wbcsmpB'b, npocnnaacb bi nocre- 
jih m> MOCKB'B (Meac^y jieimiH, crnxoB-b, «n o h h t a t e- 

Jieft HnO930-KOHB;epT0Bl, cpeflb TOJIKOB'b TOlfflb, HTO 

n,epKOBHHH cooop'b onenb Hysteirb, hto cTapei^t HnKirra, 
cBani;eHHHK'b OjiopeHCKiit, apracrb t Ie6oTaeB'b, nrpa- 
K)in;iH ApjieKBua m, «8KCTa3HOM , b TeaTpl^ — aBsiema. 
anoKajiHnTBraecKOH BaacHocm) — syMajn. o ^opHaxi, 
OpaHnjn, ArnvjiiH, HlBeniH; synajn. o KOHcyjibCTBi b% 
Bepirfe, rfl$ a OTflaBajrb oTierb o oedi, 3anojniajn, bob 
■hhcth, noflBepraacb 9K3aMeHy y OjiaroposH'BflmHXb ca- 

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pOFb, UIDHKOEb H OTBpa'THTejIbHHX'b npoxoflHMHeB'b ; 

npocbinaacb bt> ywrHOH nocrejiH m> Mockb-b, Obiorpo 
BCKaKHBaffB a, h, fipocaa Bonpocn B'b MOCKOBCKia ctb- 
hh, flpomajTb orb Hcnyra: 

— «He areHTb jih th fb caMOMb jvbjtb?* 

— «2Khbh Tasfb, Bib IIlBeftHapiH. . .» 

— «Ojiyinaa nyinKH 9jn>3aca. . .» 

— «Th — areHTb !» 

— «Te6 , B HaineKajiH Ha 9to el TyitaHHO-MpaHH'B- 
romeM-b TaBp*, Kb TyMaHHO-MpaHH'BiomeM'b JIoh,zi;o- 
Hi. . .» 

— «J\a,. . .» 

— «03apaa Bee He6o jieraiomeH craefi: npoaeeKTO- 
poBb, — m> Hee* HCKaoiH -reoa, cOBepniaromHMb nnpy- 
9th Haffb JIoh^ohomi. B'b «T a y 6 e»; h nojp. bosom HCKa- 
jih Te6a, jtbtko HijiaopiM'b mhhoio bi> npoS-BraiomiH no 
BOJiHasn. napoxoflHK'b «raKOHb», r^fe, TOMacb, tboh 
SBOHHHK'b, onepniHca Ha 6oprb BcnoMHHaoib cbok) Ifoji- 

JIH. . .» 

— «Th caM-b B'b cefia H.'BjiHJTb. . .» 

— «^a, /i,a: He npecTynHHK'b an th?» 

— «He HaCHJIbHHK'b JIH TH?» 

— «He Jierajii) jih Ha/i.'b JIoHSOHOM-b B'b «T a y 6 e» 

TH?» 

^oCposyniHHa ctbhh MOJraaJiH; h cojiHe^HNH Jiyi-b 
npoJieTajrb Ha MeHa H3i> OKHa, BeceJia; OTK.pbiBaJi'b 
jihctb ra3era; Fb ra3erfe xBajimiH MeHa; a uiejrb m> to- 
oth; ki> ByjiraKOBy, m> TepiaeHsoHy, m> EepsaeBy, Rb 
JloceBOft; cjiyniajni: cb HenowBjibHH\rb BHHMaHie>n>; 

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Hiejr& Ha «noa3 0-KOHH,epT , b» m> conpoBoatfleHia 
BydHOBHxt BajieTOBi 1 ); cBameHHHK'b OjiopeH- 
CKift flapmn, cbok nponoBt^b, a apracT-b HeooTaeB-b, 
Hrparomifi: ApjieKHHa bt> SKcraaHOM-b TeaTpfe, co- 
BiTOBajica co mhoh; moh jieKHin co&HpaJiH jnoflen y#H- 
BHTejibHo: cxpaHHO Bjiiajrb a Ha JieKHiax-b; mh* Ka3a- 
jrocb — Bxoacy m> no#;co3HaHba jnoflen, 3acTaBjiaa hxt, 

MHOH BHrOBapHBaTb KK.% He SaBtTHHS mhcjih; ay^HTo- 

pia cjiyiuajia; CTajn> a BJiiaromHM'b jieKTopoM'b. 

Ilponuioe, Moe crpaHHoe nponmoe (ceMHji'BTie ypi- 

BHTeJIBHNXT, npOHCHieCTBlH — oho 6hjio jih?): EfejIJIH, 

CTpancTBia HaniH, CimHjiia, cTpamiBiH Eraneri, 
KenbHt, MroHxeHt, BepjiHHt, Moe yBtaiaHie TepmeMi. 
fb ^opHaxi, niTeHHep-b, Mips, flyxa; h— flaaee: c t p a h- 
h £ h hi e e B03BpameHbe Ha p o # h h y: 6hjio jih 

nOflJIHHHO? 

Moacerb 6biTb,' a 3acHyjrb: cpe/p. 3ejieHHx , b flHBa- 
HOB-b MOCKOBCKaro KaCHHeTHKa; h — smi npHrpe3H- 
■uacb: HajIJIH, yBesinaa m> CB'BTjiHa flajm MeHa; nponc- 
mecTBia Harnett skh3hh — npHCHHBHiiflca coH'b. — 

Bee BcnHXHyjio «H9jijih»; orayaa TpHwarajTBTie sss,a- 

HHX'b HCKaHiH m> MOCKOBCKOM-b KBaflpaTB, o^epneHHOMi. 

IIpe^HCTeHKOH, ApdaTOKTb, 6yjibBapaMH, Mfffe noKa3ajio- 
ca HaBcerfla 3a6NTOK> 3KH3Hbio; Jierfejia Ha Hacb CTaa 
crpaH-b; a no/i;cMaTpHBajrb HcnNTyromiH B3rjiafl-b Moefi 

x ) 06m;ecTBo xyflojKHHKOBTb. 
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Hsjijih; ftyxoBHaa jkh3hb yrjiyfijiajiacL, HanepTHBa- 
jiocb rpaaymee; cHHjmca mh* nnpaMH^H JlHBificKOfi 

IlyCTHHH; CBHTOft OrHb — CHHJIOCB — BCnHXHBaJTL; 

h HanjiHBaJio rpaflymee rpasanjeft rajuiepeft h My3eeBB: 
cypoBHfi rpjoHeBajiBffb, JlyKa KpanaxB h MJiaprift 
rojiBGefiHi,; PyflOJiBtpB IIlTetoeprb, Cpocaromift Kypcn 
bb HacB, — OTHero moh flyMH cBHBajracb cnnpajiaMH — 

— h npocBepjiHBajm mh* TeMa: oopasoBaJi- 
ca npwioMB bb ixwiob'b, H3B KOioparo «H» 
bhjiotbjio bb Mipb ,3yxa — 

— nniny o cBameHHHXi. 
co6HTiaxB CHa Moero, nepeBep- 
HyBinaro Tawb, bo ch-b, npefl- 
cmBJieHia o cooiiTiaxB npeaaieft 
3KH3HH, o tomb noTpaceHiH, KO- 
Topoe norpacaerB MeHa flame 
3«'bcb, Koraa a, orHCKaBniHCB bb 
flyxoBHHXB MipaxB, BftpyrB npo- 
CHyjica: o «H», mocmb «H», bb 
KOTopoe onycTHJica — 

— MipB JJyxa! — 
— HaJMH, JiaoKOBaa, 
jiK)6HMaa, H&flO mhok> ciuiOHa- 
jiacB noBcro^y: bb CHUairiH, bb 
IlajiecTHH'B, bb HopBerin, bb 
^opHaxi, — 

— CB IIOflCTpH- 
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JKeHHHMH KJflpHMH 

naflaiomHMH Ha Cojihhoh 
MyjKCKOft jio6t., nepepi3aeMH8 
npo^ojiLHOfi mopihhhoh; #Ba raa3a, 
jryHHCTHxt, floCpHx-b, Maarajra ea HeyK- 
JiOHHy© flyMy; — 

— Kb 6'fejiOM'b njiaTbi, 
HanoMHHaromeirb Ty- 
HHKy, OHa — KaK-b MOHa- 
nieieb; cKB03Haa h jiencaa cto- 
Jia, aKejrrojniMOHHafl, nepeno- 
acaHHaa cepeGpaHofi ufeiibio, Gh- 
Bajio — 

— ynaBiiiH Ha ctojit., — 
rpyflbio, pyiKaMH, sojiorfeiomeH Been 
KyspeH, stopma Jio6b Hagmrajia OHa 

MH-fe BNiep^IHBaTb iepOI\HH(J)H H3b 
HCTHHi: — 

— IIpocHyjrcfl! — 

— rjvb Hbjijih! — 

- FKb, tj&1 . . 

fl. rniaKajTb bo ch^. 

Ka3ajiocb MeHa th 3a6Hjia. . . 

IIpocHyjica, h — 

— cHOBa MocRBa: CHOBa Bb 
Tofi ace 3ejieH0H KOMHa-nek a; a — ceiourBTie cnajn., 
3^4cb, Ha 3ejieHOM , b flHBaH'fe, m> KBa^parB, o^ep^eH- 

HOM"b MffB Ap6aT0Mb, IIpeHHCTeHKOg, rffB pa3CfeHJIHCb 



15* 



227 



flaBHO nyflaKH; h — oojmtjra: ro/jajKB HXB OTKpuTHe 
Pth 3ajii3ajiH GfccaTa; cTpafla^ra otb 3Toro cTpamHHMH 
(popitaMH HepBHHXB 6ojr&3HeH, oojrraa o no#BHrk h o 
TaHHCTB* onHTa; — 

— CHOBa: npocHyjica, otb nocfeme- 
Hia nyflaKa, mbA flHMainaro bb hocb: 

— «Bh b^^b, KaateTca, oSimajiH kb CTaTBfc npz- 
MteaHie; TaKB botb a cb KoppeKTypaMH. . .» 

H Hy^aKT> mbA cyert Ty cTaTBK), otb KOTopon cfii- 
JKajiib a niecrt jrfeTB ywb Ha3a^B: — homhk» — 

— CB HaJKIH MH B03BpaTH- 

jihcb H3B crpaHCTBia; a kb peflaKuin ocBiflOM- 

JiajIHCB O pyKOIIHCH, KOTOpyK) BOCeMB M^ca- 

ueB-B pafffee GpocMB a 3^6cb; 3a to BpeMa 
MeaBKHyjiH: HTania, AcppHKa, IlajiecTHHa; xo- 

TfejIOCa HTO-TO nOB^AaTB O Mip'fe, BB KOTOpOMB 

mh 6hjih; MeHa o6opBaJiH: 

— JJa, «a. . . Tojibko BOTB. . . npHMfciame. . .» 

BHpBajica a OTcro^a; h — 

— BpioccejiB, KejiBHB, MroHxeHB, 
XpHcriama, h BepreirB, h ,Hpp- 
Haxi> — 

— onaTB nepesB raecTB 
yate jt&tb npncTaioTB c& t6mb me caMHMT.: 

— «IIo3BOJiBTe, fla a He coraaceHB cb HanH'caH- 
hbim-b; 9to 6hjio HanncaHO so toto, KaKB mh cb Hsjijih 
y #OKTopa. . .» 

Bnasy, ny^aKB H3yMJiaeTca: H3o6paataeTca — He- 
rtoyMiHie h sonpocB: 

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— « L lTO 3a H9JIJIH?» ' 

— «KaKaa raKaa?» 

— «KaK0H TaKofl ^OKTopi)?» 

— «H #o nero 3to — p, o t o r o?» 

03Hparocfc: 3ejieHHa ctbhh, bt> KOTopHa a ynajra 
nocjrfe crpaHHaro CHa; Biflb o CHax-B He BecBflyjorB. H 
— hto flfejiarb: 3arBHBaro ct HyaaKOMi. pa3roBopn o 
TOMi, o tom^ MHKorp-TO (no MHtairo «h y fl a k a» 
3to 6hjio Bnepa, a no MoeMy — B'b npeatHeft jkh3hh), — 
o Hem> mh B^epa eme tojibko ito roBopmra: 

— «,ZJa, sa. . .» 

— «HanHiny npHMinaHie. . .» 

MipL, iyvfe a 3KHjn> 3a #Ba M^cana tojibko, «I o a h- 
h o b o 3 n a h i e», «H» m> newb, npieMjnomee HeB'fepo- 
aTHHa B'BCTH O ^0pHax4, ^OKTOpB — Bee coh*b: ba^cb, 
Bl> Mockb'b! — 

— He H3MiHHJI0Cb hhhto; tb ace ctbhh; 
h totb ace Bee «H»; H — oahh-b; Hiit hh Hsjijih, hh 
,H|oKTopa; ^[opHaxa — H^rt. . . 



j 

|v npoOiatajiH ro/i;a. 

<♦/,' 3acTaK a b^ ro^ax^ ceoa BcnoMHHaipiHHM'b, rjiaB- 

hsm-b oCpa30Mi, HajiJin: Bee nponee, hto nopa3HJio Me- 

Ha — OCTaHOBHJIOCB: KapTHHOK BOCnOMHHaHiH, Kb KO- 
, T0pHM*b B03BpaTa MffB ni>Tb; flOKTOp'B IIjTeflHep'B, co- 

229 



dbrria CTpamiHH, aima jno^,eft, ct ni>m> ro/i;aMH a khjtl, 

— Bee npHTsniBajiocb lyAqcHoft h (paHTacraHHOft 
KaprHHoft, KaKT>. . . roCejieH'b; ho MeiTarb o B03Bpar£ 
KaprHH-B 6hjio TaKi> ate Hejiino, Kaits h nbrraTbca 
bohth m> nepcneKTHBy H3amH , feEiiiHxs> (ppecoicb, ne- 
CTpam.HX'b (pOHi. 3flama; ociaBajiacb hchboio jthhib H9ji- 
jih; h k-b Heft a TaHyjica; JnoOHJTb mok) Hsjijih HeyjiOBH- 
mok, HiatHOH jhooobbk); OHa, ea ayxTb, flHETOBajrb mh-b 
«3 a n h c k h»; a Bt hhxt> norpyacajica H3"b BoeB-b xjie- 
CTaBineft 3hmh, Kor^a Hora moh KOHeH'fejiH OT*b xanofla 

— bt> TeMnepaTypi inecTH tojibko rpaflycoB-b, b^ nian- 
k-b, Bt nep^aTKaxt, ooMaKHBaa mepcTB nepnaTOKi. b-b 
nepHHjio, Coacb, htooh nepHHjio He CTajio 6h jihROWb, a 
nHcaji-B HXB. 

IIomhk) cH/vfema moh no HOiaM^, cb neperoparomeft 

TyCKJIOK) JiaifflOHKOH Kb TeMHOft, pa36HT0H, OJie/HeH'BJIOH 

Mockb'b nocjrfe .una nepefiiroFB orb 3aeBflama b^ 3a- 
cfeAaHie, Ha CMOJieHcmn *) (3a nepCTBOft jieneniKoft), b^ 
npojierb-KyjiBTb; noMHio noncKH cmraeK'b, flpaHHHX'b 
nannpocb, OTb rotophxt. flynmjrb MeHa Kaniejib; a 
CH^rb — 3acbmajrb Hacb: owl — cbinajica, cbinajica, 
BHpocTaa orpoMHOK 64jioh ctbhok, CHHia orb cyMe- 
peKB h OTpfeaa orb Mipa: B'b HoiHHe nacn — bchomh- 
Hajiaca Hbjijih Tanoio, KaKoro y3Hajn> a ee; h — KaKOio 
6HJia OHa mh^ raecTb cb Hen npoatHTHXB jiirb. 

Ho no M^pi Toro, Kaicb bo mh^ BocKpecajrb ea 06- 
pasib, moh o6pa3-b B-b Heft — racb; roBopHjin ofo 9tomi 
cyxia ea, jiaKOHHHHHa nncbMa. 

*) CMoneHCKifl phhoki> bt> Mockb*. 
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H — hohh pocjih BKpyrb MeHa: /jjiraacb iiomi.. 

nocpe^HH'fe orposraHxi. npocTpaHCTFB oiiycica.ni. 
moid Gi^Hyio, OffHHOKyro rojiOBy, cayman, KaiCb TaM'i, jio 
TajiH MeTeom pH/i.aioinHM'b tjjhom.1,; Hana^ajiH Ha 0K.na, 
Ha KpHiny, Ha crfeHy, flpofiacb o^bjioh ntaoH, mcjii.iuui 
aa OEHaMH HinnaMH, njiecKaMH, dJiecicaMH; h bhobi. yiio- 
chjihcb bte. pHflaromeM'b ry^i; HaMCTaJiH cyrpoCn, m 
CMep3aJiHCB Tawejiojo, jiesaHoio opoHero; hhito na- 
CTynajio, hhhto oOcTynaJio, hhito OTCTynajio: in> 

HK1TO. 

3HaK: Bi XJIOHLHMH 6bK)IH,iH, XOJIOftHHH, rOJIO/UIhltt 

npocTopii npoxowy H3B noTOKOBTb ioJiOffHaro Jieflanoro 
npocTopa; nay a no jnwafh, no KoropoH eme He xo/nuri>; 
#a, no Hen mh nonuin; h — B03BpaTa He Moaten. 6htb. 
CipaHHoe nojiyHOHHoe cojnine BcxaBajio Bt rpy/jH, 
Kor^a MpaKt orb MeHa pa3CTHJiajica KonepHHKaHCKnirB 
npocTpaHCTBOirb; h 3a Jlynoio, 3a CojinneM-b, 3a 3oflia- 
KOMb, 3a BCBM-b, HTO He CB-BTHTb yate, — HaHHHajiacb: 

niBefiHapia; h Ka3ajiocb npHJKOK'b moh ,ho J^opHaxa hg- 
pe3i> MipoBoe npocTpaHCTBO yace oocToaTbca He Moatert 
HHKaicL, eajiH-frb /i;awe sonpHrHyjrb a ao noKHHyraro 

M^CTa, SOXBaTHBmHCB flO nOHBH, TO — Bee paBHo: MOH 

pyrai pa3»jajmcb 6h, Kor/i,a BCTp'BTHjrb 6h a Barjia^t 
HajuiH, MeHa BonponiaiomeH: 

— «Hy?» 

— «Hero?» 

— «Hto HyatHO TeGi. . .» 



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— «H9JIJIH, H9JIJIH! . .» 

— «He 6hjio Hbjijih, HiTb EfojuiH: npHrpe3HJioct 

Boe». 

H a mem, Hepe3i> #hh no He/i.'BJiaM'B, no M-fecanaMi., 
qepe3Tb ro^H ct> Hepa3pinieHHHMTb cOMHtaieMi), a bi 
rpy^a BHCBEaaca ynopHHft oroHt; moh jieKnin ocBtma- 
jih flpyrnirb, a botb — H^Mt ocB'Bin.ajiH? fl HyJKeHt 
Chjo. MHornMTE), a h$,mi> 6um> a HyaceHi,? 

Moen HeracHMOK) paHon: noTepeio Hsjijih? 

H botb a 3aKaHHHBaro B03Bpam,eme Ha «po,a;HHy», 

3ffBCB, Kb STOM'B ropOffB. 

H9jijih a BHfl'fejn) He^aBHo; OHa — roMfenMacB; 
xy^aa — h fijrfyniaa. 

Mh nocHKHBajra ct Hen bt> Ka<p3; pa3a ftBa roBopn- 
jih o nponuioM-b, ho Manor en h-btb yace BpeMeHH pa3ro- 
BapHBaTb o nycTaKaxt: 

— «IIponi;aH!» 

— «Bt> J^opHaxi)?)) 

— «Bt> ^opaax-B. . .» 

H mh pacnpom;ajiHCB: RJia yrfeineHia h ^yxoBHaro 
Ha3HflaHta Mena nortapnjia OHa mh* ]\b& nniuia, npo- 
iHraHHHXB IIlTeHHepoMt; nHMH co mhoh; Hsjijih — 

BT> ^OpHaX'B. 

Bee? 

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232 



nOCJI-BCJIOBIE KB PyKOnHCH JIEOHH^A 
JIE^JfflOrO, HAIIHCAHHOE HbEft-TO PyKOE 

&roTb ROKyuewrh HejiOB'BHecKaro 003Hama mh4 
Kaaterca HHTepecHHM^; h cb aBTopoMt flOKyMeHra hc- 

KaJTB BCTp'BHH a; pa3t MH BCTp'BTHJIHCB — rffB-TO Bt 
Ka(p9; aCKeTHHeCKiHlTb, OOJTBSHeHHO-HepBHHMB a MBIC- 

jihjtb ero; Bcrp-krairB Jiucaro rocno^HHa, He HepBHaro 
BOBce, ciK>kohho 3aTparKBaK»n];aro KaKOft-TO soirpocB 
coBpeMeHHOH jnrrepaTypH; a nHTajica, KarcB mofb, no- 
/i;ohth fi> pasroBopii ct hhm-b kb TeMi «3anHC0Ki>»; 

HO OHt OTKJIOHStJI'b BCB nO/tXOAH. 

— «OKaacHTe, — cnpocHJTB a ero, — Kant npimijia 
BaMi> Hflea «3 a n h c o k t»? Hto bslob Ha Hee HaTOJiK- 
Hyjro?» 

Ho OHTb, 3aacnraa cnrapy, OTBimrrB ct yjiHOKOio: 

— «He HaTOJiKHyjio hhhto: pa3Bi bh OTpnnaere 
BHMHcejn>?» 

CKopo Ceci^a KocHyjiacB npodJieMB (pHJiocotpiz h 
b-b 9toh oecBfffe oht> BHCKa3ajn> o^eHB noHTeHHHa, aKa- 

aeMHHHHa MHCJIH. 

IIpescTaBtTe ceCi: oh^ xmm> hhbo — 3a KpyjKKOK 
KpyatKy. 



IIOCJI'BCJIOBIE 

«3anncKH HyflaKa» — /pa MeHa — cTpamiaa khh- 
ra, eflHHCTBeHHaa: HciunoHHTejiBHaa; TenepB — HeHa- 
BHacy noHTH ee a; bb Hefi a BHJKy qy,n;oBHmHHa no- 
rpfenmocTH npoTHBi) cthjih, apxHTeKTOHHKH, (pafiyjiH 
■raoooro xy^oatecTBeHHaro npoH3Be^;eHia; OTBpaTHTenB- 
HO-6e3BKycHaa, CKy^Haa KHHra, cnoco6Haa B036ysKsaTB 
roMepHHecKift xoxotb; o, 6y#b t o ji b k o KpHTHKOMTb a, 
a HamejTB 6h npeflJiorB #Jia H3ffBBaTejiBCTBa HaffB aBTO- 
poMB 9Toro flHKaro, HyfflOBHmHaro npoH3Be,neHia. H ywe: 
KpnTHKa ynpaacHaerca bb ocTpoyMin: yace oahhb Kpn- 
thkb, flo6p4fcnifl[, npeKpacHiftinifii to.jiob'bkb, khitbjib 
Heroji;oBaHieMB: aBropB, j\e, bosomhhjib ce6a remaJiB- 

HHMB. ^a, KaKB KpHTHK'b, rOCnO^HHB KpHTHKB — B6CB- 

Ma He^jaJieKB, cicaacy Cojrfee — rjiyin>: ohb He noHHjn>, 
hto sfl'BCfc iiHiny o cefi'fe, HSfliBaaca 3Jio Ha^B coOHTBa- 
mh, 6ojrB3HeHHo npoiiiyM'feBiHHMH Ha^ cy,ip>6oK> Moeio; 
nnmy to He a, AHflpen B^jihh, a — nHinerB HyjjaKB, 
«H/i;ioTB», nepenyTaBHiifi: njiaiiH rayfiHHH'BHmeH 

BHyTpeHHCH atH3HH. B^ OCHOB'B BCBXB MHCJiefi JieJKHTB 

mhcjib: Kaatffbtfl: HejiOB^KB reHiajieHBBB a/ipi «H», 
atHBymaro bb hcmb h — orfeflOBaTeJiBHo: remajieHB bb 

TOMB CMHCJrfe H a, AH^pett B'BJIHft — bb toh Mipi, BB 

KaKOH reHiajieH'B IlerpB CHffopoBB, Ahapohi IIojiHKap- 
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no»b; h — nponie. .. JleflrB-MOTHB-B «Hy^aKa» — 
Coji*3HeHHaa nepenyTamiocTB ncHxojiorin, BiracHBaio- 
m,eft bb CpeHHyio h 6e3flapHyro jihihoctb .napst Ryxa, 
«fl», HaAt-HH/piBHAyajiLHaro «H». Bo3MyTKBiniflca 

KpHTHKB — ^eJIOKBKB HeflaJieKift, KaKB KpHTHKB. OHB 

B03Mym;aeTCH «HyaaKOMB»; writooBaTearao: Moa irijn,, 
— bb coBepmeHCTB* flocTHrHyia: repoft iiob'bcth — 
ncHXHiecKH HeHopMaJieHi,; 6ojtb3hb jice, kotopoh ohb 
603iwb, — CBHffBTejibCTByio: 6ojii3HB BpeiieHH; «m a- 
nia grandiosa» oojibhh o^eHB MHorie, He nojip- 
sp-BBaromie o oojibhh cBoen. 

IIoqeMy we a «Hy^aKa» cBoero HeHaBHwy? /Ja 
iiOTOMy, ito jirofijno a ero TaKB ace, Kara, jno6jno ceoa; 
3fltci> cBHAfoejibCTByro: bb «3anHCKax-b» h*btb 
CTpo^KH, Karopyio a 6h He nepeacHjiB caMB TaKB HMen- 
ho, KaKB nepesKHBaHia cboh H3o6pa3Hjn>. Bb tomb cmh- 
cjtb «3anHCKH» — e/pmcTBeHHo npaB^HBaa Moa 
KHHra; OHa noBicTByert o crpaniHOH oojibhh, koto- 
pofl 6hjib oojieHB a Kb 1913-1916 roflaxb. Ho a, npo- 

XOfla Hpe3B OOJI'B3HB, H3B KOTOpOH fljia MHOrHXB HCXO- 

W h^tb, — noC'fe^Hjn, cbok) «m a n i a», H3o6pa3HBB 
oobeKTHBHo ee; 3Ta «m a n i a» ecTB BpaTa, ipe3B koto- 
pna npoxoflHTB «H» BcaKaro kb oco3HaHiro bb ceCi 
Ha^'B-HH^HBH^yajiBHaro «fl»; h cyMacniecrBie — nofl- 
CTeperaen. 3j^ch. H npomejiB ckbo3b oootbshb, vjsfh yna- 

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jih bi> Oe3yMiH ^pHAPHxt Hainne, BijiKKOJiinHMmifl 
IIIyMaHi) h TejiBAepjiHH'B. H — r jta: a ocTaJica 3,nopoBi> ) 
c6pocHBi> niKypy cb oeoa; h — B03poat/i;aacB Kb 3fl0- 

POBBK). 

Bh, rocno^HHB B03MyTHBniittca Kphthkb, — neno- 
bIik/b xopouiiH (ho — «rjiynHfi» kphteocb) cbohmb 
B03Myin;eHieMB npoTHB r b «m a n i a» BNpa3HjiH totb 

HMeHHO JKeCTB, KOTOpHH BO MHt flHKTOBaJIB 3Ty «C a- 

t h p y» Ha omymema «caMonocBain;eHi a». 

«3anncKH HypKa» — carapa Ha caMoro, Ha 
nepeatHToe jihhho. IIo9T0My-TO HeHaBHacy a my «k h h- 
r y», KaKB HeHaBH^aTB socnoMHHaHia o MKHyBinen 60- 
srhssa. Ho nocKOJiBKy 6ojtb3hb Moa — <5ojtb3hb B-feKa, 
6oji , b3hb, KOTopon oojibhh 6e3C03HaTejiBH0 MHorie, no- 
crojibKy ase ckbo3b OTBpameme kb «k h h r 4», jnooaio 
a «3 a n h c kh», kakb npaB#y 6ojtb3hh Moefi, otb ko- 
Topolt cBoCoaeHt a hhh'b. KpHTHKaMB, irHraymHMB 
«k p h t h k h», Haflo em;e npoaoiTB jtbtT) 3TaKB jipbcm 
flo HCKycoBB 6ojtb3hh Moeft; no OTHOHiemio itB Hen bth 

«K p H T H K H» — HeBHHHHe MOJIOKOCOCH. 

Hy, — a cKa3ajn>: mwiaraio, hto h Tyre. ocrarocB 

HenOHaTHHlTB. 

BepjIHHT>, CeHTH6pB 

1922 r. 

AHjupeH B^JIMH. 



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riHcaTeJib h lenoB'BK'B • 62 

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K*mt> a Omit,? - . 160 

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B0Jl1i3Hb 180 

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CTp. 

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8to — CMepTB 78 

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nepeflt BepreHOMT. 114 

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BepreffB 123 

Hjioma.Hi> 130 

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CHOBa bt> no , B3fl'B ... 1 44 

Biorpatpia 146 

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Com, 173 

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dp. 
JlhHKb 185 

Ha c*Bepi> • 1 ^ 5 

Chid;hkh ^° 

Otb XanapaHflH flo BfenoocipoBa 207 

PoflHHa 215 

Bt> Mockb* 223 

Tofla 229 

noca4cjioBi6 kt. pyKonncH JIeoHH,na Jleflanoro, 

HanHcaHHoe ii>eH-TO pyKOH 233 

nocjrBwioBie ~z 

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Imprime en Suisse 



Ce volume 

le premier de la Collection « Slavica-Reprints . 

a ete acheve d'imprimer 

le 15 septembre 1973 sur les presses de 

Raymond Fawer S. A. 

a Lausanne (Suisse)